Morality vs. Instinct and READING

Matthew Hamon photographed the people he met along the waterways of Montana, USA. Here, Jessica stands in the water with her horse.

Eerie, but beautiful. IMO especially in light of biblical type stuff about

“blood rising to the horse’s bridle.” Hard to explain. But I wrote about it in one or more of my posts. 1600 furlongs and the White House (1600 Pennsylvania Ave) and the other measure i figured out meant the Vatican (the area size) but have kind of divorced since because of the barrage of bad stuff and because it’s been a while.

I think having to do with the four horsemen prophecy possibly. These are hidden messages. (I wrote about the measures fuhrer-of-furlongs in an earlier post) I think also having to do with the sins of the RCC and collaborators reaching up to heaven perhaps by that measure.  Sort of a finality as if it’s nearly over. Good Photograph. Montana is pretty. Could be a sign, my dad was born in Montana.

The 2017 Royal Photographic Society competition

While I was recuperating in the hospital I had the pleasure to watch Joel Olsteen’s sermon for Father’s day. Not sure that was the reason for that particular sermon because it could have been pre-filmed or re-shown but it was quite a show. I did not watch the whole sermon but it was deep, I can’t really say what it was ALL about because I didn’t watch it all and because I was tired and sick but it seemed like it was about some fundamental ways to handle situations in a Christian way. That is my impression but he was so much more eloquent using the bibles verbage. He really is a very successful and charismatic preacher. Kind of reminds me of a robot as well. The way he moved was as if he was gliding like a character of mine on a game I play sometimes called WOW – the character is a shadow priest and levitates when I use the spell of levitation. I don’t know his religion but based on wealth as a testament to his success (a motivational type speaker), godliness (but not really but certainly looks like it), and the size of the audience as well (which is huge). As big as Robert Tilton ever was. Robert Tilton was a nut. A big one. Exaggerated to the nth degree, spoke in tongues and yet people came by the thousands to witness his sermons. Below is a you-tube of Robert Tilton eventually speaking in tongues after his introduction which I transcribed part of the conversation below so those that are caught up in his conversation might read it instead which can be eye opening sometimes. It can change the meaning of a conversation you hear when you read it instead and the same thing goes when looking at a bible and adoring it or hearing it (by word of mouth) vs reading it, or looking at a Health Care Mandate such a Obama Care vs reading it. It sure helped me to catch some important information when transcribing the CBS reports via tapes of the hours before and after the assassination as well as photos and film and snapshotting the films in order to see better what had occurred by the film measures/frames per second because our eyes are not as fast to recognize some things or actions that happen quickly as witnesses not having the premonition or knowing ahead of time what is going to occur making the witnesses and victims be at a disadvantage to the person(s) who is aware such as the perpetrator. Let me tell you those moments are full of some IMPORTANT information worth investigating. Like hidden pictures and tells a story. Might not have needed a Warren Commission if some had tried. If I can do it Geeeez you would think others could, too.  If our Congress had read it it would not have gotten to the stage it has and to the extent of causing so much political stress and rancor and insanity which can only be the reason for problems we face today in the USA politically. I have no idea what caused our Congress to have not read what they signed as far as a bill that was so extensive and damaging to our country besides some kind of poison or some kind of mental deficiency possibly caused by some kind of chemical interaction (devils breath in the air system b/c it’s an invisible substance without smell or taste?) and Nancy Pelosi suggesting the Congress just signs it, which everyone knows being said over and over again receptively on film by the press, for getting Obama Care passed and figure it out later in order to find out what was in it which of course is ridiculous but it happened. If OBAMA CARE were a good bill she would have said read it and judge for yourself and she suggested the opposite. Was she involved in some kind of drug without the knowledge of those she may have tricked/laced…their donuts?? It seems probable since she suggested the signing of a bill that was not read as if she was involved in the trickery by those that are supposed to read what they legislate. Talk about a bad influence and a-typical of the RCC who don’t like their parishioners reading the bible for many eons in order to control the parishioners and screw their parishioners thus screwing everyone else by their actions and possibly using the same substance to add to the Eucharist to be able to control the parishioners. Sounds far fetched but was used in South America and found in Columbia and used to control the slaves who dig for diamonds in mines or work in other industries as cheap, cheap, cheap labor for those who don’t like to pay overhead such as the mob and looks like flowers in its original form that hang like or similar to Morning Glories in flowering tree from (hanging gardens type flora) to rob people by low lifes and lasts for about 4 days if blown in the face of the victim and the victim is or becomes a slave of suggestion without memory. A derivative of the drug is the drug that prevents sea sickness so obviously used by those who travel by sea or have business using ships (Onassis) and I think it was also used in the JFK assassination because it is also in the flowers on the table in the flower arrangement in front of Jackie Kennedy which she licks at (believe it or not as if addicted) on film and on the morning of the assassination in Fort Worth. Obviously, Pelosi thought she could get away with it (Jackie Kennedy did or her handlers), but how?

Is Devil’s Breath The World’s Scariest Drug?

The most dangerous drug in the world: ‘Devil’s Breath’ chemical from Colombia can block free will, wipe memory and even kill

The flower of the Datura plant, from which devil’s breath is made.

The robbers that turn their victims into ‘zombies’: Paris gang ‘blow powerful Devil’s Breath drug into their faces to send them into a trance-like state’

Brugmansia

Bob Is Going to Pray In Tongues For a MomentNow I’m going to pray in tongues for a minute and maybe you’ve never heard that before. I remember the first time I heard someone praying in tongues I just listened and listened and uh I had never heard anything about that because frankly the church that I grew up in didn’t believe that those things happen today but you know they didn’t believe there was demons and if there is demons there all in Africa, but I had demons in my house opening and shutting doors. You know those folks that say there’s ghosts and stuff, that’s demons and Jesus cast out devils and those devils are demons, same things. They’re not there to help they’re there to hurt. We know there was a demon of blindness and deafness and infirmity. They steal; we know they steal and uh we had those things opening and shutting doors in our house and lights going off well I didn’t know anything about that stuff and no one ever taught me and showed me scripture in the bible Mark 16 and 17 where they cast out devils in Jesuses name so finally, you know, they make all this stuff out of haunted house, that’s demons. You want to go..If you don’t know who you are in Jesus and the authority that you have and the power that is in that blood man that’s stupid to open yourself up to stuff like that: it’s demons, psychic, that’s counterfeit gifts of the holy spir that’s just a counterfeit. You know when you open yourself up to demonic activity and I tell you, you better watch that dimension. You don’t want to be involved in that dimension. You don’t want to read your horoscope you want to read the bible. You want to hear what God says and take it and mix it with faith. I’m getting a little Pastorial right now: So ma ta le tee da la ma cool. Man de ekee sheety ora ba shata man de caloabaho de keeshie ……………..”

A brick shy but made millions of dollars somehow.

LOL, The guy is a fruitcake, obviously.

Robert Tilton: From downfall to windfall: Living on a prayer

People flocked for Jim Jones of Guyana and crossed an ocean to do it and shared poison committing mass murder suicide using cyanide poisoning in their lemonade or koolade and I guess it is possible Mother Teresa of Calcutta got wind of it or vice versa.

Just a few of Jim Joneses friends poisoned to death.

 918 people committed mass suicide using poison laced kool aid and 318 children were murdered in Guyana on November 18th “in the year of our lord” 1978, mostly black (african americans). A few of our Congressmen or Senators were also murdered who were investigating the cult and had flown in which may have prompted the murder suicide of a bunch of members of the People’s Temple after the Congressmen and camera men were murdered at the airport, I think.

Jonestown

The Jonestown Massacre

Houston is a very nouveau riche area in parts that Joel Olsteen preached and preaches to which is perfect in order to affect new successful owners of businesses and rich kids basically and to pull the wool over their eyes. He is extremely talented and poised, good looking and quite adept at bible concepts some of which he has honed to a great depth but he is not totally honest IMO.

Like Cal Thomas who is not truthful or he would also admit that the mustard seed is not the smallest of seed. What or who is Cal Thomas afraid of?

I have yet to hear him or Charles Stanley above (pretty close in stature in the Christian religion) explain the mustard seed the smallest of seed predicament. I would be impressed if they could admit a truth which might help them and everyone else as well. He was involved in the JFK assassination at the very least by association leaving the hospital where JFK was taken after being assassinated. Looks like a monk on the right, but it is him.

This guy was at the luncheon that was jFK’ next stop after being in Dallas at the World Trade Center and blamed the audience of the death of JFK in his cultic style and was the leader (I think) of the biggest and largest Methodist Church/Comgregation in Dallas Texas and was also at the Book Depository investigating something or in charge but was photoed a bunch when JFK was assassinated. Looks like Ted Cruzes dad the one that was in the bear hug with Heidi Cruz when Ted almost knocked her (his wife) out with his elbow during the run for the Presidency of the Untied States.

“Dr. William H. Dickenson Jr long time server of God pastor of Highland Park Methodist Church to say just a word and then to pronounce the benediction.

Dr. Holcomb leaves and Dr. William H. Dickenson Jr. comes to the podium.”

I transcribed the CBS news reports twice to learn about the assassination which tipped me off to a bunch of information and about the RCC and is on my site called Merangue’s Blog if you are interested. This particular segment is one part of the first time I transcribed what occurred that day which I have linked called Part two.

I don’t know what the problem is with admitting the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed because it isn’t and perhaps God wants us to come to terms with that TRUTH. I think we should. Could it be some people are really screwed up who are in the business of faith? It does appear to be a factor, doesn’t it? Perhaps the mustard seed debacle is the reason for the kind of deception that kills, murders and hospices people. Not sure how it works but there seems to be a connection

between the mustard seed, faith, deception, and death.

I think Joel Olsteen is much more talented than any other preacher in his deliverance of his sermons and touched on some very beautiful truths but not in this world. IN HEAVEN PERHAPS, if there is one. I tried to go by some of those tenets in my life that he explained when dealing with some things in my life in not quite so pure a way but because it was right and it didn’t work out mostly because of the church and in particular I think because of the RCC and the BGEA (and including the Baptist Church) mostly and perhaps are his hills to climb yet. We all have those sometime in our lives no matter how pure we think we are.

I remember Joel Olsteen’s wife was pulled off a plane she was on during the Obama administration by the Secret Service for some reason which is an unusual thing to occur. WHY? Why would the Secret Service want the wife of a preacher even if he runs a scam?

It happened to someone else, too, earlier that was in the news. Someone famous, during the first Obama administration. I don’t remember who it was and maybe it was Joel Olsteen’s wife and it kind of reemerged in my mind after seeing his sermon the other day and seeing her as his support. I had never seen her before and he seems to have lost some weight since the last time I saw him tele-evangelizing which I do not normally watch. I know the guy from Waco a musician who was kind of famous and outspoken about politics and was a Christian more of a Chrisitian into the right to bear arms kind of Christian a constitutionalist patriotic Christian and I guess he ended up as a guest at the second Presidential State of the Union address by Obama and for some reason was invited when he honored some hero a Navy seal group (6) which seemed to be a retelling of some earlier event (it’s called replacement politics replacing heroes with other heroes those that cater to him) and a woman who spent her life or part of her life dealing with leftover explosive land mines still buried because of wars the kind that are buried in other countries and was rescued from her kidnappers and wore a scarf like or burka kind of scarf. Princess Diana made it an issue before she died as did Angela Jolie in the UN movie she made with Clive Owen (a handsome english actor and a good one as well) when she eventually stood on one and gave up her life for the love of Clive Owen the daddy of her kid in some place like Yugoslavia or something. LOL It was heroic and fictional but made working for the UN attractive to those that want to give up their lives for the UN i.e. The One World Government LOL I liked him better in the movie where he played a warrior round table type warrior fighting some castle establishment. I painted with pastels a picture of him because I liked the movie and him in the movie. How weird. Anyway the outspoken constitutionalist Christian rock musician and hunter from Waco never seemed to be the same after attending. I have no idea what happened I figure since the audience at the award ceremony for Obama (the second Presidential Union address) I thought he might have been a victim of some of those hanging plants of South America. The whole affair was a bunch of BS including the awards and the honors. The whole audience seemed to be zombified and without any will of their own. He was not going to take a chance again on being called a liar as did happen in the beginning of Obamas Presidential career by some congressman named Joe Wilson. It was some sort of an Obama mock like the Presidential union address with the survivors we watched on the Trump show which I felt was another mock of some kind though I wasn’t sure he understood it was (maybe) devised by some part of the federal government. The hidden part of the federal government possibly whatever it might be.

Now every time I see the guy in the picture above on the news or on the internet he doesn’t seem the same as I remember him except physically. He was kinda smart about some things and a good guy IMO. I’m sure we wouldn’t agree on everything (such as women’s rights) but he had wise ideas and was an intellectual in how he expressed himself. When I watched Gutfield show recently a retape of his show they edited out a small part of the show which was the first a hint about hospice was mentioned but without saying hospice. So I kind of have an idea there are a lot controlling/comptrolling going on via the press behind the scenes. Whoever is doing it isn’t gonna let anything we need to know or should be told be consumed by the public.

Rep. Joe Wilson was his name. Remember that! HE WAS RIGHT.

Rep. Joe Wilson Calls Obama A Liar During Address


He might not have had a choice about his future or using his ministry to rob those who have faith because of his wife whom I’m sure he loves being taken off the plane during the Obama Administration by the Secret Service. His father was a preacher as well, I recall, so he was groomed to new one as well. Why would the Secret Service have done this to a preacher and his wife?  What does one have to do with the other. I was never a fan of his brand of Christianity knowing his kind of Christianity for the rich but not really for them, but for him but he was and is very popular. In the sermon I watched he kept bringing up Peter as his center character but not in the usual way and obviously works for Peter maybe not by choice. Peter represents the church of Rome as far as Rome is concerned. They wouldn’t really have a religion otherwise with only a few hail Marys. There are a few Peters in the bible, I think as there are a few Pauls and few Jesuses and Marys which adds to the Great Confusion and part of the Great Deception. Olteens’ wife is very beautiful and probably he is hostage to her or vice versa or they are hostages to the RCC and OBAMA imo:” and definitely hostage to

“The new world order/religion

which isn’t.”

You don’t get pulled off a plane by the Secret Service for no reason. Before it happened I knew he wasn’t on the level on some things because it was obvious and he is also a televangelist but had charisma regarding wealth and religion and used it. He was raised in this manner so it wasn’t his idea to begin with but certainly he did bring it to a level I have never seen before and some of it isn’t bad, but some is. 

When I was at Hobby Lobby a year or so ago he had a book he had published having to do with I AM That I AM after I had done quite a bit of research and publishing on line via my blogs and I thought what is the saying?: Copying is the highest form of flattery but this was after I had done some work in the concept of God and Moses etc. I wasn’t the first either however I’m not talented in delivery, nor successful, and barely noticed because of my station in life, being female and not a preacher by any means, not near as pretty either but I was glad he had noticed somehow, somewhere or from someone because he could possibly be helpful to others and his own congregation and had the money to back it up being able to be shown in a place as trafficked as Hobby Lobby and probably other places as well. At first I was taken back but then I tried to take the high road on the compliment. I did not buy the book nor read it and because we all have ways of looking at the same thing differently such as: When I first got to the hospital after a short ride via ambulance and in a private room for a while in ER was moved to another room in the ER that was not as private but with 5 or so other people/patients with curtains between so you can hear conversations if you listened. It isn’t the purpose of the rooms but I noticed a man across the way from me with a long grayish white beard to his belly and he was looking at me so I hid myself moving my head over to the right using the curtain in front and in between from my line of sight. He was glaring at me. He reminded me of the guy I had met at Parkland a long time ago, though a little nicer looking whose girlfriend attacked me with her huge cane that I had to deal with after surgery at a six week visit years ago. The woman in charge of the patients appointments with doctors at that time was sitting at the desk and she had to call the police to intervene who came and surrounded him not her but him and escorted him out after a few minutes of me hiding out in the hallway to get away from her and her accusations blaming me for her male friends intolerance and loud rude outbursts for having to wait which the rest of us had done for 6 hours because of some hospital problems. Not enough doctors showed up or something. Everyone in the room were very cool about it, most of them very sick with something and with their friends/family who came to help them at the time. Six hours is a long time to wait when you are in pain but sometimes is necessary depending on what is occurring and it wasn’t the ER, but a 6-week follow up visit after surgery. The guy wore clothes like he was a biker and his female friend looked like a druggy though I don’t know what the deal was with them because I didn’t ask and they acted like they lived under a bridge. I was afraid of bodily harm when she blamed me for his outbursts with her huge cane (It was 6 foot tall and about 2-3 inches thick) and shaking it at my body and because I had never met them in my life before. My husband at the time was rubbing my back under my shirt. I had a 14-inch incision 3 inch deep wound to the organs of my torso which caused me a great deal of pain and the pain hurt mostly in my back instead of where it originated from which was in the front from the incision from the bottom of my chest to near my Caesarian scars. I was kind of long waisted then when I was thinner. I was talking to two black men who were sitting in front of me about God. One was an older man who said out loud he didn’t believe and the other was a son of a preacher who was disenchanted. I did not start the conversation I just was interested in what they were talking about being in front of me and facing me and I talked to them. They were together and had some kind of relationship but I didn’t get into their relationship except I could tell the older man was influenced quite a bit by the younger man. I said something about prophecy and we got into a conversation and I think it bugged the biker guy and his female friend across the room and to my left side and I can’t say why for sure but I think it had to do with their race and me talking about God.

I guess it wasn’t allowed. LOL.

There was also a man sitting next to me who had gall bladder problems and was groaning and in pain and he told me a little about how he was handling it. There were about 60 people in the room sitting in foldable chairs some of them. After she blamed me for his outbursts brandishing her weapon “the cane” which she needed to get around I think (probably had been a victim of an accident) I could tell it took some doing to shake it and to threaten me with it because she was shaken. I was the one that got up to talk to the woman in charge of the room of people at the desk in front because my husband at the time seemed to be in shock. I had to defend myself though six weeks healed I still had openings and infection spots/pockets of puss that were still a problem. Natural reaction to preserve oneself when you have huge wound you want to protect from further harm and not so natural if you aren’t hurt though usually husbands do stand up for their wives, this one didn’t. It was the kind of wound that had to self heal without stitches and be dressed with gauze drenched in water a few times a day for a while in order to heal and allow the skin/fat to move without scabbing in order for the incision to close which for me took about 6 weeks or so, maybe less. It was a heavy duty wound. After our confrontation when she blamed me and said it was all my fault I said “I don’t even know you” in front of everyone and because it was embarrassing in front of everyone having a confrontation with some psychos. I went to the woman in charge to tell her to please assist then I went out to the hallway to get away from the couple and the roomful of people while my husband stayed in the room with the people in his seat for some reason. Not the bravest of people. lol but it was disconcerting however I sometimes wonder if he did or didn’t have something to do with the confrontation. He had his reasons in his minds’ eye if he did have anything to do with the confrontation, but not reasonably. It was approximately a few minutes before the police arrived and surrounded him, not her, and escorted him through the room to the hallway where I was and out the door of the hallway of that department in the hospital which was near where President Kennedy was taken. They surrounded him, but let him speak and he said something kind of snide like, “I love watching your back.” I did not respond but was totally turned off by his charm which was disgusting to say the least and I had already been through a bunch of shitty shit with some disgusting people and did not need this kind shit going on but you can’t control what others do or say sometimes especially if they are possessed which I think they were. Finally got to see a doctor soon after and he said the last place where the puss was in my body was near my liver or on my liver which was a hint as to where the problem may have originated or they would not have told me. We never did find out what exploded in me except some thing did explode inside my body and caused septic poisoning throughout my body during the operation and before which made me bloat as if I were 9 months pregnant: Before I went to the ER in the first place I went to pick up my kids from school…walked to the school as usual depending on the weather, a few blocks away and the cross guard who I was familiar with said “I didn’t know you are were expecting”, something like that and I said I wasn’t but that I was ill. It was kind of funny. Later got to the doctor with a pillow I used to protect my stomach to see him and he gave me antibiotics and sent me to Parkland and then the doctor I saw at Parkland misdiagnosed me and took me off the antibiotics and had to go back a day later after I developed a high fever and was vomiting. The bloating was painful as well and the new doctors reaccessed my condition and started over with their diagnosis in Emergency mode.)  So when I came back to the ER they started over again basically and said they would start over again with their diagnosis because they knew the first diagnosis was way off and caused problems for me. I looked like I was 9 months pregnant because of the gas from the poison in side me which grew in leaps and bounds from the septic poisoning or whatever was causing it. So I almost died and was out of it for quite a few days. A few weeks or so. I was told I was the sickest person in the ICU for that time period and I was on heavy duty drugs. My skin, my hair, my brains, my eyes, all my organs and my blood was poisoned via the blood stream when I was opened up during and emergency operation. They had to work quickly to vacuum every organ and replace it to its’ original position including my intestines which is not easy to do and I’m sure it stunk to high heaven. I was poisoned in the brain at the time as well which caused me to act like I was crazy or possessed most of the time though I had moments of lucidity and alertness especially for family visiting for some reason. Most of the time I was in a incoherent state of mind and to some I would have acted possessed because I was poisoned and on drugs, heavy duty drugs and pain medication, and severely injured. I noticed some things when I was lucid from my parents and my family which were important to me while recuperating in the ICU. On one day I was kind of hard on a nurse who was trying to care for me and heard another male nurse say she can’t help what she is saying because she is sick. I guess I hurt her feelings and must have said something bad. I sort of remember that I was kind of acting like she was my sister blaming her in a way but not sure exactly my train of thought but remember it upset her and the other nurse trying to help her do what she needed to do and consoling her because she didn’t want to care for me after I think I insulted her. But she did do her job. I think one of the things I said that I do remember saying was, “You don’t have to be so mean about it.” And I was also given information by my husband at the time in reference to those visits with family and was able to kind of put it together with my memory and impressions. But I heard some stuff on my own, some special words from family members when he wasn’t there that TRULY helped  me!!!

“Get well for your kids.”

from my little sister. She had a run in with the my husband whom I told in the ER before I went under anesthesia to not tell my family I was sick and he did at the request of the doctors who had no idea what I had been through and thought my family should come so my little sister put up a cross with her hands and called him satan and wasn’t gonna be deterred from visiting me because she was y sister. I cried when she said it, not sobbing because I couldn’t, but tears streamed from my eyes down my  cheeks into my hair and into my ears. And my dad said “Fly right and fly straight” and then said, “I don’t know why I said that.” And I knew what those words meant as well though it took me a while to understand I struggled to respond and tried to turn over towards his voice when it was said and I couldn’t respond because I knew he had been lied to and he obviously didn’t know what to say or how to say and didn’t know the scoop and he didn’t know a lot of things that were going on. He was probably mad at me still. But I know he meant “get well” sternly and “get it together” as well kind of in the same vein. Commanding me. I am not sure who was in the room with him (perhaps my sister or my husband) Yea my husband was there because he’s the one that told me later but I remembered it and who you are with always has an affect on what people say depending on who they are and I tried to turn over to talk and I couldn’t because I really wanted to. I struggled but my spirit inside my lifeless body wouldn’t let me though still alive and I knew he loved me regardless of everything such as the many lies but it did kind of hurt still. It was a big gulp for me and I’m sure for him, too. I knew some things were being expressed by my sister and my brother-in-law that were way off the mark for quite a while, for YEARS. I knew of some of it and I could tell there was more and it affected me for YEARS from the moment I was teenager as a matter of fact. She had a way of controlling and coming out on the better side. My little sister and I used to talk about it when she still lived in the Dallas area and later on. We stopped trying to compete with the kids etc for our parents love and attention. Tootie owned it. Her kids owned it. She made people somehow cater to her and her needs and her whims and desires and attention.

She was the first born.

We didn’t want to laden my parents with the same kind of burden using guilt and anything else because there is no way anyone else could without killing them that my sister insisted upon and NEEDED as well. She cornered the market so to speak and if WE had done the same they would not have had a life of their own. It truly was a weakness on my sister’s part that she needed it so much and strength on ours for not burdening them but a BIG PROBLEM for letting her get away with it because it was abusive in many ways so it wasn’t necessarily the best avenue but what could we have done.  IT WAS RIDICULOUS. If we complained I’m sure it would have been ridiculous as well. So we did not expect what my oldest sister expected of my parents and didn’t try to exploit them by making them attend to us and our kids and attend every little accomplishment and/or social event school event our kids were involved in and enjoyed my parents with them when we could and in San Antonio when we could. The Kirchers exploited everyone. A nasty need. An OVERBEARING need. Kind of the family physics problem and family dynamics. Families enlarge and no human can fulfill everyone’s wishes but not in the case of my older sister who insisted upon it. Insist is kind of weak word for what I mean and at the same time she did not even appreciate it so it was really really bad and spiritually underhanded. My older sister came to see me at the hospital as well and had her feelings hurt because I kicked her off my foot she was rubbing while talking to me. I think my mom was in the room at the time. I heard about it and I vaguely remember doing it, I lifted my leg and pushed or flicked my foot as if to say “get your fucking hands off me. ” and I loved her. I did the same to Gary years ago when he molested me while I slept next to his wife who was asleep and her face shown abut a two feet away when his hands went down my legs and I didn’t scream because of my sister’s face in front of me sound asleep. Yet when I woke up I had an Alowishes on my chin I would have appreciated it being plucked, but Noooooo that would have been too nice. One longer than my moms she kept on her arm for some reason. When on drugs/steroids in ER and ICU often make things grow faster and it did. Later my husband called them to ask them to help with the kids while he went to work. My younger sister said she was gonna stay and take care of the kids but she was with the Kirchers in the car which Gary was driving at the time leaving the hospital after their visit. I heard there was a lot of happiness (partying) in the car as they were on their way to go out to eat dinner together which as a family we enjoyed doing together. My sister said she got a phone call from her husband and she needed to come back to Houston to do laundry which had piled up while she was gone. My husband seemed to enjoy telling me it a little too much of what was said etc but I asked for the information and I got it but it was a little over the top and I could tell he enjoyed it way too much which is odd and a bit sadistic and I guess he had his needs and wanted to rub it in. Still I’m glad I got the information because it helped me disregarding his and/or their ulterior motives, to work through some things I needed to work through to have a realistic honest understanding. I’m sure my parents moved to a different city to get away from the family pressure just to have a life of their own and because San Antonio was a much more arty laid back place than Dallas, prettier weather, prettier landscape, better entertainment, interesting history, more colorful place closer to the ocean and people friendlier and they had friends living in San Antonio. Not hung up on themselves competing for a bigger house and keeping up with the Joneses and less snotty which we endured in Dallas everyone dressing the same which is an indicator of something missing in them especially in the Highland Park area. It tried to be the fashion center and lost it’s way because most in Dallas couldn’t think for themselves as the JFK assassination luncheon displayed. My brother did as well. My little sister did but ended up in the Houston area which is similar. I’m still trying and hopefully will be able to eventually get to my destination cause it ain’t here, this I know and since I’m not a baseball or football fan. Dallas is part of the bible belt but Dallasites still don’t discern for themselves. Like a mental bloc of some kind and kind of like many cities are a kind of a bloc.

I like nature and natural however I’m not into hardship either.


An inbetweener is what I am.


We were never able to figure out what happened inside except probably a cyst exploded and caused a great deal of trouble. I think I had been slowly poisoned for quite a while I just didn’t know it till it exploded. When I was at the ER recently a few days ago for an attack health wise which I believe is related to the first injury years ago the man I saw was similar to the person I had seen many years ago but a little more groomed without his woman with the huge cane. He was staring/glaring angrily at me from across the room not just looking. Then I noticed another man in his place after he left and after I hid and he looked like Barack Obama. I thought to myself “what the hell is Barack Obama doing in the ER?” LOL. Salt and pepper hair groomed short to his head slight in body build as far as I could tell and in his face. Dark eyes piercing at me. Neither good nor bad, but piercing. Kind of like someone was in someone else looking through their eyes which I think has something to do with the mustard seed Borg stuff which I think is part of the purpose of the mustard seed teaching and I saw it in Olsteen’s eyes when teaching in his sermon, here and there, as if he has a will, but doesn’t. Like he is aware but is controlled. My ex who was with me talked about the people he saw and what he saw was a man after the bearded man was moved was a guy with tattoos all over his face and body which covered his body and face and was why his skin was darkened. I imagined the illustrated man from the book called by the same name from the amount of tattoos the ex explained of his appearance. There was a person who I overheard a little and he overheard who had driven himself to the hospital with a multi- fractured leg and hip and the people in the ER were trying to set his bones. His foot was supposedly huge from whatever accident he was involved in and had multiple fractures and he wouldn’t let them do what they needed to do yet he drove himself to the hospital for help which is very strange and I guess he was afraid. About four people in the ER were almost begging him to help him and he wouldn’t accept the help but I stopped paying attention it was what the ex told me and then I was wheeled upstairs.  So what my ex saw were three men, I saw two men in the bed across from me but not at the same time however I did not see the move of one to another just one became another. I did not see anyone with tattoos which is what my ex saw. My mind wasn’t set on it though so I might have missed something because I was at the ER for me not him. The guy that looked like Obama had no tattoos at all that I could see. None. Pretty weird to say the least once we put our stories together. The reason I didn’t freak out about Barack Obama or a look alike of him was I was in ER mode for myself and there wasn’t much I could do about it and no one else recognized him so I thought hmmmmm. I just didn’t worry about it. I have seen lot of weird stuff these days so it has become kind of a norm for me and since my first operation but more frequently lately i.e. this last 5 or so months. But it is weird for a guy to come in to the ER and not want to be helped even though he came to the ER on his own. The ex said the tattoos were like those guys who are gang members in prison type tattoos who are very violent. I didn’t see any tattoos. I called him the illustrated man as a form of reference for my ex when talking about it because in the book this guy is basically a body of tattoos that tell stories which I had read a long time ago as a kid and I never finished. I don’t have anything against tattoos I just didn’t see them. what I saw looked just like Obama laying down on a hospital ER bed. The ex said his foot was huge from the fractures he got somehow. I did not notice that either. The first time I ever saw a tattoo was when I was a kid at Carlisle Pennsylvania the man who lived next door to us had one on his arm and expressed something with it a chic on his arm or something like it and it was ugly and back then they were kind of ugly usually navy ink colored with a bit of red accents and some green lines, not really artistic but low class stuff and later in life when tattoos became more acceptable and popular the designs got more artistic, feminine and colorful. My neice liked tattoos a bunch and so did her husband who is a Christian minister and a bass player. I think Madonna started it with her fake tattoos looked like lace on her arms and legs and then everyone started doing the same. My niece was a big fan of Madonna. she had some big ones : one was a big ankh symbol surrounded by red ink on her left arm like an arm band and then a bunch of tattoos regarding verses of the bible and other things. One big verse on her back from the New Testament which I never did read the whole thing because it was kind of wordy and she often wore clothes. The first tattoo she got was after her short college experience in New York and she had a chevron tattoo on her lower back in the crack of her ass right above it. Not sure what she was trying to express. I didn’t ask her. Her husband had tattoos all over his body and piercings mostly on his ears and nose. (9-11 by 19 terrorists Aprox. 14 years after The Monday Stock Market Crash of 10-19th-87 may have been a reason – Don’t forget people committed suicide in Oct 1929 because of the Stock Market crash losing everything. I was thinking the 1987 crash when Gary lost a bunch of money was a Tuesday but I read that it was the 1929 crash. 14 years later was about 1943:

Historical Events in 1943

Check it out: Hitler declares all out war for one thing and bunch of other stuff.

14 Generations involved in the gospel of Matthew’s genealogy. 

Remember what Obama said about planes flying down through Manhattan? and don’t forget his infamous joking at the press dinners? Dark sentences.

I’m sure it has to do with the false covenant, somehow, which may be about to be broken.

Brooklyn

My niece  had witnessed the World trade Center attack from Brooklyn on a rooftop when she had moved to New York and had met a guy who beat her up badly I heard and came home and made the decision to move to Padre and met her future husband a bartender/minister in South Padre after living there a short while. They were in love. His name was LEVI. A nice guy a bit different as were his friends and eventually they married and had a slew of kids which I thin heaped my niece in some ways though he was the one that took care of the kids and she worked But even work was good for her. She studied to be a nurse like his mom. She was very smart girl and I don’t think she wanted to live at home any more for good reason. At a certain point most kids do leave for one reason or another if they can but she wanted out as soon as she could via marriage or any avenue, it seemed. At least I thought so. She was moved to Padre via a family trip to Padre combining it. I was there for that trip and helped her move in as part of the trip. That was the trip my sister couldn’t think of anything for my mom’s birthday coming up and because my mom had everything she needed (in her estimation though it was not really true more like my sister had everything my mom needed because that is how my sister thought thinking ahead of her own needs I have no idea who got mom’s diamond ring but it wasn’t that great and it could have been better, not like my mom asked for it. She didn’t. Not like she spent days shopping for a ring!) kind of premise we had to get her a miniature or toy poodle-mix and while getting her a toy poodle-mix got Kristen a dog as well but instead got her a cocker spaniel puppy. Didn’t last long. I have no idea what happened to her puppy but the next time I saw her she didn’t have it. I had heard that my niece had a kind of a mental explosion one day or night while living in Padre with her husband who already had two kids by a previous marriage and with his kids and him drove about 100 per hour on the main road. I have no idea why but I was told about it. It was a concern obviously or I would not have heard about it. I don’t think it was a joy ride. I tried to teach her how to paint on porcelain before I moved to the house I bought when she was a teen in between her many obligations and mine and she painted Jesus on the cross and he looked freaked out on the cross. PETRIFIED. Looking down with his arms stretched eyes bulging from fright. I still have it. She never finished. She never had time for one thing in order to finish it. I painted an oval porcelain box for her of a fox for a gift. One of my better pursuits I must say. I liked it.) I think she did as well.

She started to paint oils on canvas around then. Some interesting things kind of abstract but interesting which she might have been doing before she met Levi in Padre and after. I kind of remember one in particular I thought was quite amazing and said some stuff. I have no idea what happened to it but it was very cool a nighttime landscape.

Later on Gary said that Levi was blackmailing him for money or contributions and I thought it was a weird thing to say.

How could he blackmail him and why?

He was kind of disgusted by it in a way and in a way he didn’t seem to care. I think Gary did not like having to support them sometimes but it was his daughter and she deserved it. I think it was more like compensation. Funny thing, is when the shit hit the fan when Gary wanted to isolate me and before the meeting with my brother my little sister told me on the phone that my dad thought I was blackmailing her. LOL. I highly doubt he said that but that is what she told me and I could never figure out why she just didn’t say

‘No, she isn’t blackmailing me” to my dad.

wouldn’t she know if I was?

DUH

So some of the stuff relayed to me by her via the phone calls

just didn’t make much sense?

My dad imo did not think in that way.- the dad that I KNEW!

 I doubt he would ever say it because it is so outlandish and my dad would realize it was outlandish before he would say it, hence he would never have said it.

He was not stupid and neither am I.

Unless he was trying to dig a little.

Around this time when Gary said his kid and her husband were blackmailing him I saw her during a visit in my sister’s driveway and she was really skinny almost anorexic or bolemic. Her bones were sticking out in places they didn’t normally stick out and her clothes hung on her. Their car was a mess as if they lived in their car which they didn’t (I don’t know where they lived) but it was piled high with clothes and trash and baby things they had had a few already. So I guess they were in need at the time and came to visit. When she was a teenager her sister found her in the bathroom and she was supposedly cutting herself. She had already shaved her head. Even here sister’s friend started having eating problems got real skinny and I now somehow she was involved somehow. Had a big affect on lots of people. He flirted with her. About that time was when the rumors were at the school a very very prominent school (probably the most prominent school for girls in Dallas) about a dad and his daughter and even my sister brought it up to me. I didn’t go to the school and had no idea about the rumor but I think a daughter had told on her dad but wanted to remain anonymous which I think was honored. One trip to Padre with my older sister and we usually stopped in in San Antonio in between when my first born was a tot and still in a car seat and my sisters kids were in their teens in my sister’s vehicle stuffed to the gill with suitcases and blankets etc the kids got cramped and were complaining about it. They had a tv to watch but there was no space or leg room and they were leggy and my kids car seat in the middle to make things worse LOL. I sat up front in the passengers seat and my sister drove. We were trying to have a vacation and usually the car ride is supposed to be enjoyable but my sister got mad at them for complaining. So we stopped in some strange town in-between at night and she found a parking lot and made them get out of the car and jog around the parking lot. My sisters mouth was similar to when I met her at the office to talk about Gary in a private room and about what he had done at the office to me in order for her to take it seriously =. It was the snob of snobs kind of mouth being tested I guess though that was not the point for me. I kind of felt bad for the kids however it helped them regardless of the motive involved but it was kind of abusive. My niece reminded me at that time of the woman in the SCIFI movie who had an evil dad and the one obeying him called Guardians of the Universe. It was a strange deal. She was a teen at the time so all teens go through a stage lacking respect for parents however she had a lot to lack respect for. Like abusive begetting abusive kind of stuff. We could have found a better place to stop and made it enjoyable instead of resentful to the max but she was driving the car.

The thing is people often tend to remember the worst because the worst stands out more  than the many times that tend to be forgotten so the less the better? It wasn’t a great way to begin a vacation or build good family memories and I felt right smack dab in the middle because of my tot in a car seat. Obviously it was part of the problem and I’m not sure we could help it. So everyone felt kind of bad, including me, but it wasn’t her fault. I didn’t set it up that way, I didn’t pack the car. The rest of the vacation I’m sure we had fun but it was kind of rotten. weird and ridiculous. I know Kristen read a bunch and kind of stuck to her self more than normal on that trip.

*We were lucky because my little sister’s husband owned a few condos and gave us a deal each year. It was very nice to have had the opportunity to enjoy the ocean and have family outings. Often the husbands were absent and Gary didn’t like the beach except to check out chicks and drink beer for the most part. Very rare to have my little sister with us because she had a different set of friends and went with them usually or for business related vacations. Still it was fun. I didn’t mind when Gary and Tootie and I were on a trip to San Antonio and I think the kids and he got lost on the backroads and had to find place for Tootie so she could shit. No gas stations open and not knowing what was ahead because we were lost (never happened before on our way to San Antonio but there was a time when a lot of highway construction was occurring between the cities) so she could stop on the side of the road and shit on some lot some where. LOL. I didn’t make them jog around a strange lot at night in the middle of nowhere and get all tense about it. I knew she had problems because of her digestive system and had an allergy to corn and probably was eating corn tortilla chips on the way. Luckily she had toilet paper. Obviously my husband wasn’t there. He rarely came on vacations or family trips because of his weekend gigs and I tagged along but not without an invitation.  Anyway shit happens. That trip might have been the night we saw a UFO but actually it was a satellite (possibly russian) burning up on entry into our atmosphere. Quite a show it was, too.

A day or so ago and a little while ago I was and still am having trouble linking you tubes but will getting together soon on that dilemma with my bird in the hand’s help but as I was organizing my desktop because my computer all of a sudden started acting up so I thought maybe I needed to put some pics/snapshots into folders and as I was putting one away in particular the one of Robert Tilton a format type message flashed on my computer and it had the name GARY on it. LOL  I was in the process of writing about his daughter: the Jealous Jacuzzi kid. I can tell people are afraid of me and what I’m doing, but Tough Love. Get over it. It is gonna continue till I’m finished a there is a bunch more to add and edit i.e. try to make understandable. I  know I have helped by acting as a witness and also hurt some but I doubt if I hadn’t written the things I wrote those I helped would not have had a chance in hell and those I hurt eventually will come around and those that are fucking with everyone won’t be around any more

so in the long run bear with me

because

that is the purpose.

God did not tell me to do what I have been doing for quite a long time, but I know He has helped me and others who have helped me and the miracles to me keep me going such as I had my gall bladder removed a few days ago which I think is gonna be a real coup for me and for my families and my true friends.)

Roberta Flack – First Time Ever I Saw Your Face 1972

Years later after my dad died and after my sister threw away a bunch of photos of my parents and their friends which she confessed to me in a phone call and said she found a letter from my brother to my dad saying/insinuating/inferring she was stupid and then acted like it was my dad who said it. (wrote it) I tried to explain to her if my brother wrote it and sent it to my dad (her dad) does not mean daddy thinks you are stupid since he didn’t write the letter nor send it to himself and for some reason she got lost on that logic. I also tried to tell her someone else may have written it and planted it to make you feel bad or hurt your relationship with dad or to make you feel stupid. The only people who had access to the sites, had keys or a combination lock or knew where the storage sites were that stored my parents belongings that she and my sister went through over a long period of time was my older sister and her husband Gary, herself and her new husband and the sites were near her. That’s it. I have no idea if the letter was handwritten, typed or computer written on a Word program or on an email. Anyway her feelings were hurt by my dad even though he didn’t write the letter. That’s a hard thing to understand. SO you can see why I’m having and had some problems understanding some things that were going on then because it is really stupid. I think she was dealing with some kind of mental block or something and hence so was I via her and others. It can be very frustrating to deal with that kind of thing. I don’t really know how to describe it but to call it

“the thing.”

Gary’s daughter and Levi were married in San Antonio at the church my parents attended and it was kind of casual and a fun wedding as well as funny because of Levi’s good friend and my youngest daughter who was taken aback by his appearance when she and my other daughter were bridesmaids/flower girls but he handled it well and we got a good laugh and it was a funny memory.


My older sister met Gary her husband at SMU and in a barn at a fraternity party when she anointed his head with beer pouring it from above in order for him to remember her and he did. They dated and got married when I was about 14 years of age. I remember meeting him for the first time in Virginia when he came for a weekend to meet us. We met him at the airport before an Army picnic. I recall how he looked me over up and down.. I was still a tom boy at the time. I might have been 13. Then some time later we went to his dad’s home in Connecticut for a visit. He served us my first taste of the cheese Brie from a wheel of Brie. I loved the stuff. I had heard how their daughter had a huge bedroom and a closet the size of a bedroom by my eldest sister. They lived in a mansion on Winding Lane in Greenwich. Kind of a swanky area (old money) reminded me of the movie with Ryan O’neil and a famous model with a unique bite which made her famous partially named Ali McGraw and she also became an actress. Their daughter favored Ali McGraw when she was young: Love Means Never Having to Say You are Sorry. I don’t remember the name of the movie about two college kids in love and one dies. Kind of a silly movie and idea. Gary’s mom had the same name as my mom. His sister was I think about a year older than I. Very pretty and snobby but nice. She went two a college in Ft Worth and was followed by a guy a criminal or a guy with criminal intent because of her dad’s reputation or position and money and because of her looks and personality and they had to hire some body guards for her in order to go to college and whatever else she did.  We never saw her much. She changed her first name from the name Elizabeth to a different name legally. I think I know why. I thought about doing the same after my operation but my dad’s mom is who I was named after so I didn’t. I would not have either if I had been named after my mom.  It’s a way to assert oneself after being severely degraded. Eventually she married a jerk and had some kids and got a divorce. He was I think using her because of her station in life which is a hazard. eventually her parents hung out with her to protect her and her interests. I saw some family videos short ones and she kind of was tempered quite a bit not for the better but for reasons out of her control. I started to see the same thing happen with my sister girls as well, which was too bad, but I certainly understand why, squeezing their spirits out of them and their uniquenesses and the things which made them special and their GOD given talents just to get along or fit in or be acceptable as THE NORM and to survive critical mass when not deserved for being pretty and/or talented and for them because of daddy’s money. One went to work in the insurance business, another a nurse, etc. Not growing up more like sideways in order to get along.

Seems to be a pattern emerging.

(Familial sexual abuse and off to a some stranger abuse.)

They visited us in Georgia as well later at some Gardens. Before my sister and Gary were married Mr. Kircher flew them around the world on his private Conoco Jet with his family. They didn’t go everywhere but some unusual places like Bali and Hong Kong, I think and other places and islands.  The wedding was a biggie at SMU church on campus with all the sisters as bridesmaids and friends I think there were seven of us and of course groomsmen. The night before the guys got drunk and ended up in jail including my brother and had to be bailed out of jail in order to attend the wedding and they were not happy about it (especially my brother) except for one guy who slept it off under a car and luckily no one moved the car that night or morning. During the trip around the world my sister and the Kircher family shopped for pearls and gems in Hong Kong and the place brought out gems and pearls by the drawer full for their pleasure in a private room to shop. My sister told me she stole a pearl while they weren’t looking or were out of the room. She felt she should have one if they were were gonna have one. Kind of a stupid thing to do in another country (especially if you had seen a movie about people transporting contraband over country lines. Not sure she saw the movie I saw which would make you think twice) but she wasn’t caught as far as I know and she was with the President of Conoco Oil and if she had been caught I doubt she would have had to suffer the consequences. I think it was kind of a tempting thing to do to an army brat to leave her in a room alone with a drawer full of pearls. I think there is something to it but I can’t say what it is because I don’t know. A feeling I have because of the course of her life. When I was younger I didn’t suspect anything but only lately in the last few years as far as that temptation. I bet the Kirchers knew.

My dad bought each girl in our family a small pearl from Hong Kong when he was fighting in the Vietnam War and on an R&R.

Tattoos

When you get my age it isn’t a good idea to tattoo and I had enough problems not to add more to the equation of me. Like the less makeup the better especially after my operation when I tried to look nice going home and the ex said don’t bother, lol because I looked so bad. I was only making myself look worse. I tried. I had lost a ton of weight and was like skin and bones the skin hanging off of my bones after the water weight from the fluids given during my hospital stay dried up so nothing would have really helped me at the time. The whole rigamarole aged me quite a bit. I like what tattoos can do for cosmetic reasons for those that need it or to look younger or for some flaws on one’s face. etc. I think it’s cool as long as it’s safe to do. Burn victims get some help from it and others with problems either born with a discoloration or birthmarks or because of an injury etc. Helping one’s appearance is important these days because people judge a person by their looks at least as a first impression and everyone I have ever known wants to be pretty . It is kind of expected and probably is the most lucrative expectation for businesses. I want to get my eyebrows done and my eyelashes dyed because I lost many eyelashes and hair during my operation and because of the Cat Scans and stress of the operation and family fiasco and about three months later my hair was falling out as if I had been nuked. I stopped combing my hair and put it up in kind of a bun so I wouldn’t have to brush it and to prevent clumps of hair coming out when I combed or brushed my hair and hoping it would help me lose less hair. It did help I even bought a wig but it didn’t really suit me and I didn’t want to have to deal with it. My doctor noticed the hair loss which I mentioned to him around three months or so after the operation he could tell and said it was falling out as he spoke and told me to take Vitamen-D which prevents cancer and use horse shampoo for a while (which is weird but gentle and possibly because of some ingredient) and then some other Vitamens as well. He was trying to assist me in draining puss out of the remaining pockets that did not heal because of the puss. I laid down on his office bed and he would squeeze the areas in question while telling me to flex my muscles which had been cut in two right down the middle and was virtually impossible for me to give him the muscle action/tone he needed to drain the puss as he squeezed though I tried there wasn’t anything to be had in that regard except the expression on my face. I had Cat Scans I didn’t need partially because of a particular nurse who took orders but didn’t necessarily abide by the rules of a Cat Scan such as you need to drink the liquid beforehand so the scan will do what it is supposed to do and I would explain “hey I didn’t get the drink” and it didn’t matter BECAUSE OF HER SCHEDULE and her orders  and I was too weak to fight the system at the time so I would end up with another Cat Scan appointment either a few hours later or a day later when the doctors couldn’t read the Cat Scan. It happened a few times plus I was getting one a day and x-rays as well. I lost my eyelashes for the most part I still have some but not nearly what I had so I like some of these tattoo and makeup advances for people like me as well. Partially why I am against the unions in schools as explained in this post I am against insurance for health because it is an abusive system mostly to the best doctors and the best nurses and the patients and for the worst. Like dumbing down our health care as we have our public schools and it could be so great if we let go of controls in our government and let their work and reputation proceed them. If they are good doctors they will get references and more work and if they aren’t they won’t but health insurance prohibits that kind of free market. Prices/cost would go down for everyone and everyone would be pleased with the results if they would let it happen except for the bad doctors and bad nurses but eventually they might find their niche as well and be happy to have cheaper health care in the long run when they are in need of it or their children and their children’s children. Same with hospitals. It’s called supply and demand a basic rule of economics and life in my opinion. Unions are not what they were were meant to be and never will be because of a lack of faith/trust. THE TRUE KIND OF FAITH which can be interpreted in many way which in my opinion kind of makes it useless to say the word faith. Keep the faith:  meaning keep your wits about you? Don’t give up? Don’t give up what? What faith are you? I’m a catholic or I’m a radical islamist. Do you have the faith? I don’t know? He had faith in the institution.-He had trust in the institution. There are lots of meanings to the word faith and is used in a myriad of ways and to compare it’s size to a plant seed is a bit strange because like many feelings or human traits are not measurable because of emotion and changes from one minute to the next. The mustard seed is a derivative as is the devils breath to a mind controlling drug and some good sea sickness drugs the mustard seed is a derivative of poisonous gas and chemical weapons the kind used in WWl, WWll, and saran gas etc and regular old poisons used in the old days to murder unsuspecting victims.

Poison ring

Through the centuries, the Fisherman’s Ring came to be known for its feudal symbolism. Borrowing from the traditions developed by medieval monarchs, followers showed respect to the reigning Pope, who was considered “the emperor of the world”, by kneeling at his feet and kissing the Fisherman’s Ring.

Egyptian Scarab Poison Ring

At one time (actually many times) employers/business owners did not take care of employees safety and overworked them and that is how unions got started in business and some business owners were not acting responsibly and ended up being a curse for everyone when unions got involved instead of fixing the problem to begin with they made more problems and bigger ones because power corrupts and union leaders were  eventually corrupted basically switching from one corruption to another. We had less competition then which was part of the problem. If you fix something in the wrong way it becomes a bigger problem. It’s kind of like the mob and the mob ain’t good and will create problems to fix them in the wrong way to gain control and make more problems. Keeps them afloat. Very likely some of those accidents in businesses were purposeful accidents and were attacks instead like what happened in Bhopal India with Mother Teresa involved which is explained by the exposes of Christopher Hitchens about Mother Teresa and the RCC:

How she got her fame partially but it was evil beyond imagination.

Check it out and  do it more than once. It really is interesting and he has many more exposes on the subject and it affects you, your children and your children’s’ children, etc.  It cannot be allowed to mature or be acceptable and will lead to the ignorance of people, desensitizing of people, and the breakup of the family institution. It will lead to a lower life expectancy year by year and medical malfeasance for various reasons usually involving money or assets and the control of people via religious/political cults, Its a bad direction to go.

“There is a way that seemeth right unto men, but leads to death” 

UNTO I believe is referring to the United Nations. A hint within a verse. UN obviously works with the Vatican. Think about Syria for instance and John Kerry and those that have tried to get us involved in Syria and if you read about Syria in the OT and about the burdensome stone, it isn’t wise. I know the Saudis were involved as well. Germany. Turkey, nuns. false news which truthers debunked and other places and of course Obama, etc. Big conspiracy! It was about the Golan Heights, PERIOD! In the war that gave Israel some space the Golan Heights angels were seen even by the enemy. Our military should not be doing the UN’s bidding. If you want a world don’t tempt God. But sometimes evil likes to push it and if it does it will be the end of a few people written about heading towards the lake of fire. BADABOOM. Like my sister pushing it and she did not have to, she couldn’t resist but she could have resisted a lot of things or tried and still might be able to. Admitted she was wrong would have helped but wanted me to bear the burden from the start. “Gary, get back in here!” and then many years later pulling a mother teresa for the Catholic church. I wonder what she thinks will happen to her son one day going along with it? I certainly tried and tried and tried.

I tried to make it easy and of course i’m not now.

But then Peace unto you which is a myth;)

The reason I think women isn’t mentioned in the bible verse above is because of the Patrimonial religions who support Mother Teresa’s solution-especially the RCC. Yea often people use men as meaning men and women however in reality it isn’t so (such as the US Constitution and Bill of Rights) but even though the religion/church is referred to as a woman in the bible like ships are named, women aren’t in control of the institutions or the ships (are they?) and obviously that means there is a double standard as if women are only bodies to have kids with and pleasure with while stunning in their youth women are just as complicated as a man even more so often which may be the underlying excuse: FEAR OF WOMEN, FEAR OF FEMALE SUCCESS If you think about it QUEEN ELIZABETH was FEARED and the RCC tried to annihilate her and didn’t and couldn’t. Hillary is no Queen Elizabeth, more like a Mary Queen of Scots. Queen Elizabeth was the most controversial person/woman in the history of mankind which led to some major breakthroughs for mankind by her standards and her beliefs: other people were able and allowed to accomplish amazing advances for the world in many fields of science, inventions, and in human progress like a good mother would do for her kids regardless of their sexual orientation or their sex, their color/race, their beauty or lack of beauty, talents or lack of, friends or lack of, etc and so would a good dad. “Rise and shine” kind of mom and dad because of their love. While she was not an astronomer she advanced the truth that the world was not flat which put/kept the RCC into the Dark ages where it belonged which is why there is a struggle between the two: She had vision. Eyes to see spiritually and she gave up some things to achieve for mankind (man and woman kind) due to her experience. In the animal kingdom are some good examples in some species and some are on the precipice as far as extinction because of the proclivity of the male to discard the female after impregnating, because of something prettier, younger, wealthier, etc. Not all males but a lot of them who were raised in ignorance usually are because of cults. A cult is not necessarily small. Cults come in a variety of sizes and shapes. Usually a sign of a cult is the degradation of the female in various ways as if the female is only body or a means and women are as illustrious and intelligent as a man in different ways sometimes but who is to say which is better.

Muscles are not brains nor synaptic impulses, etc. and love isn’t either. Courage is not only a male trait and usually love is the underlying cause of courage, and vice versa. Intuition, experience (good and bad), and common sense help develop both and work together. Without experience i.e. learning you might as well become a eternal pawn or a blade of grass to bemoan to be blow’in into the wind. It takes experience to differentiate between good and evil and to grow up instead of sideways which is the mustard seed’s purpose to prohibit and promote ignorance and beSIDES it isn’t the smallest of seed even in the plant world/flora. That ought to tell you something. The ORCHID seed is smaller. and of course some males act like plants but the sperm is even smaller. Sperm is the male reproductive cell and is derived from the Greek word (σπέρμα) sperma (meaning “seed”).

Hells Angel (Mother Teresa) – Christopher Hitchens

and there are a bunch more of his exposes on

the practice.

By the way the bible also talks about witchcraft and uses wording having to do with

the practice.

Pope Francis trying to act like he is Jesus with an audience or he wouldn’t do it.

This kind of mockery isn’t gonna help mankind. Praying is not limited to lying on a floor on a rug on top of marble and inlaid wood as if it is a physical activity when it is spiritual and can be done standing upright and in private or out in the wild by using your mind. He can’t even read a bible with out two people holding it and one to turn the page. Check out the swiss guard on the left. You don’t need to wear a frock to do it, or need a frock adjuster or a braid adjuster. I think this may have been the position Gary was in near the hide-a-bed by me years ago and how he got into the room from his room was on his elbows without being seen.

Ever hear of memorization?

It’s REAL IMPORTANT TO GET A GRIP

ON Christopher Hitchen’s CONTRIBUTION TO MANKIND.

Not all accidents are accidental.

Some accidents are actually sabotage. Like what happened in a town in Texas during the Obama Administration a small town and an apartment complex were burned up because of some factory via sabotage for the GREATER GOOD of someone’s ideals which happen to be evil. Remember that accident? There have been a few during the Obama Administration that were not accidents whether he was the instigator or not they were not accidental accidents. Sabotage by someone. Fukushima is another example. Possibly Chernobyl. etc one having to do with religious prophecy fulfillment called self fulfilling prophecy and to incriminate in the wrong direction, etc The RCC and it’s cronies do it a lot such as the Jesuits and other secret societies within the church IN ORDER to be needed. I heard on the news about the English attack of a mosque recently and I guess Islamic people don’t abide tattoos. I have no idea if they do or not but I heard they don’t. I know in the OT it’s forbidden in the book of the laws of Moses or something but I have no idea of it’s worth since it’s not really in the Ten Commandments and was more of a social standard they came up with as they went along making a bunch of laws that I don’t think were as important as the Ten Commandments because the Ten Commandments were created by God (imo) and the others by mankind for mankind kind of like our congress which are impossible to live by at a certain point when they become cumbersome to the nth degree outlawing everything known to mankind because of one thing or another that comes along. It got to the point Moses had to get others to deal with the problems of the people that came up as they were traveling about etc after their freedom from slavery and it grew and grew and grew into a part of the bible that was hard to read. It got out of hand and seemed almost like testing by the people and others. Same thing happenned to Soloman and his people in the OT.  A woman who lost her baby in childbirth and trying to steal another woman’s baby and his idea for handling it and then everyone probably used it as an example of how to handle women fighting over babies. Not everything is the same situation or mental state. Some people do it because they are insane and others because they want money or for kidnappng sake or to get back at someone. There are so many variations of the same crap and laws don’t often cover the reasons for the crimes and definitely not the intent.

BOB

Susan Maughan – Bobby’s Girl

I used to date a hemophiliac so I know it’s important to be careful about blood products and blood art as well. He died of AIDS soon after his brother died who was also hemophiliac at a pretty young age during the end of the AIDs/HIV epidemic as well. We were pretty close and friends though we married different people. He was best friends with my brother for many years which was how we met at my brother’s wedding and we dated after we met when I was a young “lady”. We were closer then just dating too. He was quite a guy in many ways and we knew each other for many years after we went our own way remaining friends partially because of my brother and because he was a friend of the family, too. It was a shock that he died that way and his brother before him. We got together with  him during a visit of my brother to town from another state and he wanted to see him and so we set up a poker kind of night and played poker with him which we used to do quite a bit and other stuff as well and with his wife this time at my older sister’s home where my brother stayed and it was an interesting visit. His wife hardly said a word ( I don’t remember her saying anything as a matter of fact and I was interested in getting to converse or know her slightly because of our friendship but wanted to be respectful as well.) and my husband wasn’t there but on a gig so I tried to keep it simple and not get cozy or anything talking to him about anything except his investigation about the HIV which he offered and told us some things which he brought up that he had investigated as far as the poisoning of the blood supply at the time when we were sharing something outdoors with a few family members who were into the night sky etc out on the porch for a break from the poker game. He was our friend and at the time he was alive it wasn’t as important until he died did I realize how important it was. He didn’t seem sick when we saw him but we knew he was infected. I remembered quite a bit because it isn’t something you forget too easily and especially what we had been through years before being close and our friendship. I used to go with him on dates and we would end up at the blood bank for him to get what he needed for his physical problems which usually affected his legs and his joints. He didn’t whine about it because he was used to it. It was very much a part of his life to do what he had to do. While we were outside he brought up the woman who was in charge of blood supply at the time, a politicians wife and she also was governor of Florida at some point in their lives and ours, and I think her husband had run for President as well. Bob Dole was his name. Her name was Elizabeth Dole, Bob Dole’s wife. I saw a picture of them with the Connallys the Governor of Texas at the time of the assassination when I was investigating the JFK assassination and transcribing the reports and he had what looked like a black lamp shade on his head in the photo which was taken sometime after the assassination. There was something strange about the photo which is why I kind of remember it but can’t remember what it was that was strange besides the lamp shade but I think I added it to one of the posts in one of the transcriptions or it is in my library of photos. I’ll have to find it sometime so I can recall what made it interesting. It was meant to be weird for some reason.

Life is in the blood? Hemophiliacs have blood. Aids victims have blood. Bats have blood. In the Bolshevic Revolution the son of the leader at the time was a hemophiliac. The whole family was slaughtered. Humans only carry 8 pints of blood or 1 gallon of blood/900 calories per liter

How Much Blood Would Vampires Really Have to Drink?

ABOUT BLEEDING DISORDERS

He was suspicious of Elizabeth Dole’s actions (I think it is her he spoke sbout) and her affiliations because a lot of people died as a result of the carelessness involved of blood products and the attitude about homosexuality as well. What if it wasn’t homosexuals who were the targets of the aids epidemic?  I think he was trying to figure out what the hell happened to him and probably trying to figure out why it happened to him and his brother kind of like I’m doing now in my life. I had a friend who was gay and probably more friends than I realized. I didn’t go around thinking about it or taking sides on the issue. It wasn’t important to me either way at the time. We were just friends and I liked him. Obviously I had hair dressers etc who were gay and noticed and even noticed some in the military in my past in the military families and in the forces themselves. I noticed even at the church the Episcopalian Church I did not frequent but lived nearby and was a small part of for a short stint in my life when getting to learn about Jesus and taking classes as a kid for confirmation and the few times with the family on some Sundays and my brother and I could stay. I explained that experience in another post so I’ll skip it for now except to say the church was hit by lightning and burned down after getting a new piece of furniture which was a new instrument “the organ” around the time that the movie the Exorcist and a little before became a famous movie and near the same area of Virginia in Alexandria, Virginia.  Maybe I will touch on it now. My brother and I when we went to this church used to get sick. He and I both would grow pale and sickly to our stomachs. So we would get to leave early which we liked of course but the rest of the family thought we were jerks. They had a change in Rectors (reverend) while we were in the area and about the same time as we met Gary my sister’s husband and the replacement rector/ reverend was gay for sure. I never talked to the guy. He never talked to him either. I remember the back of his head for the most part and the way he walked but I haven’t any idea his face because I didn’t pay attention. LOL Too busy looking up hymns and sitting, bending, standing etc over and over again. silly repetitive nonsense and I doubt God was impressed. It wasn’t a very friendly church. I did not learn anything by the sermons and barely anything seeing animations etc at confirmation classes. We also used their soda machine to cool off after playing. We noticed he was gay and didn’t talk about it. It was a fact and neither made a difference to us because we suffered those physical ailments of getting sick at church before as well. We used to play around the church yard behind our house football and built forts in the woods, etc. The stables were nearby where we kept our horse down the road. There were homes in the woods which we never went to – very old decrepit homes across the street from the church in the thick woods. I don’t think the people who lived in those homes came to the church but the ones in our neighborhood. It wasn’t built up and lots of new neighborhoods being built in the area so we played there in the construction sites on the planks and brick sometimes with my sister and sometimes with my brother or both. We liked to explore which is one of the thoughts I received from my brother (I think):

Never stop exploring!

Exploring is something we used to do together partially because that was how we lived our lives and it was fun and during our travels together as a family around Europe and the USA camping trips we took that my dad planned meticulously  for us. Four kids is a bunch to handle on camping and car travels with tours on a shoestring of a budget and so it was good he was that way. Sometimes found ourselves in dangerous spots but managed to live through our explorations. It’s kind of hard to remember everything I need to remember because things change so fast and at the time I wasn’t as aware of politics as I am now which I despise in many ways. And religion does affect politics in a big way and vice versa. I wasn’t even interested in politics because I had no idea how much it affected our lives being a kid. I was into doing other stuff and trying to find my talent or interests in college. and looking for love, having friends, having fun and the repercussions of fun and friends as well, etc. I was a D student as in D for dedicated. I got caught skipping for so many days when we lived in Virginia. My mom was pretty mad about it. I was a schlepp of a student.  I think I was a bit slow but I don’t know. I couldn’t pay attention or didn’t pay attention to the teachers and wasn’t interested in what they taught at the time I had been tomboy and was more into other things. I hated school and having to get up except socially but was a big failure socially as well and we moved so much I hadn’t developed socially in some ways. I went to three different high schools in three different states. The second to last high school I was bussed about a half hour away to a black neighborhood in Columbus for our country. I got pregnant and watched my best friend have an affair with the math teacher/coach for most of the year and I and my brother and his friends we were with who set it up were busted on base for marijuana but not charged but purposefully set up by the military police’s son who was effeminate cause his dad was an asshole and berated him and he probably confessed and he was supposed to be there that night and didn’t show but the military police did show with the rangers of the base in their helicopters and rifles on us.  We were all colonels kids and  because of the change in politics about the quota in the military about who was gonna become general and around the time Colin Powell got his chance. We had no idea people would do what they did to us just to get a head, but they did. It made us look bad but they were extremely competitive and sneaky and imo they made a mistake as far as my dad is concerned. He retired soon after sending us off to Texas for a year of separation from my mom. I think he kind of blamed me for the bust but it wasn’t my idea it was my older brother’s idea with his friends and I tagged along. He sure didn’t raise his hand to take the credit WHO WOULD? Like taking credit for rough housing and breaking a vase or something valuable and it wasn’t important who was to blame because we didn’t do anything the rest of them weren’t doing. It was his friends, not mine, and all were colonels kids. He was four years older. One of the friends was a colonel’s kid and his sister who my brother took a liking to became good friends and then they became good friends via the kids with my older sister and her husband when living in Texas years later around the time of the threshold debacle.  I met him and his wife once with my brother when I was going to college when they took me water falling in the Guadalupe River falls when swimming was still allowed and he and she ended up moving to San Antonio near the time of the Great Falling Away when Gary wanted to carry me over the threshold to the car to get my lighter etc and I had the first molestation meeting a few days later with my sister in Dallas after wards. It could be my dad didn’t blame me and was in my head guilt a very normal feeling but that it might have been about me, maybe. Cause a lot of shit came my way for sure over the years. Years later he and his wife went bike riding in the mountains or something steep and she fell off her bike with her bike down the mountain and the spoke speared her kidney when she landed and she died. I’m sure it was a secluded place as well. I can see how it might have occurred with a kick. This was after the winning of the Fedex case by my brother and so he went to the funeral and said his friend acted very strange to him for some reason when my brother went to help his friend in mourning. The problem was IMO he befriended Gary and my sister and something to do with winning a lawsuit against Fedex. I’m sure the General and his daughter were involved as well: Mr. Congo. Me Tarzan – you Jane?

Remember “pathetic”?

talking about your idea of friendship or your idea of a friend. Believe you me it’s pertinent to this conversation I’m having and hopefully it is getting through? Partially for not suing when they wanted to sue about food poisoning at a sushi restaurant as weird as it is.

He acted as if he had murdered his wife. His dad was one of the colonels who didn’t make the rank because of the drug bust. His daughter was also attending the bust as well with us and her dad cried because it screwed up his military career and chances to become general but in actuality it was the quota. The bust was an excuse and nobody was charged to emphasize how lucky we were like the IRISH. My dad didn’t even cry. He had been to war for two years before that – a very tough war and very uncomfortable war in Vietnam and my parents and theirs lost friends in that war and I’m sure their men and women they were in charge of so when my sister wrote or someone wrote in the brochure about my mom for her funeral with information about my dad and his motives for going to war the second time (tour of duty) for his career aims because he got a battalion to command it wasn’t to make general or it wasn’t that important to make general as much as the brochure claimed. Yea it was his career but it was his duty as well at the time and he had perspective. It was a compliment and an achievement he was granted or given because of his abilities but was not based on becoming a general. Lots of colonels are much more talented and much more detrimental in the military and to the military than many generals depending on the job they are asked to do and how they handle it and depending on the person and their bosses.  The military is of course very political sometimes and politics tends to be a source of problems for the military because of the obvious reasons especially when at war often the difference between winning and not winning a war or getting into a war or not and being properly armed for their goals. Remember during the Clinton presidency some in some of out military in some country were abandoned. Politics is delinquent oftentimes to the point of the death of soldiers and others. It wasn’t his drive, imo and I felt like the brochure mocked him in that way. He liked retiring and learning to build homes as well. He still got to play golf. He had to learn to match plaids, but my mom helped him.

He loved his family first and foremost.

So he did not cry. 

(Why would a grown man cry about what Brads dad cried about? Perhaps he knew ahead  of time, as well. My best friends dad was the head of the Rangers on the base. What land were we on? Rangers… Who were in the helicopters? Rangers… Who had the rifles? Rangers … It was not the military police. RANGER DANGER:0

Ranger Danger is not to be confused with Chip and Dale: Rescue Rangers, or the actual Danger Rangers, who teach kids about safety.

Gary wasn’t a stranger or a ranger, was he? Is it irrelative? I don’t think so.

And he wasn’t a monk, was he?

When we went to Branson, Missouri years and years later when I had my first child, we were late picking up my parents and my older sister after a show they attended. Anyway the pearl was pissed because we were late by about an hour or so. Hey I used to wait plenty of times while she was in college at SMU scarfing up the money my mom made and that my mom helped to pay for her tuition wise and clothing working very hard in real-estate and was doing great at it when she had to pick me up from school late. I didn’t like it but I didn’t blame my sister, but now I will. In Branson I wasn’t in charge of the vehicle and I didn’t have a watch and I didn’t bring the marijuana, nor buy it. I was tagging along as usual. For some reason in my sister’s eyes it was me who caused her to have to wait. Maybe it was my reaction to her mood that pissed her off. We were kind of hysterical laughing on the way especially when we realized we were an hour late and scrambled trying to come up with a good believable excuse which was entertaining in itself and because we knew she was gonna be pissed and then on top of it getting lost even though it’s not a huge city and she was pissed, however my parents were pretty cool about it. They didn’t need an excuse. Which I appreciated. Not like they didn’t realize we made mistake and were late and they sure didn’t need a bunch of shit about it. It was only a little more than an hour or so of being late. I really didn’t want to go to Branson and only did it because of family. When we went to breakfast in the hotel my dad ordered some food and I guess he got up to go to the bathroom or something and came back and the plateful of food was at his place and he sat down and asked:

“Did I order this or did I throw this up?”

It was funny and we all laughed. You had to have been there I think to understand how we got a kick out of him and his personality. Something happened on the way to his place at the table between there and the bathroom. May be it was premonition.  KIDS aren’t easy. It was a memorable experience I will never forget going to Branson and we did have fun going through that experience, though I don’t think my oldest sister enjoyed it as much as we did. Watching my brother and my younger sister in the situation we were in was fun and very funny as well.

She started to favor Greta Van Susterne and vice versa.


Lots of politics at the time and at the end of the Vietnam war and because of Watergate and the ramifications of Watergate which have been covered up but it has to do with the cult leaders of the

BGEA and also a shill for the RCC. This is what Watergate was really about.

The Break-in was JUST an EXCUSE

like the bust or we would have been charged, don’t ya think?

On base we had the prisoner of My lai living under house arrest who went nuts killing a bunch of civilians and kids in Viet Nam. Never saw the person I can’t remember his name who was the accused but he wasn’t that far away.

LOOKED FAMILIAR THOUGH in photos.


The Vietnam war was coming to an end though I wasn’t aware of it at the time except that my dad was in Vietnam fighting a war I had no idea why except because he was in the military. It was his second year with a year in between with us and at the Pentagon. Before that we were pretty sheltered. Didn’t really have an idea of life outside of being kids and on base and were not around civilians much except in travels and kept to ourselves for the most part. Civilians and posties often fought when we were stationed overseas. I didn’t but the boys did. We used to call them townies…the civilians.

 College

I had not figured it out yet because I had big ideas in some ways and wasn’t very realistic about what was ahead without experience to know. I did know math was out of the question. I was kind of doing a jack of all trades kind of college experience to figure it out which is not a good idea in some ways however it came in handy in other ways later on because through my experience I learned a lot on the surface and led me to some things I might not have had the wherewithal to figure out, but nothing that made sense at the time.

B

OB

Later I had done some research in regards to what had attacked him and his brother. It’s bad enough to have Hemophilism then to be attacked by the AIDs epidemic was much tougher and seemed unfair to me after he died years later. I was busy having kids and with my family experiences, etc. which in itself is a lot to handle especially with some of the things I was handling as best I could though not in other people’s eyes. For me it was enough, too much. Anyway a strange thing happened that evening when we got together at my sisters house having to do with blood which was kind of scary and odd. I explained it in a post written earlier but basically my brother’s arm started to bleed for no reason. We were sitting around the table and noticed my brother’s arm bleeding. It wasn’t a lot of blood but the timing was weird and at the time we thought maybe a bug bit him or something and I was worried about the possibility of my brother getting infected but we did not say it. My heart was beating fast.  I remember and it scared me for my brother. I know I was not sitting next to my brother at the table but I can’t remember who was sitting next to my brother. Later I remembered my ex boyfriend’s wife was a nurse. I had not experienced nurses much except for my first college roommate was studying to be nurse. She set me up on a blind date that was really quite funny. She did it kind of as a joke but I took it well. He was a nice guy but not my type and she knew it but needed a friend to go out with the guy she liked. She talked me into it and it was my second blind date in my life and the first was pretty weird to begin with which is a whole nuther story walking around the Lincoln Memorial a bunch, my first time to ever have hashish as well and was my first date ever and with a guy graduating from high school and I was but a graduating freshman. I did it for a friend who wanted to go out with his friend. So I did her a favor in my first semester at college when I least expected it which is basically my life story.  It was the last blind date I ever had as well. Eventually through experience you learn some things about people. Things were quite wild and I was caught up in the wildness with a lot of other people my age. This is not an expose on nurses because there are many good ones as well but there are some that aren’t and while it seems I am inferring a relationship of my brothers wound to a nurse who happened to be married to my ex-boyfriend whom I didn’t know at all but it is possible. I know needles can be pretty small and sometimes you don’t feel them. He could have nicked himself without realizing it as he walked out to the porch or scratched himself but the timing was strange and there was a reaction which was big without much discussion but on the faces of everyone there and in my mind as well. Reminded me of the time I was visiting my older sister and my mom was visiting her which is why I came over to see my mom and Gary took his kid a tot to the Jacuzzi for a jealousy lesson which I thought was weird. My sister was very pregnant and the timing seemed weird for a father daughter jealousy talk in a Jacuzzi at night in the dark without some kind of suspicion since I had had experience with his strangeness (waking up to molestation while asleep next to my sister in their apartment) a few times and everyone knew it including my sister and she didn’t bother to check on her tot but I was afraid for her and I saw my mom’s eyes and I could tell she was a bit disturbed as well. Her eyes grew very big. She had big eyes to begin with so when hers got big they got really big. We were not the parents and I waited for my sister to check on her kid but she didn’t that night. She noticed our eyes. I know she did and she resented it but I could not help it and nor could my mom. It was a reaction any normal person would have had.

It was a natural instinct and possibly a natural moral instinct.

I have no idea if anything happened or not but I was naturally concerned. Why have a father daughter jealousy talk the one night your mother-in-law and sister-in-law are together at the house visiting and why make the announcement about it if he did not want to disturb us knowing what he had done in the past. Kind of weird. My sister had been pregnant a long time. It wasn’t a one night deal. He could have had a talk many nights and days before or after and he was or had been drinking beer this particular night and often men are turned off by pregnancy in the wives. It is not unusual. (there is always the possibility my niece as a tot:

A 2 year old tot.

exhibited some sort of jealousy that day and he was responding that night, but I think it was belligerence and maybe a bit of mental illness or craziness and if it wasn’t why didn’t my sister who noticed say something? later when the kids were older she said there was a rumor about a person from the private girls school who was having trouble because of the dad and my sister told me but she didn’t know who but had heard about it somehow. Could be there were more than one. and then Gary did not want his daughter to get psychological counseling and said to leave her alone to work out her problems to my sister at one time which was weird and then she did go to a Christian counselor. Of course what he said to my family about isolating me years later is incriminating. ) Even though teens tend to be messy my niece didn’t even leave an inch of space on her rug in her bedroom which IMO meant she wanted to have some kind of warning which I think Newtown was partially about. Paraphrasing: “When we did our art work and used marks alots we filled the whole page and not one bit of white left on the paper.” Remember that? So yea I was concerned about Newtown. One of the moms talking about her perfect child who was supposedly massacred with her actor husband at Newtown. My niece married a guy with the last name White, My mom wanted to live to 105 to outlive her grandmother White so I know she did not want to be hospiced for the RCC’s hope and prayer to be able to have something to control of mankind since they couldn’t control women’s bodies anymore.

After that experience came the photo of me and my other brother-in-law with family around his pool when he got home from work when he gave everyone a hug and no pictures were taken but of only me and him having a cursory hug (in a normal kind of greeting) he in his suit and me in my bathing suit because he came home from work in his suit and I in my bathing suit because I was swimming in their pool with the family though she presented the photo a few years later but the same house with the nasty look (glaring) she gave me as if I had been caught. I knew it was in retaliation and had grown in her mind into whatever it had grown into in her mind to be. Perhaps we should have talked about it but I had tried in the past to talk about it with her and as calmly as I could only to be treated the way she treated me during our first meeting which was quite weird:

“I’m calling mom and dad and I’m gonna tell them

you’re attracted to Gary.”

A you gotta be kidding me moment, but worse! No matter what I did it was wrong and no matter how I did it it was wrong in her eyes.

He did kind of admit he had a problem

if only you had participated in the meeting

in your home that you set up

and was only a room away from where you were clanging pots and pans in the kitchen instead..

He said he would start going to church….,

Why else would he have said it?

Not that it helped but it might have helped if you had helped. It helps to communicate even though it may be hard and uncomfortable as if it wasn’t for everyone else? And I guess not be so purityranical about it might have been helpful in reality and not in appearance.

Pretty soon you are on pins and needles not knowing how to act in any circumstances. It was not always rough that way but often was. I felt like I should go in slooooo moooootion just to quell any fear of me. Should I use my right hand or my left to open the door. Should I turn the knob? Should I walk, should I skip, should I run. It was nerve wrecking and destructive to me and my personality and destructive to my spirit and to my soul and finally my body and everything else. It was crazy. Hard to carry on relationships in a normal fashion relaxed and like everyone else and probably why Gary continued to drink quite a bit.

I wasn’t the only one.

I saw their daughter’s reaction when Gary over did his playfulness and his affection. I know he loved his girls but I know he went too far with his girls by their reaction. I know they loved him too. At some point in time he took a video of my ass and my thighs as I was carrying my first child on my hip walking to the front door and outside to checkout his daughters new used van she was very proud of and I had to watch the video more than once and I thought why haven’t they erased it. I should not have to ask. It was not a mistake. He took the video for some kind of strange reason either to upset his wife, me  and possibly his kids to anger them or maybe only to get a rise out of his wife. I don’t know why he did it because I wasn’t in his brain. Later when everything went totally berserk he suggested to my little sister and family to isolate me as if I was the problem and that should have been a big clue at least that is what my little sister told me on the phone. Who would suggest such a thing? The reasoning was so I would come back to the fold. Who would think that was a normal thing to do and was a normal reason to do it. I can’t think of anyone who would think it was normal. Obviously, my little sister didn’t think so or she would not have told me on the phone and it was sometime after that that we had our meeting with my brother who came to town to try to straighten things up with me and my parents because I suspect he loved them and he loved me and wanted us to not be at odds with each other OVER IT and for the sake of the family and why I guess Gary was questioning his motives which was obviously a sign he was a brick shy in some ways. It was a stretch to consider what he was considering and hoping the family would condone or go along with. It was insane. Why would he want me back in the fold? To go along with his shit/shenanigans to make him look normal. It was outrageous in so many ways I was amazed not in a good way. Other women liked his attention I noticed, even at the office. I know the Generals daughter enjoyed him and no one suspected her. WHY? Well because she wasn’t a threat for one thing and she did their bidding. But they also lost a few friends along the way and one or two were female and I suspect he pulled some shit on them as well and I suspect my older sister did as well. And there was my little sister who he played footsie with under a table at a restaurant when everyone was out to dinner and she did not tell my sister. She told me. Why? Why did she tell me and not my parents since they were sucked into the whole thing. Might have helped. I already knew he had a problem she knew he had a problem. Obviously there was something to it or it would never have come up in conversation. And then that 35,000 dollars she put in her savings account of my mom’s money she was not planning to use until my mom died. WHY? and then there was the death brochure exclaiming about how great my little sister was taking care of my mom as if we didn’t know? Pretty damned good salary. Give me a break. It was a payoff of some kind to keep her mouth shut about the family, the abuse, and the hospice of my mom via the government and her religion and her husband who was a user she met on-line via a dating service who had been married twice before and one wife had died. Never putting his own money into their newly bought home in the country and newly built pool through rock, but managing the money she received via her divorce and other ways while coping with a few cupcakes along the way. While Gary was a brick shy in regards to females I don’t know that he was a murderer of women. He had a screw loose for sure but why is what I want to know. I know he regretted what he did which I could tell when his wife played the movie Atonement. In fact I know he regretted it sooner than that time way later in life. I saw it and he was scared of me in a way. He was afraid of what I might do. I could tell by the way he acted so I know he had a conscience possibly very underdeveloped but he also had some things going on possibly in a spiritual sense causing some of his problems and confusing him as to how to handle it correctly without being a total dick. He had a lot of resentment and expressed it the wrong way and when under the influence of alcohol did some things he probably wouldn’t have done and the resentment became more extreme kind of bullish. I knew when he called and told me I was a fucking liar he regretted it after I told his wife, my sister. I know he regretted it even before I told on him. I could tell. I could tell the next morning since he was trying to act like it didn’t happen at breakfast. I was in shock and everything seemed like it was in slow motion as if I had been in a car wreck moments before and/or after impact. It hurt but I was telling the truth and he was acting up again. I understood his reaction like a kid caught with his hand in the cookie jar. I like alcohol to some degree but I have done the same under the influence of alcohol things I wish I hadn’t done. I think alcohol serves a purpose as long as it is limited. Relaxing is good for the soul and alcohol can serve that purpose sometimes in the right atmosphere/circumstances with the right people and with the right attitude and the right amount. It takes some experience to know when to stop. Its a great way to mix with people it helps sometimes so as not to be socially a dweeb or a stiff but you don’t want to drive under the influence because you are more apt to make mistakes. Anyone who drinks knows it and anyone who sees others drinks knows it though rarely admit it sort of like the mustard seed. The sun too much of it can be like getting drunk which I found out by laying around a pool and having to get in the car to go somewhere and lost some good judgment because of the extreme heat of the sun and having to do with starting a car and reversing it or going forward etc. I remember having a small fender bender because of the sun. I had had experience being in the sun but this time it affected me weirdly. Obviously anything in moderation is wise. You would not drink before flying a plane or operating on a person or taking care of kids around a pool though most of us do sometimes take liberties we shouldn’t possibly take. You wouldn’t breast feed on alcohol although supposedly wine is okay to some degree. I did wonder if he had poisoned me because of my illness but on reflection I don’t think he was stupid enough to do something so radical as poison me. He wasn’t a violent man except in his belligerence as far as I knew because I had never seen it. I was probably more violent than he was but then I wondered if he wasn’t involved in some rapes that occurred in the neighborhood but then I thought it is possible something caused those rapes and perhaps was using him as a decoy in a demonic way which is possible. I knew that he skied with his family and there was a rash of ski mask rapes nearby and then they moved. He wasn’t a rash person either. He could control himself like at the office in front of people but he did resent females quite a bit and his wife was kind of hard on him deservedly sometimes and sometimes she would yell at him kind of loudly ordering him around but usually he acted like he didn’t give a shit. Made a joke of it. He had a sense of humor about anything  and I don’t think he realized grabbing on my ass down low and very hard at the office was wrong. ILLEGAL. TABOO. He knew it was wrong because I saw his expression immediately afterwards and I know he wanted to ridicule me, to demoralize me, to belittle me because I had potential and was better at some things than he. The whole premise of the job they offered me was a lie. The plan they told me to get me to work for them. Gary would do the advertising and would teach me and then he would go out and do what my sister was doing and I would take over the advertising and the clerical work and he never stopped training me, He wasn’t about to go out and do what my sister did because he didn’t have her talent which was self-evident over a period of time. It isn’t as if he didn’t help my sister become successful. He had a great part in their success. I never belittled his talents or that he made a BIG difference in their business. I appreciated what he did.  I did not want to destroy their success nor their business either. I wanted to learn as well. Before I was offered the job my sister had lost some weight and was looking good and I complimented her about it when we were out together and she told me about David, the office David, not the two successive husbands of my little sister. She said he had made some comments about her weight and that losing weight would help her and seemed like something was kind of funny about it but it helped her as well because she did lose weight. David sat near her at the office and I guess something occurred between them to have had these kind of conversations which is quite personal since when I worked there he couldn’t even talk. Barely talk. He was so broken or something by the office personnel. He was very attractive in a weird way kind yet odd at the same time. Younger. And tempting as well or trying to tempt. We did not have an affair and he and I never touched each other physically. He slapped my skirt one day, but still wasn’t me. Had some strange interactions at the office with him but he wasn’t able to talk. LOL Got tongue tied or something. I felt feelings for him very confused ones because of the shit I was dealing with and he didn’t know about what was really going on and the past and how he was kind of in the middle of it without any idea what he was up against. When I went to the office manager Sheila Rice and her secretary it was hard because I don’t think they had any idea what they were dealing with but possibly they did. I didn’t know them so I didn’t tell them everything about the past in fact nothing about the past just dealt with what was going on at the present because it wasn’t their business to know however it might have been a mistake not to but I don’t think they wanted to know. I had visited David for a meeting to try to illicit some information from him which was not forth coming and he told the office manager that I had visited him and spilt my drink in his car as proof I was with him in his car (which in itself is weird because she told me at our meeting he ha said it as if they were up to NO GOOD. Why would he talk to the office manager about me??? obviously he was being watched.) which I didn’t spill it but I did have margarita with me because it was a tough meeting for me to go to but I pursued it because I was being followed and harassed and had been sexually harassed by Gary at the office and I told my husband before I went that that was where I was going and he accepted my reasons because he had no choice in the matter because I was gonna try to find out what was going on from a different perspective of someone who kind of put himself in the middle of it all from the start with my sister who might have something important to add. I could tell he was nervous as I was he for his job and me for lots of reasons. Anyway the meeting was tense with Sheila and she added that david had added that I spilt my drink in his car IN FRONT OF MY HUSBAND WHO WAS IN THE MEETING WITH ME and I was able to tell her that I hadn’t spilt the drink in his car and yes I was with David and my husband knew about the meeting beforehand and it kind shocked her and she smirked. They were playing games with me and that one didn’t work out as planned. Her “I got ya” moment flailed. When I went into the office managers office I walked through the computer area where Gary spent most of his time when in the office while Gary was there and it scared him. He stood up and adjusted his belt on his pants cause he had no idea what I was gonna do or say or what was gonna happen, nor did I. There were only two ways to go in to enter her office so I went through. David stood at the end of the hallway as I entered to the computer room taunting in a way. MOCKING spiritually and in WEIRD way like he was something special or had accomplished something. It was not the same David who couldn’t talk or communicate in a normal fashion but something else was in him and it wasn’t nice spiritually. A bit of a mental dwarf who went to tanning salons, and a mere pawn though I did not make him that way, etc. Perhaps my sister did

but he was only 

a little cock

to crow upon.

So I did. 

Some people think higher of themselves than they should.

We had our discussion and it was a short one. I don’t remember everything said or what she said and I excluded the past for the sake of family and left out some things I knew because it might have progressed to a civil suit but I wasn’t necessarily hell bent on it. I was dealing with something very hard and very complicated.

Before the meeting with Sheila Rice (manager for Virginia Cook Realtors) in her office my sister had written me a letter and had demoted me by two dollars an hour and I was to do errands for them instead of clerical work and working in the office at the desk assigned to me a few desks ahead of David (the bachelor.) Pick this up… pick up pictures she had taken photos and anything else she could think of such as delivering some thing to her first daughters new in laws ( a present) of her first marriage or whatever came to her mind to do and around the time I had to pick up her son’s fish a Siamese fighting fish in a bottle at their house and bring it to the office for some reason while they were on a trip up north afterwards because she said their son was worried about his fish. They were gonna be home soon within a day or two so it seemed kind of stupid but I did it. I think the family was visiting the Kirchers (Gary’s parents) up north but could have been hanging out with the Bushes or at the potato farm.. I don’t know because I wasn’t with them. My husband was in the area when I allied him to help me accomplish this task because I couldn’t figure out how to get a fish in a bottle safely to the office. I was under suspicion because of some kind of problem at their home of a break-in or something afterwards even though my husband and I locked it up good (he took care of the alarm system for me as well which we did on the weekend when she called. Which made me feel about an inch tall and was meant to make me feel lousy and I did. The letter asked “what would you have me do?” as far as me and Gary were concerned. Can’t work together etc. As if I had entrapped them it was not my intention. I wanted a job and to make money and an opportunity for me which is how I was looking at it but I didn’t go to them but she and he offered me the job. All of a sudden she was the victim. Reminded me of when in a way but minuscule in comparison when tunnels were found in Israel and arms were stored in some places in Israel and the Israelis warned the occupants of the building or those using the building that was supposed to be vacant ( a UN building I think but was empty) and that was caught bombing other places to vacate the premises because they were going to destroy those places and I guess some priest who was acting as if protecting the inhabitants said “Where would you have them go? As if they had no choice but to remain or leave. When they didn’t have to use it to lob missiles at the jews nearby. It was kind of the same sort of mockery. Same kind of attitude. IF she had just handled it correctly in the first place years and years ago we wouldn’t have been at the point were were at and she and he did come to my house and offered me the job under false premises but I didn’t know it till I knew it when it was apparent Gary was never gonna do what she did as a real estate agent and I was supposed to take over his job. BLAH BLAH BLAH. I was set up plain an simple and it was an avenue for them to shame me and belittle me etc as if they had a license to do so. IT WAS DISGUSTING. It’s a big difference in scope but the same kind of bullshit. I know she was thinking in terms of a court of law down the round possibly. It was a horrible situation. Not for her but for me.  She had a whole lot of help and people behind her and I didn’t have anyone.. . Through it all I wanted my sister to be my sister and she refused to be my sister, meaning a good older sister I was hers but she wasn’t mine. It hurt tremendously. It was deep. When I started out on the job she told me not to call her by the name our family always called her which was Tootie. I had a hard time with it because we were close and I grew up calling her Tootie. It should have been a warning but I didn’t know her plan. Later they had new french doors and other home improvements so I imagine it had something to do with the break-in. I didn’t ask but supposedly the door or doors were ajar and they weren’t when we left the house as far as I know. Guilt by association? In the past we had taken care of things often when they were out of town for them like taking in the mail, plants, pets and when the kids are little the kids,etc..On reflection I think it was some kind of a signal to someone at the office. Later after we kind of settled things in the family temporarily because of the meeting and for my parents and after my dad had died my older sister in a conversation said that David had married (he was a bachelor before for 45 years) a girl who looked like me. I thought now that is weird. I guess I could have said Chuck Larson got back with his wife after they had had an affair. Or Lon Williams married some girl but she didn’t look like you after her affair with him. I could ugh but I didn’t ugh when those things occurred or in reaction to her ridiculous conversation. I could ugh said Gary didn’t really have an affair or try to have an affair with the palm reader Jeanine at their deli late at night but she looked so much like his little sister it was confusing for him when at the deli late at night: He only wanted a late night palm reading without distractions like my sister catching him.  I didn’t ask her about David but she brought it up. I really didn’t want to know about him, it just came up in my sister’s depraved and warped mind to tell me while we were in the car probably about to get the movie at the movie rental store she wanted me to see. Talk about a trouble maker. WHEW. It was some kind of slight and I don’t really know the point but she couldn’t allow me to get past things and then showed me the movie ATONEMENT and her husband declined and went to bed before I knew what it was about and then while visiting my mom together and staying at my little sister’s home she tried to show the movie again after she bought it as a form of family entertainment but she did not buy that Newtown was a false news story when she said on a family gathering at my little sister’s home when I tried to show her the you-tube of the actor laughing before he was at the podium and crying about his massacred daughter at Newtown and before that my brother telling me, “Don’t go there” as he is reading The God Particle on the couch for the weekend she said entering the living room after Gary watched it and smirking about it said “I DON’T BUY IT”  adjusting her clothing yet she didn’t even look while my little sister was looking up a recipe (probably mine) on her computer in the dinette of her country home.

Like dealing with the mentally insane!

Of course, no one wanted to see the movie. LOL It was her idea of fun. It is probably the most boring movie I have ever watched imagining my sister imagining herself to be Keira Knightly in some kind of strange romance in WWll or something like it and very difficult to deal with. That was the weekend my brother and my younger sister and I my younger one drove to a restaurant to drop him off to see his son and his family and to say goodbye while my older sister and her husband and David went to the warehouse where my mom and dad’s things were stored for some reason. We drove down a road called I can’t remember the name but having to do with limbo but much longer and I will remember the name soon and had a good laugh about it after my little sister backed out of her garage in her pretty pearl white van with the trunk of her car open and she had a mishap and that wasn’t the last time that happened but also the next time without my brother when my older sister and I visited her in her country home to see my mom when my sister had to have some new flip flops and it took several hours to find even though money she said was no object. It was called Purgatory Road between my sisters home and the restaurant. Talk about strange lol. Soon after I saw on the internet a picture of his son it looked like being rescued in a flood or because of a cruise ship mishap with an inner tube and a pig. (course I can’t help think what Obama said about Sarah Palin and if that has anything to do with it since it happened on his watch)

The house as well that I invested my brothers loan to me for the ex so he could live in it because it was dream house of his. He found it. I didn’t. My sister sold it and from the start it was a bad deal when the whole deal changed when financed. I was being set up way ahead though I didn’t realize it till it was too late. I knew he was very talented at some things and it should have made him less that way. I could tell he was jealous when a man at the office was acting interested in me too much and me him. I could tell when he put the palm of his hand on my kids foreheads and messing their hair affectionately and then came to me and wasn’t affectionate and pushed my forehead kind of hard when things got kid of dicey like he had a right to belittle me because he had a lot of support, pushing his palm into my forehead as if I was a piece of shit. It was degrading. Asking my husband to bring a lawn mower at that specific time as favor getting my husband to comply with their wishes which I asked him not to comply and he did anyway. I knew I was fucked for sure because he was such a weakling. His nose was out of joint and it helped my husband. His daddy his wife and the lies she told for him, his stature, their friends and what they were capable of, the business he was in and what they were capable of against me and for him because he was my sister’s husband and because of his dad in the oil business and she made good money in real-estate, etc. It was the heightht of belligerence and it was psychologically tough for me and it was rough treatment at best and it should not have been like that at all. I was being watched and I knew it because I was being followed and I knew it and because people were doing some strange things like my teacher at real-estate school and I know I was being photographed as well. I had a whole company of people fucking with me trying to make me look bad every chance they could. Even when I went to real-estate school. I couldn’t believe it that people behaved that way to people they didn’t even know. Like a club. He was afraid I would do well in real-estate. It felt good to have his sexual interest beneath him socially, financially, in business because of demasculinization along the way and probably from his wife my older sister and their religion and maybe her friends like Susan. Kind of a vicious circle.Then when I was getting a divorce my sister saying way to loudly so my husband could over hear hoping we would get back to gether as husband and wife hoping to manipulate my husband my ex eventually and playing him as if she was on his side only if he was on hers. She was very good at manipulation. She did the same with my little sister and her husband when she was divorcing. Calling him when she shouldn’t have IMO. His granddaughter had drowned in their pool and calling me to ask what should she tell him while my sister was at my home after much of this had happened. I told her remind him he saved your son in the same circumstances from drowning in their pool. She didn’t even remember. I had to remind her he had saved her only son from drowning and yet he lost his granddaughter at the same age as her son who a lost drowned years before on her birthday. A beautiful little 3 year old granddaughter. I think Cherie my little sisters nemesis was jealous. She also had a daughter and there was a business to be had. A really successful business. She was the chick THE BLOND at my nieces wedding who said to me I had something in my eye when we greeted each other at the wedding rehearsal the same day as the wedding. I looked pretty good that day and she didn’t like it. She was a pretty girl though if I was guy I would never have been interested in her type because she was bitch complaining to my little sister about her husband not paying attention to her as he watched a sports show “football” while she sucked his dick and told her in laws about his behavior. Talk about low class. My parents would have died if their kids did that. My little sister couldn’t believe she was so sleazy and she worked for the church and received a salary from the church and she caused a lot of shit in their family even for her husband obviously complaining about his lack of attention. WHO DOES THAT? Yea she was pretty and had a pretty voice to sing hymns for the church on the side and popular songs but she was gross. She was sitting with my older sister in the pews when we greeted each other at the rehearsal and didn’t greet very nicely. So what. I have a eye winker in my eye. BIG DEAL. How about Hey, nice to see ya relative. I went to a lot of trouble for a while helping my sister prepare for the wedding that didn’t work out because the guy my niece married was a dick as well. I helped my sister pick out her mother of the bride dress and believe me shopping with my sister wasn’t easy but she was my sister and this was before the shit hit the fan at the office but while I was being set up by my sister. Her new husband  got into killing cats on their land, but he could cook. He reminded me of Detective Fuhrman and reminded me of the man whose daughter was killed on a pier in California when out with his daughter without his wife, her mother. Meeting on a pier and it was blamed on a illegal immigrant in a safe zone who happened upon a gun under his bench and upon some opioids in a trash bin nearby. He was apart time actor and had gotten some small roles in Hollywood. Luckily my niece quickly divorced him. He wasn’t good enough and he wasn’t but his dad was well off, his mom was married to a theologian of the Christian church. Both his dad and his dad’s newest wife committed murder suicide eventually. How weird is that? Anyway a tornado came and missed my house: that beam in my eye Cherie was insinuating I had because she was such a instinctive moral laurel christian without a clue a sucker of the mustard seed. A wolf in an angelic appearance. She also had a young daughter about the same age as the granddaughter who died and I know she was definitely competitive. She competed for my little sister’s husbands attention as well. He was the boss of their successful business. The beam hit the window and it was about 8 foot long  but it didn’t come through and my cat was killed not too long afterwards which I mentioned in regards to the tornado when writing another post I wrote about the tornado that occurred the day after Christmas and people were hurt and people did lose their homes nearby and some even lost their lives. I had seen my sweet kitty looking out the window that day which was not his usual behavior and then I saw him when the tornado hit walking by the bathroom where I was huddled praying  unphased walking down the hallway. He was a miracle cat. Before the tornado by a few years I found him after he disappeared for 7 weeks alive in the bus lane at school. Sweetest cat in the world. Reminded me of my mom if  my mom was an animal she would be that sweet and lovable and pretty. I loved that cat obviously and it hurt how he died and the way the ex acted about it telling me when he was sick Go ahead and take him to the vet if he needs it and I said I think he needs it and then he said I HATE YOUR GUTS. He had little white dots in his left lung I was told and should not have made him suffocate. and my daughters shitty friend had a premonition about white dots when she was drunk on a margarita at a concert and high on some opioids and my daughter tried to care for her. The girl that left her friend my daughter at a mall by herself after hours at night about an hour away without juice in her cell phone because she was in a hurry to get somewhere. The girl who said I was a MILF. The girl from Bosnia who was gonna move to Croatia and was gonna be rich whose dad was a mechanic but couldn’t fix her car. Then she caused a scene in front of our house about some clothing parking their car down the road so as not to be seen and calling my ex in Michigan complaining about my daughter while he was at a funeral of his brother up north and to complain about me and my daughter on a very special day my daughter and I had together while he was out of town and he took her side for a while until we explained she was not in the right. He wanted us to cowtow to her and we refused and being together and she was acting like a hyena with her other friend causing a lot of trouble obviously on drugs and not in her right mind and very immature and obviously under someone’s spell determined to fuck with me and my kid and my cat. My daughter played it smart and just stayed away even though she tried to get her to into a fight. Begging for it for some reason. I know I saw evil in her eyes and knew she had troubles. I wasn’t a total ass to her I wanted her to be okay but there comes a time when you say NO MORE SHIT. I tried to be a nice mother to her until she did what she did and it was apparent she was lying her as off and using my kid and so was the ex. I told him I didn’t want her in the home he did it anyway. I was worried about my daughter and at the time my daughter was till her friend until she dropped her off like a sack of potatoes at a mall. My daughter is beautiful girl with talent and a lot going for her because of her heredity, my parents and me and because she chooses to be who she is. Caring and lovable and huggable. Then he made my kids watch my cat suffocating on his phone. NOT NORMAL. They handled it but I would rather he didn’t do it for their sake but he did it for his sake and against me. Later he had his mom hospiced by starvation and was able to buy his daughter a car and a computer with the money his mom left. It took about five days and he kind of knew how long it would take. He wasn’t there but only in spirit. Said she wanted it which I doubt.

I took my cat home for the girls and it was exciting when I found him. He had liver damage because he had not eaten for a long time. But to see him in the flood drain in between the 12 trees at the time ( a grove of trees) maybe eleven and now ten and he was too weak to barely get out. It was amazing and he lived for quite a while gracing our home with his sweetness and a sense of morality. He was a gift from God and a miracle like my mom and my dad and my kids. It was kind of  strange before he disappeared he put his paw in my hand and gave me a look as if he had to do what he did when he disappeared. I’ll never forget it. He was definitely a miracle.

My ex boyfriend

I hadn’t put it together or it didn’t even come to mind just when I thought back on it what it might have been after all the other things that had occurred that didn’t make sense to me. Sometimes it takes time to accumulate a sense of order of things and the meaning. My ex boyfriend was not a vindictive guy so I knew he wouldn’t have injured my brother for some kind of HIV/AIDs hatefulness as you hear some people do having sex with others to infect them on purpose that we have heard about in the news sometimes like the famous actor raised as a Pentacoste ( I think it was the religion he was raised on or something very similar) who was caught in that kind of madness. I can’t remember his name but had a few brothers and a famous dad in the acting business. I didn’t really understand the disease of hemophilism and wanted kids in my future and his mom had two sons who had hemophilism and I had heard later it is from the female that hemophilism is made thinking I would be that way carrying the gene which is not true. It was still a concern for me though not a big one because having kids was not my desire. The bible states something about a person who doesn’t care about what women want/desire and Mel Gibson (Martin Sheen-Mr. Silver (I love silver) Charlie Sheen was the name of the actor who got people sick with the disease after he was sick with it and I think he did it on purpose or was written that way in the news which I just remembered thinking about the opposite of a gibson is a martini. Anyway he had some tweets that were interesting during the Fukushima nuclear accident and so did Obama and it had to do with Billy Graham or Franklin Graham as I recall and I took notice big time because it also had to do with the Neocathechumenal Way, a new catholic dogma on the horizon which caused an increase in suicides of Japanese catholics and the Japanese people affected by the new enlightenment of the Neo Cats and the warning by Pope Benedict XVl of the New World Order/Religion with Teeth having to do with Al Gore as well and then came the tsunami which caused a nuclear accident and poisoned the waters nearby and of course it is hard to contain ocean water. It was a lot to notice but I did because it seemed relevant and I felt it was my duty to notice and report my way as I did. I know Obama visited Billy Graham at his home like many other presidents did) came out with his interpretation in the movie called What Women Want and he thought women wanted him. Now he did not shy away from a movie about Jesus and he did a good job of it from his point of reference being a catholic and i guess he and his dad started a new faith? The prophecy is kind of important but I can’t remember it right now but it was talking about an individual who is against what women want/desire. Someone important/pertinent in the “EndTimes”. When I was young it was not on my mind to have babies. I did not know what I wanted and was trying to figure it out most of my life like most people. When I was married it seemed like a legitimate desire eventually because I liked kids. My sister’s kids were cute and I loved helping with her kids but it was not a great desire for me until it was probable and possible to do so in the right way. I had not sown my wild oats yet. If I hadn’t had any I would have found a way to be fulfilled by traveling etc and learning: that is how I looked at things for a long time. But I enjoyed the kids in the family. I did not enjoy other people’s kids as much because often they were a nuisance because some people don’t take care of their kids such as when I saw a kid with diareah all over himself that was green and his mom was pissed off and obviously overworked – it was a turn off to want to be a mom and because I was kind of not used to kids poops, LOL. Or when I had to clean the house I was about to live in or rent and the house had a mountain of dirty diapers up to the ceiling which someone tossed into the middle of the living room because of laziness it was turn off to me to want to be a mom or when at Sam’s Club watching a woman (indian nanny) who was not the mother of the child she was taking care of and the kid falling out of the cart without being seat belted and threatening to fall beforehand by standing up a bunch of times in the cart seat and falling on his head on cement and the sound it made and he immediately having  a bump the size of an apple on his forehead and she acting like it wasn’t a big deal- it was a turn off to me to want to be a mom or watching a woman slap the shit out of her kid for being a shit in the grocery line – it was a turn off to me wanting to be a mom or hearing about someone with their kid in 100 degree weather leaving their kid to die in an overheated car -it was a turn off to me to want to be a mom, or of a woman who drowns her kids in a car in a lake so she can have a relationship with a boy – it was a turn off to me wanting to be a mom or a woman who kills her children because of her religious nut husband and his expectations of her – it was a turn off to me to wanting to be a mom and last but not least watching a grown man with the world at his feet pick up his kid by her arm (by a previous marriage) as if the kid was a sack of potatoes – it was a turn off to me wanting to be a mom. There are plenty of examples I could go on and on about it, but I won’t: It is not what women want. Not me anyway. I did not want a kid so much as to see or go through what I witnessed in many forms besides the murders of woman who did get pregnant and husbands who didn’t want the child or the mom but wanted life insurance much more.

 My ex boyfriend, again.

My ex boyfriend had some idiosyncrasies as well but we were good friends through it all, I think. His idiosyncrasies was he was a weirdo. He loved playing jokes on people. When he came to my wedding he wore fake teeth and looked like he was buck toothed. He talked to the people at the reception that way during my reception at my sister’s home. It was funny and kind of his way to act dumb and be funny. That was the kind of guy he was. He made teeth for living and had designed his own for his entertainment and ours. We went to McDonalds or something late at night one night he my brother and I and he would do funny stuff to make people react at the counter and to make us react, not meanly. I can’t remember what he said at that time but it was typical of him. Just the way he was. I think he wanted to be a psychologist, but didn’t know it.  A strange one but funny and fun. Once he got all the kids in our family the four of us and Gary I think as well and we went to a place where there were a bunch strange people who saw auras. I guess they were at a meeting or something. Spiritualists of some kind. It was a form of entertainment for him to get us in this predicament and see how we would react.  He was at my wedding and I went to his through my sister who kind of made me go with her kind of pressure which can be great sometimes being my older sister the older sibling in the family. She was a prodder in many ways, though I wanted to go but wasn’t invited for some reason, though she was which was kind of weird since they were not great friends at all in fact she had him kicked out or made me kick him out of her apartment years before because we were too young to be together and had called my parents and the pressure was on and was a short time before my sister’s husband did what he did to me when they moved back to Dallas. I remember watching both he and my sister’s husband in the bathroom acting weird to each other in a mano y mano kind of way and I didn’t like it. I was defensive for my family and him. I felt funny about it all especially watching their confrontation. Can’t explain it except that I was too young and insensitive at the same time to him. It broke us up because I was too young and he wasn’t invited in the first place. I was there to visit my sister in another town and he found out and came to town at the same time. It was very very weird. He invited himself and I didn’t know how to handle it at the time. Years later I crashed his wedding so to speak but I did it nicely and for the right reasons, imo. It was a pretty wedding with classical guitars playing in an older part of town, very romantic. I met his dad for the first time in the receiving line. His dad and mom were divorced so knew of her more though we didn’t hang out as much as he did in my family because of his friendship with my brother, me and my little sister. But it was my older sister that kind of pushed me to go to the wedding which was really strange in itself. She had hardly anything to do with him and then she did but after the shit with her husband. I was kind of a victim of circumstances I did not understand. She was six years older than me and a big influence at the time but probably was a bad idea. They went to the same college. One day she saw his dog on the tail gate of his truck and talked me into kidnapping his dog for a few hours and we did and gave his dog back of course. Sweet dog.  and his best friend, Bonnie. She was golden retriever. Later Bonnie was poisoned by someone and it wasn’t that distant in time which at the time I didn’t suspect anything at all. A neighbor or something and I think he was suspicous of me. I didn’t do anything but but be insensitive to his loss because I was sick with mononucleosis at the time and I was young and kind of confused. So sick I had a fever one night and thought I was Einstein writing stuff in the air mathematical type equations with my finger and had figured them out no less. I was obviously delirious from fever. His dad was addicted at one time to laughing gas he told me during our time to know each other and all I knew about that kind of thing was from the movie with Peter Sellers in one of the Pink Panther movies when he and his adversary were having a good time on it and it was an hysterical depiction at the time. His nose melted, etc. I think the last time I saw him he was visiting a friend above where I used to take my daughter to dance classes during recital period and I was hugely pregnant and with my husband waiting for one class to end and another class to begin during breaks for my elder daughter. My little sister was there for some reason. I think doing a task for my older sister because neither of her kids took class and both were boys from another town visiting. He had dated her as well after we dated for a short time. She asked if they could and I said yea. We were all very close and they were in between boyfriends and girl friends at the time and I saw no problem with it at the time and I was in college in another town. I wasn’t jealous though it was a bit strange. We had an off and on relationship sometimes. He did not seem to be her type but I guess he showed interest and she had gone through some strange stuff. One of her friends a boy she went to the prom with committed suicide, the man she was taught by at a Batptist church who was the youth leader liked my little sister who was one of those youths divorced his wife and they had a kid,  I  think. She was pretty lady. Nice definitely nicer than him. He ended up being an employee of Gary at his business in the deli business as a manager. I was more trained but it didn’t matter because he was a guy and I wasn’t. And he used him against me soon after the first time he overreached his welcome. I was still in shock and didn’t know how to handle it doing my best and because obviously no one else did either or knew how to handle it ever at least not sufficiently to everyone’s satisfaction, and I didn’t handle it for a few years till after I was married when he wanted to carry me to the car to get my lighter because it was wet outside and I was barefoot at a casual party my parents had and then he followed me anyway after I told him No, thank you while his wife (my sister was watching. She had her friend call The Generals daughter to see why I left and I think she called anyway and advised me to talk to either one of them and so I did when they got back to town and he was at work and then she called my parents with a dumb lie. It was stupid stuff.  I left that morning without word because I had not slept all night because I was paranoid he was gonna sneak up on me in the middle of the night and did not get rest on my vacation at my parents home. I cried the day after on the side of my house where I lived after the first molestation years before. But I tried to overlook it and get over it for my sister. It wasn’t the very first time he acted up when he masturbated while I slept on their couch alone in their living room he was pacing back and forth and I was thinking wow. I was covered and hoping he would forget it or go away, and acting like I was asleep, etc. It was embarrassing and I did not want to embarrass them. My sister said “Gary get back in here” to their bedroom a room away. I was so relieved. It was a weird event and I didn’t bring it up thinking maybe he was sleep walking or confused but she knew he had a problem. I was at an age and still sowing my wild oats and didn’t need more wild oats. Eventually she had to know anyway and definitely by the time I told her after she had had her first child because I thought she should know and he said he would go to church specifically to Scofield Church when I did have a meeting with him about it which was an admission but I have no idea how he handled it with her and it did not help with his hidden anger and belligerence to me and to my sister in a way and towards my family that I grew up with and the family I made eventually in a way and usually when drunk or drinking. He had too many supports too many people backing him. I didn’t have anyone really. No one that understood at that time especially after the initial lie told by my sister to my parents in return. I was telling her for her sake so she could handle it and there are a myriad of ways to do it without a bunch of shit. I did it for myself too because I felt I had the right to be at my parents home visiting without worrying whether he would molest me after I fell asleep. I felt I should have a right to be comfortable in my parent’s home. I had already been hurt by it and I was doing it for our sake as a family. I wasn’t trying to hurt him. I was trying to take it for what it was. Not trying to make a scene or cause them trouble. I didn’t want their money. I didn’t want an affair with him or even the hint of it because he was my brother-in-law, a relative, a family member, and my sister’s husband and he was a dad. I wasn’t trying to shame him until it got nasty and mean and then I had no choice in the matter. Self-Preservation. All in all if I had been married to Gary I would have handled it better especially if I loved him or the kids. I did handle it better with my ex when he started acting up. I got on the computer asked the questions “should a divorced dad sleep with his teen daughter?” and read the answers to him in the next room when my daughter was out with friends and he stopped sleeping with her but I had to pay a price (False arrest and overnight JAIL and he paid the bail. He called the police! He knew he did not want to handle his daughter and act like a dad as she was in my room about to cut my leather purse and fringe in a fit of anger. he could have gotten her to stop instead he dials the police. I was s physically at a disadvantage as well.) but it was worth it in that kind of predicament which I explained in another post. Of course I did gain experience through it all so maybe it helped me for my daughter. Over the years I thought about how I would have handled it working with my sister for them/ One, was I took care of their kids and gave them breaks from the kids but there were other things we could have done and we could have been victorious working together on it. I know it. It didn’t have to be so damned serious, serious to the point of people near death over it or dying over it or losing their livelihood or losing their family. It’s called perspective. Put it in it’s proper perspective and deal with it. We are all guilty of lust and we are all guilty of being stupid sometimes. IPSO FACTO. We make mistakes and it is normal People that never have had lust or feel feelings aren’t people especially when drinking, but moral laurel liars. I remember my brother and I owed my ex boyfriend a debt we couldn’t pay or could but it was outrageous so we played a joke on him and invited him over for a game of poker and my brother and I marked the cards though we could not see the marks when we played but it was fun anyway. It was more of a hindrance than a help. He was a very lucky player and good at it as well. It was a silly inside joke and I’m sure he wondered a bit about it because it was obvious something was going on. We could barely hold our laughter. It wasn’t in a mean-spirit just a funny thing to do. It was funny between friends though he didn’t know. LOL. I’m sure my brother told him eventually. I don’t know I never asked. Other things between us as well. My brother’s wife didn’t like him after something happened between them. I guess he made a pass at her for some reason after they were married before he was married though not sure about that distinction but supposedly it happened. She kind of made their relationship kind of hard after that and I don’t know what it was he did exactly but became a bone of contention at some point and I think a comparison and it wasn’t even near a comparison to what I had been through with my brother-in-law but I think it had to do with it though I didn’t realize it at first. She kind of broke up their long friendship. A very long friendship. They were college buds and after for many years. Friend of the family and I think she was jealous maybe. Not sure. I think she was playing some kind of part in terms of my brother-in-law for him and for my sister against me and my sister showed little respect to her before that so I could not or have not figured out why she would but it was easier to deal with than my older sister who was quite a force to contend with possibly by her affiliations and her hardening of heart because of what she was dealing with herself which can’t have been easy. She could barely stand her and it was weird. I didn’t like how my sister treated her at the time. VERY WEIRD. Very involved stuff. I wasn’t pre-playing it. I was reacting. I was trying to be a good family member as best I could under the circumstances. I forget the politician, a republican that ran for President whose wife was in charge of the blood supply somehow was under suspicion by my ex-boyfriend.  I know later online when studying the JFK assassination I had heard that the RCC or some of it’s representatives thought AIDS/HIV was punishment but the problem was was it killed babies and hemophiliacs and others who had nothing to do with homosexuality but I took note of their stance. A Bishop of the RCC made a statement in that regard. Some kind of recompense as if it was deserved. Kind of like what Franklin Graham kind of stuff where he or his sister come out stating in their brief ways some threats or warnings in the news such as “More Christians are gonna die” or how God has taken away his hand of protection of Christians or the USA, etc as if he nor she is God during the Obama Administration and Trumps as well. How do the Grahams know? Did God Say So? Franklin Graham once stated he believes everything in the bible: What about the mustard seed? How about some discernment?  How about the evil kings written about in the bible. Does he believe them? Its a ridiculous notion and a blanket statement to say you believe everything in the bible it’s like saying you believe the pages. How many versions of the bible exist and believe me there are differences and you can’t believe all of the differences. What if someone wrote a note in your bible do you believe the note even if it is a lie just because it is in the bible?

It’s a schmaltzy thing to say and very dumb.

My sister-in-law didn’t like my other brother-in-law the one married to my little sister because he hunted deer. That was her reasoning as was told to me by my brother. He did hang deer heads on his wall and fish corpses but not like if you entered a hunting lodge. There was another reason but I can’t remember it. Philandering possibly. (Though she did not mind Gary!) ON THE LAST TRIP to the beach with the family I bought myself a cute outfit turquoise two piece beach outfit or summer outfit and I could tell I was frowned upon by my sister-in-law for wearing it. At the time I looked good in it and hadn’t gotten frumpy yet but she looked me over funny. She liked to wear dresses which I thought was pretty. The brother-in-law that my older sister tried to insinuate we were getting it on or something going on between us via a photo she took and there wasn’t anything going on between us at all and she was dreaming of him and told my sister she had a dream about kissing him on a bridge while my little sister was below watching. Weird thing to tell her sister but she did and made my little sister feel odd and met little sister expressed it to me. She thought it was weird. I thought it was odd but it was only a dream, too. But under the circumstances of our family problems it was an odd thing to express. During my recuperation I was having dreams of my brother in law’s dick in my face. But my dream was more of a nightmare possibly drug induced because of the pain medication and because I suffered PTSD because of the things that had happened and the operation  and the way people treated me and things I was told and everyone’s reactions to every little thing I did or didn’t do and mine as well. Things got kind of heightened in a way that is hard to explain over different periods of time and as things progressed in an unreasonable way but reasonable in the sense that it should be understandable that it might get that way because of a lack of understanding. My brother’s wife loved animals to a fault. Sensitive to animals and loved kitties etc but not realizing hunting was a sport and he did eat what he hunted and it was a population control of wild animals which would starve more than likely. Kind of like what we used to do with control fires to prevent bigger fires. Fighting fire with fire to protect lands which is what had to be done in the past when we didn’t have helicopters but we had storms with lightning and people that were a bit loose with fires they set during camping trips and some on purpose to hurt other land owners or to hide crimes. It worked for the most part especially out west where there are places that are hard to reach around the Rocky Mountains, etc. or parts of California and Arizona etc to protect farms, ranches, and housing or small cities that had developed over time. If I could put an animal to a human she would be a kitten kind of person. I painted a picture on porcelain for her for a Christmas present which was one of my favorites a copy but it was good practice of girl sitting on some steps with some wild kittens. Had a lot of cool shadows and stuff that I liked. It was one of my best portraits I had learned to paint. She didn’t hang it for some reason and I saw it one day down stairs in their home in a piece of furniture as if hidden. I don’t know why and I never asked. They were into their kids portraits huge ones. Baseball and I guess she didn’t appreciate my art at the time though I thought I was pretty talented in painting porcelain and was taught by my mom and a guy who was kind of famous for his portraiture as a help my mom thought would be helpful to me. It took weeks to months to paint although I did not count the times I fired it in the kiln. It was a good painting and reminded me of her and it was meant to be a compliment of what she was in my eyes in a way though I don’t think she appreciated it. Not sure why. I guess I could have sent some candles or something less personal instead but we had a family drawing each year to keep the gift giving to minimum so not to go crazy shopping and being ridiculous as our families grew.  I wasn’t made of money just talent and I thought she would like it and I didn’t hear any thing about it that made me think she liked it which was kind of a slap though not noticeable to others, just me. I didn’t do it for her again, didn’t have to. I didn’t get her name again. Lucky for me. Some people don’t like homemade gifts. Of course my mom was in charge of the drawing so maybe she noticed. My mom helped me when my husband complained about Gary  mocking him calling him Fillipone or something like that often. so I told her my husband didn’t like it and my mom I think she talked to them because after I talked to my mom he stopped doing it. They were more successful than I was ever. He was a lawyer, my brother. I think she resented that I lived with his ex wife for a while when going to college, but we were friends still. I kept it and she kept it cool. We didn’t talk about my new future sister-in-law. My ex sister-in-law was very fair about it to me and I to her. I lived with my brother and his girlfriend my new future sister in law for a while as well, while he was going to law school paid by my parents before they were married. Some how I was resented for it. I don’t know. She held resentment quite a bit but unfounded. More paranoia I think and feeling insecure. We accepted her when they married and treated her with respect during the marriage which was successful and while she brought up their kids very well. I thought she was a good mom, in my estimation and a good wife for my brother who loved her and she him and that was good enough for me. She got sick later with some kind of sickness, sleeping sickness, which made her weak for quite a while that a lot of people were made sick from and I think had to do with mononucleosis. I think it hurt her thinking in a way. Probably thinking too much because that is what sickness is like sometimes depending on the sickness. She was good for my brother, as far as I knew and they worked together as well and were successful not just because of him and his talent. She supported him in her talents as far as I could tell. I didn’t go around thinking about it all the time or anything it was just my perception. She had very nice parents both Catholic and interracial marriage Indonesian Dutch. She cooked really good food too. Interesting food and my brother had to watch his weight she cooked so well. I had to around her also because she didn’t really like to play games or hang out as much as cook for everyone. It was her thing and she was nice about it however I wonder now if she didn’t resent it but no one made her cook. It was her way. Her sister and her brothers were very nice as well and their kids. He made his life with them for the most part and less with us because of location and desire to some degree because of the location was nice and pretty. He appreciated the gentleness of her dad a great deal. I think he resented my dad in a way because he was a military man in comparison. Just a hint but he loved him also. He respected my dad, too. Normal father son stuff.  I know he loved him especially the time when we had our little family meeting I saw it in his eyes and tone and his intent. I know what I saw was real and I loved what he was trying to do for me and my parents during the worst of times and for the family to keep us safe in his mind’s eye and for our well being to carry with us. He also moved far away because of my big sister, I know this to be true when he was a kid she cut his eyelashes because he had long ones and she was jealous and spoke for him when he was three years old . They didn’t see eye to eye on many things and he did not like being manipulated by her, but he enjoyed her as well. They were only two years apart. He also enjoyed Gary and of course the kids. She often would try to get everyone to go in on her idea of a gift for my mom for Christmas or birthday or someone and he didn’t like it. Probably because when she was picking out a diamond ring for my mom she was thinking of herself: what she was gonna get when the time came. a maneuverer. situating herself in a way. That is two M’s. of a sociopath. IT IS A CHOICE. Something happened after that meeting. I don’t know what happened but something changed in my brother around the time my dad died towards me. Something weird happened. I do know my brother told me at the meeting we had that my brother-in-law was asking him weird questions which he knew the answers to since he was the perpetrator or the predator as my brother kind of explained to me in his lawyerly way at the first meeting we had with my little sister to try to handle the situation as best we could. He called it self protection /self defense/self preservaton a normal reaction to actions of others that might hinder one’s life or reputation, etc, and I had the same in me as well which was not as understood by him and others, I don’t think. My brother did not tell my brother-in-law the answers to the questions he knew because my brother knew he knew why. He was just trying to make things work for everyone in the family. He wasn’t trying to get too involved just enough to make it work for everyone. Gary knew his problem we knew he knew he had a problem. It had gotten out of hand because I revolted. I had a right to revolt but it didn’t help me nor anyone. It hurt me and everyone which was not my intent but sometimes you have stick up for yourself against all odds. My brother didn’t really have the information he needed to understand my dilemma and what I was having to overcome and deal with which in my estimation was ridiculous on their part. He did not realize my sister was still making her digs so maybe he forgot to tell her the deal. I did not go around trying to set people up or entrap them. I was merely reacting as best I could. I was not a perfect human being either. I did things I wondered why did I react that way or why couldn’t have not done this or that, etc. You kind of start self examining sometimes too much but because of the reaction or actions of others. I didn’t have a camera to catch Gary and it would not have worked on him anyway because he wouldn’t have displayed his idiosyncracies then only when it was unexpected and it is not like I wanted him to display what he did sometimes. It was not worth the trouble to get a camera to to deal with it yet it would have proved me as a witness though I could never anticipate his actions. It was not the point anyway but to stop it and just be family. I just had to live around them part time as family at gatherings and because I was my sisters sister and we were friends. He wasn’t an Ogre or a Monster but sometimes an ogre and/or a monster was inside him depending on what was happening in their marriage or socially or in family stuff and I had some problems as well, we all did in retrospect in a kind of a difficult situation which did not need to be as difficult but since the abuse continued when you least expected it, it was a tough problem for everyone involved, even Gary.  It wasn’t as if he was in charge of his own mind all the time and in charge of his body as well. He was heavily influenced by alcohol for one thing and reactions and the actions of others. His wife influenced his personality as did his kids and friends and family and THE CHURCH weighted in via those people involved and their attitudes. She had to insist I watch at their home a movie called Atonement which is about a woman and a man and her sister accuses him of rape falsely and ruins their marriage for a long time and that is not how the story goes and which was a lie that she thought the way she did but he went to bed because he did not want to watch it and when I realized what she was doing it was too late. I had no idea what the premise of the movie was until I had seen it. then on a trip tried to get us to watch it again with the family after she had bought the movie. It was like she was pouring salt on a slug. It was similar to when I told her the first time and had my first meeting with her she reacted by calling my parents to tell them I was attracted to Gary and told me that was how she going to handle it which was INSANE. I was dealing with a nutty reaction which was hard to take but I loved her because she was my sister and because of her as well. Not just because of our relationship but because of her. I had grown to love her over the years growing up with her. It’s hard to separate those feelings you have when you love someone. I did the same with Gary over time in a way that was reasonable in my life since I had to deal with him and her and my family. They were my family. It had come to a point of insanity and great revenge on his part and hers and I had had enough of the shit spewed my way for their reputations sake. Her friends helped in a way that was very destructive to everyone and to themselves as well. They knew Gary had a problem. I know they knew. I had problems as a result of his problems and my own. They had problems as well of their own and their own limitations in their own lives and experiences in their own lives but ganged up on me because I didn’t meld very well with them. I wasn’t in the 500 club. I wasn’t a debutante. I wasn’t a rich kid. I wasn’t the belle of the ball socially. I didn’t go to the elite schools. I went to state colleges, Jr. college and public school. My sister and he were successful because of his dad in the oil business. She studied journalism and political science and had little knowledge kind of like Nancy Pelosi the strategist. Didn’t do a thing with her studies but write super long christmas letters. I think he studied business. It took precedence for them to blame me and not them or themselves. It was a ridiculous situation but it wasn’t without a great deal of crap and abuse and I returned it sometimes as well in my reactions. at a certain point they received $250,000.00 a year from his dad and she did the spending. It was an inheritance type deal and they were expecting a few million later when his dad and mom died. Pretty soon or in retrospect I think it was a babysitting money, baby sitting me. And then he lost the money on the market a lot of money and my aunts money who was married to my uncle which Gary had romanced in regards to some kind of tactic he used having to do with options trading or something in the field. Something Gary had come up with on his own though I had no idea of it’s worth. He lost everything and they had to move down house wise out of her dream home to a pretty nice 4 bedroom house with a pool and a Jacuzzi in a kind of good part of town. So tough to live in a four bedroom house. a very nice one. But Gary forgot to tell my uncle he lost the money invested as his broker which is against the law but it was between family members and it was kind of shady to begin with because I don’t think my uncle’s wife was in on the deal and it was her land and her money. She had kids who might have appreciated their money. I met her daughter at the store a grocery store and she kind of acted like I was involved and really didn’t know anything except that Gary was freaking out and had lost his and their money. She was resentful of the whole family and most everyone was not involved. My uncle called me one day and asked if Gary had lost their money and I answered truthfully as best I could very briefly because I was uncomfortable. It had been about three months since the loss and Gary was trying to build it back up so as not to get in trouble but he should have told my uncle when he lost it because that is how it is supposed to happen. He was in-between companies at some point and I think one of the companies was at the Towers which was a victim of 9-11. A majority of the company. I think it is related. His daughter watched in Brooklyn on a  rooftop the destruction. My mom watched on a roof top the Japanese planes attack Pearl Harbor or enter the area. My uncle offered me a job and I declined. It wasn’t worth a shit of a job so it wasn’t hard to decline. I did not tell my sister my uncle called which was a mistake. At the time I felt like I had a right to tell but it was not my idea to tell because of the past which I did not realize I had those feelings deep inside until then. In any case as time went on I saw my sister at the house she loved with her friend BABS KINKAIDE married to a banker and they had a conversation about

how “it is harder for someone who has or had money to lose it than someone who doesn’t or didn’ t

…we’ll obviously, but how would Babs know, she never didn’t have it. Real intelligent shit.  That was what Babs said and my sister was seething. If steam could come out of a nose it was coming out hers. At the time we were sitting on her back porch on lawn furniture. So I kept real quiet. I didn’t want to know about it in the first place. I did not benefit by my uncle’s wealth and

as my brother said “if you want to keep a secret

…..don’t tell it.”

Pretty good advice if you ask me.

IT WERN’T MY FAULT. She and Gary should have kept their secret if it was that important to them. If Tootie suffered we all had to suffer. I had no idea how much was at stake. NONE. I didn’t ask and I doubt they would have told me I just knew he was scared shitless when in San Antonio and my sister was livid. She was pissed at him. I asked my mom “what’s the deal?” as we sat in the dinette and my sister and her husband were going through some emotions nearby and my mom all she knew was her brother lost his new found wealth because of Gary. She didn’t say it that way. She was upset for them and for her brother. She didn’t blame them as far as I know but it was Gary’s fault. I don’t remember how she said it but she was scared for everyone involved. I don’t think she had any idea of the numbers involved. She just knew it wasn’t good for the family unity etc. I could see it in her eyes, sadness. Between a rock and a hard place and she didn’t benefit either way from their loss or gain. I think Gary’s dad was gonna help because I think he visited near then, but I don’t know. Wasn’t my business. I know my aunt seemed to enjoy my uncles wealth somehow and showed him respect she never showed toward him before. She always looked down on my uncle because he drank a lot but it didn’t matter when he had money. Same with Gary. My sister and her husband had no respect for my uncle’s kids or his wife’s kids. They weren’t that close anyway. It was all over some fantastic tactic Gary had invented having to do with options which he liked to yack about often and no one knew what the hell he was talking about. I don’t think he did either, because it was BS. He lost it all in one day, one hour and maybe only a few minutes on a famous Tuesday in October for the loss on the stock market. He was not the only one. After that Gary went around mocking with a pair of cardboard material cut in to glasses with a small hole in the middle which he thought would correct vision which was probably an idea he saw but much more prehistoric and primitive. He used to walk around with the card board glasses on his eyes with a pin hole in the middle. I don’t know if he was trying to be funny, but it obviously was kind of funny. I think after that they were like the guy in the bible who started getting kind of mean to others who owed him even though he screwed up. It is my suspicion. All through their marriage when they invited you over to eat there was always a tag line: bring your own meat. When I invited people to eat at my home I didn’t tell them Bring your own meat but I guess Gary was kind of cheap in a way about some things and not others. He did not like to spend money but his wife did quite a bit. She bought a dress an everyday dress but by a designer for a thousand dollars. To me that is stupid. I don’t think she ended up wearing it much either. She did a bunch of redecorating to impress herself and friends. I almost lost my legs because of her redecorating when she asked me to get some samples she forgot in her car in the front seat when we were at some furniture place for her and a car a big white van backed up as I was leaning in and rammed the door of the car into my legs and destroyed the car door and luckily it did not break a bone but I was green with shock. I was sick as a dog. I wanted to throw up. We sued for a small amount of money and she even got some pain and suffering but she did not suffer. I did.  Her car needed work. I guess it cut into her day – kind of suffering. I had bad circulation for a while and had to be careful with my shins and lift my legs up, but it healed. etc. My future husband and I were able to move out of their home we stayed in for about a month to move to a one bedroom apartment with the money. It wasn’t a big deal obviously but at least we had a down payment. He was still up north when the accident occurred but we were preparing for marriage sort of. I had dents in my legs/shins from then on. One of her friends was a teacher. She was a mess and should not have been a teacher in my opinion except for her repetitiveness when she blabbered: I remember once she made a big deal about my parents and how they changed diapers of their grandchildren or something with the kids when they were tots she giving her advice at my sister’s home. she was unbelievably obnoxious with her advice. My parents raised kids when there was no such things as disposable diapers. They had to be rinsed in a toilet and then washed in a machine if you had a washing machine. So to hear Susan ramble on about her own motherly talent it was sickening. She was married twice because her first husband grew tired of her ramblings. She was pretty when younger as I recall very pretty at least the first time I met her but her personality was tough to take for everyone who knew her especially my sister’s family. She was a nuisance kind of college friend. Everyone rolled their eyes when Susan was around not because she was around but because she kind of rattled people with her personality, bugged ya. EVERYONE. When her second husband died she was relieved I heard and displayed it at his funeral because he was hard to take as well. His last name was either Cane or Kaine which is kind of funny coincidentally, He was a nice guy compared to her but Gary basically had to put up with him and let everyone know that is what he did. Why? I don’t know but you don’t always get to pick the spouse of your wife’s college friend kind of relationship. I think he preferred her first husband to some degree. I don’t think Gary liked fishing and her husband liked to talk about it. He was a principal at a high school. I guess because he was married to my sister’s college friend one I bet she wished she didn’t have probably now. You sometimes have to put up with friends who grow sideways and I don’t mean weight. I mean mentally. But we put up with her BS because she was a friend of my sister who leaned on her and used her as well and was around. They used each other. I could go on about her son but I don’t want to. He was affected by her a great deal and I guess she did the best she could. Luckily he had a dad and another mother via his dad. Might have helped to even things out for him growing up with a nut. Even they had their problems as well but were in love which helped. I think it always does help when parents are in love with each other even if not natural parents all the time for the kids if possible however it isn’t often possible. They met working together at the office and he ditched his wife probably for good reason but it did not help Susan become a better person and so he may have been her demise personality wise but they fell out of love. Divorce in that instance was a good thing for them and for their son. Weird as that sounds. His second wife made him happier and hence probably helped Susan’s son whether she would like to admit it or not. She did nut like me as it turned out. I got her message loud and clear and she blamed me for Gary only because she wasn’t wise and because she was dishonest with my sister as most people were because it was easier than the alternative. She had a snippet of perception she thought was real and wasn’t. But just one of my problems dealing with my sister and her husband. She was one of those people who could drive the sanest person over a cliff if allowed to be around for more than was allowed. NEUROTIC to the nth degree and deceived herself. Most people are neurotic but she took advantage of the meaning and inflicted herself IMO. Deluded and kind of dumb as a result even though she was public school teacher of kids with problems. Not a very good position and not good for the kids but maybe they didn’t notice but she was able to get a teachers retirement regardless because they don’t actually have to be accountable or compete because of unions one of the biggest in our country which could be annulled if we were wise as a country so that we could get the best and so people like her would have to grow up instead of sideways.

Obviously, I knew a lot about them because we were close.

One thing that was strange to me after all we had been through my sister often tried to insist I spend the night at their home in order not to drive 45 minutes away to go home and because she liked to stay up and watch movies with me while I rubbed her back and Gary would go to bed at about 9. We were very close and had fun together but she was not the best back rubber. I was. I had good hands like my dad in that I had warm hands and often hot which is good for a certain type of massage. I usually used two hands because I knew the difference it made massaging to use two instead of one. Opposite affect with kind of a rhythm which made it easier in actuality to rub or massage as when you go to the Caverns and walk down the sidewalk into the Carlsbad Caverns it was almost easier to walk with a tot in your arms than without because the weight helped balance you. She didn’t just ask me to spend the night once but quite often and I had to decline and while thinking “are you outta your mind?” Lame brain. But I was polite instead and made excuses. She had a friend who lost her husband at the Grand Canyon. He was walking with his family behind them and disappeared and they found him later way down low. I guess he had a heart attack or something having to do with the distance. I almost fell into the Grand Canyon with my husband and took our dog and  found out I wasn’t supposed to bring my Pomeranian in the area. Anyway I started to slip down  a slope and there was no fence and it was pitch black a few feet away but luckily I was able to get a grip of me and my dog in my arms. Then as we were on a ledge of the canyon a mule caravan came by and the leader of the caravan said “I hope your dog doesn’t bark” and of course he was a yapper. He barked. If you tried to sweep or vacuum he would go nuts barking. Or if someone was at the door and often Skipper had a hard time trying to stop barking once he got started. He had never seen mule. You could tell by the way he looked at the mule in the front of the caravan. Anyway I turned to the wall of the ledge with my dog in my arms and held him close as he struggled to see the mule over my shoulder. He never barked and the caravan was able to get around us even though it was a slender ledge. I just didn’t move until they passed by. When my husband before we were married was on the road and went to the Grand Canyon and he and his friends in the band who were on the road smoked a joint together on a place called Balance Rock in the area. Anyway the ranger came and made them get up in single file to get off the Balance Rock in case it decided to not stay  balanced anymore and tumble into the canyon. I think it has been like that for a long time. I would never have done that, I’ll tell you that much and I wouldn’t have done it with my dog for sure. I wasn’t that dumb. However it depends on the state of mind I might have been in if I came to the site already high. Then who knows I do know a lot of people die at the Grand Canyon and they hide it. They hide the numbers of deaths, that I do know and have heard. The guy who fell was married and had two daughters and I guess he left a letter behind to someone else and after that she was not in mourning. I’m not sure that would hinder me from mourning especially with two kids but I have no idea how their relationship was faring at the time. Seems a bit harsh. They ought to try and protect the people with barriers imo if they are gonna use it as a tourist site. Put up a bunch of signs about pets as well. I didn’t see any but might have just missed one tip about it. A lot of people go across country and stop in on the Grand Canyon on their way to California with their pets. My favorite type of trip is cross country driving although the ship was fun as a kid I have never been needing a cruise. I have never been on one and it’s not like i want someone else to entertain me when traveling. I would rather do my own thing as much as possible however you meet people the other way and if you are old it is nice to be waited on. I just don’t like schedules on vacation but having entertainment in your room is kind of necessary like a tv unless camping of course. I sure wouldn’t vacation naked or on those reality survival shows. I think it’s ridiculous and strange. First of all you have camera crew so it’s not like you are really out in the wild. I hope it dies a quick death entertainment wise for the industry as most reality shows do because it’s crap. No one acts the same in front of a camera as they do when a camera isn’t on them. However I have gotten used to ‘to some degree’ being watched but not my own accord. It’s not my way because I prefer privacy and tend not to be myself as much but it has been that way since my first operation for some reason and a little before. I have no idea before that except what happened when my sister came from Texas to Georgia to help me talk to my parents and a priest was by her side on the plane which hasn’t happened since or before as far as I know. I have no idea what good it did because I never talked to him. I guess he was writing or removing my name from his catholic book or writing his list and checking it twice. My brother didn’t really seem to be the same after the meeting and after my dad died. He stayed in my sister’s home at the time of the meeting which might have been a mistake. I don’t know. He acted funny at the funeral as well towards me watching me more than normal but I saw what I saw during the meeting a time before my dad died and it was good. I know he meant well. I felt like he was judging me kind of then or trying to judge me and my reactions to my dad in a coffin.  And no one can take that time from me of what I saw in my brother’s eyes at the meeting and his voice and words to me about our family and what it meant to him. We had a great family and I think someone was jealous of our love and closeness even with our problems.

Wanted to make hay of it. IMO.

My sister was in charge of the funeral and had her family in the first car with my mom and then either my little sister in the next or my brother and his family in the next. and then the other one in the next and I was supposed to be in the car with my cousin and my aunt at my dad’s funeral. I thought it was a slight by my sister then. I was getting used to it but it still hurt. I felt that the immediate family should be with my mom in the first car and the kids in the next cars/limos. So instead I didn’t ride in a limo. I rode in my car. She and her family were the most important of them all in her mind. It sounds small but my sister was kind of that way towards me in her way after the meeting. The meeting had unintended repercussions which my brother was not privy to or anticipating. It probably should have been either done without their knowledge or included them. If it included them it probably was not gonna happen because of my brother who wasn’t into it to that degree not out of lack of care but to avoid hostility of that nature, I think. It sounds kind of small of me to bitch about it but it’s like that rung in a ladder. It was there.  As a family we had great times together doing things usually at my parent’s home because they were good parents and everyone loved them in our family and they loved us. We played Balderdash and other games and went on trips together mostly driving kinds and had fun together even with our problems. We did lots of things together as a family and we were a good family individually and together, but not always. we also had our weaknesses. It wasn’t their problems that came to us. It came from out of our family to our family and we did the best we could. My mom handled my brother when the time was right out of love for her son and daughter whether all of it was true or not. It never happened again, Gary’s parents obviously didn’t and so we were his parents in a way without realizing it because they did not do what they should have or maybe they handled it wrong with their own son and used jealousy to handle him which is not the way to handle it. Gary’s dad thought of himself as a Christian I know by the gifts he gave but he wasn’t forthright IMO He over drank daily and thought too high of himself. He was not an evil person or a monster he just wasn’t a great dad and I think he failed his son which had an effect on everyone. I think he was a bit of a puppet and probably why he drank so often. Every time I saw him he was high on booze to some degree except once. I didn’t see him often at all. My impressions of Gary’s dad and no wonder Gary drank daily. My mom had a drinking problem but it was not daily by any means and she had a lot to overcome because of others and she did it. She was an amazing woman. We overcame with her in many ways but Gary was a conundrum. He was tough to deal with and we all loved him because of the good things he did possess in his own way. I don’t think it is easy to be esteemed for the wrong reasons and can cause trouble for everyone around it. Demonic kind of influences which are not an easy thing to deal with, but have power because of it. So he had a lot to overcome and so did we to add more fuel to the fire of the hearth than was needed. He had one aspect of him about failure and that was something he learned himself which was to

keep trying.

I noticed his attitude after some big failures and had some bad reactions as well but like when someone dies you go through phases of healing, In a way he was like my uncle who had the same kind of drive to keep himself called self-preservation though he rarely failed as far as i know. He told me once I could be anything I wanted to be which at the time was a nice thing to say and I appreciated his attitude. Very much like my mom and was for me not against me in the sense of being a human or a relative trying to help. Problem came from outside mostly. One of the last times we got together the second to the last with my brother when we took care of my sisters kids kids Gary was more interested in my butt crack and underwear whispering in my ear as we got up from dinner on the river about it. I had saved his grandchild that day or sometime that weekend from falling off a 2-3 story ledge at The ARC. He had wandered off EXPLORING and like boys do wanted to see what it looked like to look down the ledge which was about three stories high into a fountain and a pond in the neighborhood below. He didn’t make it to the end of the walk I was yelling at him to go back because he was young and it was dangerous. That night my little sister was getting high drinking walking with her new hubby and the rest of us with the kids running around and she told me not to watch my sister’s grandkids. Let my sister do it. Easy to say but when there is a river with water the color of deep tinted greenish-blusih black water at night without rails in some areas and definitely a snake and rat infested water I couldn’t do that. So there was some sort of friction going on between my little sister and my eldest sister I wasn’t aware of on that visit. My other sister in law mentioned money I owed my brother via the house down-payment as well to me in a whisper in the lobby and never explained herself. I think everyone was making a deal without my knowledge. It was a contract we signed and upon the sale of the house he would definitely get his money if we didn’t pay it back beforehand but my ex went bankrupt and there was nothing I could do about it and let the house go because he said his dream house no one wanted or would want to buy and I was not well, going through a no fault divorce, without money, or a job or anything. I was fucked. Perfect time for that cuss word. Perfect place to put it. I was and I had been screwed over by everyone except my parents. My brother wasn’t trying to screw me over but I think he had had enough and wasn’t in the loop as much as he thought he was and was not well talked about as far as being called pathetic by my eldest sister because he did not want to sue his acquaintance and owners of the sushi restaurant because of accidental food poisoning but she sure didn’t mind him advising me not to sue her because of our relationship being family and because of work place sexual abuse etc. I could have but he was right about family. It did not take me long to figure it out –  a certified letter kind of did the trick and common sense.  I was still very upset and had been ravaged and still more to go/come. The long term results were important. I am still not done yet either.  It was a bigger deal than if a stranger had been the culprit or if it had nothing to do with family. It would not have cut me to the core as it did. I could have said FUCK YOU and not cared one way or the other to the people at the office and others involved. I could have moved to another state etc started over. But it was a big deal to me and then it got worse when they took it out on my parents, other family members, me, and even themselves. It was one bad deal which we had to endure and in my opinion with everything we had wrong with us were far superior to those who screwed us and especially the BGEA and the RCC and believe me both will never live it down. Both will rue the day they messed with us. I believe it and I think and I hope God sees it somewhat close to how we do or vice versa and I hope we see it close to how God sees it and I think will be a great help to us and we will be reconciled, healed, and  many other good things because we really were and are a good family comparatively and my parents really were special. I know it must be that way because of what has happened so far and the signs I have been given. Not a lot of signs but enough. I know because we are blessed but we were attacked severely from every which way and no human could have done it better than we did.  What we had to contend with was BIG and I don’t know anyone or have never met anyone who would have done it better except maybe God himself. It was as big as if someone placed a nuke in your living room and expected you to be thankful, but you would have to know us to understand what I mean. You would have had to know my parents like we did to understand what I’m talking about. All in all individually and as a whole we were and are still a very special family and we were not moral laurels and full of shit. We were and are real people in a very hard spot and I believe most of us most of the time did the best we could. Probably all of us but I wasn’t privy to everything going on and of course God has a lot to do with it and I know he is not done yet. I think my revelations may have driven some demons my way because of jealousy. I learned things others hadn’t that were a threat to many in the business of faith. That was not my intent but was the result. I think we were attacked for truths sake which is why I have hope still after everything I have been through for my family the one I grew up with and the family I had as well and for me. I have never seen such a resistance as I have seen when it comes to the mustard seed dilemma. It’s quite crazy. I know we were attacked on the basis of the premise of the mustard seed being the smallest of seed when it wasn’t all along. I did not make it up. I imagine it was similar in Europe when astronomers figured out the earth wasn’t flat and caused quite a change in the world. The mustard seed dilemma is a huge dilemma especially in this day and age and it will sink in, not by me necessarily, but it will sink in.

We did not talk about God then but my brother didn’t appreciate my view of God but he never did before either nor my sister’s ideas either about God. He had his own ideas and was learning at his own pace about life and all that it entails and of course it has like I said changed as well sometimes I progress and sometimes I don’t because of the deceptions which are many. I don’t’ think about God all the time obviously but I know God is real and has affected my life and helped me to understand some things. He didn’t appreciate anyone’s viewpoint about God as time showed. It wasn’t like he showed much respect of other peoples view points about much of anything lol except for my little sister for some reason at her home on one of those family visits to see my mom as if she was protection of his as if he needed it and he didn’t, but the opposite. He kind of cowered around me about some issue and it was weird but the issue was weird and told me not to go there when I tried to show my sister and her husband and him in the house at the time about some things I found and had to explore the internet to find. It was about the school shooting in Newtown and what I had found through some truthers on the net who showed some inconsistencies that were huge during the Obama Administration and in regards to the false reports. I recognized one of the women in my past who had the greatest amount of information flooded by a bunch of crap we had to swim through on the news programs and on the internet in regards to the mass/murder suicide/ shooting and to find her investigation which was very thorough and she was a catholic woman.  Gary saw it and he recognized it was a deception which was kind of funny because he was the only one that did recognize it or admitted he recognized it and was amused by it for some reason. My sister, his wife didn’t even try to watch and then said “I don’t buy it” as if she had. My other sister was on the computer looking up recipes probably mine which she took when living with me and was gonna put on a computer isntead of on the recipe cards I had written out over the years of my favorites and never did and they disappeared during her divorce while living with me. She was not interested in much of anything other than herself. She was never into others feelings. In any situation it was usually without understanding of others peoples feelings and just how she was – kind immature in that way. She had virtues as well but that was not one of them. She never was into someone else’s shoes even though she tried to display it for show later because of her new husband and his desires to screw our family and her. She had moments of sweetness and love at times but I think a very confused person and needed to lean more than most on others. She lived with my family for a year or more and it was wild. It was not an easy thing to go through during her divorce and of course she was driven nuts by others who knew how to push her buttons and were taking advantage of her especially the lawyers involved who could have given a shit about anyone but themselves and the money they could get. There was no mercy in them. Hardened creatures using divorce as a means to some end and hopefully their own end. The first ones she tried said they were Christian and they were the worst of all. In my opinion who she was influenced by was the worst of the worst.

CRAZY as CRAZY CAN BE.

 THE BGEA.

My brother became kind of less of a person after the time he stayed with my older sister at the time of the meeting. Both my sisters were BGEA influenced. Heavy influence and I think he got in trouble with some bets he made having to do with baseball previously. He loved baseball and anything to do with baseball. He lost his home and was using his office space to live with his wife above his business space /to keep his office going for awhile yet he had won a big federal case against FEDEX because he was a good lawyer. A very good lawyer at the time. Became kind of wealthy and then lost it somehow and I think he was screwed over and his wife blamed him more than likely. I think he was sought out to be diminished or controlled and squirmed by somehow to some degree because he won a federal case. Feds don’t like people with those kind of talents. IMO. I think he was squeezed and did the best he could under those kind of circumstances and may have blamed me but I had nothing to do with it. I only noticed he changed and then he became a Gore Fiend. (Saw the movie by Gore funded probably by the Catholic Church like Mel Gibsons movies which I think are backed by the RCC.) I guess and was influenced by it and his wife who is Catholic. He wasn’t really religious until then and Gore’s ideas are religious based ideas from the Catholic Church originally so they may cause havoc on the world using weather phenomena and magnetic miccrowave type engineering of some kind at places like HAARP to cause destruction and to control. It also affects the minds of those who use it and who it is used upon. Each person is different so the affects of the weapon are varied on each individual and depending on other factors as well and the affects on the environment are as varied and in my opinion why mental dysfunction is so prevalent these days in the populations. Everyone blaming the warming or climate which neither can affect it but is affected by those kind of weapons. Earth isn’t void of power in that God does have power to fix problems that arise or we would not be here anymore. In Israel there is a monument that kind of displays the prophetic dilemma and clues etched by an awl (a sharp tool) on stone of this kind of intimidation and criminal activity by someone who wanted it to be permanent for whomever has eyes to see and suspicion enough to notice it means something and who is behind the destruction at the time and in future troubles we are facing these days which I wrote about in another post on my blog. It had to do with Rome. This I found out by their clues that the RCC could not or did not erase. You can read more about it if you want to on Merangue’s Blog which links many posts I have written and with links to other articles I found helpful to my needs to explain what I have explored and including about the bible and comparing of the gospels and the Old Testament and about the JFK assassination and my own personal familial type stuff which had a lot to do with my exploration or need of exploration. Gore’s wealth and his religion had something to do with the hanging chads in Florida and a payoff of some kind for losing to the Bush administration which changed the way our elections were taken and counted via computers. Another avenue to take over the USA and

because we won World War ll.

My little sister lied about my brother to me about being in a wheel chair before a family visit to my mom while staying in her home when he wasn’t in a wheel chair and weird shit started happening and pretty soon we were no longer a family. My older sister said he was pathetic for not getting involved in a lawsuit she and my other sister and their husbands desired in regards to food poisoning at a sushi restaurant which put her in the hospital for a week and the last time I heard (from my ex) which he learned from my older sister that he resented anyone who voted for Trump and didn’t want to have anything to do with the family anymore. I didn’t vote for Trump or anyone else because of the deception in the news. I didn’t know whether anything was true or not because most of it was false news as I discovered over time before the election WAY BEFORE during the Obama Administration and even before as we learned more and more about false news. I figure it’s the GREAT DECEPTION that has been prophesied in the bible. This is all I can figure it must be because it is so weird. I wasn’t at the restaurant with them so I have no idea if it’s true or not I just heard about it via my little sister and then my older sister and the ex. Rumors. Which is also a prophetic sign however on a family level and not worldwide, I hope, though it seems kind of a minuscule resemblance to world wide events.

I had no idea we meant that much to everyone. 😉 It sure didn’t seem like it.

I made a joke about Pence on another post I wrote recently being on a ship/carrier and how it was inciting violence because he looked kind of silly to me (not to others but to me) in his flap jacket and may have been well-meaning but seemed kind of silly and then all of a sudden US ships are being attacked. I guess there have been three attacks or accidents lately in the news whether it’s true or not. I don’t know because I wasn’t there. I don’t mean to put him down it seemed showy and like he was asking for it from a nut because there are some in this world and countries that have leaders who are nuts. I heard on Fox there were three accidents involving US ships lately in a blurb by some news anchor about some accidents in the Japan area and if it was mostly the damage beneath the water with the deaths of men sleeping at the time seemed more like an attack at two in the morning than a mere accident. Reminded me of the attack on Pearl Harbor yet our ships are in the area of Japan. I’m not a specialist in damage of ships but eerily sounded of some type of deception as occurred in WWll and from IRAN  twenty or so years ago but in broad daylight. Probably a JESUIT deception because that is the kind of thing Jesuits do or have done in the past to stir things up between peoples all over the world to protect the RCC and it’s valueless reputation. Wouldn’t surprise me but if it was influenced by Obama it would not surprise me either. So much shit has happened nothing is beyond imagination and all over a stupid mustard seed not being the smallest of seed. IMO. How hard can it be to overcome a seed that isn’t as small as claimed. We got over Michail Gorbechov’s birth mark seems to me we could get over this false notion that was testified to by a pope in the recent past as a ploy though he called it the New Enlightenment of faith which is obviously a man-made type of enlightenment. We got over the world isn’t flat. Used to be the RC killed babies with birth marks in the past as a sign of witchcraft so I figure it has to do with the Catholic Church and it’s allies. I guess it’s the Catholic idea of recompense for figuring out the mustard seed is not the smallest of seed which means there will probably be Vatican 111 to reconcile the difference it makes and as far as the Vatican is concerned and it may take them a thousand years to come to terms with their own deceptions. It makes a big difference and people like Cal Thomas need to get a grip on this small truth. If he can’t do that what kind of faith does he possess? Must be really small! Something obviously has affected his mind if he can’t grasp the truth of the matter in regards to the mustard seed. Obviously a problem with women in his own mind and heart. He can’t accept that women have charge of their own bodies or should have charge of their own bodies anyway and the attitude of most men isn’t right with God. The devil hated the female as well. Must have affected a lot of people’s minds and instead of grasping for the truth would rather live a lie which is very sad to say the least and deceptive. No wonder about the tsunami in the Indian Ocean which affected the axis of earth. Altering it is a mammoth achievement I’m not sure man could have achieved however the Japanese tsunami was achievable via man made devices and in response, I think. Which has affected our food supply our oceans and who knows what else. It was a response to the hoped for delay of the Neo Catechumenal Way in Japan by catholics who noticed a rise in suicides as a result of the NeocatechumenalWay being touted and pushed by the RCC in ROME. I do not know if Pope Benedict caused it but he was definitely guilty by association which is a big problem for many people. He may have had nothing to do with it but he did warn about the One World Government WITH TEETH and about the Jews not being responsible for the death of Jesus and about the New Enlightenment called faith and his popery was shorter probably because of his warnings and in his place we got a Jesuit asshole for a pope, but he ain’t mine. He also was an advocate for truth in charity. He had been enlisted in the Nazi military as a kid but he was forced in to it at the time during WWll but after his popery and after retiring from it quite dramatically he was depicted as Stalin on the internet or Stalins son which I thought was kind of odd. Obviously he had made enemies in the Catholic Church probably the Jesuits since the Jesuits replaced him for his admissions an confessions about the lies in the bible. He actually had made some big advances for the religion of catholicism unlike the majority of popes in the past which were not worthy nor righteous. Back to Joel Olsteen and his sermon which touched on animals and whether they possess morality or a sense of morality and I think they might. They have a will so I think they may possess a morality especially when trained or to each other or to others. Not sure how developed it is but I guess it depends on the circumstance and the animal. Jesus at the Sea of Galilee got the fishermen to catch 153 fish and perhaps his will was more than theirs but they got caught in the nets for his miracle. Maybe it was by mutual consent. I don’t know. Not 154 but 153 which has some kind of meaning which I went through on a few posts and so have many others done the same with their ideas of the meaning of it. What would be the point of animal sacrifice if there wasn’t some kind of morality in it? Like in the movie the Last of the Mohicans and they kill a deer and pray over it. A spiritual prayer and appreciation so they could eat. Granted it was a movie but the same goes for the ram caught in the brambles with Abraham and his son and the lamb’s blood in Egypt, etc. I don’t think it meant pets though. I think they have morality in that we teach them to love and be loved and they do teach kids about love and caring, imo. When a  dog warns his master of a thief or a break in that’s kind of a will that has some kind morality behind the action or warning a dog might give by barking or the dog could go to sleep and not warn his master. What kind of dog would not warn his master? A moral less dog. It may be a small thing but not for the master if he wasn’t aware of a prowler, etc. Often times the dog gets killed for the warning so there must be some kind of morals it possesses. I guess it depends on the training and the love. Obviously instinct is involved as well. I think God uses animals sometimes, like he did my kitty who was murdered in my opinion and was the sweetest cat in the world. Little Romeo. A cat that loved everyone and wouldn’t hurt a flea and only by mistake.  I explained it in another post I wrote and about Buck my dog who was shot by our neighbors by accident I think and died and my daughter and I saw him running around and we saved a dog because of seeing him with Buck. There was some morality in this event. A man got his beloved dog back at the verity least and we saw Bucks spirit which is a reminder to us.

What was the point of a dove lighting on Jesus when he was baptized? A sign. Or a dove in the yard at the hospital before my dad died. It was a sign. Or the blackbird and dove on the ship of Noah. A sign or two. People used to send messages via doves and birds. God created the animals and fishes and birds and pets for us to enjoy and learn from and about. When you see a kid kill an animal just to be a jerk that is a sign the kid isn’t very nice and needs some help. When a person puts a pet in a garage door smashing it as a threat or to intimidate or in fun you can pretty much know that person is fucked up. Isn’t that right? When someone tortures an animal it’s a sign of a messed up person who has a problem and can be a problem for others.

There are some people that cannot be taught and/or don’t care.

My brother is not one of them.

My family is not one of them.

There is another prophecy I was intending to write about that was in the Book of Daniel. I’m going by memory and not checking to recheck my memory. It had to do with something standing where it should not and there has a been a lot of that kind of thing going on such as when I saw in pictures about Benghazi with Michelle Obama at Benghazi with a syringe in one hand and a rifle of some kind in another and her hair is short or she isn’t wearing a wig and and looks like her face is swollen by plastic surgery wearing sandals with heels rolled up jeans and in front of a building on fire. I have written about it already and of course my dad seeming to be there with a bork looking face half eaten or something that appeared in photo on the net about Benghazi, etc. Really dangerous stuff and cruel and a concern of course and many other intimidating photos of things unimaginable except by a fucking lunatic in regards to my family. Then recently saw a movie using names I know and seeing people I recognize at the Love Field Airport when JFK was coming to Dallas. Or seeing people I know in other places that are having to do with JFK’s assassination that could not have been there except to be matted in somehow using a photo type program to add their image such as my brother who was only a kid appearing in one photo in particular when he was with me at a dancing party “a twisting party” in England when we got the news that JFK had been assassinated on one of our birthdays and since the date of JFKs assassination was in November it had to be a birthday between my sister and I- my little sister and I and the kids at the party were a little older more like for my brother and older sister and more than likely for my older sister. We had it on family film and it wasn’t just a memory. I think it was a birthday party but could have been just a party a dance party and if that’s the case I don’t really have a reference point birthday wise. The party stopped of course. We stopped twisting. Twisting was a form of dancing at the time because of the Beatles I guess and a few other American stars at the time.

This picture is in the CBS news reports of the aftermath of JFK in the hours afterwards on some corner.

On Fox now they are talking about the guy whose son died via a coma he got I guess from a beating he got in North Korea and was given back recently and it does not sound reasonable. Sorry. Why would North Korea give back a prisoner so the world could see of a prisoner in a coma when they try to hide so many other things. Doesn’t make sense but the guy looks like a nut and a by product of Billy Graham and another person. Weird looking guy. Fox never ceases to amaze me with the news they project. This one is weird. Before this guy was given up another prisoner was given back alive who may have put other prisoners of war in danger or spies in danger that might have been there because of his nonsense and he looked like he was the type to pass out nonsense for who knows why. 15 minutes of fame? Money? He was the one talking about the way people acted while he was there. I guess he either escaped or was given back but at the time I thought he did not sound reasonable in the sense that what he did could be treasonous. It was about a month ago or more. The pictures we saw of this person held by North Korea is of a guy walking around with two North Korean soldiers so that isn’t someone in a coma, is it? Ridiculous news. Someone in a coma can’t walk, okay? Talk about crazy.

‘Here Comes Peter Cottontail’ – By Gene Autry – Happy Easter

The prophecy about something “standing where it should not” is talking about something other than a person. Person, place, or thing…. and it’s a thing.  It’s the prophecy itself which is now in the Book of Matthew and says (whosoever let the reader understand) which was in parenthesis. Something like it anyway. You have to have read it to know it was there and it was always kind of odd so it was noticeable to most people who have read the Book of Daniel in the Old Testament and the reader obviously read it at one time or another and it really doesn’t make sense in the Gospel of Matthew at all where as it made sense in the Book Of Daniel when it was in the Book of Daniel but by showing up in the Gospel of Matthew it makes the Book of Matthew more prevalent or is meant to by a nut. The whole business of the assassination of JFK and the Vatican ll had to do with making the Book of Matthew of the gospels the pre-eminent gospel and since it appeared first in the bible of the 4 main gospels it already had pre-eminence so it was a ridiculous attempt to give the Gospel of Matthew the pre-eminence it already had being placed where it was. The gospel of Matthew is one of the three Synoptic Gospels which includes the business about the mustard seed being the smallest of seed which since we have learned is not the smallest of seeds and includes other prophecies on the Mount most of which are without any details which is like going to see someone with a crystal ball telling you there will be many men in your future (tell me something I don’t know) or things like that when Jesus could have mentioned airplanes, or trains, space travel, many things including abortions (however the Gospel of John: Jesus says Feed my lambs and sheep in reference to abortion and against those who use abortion as an excuse to hospice IMO and as a sign of something bigger than a mustard seed coming towards the way of Peter and if you stack it up with Revelation it isn’t good for the RCC and was a warning to be heeded or else and for us to take notice of the deception and possibly some things we don’t know on the horizon. Deflection ain’t gonna work this time!), or things that might have been much more specific: the Sermon on the Mount: which could be referring to a horse and not a mountain. So many things look a little different these days after finding out the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed and it would behoove some people to take it seriously instead of relying on lies and false credentials which will turn around and rend you if you don’t. It’s a choice. No one knows who wrote the synoptic gospels but the credit is given to the “Q source.” which I and many other people before me have written about.  The Gospel of John does not include or did not include the business about the mustard seed being the smallest of seed. I’m not saying the Gospel of John is perfect but it excluded the mustard seed shenanigans which by finding out it was in the Gospel of Matthew kind of demoted the Gospel of Matthew by it’s own petard using two other gospels that basically said the same thing which is not proof but copying in a different style depending on the writer and the personality of the writers involved. It also includes the genealogy of Jesus and is the kind of genealogy that cannot be proven and some things have also occurred in a few other Books of the Bible to help the genealogy but obviously they were tampered with during the dark ages which I and others before me have written about. I THINK  the book of Zechariah or Zephania do some tap dancing in regards to the genealogy to support the Gospel of Matthew which I wrote about and others before have done the same. Obviously I got some help because of those before me and some legitimate evidence of BS.

If you believe a guy being escorted out by the North Korean soldiers is in a coma walking around you have to be out of your mind. People in comas don’t walk around nor do they twist.

I heard he went over with a group of people but why were there photos of him and film of him walking as if he was dizzy with the guards obviously not in a coma yet I know this story may be a lie a false news story usually are because there have been so many. Who took the film? Interesting question, isn’t it? Is it allowed in North Korea?

American student detained by North Korea has died 

Supposedly the American student in North Korea has died in a Cincinnati hospital. What the hell was an American student doing in North Korea? Taking a class in stupidity?

“Standing where it should not”

has to do with the concept of supporting. Giving credence. Credentials etc. False credibility since it should not etc. and being placed in the wrong location to give false credence. It helps to remember. Really does and has to do with the prophecy in the Book of Daniel being placed in the Gospel of Matthew to deceive because I sure as heck don’t remember it in the Gospel of Matthew a while back but I do remember it being an odd statement in the Book of Daniel of the Old Testament and the solution I prescribed or suggest of the prophecy and its meaning makes sense. I could be wrong, but I don’t think so. The reason I say that is because it says something about let the reader understand and since most catholics don’t read the bible they wouldn’t know it was moved and since revelation is explicit about the RCC /Vatican and it’s description and it’s demise and since   the Vatican ll and the events occurring in 1963 have been written about as having to do with the preeminence of the Gospel of Matthew it sure makes sense to me if you disect or put meaning to the words of the prophecy and why it might have been moved and the reasons for the move from the Old testament to the New Testament it makes sense. I’m not a prophet nor hope to be one. I’m just trying to make sense of what I think I know.

Or why move it? That is the question, if my memory is correct.

It could have a double meaning and also be referring to the Shroud of Turin and the 3-D rendoring of the Shroud : The image of the beast placed where it should not and it will eventually talk somehow causing people to worship it. If people flock to Guyanaananana or flock to see Robert Tilton etc it’s not so implausible. In the Old testament wasn’t it Daniel who got in trouble for not worshiping some image or statue at a particular time. I think so. It was someone in the Old Testament anyway.

I think the way Joel Olsteen acts is kind of robotic and especially his gestures.




Perhaps we might get to explore strange new worlds, and seek out new life and new civilizations, and boldly go where no one has gone before in some important ways.

Why not?

I think my family and friends have things to look forward to regardless how bleak things seem at this point in time.  I’m counting on it and hope deep within their hearts they are hoping for the same thing in their way.

There is more coming in regards to George Ball (Nothing propinks like propinquity), my newest brother in law married to my little sister, “How much wood would a woodchuck wood if a woodchuck could chuck wood” DOD Secretary under Obama: Chuck Hagel (Get Ready, America and Chuck Hagel had no reason to question the motives of Obama he said even though it is his job)  and the Queens ring-bearer for their 50th or 60th Diamond Jubilee anniversary a few years back (the year is insignificant of the anniversary) and the Supreme Court Justice who died recently: Antonin Scalia. Just some interesting stuff we need to remember about them and their reason for being. Some inconsistencies about him FOR SURE!~REAL INTERESTING ONES!

A funny thing happened a few hospital visits ago. I had an indian doctor who was kind of short and was wearing khaki pants. I can’t remember if he was wearing a white jacket like doctors do but it was open if he was. He asked me the usual question “what is goin on?” or something like it and I was on the bed explaining to him as best I could and his pants were kind of kinking at his groin like khaki pants often do. I was thinking as I was talking and not looking him in the eyes and I guess he thought I was looking at his male parts and he did the funniest expression. It was cute, not rolling his eyes but looked like it was bugging him and he looked up with his big eyes at the ceiling as if saying “why is this happening?” The bed was at that level and I wasn’t looking at him that way but it was like a comedy. Very funny moment. Most of my problems have been because of my gall bladder which has 6 stones which I believe have caused my near seizures which is very hard to live with. Makes you feel like you are going to turn to stone and is very scary. Plus because of my scar tissue from the first operation and because the gall bladder is near the liver and also the small intestines which my doctor years ago warned me might be a problem for a number of reasons. The doctors reaction cracked me up. He should have raised the bed. A common problem these days is the gall bladder. Not sure why. Could be climate change. I have heard a lot of people having problems. It isn’t that uncommon but I have heard about a lot of them lately.

When Justice Scalia died he had been quail hunting in an area called Cibola Creek Ranch and was at a lodge (Large) I guess when he died of natural causes supposedly. I think he was murdered. He was kind of controversial in that he was a Justice of the Supreme Court and his stance on abortion was very Catholic, in a way and kind of compartmentalized. He kind of died coincidentally when the issue of abortion and planned parenthood has been a bone of contention for the RCC, our politicians, the press and during the Jesuit Pope Francis Roman Catholic style inquisition trying to punish women psychologically and in some countries with jail time who have had legal abortions as if they were guilty of murder and yet the Pope saints Mother Teresa a murderer of the elderly using abortion as an excuse to use hospice to kill the enemies of the Catholic Church incognito and because we won WWll the vets in our country and their wives who  served their country and never mentioning it is actually murder suicide by hospice by Mother Teresa’s and the RCC’s Dogma and instead sanctioning it confusing many people. Glorifying her. People used to Glorify Hitler when they had to. I don’t really understand Scalia’s beef or stance on abortion but the videos no one has seen and only snippets by catholic nuns claiming via partial birth abortions people are supposedly buying baby parts including livers the size of peanuts and without proof of those sales. Partial Birth abortion is illegal isn’t it so how could Planned Parenthood be preforming Partial Birth abortions if it’s illegal.  There is no need unless you are intending to farm woman for abortions for some kind of catholic businessmen, like the mob. I don’t believe it because if there were videos we would have seen them regardless of a judge prohibiting the release of videos with the proof because the Roman Catholic Church has the wherewithal to do it anyway so of course raises suspicion in me as to the verity of those claims and because the women starring in the videos act like Roman Catholic lunatics and are lying their asses off and look like lunatics as well and one was recently photoed shaking the popes hand in Rome and she was wearing a habit and one of those women was an actress I recognized on the Prairie.  So the RCC is playing a hide and seek game hoping the judge will prohibit the release of videos because the videos implicate the RCC. The USA is not the world and the RCC is all over the world unlike the USA and Mother Teresa’s Hospice is in a ton of countries and parishes all over the world and if they had proof they certainly are hiding it. What is occurring is an inquisition against women to control their bodies as if their bodies were the property of the Bishops and the Cardinals and the Popes and Priests all male institution and women are not their property and because the RCC likes to torture women because they don’ t like women as much as the devil doesn’t like women and also because the RCC was caught abusing kids and they don’t want to accept responsibility for the abuse nor the injuries of kids legally and/or financially to make amends to those kids lately and in the past and the RCC have been caught hiding the abusers and hiding their banking problems of laundering money for the mob and using some USA tax dollars funneled in various ways out of our country for the mob and also laundering mob drug money from other countries  and hoping to stall the legalization of marijuana which would if legalized hinder the mob from making more money and corrupting more kids using marijuana as a gateway drug to get them on other more addictive drugs such as heroin and many others via marijuana contacts and dealers of the mob. Marijuana doesn’t have to be a gateway drug if we take it out of their equation and out of their control as we did alcohol via legalization and use it for our defense instead and to fund other things as well such as the national debt which I think ought to be annulled (Why not?) and because the mob and the Vatican use the money of illegal drugs to screw up the world which isn’t exactly holy nor clean, certainly not godly and the Vatican hired Kissinger to help them with their lousy reputation which is deserved. Ever read the proverb in bible about kisses? Go to the bible online and look up kisses and there ye shall find. Funny thing though, when Scalia was asked (It’s on Wikipedia) if he believed the devil was real and he said he did like most Catholics do and said “the devil made pigs jump off a cliff”…. which in the bible is Jesus who sends the pigs over a cliff. He put the evil spirits causing madness in some crazy guys into pigs instead and the pigs ran off a cliff into the SEE. Not sure which gospel but I think one of the synoptic gospels. What he said before that led me to believe the Jesus that did that was Catholic. He asks some people “how do you protect your children if your children were possessed” in another stunt he does which is very Catholic kind of statement and of course in Israel at the time the Romans were occupying Israel like the Nazis occupied some countries. The RCC have Exorcists. I’m paraphrasing quite a bit because I don’t want to look it up but Catholic Dogma is kind of funny about the Devil vs Satan. Most people are. I just assume both are evil whether one and the same. Recently their famous exorcist (Bishop, I think) said the devil had entered the vatican. I haven’t any idea who it was in reference to but I guess he ought to know. No one really knows if Satan and the Devil are one and the same but since the Jesuits are in charge I would suspect the devil and satan are pleased. Like Anne Graham Lotz is an anagram of an anagram,

Satan is an anagram for Santa Claws.

I think Scalia was correct when he said the Constitution is a dead document especially since the constitutionalists aren’t willing to tell the truth about the mustard seed. And if it isn’t dead yet, it will be. It’s a matter of time and will be a moot point because it won’t exist. IMO, but the Ten Commandments will. It sure didn’t represent, protect, include

me nor my family.

It is only as good as the people that uphold it and no one does especially when it comes to females, but love to talk about it, like politics.

In any case Cibola was near where my parents lived.

Obviously, Jesus was not born on Christmas Day as everyone knows. So whose birthday is it the people are celebrating? Christmas is the winter solstice I think but religiologists included Jesus and inserted him in this celebration because it got them more business when the celebrations were already popular and could have been a separate celebration and the RCC could have tried to figure out the real date of birth of Jesus through the many documents they own in their archives and in their treasures they stole and hid and plundered had another celebration but they suffer the deadly sins of gluttony and sloth and would rather abuse women and girls and sexually abuse little boys every chance given. Nobody knows when he was born which is interesting since genealogy is so important in the Gospel of Matthew. I guess the RCC wanted to control the seasons as well as the climate using Jesus. In essence the RCC are control freaks, hate females, love the mob, want to decide who can marry who, who can divorce who, and who can be forgiven via a fee for whatever it is a person is accused of depending on their station in life, their sex, their race, their age, their beauty, and their religion, their business, their political affiliations, their talent, their assets, and how much it will cost and/or profit the RCC. If you give them an inch the RCC will take a mile and because of the deadly sins they like to abuse called envy and lust and because the RCC moral instinct and sinful nature of the deadly sins of pride and greed don’t want to admit the mustard seed is not the smallest of seed have succumbed to the deadly sin of wrath against women and girls in retaliation and against their families around the world who believe and stand by their children for legal abortion to protect them from the rape, pillage and ravage of priests, Bishops, Cardinals, and Jesuit popes and the mob who hide in the population incognito that assist them to plunder anyone if possible in order to do it over and over and over again until every country on earth is a banana Republic and women are pregnant 9 months of every year and use the girls to incubate their sperm which they acquire in various ways in order to keep the RCC the most populous religion in the world hence the most powerful while at the same time diminishing populations of other religions via Mother Teresa’s Sisters of Mercies to sterilize the females and males in other countries who aren’t quite up to snuff as far as their assets and property or desirability and so as not to have to feed anyone if possible via starvation and hospice to disobey the last thing Jesus commanded at the Sea of Galilee to Feed my Sheep because Jesus was not really Roman Catholic:

The Process is called Replacement Theology.

It takes a while but with bad intel and deception it can work if given the chance to move forward by the people of the world’s and their ignorance of the RCC’s long term goals to decimate the other large religious competitors: Islam and others i.e. Self-Preservation because the RCC knows it cannot rule the world if it doesn’t accomplish it’s deceptions and allow via deception the destruction of Islam via other religions and countries eventually. The RCC does plan to be the boss, of course. It doesn’t happen overnight but I guarantee it is in their vision to achieve. Why not? The World Government with Teeth as prophesied by the RCC Pope, himself. There ain’t no way the RCC and ISLAM will be the last two religions for each other. The two will be against each other but not until the other does it’s dirty work because the RCC is slothful and gluttonous. Obviously, both religions will not rule the world. You would have to be an idiot to think otherwise but the RCC is connoting on it and vice-versa. It is an opinion and I think it is plausible, probable and logical by their standards and by their own lusts.

What were the Crusades about?

In the Old Testament the people (The Hebrews) wanted meat and were tired of manna which was a white substance they could gather each day and cook except on the Sabbath when they gathered it the day before and it lasted whereas it did not last if they gathered it the night before on any other day and so God sends them a bunch of quails and I guess the people get very sick. Maybe a reference to goody two shoes such as Dan Quails? At Christmas a a few years back when my dad was alive still I had been shopping at Scrivners a really cool store in the San Antonio area. Good restaurant and a fun place to go shopping and in the window was a painting of a pheasants or quail and the best part of the art work was the frame which looked like carved feathers. It was a very small painting but it was really pretty and I wanted it for Christmas and hinted my ass of for it and and I was disappointed I didn’t get it. It had been a long time since I had acted that way about something I shouldn’t expect but I did after or before I had read about the quails in the Old Testament. Kind of funny. I think my parents didn’t get it on purpose for some reason and finally I accepted it which is silly I shouldn’t have wanted it so much.

Don’t Get Your Panties in a Wad

They kind of were. Sometimes when i sit down to eat they do that when I get up I have to un-wad them, but at the same time I don’t want my brother-in law making it an issue. I want to un-wad them without hearing about it. You know? Every little thing I do kind of harassment. My ex just told me he was at the paint store recently or construction store where paint is sold and the Mexicans illegal ones cut in line and so did a white guy and then he stood up for himself after teaching the people in line AND behind the counter at the store that cutting in line isn’t cool because this is America. The white guy said “Don’t get your panties in a wad” and the ex said he turned around and stared at him and said “my panties are not in a wad” which of course has to do with when we were in San Antonio and the B-I-L (brother-in-law) chided me seductivly in my ear when I got up from dinner to walk the river with my family and with my niece’s kids when my little sister told me not to watch the kids by the river and let my sister watch them since it was her duty to watch them. IT was Gary’s duty as well but he loved letting others do it for them and didn’t care if they fell in the river and they didn’t but if they had I highly doubt he would have jumped in to save them from the rats and snakes and from drowning in the darkness probably so he would not have to give his daughter and her husband money for being relatives one of which he made and managed. They have at least five kids last I knew. Beautiful kids because she is beautiful in her way. I think she represents the ANKH for her husband LEVI.

 I wonder – would her panties have been in a wad

if I let her little boy look over the ledge three stories high

and he fell to his death?

Maybe Gary had taken out a life insurance policy on him because he sure didn’t act like he gave a shit when he let his Very Young Grandson get separated about 3 or so blocks away and never said a word like “Thanks for watching out for my daughter’s son.” even though I treated you like a piece of dingle berry in his own ass in return.

You think I don’t know, do ya? Fuck you and your ridiculous family!  He loved putting people in jeopardy to scare his wife, my family, me as he threw his first born at about one year old about an inch away from a ceiling fan. There are so many examples of some kind of mental disorder. Some kind of twisted entertainment.

I remember at the condo when Kristen was about 8 or 9 years old and we were all sitting around the dinette table of the condo at Padre and I got up to go to the balcony to have a cigarette and my niece didn’t want me to smoke. We had a small tiff about it because I didn’t want her to interfere with my break from family that I needed because I smoke and sometimes I like to get away from small areas and family and look at the ocean for solace and it really upset the people inside especially my sister, her mom. She was pissed at me because I guess I was rude. It wasn’t that big a deal but she made it worse because I had held my ground and went anyway and I guess felt I was too harsh with her daughter which is possible but I was with family and sometime you need a break and is far better than watching my sister talk to a client on the phone about stupid shit for hours on end loud enough not to be able to do anything but hear her talk and we had to be a bit quiet as well so she could hear her client for hours one end while on vacation and waiting for her to get ready to have some fun at the beach with the kids. She loved to waste other people’s time on her and her shit for clients I think she and them owe me some money for my time wasted on their pettiness because usually her clients were petty worrying about nonsense. Didn’t they know she would find a great gift at the store for her clients? As I went to go to the balcony I walked by their room and the shower was on because you could hear it and see steam and the door to the room was wide open as I walked by and glanced and there was Gary standing in front of the end of the bed stark naked stroking his hard dick posing for me. Funny because I just realized my sister was in the dinette area as well or she would not have known Kristen and I had had a small confrontation. I had tried to remember where she was thinking she was in the shower in their room and Gary was on his way to join her but he was using the shower as an excuse to be naked for me. I loved that Kristen cared of course but she was a kid and I wanted to do what I wanted to do. Like her dad wanted to do what he wanted to do and she never made it an issue with him anyway partially because they erased her mind or made her think it was okay to harass other women and female family members sexually. Her mom didn’t make her think it was wrong, either. We were supposed to enjoy it and we didn’t. So what if he has a 2 foot dick when hard? It wasn’t mine and I didn’t want it either. It was my sister’s and she had to get her vagina enlarged during one childbirth to enjoy it. She didn’t know or he didn’t bother to teach her to masturbate if you want to have fun during sex if you need to. Perhaps he never warmed her up like a good man would. A real man. He was getting off on his sexual escapades of dreaming about sneaking up on the unwary when asleep which most people are unwary when asleep and most people don’t want him fucking with them when sleeping or at dinner or at the office or while watching a good movie with the family or going to the balcony so his wife can mistreat them later for his sexual imaginations of degrading females. He ought to just hang out at the morgue for females or in the morgue at a hospital before bodies are taken to be buried to have sex. That is what it is like or similar to. Go ahead and drink some more Calamine lotion and see if I care. I never saw an ad on tv about drinking Calamine lotion. She did it too. She went into my sister’s dark kitchen at night to get something for her tummy and picked up a bottle never looking at the label and took a swig after my little sister witnessed Gary peeking his dick out his pants posing it and positioning it so I could have a birds eye view of his dick sticking out his pants and I wanted my little sister to have one as well because she was sitting next to me. She kind of got interested at that time in a weird way but I don’t think she ever bothered to tell anyone for me as a sister and after that he started hassling her under the table etc. She had seen him years before driving in his white Lincoln Continental around White Rock Lake with a blond woman. Probably the blond model my sister modeled with for the magazine Pennies while in college and was one of her suite mates. I called the poison center that night to find out if she would be okay after she came in with her lips stained in pink to tell me what she had done and she went upstairs and my dad followed. I didn’t know he followed her but Gary came in and told me because my little sister and I made a cruel joke about it. It wasn’t meant to be cruel it was hard not to. It was more of a mimic of her face as she was telling us which was basically crossing her eyes,  act like she was taking a swig and pursing her lips and then the expression of a person known as the richest woman in the world who had had a lot of face surgery. From then on every time she was drunk or drinking and around me my little sister used to prompt the calamine expression and tell stories about me when I dumped some marijuana in a drain outside our house. I was about 14 and came home from somewhere I was that day and the house was dark, the front door was wide open, and no one was home. I was afraid someone was in the house but I went into my bedroom to my desk because the drawer was wide open and I went to see what was going on and there was about a pound of marijuana in a bag and so somehow my little sister arrived and we discussed it and were freaking out as well and then a guy was driving in our neighborhood and on our street not just once a guy who had had a crush on my best friend driving around in his red Camaro who was also the police captains son who looked just like HardBall Chris Matthews. This was in Alexandria Virginia. So yea I threw it away down the drain in front of our house but I never heard the end of it at every opportunity at parties I had to hear about it and yes it was funny but it was only a pound. LOL. She tended to extend and exaggerate the story for 40 years or more. Remember when… and sometimes you didn’t want to remember in front of tons of people at a party or a gathering or whereever and hoping not to make a bad impression.  Who wouldn’t have thrown it away?

She was with me so she helped. She was only 13 months younger.

Things aren’t always what they seem to be and nor are people but truly I believe it has to do with the BGEA:

MIND CONTROL AND FORGETFULNESS AND SOME FORM OF THE SON OF CONSOLATION WRITTEN ABOUT IN THE BIBLE.

(Consolation means to forget.)

WHAT MADE IT COMEDIC WAS AFTER I THREW IT AWAY I WONDERED NOT FOR JOY WHETHER IT WASN’T SOMETHING MY FRIENDS AND I HAD PURCHASED TOGETHER. (I NEVER HAD MONEY) AND SO IT FREAKED ME OUT EVEN MORE!. THEN WHEN I MOVED I GOT LETTERS SAYING WE FORGIVE YOU AND I DIDN’T KNOW What THE letters  MEANT AND I DIDN’T ASK EITHER. The letters didn’t say. ONE OF THE GUYS we knew was a BIG DEALER IN THE AREA and he might have given it to me and didn’t tell me. I do not know. He was A GUY ABOUT 26 YEARS OLD with a long beard who drove around in an antique car and hung out at the park with kids my age and some even younger and some older and he

HAD A CRUSH ON MY OTHER FRIEND WHO WAS

15 or 16 years old

(He would call me looking for her. A 26 year old man but I was a kid and I did not know better and its not like I was gonna tell my parents at that age.)

and he could have left it

but the signs of all the things about the house stunk big time like the police captain’s son. someone as depraved as Chris Matthews who had a thrill up his leg for Barack Obama.

I did not like him and nor did my best friend. It is possible he was the guy who burned her arm and hand with his lit cigarette butt playing some kind of game with her or threatening her or another guy I wrote about. His name was BROCK. Maybe both. When I moved all my friends moved so the letters I received were from civilians we sort of knew. My friends were all military kids from different branches of the military. It was suspicious to the nth degree and I was only a kid! Most military people move around the same time of year between school semesters and usually in the summer.

The drug dealer was a TOWNIE

and

Ohhhhhh he was also a

BIG TIME

MORAL LAUREL.

His name was TOM FOLEY and he had a younger brother named JIM

as in James Foley

who lost his leg in the war. 

I think with my little sister it was kind of a way to be connected to me which I can understand. Who wouldn’t want to be connected to me. I loved her. She changed quite bit. After my big operation  by a year or so I was trying to find a way to make money and she talked me into selling designer jeans and she as above main the pyramid scheme and finally she had a party and said she invited 300 people and then it got up to 500 people and 2 people showed up. So she lied her ass off. I worked my ass off and then she got mad at me for not being more energetic. Then when she lived with me I was on the phone to someone (no one I knew) and she ran through the living room and was talking looking for something and I didn’t answer her right away and she said “Can’t you multi task?” I couldn’t believe it. I had made her breakfast in bed a few times when she couldn’t get out of bed because she was so depressed and was living in my daughter’s bedroom. Then when she married the asshole and was living in Bridalwood she had a garage neighbor hood sale and told me my mosaic I was selling was a distraction to the customers and to move it. She was hanging with a real nice chic in the neighborhood who acted like a snob and then they moved their chairs close to the road sitting together and I said I think you guys are distracting the customers but I didn’t tell them to move and then when I had my operation she told me she would help me take care of the kids and stay in town and her husband called and she had to go home to do laundry for her grown sons and so she didn’t help and then when she finally got her divorce and remarried after living with me for over a year and when I got divorced would not help me because she had a new husband. So whatever her motives were then and before the infamous meeting and told me things it wasn’t necessarily FOR ME it was FOR HER. I guess to impress my brother.

The last time I heard from my little sister she was calling me the devil and satan in some e-mails and then she she wrote she wanted her sister back (as in Me). so I played some psychology and said “if your sister is satan and the devil why do you want her back?”

and she never responded. 

I thought it was clever, anyway.

Anyway, we could not believe she had picked up someone else’s bottle of medicine and usually calamine is in a plastic squeeze bottle. I have no idea how this calamine was stored. She was lucky she didn’t drink Caladryl. I have no idea how she was able to take a swig because every time I have had to use calamine lotion which  wasn’t often  a few times in your lifetime even when raising kids but basically you had to squeeze it and most of the time if it had ever been used before it dried up on the hole and in the hole and in the bottle and usually you had to take a needle to open the pin hole in order for anything to come out of the bottle so she must have really wanted a drink of calamine. It was not that bad but may be a bit insensitive. It was a strange night. I think we were watching the Last of the Mohicans and took a break from it. I did not know it hurt her feelings and wasn’t meant to. She never said it hurt her feelings and I could have handled it if she let on about it. I would have said Hey we called the poison center and we knew you were gonna be okay and we had a sense of humor about it. It wasn’t that funny but my little sister used to like to go on a bit about the same thing until there wasn’t anything left to laugh about. Over did it, often. I  knew she wasn’t gonna die because she hadn’t drunk enough of it but was gonna have to spit it out by throwing up and she did and my dad cleaned up after her which was pretty sweet. Gary didn’t. He would not have done it for either of his daughter’s either. He didn’t give a shit about my sister. She was his cover. She was his defense.  A Hillary. And so were his kids. He came and told us because he wanted us to feel bad for what we did which wasn’t anything really except have a sense of humor. I could tell by the timing of his information about my dad. And it was also a cover to try to make us feel bad for something we didn’t cause but in his mind we did cause it (a normal rapists conclusion) and possibly in hers as well which is sociopathic and insane. Like putting the cart before the horse kind of insanity and to make my  little sister possibly forget? I wish someone would stick his own dick in his mouth and stuff way down deep for a while so he can gag on it for a while. He used her to get to us in any way he could. She did the same about him in any way she could. The deal is she had tummy troubles because she had some kind of allergy to corn and corn products, she thought, and which are in many products we consume which made her have gas, fart a bunch and diahrea at the worst of times, like as you are walking down the aisle of grocery store or dress store and especially if you were behind her or on a driving trip in the middle of nowhere lost and no bathrooms or gas stations with bathrooms around or when the windows were up and forgetting to say hey roll down your windows, because once I did notice I would try to walk somewhere else like ahead of her, next to her, or a few feet away or roll down the window. I didn’t mind it because she was my sister when she left her smell around. I knew she had some kind of problem. How many times have you walked down an aisle and noticed someone left a stink. And often I just used to plug my nose as if you are going to swim under water. She made it a joke too when she did leave a bit of herself about and we would laugh together about it and try to outrun it without anyone noticing. To her it was kind of humorous because what else you gonna do but laugh about it and try to find a bathroom. She couldn’t help it. I think it became a problem after child birth or more of a problem because that is when it kind of arose as a problem because of child birth or possibly because of his dick hurting her inside, i don’t know. He used to fart and loved talking about flatulation which was a great deal of what he enjoyed talking about as did my other brother-in-law and usually jokes you had heard before and especially after seeing the western movie with cowboys around the campfire fart scene. It became fodder for many years for the average male. At some point she was pregnant in her fallopian tube and had to have an emergency abortion or she would have died which may have been part of her problem as well.

Her favorite perfume for many years was

Channel#5.

She had good taste in some things.

I was one of them.

I wonder if someone put calamine lotion in her Pepto Bismal bottle for the trip.

Gary wouldn’t do that, would he?

I just don’t see how the mistake could have been made. They bottle calamine that way making it hard to drink for the sake of kids protection from poisoning themselves. They make it hard so it’s kind of bewildering how my sister was able to swig calamine lotion even in the dark.

It’s a family affair, it’s a family affair.

Sly & The Family Stone – A Family Affair

Why not?

The next morning we woke up to OJ Simpson in a white van running from the cops on some highway in California because he had just beheaded or almost beheaded his ex-wife in her yard and killed her boyfriend leaving their kids in her house with a bunch of lit candles burning without anyone giving a shit because the people that did give a shit had been killed. Could be I’m combining two weekends at my little sister’s home in the Houston area, but I think it was the same weekend. Some kind of demonic connection. It really was …. I’m sure of it.

Gary developed a disease when living in their first home in the Highland Park area on Purdue-(where they bought a small two bedroom fixer-upper) the same disease as Susan Caine. PURPURA and while he had his spleen removed he was infected via the blood supply during the operation at Medical City Hospital with Hepatitus B or the one of the Hepatituses which is the bad one which affects the liver and he was advised not to drink or not to drink as much. I did visit him once while he was recuperating in the hospital with my husband because he was family. I didn’t want to visit him but I felt I should because he was family and because he was my sister’s husband and because it made me uncomfortable being near him without my sister around. It was a short visit. He had an incision from his chest to his tummy, I think. Looked like it anyway. It was not wide and I think he got stitches. Purpura is a blood disorder and I guess you get red spots on your skin as a warning or a symptom. Weird both he and Susan Caine had the same disorder pretty close in time like within a year or so, maybe? She had it first. I never saw the spots on him so he might have had something else because he continued to drink even more. Maybe he had a transplant? I don’t know how Purpura is caught or how a person gets it. HMMMMMM. I wasn’t married when they bought it and my brother had met his future second wife when they lived there or during the time they owned (a couple of years) it so I guess it must have been after that house he developed Purpura because my husband was with me when we visited him in the hospital and I had not met my future husband yet. I wouldn’t have known about Susan and her Purpura other than through my sister and her husband because we did not hang out together ever unless I had to and at my sister’s home with her. She was not a friend of mine but similar to a friend I had. We all have one of those. Everyone has got one. It’s inevitable in this world anyway. Like some cheese gets better with time and some doesn’t depending on the amount of time we are referring to. People change. That house was where my brother almost shot his foot off playing with Gary’s gun he found under the bed while he was on the phone with someone which was an improvement because Gary used to hide his gun under his pillow. He was a brick shy. I think most guys are. when Malachi was on the ledge I’m glad I was there at that time if not for Kristen then for her son and for my parents. My older sister and Gary did not have kids at the time they lived in the fixer upper. One night while babysitting their home my brother and I opened the front door for some reason and some kind of bolt lightning or something came in the door and both of us watched it fly around the living room and the study like a balloon when the knot is undone. It was very strange and it made a noise as well. It had no substance but energy of some kind. It was a hot night. In Texas sometimes there are electric storms without rain. One night I saw a storm of bolts but in the shape of a balls that were bouncing all over the place and very loud and kind of frightening because of the noise. It’s a rare occurrence. I have only seen that kind of a storm once but I assume it has happened before however I have never looked it up to find out. Later when met sister was in the last house I ever saw her in that they owned she had something done about the corn allergy after going to doctors about it. She had an operation. I can’t remember the hospital but in Dallas. either Medical City or  St. Paul, possibly one nearby. There are alot of hospitals in certain areas. The operation was on a Friday and I guess he snipped her ureter between the bladder and the kidney, I think by mistake. He had a German name as I recall and wasn’t like real friendly or anything. Luckily he figured it out JUST IN TIME and fixed it or she would have died. They still sued and made some money on it. Good money. She wore a urine bag for a few months. Around the same time she had plastic surgery on her nose for a deviated septum and more and ended up being a nose similar to my little sister who had a very pretty nose . My little sister had a fall in her closet and broke it and it was never the same. It still was pretty but it wasn’t the same. The nose on my older sister did not really fit her face imo but she obviously had a thing about my little sister’s nose all along or maybe Gary did. She also had her boobs enlarged. My little sister had done the same thing years before and it helped her. Her husband made an issue of it so she did it in shabby place but did it anyway. I didn’t really care for what the results were except in clothing. But the shape wasn’t quite right but it didn’t matter as long as she and he liked it. He took a chance having it done where she had it done. I never saw the place but she told me about it. My older sister’s jealous jacuzzi daughter mentioned my sister’s nose and boobs once that I know of and had seen earlier pictures of my older sister and my older sister (her mother) lied to her about it. Perhaps one day eventually she told the truth, but I doubt it. For years my younger sister told me that my older sister was competing with her on houses, pools, obviously men, noses, and plastic surgeries. She had a chin lift and partial face lift and tried to act like she didn’t. My younger sister resented it because she was really was an open book about her surgeries and wanted to share but I think it has to do with how she got the surgeries she got. I think my older sister used the system –insurance fraud and had a lot of help doing it. What happened at the office and partially why I was ganged up on had to do with illegal stuff I happened upon and didn’t realize till I went to real estate school what my sister and her husband were doing and the company they worked for was illegal big time. It might have been a set up in order for the company to side with my older sister and Gary to protect them. Pretty shitty. It really is. I was in a rough place, between a rock and hard place. So was my mom and dad and probably a lot of people. She probably took lessons from Hillary and wasn’t Hillary in the insurance business before she became what she became? Yep. I went shopping with her to help her find a dress for New Years party or event she was going to with her husband and her were with a partner of his at the time and his wife and she had humongous boobs that hung low. She was a dog in the face comparatively but she wore a dress and the opening was at her waist and my sisters husband was impressed by it. She bought a beautiful black dress kind of short. She had pretty long legs. The back was in a vee to the waste and was sharp looking on her and she wore pretty jewelry. Her husband had her in tears that night because she did not expose her bosoms and he liked the way the other woman hung hers. She had to go to the bathroom to cry and clean up her face afterwards. When she left the bathroom to go back to the table a man came by I guess a good looking guy and told her how beautiful she looked. She looked beautiful in the dress at the store. CLASSY. My sister was in a class of her own compared to the other woman. People used to say she looked like Raquel Welch in the face and she came by it naturally. She had a problem sometimes with weight but even when over weight she was beautiful. Beautiful smile and a fun smile. Older men loved her for her smile, her humor and her pretty face. One of the things my dad loved about her was her humor. He got a kick out of her. Of course she was his daughter so no wonder. She had pretty high cheek bones like my mom.  But she still messed around with some stuff to improve herself in her eyes like lip injections and tattooing liners etc. The lip injections were not helpful but the style of lips that is the fad these days are plump lips. I hated how they did it to her because she was too aware of them like the press guest Laura InGraham: PSSSST: DONT DO IT AGAIN. EVERYONE KNOWS AND IT DOES NOT IMPROVE YOUR LOOKS. You are not talking normal. YOU LOOKED FINE BEFORE. Honestly JUST GET THEM COLORED-tattooed LIKE THE CHARACTER ON THE SOAP OPERA – ERIKA of GENERAL HOSPITAL and buy the snake poison lip plumper. and talked funny because of them but she was aiming to please and to please her second husband as well who did not deserve her. He kind of messed her thinking up. Her first husband even though a jerk in some ways in regards to boobs and her talents was still better than the second one because THEY LOVED EACH OTHER.

Her second husband was a user and a half.

COLD AS ICE. 

whom she met on line at a dating service after a few other stupid dates she endured. He was from Michigan. DAVID number 2 as in poop and resembled quite a bit

DOD CHUCK HAGEL

HOW MUCH WOOD COULD A WOODCHUCK CHUCK IF  A WOOD CHUCK

COULD

CHUCK WOOD ?>?

Who never questioned Barack Obama’s Motives

Mr. GET READY AMERICA.

Ready the Secret service agent?

the Ring-bearer for the Queen’s anniversary Diamond Jubilee Celebration!

OR

George Ball of the LARGE (LODGE) “Mr. Nothing Propinks like Propiniquity” you know the guy who messed with JFK and OSWALD who is seen in the pictures at the jail before OSWALD was knocked off for posterity and who probably had a whole bunch to do with the entrance of the US into the Viet Nam war and the assassination of JFK!

I THINK HE THINKS HE IS KING DAVID

LOL Schnicker Snicker

and is self-deluded

There is a network when you get divorced in some places

to catch a pail of water. 

When her first husband’s dad was having health problems in older age she found him one day and he had fallen while naked and he couldn’t get up. She helped him and he made some jokes with her and loved her as a daughter-in-law for some of the same reasons my dad did. She helped to take care of him for nothing as much as she could but I don’t think anyone noticed or appreciated it. He was divorced but he and his wife while they were not  did live close to each other and were civil. The mother-in -law did not appreciate my sister and compared her often to the first wife he had and created trouble for her. The daughter-in -law she had from her step son also created trouble for her (his second wife). The one who sang like an angel with blond hair and chips fell out of her mouth when she talked.  The one who said I had a winker in my eye. The Church lady. Her step son had some troubles because of being a kid from divorce but my sister was good to him as a step mom though he one day had a problem of some kind and put a gun to her head. Some how they got past it. I don’t recall that she had to go to jail or he had to go to jail. I don’t think anyone called the police on him. I had to for nothing. Her step daughter overdosed on aspirin once but made it through. Had her stomach pumped but she lived. She lost her daughter at three years of age at her birthday party. My sister wasn’t there and I bet if she had been it wouldn’t have happened, but you never know and believe me I know she was imperfect but she did not put a gun to your head. I mean that amicably. The woman that helped my older sister when she had her ureter cut had white hair and my older sister thought she was an angel course she thought the priest on the plane was somehow related to God and she resembled Billy Graham’s daughter in the overall appearance. She told my sister that having surgery on a Friday isn’t the best of time to have surgery. She must have had quite a history in surgery knowledge but I guess that was as good an excuse as any. She helped my sister and tried to keep up with health situation details while she was at the hospital so my sister didn’t have to worry about it herself. Someone I guarantee hired her. I have no idea how she met her but probably the lady across the street who got her involved in the BGEA and those women retreats in the Carolinas. It’s my guess anyway. Usually I knew but things change and so do relationships. What my sister did not realize is she had been had. Sneaky people. I guess it was worth it. I guess the word that describes my oldest sister was the word devious. She did not start out that way. I think SMU molded the deviousness in her-Being around a bunch of rich kids. I’m not against someone having money but she developed an attitude when around her friends. IMO They thought their shit didn’t stink and it did just was much as the next guy or girl. It might have started before SMU when she rolled with Dallas. Take it how you think it means. And perhaps the Kirchers honed it in her. Her kids were not the problem. Maybe expectations have something to do with it as well. The expectations of others and it came between us as a family. Jealousy played a role. Something happened and it wasn’t good and I don’t think it was me or because of me. I think it has to do with the pillars of salt written about in the OT. When my dad had his TIA in Dallas after driving to Dallas from San Antonio to see the birth of one of the grand kids, her grandchild was a marker of some kind. We were at the hospital at the time. I could hear echoes in the room and I could feel it and it was loud and hollow. He started talking weird and couldn’t communicate very well, but tried and mom and Tootie went to find help and Gary was in the room sitting on a ledge near the window or wall area and I was across from him. He kind of was amused and raised his eyebrows in a funny way at me about my dad. I told my dad not to try to talk because it wasn’t helping it just got worse. Later on it was amusing after he was okay but it was a very strange thing and I know she pushed him too much for his age. Go here go there etc. Too competitive. Heightened too much. I think it was for the birth of Malachi but I might be wrong.

So get prepared Europe and the middle east and africa

and everywhere else

get prepared for the end of the RCC. 

Why? Because the RCC didn’t heed the warning given at the Sea of Galilee and instead went along with greta evil and Mother Teresa. That’s why.

The chief difference between Christianity and Islam

An article about the difference between mohammad and Jesus but what are the similarities? The mustard seed. Why?

Because some of the gospels and other books after the gospels are islamic! which is why there is the confusion called the GREAT DECEPTION!

Anyway Michael you know very little about Walter…..)

Hark the Harold angel sing Glory to the newborn king

Parts of the gospel of John try to show the deception and if you read it and compare events in the bible and in the gospels there ye shall find the message and since Revelation shows the destruction of the RCC the Vatican I don’t think God is necessarily against war, since God puts it into the heart of some army either in the present or the near future to destroy the Vatican therefore God must want the destruction of the Vatican. I highly doubt God or Jesus the Jewish one was for 6 million jews being slaughtered in Europe and wanted the USA to intervene. So whether one dies by the sword or dies giving a sermon sometimes the sword is necessary. Jesus of the gospel of John beat the other Jesuses to the cross. Cutting off someones ear wasn’t helpful, it was only a thing which is what Peter did in the Garden of Gethsemane to Malchus I think. And then denied Jesus three times. Guess what: There are 3 Synoptic Gospels. (Gospel of Matthew, Mark, and Luke) written by the Q source so the names of the authors are just things. I think Jesus of the Gospel of John wanted the people to see the difference between the gospels. I sure did. He used the the Synoptic gospels to discern the difference thinking ahead of course. Then after because of the abuse by the Vatican using Nazism and fascism Israel became a state of it’s own. Asserting itself with help from God. The Six day war is evidence, is it not? Some of the archeology is evidence as well and prophetic and if Israel hadn’t we would not have evidence.

I can’t tell you how often I have heard that God never gives you more than you can handle from faith teachers and faith sermonizers in all forms of faith….

Bullshit!

What about my sister and her husbands dick? What about Gary and his own dick? What about me and my sisters and the family troubles? What about our government and ObamaCare? What about the National Debt? What about the many women who have too many kids? What about the Catholic Churches own parishioners? What about every department in our government? What about the islamic population in England? What about all the civil wars and revolutionary wars in the Middle East and all over the world? What about the press? What about: A Second, Even Bigger Foreclosure Reaches NYC Billionaires’ Row and Infamous De Guine estate finally sells at dramatic discount? What about China? What about pollution? What about Nancy Pelosi? What about the people who commit suicide? What about Arlington National Cemetery? What about the many ferries and boats in the past that couldn’t handle the load? What about D-Day and those that didn’t make it? What about soccer stampedes? What about the people that go nuts and have nervous breakdowns? What about King Henry the 8th? What about the StockMarket? What about illegal aliens? What about the Titanic and the Hindenburg? What about O’reilly? What about the Pharoah of Egypt and the plagues? What about Noah’s Ark? What about Jesus turning over the tables of the money launderers? What about Hitler? What about those that overdose? What about Solomon?

Whoever says that is fucking liar and there are a bunch of them! 

LA loves ‘Obama Boulevard’ proposal but wonders: ‘Why not major street?’

Bull shit they are afraid of him and are paying homage to him.

GENUFLECTING!

Later in San Antonio we found out the wind or something broke off his front door (because no one was around besides my parents at the time) to his home, right off the hinges, while they were home at some point and I think was another sign something wasn’t right. A very strange occurrence. He did change and was much more judgmental about me and I could tell he was getting strange thoughts accusatory of me while with my sister her husband and me. I could feel it. Of course lies didn’t help. The first lie especially which grew into as I said once in another post on one of my blogs, into a life of it’s own. I could tell something was bugging him about me and like he was hearing voices while he was quite weak physically having had chemotherapy and other treatments which is typical of evil to attack someone when THEY are weak. I could feel it sort of and of course I was going through some things and a huge set up an entrapment scheme around that time which had not coalesced to it’s entirety with much more to unfold but I had not understood it and I think he was being set up/entrapped as well. The whole family was including my sister in another way, even though she was involved like a pawn. He was trying to protect us as a dad of a very cool family:

His family. Her family. Their family.

 I think the wind had something to do with it as well and a chapter in the Gospel of John which talks about it. The secret follower, which I think has to do with the BGEA. As I have written the secret follower wasn’t really a secret, was it? Since it was in the

Gospel of John.

So either Nicodemus or Joseph of Arimathea. Maybe both.

Standing where it should not?

And he made his grave with the wicked, and with the rich in hisdeath; because he had done no violence, neither was any deceit in his mouth.
What is deceipt?
  1. the action or practice of deceiving someone by concealing or misrepresenting the truth.

I know my dad is okay because he is special and so is my mom and together they are a force to contend with. A good force. Believe me, and they are not done.

 They will not give up because of their love.

You would’ve had to have known my parents to understand.

The wind and Dallas and the VW, the gust of wind in the VW? Scrambled her brains and with? Virginia Cook. During the Kennedy assassination when JFK was thinking about this speech at the World Trade Center about to get on Stemmons Frwy the woman with him said “You can’t say that Dallas doesn’t love you.” and he was shot at that moment, supposedly. It’s in the transcripts. He was gonna say something interesting, I think. Think about the “don’t get a wad in your panties”

and Borg Syndrome. Same kind of communication. If you look real close and study different versions of films that are out there are some interesting people at the sign and at the airport.

When the shit hit the fan I mentioned about my kids making a phone call and somehow my voice was in the background or so my mom said that my sister had either let her hear or related to her that I had prompted them or egged them on. And I had nothing to do with the phone call whatsoever. My ex does voice overs so I know it can be added but to get a phone call like that from my mom it was hard to take. Why didn’t I scream etc. She was confused by their games. EVIL GAMES. AND probably thought I was the reason or to blame.  DIFFICULT TIME FOR our family. I took some scissors and stabbed a framed photograph my parents gave me of them. I was so upset. And about the time I slapped my husband who didn’t believe me when I said I was bring watched, surveilled, harassed at work and school, etc by the company, by people in the real-estate business but not in the company but sure did get involved and my sister and her husband. He said his glasses flew across the room and yea they came off his head but he deserved it as far as I’m concerned and he came at me and knocked me off my feet. He had as a teen taken wrestling so it was some kind of move like that from a standing position with a fist in my face however he didn’t hit me. Soon after I got sick. Real sick. Deathly ill. It was nuts. I’ not saying it is what caused it but a mixture of things. I had been sick for a while change of life and some kind of infection while at the office I couldn’t get rid of and psychological terror. As far as the husband doing voice overs and his defense of my sister and the painting I painted every time she put up an offense he took her side. Like she said swap with her he thought it was a good idea and other things so he was her “boy” Somehow she got under his skin and was manipulating him but that was kind of recent. So I wonder did he make a voice over for her to implicate me to my parents? I wouldn’t put it past him.

One of the last things I saw my mom do was take my sisters chin and she said “Can you beat that?” sort of affectionately but I know she had seen my dad in the casket and his chin tucked into his neck and she saw the arrangements my sister made for the families at his funeral. I’m sure my dad noticed as well. My mom wasn’t dumb very patient but not dumb. She saw things I saw and I saw things she saw. I think she recognized something inside my sister. She loved her daughters but she saw something unkind. Because someone dies doesn’t mean you aren’t seen and the things you do or don’t do. THEY SEE!  Hence the commandments about parents: Honor your parents. I know when I have tried to relate that my mom wanted to live to 105 he concurred and he had already died. He knew. How did I hear. It was spiritual. I hear lots of stuff but I discern as much as I can and sometimes I recognize what I’m hearing to be true. Which also has to do with what happened at The ARC and the e-mails I received about my mom’s eyesight and the commotion about it and the picures sent my way which was sadistic and unkind. It didn’t go unnoticed, I’ll tell you that much. I have no idea what is ahead because of it. I do know what the Gospel of John says that Jesus said at the Sea of Galilee and it might be wise to take it seriously. Might make a world of difference.

A Family Hug

If you ever watched movie with my sister which I did frequently in my life in their home  she would ask “what does that mean?” You had to explain things a normal person would have understood. I guess if she had watched it, it might have helped; she had a tendency to talk during movies. And then forgetting about her son when he slipped into the shallow end of the pool without a sound but he was only about three years old so it didn’t matter what end it was and David my little sister’s husband saved him from drowning but because he had a tantrum the next morning he didn’t get the sleep he needed to work the next day and because John had an earache (water in the ear) in the night which was very immature of David she got her nose out of joint but I think she kind of forgot why he had an earache because she AND GARY weren’t watching her kid. I don’t know what she was doing? Changing the film in her camera? She couldn’t get past the slight to see the whole picture. I didn’t see it but she told me David was lying on the floor pounding his fists on the floor the next morning in their master bedroom. It wasn’t her fault she was out of town and the earache happened in the night and John was in pain. I guess if every one communicated better we could have handled it better and perhaps not. I slept through both the tantrum and the earache but was told the next morning. Obviously some kind of competition going on and something else: resentment. It was weird. He could have taken a day off but I guess it wasn’t the point. I don’t know the point. Kind of an unfortunate set of circumstances and then years later when his  daughter had a daughter she drowned in their pool (a different home) on her third birthday party a week after her birthday. It was very strange. I don’t know how many years later it was? 14?

My youngest sister was going through her divorce I think at the time. Had received some of her money but hadn’t met her second husband. She was able to go to the funeral and and brought back a brochure of Juliet’s funeral and I painted the picture twice. Not in one day it took me a long time. She was able to take it to her step daughter eventually after she was remarried. She paid me 100 dollars eventually and it was worth way more but not to my sister and I liked doing it for her step daughter because I’m sure while it didn’t bring her back but might help her some how and I did not sign it. My little sister didn’t appreciate art or the time it takes She wanted to make amends somehow. Somewhere in there. She was still in love with her first husband even after marrying her second husband. No doubt he was a better man. He remarried as well. His fist wife had had an affair with his best friend early in their marriage and he met my sister soon after via a friend of hers we knew as teens when my parents were separated and after for a while and they had a quick romance and he gave her an ultimatum either marry him now or forget it and we got together my bridesmaid dresses from my wedding for a few of us to wear to get the show on the road sine she wanted to marry him in a big way. Kind of quickie in motel rooms to dress, etc. whole vacationing in California to see my brother I surmise but I can’t remember why. They had a reception at his friends house the one whose wife had had umpteen abortions (about 7 or more, possibly 13. I knew it was an amazing amount but figured she or her husband didn’t want kids and for good reason. Possibly mental illness or something else like bad genes I didn’t ask why. It wasn’t my business and I didn’t know them) from what I heard from my little sister and didn’t have kids. I didn’t know them. The friends lived in California. At one point when she had possession of their RV before the settlement was over in order to get away when she needed a break from my family living with us sometimes it sat in front of the house or so she could travel to see friends or with a friend she took my art some of it and was gonna try to sell it or show it and font where she stored it and unexpanded her RV and scrunched the artwork. Luckily it wasn’t porcelain art which breaks and it took her months to tell me like Gary it took months to tell my Uncle about the money he lost. Finally told me and so I redid a few I liked in particular. I was kind about it. It was kind of funny in a way how she hemmed and hawed in order to not tell me but it was an accident. She was sometimes absent minded about things and it could have happened to anyone especially going through the crap she was going through a nasty divorce mostly because of the lawyers involved.  A lot was on the line for one thing she had while married started an aspect of his business that eventually was taken over by a friend of his he had hired. Not sure why. ANd while he was raising his business at the start of his attempt to go on his own she took care of a bunch of kids everyday to help bring in the money they needed to survive. She also acted as his partner at business parities and to make an impression for those he was dealing with and she also gave parties for the business before they were able to afford other avenues. She helped him become what he wanted to be and then he pulled some stuff on her with other women one of which he married after they divorced. HIs field mouse was his affectionate name for his third wife who started a relationship with him when my sisters first son was just a tot. They drank a lot with friends. Eventually he decided he wanted to stop partying after many years of partying and expected her to stop with him. I don’t know what got in to him to make him want to stop all of a sudden. She didn’t stop all of a sudden. She was much younger than he was. When I saw him at their home during the divorce with my sister who came to pick up some things he was drinking and brought out the wine for us too. So he didn’t really stop it was some kind of a test or something. He had had a nervous breakdown and was in the hospital for a while when the divorce proceedings started so when he pulled out the wine in their driveway things started to get hot between them blaming each other for the action so we left so he wouldn’t end up in a hospital again. Their marriage was kind of hot. He had accused her of having an affair and I don’t really know whether she did or not but I do know there were men who wanted to have an affair with her and were testing her because her husband was abusing her mentally and emotionally. These guys were waiting for the opportunity. Her family and their friends turned on her BIG TIME and a lot was at stake: “their business”: which had become quite successful and was even written about as being a big winner in the Houston area Like a top ten kind of business, so they had been marked for destruction and devastation and I don’t think it was necessarily what the friends wanted or the family more like they were used to this end by someone else’s determination who wanted to profit from the destruction of their marriage and what they had built together. It was a sad situation and we were not aware at the time how things work in this world. I know my brother in law ‘s first son from his first marriage had gotten serious about the business before her kids did because they were much younger. I think is why it happened. She had taken care of his kids for more than half their childhoods and they as kids had some resentments but his first son hated his own mom. So they didn’t have much choice and he loved my sister and his dad when he was a kid. Then as he grew got married a few times the second was Cheri who was the church lady and she had her sights set as well. It was quite a fiasco what my sister was having to contend with so….and for their family as well. VERY CONFUSING. Their business was a temporary labor for hire type business and since then a few other companies have cropped up to compete but he had it all for a while so much so he took his employees on vacations bought condos and entertained them and I guess some people didn’t like it. Wanted it or in on it. The employees enjoyed it, I know that. We enjoyed the condos as well. But success is attractive to thieves. They met some. The thieves found a chink in their armor and whittled away at it and over time were able to succeed in their destruction or TAKE OVER. Sort of a coup. They had lots of chinks because they had lots of friends/employees and lots of family and each of them had their chinks. Everybody has a chink some time or other. It’s not hard to find if it is what you are looking for. One of the chinks and a big one was the kind of preacher preachers emulated/imitated which was Joel Olsteen type faith in the area. And the lawyers especially the first set of lawyers who advertised they were Christian were some of those thieves. ONe of her neighbors tried to jog with her when she went jogging and he tried as well to whittle away at their marriage HE WAS CATHOLIC. Married with children. He was Ready to catch her. A talker too. The guy could talk and talk and talk and she finally was able to ditch him for someone else because he drove her batty and everyone else as well, but it wasn’t necessarily an improvement, but the opposite. Every way she turned she was on a list of some kind to catch a pail of water. GIGILO kind of guy who lived off successful women or divorcees and cold as hell. It was like jumping out of the sauté pan into the fire. No she wasn’t the brightest person but she was a hard worker for quite a while for their business for their families, their employees, pretty, and I think did her best most of the time. The pretty part was a toughie. She worked at it later when it didn’t come easy but he didn’t care as long she had boobs. He ended up with a field mouse and not like he couldn’t hire beauty for an hour or two and imagine a bag over his new wife’s face. I never did see her or see a picture of her just got word about it. Her husband mysteriously died right about the time my sister’s husband was available. She was waiting in the wings. My older sister and I had talked about and I had read the Old Folks Homes Retirement homes/centers were gonna be big business one day because of the baby boomers and I had no idea and never thought or realized the real estate business was gonna be involved. Little did I know, but I learned! At the Arc part of the deal involves the real-estate giving up your home. And who would have thought Mother Teresa would get involved as well. Conglomeration of a Conglomerate. A coup. Well news travels in many directions like time which is not only linear and things change in-between :O and before you know it the landscape has changed beneath you and above you and around you….

SO HOLD ONTO YOUR HATS BOYS IT AIN’T OVER YET!

I would never have believed it if I hadn’t seen it and I suppose it’s the same for other people as well. WE SAW IT. And there

Comes A Time – Neil Young

….like when I was in the middle of a cow pasture and couldn’t figure out how I got there and the cows were mooing at me and edging in closer. Kind of scary. LOL I was only a kid at the time but I’ll never forget the way those cows behaved. Saw a movie recently and about an English guy who went to the Amazon to find another civilization but the people he had to deal with who were against his travels and explorations started chanting together Pots and Pans, Pots and Pans, Pots and Pans. So some things do get through and like the tide and the waves come back around. I was gonna try to re-enrol in real-estate school and ended up giving that idea up and I think I did the right thing. Not like it was gonna welcome me. I figure I had been black balled for the sake of Gary and my sister.

Wait until I get into the Bugliosi crap (Manson and the Kennedy assassination giant), the Rattans, and the Kennedys! WHAT an odd combination, isn’t it? Not really the Kennedys, but the Onassises. It may take a bit more investigation but it’s a Catholic thing and perhaps I’ll get some help in regards to the Catholic thing when the Catholic children start coming out of their commas for the sake of survival because it gets kind of dicey to stay in. Of course, it will soon. When it is no longer safe to stay because it won’t help you if you do. It should be fun, but I don’t think it will be fun for some. And as I turned the channel I heard:

DO NOT RESUSITATE?

Tell me something I didn’t know already! People sign these waivers sometimes not knowing it’s an excuse to murder. They should not sign them. It’s part of the coup especially since often times politics and religion can change the meaning and give a wider latitude to those waivers and those who would use it to murder for political and religious reasons which often change like the wind. What would HItler do and how would he use it? How about Mother Teresa and Jesuit Pope Francis: as an excuse to murder and desolating others for their own gain politically and religiously to persecute those not in their favor. I’m not in their favor and nor were my parents. I believe Roman Catholicism is an evil religion/cult. IT IS AN ABERATION and history reflects it and so does POPE Francis and Mother Teresa.

NOT MENTIONING PREMEDITATED MURDER AS

a reason to resuscitate

digging a deeper hole ain’t gonna help either.

Thank God That G0d can resuscitate even though the flesh is weak.

Lazarus was weak and look what happened to him, or read about it anyway.

Can you beat that?

Harve Presnell They call the Wind Maria remastered – YouTube

My ex has told me often there are labor camps all over the place mostly with illegal aliens He drives by them and a few illegals will get picked up to do work. I have not witnessed it myself because I stick close to home but I plan to witness it when I can for one to see for myself what’s going on. It sounds an awful lot like slavery without whips and chains but it could be on the horizon.

 As far as Gary is concerned we were dealing with something bigger than his dick and his brain which was definitely smaller. As far as my sister was concerned we were dealing with something bigger than her un-immaculate reputation and her humongous pride. We were dealing with something big and bad. DEMONIC like Mother Teresa for instance and other things against us and against mankind. I’m sure it has to do with the mustard seed MYTH collapsing with a big thud.

Let The River Run

Cyndi Lauper – She Bop

I think the Commandments about parents and kids is really important to God

and they do proceed the other commandments after.

Cyndi Lauper – Time After Time

I know sometimes I go on a bit but anyone would if they had experienced what I experienced and I doubt I would be writing today or in the past since it was not my forte at all if it weren’t for the junk I had to go through kind of like Murphy’s Law.  And plus it’s my way of communicating to people I love because I know they know about it….MY MOM TOLD ME SO so it’s an opportunity to set record straight from my perspective and give back the lessons learned.

Saw a phenomenal movie recently called

In the Heart of the Sea.

I would recommend it to everyone to watch. Trump is strengthening the relations with India and it should be interesting to see the benefits. I know it’s good for the clothing industry and much more. India is pretty vast so we’ll see and I don’t see how it can hurt. Clothing industry is hugely important and so is fashion and I’m sure there’s a lot more to India so I’m looking forward to the unknown benefits for both countries. Let’s re-start layaways:) That will help lots of people and businesses bringing hope to some and definitely more competition in the industry.  The more competition the better as long as it’s fair. I think it might be advantageous for our farming and their farming industry as well and many others as long it’s not for their organs.

Mark LEVIN: Forget the Russian collusion of the DEMS or the REPs. Putin was only reacting to our politics and I don’t think he was directing it.

REINVESTIGATE Benghazi. 

Because all we have so far is bunch of lies and books to cover it up.

It is the nexus of why Barack Obama and everyone else kind of went Berserko.

Don’t investigate Benghazi at your own risk.

INVESTIGATE MOTHER TERESA AND THE VATICAN.

DON’T INVESTIGATE AT YOUR OWN RISK!

 Now Obama says Putin did or didn’t interfere in our elections? The voice of reason? HMMMMM. DID OR DIDN’T? IS OR ISN’T A THREAT? Sounds to me like he don’t know one way or the other.

Blondie – One Way Or Another (Official Music Video)

Even the elect will be fooled.

I heard Tucker Carlson call Washington DC “the Ruling class.”

Any I just wondered if the letter my sister found is related to the letter a woman found in her husbands things after he jumped or fell into the Grand Canyon. Seems convenient. She stopped mourning because of the letter. Consolation to Forget. I think they were in the same class and possibly fellow students at the same school I figure since my older sister knew her somehow.  Maybe the gust of wind came.

A sacrificial ram for the cause and the sake of incest which I guess might have been why Abraham made a convenant when he did … .cutting the flaps of the male penis missing the meaning of circumcising.

At some point Abraham changes his name to ABRAM and Islam refers to him as ABRAM and Christianity and many other religions still call him Abraham. Some written about in the gospels calling the father Abraham during the biblical times of Jesus, at least when one of the Jesuses who was written about Jesus said “Before Abraham was I am” and the people who heard him said “You are not yet 50 and you knew Abraham?” Abraham was known to be the father of a few religions (Father of Isaac and Jacob and someone else) in the area and Jesus said “your father is the father of lies.” Jesus said to a priest and told the people to “pray to your father in heaven” meaning excluding priests: the Ten Commandments of course makes it PLAIN and simple. Kind of makes sense. And if you have to: skip a generation to honor the parents and pick the best option. I didn’t have to skip a generation because I have really fantastic parents who had been lied to and I know they know. They represented themselves good enough for me in our time together and I didn’t know my grandparents but even if I had I would still trust my parents. Grandparents are important for some whose own parents sucked. My parents spent time with their grandkids and came to see them born and didn’t have sex with their kids or try to….or molest their kids. Actually I did know one, and her name was GAM a member of the DAR. (Daughters of the American Revolution.) Her husband left her and divorced her after having 7 kids for a rich woman who was without kids while they were still kids. He didn’t help but the kids helped her quite a bit. She had all of her teeth removed so she could take care of her kids. Strange thing to do but she did it. One of her daughters didn’t get to help after her neck was broken hanging laundry so her husband could remarry and take her two children. She was 26 years of age and the autopsy said they found bleach in her body when she was living in San Francisco. My mom’s bet friend at the time and her older sister. I was referring to dads. Still I was lucky. My grandmother was quite a person but I didn’t really get to know her though I knew her daughter very well who informed quite a bit about the way things are over the years but like I said we didn’t know the Kirchers nor what was in store for us or how to deal with or how to handle their store and it was difficult. There aren’t many books or manuals written about this kind of threat to the family and it affects everyone around the family. There ought to be some manuals if there were we would have read them.

Religions aren’t very helpful. They stay so far away from the subject like a ten foot pole such as O’reilly did when Benghazi was at the forefront of the news and his Jesuit friend the Jesuits pope’s side kick Jesuit priest Federiko Lombardi came up with the excuse for the State Department and for Susan Rice as if it had been rigged. A video tape. Probably thought in his mind’s eye let Benghazi work itself out for itself. 

Mother Teresa and the RCC don’t think grandparents are important, but they are which might be the point of Mother Teresa to find a chink for the RCC and dispose of an earthly representative to look upon or remember and to honor so it goes well with you. Priests don’t care! Grandparents do care and some parents even in the after life and they do help!! Even some uncles and some aunts help…lol. A few don’t. Sometimes a brother comes in handy or a sister. Find someone worthy to honor if no one in the family measures up but luckily some did in my family even through the worst of times faltering here and there but we all do under duress and deception. Mine measured up even after death and I think mine got to see a few things they were not able to see before they died. INCEST IS A TOUGH COOKIE.

Finding out the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed kind of helped to see the TRUTH but not without a lot of wailing.

And then two cities are zapped called Sodom and Gomorrah. One where Lot resided and tried to offer his daughters to the angels who arrived to save him and then the daughters have sex with their dad (LOT) thinking it’s the end of the world.

I DONT BELIEVE IN CARBON DATING

 from the standpoint of a date

but possibly somewhat accurate of an amount of time

because time is not only linear moving forward so some say the world is 6000 years old depending on if you go forward but what about backwards while time is still going forward (moonwalking) to time marching forward on one side of the hemisphere and backwards on the the other or slower on one hemisphere and faster on another and then depending on the speed of light which is confounding to the speed of sound and then the speed of perception or intuition etc. What is the speed of sound and light in space or underwater or in black hole and what about the other species what is it to them? I imagine there are other speeds we haven’t seen or noticed or learned about. I guarantee if there is a speed of sound there’s a faster one. And that’s in term of a line but what happens when you fold the line or scrunch it, or scrunch both the line and the speed depending on what you want to accomplish if you have the power to affect any of the scientific notions. Leaping from time to time in less time than what we know as the measure of time and depending on a lot of other factors having to do with physics which is not my thing but the possibilities are endless especially if you are God the creator. What about travel between solar systems? Are the other solar systems relevant? I think so. What about moons walking from other directions and angles or walking from other directions and angles and then the spirit world kind of walking. Astral walking for some. Anyway seems to me some of the things going on in our lives are not linear from what I have noticed in my family. Parallel universe type stuff and I think there is a purpose for it. Anyway I was asked how am I gonna get there in regards to a trip I wanted to make a while back. I don’t know but I plan to get there eventually. There being a relative term:

MY DESTINATION.

Not via hospice I’ll tell ya that much.

JEFF BRIDGES: I’m rooting for Trump…

My kids will get there as well when they do hopefully the rest of my family will follow suit which I believe they will and then we can celebrate our good fortune.

Eric Bolling has come out with a new book called The Swamp and was on as a guest of the Neil Cavuto who has his own laughing stock when needed who thinks he is the greatest financial advisor, stock advisor known to mankind and bows to his audience saying “your welcome” etc as if he created the stock market like Gore who created the internet …wait till his turn comes *(whose? your guess is as good as mine), but in any case you have to have some ego to succeed and Neil Cavuto doesn’t like Trump’s tweeting ( I have yet to read one because I don’t tweet) or the tone because Neil Cavuto is a gentleman or so he thinks but its who President Trump is and to communicate outside of the White House and I think is his option to do. It should be interesting and I hope Trump listened to Eric Bolling. (like thunder) Fleishman is against the daily briefings, why? I think because the woman who gave the briefing does a good job and uses Skype which is kind of an interesting new twist though it needs a bit of tweaking like listening to every other syllable which might help create a new underground language but she understood it and the Washington press doesn’t like Skype, I imagine. Just do the crossword puzzles, then. She’s LIKE BUTTER compared to margarine. I bet it’s a good book. Maybe Neil Cavuto is afraid of President Trump who might affect his vision of the stock market. I don’t know but he and his ego are suspicious to me along with his entourage.

  • McCain: Trump’s MSNBC remarks are ‘beneath the dignity’ of the WH McCain and his dignity playing a video game on his phone during the Benghazi hearings while our government interviewed Clinton for 13 hours never ever asking anything concrete and hard to do it 5 minute intervals high on a brain numbing drug you can’t see nor smell and hard to lose an election. 

WWll wasn’t won in a studio acting gentlemanly I’m not sure it was ever won but definitely not in the hearts of those who lost some big battles.

Sort of reprieve of some kind probably so the world would understand why the RCC gets destroyed since catholics don’t read giving them the opportunity to come out.

Terry Gobanga: ‘I was gang-raped on my wedding day’

 Here’s some meat, a mouthful of BULLSHIT but let her have her 15 minutes of fame.

Will it make a difference? I don’t think so.

In other words I have.

Because I read the bible (most of it anyway) and unlocked a door using a key I found and she didn’t~

so skidattle!

What is it about Benghazi that upsets so many people? Perhaps we should ask the Obamas since it was on their watch. I would love to see them questioned in front of the world in a court room of their peers. It would be an interesting experience and I think it would be good for ratings as well. What were you doing…where were you….do you have proof of where you were….why did you go to Las Vegas the next day…..When and where did you have your face lift and by whom?….etc Where were your daughters?….Did they know? Could we have a blood test of your daughters to compare DNA’s? Do you mind?

OH That day will come and we will get to watch, but it won’t be with your peers.

And Fox wants to promote hearing (faith comes by hearing kind of promotion): An Ode to Boy a ballad which was performed in the morning hours. What is this, the Huckabee show? Good performance and the audience was mesmerized but like the ex said I don’t think they know who the artist is he said. But it was funny. Captive audience. Same ingredients of all the country ballads but the words were nice. UNBELIEVABLE, but nice. He had a crooked smile sponsored by Krueger? Kruger? Kueger? a little to the right of

Deliverance – Banjo Duel

If something sounds too good to be true, it probably is.

Great photo-oportunity for Trump during G20 meeting with Putin:

Putin with his shirt off leading a horse with Trump riding the horse or vice-versa!

Travel ban takes effect as State Department defines ‘close family’

As far as grandparents go and the shorter version of Trumps Travel Ban it is illuminating why it passed the second time, nothing more nothing less IMO. Talk about finding a chink in someone’s armor. Definitely revealing. Not sure what game play played or what it might be called, interesting. hmmmmm…… End run circle? Circle end run? whatever it’s called it was a good one. All he had to do was change what is considered family and it passed? Nieces, nephews and grandparents are not considered close enough family? Strange. Why and by whom? Whoever passed the his travel ban the second time around is redefining the family? OR is this some kind of a message? Interesting!

Commentary: 

Travel ban rules create awkward family dynamics

‘But the administration excluded grandparents and grandchildren, uncles and aunts, nieces and nephews, as well as unmarried partners, even when they are engaged.”

You need to tell my sister, LOL as far as the funeral arrangements she made for me when my dad died.

Is it some kind of riddle? 

Riddles: “Brothers and sisters have I none, but that man’s father was my father’s son .” What is his relationship to me? And then Kate’s law based on some kind of entrapment. Why? Where was the wife/Kate’s mom? Father daughter meet for lunch and then go to the pier and happens to be opioids in the trash (planted as a reward) a gun under a bench found by Efraim Zimbalist (he looks like him from the show the FBI but as the illegal mexican) in a safe zone (sanctuary city) finds a gun a shoots the daughter in the arms of her father and she is sold to the highest bidder (a possibility). The father reminded me of Fuhrman and probably was a sexually abusive father. POTS AND PANS POTS AND PANS POTS AND PANS. We’ll see what happens but I don’t think the father will get away with it a little further down the road. In this case two opposite sides working together on the same problem: a daughter who revolted. The truth will come out sooner rather than later.

Gunman kills doctor, wounds six others in Bronx hospital rampage

How come police can’t catch these guys alive who commit mass assault? It might help to get information NEEDED besides being an ex employee as the excuse prompted the attack. I think there is more to it than being fired. Getting rid of the evidence? Obviously not at the expense of another murder but why not attempt to break him not kill him to see if someone else or something else is involved. There ought to be people trained to take a prisoner to get some answers, like you would for a wild animal. Put them to sleep with a dart gun. A fast acting kind of drug. It’s like working against yourself perhaps finding out it was mob/vatican hit by the police and not just someone gone postal using a fired employee excuse as an excuse. Could be a mob/vatican kind of tactic sending a message to someone on the hill. The mob and the vatican does do things like this to affect our government. You would think we could learn from the past in regards to prohibition and the mob did the same kind of stuff and using the portion of police which have been corrupted. Timing is suspicious as is using a doctor and a hospital. Maybe something to do with Susan Rice? to affect her? Losing the marijuana trade and possibly insurance mandate might have been a threat or retaliation in regards to justice i.e. circle/end/run? getting too close for comfort for the Obamas?

In my opinion we ought to battle the plant talked about in this post as a numero uno enemy to mankind. The Babylonian hanging gardens plant called Devil’s Breath and if that means going to war with Columbia, South America so be it, but then RCC and Germany would rather go after Syria under false premises probably to look a different direction as a decoy for the RCC. Let Putin handle Assad and Syria with the attitude of trust but verify. Too many things have happened and I think it has to do with Devil’s Breath in one form or another. By war I mean figure out a Devil’s Breath inplanticide (or find an insect that will kill the plant specifically) or something and use it. I think it would solve a lot of problems. I’m sure we have scientists who could figure out something that would sneak in and sneak out and kill the plants and some kind of a cure for it.

Use birds and train the birds to seek out and destroy so they can be used wherever they are needed. Like we train dolphins? parakeets? cockatiels? A type of bird that can live in South America or travels south, is small (hard to hunt) and is plentiful. I don’t think butterflies are trainable. I think birds are a good choice.

TWEET, TWEET, LOL

WHY NOT?

War Correspondent Geraldo Rivera in the USA NOT IN IRAQ…NOT IN SYRIA….NOT IN POLAND….NOT IN AFGHANISTAN….NOT IN YEMEN…. NOT IN SOMALIA…..NOT IN KOREA….NOT IN TURKEY…..NOT IN LIBYA……NOT IN THE SUDAN….NOT IN IRAN….NOT IN HAMBURG was on a show in a FOX STUDIO with Laura InGraham talking about what he thinks Trump should do and shouldn’t do. TYPICAL. ‘Welcome to hell’: G20 protesters start fires after riot police hit them with water cannons and pepper sprays in clashes ahead of Hamburg summit

I think the people are pissed because of GLOBALISM because it isn’t working out very well for the people. WORLD GOVERNMENT IS A FAILURE as predicted in the bible.

Maybe Gorbechov meddled in the elections. Where does Gorby live? I know for a while he was stationed in San Francisco, wasn’t he? I think it was the Presidio where he was stationed after he was deposed.

Presidio San Francisco, CA Byzantine Catholic Churches (4 pages worth of 94 churches)

and thats the Byzantine ones I’m sure there are a ton more!

Must like those street cars and the sounds they make.

Tucker Carlson had probably the best guest he has ever had on his show or on any other news analysts show on any station, a professor. I wish I could remember his name but talk about REASON. Of course I agree with him but he being a professor was succinct and well spoken. Same thing I guess but I can’t stress it enough as far as foreign policy is concerned.

Every one should listen to this man and to the interview. Especially when discussing Putin, Trump, and Assad and the polls taken in the EU were kind of interesting as well and how the elites are kind of out of touch with reality. However he didn’t talk about the Vatican. I would love to hear his thoughts on IT.

Good interview!!!!!!!!

Then the next guest on the same show talked about pollution and the reason for most pollution is an abundance of population which rings true since the most polluted areas of the world are overpopulated.

The Four Horsemen prophecy

 As my mom would say, “Consider the source!” 

The “World Famous” Lipizzaner Stallions.

Austria and Hungary.

Just a thought I had after seeing part of a strange movie and after hearing Iran’s previous president who believed in the Four Horsemen prophecy and I saw him come out of Obama as Obama’s DOJ Eric Holder was bowing to Obama in a you tube, whether it is important or not, I don’t know. I included the you tube in one of my posts on one of my blogs but I can’t remember which one or I would add it to this post on this blog.

‘Half The City Is Burning’: Hamburg Rocked By Violent, Anti-G-20 Protests

The ex and I had a very funny conversation about the man who he plays with on his (gigs). He said he hates the word “gig.” In any case, he told me some stuff I already knew about his gig master and a few things I’m not so sure of: four one thing he said his wife worked at a wig and toupee shop and has for years and I was under the impression she was a school teacher however I only met her and saw her a few times. I was under the impression her job as a school teacher was how they were able to college educate their daughter. The ex said it was actually the other man they used to gig with who was married to a teacher. I think when I needed a wig (after my big operation and was losing hair due to the CAT-scans) he might have told me about his gig masters wife’s business, but he didn’t. I guess he forgot. He told me Don’s wife said to a person at the gig listening to the band “just give him a while and he’ll lie to you”…talking about her husband. The ex said that Don told everyone at one gig that he was 6 foot 4 inches tall and my ex said he is shorter than he is which is probably about 5 foot 11 inches or so used to be 6 foot but as you age you lose some height. He demonstrated how he told everyone he was 6 foot 4 inches tall acting tall and big STRUTTING around because he is big. Kind of funny and how on one of his gig announcements of upcoming gig dates Don used the word “forth” instead of fourth for the fourth of July and used the word “itinerary” and how one of the band friends whispered in my ex’s ear about Don’s use of the word “itinerary” because it obviously wasn’t an “itinerary.” Then a little while later on the same conversation my ex told me his mom had perfect pitch and used to sing Ave Maria to them when they were babies. I never heard her sing but he said he and his brother (2 years older) talked about her beautiful voice at her funeral when she sang. If she sang Ave Maria in perfect pitch beautifully I think I would have heard about it at least once from one of the brothers or wives or kids in the family but never heard one iota about his mom’s perfect pitch when singing Ave Maria and I never heard her sing anything else either …. however I did hear about my ex’s perfect pitch from my my ex (my husband at the time) or while we were dating and how he turned down a job with the Navy to work on a submarine that was offered to him because he had perfect pitch and instead he wanted to be a musician and go on the road and make it big (never happened) but he went on the road. He had a recording studio and if she was able to sing Ave Maria in perfect pitch beautifully, why didn’t he record her? HMMMMMM He records an old old friend from time to time:like Mr. Jeep Bob Phillips his old crooner friend who likes to make recordings of himself and has for many years employed my ex to mix sound at his recording studio. I compared my mom using the word orchestra for the band that Phil played in out of respect for him and her younger brother who was also a musician/ singer. In the last generation they used to call bands (usually with a horn player) orchestras and my ex plays a horn. He said he liked that she called the bands she saw with him playing his sax an orchestra. I thought it was really cute too and funny because of the difference in generations the language used vs the language of the later generations. It kind of stuck out in my mind when she would ask about his orchestra. To me orchestras were big bands. Our first Christmas as a married couple my mom sang Feliz Navidad along with a recording of Jose Feliciano at about 6 o’clock in the morning (it was early) quite a few times on the other side of our door. I think it was Christmas. She had had too much to drink the night before but it was a funny memory and I had to kind of explain my mom to him at the time like she doesn’t do this all the time, etc. LOL. Very rare. A lot of stress at Christmas time and a lot of partying, shopping, wrapping, and other things written about. I didn’t bring it up in this conversation but had a good laugh at my mom’s sense of humor after hearing about his mom and her perfect pitch singing Ave Maria which I don’t believe for a minute. My mom did not have perfect pitch but she had a lot of other perfections, need I say more? One visit to see my mom she told us we should leave ((both my little sister and I) after we sang Happy Talk to her at The ARC (The Army Retirement Center) and miming it as well. She said “I don’t mean to be mean (ave-rage, aver-age?), but a voice inside my head said that you should leave.” We laughed because we were trying to cheer her up. It used to be cute to her when we were little kids. (It was my little sister’s idea, lol.) That was the same day I found a small note on a tiny torn piece of paper on the bed at her feet giving everything to my little sister so I gave it to my little sister and she never said anything about it. I thought it was kind of strange to find it and not to hear about it from my little sister. Then when I was at a hardware store looking for some item with the ex either before or after the divorce I heard him say inside his head, “She’z never gonna leave.” Strange.

His mom preferred latin masses even though she didn’t understand latin. His mom had a bible but would not allow her kids to touch it. It was on display. She also had a picture of Jesus on her dresser or above it. A real pretty one. I don’t think perfect pitch matters. I don’t think it matters to the Sperm whale!

My ex is extremely PROPITIATING!

Telemetry | Definition of Telemetry by Merriam-Webster Define telemetry: the process of using special equipment to take measurements of something (such as pressure, speed, or temperature) and send them by …

AND OTHER INFORMATION I MIGHT ADD.

Ever since the tsunami in the Indian Ocean things have been kind of strange.

FOOD FOR THOUGHT

Best of Hitchens on Islam

Listening to this you tube right now because I think Christopher Hitchens has unleashed some really good information for mankind and womenkind and I appreciate it. Talks about the faiths of Christianity and Islam and even intimated the books of the Koran have been changed or altered and so has the bible IMO which he is discussing the books of Moses and his book GOD IS NOT GREAT but Moses wasn’t God. Like I have stated the Ten Commandments aren’t a religion and as far as the commandment of working or not working on the Sabbath I don’t believe that is the reason for the commandment. I think it is possible it was changed as well as the first commandment in regards to jealousy and definitely misunderstood but I do think it points to Jesus at the Sea of Galilee who said “feed my lambs, feed my lambs, feed my sheep,” meaning it isn’t only about the substance of caloric intake… thought is as important as caloric intake otherwise there would not be a place called the USA. I think it is the point of the commandment and I think the work aspect of the sabbath commandment is to identify the people who to some might be considered an enemy to mark them or some other reason and goes along with Christopher Hitchens exposes on Mother Teresa which is quite impressive because she is worse than a wolf in sheeps clothing. I like his courage to be able to discuss things we should discuss because I don’t think SILENCE IS GOLDEN (unless you are watching movie with ten other people or in a theater for my older sister’s sake and you can always whisper) and learn to discern. It depends on many factors whether silence is good or bad or in-between, I don’t think the true God minds us discerning and doesn’t respect submissiveness or why would he have chosen Moses who was raised as an egyptian in a royal family who dealt with the slave master and the Pharoah of Egypt to lead the Hebrews (as my ex is submissive in a Roman Catholic way) which I don’t think the True God appreciates either and the Book of Revelation certainly demonstrates. I don’t think God minds what Christopher Hitchens has accomplished otherwise he wouldn’t have been able to reach some who reach out to other people. How does the human race develop or progress if silence were golden we would all be dumb. Also think about the movie Silence of the Lambs. Political Correctness is a little to the left of the movie Deliverance because it silences people and since it’s inception things have gone EXTREMELY awry in this world. I don’t believe in an eye for an eye either. Watched a really cute show with Tim Allen and I think Nancy Travis (From the movie So I  married An Axe Murderer with Mike Myers) about a desk and a shed. I think the premise was “She Shed, He Shed, We Shed” which was really funny. and possibly a takeoff on the movie in a weird kind of way The Shack…the living room scene was when I decided to find a different movie to watch. It was ridiculous and on a serious subject of child abduction. There was Mrs. Butterworth kneading dough and it was just too much for me to take. No, I’m sorry it was Aunt Jemima.  I have been watching  a lot of movies lately and comedic tv shows and a few dramas because of my illnesses which have been helpful. In the game CIV entertainment is very important to the citizens otherwise they turn around and rend you. In order to be entertained you need a job.

C4 Right to Reply – Christopher Hitchens vs Mother Theresa

Hells Angel (Mother Teresa) – Christopher Hitchens

He is sensitive to murder of the unborn but it ain’t murder if the unborn have not been born and were not meant to be born. So I disagree with him on some things that are pretty big. If abortion is murder of the unborn then so is birth control and so is jacking off and obviously the last two options were not meant to be born as well. And as far as Mother Teresa asking if murder of the unborn in the mother’s womb is murder what stops us from murdering each other, Guess what…. the Catholic Church haas made it their mission to murder no matter what age but still it’s a good you tube to watch. Think about the story of King David. You have to read it it understand it. It’s a Catholic thing! I’m sure the spirit/GHOST of Mother Teresa understands it VERY WELL. I think God is great enough to forgive women of abortion and not to give an aborted baby a soul knowing the future. If you don’t think God knows the future than you can’t believe in God. I think God knows that the smaller seed (smaller than the mustard seed) the semen ejcaculated into the seats of a cab or on a thigh of some human or on the street or in a rubber or wherever wasn’t meant to be born, unless you think each spermatocyte has a soul and since they wiggle they must be living organisms but obviously were not meant to be born. My ex, a catholic Michigander said that when the car unions and businesses up north in Michigan failed and the mass immigration to Texas, a right to work state, it was kind of interesting the saying he said was popular, “I wasn’t born yesterday, but I came as quick as I could.” Being born is useful when it gets you work but not so when it comes to determining a woman’s right to make decisions about her own body. How convenient.

THEY CALL IT LOVE when you respect each other in a marriage so David doesn’t love my sister and is using her and probably she may become a victim of his in the future if not already but hopefully writing about it might help because I know he knows about my posts. IF she is a victim without my knowledge he was the one who took advantage of my sister and my mom. He is from Michigan and he is a gigalow IMO and uses women horribly. I think he has no conscience at all. I saw someone who looked like him on online with a woman I suppose it was his wife and a girl who looked like Andrea Tantaros but much younger.

I remember when we were late getting to a restaurant that my mom’s estate paid for the dinner when we visited her via my older sister at my parent’s favorite restaurant the Olive Garden because my older sister was tending to some details at the end of our visit with mom in the hospital which is her forte details which pissed off my little sister because she was afraid of her husband being mad at her for being late and he was giving her shit about it when sitting at the restaurant with her son having a drink on my mom’s dime. I told my older sister who felt the vibes that David was pushing her buttons which he was but she was frantic and nervous and upset with my older sister. I think this was the car trip when I wanted my older sister to see my invention which I had taken to a company that deals with inventions legally and the Patent lawyer had asked me to show family so I was showing family my invention on paper of my design of  a piece of equipment which he told me was totally patentable every part of it which would had been an extremely lucrative investment because it required replacing parts on a regular basis for the process for jewelers and hobbyists. Like buying pencils for a pencil sharpener or water colors for water color paper but that was not what the invention was,  but only some examples and all of a sudden my older sister took on my mother-in -laws attitude and refused to look. Got all weird towards me possibly jealous and refused to see my design which would have required an investment over ten thousand dollars ( I can’t remember the amount) to get it to the manufacturer. Which is basically only the beginning of the process of inventions because it had to be built as well and liked by the manufacturers to get it going. I found it very strange she refused to look. Her hate came out real quick the moment I had succeeded in something as she did about my painting she hung on her wall without saying anything to me about it that I had given to my mom and there it was on her wall in her entry across from her beautiful furniture and her Lladro figurines. IT is a good painting probably my best on porcelain of a woman in black velvet hat and lace and a red dress and is a famous painting but hell if I know who painted it in the first place but when I tried to get it back she was a shit about it. I had to go through my ex and he was afraid of her and took her side when she said I would have to trade with her something of the same value of my parents to her to replace my painting. I had painted the painting and I was not about to give up something of my parents that was given to me. A vase my mom painted of the seasons. No way JOSE. It’s a reminder of what is said in the bible about the seasons. There is a time to cry and a time to heal etc. I love it. My ex said he understood my sisters side of it and took her side and I railed him and finally got it back via my ex because he was on that side of town and they were still kind of friends via twitter and still communicating with each other after she said it wasn’t worth it. She was a fucking twister like a tornado full of shit. It’s like trading something you own for something you own. It was sick and shifty and ridiculous. He was such a pin head and afraid of her in a way like everyone else because she is so difficult and deceptive when she wants to be because she is possessed IMO. Even her husband was kind of afraid of her and took it out in weird ways abusing others and abusing her in strange ways like being careless about electric wires, outlets, ceiling fans when raising their kids throwing them in the air near obstacles for fun or under doorways to scare everyone. He kind of was a nut. Anyway she sped around in her vehicle and used the car computer for directions and it screwed up and we had to turn around and ended up about half our later than we were supposed to be and because she was really upset and driving like a nut. When we got there he acted like it was not big deal….not a problem whatsoever. It was a problem and he gave her a hard time about it. He once told her son that he was guarding my sister. He was joking but maybe he wasn’t. He had a lot to gain by marrying her at least for a while and possibly for some other reasons. I thought I saw him next door fixing his shed and I said something to him while I was in the garage and he looked around as if he didn’t know who was talking to him by the way he did it was strange so I closed the garage door. I could tell by the way he acted he wanted to be noticed by me but wanted to act like he didn’t notice and I noticed not because i am attracted but because he looked like David number two and a mix in away with my ex because he was thinner. It was absolutely odd. As I said in another post sort of a Oh you didn’t know you were there moment?

When we visited once in San Antonio area we stopped and had a hamburger and a drink when close to our destination. Gary was quite a drinker so could hold quite a bit down more the the rest of us because he did it daily for the most part and I rarely drink but I was following them in my car. He made it as difficult as he could in heavy San Antonio Traffic speeding and changing lanes often to unbalance me and I had my kids in the car. It was fucked up. When someone follows you you kind of watch to make sure they change lanes with you or can change lanes but he loved to mess with ya because when he drank he was abusive and it scared my daughter and made her think I was drunk but I wasn’t drunk I was pissed and nervous because of the traffic and the way Gary was driving and I stopped and got off the highway and we called them to come back and find us and lead us again and I let my sister drive. I had had one drink. I wasn’t top notch but I wasn’t drunk. She had the same amount or one more but of course he let her follow him nicely and because they did not want to have to turn back again so I was glad I did make it hard for them as well. I think it was the right thing to do under the circumstances and the safe thing to do. He loved being an asshole especially when drinking. Still it was disconcerting to be treated that way and caused an argument between me and my astute daughter who was afraid and it was meant to cause trouble. It did. I didn’t want my daughter to be afraid and he tamed himself down with his wife who would have beaten him up each side of the head if he screwed with her like he did with me but didn’t say it but she is his accomplice to make me look bad and she spent most of her marriage doing it for some reason I guess because I had the nerve to expose them and fight back (but mostly him) and did not like my spirit. She aided and abetted his abuse in her way and what she should have done if she loved him is cure him of his disease but decided I was the disease like he did when telling family to isolate me so I would come back to the fucking fold which would make him look good and me look like I was a nut. That is how they work it and they don’t do it just to me they do it with everyone who gets in their way by their own petard. They cause it and if you resist you get the treatment which is evil. Why would she refuse to look at my sketches of my invention if she weren’t jealous? I was not allowed to succeed but eventually I will and I get some help along the way spiritually but sometimes it is difficult to want to keep trying but I do because I know it pleases my mom and my dad and they are helping me in their way spiritually. I have too much evidence of it and memories of it that even my daughters remember some and we remind each other sometimes because it helps to remind each other of the miracles we have been a part of that were for us.

She had a friend early on when she lived in Houston who had a lot of spirit and Gary hated her but she helped my sister with her appearance when my sister was having a hard time with her appearance and coping and then my sister turned on her like stink on shit and I think it was because Gary probably pulled some shit on her and she wasn’t about to take it. But family is different in that you can’t choose them some times and there are a lot of bonds in families and when one causes the shit like Gary did it really is hard to deal with for everyone. Anyway he was raised by the President of Conoco Oil and didn’t know any better than not to molest his family while they slept and friends and he didn’t stop when he was caught he just got belligerent about it and she enabled him with her vindictiveness. Some family think I caused the shit because I stood up for myself when I could, but I didn’t cause the shit I only reacted to it the best way I could and I think the best way is as honest as you can be about it but my sister would not listen and assumed things like the timing which aided her in deceiving herself and if she had listened she would have known the timing but instead she said “I’m gonna call mom and dad and tell them you are attracted to Gary.” I was like HUH? I was extremely upset because I tried not to get into too many details for her sake but it didn’t work. I was trying to make it easy as easy as I could but it did not work. His attempt was to go to church and it did not work. He went but it did not work. In the last generation people didn’t talk about this kind of stuff and the thing is by not talking about it seems to have waxed worse and worse. It’s not like there is anything new under the sun but I think it’s more numerous and even worse.  I remember a tv show with Ted Danson where he was a dad and his daughter was being abused by him and I guess she was about ten years old in the show and it gets solved via help she receives but I can’t remember the conclusion of the TV show. It was pretty good but not everyone acts logically and he was not the son of a guy in the oil business that operates or operated in Saudi Arabia and we weren’t attacked at the time by some Saudis. It wasn’t a real situation but a depiction of child abuse which is different. When talking about peoples reputations its a whole different matter and affects their business or jobs. However my sister was the talent in real-estate and could have survived very well without her husband but she loved him and of course the $250,000 y year didn’t hurt and the whole family cared about him for various reasons so it was a difficult situation because he was entertaining in that he was a very funny person in humor and had some good stuff in him but the other stuff was very bad. When she got blisters on her feet while visiting my mom the last time I went the time when we went to the Olive Garden either earlier that day or the day before we had to go shopping for her shoes and it took her a long time for her to pick out some freakin flip flops. ANd while there she boasted that money was not object. Then why didn’t she want to look at my invention if it wash ‘t an objet and why if she wasn’t interested in looking at it just haul off an invest in it. I knew she had many rich r=friends so if she liked it could get some investors but she wouldn’t even look at it. So she was trying to say something to me like she obviously hated my guts. nMy little sister with her own money invested in a pullsock which measures pulse and oxygen level which was about 30 – 50 bucks or more and my older sister said why do I need one when I suggested we get one so we don’t have to ask a nurse or staff person at the ARC when worried about my mom’s condition. My older sister was in charge of her estate and didn’t even compensate my little sister for the pullsock and wasn’t interested at all in being able to have a hint of my mom’s condition which is import an if you care about your mom and she should have since she was in charge of her estate whether or not she was genuinely a loving daughter. It was like I had to deal with someone with multiple personalities and it was subtle but so is the devil. Earlier by about a couple years when at her home she had me read a card from her jaccuzi daughter for christmas and in the long card with lots of writing said something about the devil had been at their home because of all the stuff that occurred between all of us with a David at the office, Virginia Cook Realtors, the bad first marriage of her older sister whose husband shot cats in his yard and his divorced and remarried dad and wife were involved in a murder suicide and both died etc and his mom was married to a theologian and many of the things that occurred in the family and the way she handed it to me she wanted either to send a message to me or was pulling another jab. Some of her friends were there one of which was a good friend of hers everyone had to put up with a very obnoxious friend with a personality most of us did not enjoy a know-it-all and the woman across the street from her, an english lady, and some others in support of her as far as I could tell. The huddled together quite a bit. Her peers but not the ones she desired which were much richer. And Before the stuff at the office our neighbor on my side of town across the RR tracks lol said the devil had visited his home he felt because of all the shitty things that had occurred to his family. And of course the Vatican complained about the same thing around the same time most of which was during the Obama Administration. Even the secretary at Virginia Cook Realtors resembled someone in his administration the one who was taking ammunition from somewhere I can’t remember. So we were not the only ones dealing with something bad it just got kind of heightened or exxagerrated all of the symptoms of our problems and my dad died as well which hurt our family quite a bit because he was our rock in a way what kind of kept everything together and he thought I was the culprit for a while to some degree anyway because of the initial lie and then his picture at Benghazi is hard to take.  I think I truly think our country will be making a very serious error if we don’t reinvestigate Benghazi because it was the tipping point in our country politically and religiously. Then my older sister went on a religious retreat to North carolina with a bunch of ladies via the english lady and all the other weird shit I have discussed. The thing is abuse does affect personality and judgement and when you are walking on eggshell half the time not knowing when the next attack will come if it comes it is kind of hard to live with but I did my best and I wasn’t always good at it and made a few mistakes along the way like not getting into the details with my sister who was a detail kind of person initially when I reported to her what had happened vaguely but the reason for that was because I did not want to rub it in and I wanted them to get over it too I just didn’t want to be the victim of the abuse anymore or ever for that matter. In a way my sister was a victim as well and I guess she didn’t know how to handle it but in my opinion she attacked the wrong people in retaliation in defense of her marriage and the $250,000 a year which is a big incentive which she got to spend an the eventual million or more she and he would receive as an inheritance. It’s  a lot to give up or put on the line if she confronted him like she should have. Basically she was bribed by his family and she knew something happened between him and his little sister but his little sister was in his family who were kind of rich and our family wasn’t rich except for my brother who earned his wealth but lost it on baseball gambling at least for a while and he was an expert on baseball he had followed the sport all his life and he was very smart and not a dimwit like Gary but he lacked some common sense as well: he was a follower of Al Gore. He won a case which made him very wealthy in my estimation in regards to employment abuse of some kind I think it was racial abuse against a Federal company. He was really talented in his career and I think was possibly tricked or entrapped via his gambling which he really enjoyed because it took a great deal of thought and knowledge of baseball and he loved good games and I think the Feds didn’t like his win. Gary may have been entrapped as well when the stock market did something unusual one day on a Tuesday I think it was in October but took it out on our family. My cousin after his dad died the one who invested with Gary kind of had a short life and supposedly died on his front yard and I have no idea if Gary owed him money. I did not know the particulars of anything to do with the loss of money or the agreement afterwards what terms were made between the parties involved but my cousin did not live long and I’m suspicious of his death. Not saying Gary was involved but someone who favored him for some reason which I think was having to do with the BGEA since my sister got involved with them and all the things I have exposed. I think the deaths in the Clinton years was a BGEA response to things it was in control of in our government since the JFK assassination. THe BGEA shilled for the RCC until the RCC betrayed the BGEA during the Obama Administration when Billy Graham was betrayed about whether or not the Mormons were a cult which he believed were a cult. This occurred during the presidential bid against Obama by Mitt Romney who brought up Benghazi during the election presidential campaign debates. NSA was in UTAH which is Mormon territory. It is not small complex but somehowMitt Romney knew about Benghazi and caught Obama off guard and from what I could tell kind of got Obama off his stool in the debates to defend himself or to quell the accusation and at the time we were just beginning to hear about Benghazi and then Obama went to Las Vegas the day after Benghazi supposedly occurred and the complex where the crime terrorism occurred eerily resembled many places in the Las Vegas area and of course the pics of the person holding a syringe in one hand (medical field omen and Obama did try to tie the hands of the medical field with Obama Care) and an assault weapon in the other (Obama did try to disarm the americans) in sandals and rolled up jeans like a girl with her face swollen without a wig as if she had had a face lift is kind of odd and looked like Michelle Obama. Michelle did have a face lift sometime or other before the next 4 years began or his second term began. Whether or not she was at Benghazi or not her picture is represented as being in Benghazi in front of the building on fire or was it Las Vegas the next day. I don’t know if the pope was involved but the jesuit sidekick of the next pope, Pope Francis, the successor of Pope Benedict XVVl did get involved by giving the excuse for Benghazi to the State Department and to Susan Rice who relayed it quite a bit. My dad’s picture as well at Benghazi a very sadistic kind of picture of him and all the evasive maneuvering afterwards by people in his administration. Clinton talking about someone’s hand in the cookie jar while campaigning for Obama in Boston also Mitt Romney’s territory or up north somewhere in the snow which for some reason makes me think of the coup in Egypt which ensued afterwards for the Muslim Brotherhood and was overturned but supported by Lindsay Graham and Sen. John McCain a good friend of the supposed victim at Benghazi Christopher Stevens who worked for the State Department or was it the Vatican he worked for and then a young Billy Graham with wavy hair sweating his ass off looking like Errol Flynn reporting about the mass shooting a the airport with a famous movie producer looking frantic and a version of my little sister who had her leg shot at 5 times as his victim in California at an airport terrorist attack and then the shooting of an unarmed woman with her baby in the car trying to flee the White House area in front of the White House gates shot by the Secret Service and by the Washington Park police during the government shut down and the government our senators and congressman still hanging out applauding the shooting of an unarmed woman (at least Fox news reported it to be so) who was represented as my little sister in a photo taken of her in high school sitting on a couch at home in Virginia when she was a young teen a photo a memorable photo of her taken on Christmas day I believe and this person’s supposed new family was from Connecticutt where Gary’s family his dad, mom (Dottie) and sister resided in Greenwich, Connecticutt and her new found family didn’t know why she was at the White House? all the while Obama was telling the federal workers to hang in with him like a cult leader would do when things are looking unreconcilable and all those broken bones of the G-8 participants in Aquila the pope, Pope Benedict-his arm, the President of some European country and someone else and one of Obama’s federal leaders with her leg broken and someone else all around the same period of time. Obviously something is not kosher involving my family and our government, Egypt, Rome Italy, Benghazi Libya and Washington DC. and Hollywood, not to mention Las Vegas. I think Benghazi is important and I think if our government doesn’t get it’s act together and investigate REALLY INVESTIGATE what occurred and WHY it occurred I have a feeling Washington DC and Rome and Egypt and Libya might not like what might occur soon if they don’t take it seriously and quit reacting to recent shit because it is shit to distract from Benghazi for Obama and everything that has occurred has occurred for the purpose to distract for Obama and I think it is biblically relevant. As in the beast of revelation and some other confused infamous characters of Revelation at war with each other for power including Obama and I don’t think any of them win with the exception of my family. There are some very bad assholes in the military and some good ones. My dad was good one and very honest comparatively he was a straight shooter. He would never set a girl up like what happened to me to get ahead in his career. That is why God is upset I think with his death and the death of my mom by hospice I believe the fact that his picture is at Benghazi is very good sign. I don’t believe he was there because he had died before Benghazi. But still his picture win the group setting of pictures of Benghazi is upsetting because obviously someone is trying to upset me otherwise why would his picture be there. ANd if someone is trying to upset me I have to wonder why is someone trying to up set me and I have to assume it has something to do with the mustard seed not being the smallest of seed and the sperm which is a smaller seed has overturn the desire of the RCC to give the Gospel of Matthew pre-eminence which is the undergirding of the RCC and trying to keep it relevant when it isn’t relevant anymore based on the mustard seed discrepancy. unmasked first by some people in many articles who I can’t name because Idon’t remember their names but have included articles by them which I think lead to their authorship, Pope Benedict XVl’s admission of the reason for the discrepancy because it was a new enlightenment which wasn’t factually based and in error so it was more like the new UN-enlightenment once it was proven to be false and it’s inclusion in the Islamic Religion and it’s holy book which means either Islam tried to enlighten the world with false information or the RCC did, and then by me who is trying to rub it in to the psyche and minds of those who have been deceived and trying to expose the deceivers at the same time. In fact I think it is an omen for many people if they don’t get their shit together in politics and religion and in the families. I don’t think I would have had the privilege of finding some truths if it wasn’t for my mom and my dad with GOd’s help. I hope you don’t diminish their input or mine or GODS input. I think these are the times when the RCC is going to die once and for all. I think some of what occurred to us had to do with the BGEA before we even know about them. I recall a picture of JFK jrs sister in law and it sure looks like a photo of me when I was about 14 years of age. I could be mistaken but it was a black and white one and I think it was to hunt me down for that purpose because I think there is some deception about the plane crash he was in with his pregnant wife and her sister. I guess there ewas a lawsuit going afterwards for a great deal of money and he and investigated his dad’s assassination visiting Billy Graham and the Jesuit Cuban leader Fidel Castro and then soon died. Kind of like the book published called “Dorothy Must Die.” My mom’s name was Dorothy and died by hospice. My mom did not have to die. I did investigate the assassination quite bit and found some unusual evidence no else even noticed and did a good job of my investigation and wrote about it quite a bit and the religious stuff involved which is on Merangue’s Blog. I imagine since I proved some stuff about Billy Graham he might have been a bit perturbed since he was involved in the assassination of JFK first hand on the scene and put out the picture but I changed quite bit from one year to the next not knowing I was being hunted. Sounds kind of self centered but the mustard seed debacle was kind of a turning point of Christianity and so it makes sense since I think I am involved in something bigger than the earth isn’t flat conundrum. Something that differentiates between some bible truths and bible deception and the Catholic Church ain’t happy about it because it undermined their One World Religion unbeknownst to me and undermined there persecution of women and girls for abortions vs hospice and their fear of the upcoming destruction of the Vatican. Pretty big stuff. Who would have thunk? I guess I’m a multi-talented person though not appreciated by the ROMAN CATHOLIC PAPACY OR THE JESUITS OR MANY OTHERS AS WELL BECAUSE TRUTH IS A STUMBLING BLOCK FOR MANY RELIGIONS and BECAUSE MANY RELIGIONS LIKE TO SCREW WITH FEMALES IN A MULTITUDE OF WAYS OUT OF FEAR OF FEMALES AND THEIR TALENTS. AFRAID OF COMPETITION, AFRAID OF NOT BEING ABLE TO SEXUALLY ABUSE FEMALES FOR THE CHURCH OF ROME AND OTHERS BECAUSE IT IS SO MUCH FUN. IT’S ONLY A JOKE AS ONE POLITICIAN SAID.

IS IT?

I did not cause the troubles our country faces. The RCC and THE BGEA and OBAMA caused those problems with others. I only reacted and tried to help because I was extremely damaged by these people and I knew others were too. So don’t blame me for finding some truths that might set you free from some very bad people and religions. I didn’t start the trouble these I have mentioned did and believe me these people won’t be happy until everyone is dead. If you think you can survive their plans you have to be kidding yourself! Your silence won’t help. We are in the end times. Its a fact you have to face. Now whether the end times is referring to the RCC, The BGEA and OBAMA or the world is up to you to decide. I don’t think the end of the world is what is ahead though there may be some destruction because of them,  but I think the end of these bad characters is what the end times means so I would suggest you do your part against these very bad characters or you might be what my friend painted from her 6th sense and perhaps about catholics. I don’t know because I didn’t ask. I do know she was rebelling and I think she had good reason for it. Her dad was fruitcake.

Obviously some underhanded politics and religion going on at Ft. Benning because it was a set up to hurt my family and most of all my to hurt my dad’s career in the military when the quota began that year for african american military even though we went along with the program by being bussed to a black neighborhood for school and did not complain about it, but that also created more competition between the white military men. Many white men can’t dance my dad loved dancing with my mom and we loved to watch. He knew how to hold her and knew how to lead and she loved him. Even I could dance with my dad because he was that good at dancing. Ball room dancing. My dad fought the year before in Vietnam and few a years before that because he cared about his men not because he needed a vacation from his family. He did not cry because as I said he had perspective but I bet he cried when my mom was hospiced when he was in heaven.

The worst stuff happened during the Obama Administration and that was when David two married my little sister and when I got extremely sick, my little sister divorced and I divorced, she remarried, my dad died, my mom was hospiced and too many coincidences not to be a problem with David TWO. Too too interested in the estate of my mom for what I would call and outsider to some degree and very new to the family. We had problems but not to the level of things that occurred during the Obama administration and the attempt by the church the RCC to raise itself above all things. The crazy shit occurred and the timing to me of the most ABOMINABLE stuff to happen to my family

 AND I THINK DAVID TWO IS PART OF the WORST OF IT.

Maybe the cause somehow but having to do with the religious associations as well which escalated many confusing and bad things so I am justified in my assessment of what is ahead and what is not and I think I’m right in a lot of ways about David number two and too much to be gained or lost. I know he thinks he is smart but he isn’t smarter than God and God is not on his side. I know because of the miracles and I know my parents were part of the miracles for me and their communications. 

The closest thing to a holy person I ever experienced was being on a plane with the man who played Moses in the movies the same guy who played Ben Hur and of course the actor was not holy but he represented someone important biblically speaking in a movie and did a good job of it (which is coincidental if you ask me)- a lot better than any priest or reverend or anyone representing the church did in our day and time. It was a sign for me I just didn’t realize it then. I know God knew I would have an abortion ahead of time before anyone else knew so if you are trying to get to me you don’t (I’m speaking bout Tucker Carlson and Laura InGraham, but you will suffer and so will your friends for being silent about Hospice MURDER SUICIDE and about Mother fucking Teresa and the RCC because Hospice Murder Suicide does get to me and I can’t wait to see you and them suffer for your silence and as far as I’m concerned your participation in a death cult by your silence because I know you read my posts and you know what I’m talking about and still aren’t doing anything about it. I can’t wait to see the pope quartered and hung on the four corners of the Vatican. You are in bed with the RCC and in bed with Mother Teresa. How does it feel? Is she a saint in bed? Is she all that she is cracked up to be or is she merely a hummel figurine in your eyes? You need to watch the you tubes by Christopher Hitchens it is downright evil what she does and even mentions some things having to do with my mom and my older sister who hospiced her and said something like Beautiful as if she got her revenge in the you tube and it was about my mom and my sister. for sure Mother Teresa  ain’t beautiful at all. She is the ugliest woman in the world. Obviously, since I came upon the mustard seed debacle in the bible and upon a lot of other things I investigated there was a reason for it and all the things we went through because God is trying to send a message IMO otherwise why would I have been chosen to teach it? Why would I have stumbled upon the truth? Why not a priest? It’s their job…Why not O’reilly? Why not a politician? HMMMM How about the press, why not them? or their daughters? or their sons? Hmmmm? Because you are deceivers.

Via abortion did I terminate your fetus? Via the practice of Hospice my mom was murdered. Do you see the difference?

Do you get upset when you see people starving in Yemen south of the richest country in the world. Why don’t you say anything about the Saudis who are causing it even to little kids. Do they pay your salary as well?

 SO FUCK OFF

you are as fakey as Laura’s lips.

I HOPE YOU AND LAURA MEET AN UNTIMELY DEATH. YOU DESERVE IT. I WISH THE SAME FOR YOUR FAMILIES. HOW DO YOU LIKE THAT? YOU KNOW WHY? IT’S SIMPLETONS LIKE YOU THAT FUCK UP THE WORLD INTERFERING IN THE PERSONAL DECISIONS OF MY BODY AND OTHER FEMALES SO I HAVE A RIGHT TO HOPE AND PRAY FOR YOUR DEMISE ASAP AND  YOUR FAMILIES AS WELL

ALL OF THEM.

By the way Tucker and Laura when someone has an operation body parts smell and I’m sure the doctors didn’t enjoy the smell of pus in my abdomen because of sepsis and had to vacuum my body of the pus every organ in my body. I would not be surprised if they were callouss sometimes without me knowing it but saved my life and God wanted me to live and I had an abortion years ago. I WONDER WHY! You ought to wonder why IT WAS So I could defend female rights to have an abortion to make decisions about whose seed they want to grow and when they are prepared to be a mom. And I lived because

I believe God wanted me to defend the rights of my parents who stood by my side and to destroy your faith

and with their help we will win and both of you will lose!

And what will you stand up for then? Laura’s Lips

You had your chance to stand against MOTHER FUCKING TERESA’S Hospice murder/suicide THE DEAL OF THE DEVIL and the RCC and you had the means and you didn’t. YOU ARE A FLAMING MOTHER FUCKER AND YOU WILL REGRET IT.

YOU HAVE NO EXCUSE

and were forewarned by Jesus in the Gospel of John 2000 years ago.

The reason you have no excuse is because I made you aware and I know you know about me because I wrote about me and my family and what happened to them because of your faiths on my posts and I know Laura knows too. GOOD LUCK TO BOTH OF YOUS GUYS BUT NOT REALLY. Have either of you heard about the word PROGRESS? PROGRESS IS THE DEATH OF YOUR FAITH! Not by trickery but by truth. THE FALSE CHURCH.  You ought to buy some property in Virginia in the Falls Church and see if it saves you.  Heck maybe my sister could get you some property there.

Rome’s Responsibility Of The Assassination Of Abraham Lincoln

YOU DO NOT OWN MY VAGINA, MY UTERUS, OR MY FALLOPIAN TUBES AND YOU NEVER DID. YOU ERR IN YOUR ASSUMPTIONS ABOUT WOMENS BODIES. I HOPE FOR THE WORST FOR BOTH OF YOU AND YOUR HERITAGE. HOPEFULLY IT WILL BE CUT OFF. GET IT? BIBLICALLY SPEAKING. FOREVER. PEOPLE LIKE YOU AND LAURA THAT CAUSED THE DEATH OF MY PARENTS AND YOU WILL PAY FOR IT DEARLY and I will be with my parents again and you and yours won’t.

DID YOU OR LAURA FIGHT IN VIETNAM OR KOREA. MY DAD DID. YOU ARE A PRICK FROM HELL AND DESERVE TO DIE WHEN YOU DO NEVER TO BE HEARD FROM AGAIN. YOU WILL NOT SEE HEAVEN, NEITHER OF YOU. YOU HAVE WIELDED YOUR VOICES FOR EVIL. TOO FUCKING BAD FOR YOU AND LAURA. YOUR OFFSPRING WILL PAY FOR YOUR SINS INSTEAD. WHY NOT? MY PARENTS WERE EXPECTED TO PAY FOR MINE VIA MOTHER TERESA’S LOGIC AND YOU NEVER BROUGHT IT UP SO WHY SHOULDN’T YOUR KIDS PAY FOR YOURS FOR REMAINING SILENT PERHAPS WITH A NORTH KOREAN NUKE IN YOUR BACKYARD RIGHT UP YOUR ASSES? IS IT FAIR? BOTH OF YOU SHOULD HAVE USED YOUR POSITIONS AND JOBS TO BRING UP THE CRIME OF HOSPICE VIA MOTHER TERESA AND THE CHURCH OF ROME AND YOU DIDN’T BOTHER. JUST WEEKLY OR NIGHTLY BADGER PEOPLE ABOUT THEIR WOMBS. ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS INFORM AMERICANS OF THE TRUTH ABOUT HOSPICE AND MOTHER TERESA AND THE RCC AND YOU DIDN’T, NOT EVEN A HINT. ITS YOUR JOB ASSHOLE. WHO DO YOU REALLY WORK FOR? THE VATICAN? YOU BOTH SEEM TO BE CARRYING THE VATICAN WATER AND NOT THE USA’S! A SPRINKLE HERE AND A SPRINKLE THERE. YOU DON’T CARE ABOUT MY PARENTS AND I DON’T CARE ABOUT YOUR KIDS. YOU BETTER PRAY REVELATION DOESN’T HAPPEN FOR YOUR KIDS SAKE, BUT IT SEEMS TO BE HAPPENING. WHY BECAUSE YOU REMAINED SILENT, THAT’S WHY. YOU HAD A FAIR WARNING AND YOU DID NOTHING. WE WERE NOT WARNED AND WE DID SOMETHING BY WARNING AND EXPOSING SOME DECEPTIONS. YOU HAVENT EXPOSED ANY DECEPTIONS BECAUSE YOU NEVER ATTEMPT TO DIG DEEP ENOUGH. MOST ROMAN CATHOLICS ARE LIKE THE JAPANESE IN WWll OR LIKE THE 12 SAUDIS IN NEW YORK, AND SO IS ALMOST ALL OF THE PRESS BEAUSE YOU GUYS ARE DRUNK ON ROMAN CATHOLIC BULLSHIT. YOU HAVE NO EXCUSES NOW. IGNORANCE WON’T CUT IT BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT IGNORANT. THE PRESS COUNT ON THE MILITARY TO PROTECT THEIR RIGHTS AND THEIR FREEDOM BUT YOU DON’T DESERVE IT BECAUSE YOU SCREWED OVER THE MILITARY and you screwed over my mom and dad and they were good people. IT WILL COME BACK TO HAUNT YOU, I PROMISE.

Leah Remini says ‘Aftermath’ Season 2 will go after ‘abusive practices’ of Scientology


Here is some truth so listen or read and take it to heart


I read a excerpt from either a bishop or a cardinal that priests have all the fun…you know why? Because the priests cause a lot of problems for people as far as sex and affairs, anything to do with women to keep them down in order to further the goals and agenda of the Roman Catholic Church and it’s Ailes and to keep the money in their hands. They have divided the land into parishes we don’t even know about and they interfere in our lives to keep the RCC afloat and to keep the status quo. They get to rape, pillage, and plunder, murder and deceive and pry into our private lives and destroy the spirit of females and good males because there are a few like my dad and these assholes do this

for the RCC

and to line their own pockets without a conscience

but will not be able to keep it.

LOL

BUT I GET TO KEEP IT. IS THAT FAIR?: YES, IT IS FAIR! WHY DON’T YOU ASK ME WHY…..

I am not a fool.

I learned and I listened, but the degradation won’t last and is about to implode/explode as the stock market and all those safety nets for the deceivers, thieves, and murderers, and abusers of women/girls/boys etc because there is gonna be a reckoning! It’s about to break wide open like a woman giving birth and the water breaks. You should not have messed with my families because we were close and did not deserve what came our way preemptively.

Big Mistake like the mustard seed ignoramus lie which is also an islamic precept and is false. 

Your faith will not save you from what is about to come upon you. Get prepared! Buying stock piles and storing them ain’t gonna help ya either. What is coming is way more powerful. Did Greta Carlson’s faith save her? NO. penis picture? Did Eric Bolling’s faith save his job? NO Did O’reilly’s faith save his job? NO Their follies are only symptoms …………………………… The only people to move a mountain with their faith were the actresses and actors in the very funny movie The Englishman Who Went Up a Hill and Came Down  a Mountain and the main character got caught with a prostitute later on.

The sign of the above is the sign Jesus gave when he said Feed My Sheep and the RCC blew it with Hospice, but the sign wasn’t for the RCC and it’s ailes

the sign was for us.

(The word sheep was also a sign! otherwise his warning would have been discarded.)

By the way I survived HWY 1 and the tornado the day after Christmas

and it was no accident! I was meant to be.

Rush Limbaugh: Millennials think “Game of Thrones” is real!

It kind of is real.

So millennials aren’t too far off the mark because I think for some the end will be similar to the end of the last episode. I have no idea what will be the next episode but what was in the last one is what I’m talking about when she gets on the dragon and retaliates like she should and is better than the rest of the assholes as far as I’m concerned. You can’t let people walk all over you forever because you will not survive if you do and the assholes will survive and continue to wax worse and worse.

And by golly it did:

‘Game Of Thrones’ Just Changed Everything You Know About Jon Snow

But the dragon smelled Jon Snow and Jon Snow touched the dragon

and it liked him and he liked it.

All Jon needs is a really big bag and it should be fine.

Phil Collins – In The Air Tonight (Official Music Video)



I believe my dad was murdered too in a hospital when he choked/aspirated on a pill the day he was supposed to go home to be with my mom. I don’t know who gave him the pill but it was what I was told and at the time I wasn’t suspicious because I hadn’t learned about how evil the RCC is and was. I guess the hospital didn’t know about the Heimlich maneuver or about other medical procedures having to do with choking or aspirating. Like the straw. I believe he was victim of their shenanigans in hindsight and because he told me he concurred with my mom about wanting to live longer this he told me after he died. So something evil occurred to my dad as well and I think it is because of the RCC. So I have a legitimate bone to chew with them. With the help of God, and the help of my parents and the help of others who believe in truth and that the Catholic Church is evil we will destroy the RCC with every opportunity we have. I loved my parents and so did God otherwise I wouldn’t be hearing from my parents the way I have. They would not be able to communicate as they have without God’s hand.

“They are they that testify of me,” said Jesus.

I don’t think it was an accident I and others came across the truth about the mustard seed debacle. It’s an omen for the RCC and a VERY good sign for us. The timing coincides with the Hospice situation and the attempt to have a one world religion with the RCC on top which is a miracle in itself.

It’s the RCC Death Knell!

I for one am very happy for it’s demise and Sinead O’Connor should be too. I imagine she has been attacked and is why she is suffering. She has done quite a lot for one person and very outspoken against the RCC. She has a lot to look forward to when it is destroyed.

I guess the RCC should have listened a little better, or read a little deeper, or looked a little harder. Instead of welcoming the truth the RCC attempted to hide it by killing the wrong people and abusing and attacking females.

 A true believer would never believe that Mother Teresa is or was a saint and would object to her sainthood by the Pope knowing what they know now. I will do my best not to watch Fox News anymore because of Tucker Carlson and Laura InGraham and their bile. I really do hope for the worst for them and their families. I think Fox News just turned a corner they should not have turned. Self destructing and I’m sure O’reilly has something to do with it. Penis pictures? LOL. The Little House on the Prairie Oh, Laura, Laura, Laura! People like Laura InGraham and Tucker Carlson ought to get with the program because they are making fools of themselves and righteously so.

A while back the comedian who was married to a catholic woman Bill Cosby who lately ( a few years ago) has been in the news accused of sex with women using drugs of some kind but where were they years ago when it happened. Oh, well. bunch of women came out of the woodwork afar some initial accusation which is usually how it works not necessarily making the accusations real but anyway he donated some money for a building for his wife’s religion and I don’t know if he was coaxed, blackmailed, or entrapped because only he knows and the women involved know and whoever is responsible and I think the building went in his name using his name and fame (but of course later the name will be changed when his name is mud or when he dies) and he said something about some nuns who were involved and mentioned that

” AND THEY MEAN BUSINESS.” REMEMBER?

If these nuns cared about the women and their character or the damage that comes with rape why didn’t the nuns do something about it when it occurred or around the time it occurred instead of during the RCC persecution by the RCC in the RCC’s attempt to be the One World Religious Leader these days. Just wondering, not for joy. Why did the nuns wait? Or the women involved? Did he blackmail them or re-rape them? Or did his wife become dissatisfied with him for some reason….was he gonna divorce her which is a no-no in the RCC religion and the RCC is very adamant about divorce because the RCC likes to keep the money in the family of the RCC. Why did the RCC wait, I mean the nuns. The accusations are connected with the donation for the building. Did the RCC take advantage once the RCC got their claws into the couple via the donation? And did his statement cause a vindictive reaction possibly out of proportion because he had the nerve to out them when he discussed the nuns meaning business during his trial by the RCC. Was it the statement he made to the world the straw that made the RCC possibly add injury to insult??? Was he strong-armed into donating money for a building and his statement to the world is what encouraged the women? I don’t know the man but it is connected to all of the above whether or not he is guilty. Certainly tipped the jury pool, didn’t it in the RCC’s favor if that is situation, which I do not know but it is kind of funny he mentioned nuns and nuns are the ones defending Mother Teresa and her cult of murder suicide i.e. themselves and getting their head rubbed by Pope Francis for false accusations about the abortion clinic of Planned Parenthood (at least unsubstantiated accusations). I think one of the Ten Commandments covers this style of sin which is called thous shalt not bear false witness but I have no idea if the Catholic ten commandments is the same I know the RCC canned their Ten Commandments to accommodate their religion I just wonder if this isn’t one of those that was changed so that the RCC persecute in good RCC conscience. When I recall what I read about Jones Town and what a cult is capable of doing to people it is scary. From what I read the people that gave up their lives most of them were not forced though they may have been tricked into drinking poison even their kids. AN then some in the religious realm are able to look like other people such as Billy Graham who changes his spots when with people like Johnny Cash when his nose grew real big or with the famous golfer Arnold Palmer and his nose got smaller which is why he was afraid to get on an elevator with a woman even though Pence the VP doesn’t go out to lunch with a female it is a little different. I don’t think I have ever seen his nose grow or get smaller by hanging with someone. I wonder when Billy Graham fit into Greta if he didn’t take on her small boobs to be Mother Teresa because her voice if you listen to it in the you tubes provided by Christopher Hitchens is very very masculine when she mucks everyone as she embezzles money from the rich for the coverup in India of the accident she helped to cause more than likely because who had more to gain that MOther Teresa which is a legitimate motive (but don’t tell Chuck Hagel because he never questions motive not even of Obama, but what about Chucks motive? Did he not have anything to gain by not distrusting Obama’s motives? or at least saying it.) and to blackmail in a very occultist way using it for her career and donations she would get to further her suicide/murder/suicide cult hospicing and says for everyone to “forgive.” Almost sounds demonic if you ask me.

I think we ought to as a country move the Lincoln Memorial

to Illinois where it belongs and build a log cabin around it.

In fact I think we ought to get a memorial for Mandela and put it in Maxine Watters front yard and move the Lincoln Memorial to Africa. Wouldn’t Mandela be so proud!

Axt and you shall receive!

Just kidding of course but on the other hand whose idea was it to move a piece of history  in order to enflame the citizens of Charlottesville, Virginia and then run a car into them? OBAMA? IT seems to be kind of the same footprint of Obama and his mending walls.

Mending Wall” is a poem by the twentieth century American poet Robert Frost (1874–1963). It opens Frost’s second collection of poetry, North of Boston, published in 1914 by David Nutt, and it has become “one of the most anthologized and analyzed poems in modern literature”.

I’m amazed he died in 1963….interesting year! He was at the inauguration for JFK and it snowed and it was so bright…something like it anyway. And said he would have to find a way to get through and I think he did, don’t you? Power of poetry!

Robert Frost1874 – 1963

Something there is that doesn’t love a wall,
That sends the frozen-ground-swell under it,
And spills the upper boulders in the sun;
And makes gaps even two can pass abreast.
The work of hunters is another thing:
I have come after them and made repair
Where they have left not one stone on a stone,
But they would have the rabbit out of hiding,
To please the yelping dogs.  The gaps I mean,
No one has seen them made or heard them made,
But at spring mending-time we find them there.
I let my neighbor know beyond the hill;
And on a day we meet to walk the line
And set the wall between us once again.
We keep the wall between us as we go.
To each the boulders that have fallen to each.
And some are loaves and some so nearly balls
We have to use a spell to make them balance:
‘Stay where you are until our backs are turned!'
We wear our fingers rough with handling them.
Oh, just another kind of outdoor game,
One on a side.  It comes to little more:
There where it is we do not need the wall:
He is all pine and I am apple orchard.
My apple trees will never get across
And eat the cones under his pines, I tell him.
He only says, ‘Good fences make good neighbors.'
Spring is the mischief in me, and I wonder
If I could put a notion in his head:
'Why do they make good neighbors?  Isn’t it
Where there are cows?  But here there are no cows.
Before I built a wall I’d ask to know
What I was walling in or walling out,
And to whom I was like to give offense.
Something there is that doesn’t love a wall,
That wants it down.'  I could say ‘Elves’ to him,
But it’s not elves exactly, and I’d rather
He said it for himself.  I see him there
Bringing a stone grasped firmly by the top
In each hand, like an old-stone savage armed.
He moves in darkness as it seems to me,
Not of woods only and the shade of trees.
He will not go behind his father’s saying,
And he likes having thought of it so well
He says again, ‘Good fences make good neighbors.'
 It’s like he knew because of experience and that good ole common sense.
I think it would be wise to run OBAMA out of town
and back to Chicago or UGANDA!  lol
Get the K I N G o f J OR D A N and OBAMA in a plane and put a parachute on his back and the JORDANIAN King Abdullah and show him the open door policy!

As far as North Korea goes the ex said though I don’t know if he really knows or remembers or tells the truth etc but said that China said that if the USA starts a nuclear war with Korea they probably will respond but if North Korea starts a nuclear war they won’t. Somehow I ain’t so sure about their excuse. First of all I find it odd China is setting perimeters about a nuclear war and it’s beginnings and whether it is wise to even care what China says because as far as I’m concerned if North Korea starts a war and since the ONUS is on China and should be on CHINA since I think China is using North Korea I would think if North Korea starts anything I would suspect we will be at war with CHINA so CHINA ought to settle down. IMO North Korea lobbing things near Japan or Taiwan or anywhere close to Guam even in the ocean is an act of war and is being backed by CHINA and North Korea has already crossed the line by doing it. I sure wouldn’t be sending money the China way because it might be actually going to North Korea somehow. It’s a confusing situation because of South Korea. I sure would love it if the USA was able to leave but there are some good people over there. I think we should first blow up the GREAT wall in China and see if they like it because I bet they would not like it and make it a stipulation in regards to North Korea and what it is doing. If North Korea even gets near any allies and threatening to we ought to TEAR DOWN the GREAT WALL OF CHINA and stipulate that we will ahead of time ASAP if North Korea is allowed to keep threatening everyone but not use nukes to do it. Send some Kutani Cranes with little bombs on their feetsies to drop them on the wall.


I heard on some show recently on TV you only live once but what about babies that die soon after being born? You don’t think God would let them live again? I DO. I don’t think God wastes souls. I don’t think God wastes a soul on an aborted fetus/baby or whatever you want to name it. So your God is not my God if you believe he would waste a soul and if you do not believe he knows ahead of time where to put a soul and where not to put a soul especially in regards to unwanted pregnancies destined to be aborted or miscarried in all the ways miscarriages occur you are very mistaken and err in your belief. But I do believe God is not pleased with Hospice/Murder-Suicide because of the possible circumstances, entrapments and enticements (Obama inspired enticements in other entitlements which have made Hospice a free service if no doctors care is involved which is an evil temptation/seducing some to promote Hospice in other ways and places) that can be employed or used on the unwary by evil entities in favor of the malpractice of Mother Teresa and it’s supporters who are mislead and deceived which needs to be nipped in the Rosebud (the meaning of Mother Teresa’s name coincidentally and the last word spoken by Orson Welles in the movie Citizen Cane a movie about William Randolph Hearst who puffed Billy Graham because news travels in other ways besides journalism. as well as truth – a miracle in essence similar to the sperm whale in Moby DICK!) ASAP because it is wasting a soul and it is evil and very bad for the medical field and against the oath, (the Hippocratic Oath) to have to deal with and very confusing to the medical field and interfering in good health care of a patient and confusing to the giver of health care i.e. the doctor and nurses and should not be allowed in any hospital or old folks homes or retirement centers in the USA or anywhere for that matter. Hospice is a way to kill someone who isn’t politically or religiously pro-catholicism or pro-nazism and is used for this purpose in a multitude of possibilities or to punish those who are against Roman Catholicism by killing their parents using abortion as an excuse (but not miscarriages which are indulged by the Roman Catholic Church even if purposefully miscarried In Name Only kind semantics) which implies two wrongs do make a right and of course it’s not true and IMO the church which promotes this kind of retribution i.e. vengeance i.e. ROMAN CATHOLIC TERRORISM needs to be put down i.e. DESTROYED because of their DECEPTION. I think Hospice, Mother Tersa’s evil practice and her sainthood by the Roman Catholic Church and its pope, Pope Francis, is the last straw and will break the camel’s back. By the way the 12th disciple was chosen using straws  or casting lots after Judas was hung. The church was warned by Jesus at the Sea of Galilee 2000 years or more ago and have had plenty of time to absorb the meaning and didn’t and kept it’s parishioners from learning the truth (or even reading the bible) and thus spreading it’s deception throughout the world like a mad cow disease. The last advice Jesus said was to Feed his sheep and the Catholic Church doesn’t get to determine who are his sheep and who aren’t his sheep and have made a mockery of Jesus at the Sea of Galilee. Being Catholic does not make you his sheep. The meaning had to do with Hospice because Jesus knew it was going to be promoted by the church. Starving a patient of the nutrients (drugs, food, oxygen, treatment, etc) needed to survive an accident or a disease or an illness of any kind, and including truth which is a spiritual food starving it’s parishioners and others of the truth. The Jesuit-Pope Francis has starved his people and others of the truth in every way he can but only taken vengeance against females. He is a pimp and a pimp of pimps. He is a disaster in waiting. Those that hang out with the pope at the Vatican will be a participant of the disaster in waiting.

ASHES TO ASHES 

Have either of you ever admitted or passed the information on to anyone else that the mustard seed is not the smallest of seed even in the plant world? WHY NOT?

Have either of you read the bible? The Synoptic Jesus (Gospels of Matthew Mark and Luke) says the mustard seed is the smallest of seed so was he misinformed, misdirected, or just mis-inspired? Did he not know what was in man?

Tick tock, tick tock, tick tock, Hickory Dickory Dock. The mouse ran up the clock. Tick tock, tick tock, tick tock Hickory Dickory Dock…… But it will be good enough for me to see the Vatican turn to ashes in one hour like the ones catholics put on their foreheads on Ash Wednesday. Maybe it will be on a Wednesday

IT’S COMING. Just round the bend.)

Maybe it will be quick as prophesied: one hour with the beast which might be literally 60 minutes. READ ABOUT IT WHY DON’T YOU? LOL

That would be fine, too. I can skip watching you suffer just to KNOW you are gone forever. EITHER WAY is good with me. I do recognize many don’t believe but whose fault is it? THE CHURCHES FAULT because of their abuse!

DAVID NUMBER TWO,

WHEN THE RCC IS DESTROYED YOU WILL BE TOO.

So the prophecy in Daniel standing in the Gospel of Matthew is the fulfillment standing where it should NOT and not all the people being put into places they shouldn’t be like my family for my sake someone trying to steer me wrong. That’s deception either via camera work or illustrator, photoshop etc. whether or not they are in those place those are not the fulfillment of the prophecy in Daniel. The prophecy IT self is the fulfillment and THE WHY is in parentheses that says let the reader understand. Meaning reading  it in Daniel and seeing it has been moved to the Gospel of Matthew is the clue of clues. 

As far as Judicial Watch keeping the Benghazi fires going BUZZ OFF. Your work in the last 20 years did nothing except stoke the flames for political donations and political folly for the Republican Party, politics as usual and the Republican Party doesn’t keep their promises because they don’t remember specifics about their promises as the Obama Care Repeal demonstrated.  The information is only as good as what is done with it by the people that find it. It will be investigated even without Judicial Watch and if it isn’t the curtains are gonna close anyway with or without an investigation and many ignoramus people will be sorry SONS OF BITCHES anyway. Lou Dobbs and Fox News was only mocking because a lot of good it did to have all the information about Obama needed to have him ejected out of the USA for good, tarred and feathered, hung on a tree, put in jail, tried for treason, and no one did anything about it. Having a birth certificate was the first exclusionary indulgence of our government and innocent people died over it which is EVIL. Our government, the ones involved in the betrayal will be held responsible for their betrayal of the citizens of the USA. Believe me! Judicial Watch ought to investigate Hospice murder suicide of Mother Teresa and the RCC’s abuse of it to kill the RCC’s perceived enemies and make it their political folly for the sake of those that aren’t aware. OR ELSE! The first place that is gonna notice are the people surrounding the Vatican because those inside won’t even know what happened to themselves and then it will eventually though quickly spread out and everyone will see and by that time it probably will be too late for many people. READ ABOUT IT.  Those that didn’t do what they should have done will be held responsible for what was done NOT in God’s name, and not by me. BY GOD. And some of us will make it and many won’t. Though my family will make it because my family deserves to make it because we were the perceived enemy of the RCC and were persecuted very unkindly and still are being persecuted in various ways with a multitude of deceptions tossed in our direction as if we had anything to do with the prophecy in Daniel being fulfilled or the creation of Mother Teresa’s death cult or the sainting of Mother Teresa by the RCC by it’s pope to exonerate the practice of hospice and glorify it which is EVIL We had nothing to do with the deception of the mustard seed enlightenment but helped to unenlighten the deception of it’s ridiculousness. We didn’t write the Gospels or the Book of Daniel. The Congress’s talent for not asking the right questions in the Benghazi hearings was evident hence McCains inattentiveness. Only a couple of people even tried and I noticed the avoidance. If I noticed a lot of other people did too. I doubt I was the only one. Mitch McConnell isn’t gonna like his destination I’ll tell you that much. He knows the State Department isn’t worth a hill of beans and is working against our country and many other countries as well so obviously he is corrupt. I was amazed by Hillary’s performance being grilled about not much for so long. The fact she stayed awake was in itself quite a feat. Americans aren’t as stupid as Watter’s world Jesse Watter’s thinks they are and loves to portray them as idiots. But who carried Bill Oreilly’s water¿ HMMMMM? Talk about dumb. And if you think we are impressed with the UN ambassador, think again. Is she jesse’s girl? The UN gets what it deserves I guess.

Anyway a neighbor thought the devil came to his home because of the things that occurred to their family and told me about it, my niece via a Christmas card she wrote to her mom said the devil visited their home and she let me read it, my little sister called me the devil and satan erroneously and out of confusion (she thought my dad was guilty of putting her brain power down via a letter and he hadn’t even written the letter but it was written to him), someone substantial (a famous bishop or a cardinal) at the Vatican said the devil entered the Vatican and I have never been to the Vatican so it wasn’t me. I have been to Rome as a child, but not the Vatican and only for about a day. It never occurred to my parents to take their family to the Vatican…I wonder why. Probably because they were not interested. However, all of these examples occurred during the Obama administration. All of them respected Billy Graham via the BGEA, but not me. Not sure to the extent of their respect but none of them were ever suspicious as I was of the BGEA and the Grahams especially after investigating the JFK assassination and writing about it or if they were didn’t let on. However my brother was very suspicious of Christianity. Why? Because Christians are so unchristian like Laura InGraham and Tucker Carlson and act like the club of Rome. Obama did visit the Vatican. Trump did as well recently but like I said there are more than one trumpets written about in Revelation. There are seven. After all of my investigations into these matters that matter I think a little of my brother’s talent and my extended family’s talent rubbed off on me some how. He was a pretty talented District Attorney when he chose to be. I doubt he would have lost the OJ trial over a glove that fit. Some people like to wear tight clothing and assessories. Maxine Watters for instance. Kids are REALLY messed up these days and the reasons for it ARE the lies of the RCC. BY KIDS I MEAN YOUNG ADULTS BUT STILL KIDS BECAUSE THEY WERE NOT GIVEN THE TRUTH. I WILL KEEP TRYING BUT I’M PISSED OFF AND THOSE KIDS I BELIEVE WILL BE EXCUSED BUT NOT THE RCC and it’s AILES/WOES.

My Ex hates the miracles that have happened to me and for and to my kids and will do anything and say anything to subvert the miracles. HE WILL BE TO BLAME FOR THE CONFUSION. CAN’T WAIT TO SEE HIM FALL HARD ON HIS ASS HOLE BRAINS IF THAT. HE IS LIKE THE THREE MAIN CHARACTERS IN THE LAND OF OZ: THE SCARECROW< THE LION AND THE TIN MAN ALL IN ONE>

HE HAS NO BRAINS HE HAS NO COURAGE AND HE HAS NO HEART. WHO RAISED HIM? A COMBINATION OF HIS MOM AND DAD AND THE RCC.

Talked to a possible future son-in -law this weekend and asked what he thought of someone hospicing their mom for two weeks without telling a sibling and a daughter of that mom and he couldn’t think of anything to say about it. NUMBED by the fact his mom shot herself in the head and committed suicide because she was never diagnosed correctly by the doctors she was allowed to see because of insurance and the doctors said her health problems were all in her head even though she got down to about 90 lbs because of a very treatable condition my uncle lived with for many years called DIVERTICULITUS but she didn’t know it however the autopsy people figured it out. She was a Christian. Her son had no opinion. HE BETTER GET AN OPINION< I’LL TELL YOU THAT MUCH! But with people like my ex around he may never have one. Saw Coretta Scott King, Martin Luther King’s niece talking about violence and that violence never leads to anything good. She is in the Vatican pockets as in the past Mayor of Rome. Of course it depends on the violence and it’s purpose. OBVIOUSLY WAR IS VIOLENCE. SO HOW WOULD SHE HAVE STOPPED THE NAZIS FASCISM? SHE WOULDN’T HAVE. SHE WOULD HAVE PLACATED IT AND USED HER UNCLE’S NAME FOR HER FAME AND FORTUNE. JUST BECAUSE YOUR UNCLE WAS A GREAT MAN DOES NOT MAKE YOU A GREAT WOMAN. SHE IS WALKING IN A LONG SHADOW AND NOT HELPING. HANGING OUT AT THE VATICAN AND DOING IT’S BUSINESS IS A STUPID THING TO DO AND WILL ONLY LEAD TO MORE DEATH AND YOU MIGHT END UP HAVING TO PAY WITH YOUR OWN SOUL IF YOU DON’T WATCH OUT> HAS CORETTA DONE ANYTHING IN REGARDS TO MOTHER TERESA’S DEATH CULT> DOES SHE CARE? HAS SHE SAID ANYTHING AND USED HER FAME OFF HER UNCLE’S COURAGE> NOPE SHE’S SIMILAR TO POPE FRANCIS WHO THINKS IF YOU WEAR A NECLACE TKEN FROM A DEAD MAN WHO HAPPENED TO HAVE COURAGE IT MIGHT RUB OFF ON HER, AND IT DOESN”T SEEM TO HAVE DONE THAT>DID CORETTA EVER CRITICIZE OBAMA? OR DID SHE ENCOURAGE HIM? POPE FRANCIS? DID SHE SAY WE OUGHT TO TRY TO GET TO THE TRUTH IN REGARDS TO BENGHAZI? NO, NO and NO BUT SHE APPEARED ON Fox news! PROBABLY DAVID LETTERMAN AND MANY OTHER SHOWS. PEACE COMES AT A GREAT COST AND SHE IS NOT THE ONE WHO WILL PAY IT BUT JUST LANGUISH IN IT AT THE COST OF EVERYONE ELSE, like my parents and your uncle who died for the peace she enjoys while others don’t like me who loved my parents and hate her genuflecting to the RCC and ISLAM. SCREW OFF! OR BETTER YET FIND OUT WHO INSPIRED THE UNREST AND IF YOU FIND OUT IT LEADS INDIRECTLY TO OBAMA DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. A NAZIST RUNS A CAR INTO SOME PEOPLE WHO I THINK DIDN’T WANT TO SEE THE STATUE MOVED BECAUSE IT IS HISTORICAL. Ever since Obama came to Washington DC there has been trouble A PERVERTED KIND OF TROUBLE not because he was African American but because he is an asshole. Who got him elected ? Kissinger and the RCC. Why? Because the RCC was abusing kids, laundering money for the mob and taking US. tax dollars to protect their reputation and invading our federal government to wage not peace but undeclared war against the USA. SO are you sure you are on the right side of your peace be unto you CRAP? PENCE THINKS THESE PEOPLE WHO MARCHED SOME VIOLENTLY AND SOME NOT AND I CAN’T SEEM TO GET A STRAIGHT STORY ON THE EVENT BUT THEY ARE PART OF THE CONVERSATION AND YOU CAN’T IGNORE THEM JUST BECAUSE THEY DON’T THINK LIKE YOU. SOMEONE STARTED THIS SHIT TO START SOME SHIT DURING THE ADMINISTRATION OF TRUMP AND I AM NOT IMPRESSED NOR EVER WILL BE WITH PENCE’S COURAGE. HE DOESN’T SEEM TO GET IT THAT THIS IS AN ATTEMPT TO DISTRACT FROM THE RCC’S HOSPICE MALPRACTICE WHICH I PRESUME THAT ISLAM IS PRO-HOSPICE MURDER SUICIDE AS WELL BUT CAUSING TROUBLE WHERE IT DIDN’T NEED TO BE CAUSED EXCEPT TO DISTRACT WHICH IS T Y P I C A L. THIS HAS BEEN HAPPENING AT AN ACCELERATED RATE  GROWING EXPONENTIALLY SINCE OBAMA GOT INTO POLITICS AND TO DISTRACT FROM BENGHAZI, TO AID THE JESUITS AND THE RCC AND WHAT REALLY HAPPENED AT BENGHAZI AND WHY. HE DOESN’T WANT AN INVESTIGATION AND AS LONG AS NOONE HAS THE COURAGE TO GET TO THE BOTTOM OF IT IT WILL KEEP HAPPENING. OBAMA IS THE MOST PREJUDICED SON OF A BITCH THAT EVER CAME DOWN THE PIKE AND WILL USE PEOPLE LIKE THE NIECE OF MARTIN LUTHER KING TO OFFER A VIOLENT ABUSIVE PERVERTED PEACE BECAUSE IT ISN’T PEACE KIND OF SIMILAR TO THE RELIGION OF ISLAM WHICH IS IN BED WITH THE RCC BUT BOTH AGAINST EACH OTHER AT THE SAME TIME BECAUSE ONE WANTS TO RULE THE OTHER EVENTUALLY.

TWO WOMAN GRINDING AT THE MILL – ONE WILL BE TAKEN AND ONE WILL BE LEFT. THE TWO WOMEN ARE THE RCC AND ISLAM AND WHAT IS IN BETWEEN ARE THE CITIZENS, THE PEOPLE WHO ARE GETTING GROUNDED UP LIKE COFFEE IN A COFFEE MILL EXCEPT IT ISN’T COFFEE IT’S THE BLOOD OF SAINTS. THEY ARE ENJOYING KILLING PEOPLE AND UPSETTING THEM, HURTING THEM, PERSECUTING THEM, FUCKING THEM UP. IT’S THEIR GAME AND IT IS PERVERTED AND FORCING US TO DRINK THEIR SHIT USING THE PRESS BY CREATING RACIAL AND SEXUAL STRIFE TO DISTRACT FROM THE TRUTH USING BUTT FARTS

like Laura InGraham and Tucker Carlson.

Will anti-nazis and anti-white supremacists condemn the PLO for the deaths of jewish men at the Olympics in Germany in the past? Will the anti-nazis and anti-white-supremacists condemn the RCC and Pope Francis (for sainting Mother Teresa) and condemn mother teresa’s practices (about 500 of them or more throughout the world) of hospice killing the elderly and infirmed and enemies of the STATE Of VATICAN (killing our veterans and their spouses) using abortion as an excuse? Will anti-nazis and anti-white-supremacists condemn Tucker Carlson and Laura Graham for their condemnation of female rights for a female to have a SAFE abortion? Will anti-nazis and anti-white-supremacists condemn the countries involved in attacking Israel in the 6 – Day War? Will anti-nazis and anti-white-supremecists condemn Scott Walker for his abortion stance including tubal pregnancies? Will anti-nazis and anti-white-supremacists condemn Fox News for condemning females for having had a legal safe abortion? Will anti-nazis and anti-white -supremecists condemn Father Jonathan of Fox News for his position and his attempts to have a little girl cut off from life saving treatments using the press and many talk shows to pressure the mother even though her daughter’s hand moved in her hands? Will anti nazi’s and anti white supremacists condemn the RCC for colluding with the Nazis in WWll? Will anti-nazis and anti-white supremacists condemn Jeb Bush for having Terry Shiavo murdered in Florida by starvation? WIll anti-nazis and anti-white-supremecists condemn Jeb Bush for allowing 12 Saudi arabians to train to fly planes in the state of Florida which he governed who ultimately flew those planes into the World Trade Centers in New York? Will anti-nazis and anti-white-supremacists condemn my ex (Phil Rodgers) for having his mom starved to death hospice style in Michigan to further the nazi propaganda and their evil ways and nazi practices of Mother Teresa and the RCC’s evil ways so others will be complacent about hospice being wielded as a weapon against non-catholics? Will anti-nazis and anti-white supremacists condemn my sister (Lori Kircher) for having my mom hospiced unbeknownst to me for two weeks until she died and paying off my other sister to shut her mouth about abuse? HOw about those guys that condemned the violence in Charleston Virgina will they condemn the above mentioned crimes against humanity as well or is it just to condemn those in Charleston Virginia because they aren’t CEO’s?

Fox news says there is no room for bigotry in this country…..

what about women and girls who have had abortions?

Is there room for this kind of bigotry? Of course there is room for this kind of bigotry because it fits the RCC’s POLITICAL agenda.

The mother of the victim in Chraleston va is magnifying her daughter and thinks the driver magnified her daughter and I don’t even know her name. She must be in shock because her kid will be forgotten when the next test of faiths begins. It’s a game and Bless your heart for playing. Using the expression “magnifying” her daughter sounds awful familiar because it’s what Mary said when God impregnated her with Jesus from the Synoptic gospels. She magnified him in her heart. Anyway It seems this woman in Charleston Virginia is using this strange occurrence of her daughter getting rammed into by a car to make a case for the Synoptic Jesus, because of her choice of words, IMO. How often do you hear someone say their daughter or son is magnified in their death? use acted triumphant and that’s why I don’t believe her whatsoever. I don’t think I have ever heard anyone say it and the timing is kind of odd. She looks like the woman who told me to wrap myself in sean wrap and meet my soon to be ex at the door naked wrapped in saran. A bit on the nutty side. I don’t believe her, do you, but Fox does and to top it off her daughter was adopted. BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS THE RCC AND THE JESUITS AND ISLAM ARE DOING IT BECAUSE THEY KNOW THEY ARE ABOUT TO BE DESTROYED SLOWLY WITH THE TRUTH being sawed in half LOL AS IT EATS THEIR LIES AND QUICKLY VERY SOON BY THE HAND OF GOD AND THE RCC AND ISLAM KNOW IT.  TOUGH LOVE. SOME ARMY IS GOING TO DESTROY THE VATICAN BUT I DON’T KNOW WHEN BUT GOD PUTS IT INTO THEIR HEART TO DESTROY IT. I DON’T KNOW WHICH ARMY BUT IT IS ON THE HORIZON. I don’t know if Islam is considered part of the Vatican in the eyes of God but they have some similar false precepts such as the mustard seed and one got it from the other. I do recall the President of Iran or someone talking about pushing Israel into the sea but I think meaning in a duplicitous kind of way THE SEE of the Vatican. I have heard it is a hundred million man army (not sure if females are in it) and it could be a real army and the only one to be able to field it would be China PHYSICALLY but I think it is a spiritual army and not a physical one having to do with Armageddon

IN DEFENSE OF FEMALES

AND THEIR RIGHTS.

57 incredibly cheering cat pictures to crack you up

57 incredibly cheering cat pictures to crack you up Viral Kittens

PRETTY CUTE AND ON SOME NEWS SITE IS TRUMP IS EXCUSING SOME SHERIFF WHO HAD A CAT IN A GARAGE DOOR WHICH LOOKED LIKE MY SWEET ROMEO TO ANTAGONIZE ME: MY MIRACLE CAT GETTING SQUASHED ON THE TOP OF THE GARGAGE DOOR AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY ANYONE WOULD BE SO PERVERTED TO PUT A PICTURE OUT LIKE THAT IN THE NEWS AND SET IT UP WITH A CAT BUT EARLY IN THE BEGINNING OF MY ANGSTS WHEN I FIRST STARTED WRITING AND WHEN MY CAT WAS MISSING A GUY IN FRONT OF ME ON HIS MOTORCYCLE HAD A STUFFED CAT WHICH HAPPENED TO BE THE SAME COLORING ON THE BACK OF HIS MOTORCYCLE PURPOSEFULLY TO MESS WITH ME AND 7 WEEKS LATER I FOUND MY CAT AND IF IT CAN HAPPEN ONCE IT CAN HAPPEN AGAIN. THE ONLY THING I CAN THINK OF IS TO PSYCHOLOGICALLY HURT ME AIDING AND ABETTING MY PTSD BECAUSE OF WHAT I PURPORT TO BE OCCURRING. IT’S PERVERTED AND IT MUST BE OBAMA AND HIS MINIONS OF INSECTS LIKE HE’S THE LORD OF THE FLIES. IT ISN’T WORKING BECAUSE I KNOW I WILL GAIN HIM BACK AND ALL THE PEOPLE AND PETS I LOVE AND THE OCEAN AS WELL WITH THE BEACH I ENJOY AND SOME MOUNTAINS IN THE DISTANCE WITH FARM LANDS NEARBY AND WILL HAVE PINA COLADA WHEN IT HAPPENS WITH MY FAMILIES

TO CELEBRATE

THE DEATH OF THE RCC AND ISLAM

AND THE LIFE OF MY HOPES AND DREAMS.

I saw Coretta with the Mayor of ROME! THE CLUB OF ROME PEOPLE! SO I KNOW WHAT SIDE YOU ARE ON WITH THOSE WHO USED PEACE TO KILL, MURDER, ROB, AND STEAL TO KEEP THE VATICAN GOING. YOU DON’T FOOL ME… MISS SWEETNESS!

I wonder what would happen if someone blew up the Lincoln Memorial? You think there might be riots and mayhem? I bet so. Remember when Obama stood before the Lincoln Memorial standing where he should not? Still it wasn’t the fulfillment of Daniels prophecy only a shadow of things to come. The fulfillment was the prophecy moved to the Gospel of Matthew which happened during the Obama administration and I don’t think it is a sign you should be hopeful about because I don’t think it bodes well for you down the yellow brick road. Why? Because, because, because, because, because …… of all of the wonderful things he does.

I WONDER DID COMMON CORE EDUCATION GET IT’S NAME BECAUSE OF HER? I KNOW SHE SEEMS SWEET BUT SWEETNESS DIDN’T STOP MASS MURDER OF ^ 6 million JEWS< DID IT> IT ENABLED IT. HEY LITTLE GIRL WOULD YOU LIKE SOME CANDY? THAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED TO ME AS A CHILD AND MY PARENTS WARNED ME ABOUT THAT KIND OF SWEETNESS SO I DIDN’T GET IN HER CAR WHEN SHE OPENED THE PASSENGER SIDE DOOR FROM THE DRIVERS SEAT. DID SWEETNESS STOP THE MASS MURDERERS IN AFRICA? DID IT STOP THE SLAVE TRADE? NO. I DOUBT THERE WOULD HAVE BEEN SLAVERY IN THE SOUTH IF IT WEREN’T FOR THOSE SHIPS THAT BROUGHT THE SLAVES SOLD BY THE SLAVE TRADERS IN AFRICA WHO WERE AFRICANS BETRAYING EACH OTHER. DID ABRAHAM LINCOLN STOP THOSE SHIPS FROM LANDING ON OUR COASTS IN ORDER TO STOP THE SLAVE TRADE?

WHY NOT?

He was married to a Catholic woman named Mary Todd? Do you think it was on purpose? I think so. Abraham was a fair man who came from the land of UR. What did Mary Todd say when Abraham Lincoln was killed in  theater shot in the head: What can I do? What can I do? How about leaving the Catholic Church!

Rome’s Responsibility Of The Assassination Of Abraham Lincoln

Which has to do with the false covenant spoken about in the bible at the last supper in the Synoptic Gospels the same 3 gospels who claimed the mustard seed was the smallest of seeds which in actuality was a faith based new enlightenment which is obviously false as well since it isn’t the smallest of seed. 

Does Sarah Palin care about a false covenant? YOU WILL! SO WILL FRANKLIN GRAHAM care someday eventually if everyone would stop enabling him. He took Sarah under his big wings during the election for Obama so someone could use places like HAARP located where she was Governor in Alaska which uses microwaves to heat the atmosphere or oceans or seas or land and can cause great harm to many such as droughts, floods, earthquakes, tsunamis, tornados, hurricanes and all those horrible after-effects like the poisoned food chain, and probably some birth defects, etc. It was all a sham, the election Obama vs the hero McCain the lover of the Muslim Brotherhood. However I’m glad she sticks up for Down Syndrome kids in Iceland: She should since she has a child with Down Syndrome and I’m sure she loves her kid no matter what because he was

BORN THAT WAY. 

Someday maybe we will find a cure for Down Syndrome in spite of all the lack of cures and lowered life expectancies because of the business of health insurance. People found cures when there wasn’t insurance because they had no reason to prolong illnesses and diseases and birth defects, etc and because our country has lost respect for the elderly via Hospice and the RCC hell bent ways of Mother Teresa to punish those who do not capitulate to their cult or when it serves them. Wasn’t Hillary Clinton in the insurance business before she was a lawyer or was she a lawyer for the insurance business?

I was lucky because my kids turned out okay and I guess it was my reward. IMO my children are beautiful but beauty is in the eye of the beholder, isn’t it?

Her’s is her reward and I know she doesn’t regret it and neither do I.

You have to wonder if prolonging the un-cures is worth interfering in a females rights by accepting and indulging and endorsing and enabling the RCC’s revenge. IS IT? I mean it’s your kid, is it worth it? ONe of the people at the guidance counselor’s office in Georgia  when I was pregnant looked like Sarah Palin similar anyway not exactly like her. But similar and like the lady in charge of the blood supply when aids was spread via the blood supply, a mix of the two, and of course it was all a set up as I explained vying for my allegiance to the RCC, Islam, and Evangelicalism. I didn’t bite. I went and told my parents and the US army said I wasn’t ready for a baby at least the psychiatrist I went to before getting an abortion. I knew I wasn’t prepared to have a baby. I was too young for one thing and it was not the intended time for me to have a kid. We did not have sonograms then but either way I was not prepared to get pregnant or have a baby for a one night stand or for the RCC, Islam, and Evangelicals. I did the right thing at the time and would do it again for my daughters and their daughters and their daughters and I wouldn’t necessarily have watched a sonogram to make them happy because it is my body and I knew what I wanted. My parents did the right thing as well and were attacked by the RCC, Islam, and Evangelicals years later. Jesus said FEED MY SHEEP.  I sure don’t want to be a Roman Catholic, or Islamic or an Evangelical (an EVIL ANGEL or an AVENGING ANGEL) because all three are full of shit. I got to be a mom later and have two lovely and cute and funny kids. Abortion is no worse than family planning or any other birth control and I know all of you have used them. After 14 years of marriage I had my first child. I think it’s kind of an interesting number, don’t you? My parents did the right thing too. This whole set up was about the mustard seed lie and I know it and you know it because it undermines your FALSE faiths and because you guys can’t handle the truth!

Truth is vital in this regard because Jesus new what was in man and by denying it you deny the truth about Jesus: the real one who knew ahead of time by 2000 years what was gonna happen.

Has Iceland Eliminated Down Syndrome Through Abortion?

 The cause of Down Syndrome may be the tests that identifies it.

Amniocentesis

perhaps?

“Amniocentesis (also referred to as amniotic fluid test or AFT) is a medical procedure used in prenatal diagnosis of chromosomal abnormalities and fetal infections, and also for sex determination, in which a small amount of amniotic fluid, which contains fetal tissues, is sampled from the amniotic sac surrounding a …” “Yes. There is a small risk that an amniocentesis could cause a miscarriage (less than 1%, or approximately 1 in 200 to 1 in 400). Injury to the baby or mother,infection, and preterm labor are other potential complications that can occur, but are extremely rare.Jun 7, 2017″

What if the amniocentesis test is diagnosed wrong like many diagnoses.

What if the numbers or percentages cited above is a lie?

What happened to Andrea Tantaroses brother who I think had Down Syndrome and died. Was he executed or did he died of natural causes. Something untoward happened to her brother during a tumultuous time near the time of the Boston Marathon terrorism that was a false news story based on some stuff in the news. Some weird shit happened to him, didn’t it?

The test is often used for older women who are pregnant and I decided not to risk it even though I was older just in case and hoped for the best and got it. Down Syndrome kids are usually very sweet and adorable….but not all, some end up institutionalized instead because of the severity of the Down Syndrome and the parents aren’t able to cope with the severity and I think it depends on the parents as well how severe it gets. I guarantee the RCC often hides the truth about everything and about the minor details of birth defects using Down Syndrome for their folly as the RCC uses abortion as their folly to kill the elderly and so forth and Other People’s Kids but those shoeboxes makes up for it. Remember lead poisoning? Some of it was deliberate. Global Warming? Core teaching to dumb down the masses and then Hospice. I have witnessed an institute for some Down Syndrome sever cases and I think it was a racket in some ways. They were not happy Down Syndrome kids so I think it is and should be up to the parents and not Sarah Palin and Franklin Graham sonic he made a business of his religion es[ecilly the one called Samaritan’s Purse which he stole from a gay guy he befriended and soon died after being befriended. He likes gays, doesn’t he? They come in handy sometimes. It’s like the DNA tests advertised on Fox stations and people send in their dna to find out what heritage they are and these people pay some bucks for it. Quite a business if you believe the– I wouldn’t.

Guess what: You are gonna have to handle the truth about the mustard seed eventually and pay for your crimes against humanity if you don’t!

I had a friend who had a miscarriage about 6 months marker of her pregnancy and because she was gonna marry someone else and was Orthodox Catholic. She got an annulment via the RCC from her first marriage which was not a good marriage for her and her child the next one had severe learning disabilities so severe she had troubles throughout her raising her kid and the schools were not tolerating her kid nicely at all. NOT EVEN THE MONTESORRI SCHOOLS!~ (She claimed to me her dad abused her sexually as a child. My dad did not sexually abuse his girls, THANK GOD FOR THAT!) She had to jump through hoops because she had a job at TI for a long time and wasn’t about to give up her rights or her hours and days, weeks, months of work she had built up at TI and needed their help at the schools. She had a hard time at home, but she managed. Cute kid as well but she had some big problems and hopefully will be okay because both her parents are kind of old parents.  At least she got the annulment for the RCC right? There is such a thing as a no fault divorce but it looks so much cleaner to have an annulment even though it is unnecessary and is enabling the RCC. The annulment made her first marriage failure squeaky clean so she could marry a catholic.

HMMMMMMM.

Here is another example in my life: A friend of the family a family whose dad reached the rank of 3 star or 4 star general in the army. His daughter and my older sister were good buds growing up. Their family resembled Jackie Kennedy-Onnasis in looks though not as pretty. They were stationed overseas in France while we were in England at the same time. He had a son who came down with polio as a child and then became a schizophrenic as an adult. Had visions of himself or thoughts that he was Jesus. Nice kid as well though I didn’t know him very well. When we went to see them at their home it was always kind of dark. Not sure why. He ended up being lost in the Congo in the 70s or late 60’s, an MIA. He was eventually found. He was also quite a male chauvinist. He looked just like Vincent Bugliosi who defended Jackie Kennedy and the Warren Commmision which Jackie when working at Doubleday Publishers edited the Warren Commission about the assassination of JFK because she was hired as an editor at the company. Bugliosi wrote a book about it and many others and also a book about the Manson cult/murders. He supposedly won many cases legally but was an exaggerator of how many by one. I don’t know why he lied about it, but he did. The general was the one that said often something like As I said or as I say and taking credit for other peoples ideas and who knows what else. Like it was his idea. It was kind of a joke at our house and he also was the one that nicknamed my older sister TOOTIE because she was a toot or a real toot. The daughter she befriended was deaf for the most part and looked like the lady on Fox and sounded like her as well who is a Kennedy. The general also sounded voice wise just like Bugliosi. I had been around these people many times and noticed his voice and hers. I noticed she has a voice like some deaf people or near deaf people who have had speech therapy, the lady on Fox. I like her as far as a personality etc. and some of her views. Nancy was the one that gave me the advice to talk to Tootie her best friend when I was dealing with the molestation and harassment at the house later on when he wanted to carry me to the car because I was barefoot and needed to get matches out of the car and he followed me even though I said No thank you. He followed me to the car as I recall and came up behind me somehow while his wife was in the front room with her family though two of the kids were not born yet and I’m sure she noticed.  So I left that night in the middle of the morning because I couldn’t sleep in fear of Gary sneaking up on me because he was in one of those moods and I thought I’m at my parents house and I can’t enjoy a family reunion and rest because I have to worry about him sneaking up on me in my sleep and my sister taking it out on me later. I was worn out. But i took her advice and then my sister came up with the initial lie about my attraction to Gary and said I’m gonna call mom and dad and picked up the phone and tell them you are attracted to Gary. Yes he was a funny guy but I was not attracted to Gary. Everyone thought he was funny because he was funny even his abused daughters thought he was funny. He had a lot of personality but just because someone has a lot of personality does not mean they are attractive or a desire of my heart and body. I don’t know why she called me or how she knew to call me because she didn’t have my phone number we were not buddies so she must have gotten it from my family at my parents house the next morning or day or whenever it was she called but she did not spend the night..she did call and made the suggestion for me to deal with either him or Tootie and I decided my sister was the one because he was not my immediate family, she was. And then of course everything kind of took on a life of it’s own after that lie. Was deafness, schizophrenia and polio worth the trouble and the success of the books written AND THE LIES? You have to ask him, but isn’t Rattan just a species of wood? He liked to hunt dove and took my dad once and my dad did not find it enjoyable because dove hunting is like shooting at sitting ducks. Jackie Onassis said she was a hunter as well. I don’t know why she said it but I don’t think it was meaning as in the sport of hunting animals but humans when needed she said. I was also near deaf as a child and our doctor suggested to my parents not to have an operation which had been prescribed and said the climate in England might help and it did. I don’t know why but I gained a keen ear eventually and could recognize sounds and voices quite well.

ANYWAY

WHOSE IDEA WAS IT TO MOVE AN HISTORCAL MONUMENT OF ROBERT E. LEE?

ISIS?

I don’t think comparing George Washington to Abraham Lincoln is fair game. He didn’t live at the White house he lived in Mt. Vernon as I remember it in history and he did a lot of good things comparatively. He also lived at a different time than did Abraham Lincoln. Abraham Lincoln used slavery as an excuse but he didn’t save the slaves, the people did but credit was given to Abraham Lincoln and he took it like the general in my life. e was for some things that turned out to be curs3es for the USA because he was an agent …I think of the RCC but as usual they aren’t exactly LOYAL to their own followers and use them for the good of the RCC and not for the good of the people and their followers, their slaves. Slavery in a different form persisted even after Lincoln using unions which lead eventually to insurance which wasn’t true since it did not actually have anything to do with good service, medical advances, good health care, and into the bullshit it is to kill the medical careers of good doctors and advance the corrupt and shameful practices of witch doctors and those not suitable for the career in healing kind of like the feds in our government eating tax dollars and sending them to the Vatican to process using the washing machine i.e. laundering money. Washinton DC by the way is the South.

 

THAT WAS KIND OF STUPID, RHETORICAL, PRETENTIOUS AND POMPOUS. BECAUSE HE WAS ON THE WRONG SIDE AT THE TIME DOES NOT MAKE HIM LESS A MAN THAN ABRAHAM LINCOLN OR GENERAL ULYSSES S. GRANT. I THINK IT WAS DONE TO CREATE PROBLEMS AND UNREST AND IT DID.

WHO DESTROYED THE BUDDAS IN AFGHANISTAN? I THINK IT WAS THE SAME PEOPLE THAT SHOT A YOUNG GIRL IN THE FACE FOR GOING TO SCHOOL. IT WAS THE TALIBAN and OH WHAT A NICE GROUP OF MEN THOSE ARE : LIKE THE MUSLIM BROTHERHOOD?

By the way what does Venezuela have to do with us? Isn’t it a British colony or something?

I ain’t gonna sweat the small stuff.

THE SMALLEST 

and are afraid of the truth

which is gonna sink in sooner or later!

UNITY WILL NOT SAVE YOU. UNIONS WILL NOT SAVE YOU. Huffington Post has their own views about Trump USUALLY OFF BALNCE BUTT who is counting? Like I have tried to show is there are more than one trump. THERE IS AN IMITATOR hence the false news and confusion because of the seed that wasn’t the smallest of seeds. THE MUSTARD SEED. CORETTA YOU ARE ON THE WRONG TEAM ad following the wrong news definitely the wrong GOD. Maybe you should get a job at DOUBLE DAY PUBLISHERS as an editor!

 I DO NOT RECALL THE PRESS ASKING OBAMA ANYTHING> THE PRESS WENT ALONG aiding and abetting evil. WHY? BECAUSE HE HAD DARK SKIN. IS IT GOOD REASON? It is what is called reverse prejudice and it is supremely dumb and kissing darker ass?: If you act like you respect Obama because his skin is darker does that make you smart? The questions thrown at Trump by the press were ridiculous such as: Do you put so and so on a same moral plane as so and so?

GET A GRIP!

I saw an interview  few years ago of Eisenhower when JFK was killed by the press and they acted the same way as they did with Donald Trump about the riots. The press were testing him and asking some stupid stuff like they asked Eisenhower who was the general responsible for the bombing of Monte Cassino in Italy that housed nazis during the war in WWll and was a threat at the time since we were at war. I think the roman catholics resented the bombing not because of the nazis killed but because it was a Roman Catholic Abbey and said they would have revenge for it and killed JFK a while later. The interview was mocking Eisenhower as an old man about a serious crime the  assassination of the leader of the USA. IT was unreal…the interview. Like flies. So Coretta you see I haven’t been languishing and I did my homework and have worked very hard, harder than you ever have!

I DO NOT APPRECIATE FOX ADS using my mom’s face to sell their product and at her worst, no less you mother fuckers! Perverted

Well the ex had his accident on a highway a while back trying to enter a lane and got in a tiff with a big fat guy and I asked him did he hit you in the middle back of your car or the corner and at first it was th back but later it was the corner luckily no damage to either car but he stopped and gave the guy his name and information (because it was the corner) and the guy was in a state of road rage wanting to extract money from him right then and there but he stood his ground he explained in his rage. Anyway the insurance people said the guy won’t get his way but the ex came in to tell me if a big fat guy comes to the door threatening  to call the police because he has the information. I feel like he is setting me up again. First to respect him for having a fender bender and holding his ground and then to protect me from some big fat guy who might come to the door SOOOOOOOOOO RCC. Try to scare ya kind of stuff and save ya at the same time so whatever happens he comes out smelling real nice for his stupidity. I said I think you are trying to set me up again like the time he found the garage door opener mount above my head (the L bracket that held up the mount) had been cut above my head with some kind of tool and he found it just in time because he happened to notice so it wouldn’t fall on my head and many other times he has set me up.

It’s a racket, I’ll tell ya. It really is!

Here is another one he said about a fire in the fireplace that went awry that it was a spur of the moment fire he decided to have in the fireplace (he hasn’t had one in 5 years) and yet that day much earlier in the day I tripped over the logs he brought into the garage so it wasn’t a spur of the moment IMPROMPTU fire in the fire place that went awry. It was planned to go awry. PREMEDITATED! It smoked up the house and while he stood outside looking at the chimney I went out and told him to call the fire department and then it was blamed on soot (there is a name for it but I can’t remember what it is called) in the fireplace which sparked a fire in the chimney instead of the fireplace but it was something he was trying to get rid of. I don’t know what it was but there was some white stuff furry stuff like fibers of some kind. I saved it just in case just in case it was something he was trying to get rid of. Someones pet? I don’t know. He just happened to have a ladder nearby but head them because of his job as a painter but it was in a different place than normal and he let the firemen use it like a good boy. He acted suspicious to me about it later as well. He had his mom starved to death hospice like and doesn’t seem to get that it is murder/suicide and it is evil and it was prophesied by Jesus at the Sea of Galilee when he said feed my sheep over 2000 years ago and he doesn’t give a shit. He will because it will come back to haunt him and he will have to answer for it someday soon and so will the RCC, Pope Francis, Mother Teresa and take the hit for it as well seducing people with evil. He wanted to impress his daughter he slept with for a while and I stopped him my way. I asked on line is it wrong for a divorced daddy to sleep with his teenage daughter and I read the answers to him aloud while she was away. He stopped sleeping with his daughter. The answers were very nice and not totally off the wall but to let her have her space an of course there is always the possibility of something occurring which as a mom you have to be aware. I think he did it for his manlihood-lessness and he bought her a car and a computer etc with the money he got from his mom when she died. Trying to put a wedge between me and my daughter at the same time.

It didn’t work.

And now even Michelle Malkin is drinking Roman Catholic Vatican cum on the Hannity Show! By the way what do abortions have to do with what happened in Chalottesville, Virginia or Barcelona, Spain? Just wondering if you know the connection because I sure can’t figure out what it could be. How much you getting paid to hold up a lie for the RCC and Fox news. Are you proud of it? You won’t be, soon enough.

Did she come? That is the question? I don’t think I have ever seem her in a good mood so I doubt it. Hey Michelle, is the mustard seed the smallest of seed? Have you read the Old Testament?

Maybe its a form occult possession holding up a lie and comparing apples to oranges. Abortions and riots about a Robert E. Lee statue. Has to be. Craziness and a lunatic and a half.

It’s like magnetism attracted to lead.

Remember the Government shutdown during the Obama administration and someone shutting down the monument traffic by closing the monument areas in Washington DC and other places that had monuments: This is just more of the same to cause strife. Part of history is the location of the statues and tends to add charm to the city because of it’s history regardless if you were for or against slavery and unions. If you don’t like a statue then don’t look at it but don’t try to relocate it to upset some people. Wasn’t it Obama who closed those monument sites in retaliation. Those that want to change the location of a statue ought to just remove themselves and change their location, perhaps New Orleans is more to your liking?

Frankly, my dear, I don’t give a damn,

but some people do!

I’m sure Steve Bannon will find something more compatible and hopefully more successful. It’s like dealing with a lot of craziness people going nuts all over the world and in our country as well over a mustard seed. Pretty amazing but like finding out the earth was round must have sparked some riots in the past and a mass exodus from a romanized Europe. Getting in late in the game as Trump surmised is kind of a lame excuse but I didn’t vote for him nor Hillary since I couldn’t believe a damn thing in the press about the candidates nor any subject the press attempts to feed it’s sheep for the sake of the Vatican which is coming down. I WOULD NEVER HAVE VOTED FOR HILLARY because of her affiliation with the BGEA and the Obamas and Benghazi and the many murdered in her care in the past, etc. Too much shit in her shadow. What got Trump elected were people like me who didn’t vote. That is what got him elected. I will take credit for it because I think it’s kind of biblical his name and the trumpets and I want to get on with the show biblically speaking;)

Marvin Gaye – Lets get it on

because the RCC goes into oblivion and that makes me happy and a few others as well. Knowing my mom was hospiced because of revenge was the shot in the dark for me. She deserved much better and so many other things I was able to connect to it’s source.

By Hook or By Crook!

The fact is Trump hasn’t exactly been truthful about repeal vs repeal and replace so I don’t think it matters whether you stood by his side from the beginning…of what? He didn’t stick to his word either. Where is his first wife? How does he know whether Melania will stick with him in the end? I gather she is sticking with the Vatican which is a mistake though she is very pretty.

Not sure Trump has the moral compass nor anyone else in this world to differentiate between the sides that have formed over stupid stuff because both seem to be stupid. Really stupid but noticed an african american ( I think) man ( I think) acting like Nero in Charleston, Virginia (I think) with his guitar while people kicked a statue of Robert E. Lee as if it was Lenin. Looked real intelligent too and gee was Nero an african american? What is this world coming to? I do know who wins and it isn’t the Vatican, if that helps!

Abortion vs Hospice because of a seed which isn’t the smallest of seed.

The shot heard round the world.

You know what’s really gonna piss off a lot of people? When those people have to apologize to me and many other people and pay the dues owed to the people that were maligned. LOL The press is having their field day about Bannon. I guess the press didn’t like him and seem to think he was what stopped them from globalizing. I have no idea about him whatsoever. He just reminded me of my brother in looks (kind of) that’s all folks. My daughters new job having to do with makeup and things like cosmetics that she got hired to do about a month ago because she is talented now a woman from another part of the business but not the particular shop she is located at told her that she is gonna be fired because her makeup looks like a drag queen or something like that and my daughter is excellent at makeup and is beautiful. So I guess it’s retaliation because the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed or what I write. I can’t help that the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed and I sure didn’t try to con a bunch of people about the mustard seed of faith which obviously is UNBELIEVABLE. I’m so sorry that the RCC/ISLAM lied to you. Take it out on the RCC. Don’t take it out on a girl who had been abused by her high school and called a whore for no reason and ended up in the ER a few days later. I hope the lady who said that loses her child forever that she would treat mine like that after what she has been through and raised herself up from assholes taking out their jealousy on a kid. I really hope the woman who said that to her and about her job loses her business and loses her job and losses her child and loses her mom and dad and loses her friends and family and loses everything defending a lie. I really hope so. I will never love people like this woman and those that bullied my kid at school. She was cheerleader and really pretty, darling would be how would describe her but some other moms didn’t like the competition because their daughters weren’t as cute and my daughter wasn’t even competing. Just being herself. It hurt my kid but she survived and she made something of herself in spite of the abuse. So if you have a problem with me witnessing you better not cry you better not pout because I’m telling you why…… (Turns out she won’t be fired she just won’t get to work with this woman who is in charge of some kind of hair coloring  a new process and is part owner of the business. I heard it through the grapevine or the bird in the hand and then heard it from my daughter and the two didn’t match in details, but who’s counting it is instill ridiculous)

You ought to take it up with God. Ask God why. I can’t tell you why someone would lie about the mustard seed, but someone lied about it. I think God allowed it so you might find out the truth and worship the real God and not a facsimile, a fake, a liar, a thief, a con artist, a murderer and a seller of the souls of men and women. By worship I mean “believe” but not get on your knees or prostheletize on the floor like the pope at the Vatican or bloody your back and knees on the stairs of the Vatican like Martin Luther did or get mock crucified on easter in Spain or Mexico or where ever it is that some people do things like it or starve your parents using Hospice which might cause others to do it whose parents don’t want to be starved hospice style but would rather have medical care and live ten or more years like mine. I resent it severely and I think Jesus does as well because of what he said in the Gospel of John.

God left some clues if you are interested. One was the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed. The Sperm Whale. The Old Testament. Islam also uses the mustard seed in it holy book which obviously isn’t very holy or is full of holes. Jesus said “feed my sheep” and I don’t think Jesus is recorded as saying it in the quran (Islamic holy book) which was an indicator of a certain period of time and I believe the time is NOW. (Makes sense doesn’t it that it would be during the time of the National Org. for Women and all the hoopla about abortion in the last ten years which has been astounding/ash-tonishing on the tail of Mother Teresa’s statements about abortion and about hospice using one against the other and her buildup of her hospice business all over the world in at least 500 parishes and over 135 countries as she stated in the Christopher Hitchens you tubes from her own mouth and the competition for world dominance of the many cults who are definitely against women’s rights.  2000 years later which is when biblically things – BIG bibical things happen. Sounds to me like Jesus is not on your side on this subject, doesn’t it?  Moses was 2000 years before Jesus (the Ten Commandments).  2000 years before that was NOAH’s Ark . Abortion is being used as an excuse to starve some people via Hospice. SO YOU HAD BETTER GET ON THE TRUE SIDE OR ELSE you might end up under Noah’s boat and not in it. Michelle did you read the last few pages about Jesus at the Sea of Galilee? You ought to reread it, if you did. There is a way that seemeth right but leads to death. Does that worry you? Could it be the death cult of Mother Teresa and why does Revelation talk about a woman drunk on the blood of saints referring to the Roman Catholic Church and it’s leader the pope sainted Mother Teresa. Do you see the connection? No mention in Revelation about abortion. DID YOU NOTICE? Start noticing and stop harassing females and their families about it because you are doing the work of the devil, satan, and death and it is evil. It is a practice that is being abused for inheritances and other reasons as well via the unholy practice of entrapping people and many other reasons people get desperate and confused in a time of crisis. It is a problem world wide and people like my ex who starved his mom are causing great confusion for others and altering others opinions as if it is okay and normal and it isn’t normal and it isn’t good especially when used to retaliate against those families who have had abortions which is a human right for females to have an option after being impregnated just like it is to have melanoma removed from too much sun or a kidney stone removed or a tooth extracted but we don’t punish them because a cult thinks conception is the beginning of life and it isn’t the beginning of life anymore than a sperm particle on the inside of a taxi cab. Until a fetus is born it does not live life any more that a sperm particle in a man’s penis or outside the penis in a rubber and down the toilet. A fetus does not live life in a womb otherwise why come out at all. What’s the point?

This is a BIG DEAL.

Anyway our government is lying to us about employment, business, and price gauging in medicine by 100 percent on some drugs for asthmatics and those with breathing problems and of course in the Obama administration via HAARP deoxygenated earth to some degree by killing some sea creatures which provide a 1/3 of the worlds oxygen. SHIT IS HAPPENING and in the bible and in Revelation BAD things happen in thirds. There happen to be three synoptic gospels claiming the mustard seed is the smallest of seed. I wonder why. HMMMMMM Don’t forget three men visited Abraham and SODOM and GOMORRAH were destroyed at least that’s the story of ABRAHAM and when the wife of LOT became a pillar of salt and his daughters got it on with him thinking it was the end of the world, but it wasn’t the end of the world. Billy Graham’s daughter’s last name is LOTT? And by NOW you should know how helpful she is. There happen to be three holy sites of Islam. MECCA MEDINA AND THE DOME OF THE ROCK. I have heard bad things happen in threes, but I can’t attest to it only to what is WRITTEN in the bible and dispute what is not true because not all of it is TRUE. REMEMBER what Pontius Pilate said? WHAT IS TRUTH or WHAT IS TRUTH? OBVIOUSLY TRUTH is a problem with some people who can’t accept the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed. I did not create it. GOD DID and I think things are heating up not a in GLOBAL warming but as

between cults.

How many Notre Dames are there? i don’t know I only know of two, one in Jerusalem and one in Paris because I don’t keep up with the Notre Dames much but I bet there is another one somewhere, don’t you? Displaying the burial cloth of some dude created in a TURKEY I think Because there were actually two burial cloths one for the head and one for the body not a real long one including both but catholics don’t read the bible so how would those who came up with the Shroud of TURIN know to make it two pieces instead of one. Sorry Michelle Malkin for getting down and dirty like you. It’s hard not to being barraged by your propaganda and Foxes Propaganda and the governments and the Vatican’s propaganda and the cults propaganda which includes the false churches propaganda. It’s tough to deal with the ganging up because all of them can’t handle the truth. Foxes have holes and the birds of the air their nests….Wonder what Jesus meant by holes. In this day and age it means something kind of dirty. Are you a hole? Hate to break it to ya but a lot of conservatives have abortions as do liberals so why not leave it out of the discussion when talking about riots in Charlottesville since I don’t think it was about abortions, but about the moment of Robert E. Lee. It’s like a Fox possession to bring it up in every discussion about anything else and the guests and hosts bring up abortion. KInd of odd. Is it a litmus test for every guest in order to be a guest on Fox? Isn’t that called…. what is it called??? I think it is called PREREQUISITE kissing VATICAN ass. Think about it you are kissing POPE FRANCISES PIMP ASS. Isn’t bringing up abortion every time you are a guest at FOX News some sort of a symptom of the MARK OF THE BEAST: It seems to be kind of by rote? as if memorized as your duty to chirp about it when it has nothing to do with the subject you are invited to talk about. Do you discuss it at dinner parties as well and family gatherings, Thanksgiving, July Fourth at the country club and with waiters and waitresses at restaurants, at the doctors office, with the PTA, at the 7-11, at the spa, with your real estate agent, or when you are buying a car, at the dentists office, with your CPA, your mom and dad on their birthdays, with your kids on the way to school and their friends when they come over? Afraid you wouldn’t get a good deal on the car if you did? or the house if you did? IS IT NORMAL? You are getting paid to do it by someone and I would love to know who it is and I think others would like to know as well. Is it in your contract? Do you even know you are doing it? Yet you never bring up Mother Teresa’s death cult. EVER! Do you want to be responsible for the deaths of those that have been murdered by Hospice all over the world in 105-135 countries and over 500 parishes and in many hospitals and old folks homes, retirement centers, and the deaths of many american veterans and their spouses before God?  Mother Teresa said it was beautiful because it is a vendetta of the RCC and her. Because that is what is gonna happen to you if you continue with your nonsense. In essence, by  your silence about hospice and your harassment of females who have had abortions you are an agent of the POPE who is not a god but a mere pimp and you are his whore searing your own soul by aiding and abetting the Vatican in it’s evil maginations. As far as I’m concerned in a personal way I believe you and others are responsible for the murder of my parents probably because of the lie about the mustard seed being exposed which is a ridiculous reason. In the olden days would you have murdered Galileo over the shape of the planet earth and those that believed his findings? I bet  you would have murdered people of all ages for having a birth mark or swimming which the church (THE RCC and it’s allies) used to say was a sign of witchcraft and condemned people to the gallows and/or set them on fire for being able to swim or for being born (NOT SEEN IN THE WOMB) with a birthmark or a mole. Would you condemn females older ones who have taken the chance on a miscarriage i.e. aborting for the test of amniocentesis and do so on Fox news every time you appear on their station to quip about nothing as if your opinion adds or takes away anything you disgust? They say it’s one percent chance, but is it true? I remember the percentage was larger than one percent. If you had been in the temple your table definitely would have been turned over, I guarantee it. Your opinions are crap. Take some Midol, I think you need it on a regular basis.

WHEN LIBERALS CLUB PEOPLE, IT’S WITH LOVE IN THEIR HEARTS

The ex said Jerry Lewis died and I was sort of a fan of his at least in regards to a few funny things he did in a few movies which no one else could have done. An original. He did some mighty good things as well with his talents though he wasn’t all good and had a few set backs (I don’t remember what those set backs were) he was pretty good anyway. Amazing what comedy/comedians do for the soul. I’m sure he’ll be missed. The timing is kind of odd.

Maybe NEO is a code word for UN.

By the way whatever happened to Laura Bush. She used to be for women’s rights to an abortion and yet she is silent these days. Is the climate not right for her views?

A rare glimpse at America’s super nukes: ‘hell and fury’

that can reach North Korea in 30 minutes

I wonder how long it would take to reach the Vatican? 10 minutes? Probably a lot less than 30 minutes and solve a lot more problems in the world if it occurred at the same time! Why not? Panetta is worried about Australia. Panetta is up to no good. I can tell you that much. He is up to no good. IN regards to Benghazi he was up to no good. I remember seeing him in photo in front of a speckled horse as in the 4 horsemen with a wicked smile. I think the photo was taken at the White House.

“The Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse are described in the last book of the New Testament of the Bible, called theBook of Revelation of Jesus Christ to John of Patmos, at 6:1-8. The chapter tells of a book or scroll in God‘s right hand that is sealed with seven seals. The Lamb of God opens the first four of the seven seals, which summons four beings that ride out on white, red, black, and pale horses. Though theologians and popular culture differ on the first Horseman, the four riders are often seen as symbolizing Conquest[1] or Pestilence (and less frequently, the Christ or the Antichrist),War,[2] Famine,[3] and Death.[4] The Christian apocalyptic vision is that the Four Horsemen are to set a divine apocalypse upon the world as harbingers of the Last Judgment.[1][5] One reading ties the Four Horsemen to the history of the Roman Empire subsequent to the era in which the Book of Revelation was written. That is, they are a symbolic prophecy of the subsequent history of the Empire.”….

Zechariah

“The Book of Zechariah twice mentions colored horses; in the first passage there are three colors (red, speckled/brown, and white),[43] and in the second there are four teams of horses (red, black, white, and finally dappled/”grisled and bay”) pulling chariots.[44] The second set of horses are referred to as “the four spirits of heaven, going out from standing in the presence of the Lord of the whole world.”[44] They are described as patrolling the earth, and keeping it peaceful. It may be assumed that when the tribulation begins, the peace is taken away, so their job is to terrify the places in which they patrol”……

Ezekiel

“The four living creatures of Revelation 4:6-8 are very similar to the four living creatures in Ezekiel 1:5-12. In Revelation each of the living creatures summons a horseman, where in Ezekiel the living creatures follow wherever the spirit leads, without turning. In Ezekiel 14:21, the Lord enumerates His “four disastrous acts of judgment” (ESV), sword, famine, wild beasts, and pestilence, against the idolatrous elders of Israel. A symbolic interpretation of the Four Horsemen links the riders to these judgments, or the similar judgments in 6:11-12.”….

These blurbs are from Wickipedia but went ahead to include it anyway. I recall that the past president of Iran the one with the really long name believed in the prophecy of the four horsemen and I saw him come out of OBAMA like a spirit in a hurry (it was weird because he wasn’t really there physically) while the DOJ Eric Holder was sort of bow-wowing to Obama during Obama’s administration. He acted like a messenger or something darting out of Obama’s body. 

Watched the solar eclipse from Fox news in Oregon and enjoyed it especially the tin foil hats and Sheppard Smith’s eclipsing his computer monitor with his cell phone poking fun at the eclipse of the sun by the moon. Supposedly a total eclipse like this hasn’t happened since 1918. I looked up 1918 history and I guess there was a huge influence that killed 20-50 million people and infected 1/3 of the population at the time and was the deadliest in modern history. Fox News also had a guest who told about some experiments that occurred during the recent eclipse using the eclipse for some reason and these scientists took some bacteria (don’t have any idea what kind of bacteria) up following the track of the eclipse across the USA in hundreds of locations to see the effect on the bacteria. Hopefully the scientists are good scientists. Thought it might be a clue, then again it might not be.

A Historical Perspective on Total Solar Eclipses in the U.S.

Supposedly eclipses are biblical prophetic signs in the heavens but this one would be more like a self-fulfilling prophecy if indeed things went awry via these experiments. It isn’t like stopping the sun for a 24 hour period for a battle or 3 hours of darkness as when Jesus was crucified or like what happened in Egypt when Moses dealt with the Pharaoh of Egypt obviously which were much longer versions than a 3 minute period of darkness. One christian wrote while I was looking up eclipses as a sign from God because I do believe some are signs from God and he said the moon represents Israel which I don’t think is true. The moon represents Islam or at least Islam thinks so by their signatures flag-wise etc. Obviously the sun represents Roman Catholicism by it’s signature of the monstrance used to feed it’s flocks the eucharist and many other signatures. And Israel represents itself with a blue star I guess but was that their symbol before WWll? I don’t know because I thought Israel represented earth biblically, but the UN took the symbol.

Star of David 

sound like Israel went through a lot of different reasons for the star as their symbol like the Holocaust for one recently being forced upon them as if training the Jews but it is kind of weird how it became their symbol (actually two intertwining triangles and not a star or a celtic star) and I guess the I don’t know what to call it a cult or a faction or a religion of Kabbalah had something to do with it. And before it is the Seal of Solomon. Their history is pretty complex stuff but the seal of Soloman includes a circle or represents earth possibly.

The reason the writer of the article about the moon representing Israel said it is because of their lunar calendar vs. a solar calendar but it doesn’t mean the moon represents Israel, does it? Just because Israel uses a lunar calendar it may be employed for warnings to heed for Israel at the hands of Islam and the RCC vs Israel worshipping a moon god and or a sun god since both are creations of God (not the gods….but the stars, the suns, the planets, and satellites like the moons) which is hopefully whom Israel believes. This is a different article below and I wanted to add the one I wrote about who said the moon represents Israel, although I can’t find it at the moment but thought I would add this article in it’s stead:

Is America’s Great Eclipse a Sign from God?

If the experiments go awry and if it is by the hands of Islam and if it is premeditated it is very perverted and backwards like the language Islam uses! Definitely a response would be an ENTITLEMENT to respond in kind if it goes awry on purpose.

I FOUND IT:

“:Blitz believes that the total solar eclipse is a huge sign from God.

“As the sun is larger than the moon, the sun represents the nations of the world and the moon represents the nations of the world and the moon represents the nation of Israel, as their calendar months are based on the cycle of the moon while the nations of the world follow the sun for their calendar,” Biltz said. “When there is a total solar eclipse, it is a warning to a specific nation or nations depending on its path.”

Why would the sun represent the nations on earth. Doesn’t make any sense whatsoever. So do the stars represent the sea? Makes about as much sense. Here is the article in total:

Is a Solar Eclipse a Sign from God?

BLITZKRIEG HMMMM WHAT IS IT?

A blitzkrieg is
  • an intense military campaign intended to bring about a swift victory.

    As an NPC on the game of WOW says

    “BEWARE OF THE BURNING SKY!”

    Is it necessary to have a Trump pep rally every week?

    This time with Ben Carson of (HUD) who was a famous surgeon and had his surgery garb placed in the African American library or museum recently that Sean Spicer mentioned gleefully as if it were a fluke and a lark and Ben Carson said he believed income tax was equal to the Temple tithe of ten percent in biblical times but there is no temple and with him is Franklin Graham who likes those donations as well, all there to support the NEO Trump in Arizona. Not the same guy who ran for President, is he, who seems to have shifted his belief system quite a bit as if he had a choice. Not with Franklin Graham you don’t. Not a good sign the day after the eclipse which might have something to do with the solar eclipse as well. Ben Carson was with him from the beginning so I guess HUD is a normal place to use his talents because he was a famous surgeon. Makes a lot of sense. Franklin Graham like his dad is a shill for the RCC and a very doltish replica of his dad. Evangelicals are very doltish as a rule. Franklin Graham used his ministry Samaritans Purse (I believe) to poison some people with EBOLA so we shall see what happens next. His actions during the EBOLA outbreak were suspicious at the time during the Obama administration as I recall luckily our country was able to overcome it’s threat. He has used Samaritans Purse for donations for a long time putting kids on a trash heap about to cave in and possibly get tetnus and eating very old tamales and possible food poisoning to get donations as if those two kids really mattered. The kids were haitians or something less fortunate I think but i bet the kids got lucky and received some christian shoe boxes at christmas full of crap his friends sell. It’s a racket, I’ll tell ya. Franklin Graham was under attack along with his dad during the Obama administration because he dared call the Mormons a cult and I think the RCC and the Mormons got together to entrap him into saying the mormons weren’t a cult, but the mormons are a cult and so is the RCC. So Obama enlisted him. I had a few friends who were mormon, females and I also attended classes for a while with a mormon before school. It didn’t last long. ̆But the mormons believed in the signs in the heavens, as many other religions do as well during the end times and at the time I think believed the RCC was the whore of Babylon. I have no idea now what the mormons believe. I don’t think the mormons do either. I guess going along with the age old saying “the enemy of my enemy is my friend” which is not true.

    Anyway my moms birthdate was aug 8th and my mother-in laws birth date was aug 13 and if you add them up BOTH WERE HOSPICED (one voluntarily and the other not voluntarily because one was catholic) you get 21 and the ellipse occurred on the 21st of August. Kind of coincidental especially if you take into consideration the things Mother Teresa said about numbers and beautiful in the you tube by Christopher Hitchens which had to do with the amount of convents and parishes and countries she had her witchcraft in called Sisters of Mercy which hospiced and had to do with my sister and my mom which I explained in an earlier post a while back. I don’t think GOD likes hospice nor the reason for it given by Mother Teresa as an excuse used to murder GOOD people like my mom because he knew what was in man. It might be an omen for the lack of attention it has received by the press and others purposefully silenced and silencing those who are against it by acting like it’s normal or non existent and most people don’t realize it till someone in their family gets old and then you are faced with a dilemma which you should not have to face. It’s kind of like the indians in the old days went out into the wilderness to die. GIVING UP but worse because they didn’t have a possible inheritance which often is a temptation and all the indians had were witch doctors that probably looked like Mother Teresa and acted like her too. If you listen to her she is very wicked, and looks like a hummel figurine which my mother-in-law collected. I can’t stand them. I guess it’s political correctness to silence everyone about the witchcraft, GREG! He wouldn’t know what political correctness is and yet he talks about it all the time and he is so politically correct it’s ridiculous. KNOW WHAT I MEAN? I’m talking about GREG GUTFELD OF FOX NEWS BUT OF COURSE he is only one person of many who are politically correct and because it is so pervasive that even those who complain about it are actually fostering political correctness especially when they ignore the you tubes and the investigation by Christopher Hitchens about hospice and about Mother Teresa and never bring it up, WHY? Protecting the vatican? Isn’t it the job of the Jesuits? My mother-in-law’s first name was VIOLET. No one wrote a series of books about “killing Violet”!

    Clapper wonders when the nightmare of the USA will be over and I think it won’t be over till the truth is accepted wholeheartedly:

    THE MUSTARD SEED IS NOT THE SMALLEST OF SEED AND THE SYNOPTIC GOSPELS (MATTHEW, MARK, AND LUKE)

    BLEW IT

    or fell for it, or however you want to look at it! ALSO ACCEPT WHOLEHEARTEDLY MOTHER TERESA IS A DEMON or perhaps the devil himself and those on her/his side are blowing it BIG TIME like O’reilly and until safe and legal abortions are accepted whole heartedly and accept abortion as a BASIC female human right and accept the truth of REVELATION about the RCC who is OBVIOUSLY the whore of BABYLON and OUSTS HOSPICE AND ALL OF HIS?HER WITCHCRAFT called sisters of mercy FROM OUR COUNTRY and illegal FOREVER and denounces the VATICAN< THE POPE, THE RCC PRIESTS, BISHOPS, CARDINALS, and nuns AND THE RCC FOREVER!

    Certainly haven’t heard Fox News and their slaves or the RCC stand up for a baby born who is getting some strange un-treatment at a hospital recently who has been given a death sentence by the doctors and trying to force the family to give up if these two entities (actually one) if they care about babies so much and we would have heard about it from them if they did care so obviously they don’t care about babies that were born they care about persecuting people for not having a baby so their friends and allies could deny care for or a potential help that the family of the baby would like to try which regardless of the outcome would help them cope knowing they did all they could but that’s the point isn’t it of the RCC/Evangelical/Islamic persecution probably because parents are US citizens and because of the success of the USA in WWll avenging a few buildings that were destroyed. They care more for the unborn because it requires nothing on their part but to fulfill condemnation of and the harassment of  and perfection of the families and those who exercised their female rights and opportunities in favor of the RCC sitting in their anchor chairs. SICK!

    Sometimes anchors get tangled and bring down its own ship!

    Unlike the press I don’t think Clapper is a liar. I don’t know why the press interpreted his answer as a lie (the one in question that made him susceptible to their scorn before Congress.) It was an equivocation, I think at least the answer he gave was what got him in quite a bit of attention during the Obama Administration at the time however he may prove me wrong down the road. It wasn’t really a question that could be answered with a yes or a no. The next solar eclipse is in 2025 and will make an x and I guess Kansas will be the center of the x. I have no idea about that kind of stuff since i’m not an astronomer but it is what the guy said about the next BIG solar event in his article and it could be BS, I don’t know, though I tried to learn about astronomy it wasn’t my talent. I took a course for science majors in astronomy and quickly got out of the class after reading one chapter. I don’t want to write any more about Hospice, but in earnest I will continue to do so but it is sickening that our country could sink so low for religious political gain having nothing to do with abortion just using it for religious political gain and to persecute non catholics and even some catholics whose eyes are opened to make them see with their eyes closed so to speak (via PRE-mature death before their time was supposed to be up i.e. via murder/suicide) via hospice or via psychological and spiritual harassment by a cult an enemy to the soul who buy and sell men and women’s souls as in Revelation and using the four horsemen. MY MOM WANTED TO OUTLIVE HER GRANDMOTHER WHITE who lived to the ripe old age of 105 a number Mother Teresa brought up in her disgusting way on the Christopher Hitchens you-tube about another Teresa and laughed about it and then said BEAUTIFUL as if she could even know what beautiful really encompasses she/he is so damned ugly and evil and yet sainted by the pope and adored by the masses and faithfully her nuns go along with her evil calling evil good as was prophesied. My mom told me so while she was alive and after my dad died he told me he concurred he wanted to live

    the way

    THAT THEY DO.

    “They are they that testify of me.” who also said “feed my sheep!”

    which keeps me from giving up and acquiescing to the Vatican’s warped and bent idea of

    God and Jesus.

    It took an a-theist to expose Mother Teresa’s evil: What does that say about Roman Catholic clergy (including nuns) and the Evangelical clergy (including wives), and the  press drunk on the blood of saints, etc? these people have a lot of influence and tools at their disposal and are guilty for the influence to the families in a time of need. When Father Jonathon on Fox pulled his shit on numerous shows to have a girl put down like an animal ( she happened to be african american, I don’t know if it had anything to do with it) who was in a coma whose hand moved her mother’s hand didn’t care about the girl or the mom and dad. I believe it was to further Mother Teresas witchcraft regardless of race. He was hired by the Roman Catholic Church and taught by them and had a thing for Pope Francis not necessarily as in gayness but in ridiculousness like a little boy telling adults how to handle situations and he is ridiculous applying pressure on the family using the press and talk shows and the hospital involved. Interfering in the personal lives of mankind as the RCC is famous for: he never had a child or was married and possibly even a relationship with a woman or learned the truth but this is how deception is spread like a wild fire. It is why the RCC don’t allow marriage of priests and because of losing their wealth via divorce settlements with priests. This is why the RCC is against divorce, not because of the family but because if the church managed to marry a couple into the religion it doesn’t want to lose them as a resource either in the present or in the future. I know some catholics like Mel Gibson doesn’t mind having a plethora of kids because it saves him money tax wise like if  you have 7 kids you don’t pay taxes, supposedly and I’m pretty positive he got a lot of help from the RCC in his movies and for his movies though some of them are good movies but nevertheless it is for propaganda purposes usually such as the movie WHAT WOMEN WANT. HE IS WRONG. Deceived though he thinks he is really something. Possible the naive want what he has or the deceived want what he offers or the inexperienced but not those who know better or those who learned the truth. IN the bible there is a part about a person who is against what women desire and is some character biblically that isn’t respected by God and does not succeed and possibly something worse. but I don’t want to look it up because it isn’t necessary. I saw him carry his child like a sack of potatoes. I don’t recall my dad ever carrying me like Mel Gibson did his daughter of a woman who divorced him. The RCC have their reasons though not wholesome ones but evil ones to keep the RCC ship afloat as the church robs and steals and MURDERS it’s victims and spread the poison of the RCC. Having a family isn’t easy so you had better be prepared when you decide to have a baby and not use it to catch a man or get federal assistance or to get elected. I think women who decide to have abortions for the many reasons they do are much more respected by God than those who use a baby born (personally, religiously, and politically).

    Obama said it was “a war on women.” It is a war using women propping the RCC interfering in every facet of our life.

    How can one not be angry about the lie about the mustard seed of faith in the first three gospels? But I think there was a reason to allow it to unfold till our time. Safe and legal abortion as a scientific breakthrough for women/girls/females but the RCC isn’t happy about it. So the RCC came up with Hospice to counter it which is not a breakthrough but revenge.

    Also to differentiate between the first three Synoptic gospels and the Gospel of John.


    EVEN THE WORD HOSPICE has it’s own clues HO- SPICE.

    I think the solar event was an omen.

    I think the fact no one will talk about Hospice is scary kind of like not talking about incest and also a sign knowing it is evil and ignoring what Jesus said which may be detrimental to many faiths as in: their time is at hand, or nearly over, or about to be kaput by not heeding the warning offered freely 2000 years ago and meaning IMO the excuse (abortion) does not suffice for the practice of Hospice i.e. VOODOO science partially because it is premeditated murder by a cult influencing a lot of people to make bad decisions and enticing people to make those bad decisions usually in distress and harass females about abortion and hurt their families and to keep females down and out like the Taliban. I think there are a few individuals (named in Revelation) headed for destruction forever soon. The false prophet for one. even Laura InGraham may be in for a surprise. The Roman Catholic Church may defend itself using abortion as it’s excuse and it isn’t a good enough excuse. First of all two wrongs don’t make a RIGHT. Second it isn’t even comparable as stated above to Tucker Carlson. Do you really think God would want females to be the excuse for a cult gone crazy who aren’t even given true respect by the church as equals: the only thing a man can’t do is have a baby as in labor or have an abortion. JEALOUS? But oh the Catholic Church jumped on it because it is the only thing different about females and males because it is the only thing that can’t be used against the Roman Catholic Church clergy who are supposed to be celibate, but obviously aren’t.  There are jokes about their celibacy. God is not stupid, but Roman Catholicism is stupid and those that defend it and ally with it who enable it. The papacy is disgusting as are the priests, the bishops, and the cardinals and the nuns. The seven deadly sins the RCC created the RCC embody it which are the seven mountains spiritually on which the RCC sits written about in REVELation. I can’t wait to see those who persecuted my family and me about abortion get what you deserve. Honestly, I cannot wait!

    I heard the reason why a catholic decided not to be a priest and he was serious about becoming a priest and his reason was he liked women. Talk about a nutshell.

    I think Hillary Clinton is demon possessed by a big one!

    Whose idea was OCCUPY? OBAMAS!

    Never heard about it as a tactic in our country till he walked into our consciousnesses.

     You cant imagine how hard it is to see pictures of my cat or a cat that looks like my cat with the sheriff who looks like the sheriff Trump is going to absolve of something he did (which I have no idea what he is talking about)   but to see the cat in the garage door on top being smashed was tough to see. I thought the sheriff resembled quite a bit the looks of Federiko Lombardi but hair is parted on the other side kind of like Jackie Kennedy pics I  saw after she went to the Taj Mahal where everything was opposite. What did the Sheriff Joe do that needs to be excused by Trump? Is it normal? Is he being excused for animal cruelty? I have been harassed inexcusably by a lot of people on the net about my family and my sweet pet Romeo so I know I have upset people but I thought it was the right thing to do since I found information I thought was important to share. Someday those that have done these things will pay dearly for it! Very perverted shit. In this day and age when things are so hard to believe anything in the news which is where we get our information for the most part you have to wonder why is it so freakin’ weird when it wasn’t anything like this till Obama got in office and all the stuff happened with the religious leaders between them and politicians between them and the NEW WORLD ORDER attempt which seems to be the opposite and is disorder and craziness. A lot of evil and very hurtful stuff and I have never seen so many anti marches in my life so some things ain’t right and probably to deter me from my posts. Why not have a debate about my posts if it is that contentious instead of acting out in strange maniacal ways about stupid stuff. Sort of a very bad spiritual flood to eclipse the truth, seems to me. The weird things Trump has done and others and the things he wants to do don’t seem to match very well like two different worlds or two different Trumps one acting like him causing trouble and of course himself,

    With the exception for the stunts before the Iraq and Afghan incursion which didn’t make sense since we were dealing with Saudi Arabians not Iraqis or Afghanis on 9-11, which is kind of nutty but then so was the assassination of JFK and it’s findings (The Warren Commision) compared to what really happened.

    Nope, NASA didn’t say the world is going dark for 15 days in November

    There was an event but I can’t remember the circumstances involving Houston and the traffic from Houston and the traffic jam that ensued on the hwy over some kind of a weather phenomena or something similar. It happened about 15 years or more ago, maybe 20. I wish I could remember what it was, but I don’t. A few were killed because the traffic wouldn’t move and ran out of gas because of the traffic jam. Could have been fires or floods, not sure.  Could have been because of Hurricane Allison in 2001. Interesting because my sister, my little sister married a man (her second husband) who had two kids and one was named Allison but the weather phenomenon was before her divorce from the first husband and they survived and stayed off the roadways. Allison reminded me of the famous cook homemaker who ended up in prison for some kind of insider trading or her daughter if she has one. Looked like her. I only saw his daughter from a previous marriage once or twice.

    Tropical Storm Allison was a tropical storm that devastated southeast Texas in June of the 2001 Atlantic hurricane season. An arguable example of the “brown ocean effect“, Allison lasted unusually long for a June storm, remaining tropical or subtropical for 15 days, most of them over land dumping torrential rains. The storm developed from a tropical wave in the northern Gulf of Mexico on June 4, 2001, and struck the upper Texas coast shortly thereafter. It drifted northward through the state, turned back to the south, and re-entered the Gulf of Mexico. The storm continued to the east-northeast, made landfall on Louisiana, then moved across the southeast United States and Mid-Atlantic. Allison was the first storm since Tropical Storm Frances in 1998 to strike the northern Texas coastline.[1] The last news I heard about Cuba was some kind of sound attack but nothing about a hurricane:

    Medical records show U.S. diplomats in Cuba suffered brain injuries ..

    ‘Acoustic attack’ on diplomats in Cuba is worse than first thought …

    So I wonder why we didn’t hear about any storms in the area of Cuba before the Hurricane Harvey attacked Texas coast and now Louisiana. We heard about acoustic attacks in Cuba but not storms in the area. WAS IT TO HIDE SOMETHING OCCURRING IN THE GULF OF MEXICO? I DO RECALL THAT HAARP USES SOUNDS by the guy who invented it. Something having to do with the strings of a piano and how they vibrate. In one of my earlier posts I think I included the you tube and his explanations of the power it has and his worries about it being militarized.  I recall the Hurricane in New Jersey during the Obama Administration that some people are still not getting the help they needed via FEMA and other Federal assistance programs and State programs and Local programs and I wonder if it is based on someone’s religious affiliation …..If you are Roman Catholic and it’s followers the Evangelicals and others you get help faster than lets say someone who is a jew. Is it possible that FEMA could have been religiously biased during the Obama Administration so I wonder if Trumps FEMA will do better than Obama’s administration? Perhaps it is a test, a spiritual test? Sure is coincidental Obama and then Trump get tested hurricane-wise during their administration in the beginning of their tenure. Not that hurricanes aren’t a somewhat normal occurrence during certain seasons but the strength seems to have been kind of manipulated, it seems to me. What if Hurricane Harvey was a man-made storm or a H.A.A.R.P . INDUCED storm, from a place like H.A.A.R.P using microwaves heating up the atmosphere and the water hence no drones please. I hear there is a H.A.A.R.P. type place in Florida in the Everglades, is there not? I know it helps Gore’s faith and his ideas undergirding them and hence the RCC/Vatican’s as well who started this shit. I think there are more than one of those kind of installations around the world. In any case, I remember how Texans and especially the Houston area population responded to the people from Louisiana who were displaced during the Bush Administration and the Hurricane that hit Louisiana so I’m glad Hurricane Harvey moved east for the sake of Texas. It was impressive what the PEOPLE did not the government. While a weapon of war using microwaves can affect the strength of a storm I’m not sure it can affect the direction a storm takes halfway through it’s cycle.

    I think it was good that Rex Tillerson said to the press “let Trump speak for himself” as he should. Why is it such a big deal for the press to understand the meaning and instead the press think Trump and him are on the outs because he allows Trump to speak for himself? It doesn’t really make sense unless the Press know something we don’t. Anyway someone in the press said Rex Tillerson just doesn’t get it. 

    There is a monument in Israel about a harp! You can read about it in one of my blogs linked on Merangue’s Blog. It was a prophecy type monument and perhaps at the present type clues as well as to what happened to the people living in the area and had to do with Romans and a little bush/tree (mustard) and some other revealing clues like a crab or a poisonous ring type, a burning building with a triangular roof (I think) explained as a nefesh in the explanation given but could mean something else like the church because of the steeples and some other things and whoever did it used an awl to inscribe it into a stone in a hurry. The whole village I think was poisoned where it was found. On my blog linked above called Merangue’s Blog is a a few about Josephus which are also interesting and ties into it. I wonder if the burning building represents 9-11 since it is prophetic: I don’t know!

    Nikola Tesla: Father of HAARP and Electromagnetic “Climate Change”

    comparing it to nuclear weaponry.

    The unauthorized History of HAARP

    “HAARP transmits primarily on 2 frequencies: 3.39 MHZ and 6.99 MHZ.”

    Breaking News: Angels don’t play this HAARP!

    Strange Clouds Caused By HAARP: Is The U.S. Responsible For Earthquakes In Haiti, Snow Storms In Southern California & More “Freaks” Of Nature??? [Video]

    It also helps to find minerals and oil. So when you see Ted Cruz pining away for those in his area he is partially responsible for the damage, loss of homes and loss of life, IMO.

    TED CRUZ OUGHT TO COME CLEAN IF HE KNOWS WHAT IS GOOD FOR HIM! He may only have a short space. His dad was a preacher man and he sure looked like the guy in JFK’s time who blamed the people at the luncheon for the death of JFK (and was at the book depository investigating or leading the charge at the same time)

    It was subtle, but so is the devil….

    keep the faith so the faithers can keep the faithful (Generalizing that in the Sandy bill the reason Ted Cruz and others were against it was because of the pork it was said on Fox News. Notice we don’t get to know whose pork it was and what the pork was. We just hear there was all kinds of pork. ELABORATE…… EDUCATE THE AMERICAN PEOPLE! I guess the preacher named above Joel Olsteen has closed it’s doors. Joel Olsteen ought to open the doors like the SUPERDOME opened it’s doors to the people in Louisiana during Katrina. What does Michelle Malkin think he should do? He would probably get reimbursed if he did by the Federal government so I can’t imagine why he wouldn’t. Yea it was a disaster as well but the Superdome isn’t his palace dome.

    The Beast

    Anyway testing Trump or is Trump testing others? Lots of price gouging going on and hoarding of gas in other parts of the state, it stinks during a time of testing using the Hurricane Harvey and the devastation of people’s lives and their homes in the Houston area. I hope Trump does something about the price gouging besides visiting Houston much like Obama visited New Jersey and then it was hit again after it was rebuilt in some areas probably to cover up some stuff. GOVERNOR ABBOTT OUGHT TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THE GOUGING such as threatening law suits to those who gouge the victims and fining them as well thousand times more than the gougers gouge so the gougers won’t gouge. This is his hour hope he gets a good handle on things. 

    Billy Graham and The Synoptic Dilemma: The Beast

    Greta Exclusive: A Conversation With the Rev. Billy Graham

    You might have to hit this link more than once but this is the tape/you tube of where subtly BILLY GRAHAM fitS himself in her and got to know all her parts. IT’S A FOX NEWS YOU TUBE AND IT SEEMS the fox news doesn’t want it shown probably because  I wrote about it otherwise what’s the problem? Laura InGraham my nemesis (didn’t used to be but is now) was on a show on Fox (Hannity or Tucker) talking about ANTIFA because of some kind of violent protestors who had attacked a guy who appeared on the show before her and was saved by a guy in the crowd (a press guy I think) anyway she comes on the show and starts saying how ANTIFA has been attacking for 7 months. How come I never heard her talk about them before the Charlottesville, Virginia attack of Robert E. Lee monuments when a young woman who was killed by a nut in a car supposedly though I sure didn’t see it and the mother was “magnifying” her daughter (as Mary did Jesus in the Gospel of Matthew and believe me it is related to this incident) which as I said was a strange reaction to have for your daughter being run down by a car though people act funny sometimes but her choice of words were kind of interesting. I haven’t heard about ANTIFA at all for 7 months at all only till the protest in Virginia over a monument.  By the way isn’t there a word islamic word similar to antifa? I can’t remember the word but I think it is very similar. Anyway I don’t believe Laura. I believe the guy before her interview, but not her. I think Laura InGraham is also possessed since all she gave a shit about during the election period for office of the President was the Christmas presents she would receive from Trump if he became President of the USA and abortion. Pretty and shallow. And now about shaming and psychological harassment of females who have had abortions for the RCC’s papacy and their excuse for Mother Teresa’s fascism of hospice/murder-suicide and never mentioning hospice….EVER! Anyone ask ANTIFA what they are raging about? It would be helpful to know why. Isn’t it what reporters are supposed to ask? Either we aren’t getting the same news stories…..catered for each if us, or something else. Anyway as I said the woman who supposedly lost her child and her child was magnified by being run over by a car and seemed elated by it looked like a neighbor friend of mine kind of and her daughter was indian and was adopted. I pet running into her at the store and she kept telling me that the kids at a=school and the teachers were crying all the mite because of the new teaching program they were required to do at the pubic schools and I kept reminding her she could leave the pubic school and put her child in another school. This happened twice with a 3 month space between our interactions at the store and when my daughter was pulled from school by me and my ex because she was getting bullied and ended up in the Emergency Room at the hospital. And she complained her daughter was also being bullied. I thought it was kind of funny we had to do it twice. Same conversation as if the first hadn’t occurred, but she was a school teacher and had earned her teaching degree by substituting for quite a while and it meant a lot to her to be able to teach. She was also the one that told me I could wrap myself in saran wrap. I could be wrong but her voice was the same voice (though she appeared a little bit different on tv) I heard when she talked about magnifying her dead daughter. She only had one. She also had a son though I never saw him for the whole time we lived near each other. Johnny on the spot is on his way with 5 trucks and asking for a thousand people a day to volunteer for his cult. Obviously he is asking for donations for those who can’t or don’t want to volunteer on Fox News as well though it was a subtle plea but the news anchor thanked him for his Samaritan’s Purse. I guarantee it means more to him to get those donations than those volunteers. LOL He kind of explained the work involved by phone and I guarantee most people don’t want to strip walls to the studs and probably why he explained the work involved. Franklin Graham took in Sarah Palin Governor of Alaska where three installations of H.A.A.R.P. are located under his EVIL ANGEL WINGS around the time Obama got elected and she was just entertainment since Obama was gonna get elected no matter what. I wonder does he know something we don’t know? He doesn’t lack for some kinds of knowledge where land is concerned. I think Japan still needs help as well as New Jersey for the ones that FEMA ignored. I bet the people would appreciate those donations from Franklin Graham’s Samaritans Purse while the flood from Hurricane Harvey is still in a life saving mode.

    I guarantee there are better weapons than HAARP:) My cat for instance. Animals are God’s creatures too. I don’t know why I saw him walking down the hallway during the tornado the day after Christmas because it was pitch black it was just what I saw and then soon he was dead by the hands of others as far as I’m concerned or they wouldn’t have said the things that were said. calling mea bitch say I hate your guts and and the girl who made me suspicious of her talking about white dots in her eyes when she was drunk and he had white dots in his left lung which the vet said should not have prevented him from breathing to the extent it did  since he had another side of the lung and didn’t know what the dots were and then some other things as well. I talked about him sitting at the window the day of the tornado which was unusual the window that exploded from a beam trying to make it into the house but didn’t. It was pretty day though before the tornado came following my ex’s car from where he worked to the home he rents as if by tracking his cell phone. (side by side) It was weird. I have been trying to tell everyone that Benghazi has something to do with the cell phone. For one thing, at the State Department the terrorists at Benghazi had the passwords to the State Department cell phones. HOW? Second because cell phones are used to track people. When my sister had her accident the one her husband tweeted to her friends “his dear wife had had an accident” (they have a lot of deer in the area) not saying she was unconscious, and I guess she was rear ended by some vehicle into another vehicle. I found out he had a tracker on her that I learned of before the accident. I forget how I found out about it but he also told her son he was guarding her jokingly which she told me about on the last trip i was with her at her home to see my mom. third, because of the picture of the man with the cell phone in his mouth was a sign holding what is supposed to be Christopher Stevens. So our State Department or people ensconced in the State Department can track people and perhaps someone in the Houston area was being tracked. Weather people can track storms ……terrorists can certainly track people using computers and cell phones and then the SONIC attack on the US government officials in Cuba. How many clues do we need? Yea, cell phones come in handy often times like when my daughter was left in a parking lot of a mall at night after hours an hour away by her so called friend (who also caused a scene with her friend in front of the house when my ex was away at a funeral in Michigan calling him as well to confront us about some clothes she had swapped or something stupid acting like maniacs in front of our home while we were out doing some stuff together as mother and daughter and having a good time together to quell our good time together for that day. How do I know she knew it and he knew it: the cell phone. WHY DID SHE CALL THE EX? WHY DID SHE PARK THE CAR ON ANOTHER ROAD DOWN THE STREET?: To hide her car from us so when we got home so she might attack us but we accidentally saw the car parked on another road and decided not to go home and had to deal with her and the ex via cell phones confronting their tactics and they succeeded to ruin our time together. Psychological hassle and a half from a bitch and a half. He agreed with her and her tactics and we stood our ground because it was INSANE. Let me tell you something SHE NEVER CALLED ME and even after the cat died or before I can’t remember the order of it but have it written in another post I told him to keep her away from the house because I didn’t trust her but she was still friends with my daughter who still hadn’t caught on to her games before the attack in front of the house and when I went to the hospital she spent the night. He ignored my warning. I think it may have been when my cat was aspired. She left clues all over the place like her dad was mechanic yet he didn’t fix her car. She was from Bosnia but when she returned to Croatia she was gonna be rich, etc. Her mom tried to kill herself by slicing her own throat. etc which meant she was under some kind of control or something. I doubt her mother slit her own throat but someone might have threatened her and her husband and her daughter and sister in order to do things they would not normally do and last but not least she said I was a milf complimenting me but as time went I realized she was possessed and I saw it in her face and in her eyes between me and my daughter. She was jealous of our relationship when they were in my powder room and I said something about helping her get a 4 track via the ex and that I would talk to the ex about helping her with her talent and she got weird and I knew something wasn’t right in her head. She brought it up and I was attempting to help her with which she obviously wasn’t interested in or was lying about. Maybe something going on with the ex b/c the ex sided with her often against me like someone else I know about a painting I painted with my own hands and talent my mom taught me I found hanging on her wall without a word about it until I made a stink about it and she wanted to swap it for something. How do you deal with a person who wants to swap with you something you accomplished for something else. It was UNREAL. It was unreal to see it on her wall and unreal to go through what I went through to get it back and then she said it wasn’t worth fighting over when she finally relinquished it. NOT A NICE PERSON and I don’t know how she got to this point. I really can’t imagine what made her get the way she got except the BGEA must have influenced her mindset and possessed her and I’m hoping she learns and gets away from it somehow and remembers the family that loved her: her parents and her siblings and remembers for the sake of the kids. Her peers could care less if push comes to shove. Who else would get on a beach in broad daylight and soak their hair with olive oil together. NOT HER PEERS. Not miss sparks nor miss caine/kane. Nope and it was your idea. But then who would buy an I Dream of Jeannie outfit for your trip  to Saudi Arabia so you could wear it or where ever you went when you went around the world with your soon to be husband. Your mom. Your family put up with a lot from you. The ex and I were supposed to be friends amicable divorce (NO FAULT DIVORCE) from a catholic which turned out not to to be amicable but something all together weird and untenable, unstable, sadistic, unkind, and a prison in many ways. I remember over hearing him a voice in his head SHE WILL NEVER LEAVE when i was given the talent and I discarded it for a different talent because I will leave partially because my mom told me I should when I saw her on one of my visits to see her she said a voice inside her head said “you should leave” in response to my sister and I singing HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY TALK etc LOL from South Pacific the musical. Sounds weird but the voice probably was my dad anyway THEY are working it out for me eventually when the time is right and it isn’t right YET. I have been barraged with many setbacks and attacks of all kinds but it won’t succeed in the end. I think there are reasons for the setbacks having to do with others who need the time to learn and access the information they receive so it isn’t for me the setbacks but for you and I have to cope for a while till it is the right time for me. It’s for me as well but I don’t really like it much but I tolerate it. It hasn’t been fun: it has been VERY hard so I know what it is like to lose the things you love but I plan to get them back eventually SELECTIVELY in that it won’t include the sadistic mother fucker who starved his mom to death with the help of his brothers for the church of Rome and doesn’t seem to think it is wrong even when I tell him what Jesus said he still doesn’t get it. The ex even calls me sometimes some kind of a name which isn’t mine or that he ever called me while we were married for many years about 35 years an affectionate name and it’s weird to say the least when he does it especially after his attempts to have me annihilated, lol and his attitude about me towards me at the oddest of times MOST OF THE TIME. He doubles my name but without the ending that my parents called me. kind of weird like he is possessed sometimes like when he mocked me in the powder room and doesn’t remember it, but I DO REMEMBER! He said he would never do that and he did. ONe thing I do know is I’m not the only one that knows he did it which helps me via a sign of some kind. Last weird conversation we had was about the Game of Thrones and the last episode which was quite interesting to say the least and I mentioned the imagery of the dragon with frost fire burning down the I won’t say because some haven’t seen it yet but how it reminded me of MOSES and the Red Sea but he thought I was weird for saying it and I said I was beginning to hate these women in power in the show one of which got rid of a slime ball in the movie and he jumped on it and said “it isn’t real.” DUH I know it’s a movie but I thought the imagery was interesting anyway in comparison to the Old Testament. It was a strange reaction to something I noticed about a movie: It was like WOW how weird are our conversations we can’t even talk about a movie without an argument of some kind and he compared it to the movie of Moses parting the Red Sea and how he parted it in the movie vs how the Frost-fire dragon did his deed in the series The Game of Thrones which hopefully we all will get to see the last part of the series next year I guess and it’s interesting characters and all the very unique plots and it’s amazing cinematography. The last scene was quite interesting though a predictable one, a hopeful one or two. I hope I didn’t give the contents of the show away to anyone who hasn’t been able to watch it. I hate people who give away a movie before it is seen though I still ask when I am the one who hasn’t t seen it. Pretty good show. Sorry for the detour! Then to top it off I find out my brother-in-law on his third divorce lost half his pension to a woman he didn’t even have kids with. The first two marriages he had 2 kids in the first marriage and one in the second and the third he didn’t have any. He just told me and I DON’T BELIEVE IT! especially since he paid for my ex’s trip by plane up north to Michigan and back again for a day or two to play a concert for 50 or so people/friends. Sorry I don’t believe it. It has to be some kind of trick as usual. His third wife was not like the type to do that IMO. I got to know her a tiny bit in NORTH CAROLINA (BGEA territory where Billy Graham raised his family) and there has to be a catch. Probably a payoff of some kind, a bribe. The time he was I’m Michigan my daughter received a message from the possessed girl from Bosnia in Colorado while he was up north again in Michigan and there seems to be a pattern because the last time she called he was up north in Michigan at a funeral he attended of his mom or brother I think his mom, some kind of illusion having to do with Michigan, the ex, the girl from Bosnia, and the cell phone to cover up something or mix it up to be indiscernible. He does it about a lot of things especially miracles. the car door. the birds. the cat. He hates miracles that happen to me and covers up the miracles with BS and stages shit to cover it up. Ain’t no way a third marriage of a couple of years without kids could take half his pension without some kind of debauchery and trickery. His pension from a union  where he worked as a UTILITY MAN at a car manufacturer. Something is definitely up with it. A Utility man does all the jobs when someone doesn’t show up otherwise they get drunk and call people at work as Brian did. ) which is why cars cost more than cars should and she had a tiny bit of juice left at the parking lot to call us but barely so we could pick her up but cell phones can also be used for terrorism. Same thing with installations like H.A.A.R.P. in the wrong hands can be used to terrorize. It was psychological terror for us because she was trying to start a fight with my daughter over a few pieces of cloth: Like the SHROUD OF TURIN a fake because it is one cloth and there were two in the cave where Jesus was buried; one for the head and one for the body but Catholics and the mob don’t read the bible like our Congress don’t read bills that they sign such as Obama Care when their darling Nancy Pelosi says not to read it but sign it causing trouble down the road for everyone even themselves and have VERY little respect for the Gospel of John. FEED MY SHEEP JESUS said at the Sea of Galilee and what does the mob and Catholics do? the RCC saints Mother Teresa for Hospice/Murder/Suicide and lauds her work of evil and calls the Jesuit pope who sainted her his holiness so why is it hard to believe ISIS is RC inspired and funded by the RC Jesuit pope and ISIS is also it’s henchmen? So hence I think she had something to do with my cat and whatever was in his lung possibly using a straw like the one that chose the 13th apostle. I wrote earlier animals are God’s creatures and that he uses them as well such as the 153 fish that were caught at the Sea of Gallilee which are God’s creatures as well and such as the

    SPERM WHALE

    not to mention but I will:

    the dung beetle named after Darwin found in Costa Rica

    I think it’s a clue.

    Presidential complex:

    Trumps mother was with him from the beginning: Is Trump gonna pardon her, too?

    THIS WORLD STINKS SO BAD AND THOSE IN POWER STINK AS WELL

    A FEMALE HAS A RIGHT NOT TO WANT TO BRING UP A CHILD INTO THIS STINKING WORLD OF FASCIST ROMAN CATHOLIC MOTHER FUCKERS AND EVANGELICALS SHIT HEADS FULL OF THEIR LIES AND ALLIES. I HOPE THSE GROUPS ARE DESTROYED. I OOK FORWARD TO SEEING IT ON THE GREAT AND TERRIBLE DAY OF THE LORD. BY THE WAY THERE WAS A LEADER OF RUSSIA NAMED IVAN THE TERRIBLE. 

    Had a conversation in the car with the ex and he said he thought God had forsaken mankind because of what is going on in Texas and Louisiana, not just once but a few times and after talking about the hoarding and price gouging going on in Texas such a medication and gasoline. My medication went up ten dollars in less than a few weeks or so. I guess Governor Greg Abbott has lost control of his state and is failing as a governor of the state of Texas or these things would not be occurring in other parts of the state because of what is occurring in South Texas Houston area. Anyway forsaken” kind of sounds like Jesus on the cross in the Synoptic Gospels. Why hast thou forsaken me?….I said I don’t think God has forsaken me, nor my parents, nor my kids. And he said “Oh, just you?” And I said “did I say just me?” Then I put the blame on Mother Teresa and her suicide/murder cult of the ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH and Pope Francis sainting Mother Teresa because of her HOSPICE/MURDER/SUICIDE (no one wants to talk about) and he poo-pooed it denying it’s importance and I said “read revelation and what Jesus said at the Sea of Galilee: Feed my sheep. ” He said he doesn’t think he meant it that way but meant it spiritually. I said he fed his sheep physically and spiritually. I said “Read what happens to the ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH in Revelation describing the whore of BABY-lon.” And he kind of denied it and I said “I thought you weren’t Roman Catholic anymore (he gave it up years ago he said at least while we were dating and before we were married and for many years after). I asked “Why are you defending the Roman Catholic Church?”

    I can answer that

    HE LIED.

    Why Callest Thou Me Good?

    Also noticed a guy who I think might have been threatened physically who sells gasoline because he is using crutches and he wasn’t before the gasoline hoarding a day ago obviously there is kind of a UNION mentality/mob tactics in the sale of gasoline at different stations causing strife in other parts of the state of Texas using gasoline as it’s weapon against the population. I hope Greg Abbott gets his act together and handles the situation better since it is ridiculous it is occurring because of some flooding in Houston. I don’t recall this happening when Hurricane Rita occurred in the state of Louisiana which was just as devastating or more: 44 people have died in this hurricane compared to 120 people who died during the Hurricane Rita in Louisiana and 117 died in the Hurricane Sandy and so far we are doing better in that aspect of this disaster but I doubt Governor Abbot is responsible for the life saving part of THIS disaster: I think the military has certainly done a good job as the people involved neighbor helping neighbor etc so why isn’t Governor Abbott doing better? Allocating funds isn’t enough.

    All it takes is for the governor to put a stop to it so why hasn’t he put a stop to it? Is he Roman Catholic, too or is he just very weak knee’d.

    It isn’t ROCKET SCIENCE!

    Price gouging can be halted if Governor Abbott was actually governing. What is a governors job criteria. A wheel chair?  What is a Senator’s criteria? A blind eye and gimp arm? I don’t mean to be insensitive but maybe there is a reason an oak tree fell on him. Talk about a freak accident while he was jogging?

    Maybe Governor Greg Abbott shouldn’t be the Governor of Texas!

    I ran into an oak tree limb once and it hurt….. can I be Governor?

     Keys of the Kingdom of Heaven

    How is it That Ye Do Not Understand?

    (My apologies to Senator Inouye who I think truly was a hero and his death (probably induced) and funeral were used as an excuse for a vacation in Hawaii during the devastation of Hurricane Sandy for the Obamas.) IN the bible it talks about in the end times that there is a character who gets people involved in crafts. Craft will increase in his hand. I have written quite a bit about my mother in law but when her husband who fought in WWll got shrapnel in his knee. At least I was told this. Ended up having multiple heart attacks and eventually died from the damage each attack had on his heart, He was Catholic and why she became catholic. It caused problems between her and her mom who was some other religion and I guess against Roman Catholics. At christians she would buy her daughter’s husband (my ex’s dad) something nominal like a box of cherries and I guess was more lavish with the rest of the family. Not sure but he might have fought on D-day. I’ll find out later. He had a gas station and was mechanic a very good one I hear and was a very nice man and went out of his way to do a good job. When he died every time she had trouble with her car mechanics would take advantage of her being a female and overcharge her and finally her sons got involved in trying to nix it. It was very unfair. Her church ignored her even though while he was alive she brought in two catholic foster daughters of a family who had 24 kids or some UNGODLY amount in which they could not afford to keep them with them and couldn’t take care of them so she took them into her home for the RC church and this went on for a short time. Birth control is a responsibility the RCC wants to control instead of the families and teaches bullshit about it deceiving people to have more kids than the family can handle and then kills them later with hospice as an avenue to hospice whomever they are offended by or feel threatened by. The Ten Commandments teaches the opposite. Teaches us to honor our parents and our children and not the church since it doesn’t EVEN mention the church. Not a good sign for the church. After the husband died the church acted like she was nothing/useless etc. She was a WAC in the army and probably how she met her husband I believe and I think in charge of airline direction, a flight (I can’t remember what you call them but that is what she did for a while air traffic controller for airplanes is what I heard). Her husband said some weird stuff to her like “you aren’t pretty but good for having babies” and she had 5 boys and probably a few miscarriages in between some as most women do not always aware of it but it’s the way it is. My mom I think also had one or two in between her kids.  Another thing he said was she should have been where he was when he was dying but he was dying and people probably do weird things or say weird things when they are dying because of their sadness, pain and suffering, drugs and their minds might be in some kind of limbo. He may not have meant it. When I was out of it for three days in limbo brought on by the dye of a CAT scan test so I was told but I don’t think it is how it happened because of some memories I had but I couldn’t prove it (I think it happened in the emergency vehicle I was in and was given something something I should not have been given by a spiritual enemy and friend of his that he used to play gigs with who may have been trying to berry a castle, LOL anyway it looked like him but I know there are some who can look like others. Does a leopard change it’s spots? Nevertheless that is what i saw and remember and I think  the reason for it is IMO to mix up some events in my life for his sake like the Merella coincidences calls while he is up north. A COVERUP for attempted murder of me some how I survived again, a reoccurring nightmare for him, LOL but I still don’t want to take a chance just in case I’m wrong as far as the CAT Scan dye is concerned. How many guys would house their ex-wife and live with their ex-wife without sex for years and with out benefits without pleasure of any kind which I believe he receives somehow from somewhere else for some reason but eventually the clock is gonna stop. Obviously I am being guarded, as a religious-political prisoner. Honestly he really does hate my guts. Some kind of deal was made, bribery or something, possibly blackmail and I think it has to do with armageddon and Rome wants to win but won’t. Too many attempts to be a coincidence and hoping I will capitulate and  won’t which has to do with my parents and God. They were really that good! every attempt is another nail in his coffin! because he doesn’t believe in God, obviously or that God has eyes to see and ears to hear, and a heart or mind to know)  and I went into respiratory failure and was out of it three days and said some stuff I don’t remember but was told as I was coming to I was talking about ice dripping etc. People aren’t always in their right minds. When I was really sick the first time I was on all kinds of medication and had PTSD and said some really bad stuff to the nurses so much so another nurse had to calm down a nurse who I maligned in my deliriousness blaming her for things that belonged elsewhere. Ever since my divorce from my ex I have been treated very badly by some people and of course before I got divorced I was treated very badly by some people for other reasons. I recall hearing about a catholic actor who was very famous who had an affair with a woman actress and the church wouldn’t let him divorce his wife. Both very famous. That was a long time ago and he was an old man by the time I was a kid but I heard stories about it via Hollywood news. Divorce has increased in our day and many people get a way with it and others don’t. Some get them annulled and give UNDUE patronage to the RCC by doing so. I didn’t because I’m not catholic nor ever will be nor ever will remarry and if I remarried it won’t be a catholic person which is tough because there are so many and they lie about their allegiance to it. Anyway back to craft increasing in his hand…. Hand usually means time biblically i.e. in his time. I always or most of the time thought it meant witchcraft when I read it and it might mean that as well but could have other meanings also. Since Obama got in to office many women have been held back, berated, bullied etc. I know when I got married before Obama was president many years ago I stayed home with the kids because I thought I was supposed to was partially the reason and I didn’t want to give the opportunity to someone else because i wasn’t trusting of others in that regard and because I had not developed skills and wasn’t interested in many I could have attempted. I rarely had my kids baby sat because I did not trust many people and my sister fell through on her promises. I had many jobs but I wasn’t happy in for the most part and I went to college for a few years and still hadn’t found my talent. Sort of  jack of all trades kind of student but I learned a lot regardless and that learning helped me with my writing because I have a basic knowledge of many things except astronomy for science majors and know I know I am not a prolific writer but I have a lot to write about such as personal knowledge which I believe is helpful to some and bible knowledge as well though it is quite controversial. In public schools as a kid I was a wreck. I wanted to play and explore, ride horses, etc and then later I liked boys too much as did my friends. I didn’t learn very much in public schools but we moved around a lot being an army brat so it might have been part of the problem and part of the success as well and I think I might have had a learning disability to some extent. I couldn’t pay attention and after lunch I would fall asleep in class and it got so bad a teacher took his yard stick and slammed it on my desk to wake me up in biology class. I don’t know for sure but he might have broken his yard stick and his face was red as could be ( I was probably snoring loudly) but I woke up. I skipped school a bunch and got into trouble for being a freak and smoking pot, cigarettes, drinking, etc. which was during the time my dad was in Vietnam fighting for our country. I was kind of hard on my mom. As a young kid I was almost deaf and overcame it, but I lacked wanting to learn and until I got to college I wasn’t interested. I found out I wasn’t stupid when I finally got into college and could learn and had choices. I took an anatomy and physiology of the brain course and learned about the human body and got an A so I was convinced I had brains finally but I still messed around too much. As things deteriorated in my life I learned a lot as I was determined to find out why things happened and why the world was in such mess. Kind of started with my family when our family deteriorated for many reasons I have expounded upon. When I was between 18-20 years old or so my older sister took me to a crystal ball lady once (a fortune teller) and she told me I would have many men in my life and was gonna be a writer. I could believe the first part but the second seemed outlandish since I hated writing. I didn’t even like writing letters, or diaries. I didn’t like reading them either. I didn’t much care for reading as a whole. I hadn’t found much I enjoyed literally. I liked poetry to some degree if it was understandable. Some poetry sucks even the famous ones who are too out there I do not find much interest in but every once in a while a poem gets to me like the one above in this post. I did not enjoy trying to discern the writing of ( I can’t remember it but it was ridiculous to me) lots of unds and strange words I was not interested in understanding or interpreting. I will add his name later when I look it up when I have the time to bother with it. Real early stuff. Germanic NORSE writings. Something everyone learns in high school or has to ENDURE in high school. I didn’t learn it but endured it with a few naps. Songs do the same sometimes and some are really great depending on the artist. All along my talent was art and music to some degree. I love playing classical guitar for myself and taught myself for the most part to read music and to play. My mom got me interested early on in art as a kid and later in life and I found out I was prolific (IN MY ESTIMATION) portrait artist of animals and people in a few mediums. My mom and her family were very good at art and portraits and landscapes as well. My mom developed her own style in portraiture and loved learning about art processes especially in porcelain and she taught me what she could when she could. I was more of a realist in my portraiture and developing a style which takes time but my time was cut short having to move and not having access to my kiln’s usage because of having to install the right electricity etc and not knowing how long I would be in a place in order for the investment to be a waste and forgot a lot of stuff over the years without being able to do it because we had to move when divorced and the ex went bankrupt over his DREAM HOME and I got very sick. I plan to get back into it but have been learning a new skill making jewelry and hoping to combine the two someday and teach my mom someday and my girls. Had an excellent sign recently and my GOOD fortune (my own) isn’t too far away. In advertising many people star in often times they do it for the money and because of their fame are used to sell a product without knowing the consequences or the business or the product they sell which is purposeful on the part of the company usually. Same goes with movies often times which often are propaganda. Probably the same for the press for some.  By the way what happened to Eric Bolling? The rest of Fox news doesn’t seem to be affected whatsoever by it. I guess there is always someone to fill the spot like another Johnny on the spot Laura InGraham. I don’t think anyone can fill his shoes as to what he brought to the table such as common sense which probably got him into trouble and maybe whether he knows it or not he might have touched on something to close for comfort LOL politically. Like I think he might have been a threat to political correctness and it’s many weak adherents who are deceived usually to some degree. I find myself equivocating often on some things I finally realize is a false appeasement but I do try to consider as many aspects as I can which is important but in our country and the world it has gotten ridiculous inch by inch. So many on the shows of Fox are either POLITICALLY CORRECT and don’t think it is possible they actually are politically correct to the nth degree but they are or are religious fanatics like Laura InGraham. I felt the same about Andrea Tantaros, too, who was quite a good part of Fox. Both quality and qualified unlike most of the others, but a few! I’m sure dick head (my description) and BLOWHARD as my dad called O’reilly who is a Jesuit I’m sure of it by his own description of the Jesuits and their ideas about discipline, not like the military discipline (mind you which can be very good for most people, and are not the same kind discipline) probably has something to do with both losses to our national wellbeing press-wise. Still no one talks about Hospice which I think nationally it is a BIG MISTAKE! So big it might overtake our country if we don’t uncover it and because of the warning Jesus gave 2000 years ago about feeding his sheep/lambs. THREE TIMES. I know the editing part of the press is probably partially to blame and stupidity is the other. Back to my art I started to get concerned about a certain chemical in a certain metal that is harmful to the health after reading about it online and questioned a company about it and they said in a letter they do not carry such items with those chemical affects and yet the metal I used to buy the most became un-available and un-buyable right after my inquiry about it which I thought was weird. Also when dealing with fine silver I was having immense trouble doing what looked so easy to accomplish on TV and in you tubes and had learned about solder infused silver and realized that is why it looks so easy on you tubes and not so easy in real life. Reminded me of the mechanics after my mother-in-laws husband died. Like lead paint was a problem for a long time and I guarantee the military had it’s UNfair share of the poisoning in their homes with their kids. Often though people doing those you tubes don’t realize they may be being used and it might hurt people psychologically and as far as the metal I was referring to physically putting many people in harms way who are looking for a new profession eventually using their artistic talent delayed often by childrearing and because jobs are scarce for some people especially women who are still paid less than men for the same work or not paid at all as if bearing kids and teaching kids is a duty or like my ex when we were married paid his brothers but didn’t pay me for dangerous work some of the time when he couldn’t do it on a three story roof with very bad angled and bad designed roof accommodating a window for the person living in the house to be able to see their neighbors house 10 feet away and took it for granted because he injured himself falling in an empty septic tank pit out in the country at a spa. He jackknifed his back stepping off the plank he was using and luckily he was given free therapy at the spa the one we finished a whole barn of shops and a huge workout center, bathroom etc in one night. Stayed up the whole night to do it and got a huge splinter under my thumb sanding and prepping that gushed blood. The paint was wet but it was done in one 24 hour period with three people and one petered out but we did it. His name was Matthew. I worked my ass off as I have regarding my posts on my blogs for years trying to teach and tell people what’s going on and I’m sure it isn’t easy for others but someone had to do it. If what happened to my family which was very UNFAIR and UNDESERVED and (much like getting bombed at Pearl Harbor) a surprise attack which was CRUEL and UNUSUAL happened to your family hopefully you would do the same. We were a great family in our way and beset upon with a few problems which could have been handled much better than it was especially during the siege against us but because of the siege against us it made it worse then it had to be but as the attack on Pearl Harbor ended with a huge victory. The twin towers hasn’t had a victory yet. Iraq and Afghanistan were not victories over what occurred in New York and to our country. We are still in a weird war possibly called armageddon which is supposed to be  thousand years long, but as my ex would say and most catholics have been taught “a thousand years is a day as a day is a thousand years.” So no telling how long it is gonna take. Might be a lot shorter. I think it is even more than WWll we are having to go through and we will win, my family including my parents, eventually my siblings and their families and even my pets, BUT NOT MY EX.  if anyone thinks I care….I DON’T CARE. He just called me evil over a pound of beef and says the past is irrelevant. OH IS IT? NO…. the past is not irrelevant. I’m sure he wished it was irrelevant, but it’s not. Said I should look in the mirror and that he looks at himself in the mirror everyday. LIke father like son. He doesn’t think I’m pretty. LOL. He did when I was young, but not now and I was pretty when i was young and not now. I’m older. I gave my beauty to my kids like most moms do to their girls. Guys don’t have to. They don’t change from a size 8 to to a  size 20 in a matter of months. Their bones don’t need to expand in order to allow a 8-13 pounder come out their asses though my brother-in-law tried when he was in Germany after eating a bunch of brackwurst and sauerkraut or whatever it was that he ate and probably was an all you can eat affair which was a lot I heard and I heard how he had to cut it in half in order to dispose of it through the toilet with some tool he found in the hotel room they stayed at. My ex hospiced his mom for a couple of computers and a car to impress his daughter and to soil her in his way using guilt by association and tried to do the same to me and I refused a new computer and took his used one that he promised months before when he got a new one not knowing his intent. She is not soiled by it because she is a child still in many ways and loves her dad for no good reason. He doesn’t deserve her love. also is doing the same by my imprisonment which is why I refused a vacation with him because it was his intent to associate me with being free and desiring his aid when I’m not at this time free because of the NWO and the NWreligion and politically correct crap being forced upon many as if I’m in on it and condone it and I don’t. THAT IS EVIL. Starved his mom to death though he wasn’t there he instructed and did it in absentia getting information off the web knowing how long it would take and from his brothers. I tried to get him to see her before she died and he didn’t want to waste the money but would rather see her dead after the deed was done because it was proper and could fool some of the people some of the time and go to the funeral and probable played his sax for some reason. Said his brothers told him to wait till she was dead. HOW INSANE. I don’t believe him either. Most people would rather see their parent alive before death and not go to a funeral just to tell them you love them. NOT MY EX. He would rather be seen at the funeral. I think you call it fluff: pomp and circumstance crap. HE IS FUCKED because I am not going to help him get through if I could I wouldn’t. He is using me but I have to wait for the right time and it is coming I can tell BIG TIME. THANK GOD. Talks about trailer trash…his mom lived in a trailer. Talks about sluts and he gang banged a girl from his town and talks about abortion as if against them and he counted on the fat slut to have one if she got pregnant. HIS WORDS. A TOTAL ROMAN CATHOLIC mother fucker and a FAKE. Did he look in the mirror when he mocked me in the powder room and lied about it and all the other lies. He has a lot of friends more than I have. I think mine are better. My dad said I’m in good company. I believe him. All the hours I put in to get jobs done when he couldn’t or along side him was never appreciated as I later found out. Whether or not Trump gets our country working again seems to have hit some tests along the way testing him and others in retaliation possibly for winning the election. I have never seen any president take so much guff as I have seen him take and also dish out in return tweeting I guess. I think there is something to be said for the 7 trumpets of Revelation and people ought to consider the possibility they are being tested as well and I think a lot of people are failing the tests. As far as the metal is concerned I can’t say for sure if it is true or not…..GOD KNOWS. But I do know I have been helped regardless and I appreciate the help in their ways. IF it is why the product is no longer sold I wouldn’t know who to blame ….the company, the buyers, who sells them the product, or some individual. Who knows and I surely don’t have the money to find out nor do I want to ruin a company over something that may have been caused by some insiders. I really like the company I just don’t like the mystery about the product. I think it is kind of weird. But I guess I won’t solder that particular metal and will use it for the sound or if I do I will have the precautions I need observed. I don’t appreciate the main advertisement online either about it. I think it is demeaning and meant to be since e females do most of the investing in their art. I have no idea who is in charge of advertising but I think since most people who buy from the company are learning it isn’t nice. Just a friendly tip for the good of the company vs the bad in the company. Can’t say if it is a colossal lark type coincidence either but the timing was weird and some of the comments such as “It came down to the wire” by an uncertain and one of the three faces of Bret. In the bible of the new Testament in Paul’s letters to someone talking about who was with him (Luke) and about a guy named Mark who they took along on their escapades who wouldn’t work because he was lazy was the excuse but I think there was more to it than the excuse. The RCC labels people lazy and yet they have people who actually two people one to hold the bible and one to turn the pages on a bible for the pope to read as if he can’t memorize a line or two which is about all they offer the people they teach when on their missions to different countries which is not feeding lambs or sheep in the spiritual sense….not even milk. Feeding BULLSHIT. They have ANOTHER person who keeps the pope’s braid straight on his back as if it HURSTS, german for HEARST, to see a braid blowing in the wind when honoring some people. It’s worse than the Texas AGGIES and the jokes made about texans.

    The person I’m referring to is Georg Ganswein

    which by the way means pig swine or pig’s wine or both.

    Pastor Warns Hurricanes Will Hit Cities That Don’t Repent ‘Sexual Perversion’

    Did he mention the Vatican? Of course not, because he is afraid the Vatican is God and the Vatican is not God though the Vatican does try hard to act like it. God has a surprise for them though it shouldn’t be a surprise in that

    “it is written.”

    Blowin in The Wind – Bob Dylan

    Had a good sign (actually a few) for me to continue as I have been doing and I know my day will come soon. I can’t wait. Thank you darlin’, my sweetie pie. Gonna go shopping for a yacht hopefully for a while because we enjoyed it with my dad who took us often and we are gonna make some inventions with his skills in engineering as well. It’s gonna be fun and I can’t wait to smell the ocean as well

    while Trump is heaping praise for the governor of Texas ahead of schedule since only a few days have passed since the storm hit Texas. Amazing but hopefully the Governor will live up to the praise he received. Doesn’t he have anything better to do than receive praise ahead of doing anything yet? It’s like pumping up the team before the game begins which is not or shouldn’t be necessary regarding a hurricane disaster since it’s not a game. What did the people in the past do without television coverage when a hurricane reeked havoc but we sure are having a lot of bad ones lately sort of on a regular schedule for each new president of the USA. Weird, huh as if it were a new weapon against property owners. However prayers are important, but I don’t think we need to have a prayer day. Shall we have a laying of hands on each other as well like is done in Ohio for the candidates before an election and it sure didn’t stop a hurricane on the horizon to be testing those who do. Next thing you know someone will ask for a moment of silence and we have certainly had plenty of silence in regards to Hospice, haven’t we? It’s not the fault of many of the people in Texas who don’t know yet because no one will tell them the truth about it because of fear, but not the right kind of fear.

    So much for the church, eh?

    I didn’t need a prayer day to pray my way for the people of Texas and nor should you.

    Now a faith based religion says God allowed us to have a storm to bring us together (Can you repeat that?) and I guess H.A.A.R.P. had nothing to do with it. Already building up some of the structures damaged which is very quick and unbelievable since the flood waters have to recede and is still occurring. First you have to dry it before you can build it. Lots of false news and the ex said there is a gas shortage all over the USA. HMMMM.

    And still no mention about hospice!

    Except on Fox news with an adoration story about Mother Teresa about feeding sheep which is not cool! I won’t link it because it’s BULLSHIT.

    Sure a lot of talk about faith based churches lately as if in a war of contrition? Not talk about churches, but faith-based churches. I wonder why? I don’t really wonder why because I know why. Ten years ago no one called the churches faith based, and now it’s the MO of the church and the press to call themselves faith based. Isn’t it weird how the faith baed church betrays even themselves? It’s like a pandemic reaction to the:

    MUCK MUCK MUCK

    Fox is asking for it and begging for it but I don’t think Fox will like it especially on a day like today.

    Max Boot sure sounds like Franklin Graham, doesn’t he? Saw him on the Tucker debate show debating about foreign policy. Never heard of Max Boot before but his voice is almost identical. I wonder.

    The ex went at me tonight verbally telling how much he hates me and how much of a bitch I am at dinner time over 25 dollars and we sparred back and forth about his mom and how he hospiced her and his denials of how it went down and I wanted to say more but held back my temper. I wanted to ask him ‘Is this our anniversary or something?’ He proved my earlier point about the RCC practice of religious/political prisoners and why in the world I am here? Know what I mean? I don’t know how long it will last: this kind of situation but hopefully not too much longer! So I played on my computer so he could hear the song by

    John Paul Young: Love is in the The Air

    Anyway, I’m sure my mom and dad are looking down upon the situation shaking their heads. I bet his mom is too after I saw what I saw of her. She can’t be very happy where she is and how she looked almost as if she had had a lobotomy (JFK’s sister had had a lobotomy, but I don’t know why but I think it had to do with their dad possibly to shut her up. I don’t know but it used to be a procedure used against people usually females) and she acted like it too. I don’t know why I was allowed to see it, but I was. It was at Parkland Hospital. On the other hand I saw my mom for a second and she looked great and was excited about something and I think my dad was right behind her. It was only a moment but perhaps to give me hope when things like our dinner together happen. LOL and to let me know I’m on the right side! It helps, those moments. I reflect on those kind of things to keep going on with my mission and theirs. Maybe it was my mother-in-laws reward! An exchange? The first time she was in the hospital for something serious before the time she was starved to death by Hospice I talked to her son John her second oldest son the hospital would not allow him information and he couldn’t figure it out. He worked for ALCOA in Iowa in a pretty nice job. I told him over the phone perhaps the oldest son who was still alive at the time but died soon after was in charge of her estate and her welfare and made those kind of arrangements or something since he was the oldest but I have no idea their arrangements and he kind of thought about it. I wonder why John was allowed to get information and see her the time she did die. Sort of discrepancy but maybe it was a different hospital the second time or perhaps there was some kind of deception going on to test someone like my ex. Anyway my ex said John was the one that said that his mom pulled the feeding tube from her somehow and then the youngest my ex had said when she worked at an old folks homes as a bookkeeper she said she did not want to be treated the way the people were treated to him in the past in some conversation they had probably after his dad and her husband died on their trip so I guess it was decided she would be the poster girl for HOSPICE and MOTHER FUCKING TERESA and the RCC and it’s papacy and because she loved the mystery of the RCC: I don’t think it reaps a good reward. Just a friendly observation. I think the mystery is you get fucked over! What is weird about it is in the CBS News reporting which I transcribed couple of times there SEEMs to be some kind of exchange references and I took note of it. You might want to read about it because sometimes you miss stuff listening or seeing because your mind can’t possibly take it all in and get the meaning. I watched, transcribed and I snapshotted much of the films left behind so my mind could take it in and I caught a lot of stuff no one else did if you want to look on Merangue’s Blog at the transcriptions of the Assassination of JFK by CBS News if you are interested. It’s your soul so do what you think is appropriate. Parkland was where I almost died the first time and was a turning point in my life. I did my homework in a few areas one was the JFK assassination and the gospels and some of the old testament and did some comparing and it helped me and realized it was intertwined with the Vatican 11 ( I think there have been more but it is what the RCC called it LOL in an attempt to keep and hold on to power at the Vatican because the Vatican had lost WWll and some power and when the USA beat the shit out of them , LOL), Opus Dei and Neocatechumenal Way, Ecumenicalism as if the RCC would share power and other things going on at the time of the assassination of JFK and including the attempt to give pre-eminence to the Gospel of Matthew for some reason. If the RCC believed The Gospel of Matthew was truly pre-eminent why worry about it? Well there is a prophecy about a false covenant in the Book of Daniel that’s why. There was a covenant made at the Last Supper in the synoptic Gospels (Matthew Mark and Luke) is another reason why. IF a false covenant was prophesied in the Book of Daniel more than likely the false covenant would be included also in the bible, wouldn’t it or what’s the point of the prophecy on Daniel? And to top it off there is a prophecy in Daniel about a prophecy that was moved to the Book of Matthew (during the Obama Administration) standing where it should not (giving credence) and added let the reader understand obviously it is something that would have to have been read which Catholics don’t read the bible and in fact are taught not to read the bible so they wouldn’t know the difference whether something was altered in the bible hence ignorance is a tool of Catholicism against catholics. Brother against brother. Nice, huh? The events and collusions (Neo stuff) was not too far after the end of WW11 time-wise and it is pertinent to the conversation as to why then. JFK as I said earlier was kind of  Jacob of the Old Testament married to a kind of Rachel and his sheep (blemished ones) grew in abundance. In other words he was a tool and was used by the RCC manipulated and managed even in marriage and meeting his wife Jackie Kennedy. HE WAS SET UP. Abortion was also a bone of contention at the time and soon after Hospice because of guilt GETTING CAUGHT MURDERING 6 million jews in ovens and chemical rooms and torture places, etc. The RCC likes a lot of power and especially the Jesuits as if the RCC were GOD and of course isn’t and never will be but merely THE MOB i.e. the MAFIOSA and complicit with ISLAM each using the other. All this occurred around the time Israel became a nation which was probably the main reason for the many deceptions because it spelled trouble for the future of the RCC in other words the writing was on the wall: THE END WAS NEAR. If the RCC could have hidden the 6 million jews killed believe me the RCC would have hidden it but alas it’s tool Germany was defeated because it was GOD’s will: the defeat of the RCC and it’s many tools but like the devil isn’t gonna give up without a fight and ignorance is it’s best tool along with poverty hence the hurricanes devastating our country in places using places like HAARP to strengthen storms and seed storms and cause earthquakes in various (diverse) places giving the Gospel of Matthew a knee up and to quell our independence on oil (HOUSTON) from other places such as Saudi Arabia who attacked us on 9-11 with the help of the RCC and it’s traitors to our country using brother against brother: JEB BUSH and Billy Graham a shill for the RCC. Jeb Bush allowed the hospice of a woman probably injured by her husband using starvation and allowed the training of Saudis to fly planes in his state he governed to use them as incinerators on many people in New York. Both really nasty stuff. I guarantee he knew and why his mom suggested he should not run for the presidency because I guarantee she knew or had a very big suspicion and maybe realized he was not right in the head nor right in the heart spiritually being influenced by her daughter-in-law as well and the BGEA. She was kind of in a tough spot you might say besides the infiltration of Jesuits and some very bad and deceived people in our government (in high places) throughout who act as if the lot of them have been lobotomized i.e. Catholicized and very confused. Lots of coincidences and from what I could tell about him he wasn’t right in the head a bit of a nutcase and possibly jealous of his brother and not because he once smoked pot.

    MIND BOGGLING AS IT IS.

    My ex and his power trip is a good example of a lobotomized Catholic.

    I saw this and thought I should add it to my post but I haven’t read it:

    Daca Dreamers: Obama slams axing of young migrant scheme

    Obama is achxing for it!

    On fox someone is saying the Americans have broken a promise in regards to DACA that Obama put in place and the fact is it’s not true: I think Trump is breaking a lie that Obama made without proper restrictions and stipulations and got it through illegally like he did many other things like OBAMACARE and HOSPICE VIA MEDICARE/caid FOR FREE, ENTITLEMENTS WHICH WERE ACTUALLY ENTICEMENTS, BRIBERY, TEMPTATIONS VIA ENTRAPMENTS >etc. HYPE to Destroy because it is his only talent! He sure as hell didn’t build it and neither did illegal aliens who are being used by the Vatican most are catholic and used by others like a tug of war. I agree with Jeff Sessions on this point in regards to DACA. I think it should be done on an individual basis as much as possible and not as a political religious block for the vatican and it’s intent to weaken the USA with mob rule. If the spanish catholic countries took better care of their catholic population there wouldn’t be a problem. IF the spanish catholic countries leaders were doing their jobs there would not be a migration to the USA. IT’S DIABOLICAL and people are the victims but nothing wrong with doing it legally and as others have done by WAITING IN LINE however legalization of illegals should not be based on the brightest. It’s our job as a country to enlighten or brighten those that come to our country however at this point because of the mass migration I’m not sure our country is up to it so that is the dilemma. one way which might help is to cut out the spanish language requirements in our country. Sounds weird but I think it might help a bunch. The USA is not Costa Rica, Paraguay, Mexico, South America, Latin America, Spain, Italy, Cuba, etc. Do we accommodate the Vietnamese, Sudanese, Africans, Indonesians, rain forest people, Japanese, Chinese, German, Russian, Hebrew, French immigrants with a language advantage? Too bad the DACA potentials are freaked out and should try to calm themselves down because of a bad promise on Obama’s part and should take out their frustration on Obama for making the false promise to begin with.

    Is ending a sentence with a preposition a taboo?

    A class action lawsuit might be appropriate action to take against past President OBAMA for his BIG FAT lie who propheted by it!

    There is a book in the bible but I can’t remember which one on the shores of Ulie or banks of Ulai river and it might be important these days but since I can’t remember which one I guess its a moot pointer/tip. (I think cypress trees or something like it is where some prophetic stuff is kind of expounded upon about horns charging each other etc. and I think one of the horns is referring to Al Gore) Here it is:

    And I saw in a vision; and it came to pass, when I saw, that I was at Shushan in the palace, which is in the province of Elam; and I saw in a vision, and I was by the river of Ulai.

    And I heard a man’s voice between the banks of Ulai, which called, and said, Gabriel, make this man to understand the vision.

    But imo I think I nailed the things that are relevant in this post and others I have written: my family and its roots and about the insidious and evil agendas warring against each other and where it is heading and who wins and who loses and why:

    Has something to do with TRUTH.

    Hey Dennis Prager Mr. radio talk show host on the Tucker Carlson Debate show who says he isn’t afraid of Nazism why don’t you speak out about Hospice then which is a form of Nazism. PROVE IT! And do it next time you appear on Fox News while you are at it and lets see if it gets on the air waves.

    Anyway these storms and earthquakes

    CATASTROPHIC STORMS and CATASTROHIC EARTHQUAKES

    (using technology like H.A.A.R.P.)

    IN DIVERSE PLACES (NKorea for one recently)

    as prophesied as the time

    when Jesus returns written about in the Gospel of Matthew

    I can see the potential for insurance scam/population management priesthood.

    I wonder which one precedes the other!

    Similar to the housing bubble

    and I know

    there is a better way

    Thank God!

    PS: the son of man ain’t GOD! It helps to know and remember what I was taught.

    When GOD returns it will be LOUD like the BIG BANG

    and noone will be able to stand.

    One idea would be to send aircraft above the storm or in the eye of the storm of a hurricane (like in the movies) and seed the storm with soothing to cool or to alter the atmosphere of the storm to make it un-strengthen the storm the negative and positive whatever you call them: ions? lol but the  ex says its the temperature of the water that makes the storm and the rain is in the clouds but has nothing to do with the ocean water and somehow I think he is amiss on where rain comes from but he says he has studied it! (and I haven’t I confess though barely in high school.) When you boil water in a pan and walk away and there’s much less water in the pan? Where did the water go? Why is the so air so steamy. If steam is water particles where did the particles in the air come from? What was the source of the CONDENSATION? Why do coastal areas tend to be humid? What happens to a material when you steam iron it vs dry iron a material? Do you see why I question his thought processes? If we have technology to strengthen storms which we do we need technology to do the opposite.

    Can a cell phone be used to attract a tornado or vice versa? The day after Christmas tornado followed my ex from his location in another part of the cities nearby to the location he was driving in and almost but not quite to the place we live like a tether. It was weird. Another thing though it may not be a reality but I have wondered sometimes when an earthquake occurs on one side of the world if another will occur on the opposite side of the world as a reaction maybe having to do with parallel lines or longitudinal lines or perhaps fault lines. Like Koreas nuclear earthquake which was about 8.1 or 2 and Mexico’s earthquake recently which was about an 8.1 the strength I wonder if  the two earthquakes aren’t related by more than time by a few days related and by strength. Like the 2004 blizzard in the Ohio River Valley before Christmas and the earthquake tsunami (9.1) in 2004 after Christmas and what ever occurred in the Caribbean Ocean at the time.’Back to the Son of man being betrayed in the Gospel of John Jesus says greater things than these though shalt see angels rise and fall upon the son of man I think inferring or referring to the rise and fall of the Third Reich and maybe the fourth as well. There is a scientific notion about opposite reactions called I forgot the name of the scientist but I’ll addict later, lol. for every action there is a reaction in the physical sense in physics. Isaac Newton.  Anyway Hillary is still touting climate change as the reason for the strong storms these days on a woman’s talk show which includes Whoopee Goldberg because she still thinks you can’t have one without the other. A lot of money is at stake with those who tout climate change as the excuse for the storms when  it is a reaction to weapons like those mentioned similar to places like H.A.A.R.P.  in the wrong hands. The sign found of an archeological artifact about a small tree (mustard) and a harp kind of seem prophetic to me which you can find links to it thru this article following seem to point in a direction and I guess if you follow the laundered money is another way:

    Siege of Yodfat

    Merangue’s Blog

    (Christian Truth, Deception & Prophecy)

    During my last visit to the hospital the man in charge of CAT Scans explained to me that he has been in the business doing Cat scans for 15 to 20 years and they do not use dye and don’t need to use it to do an accurate CAT scan. It was quite a long diatribe about his profession and it was kind of odd he would bother telling me because I did not ask (felt like he was trying to convince me of something false). But I asked him then why every time I did not receive the dye by supposed nurse error did I need a redo of the CAT Scan a day later in order to get an accurate scan, and of course, I should also have asked ‘why use dye at all?’ It’s a big hassle to have to drink it an hour ahead of the test and it does not taste good and t is no small think to have to drink it and some people are allergic. Now it is ingested via a shot. All this happened on the way to get a Cat Scan without dye. i was not in the best frame of mind at the time. Felt like a set up and trying to retrain my thinking. It wasn’t a small conversation and it felt like deception that he even bothered to try to correct me unless he was on some kind of a mission. I did not try to correct him he volunteered the information and  think was trying to dumb me down. 1 + 3 =5 if you alter it a bit. Politics is very much a part of the medical field now (since ObamaCare) between doctors, I noticed as well as if undermining each other for some reason. Don’t tell so and so (a surgeon) I heard from one doctor after talking to another doctor as if he was given the word OR THE ORDER.

    I don’t know what an MRI is but I heard they weigh the cots of an MRI not money wise but damage wise against other procedures at least from what I understood. SO….

    I GUESS OBAMACARE POLITICIZED THE MEDICAL FIELD.

    seemed similar to the fiasco watching on Fox News a nun with a chain saw dressed in her habit which she got her fame doing cutting up a tree that was downed by the hurricane and about her prayers and I thought what if the saw got tangled in her habit. Was she in her right mind?

    It was a really fun hospital visit only because of a few otherwise it was tough.

    Makes as much sense as teaching the 3rd generation of the first generations sins. Take out the sins on the grandkids. But it is in the bible worded differently but some people believe it, and I don’t. Called generational sin. I believe it’s another name for intentional political religious vengeance especially since none really knows what the  generation measure is. Anyway the misbegotten word about generational sin/vengeance is like hospice and makes as much sense….none. Heard my niece talk about it once, the Jacuzzi kid, and I did not know what she meant or how she meant it plus she was married to a minister and I didn’t ask her at the time because our family was in turmoil at the time but I had read about it in the bible some where probably the OT but the HOLY books were taken to Rome and the new testament had not been collected/coalesced/some hadn’t even been written yet and altered (transliterated the holy books) in Rome when the temple was destroyed which happened during a 70 year period when Jerusalem was destroyed twice. I heard about generational sin via tv evangelists as well. Is a generation 20 years, 30 years, 50 years, etc. Lousy way to teach! Only a freakin’ lobotomized fruitcake nut would come up with the idea of generational sin payback via many ways including hospice ie

    Kicking  the can

    like Benghazi

    and I think the fruitcake is the Vatican since the Vatican came up with the excuse via the Jesuit priest Federiko Lombardi and sidekick of the Jesuit Pope Francis. a video tape.

    I was advised to have soft meals for a couple of days because of the blockage (scar tissue from previous operation many years ago) and the ex suggested tuna helper which is soft and cheap but he knows how I feel about tuna. Though I love tuna fish as a rule every time I have tuna I feel it later on in my sciatic nerve for many days due to FUKUSHIMA (in my opinion.) so why does he suggest it? Beats me. This hospital visit he was kinder than normal which makes me suspicious of course after having been all the things I have enumerated. I guarantee there is a reason or two, LOL. Outside my door the first night there were a few families with tots VERY LOUD TOTS, but cute and the dad was talking about abortion vs the opposite not in those words but it was clear he was camped out for a reason so I could hear for quite a while. It was nonsense. Then I was threatened with a tube down my throat (to avoid aspiration yet I threw up a gallon of shit AND I HAD JUST WRITTEN ABOUT IT –  tubes) and I said I would not allow it unless anesthetized, been there done that and not threatened only once depending on how my body responded to the treatment. It was weird. Some would say I was paranoid, but just because I am paranoid doesn’t mean it isn’t true that I am being stalked and I have plenty of evidence in my posts about the different ways in order to make me a good new world order type-female for the RCC and it’s political operatives. I am being stalked everywhere I go it seems as if I made up the procedure of abortion and it has been going on since there was a temple in Jerusalem occupied by Rome and others and women (not men) having to lick the dust off the floor of the temple when caught or suspected to be in a relationship not appreciated by the priests of the temple and if her tummy swells….

    (my tummy swelled not because of a relationship that didn’t occur at the office, but because I was molested in the past, followed, bullied and butt grabbed by my brother-in-law at the office and other demeaning things… it was retribution for telling in the past and at the time and the company was afraid I would sue them for sexual harassment so the company came at me with all of their guns even at the real estate school I was attending because I was a threat to my brother-in-law intellectually and because he never planned to do the plans I was privy to because he couldn’t and didn’t have the wherewithal to do the plans but only to exact vengeance upon me which was easy with LOTZ of people helping…and by sticking up for myself against LOTZ of people I got very sick and almost died, and it was very evil what occurred to me very rough, very cruel and unusual, and very hard to fathom but I did. No one understood what was going on because it was so convoluted and evil, not even Gary. I think it began to dawn to my family after Gary suggested that I be isolated in order that I might come back to the fold (my little sister told me over the phone when we were still talking a few years before we weren’t talking.) It took time to piece it together and the implications and reasons for why had occurred. I think what he said peeked some interest and minds over time.  It’s a strange thing to say as well as when he said that his daughter (the Jacuzzi kid) and her husband were blackmailing him wanting money, not that kids don’t do it sometimes but it was not like the usual games kids play on their parents to get money. Out of place. They were coming to town to visit with their kids and needed money which is not unusual. Sounds mundane but it wasn’t mundane.) 

    The difference between NOW and then is the priests. You can read about it in the OT if you dare and the priests chant

    AMEN LOTTIE-DA!

    Nothing new under the sun!~

    As the ex would say being a Catholic “a day is a thousand years as a thousand years is a day” so no telling how long this crap will go on. Hopefully it will be shortened, quickened somehow. It gets old!

     watched a show about Winston Chrchhil by Oliver North a documentary which was quite interesting. His fear was the possibility of going back into the Dark Ages

    and I would say the One World Government with Teeth

    is going back to the Dark Ages for fear of the RCC losing it’s grip, but it has already lost it as far as sanity is concerned.

    I have noticed Laura InGraham wears a cross almost all the time. Does it help? I’m sure it helps not in a truthful way, but like the pope who stole a necklace from a dead martyr hoping to gain courage and it didn’t really give him courage not the right kind of courage anyway or he wouldn’t be lying on a floor in front of a bunch of priests the RCC calls fathers which is a NO-NO. Laura InGraham is a real humdinger.

    Tell us about Mother Teresa, Laura, why Don’t you?

    Let’s see your courage at work.

    Here is the actress from Little House on the Prairie who aided and abetted the Vatican in regards to abortion. She was only bit part actress on the show and I never saw her do any other films and so probably needed some work. In the you tube she told about some practices going on in abortion clinics such as selling baby parts etc but her voice was the same as the actress as well as her appearance. Maybe Laurwa InGraham could exfoliate about it for the sake of truth:

    4 AMERICAN STUDENTS HIT WITH ACID ATTACK IN FRANCE…

    I suppose Americans weren’t targeted in Paris for an acid attack in Paris? Nah, I am just being paranoid, I guess. It’s only an OCCULT-winky-dink (coincidence?) or like the 6 million jews annihilated in WW2? If we went to strictly a consumption tax we wouldn’t be too worried about illegal immigrants if they were not violent ones hell bent on terrorism and undoing of our government because everyone would pay consumption taxes including illegals. MOre money would be amassed by the government as well. SO DACA and all these other excuses are just excuses for the NEW WORLD GOVERNMENT/RELIGION  to control our lives and turn the middle class into a sub class or lower class like almost all of the other spanish speaking countries and very Roman Catholic and DACA is not helping in this regard. Consumption tax gives the buyer power and the powers that be (bankers, and others) don’t want buyers to have power and has something to do with the tea dump in Boston called the Bostom Tea Party:

    The Boston Tea Party – Dec 16, 1773 – HISTORY.com

    “In Boston Harbor, a group of Massachusetts colonists disguised as Mohawk Indians board three British tea ships and dump 342 chests of tea into the harbor.”

    Maybe the tea dumpers really were Mohawkish!
    The tea dumpers didn’t have to buy the tea, did they? Was there an individual mandate to buy tea at the time?

    Native Americans and the American Revolution

    Some people don’t like competition. I know the RC religion doesn’t like it and the same goes for ISLAM. Here is an article by Ann Coulter which I think is reasonable:

    THEY DON’T CALL IT ‘THE GREAT TWEET OF CHINA’

    Don’t forget about the prophecy on the banks of the ULAI river in the Book of Daniel.

    Perhaps he was actually on the RIO GRANDE?

    Do any spanish speaking countries and Spanish speaking peoples ever speak out against the ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH and Mother Teresa’s Hospice murder suicide here in the USA or in Mexico or in South America or Spain, Portugal etc?

    Why not? IS there some kind of Spanish Speaking union holding them back?

    I think army and other military bases on the border would make a pretty good wall in places that are hard to build a REAL wall on our southern borders and it makes sense in order to protect us from terroristic type illegal immigration and couple it with consumption tax and it makes for a great way to subvert subversionists and diehard catholics who think their shit doesn’t stink and believe me it does.

    Heard there was an earthquake at Fukushima in Japan as Mexico is reeling from an earthquake again but I would call it an aftershock since it is nearby the first one which was an 8.1 and near Mexico city and only a 7.1 though after shocks can be even deadlier than the initial earthquake.The New World Order isn’t very orderly and seems to have caused quite a bit of turmoil, sickness and death in various ways.

    Maybe it wasn’t a good idea

    especially in the case of Mother Teresa’s legacy and perhaps her sisters of sin might have to take it up their asses FINALLY.

    As far as the mustard seed teaching which is false since it isn’t the smallest of seed a minute detail of the concept of faith the kind of faith that moves mountains from here to there there are all kinds of teaching methods and perhaps teaching the mustard seed was the smallest of seed when it wasn’t was a antonymic-type teaching and it kept (protected) the teaching in the bible otherwise it might have been lost to editors and the like and because it might have been meant for our times (since the microscope was invented in between the times when the bible was written and NOW) regarding sperm which contains the smallest of seed in regards to abortions which are a females rights of passage and a part of the process of a females growth (not all, but some). I think since the Pope called BenedictXVl said it was a new enlightenment the teaching of faith and I think it was to appease Islam. Remember the picture of Pope John Paul kissing the Koran and Pope Benedict XVl was his underling, wasn’t he? The problem is it was also included in the Gospel of John corrupting it talking about the weather forecasts (hurricanes etc) and a secret follower called Nicodemas –Nick and Arimathea (Son of Matthew). Also says he might leave a blessing in the same conversation….he wasn’t for me in regards to the wind in the Gospel of John. My mom  and dad, and my cat were a blessing to me with the help of God at the time and many others in the past who were negatively affected by the BGEA (Billy Graham Evangelical Association.) In fact it was the opposite. I suppose Puerto Ricans, and those affected by the wind lately and seemingly on a regular basis usually at the start of a new President in an historical devastating way are being blessed by some such as the great defender of faith Franklin Graham who said he believes every word of the bible is truth and it isn’t such as the mustard seed. How can he say what he says knowing the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed¿ Maybe the Grahams have a problem understanding what truth is or isn’t or the meaning of truth and the merit of truth which is a big problem. The Jesus who said truth is the way was betrayed by the false teaching. If everyone had faith that 4 plus 1 equals 6 wouldn’t it cause some mathematical and scientific problems not to mention banking ones which might affect everyone in a bad way. I think so like Core teaching has caused some problems and not only that people are or seem to be stuck on faith, a false faith, defending its merit when there isn’t any merit in a false concept and causing many people to lose their minds over it, imo. The teaching may have caused Hitler and his solution, possibly in defense of a false faith and false concepts. The false teaching of faith may have caused the annihilation of 6 million jews as well as many others who died in a couple of wars that might not have come about otherwise. It might have caused the death of many people in the psychological war going on now and in some places real wars. There are many definitions of faith which adds to the confusion. One is religion, probably the RCC religion and the religion of Islam. A partnership in a false concept and some others who bow down to both. How many people have been negatively affected by both religions. A TON and too big to count over many years. So I think it was a bad idea to teach about faith based on a mustard seed which is not at the smallest of seed but the part about the smallest of seed part may have been a clue inserted to clarify it’s falseness by someone involved in the false concept knowing in a matter of time it would be uncovered, unmasked, and unveiled! By the way the chemical compound of the mustard seed is a derivative of gas and atomic weapons, I think and now we are dealing with IRAN and North Korea as a result not to mention those affected by Hospice of Mother Teresa of Calcutta and an RCC saint in 105 countries those that were murdered in Mother Teresas defense of a false concept called faith using abortion as an excuse. VERY TWISTED as she appeared to be appearance wise and in her humor as well. Perhaps it would be  good idea to ditch the teaching for the sake of many people who may be negatively affected by Iran and North Korea and Ho-Spice as in WHORE SPICE, the Whore of Babylon. There are lots of reasons females get abortions and most of those reasons ought to be respected because the female knows she can’t raise a child as a woman who has a child out of wedlock for sometimes the wrong reasons politically to get financial benefits politically speaking because other avenues were not afforded such as employing black men when black men were not respected and sometimes merely to entrap a man or gain financial status via a child out of wedlock, a bastard so to speak! I imagine DACA is kind of a result of POLITICAL-RELIGIOUS maneuvering, but not all and why legal immigration of some illegals on an individual basis is reasonable, but DACA for all illegal immigrants isn’t reasonable.

    Rite of passage

    If one Syrian or Turk becomes a citizen of the USA does it mean 11 million other Syrians or Turks get citizenship as well? Call it SACA or TACA it is ridiculous and Obama is responsible for the confusion as he was in regards to Obama Care and in regards to

    BENGHAZI!

    What happens to Americans who enter Mexico illegally? They get chained to a bed in a prison for a long time. Remember during the Obama Administration and did he do anything about it? NO. At least the USA is kinder and more patient than Mexico in regards to illegals and doesn’t chain illegal aliens to a bed in a prison without representation of some kind.

    Instead of having a spanish speaking catholic revolution in the USA spanish speaking catholics ought to have a revolution in spanish speaking catholic countries which deprive them of freedom. I don’t’ mean to be mean but honestly why not fix the problem. I recall the news about some Brazilian kids living on the streets and what happened to them? They were murdered to clean up the streets and the same thing happened in Rome before the G8 meeting so obviously it’s a catholic thingy. Maybe Geraldo Rivera “The War correspondent,” can fix it on his yacht. The USA ought to lead the way in harnessing the power of a lightning bolt to power cities across our country and for powering cheaply electric cars and making electric cars much cheaper for the average citizen which ought to be our goal as well for the environment and to succeed as a country whether we export our invention or not but for the principal of a CHEAP and CLEAN source of power. We should be investing our future in the power of the lightning bolt since it is so powerful and so available but woefully the seed of man isn’t smart enough! If it was smart enough it would stop its hell bent crusade against women who have had or will have abortions and their families using Hospice to exact revenge and actually discuss it for sake of truth and cease the practice of Hospice/murder/suicide and hold accountable the RCC and it’s colluders for it’s bent INSIDIOUS SNEAKY INSANE AND EVIL ways of temptation to use Hospice (and I have learned there are a bunch of ways to tempt) and to hold back PROGRESS for it’s own sake.

    BY THE WAY HOW CAN ONE MEASURE THE SPEED OF A FOUL BASEBALL AT A YANKEE GAME? Like the one that killed a toddler by hitting the toddler in the face, recently? It was reported on Fox News that the baseball was going at 105 mph. As it turns out the 2- year old toddler didn’t die, luckily. Interesting number mentioned by Mother Teresa. Now the Yankees and the others team want netting to protect the people. It should have been there in the first place, shouldn’t it? Mother Teresa mentioned the number in the video by Christopher Hitchens as the number of countries she has her witchcraft of Hospice being employed to off a lot of people.

    While we are at it the speech by Trump at the UN was a good speech but it wasn’t totally truthful as Franklin Graham spouted on Fox News. Maybe Trump doesn’t realize it wasn’t totally truthful but I suspect Franklin Graham knows it wasn’t.

    Hells Angel (Mother Teresa) – Christopher Hitchens

    I think the “drunk of the wine” in Revelation 18:3-5 is climate change/global warming – hurricanes and waxing rich by the lies and propaganda using the WINE PRESS of GOD facetiously, Hollywood and politicians etc but not all

    and I believe hospice are the sins that reach unto heaven!

    It’s my opinion and I think well founded. WHY?

    NO ONE in the public arena WILL TALK ABOUT IT

    THAT’s HOW BAD IT IS

    kind of like INCEST

    which is a pretty good sign IT’S BAD!

    The Night The Lights Went Out In In Georgia

    Bernie Sanders is now a millionaire and joined the one per-cent who are in the upper class. The Elite and I’m sure with Obama Care will make more. LOTZ MORE,

    but the doctors will degrade over time and so will the nurses and eventually succumb to Hospice care which in part and parcel to Obamacare.

    Universal health care would be nice if it were feasible. AFFORDABLE in REALITY!!!@ but it isn’t. Since Obamacare the human life span has shortened by quite a margin hence Bernie Sanders is WRONG by quite a margin! It isn’t a good sign that life spans have decreased since ObamaCare and the NEw World ORder It ought to be a warning to you but I don’t think you care about it. IF you do then tell the truth about the sign. Tell the truth about Hospice and the shortened life span of man since Obama Care. Someone ought to find out why life spans have shortened since ObamaCare but Global warming would probably be used as an excuse however things are warming up exponentially and globally politically and religiously in a way, isn’t it so? Not only will doctors and nurses succumb so will the population (the middle-class and lower class) will to hospice via Obamacare and political/religious BULLSHIT all of which life spans will decrease. BUT NOT THE ELITE, of course. Not only will their life spans decrease so will it’s numbers until there in no middle class. GO FUCK YOURSELF BERNIE SANDERS. The middle class is the survival of man and freedom without it you will DIE and end up in a very lousy place and perhaps you are there already spreading propaganda. He is extremely evil or extremely dumb like SenatorMcCain (and I hope he gets well for his family’s sake, but not for his  b/c I don’t like him nor respect him). I don’t mean to be mean but common sensible. IF people didn’t have to pay out their kazoos for insurance, money could be spent in other ways giving others opportunities as well. IT’s CALLED SUPPLY AND DEMAND. Perhaps our Senators other than Rand Paul need to take an economy course 101! The better way is to have no insurance at all and prices will go down for everyone in a UNIVERSAL way. Doctors will get better because the worst will have to leave the business because of a bad reputation, bad results, but with Obama Care it isn’t possible and instead the WORST will thrive while the best will not business-wise. McCain is a liar and is not a hero. He sucks Obama’s dick. Get this through your sick fucked up mind Bernie Sanders OBAMA is the DESTROYER! Read the Gospel of Luke and recognize him. Quite a bit is written about him in some of the chapters and you should recognize him quite a bit by what he has said in the past and in our day. It is amazing how similar he is if you bother to read about him and recall what he said at the UN. Perhaps it is spiritual but what he said at the UN was and is

    A HUGE SIGN

    Make no mistake about it!

    THE INSURANCE BUSINESS IS A SCAM!

    and I think one of our Supreme Court Justices said ObamaCare was a tax. Should we ignore his expertise? It’s worse than a tax! Look what it has done to Washington DC. Look what it has done to the press. It is a swamp.

    We would have a GREAT ECONOMY if everyone and their uncle were doing something other than selling insurance which is raising the cost of everything in the medical field and screwing good doctors and their patients. Insurance agents are like priests/flys selling their lies

    coming between God and man. INTERFERING!

    WHEN LIFE GIVES YOU PAUL RYAN, MAKE LEMONADE

    I have personal knowledge about insurance which wasn’t honest to the people I love and it changes on a political/religious whim and exacerbates disease and sicknesses. It’s a bad deal! If we had no insurance I guarantee cancer and many other diseases would have been overcome and wouldn’t change on a dime/political&religious whims. Its the NEW WORLD ORDER which intends to destroy the best and the brightest and already has in many ways in order to keep the RCC on top of the water sowing UNFREEDOM instead of beneath where it belongs. It will end up there beneath and these tactics are only small delays.

    Anyway why not universal house care (maids/housekeepers), and universal houses (forget apartments), and universal cooks, and universal condos at the beach, universal lawn care (mowers), universal lawyers, universal hair dressers and manicures, universal mechanics for our cars and universal cars for everyone with drivers, universal errand doers, universal painters and home builders, universal rv’s, universal mansions, universal pools and universal spas, universal jacuzzis, universal tv shows, everyone gets a part in the movies, universal producers, universal restaurants, universal oil and gas, universal employees and employers, universal businesses, universal press, universal body sculpting and universal plastic surgery, universal art (including the Vatican’s stolen art without charge), universal vacations and cruises, universal electricity and plumbing, universal flyer miles (if you get flyer miles because you travel a lot and I can’t travel a lot because I can’t afford it shouldn’t I get your flyer miles as well so I can travel?) and universal tickets to the sports arenas, universal sports (everyone gets to play pro sports on the NFL, etc), universal jobs, universal investments, most of these things are helpful to the happiness and health of individuals and to some even

    universal hydrogen bombs,

    universal salaries

    and universal everything in every field?

    The whole is greater than it’s parts, right?

    Recently Canonized Martyr Added To Vatican’s Animatronic Hall Of Saint

    MARK MY WORDS! and read Revelation and try to understand there is more than one person speaking in it which might help you to understand it better. Even so the priests said AMEN. On Fox News the talk show hosts and their guests ay amen quite often and not as an ending in prayer. So what are these people saying when they chant amen? Kind of weird! Are they saying they are in agreement 100 percent? 50 percent? 10 percent?

    “Danny’s Song” Loggins and Messina

    This is only a song which I like but some of the words are not compatible IMO but you would have to understand my personal life in every way. I also love these songs:

    Elton John – Daniel – YouTube

    and

    Danny Boy Ireland

    I included these songs with the name of Daniel because of the prophecy in Daniel standing where it should not in the Gospel of Matthew I wrote about earlier in this post and I don’t think it was Daniel who put it there. It has happened since the Obama Administration! Don’t forget about his UN speech while you are thinking about the alteration of the bible. Alterations were made during the ecumenical times after the JFK assassination in the 70’s I think to bolster the RCC and it’s confusion and during the Vatican 11 which probably means eleven and not Vatican two. An eleventh hour attempt to hold on to power it should not have nor ever have had since truth is an anomaly to them. During the time Jesus of the Gospel of John walked around he was the light of the world. Obviously there was sunlight but it is not what the Gospel of John means though I am sure the RCC interpreted it this way hence the monstrance used by the popes during cracker eating time (Eucharist) when the Gospel of John reads “While I am in the world I am the light of the world.” The RCC has been very busy for a long time and even during the Dark Ages and during the Spanish Inquisition etc and all the while demanding it’s parishioners not to read the bible. Ignorance is the RCC’s weapon.

    I also love this song:

    Come to Me, Bend to Me

    – Brigadoon Original Studio Cast Recording

    and

    Camelot 04: Follow Me – YouTube

    John 21:21-23

    21 Peter seeing him saith to Jesus, Lord, and what shall this man do?

    22 Jesus saith unto him, If I will that he tarry till I come, what is that to thee?

    follow thou me.

    23 Then went this saying abroad among the brethren, that that disciple should not die: yet Jesus said not unto him, He shall not die; but, If I will that he tarry till I come, what is that to thee?

    Obviously, the brethren aren’t always correct.

    I guarantee the brethren are wrong about abortion but that is my opinion having had one and knowing the circumstances of many other abortions of other females which IMO were legitimate and a BASIC human right if it is what the female desires! Same goes for divorce;) In Revelation John the Revelator tells his children to leave the RCC i.e. get a divorce from the RCC and of course the RCC is against divorce. LOL Divorce is a good thing sometimes it is needed. Anyone who has had one would agree.

    Oklahoma ! Oh What a Beautiful Morning and More (HD 720p)

    I think things are unraveling and people ought to take the advice in Revelation!

    My next post (I think and if I get the opportunity to write it) will be about artificial intelligence and many other artificial things I have noticed especially lately. But for starters here is but a pimple of what I’m talking’ about:

    Geraldo Rivera currency is in Puerto Rico and has reunited with his family and is reporting for Fox news about the aftermath of the hurricane, I guess. I only perused the news as I walked by and noted handlebars and either it’s him or the UN guy (can’t remember his name because he never had a show about a tunnel with stolen treasure a series some people endured and was supposedly stored by the mafia that wasn’t there) I’m sure it must look like a war zone. I wonder where he stores his yacht. I doubt he stores it in Puerto Rico but what about his family? If I made a film about nothing could I be a war correspondent for Fox News and get a yacht?

    Mel Gibson ought to invest in a film or produce a film (and he could even act in it) about Hospice and Mother Teresa and see what happens! IT might be illuminating! I think it would do a world of good if he is honest about it, truthful as possible meaning having the information at hand and there is quite a bit of information from sabotage (at a chemical plant in India) to murder/suicide/coverup and mocking telling the victims families to forgive and the sainting by the pope of Mother Teresa but I don’t think the RCC will fund it this time. The film probably would be controversial but he has never been shy about controversy, has he and he could flip the coin about what women want because I don’t think he knows even if he reads minds. Females multitask even in their minds. He has the means but does he have the will.

    Doing the film or films might be good for his soul. Chuck; chuckle.

    On WND there are some people saying Trump is a tool of God in visions or dreams. I think there are more than one Trump hence the GREAT and TERRIBLE confusion about what he says and what he does. There are 7 Trumpets in Revelation. Somehow I think there is some validity to this coincidence like the name Barack Obama. Barack supposedly means lightning but there are lots of barracks and lots of people with the name Barack or similar who are famous Baraks, etc. Hosni Mubarak of Egypt, there is Ehud Barak of Israel, and Barack Obama. There are a ton of Obamas which if you do a letter switcherooni you can see the word ABOMI-nation.  Funny how Ehud Barak’s name and Barack who was involved in HUD. Some coincidences that I don’t think are totally coincidences. My ex’s name is Phillip which means lover of horses and about the time I gave up my horse for his own good so he could live on a ranch in Texas instead of in a small stable in Virginia without running room my ex ran into a horse in the middle of the road who had been chased out to the road by some assholes in trucks chasing the horse around and my ex way before we were married killed the horse as he was driving up the hill in Michigan, and of course I don’t think he even rode a horse in his life. I hope it wasn’t my horse. The family we shared the horse with alternating days asked for Little Joe a beautiful Arabian Thoroughbred gelding and the family had a few kids that were young and he was a gentle horse and were moving to Texas to live on a ranch in Texas so I said yes. The family was catholic. So I’m not a catholic hater. One of the kids was my best friend for a long time. In retrospect I wish I had kept him. I would have been better off if I had. I loved riding horses I loved jumping and riding bareback and jumping. I was a good rider. I rode English most of the time but there was nowhere to ride at the last stable and I think it was kind of a entrapment to get me to give him up but I didn’t know it then. I do now. It was not my decision to move him where he was moved. Next time I talked to her and asked her about my horse when she called me for some reason she told me he was dead quite a few years later. We didn’t have much to say. Horses don’t live forever so it’s not like it was anyone’s fault. We hadn’t spoken to each other in those years.  I don’t know what my name means. Pope Benedict made a big deal about names at the beginning of his term as pope. So the future is kind of interesting but I don’t think it belongs to those who suck up to the prophet of Islam because he was a false prophet married to a RC nun who came up with some great distortions though I have not read the Koran nor intend to I do know if you can’t handle being insulted you should find another planet. Listened to the blurb by an eloquent speaker Don Lemon on CNN talk about the ACT of “taking a knee”as he called it during the National Anthem at a football game and it concerns racial injustice (which there are plenty of examples on both sides and even by those of the same race such as the sellers and killers of Africans in Africa in our day and time like IDI AMIN and others, many others (and recent past before Lincoln became President of the USA) besides the cutting of clits of females in African and Muslim countries, and killers in each race towards each other Africans on Africans, African-Americans on African-Americans, Anglos on Anglos, Caucasians on Caucasians, Russians on Russians, Hispanics on Hispanics and Chinese on Chinese, Japanese on Japanese, Koreans on Koreans, Middle Easterners on Middle Easterners, Syrians on Syrians, Egyptians on Egyptians, Turks on Turks, etc, etc, etc) but in my opinion it’s about over shadowing the silence in regards to Hospice of the elderly or those who are not Catholicized, Islamicized, Evangelicalized, or Christianized using abortion as an excuse by the RCC and those who are in collusion with the RCC some of which are named and those who won’t accept a valuable truth about faith that the mustard seed is not the smallest of seed which is and/or was in both the books called the Bible and the Koran which in my opinion is about a false prophet and it is called ridiculous. I’m not an eloquent speaker or eloquent writer but I can ACCEPT the truth and since the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed I can accept THAT we have a problem called faith CAUGHT in a lie about faith.

    Yemen war: What happened to Saleem?

    UK is ‘complicit’ in starvation of children in Yemen

    ASIS OBAMA

    We should as a country in the interest of the kids in Yemen and the adults who are starving next to Saudi Arabia who is at war with Yemen I think we should be involved in an oil embargo/blockade of oil from Saudi Arabia via the straits to places like Iran. We should do it for our interests as well. The country of Yemen sits next to one of the straits and I’m sure this is why they are starving because someone else wants control of the strait and the country of Yemen which sits next to it. TEST THEIR METAL -Like they have tested TRUMP and instead of a lecture on political correctness in the military why not use the military for it’s purpose or is it too much to ask of the military?

    Who is running the military? IRAN? Saudi Arabia? Michelle Obama?

    Jerry Brown?

    My dad was called a SOB by a member of his troop and my dad was his boss at the time (his superior officer) but it was a compliment in a way. The guy was getting his uniform cleaned and pressed at the dry cleaners and wanted to impress my dad for discipline sake. LOL My dad heard about it and laughed. He was not punished for it. When Barack Obama had his arm around Samantha Power do you really think it is because he respects her or likes her IN ANY WAY? NO. He has his arms around her to use her, manage her, manipulate her and the same thing is true in regards to Susan Rice. He could give a flying fuck about them. Same goes for Governor of New Jersey Chris Christy. No the Obamas went on vacation to Hawaii spent millions and millions of dollars entertaining and used the death of Sen. Inouye as an excuse and attended the wake for him (a few hours out of his vacation to pander) during a devastating hurricane aftermath in New Jersey and I guarantee the death of Sen. Inouye was a convenient death produced for the sake of the vacation of the OBAMAS. An EVERLASTING AND ETERNAL Hell is waiting for them! I’m pretty sure the Obamas don’t believe it but when they go there they will believe it. It is what the future holds for them and lies ahead AND AND AND possibly just around the Coroner

    and nobody will CAREOBAMA!

    Head Of Air Force Academy Tells Cadets: ‘You Should Be Outraged’ By Racial Slurs

    So much for faith. Bitch about females who have had abortions and ignore the living who are starving. Why has Fox ignored this? OIL? Tucker Carlson at this moment in a debate with a woman who say you don’t say SOBs out of respect for people as I guess Trump did about the take a knee people over a national anthem. Let me telly a miss prissy join the army and go to war and you will say worse words than that more than likely

    and

    I LOVED DR. SEUSS BOOKS because they are fun to read as a kid and funny characters as well. The books are imagination opening in many ways for kids. CREATIVE. Poetic, lol. How can anyone bitch about the books donated for kids? I think it is politically correct people who are stunting the world. I know DAMNED well miss PRISS has said worse than SOB probably when getting bad service somehow, somewhere to someone in her lifetime and over probably something small.

    Jesus said Feed my sheep meaning do not starve them to death using Hospice and do not starve them of truth or food and water or the sustenance for their needs when sick or for the elderly using Hospice. MIRACLES DO HAPPEN! And besides the fact that the shortening of life spans has increased or to put it another way life spans have decreased (see what I mean about elephants) since ObamaCare using some slick tricks in our Medicare/and Medicare offering free Hospice care. Jesus did not mention hospice but he mentioned the word feed which are the basic needs of life. I fed my babies. However I have been hindered from teaching my kids by people of faith and the pressure the faithers use such is all of the shit going on these days. It’s a crime to try to interfere with my children in the way which has occurred but faithers are kind of upset and in a frenzy about the faith-lie and seems like will do anything to hide it like A BUNCH OF BABIES. I imagine the same thing happened in regards to whether the earth was flat or round.  My parents fed me as much as they knew. The truth is the mustard seed is not the smallest of seed. They did not know that the mustard seed wasn’t the smallest of seed and were not taught it or even were concerned about it but

    THEY KNOW NOW.

    I was not taught when the people of faith had an opportunity to teach it but I learned it by reading the bible including the Old Testament (but not all of it’)

    Jesus never mentioned abortion!

    HMMMMMMM

    I think in the Gospel of John when the writer says Jesus did not commit to man because he knew WHAT was in man is a testament to the faith-lie!

     Laura InGraham needs to get over it as do her peers. She might start by being truthful about Hospice and Mother Teresa. Silence is not golden in this case.

    IT’S EVIL.

    Remember what Pontius Pilate said to Jesus? WHAT IS TRUTH

    “But, whether by birth or adoption, it can be reasonably assumed that Pontius Pilate was a member of the known Roman Pontius family, of which one tribune *Lucius Pontius Aquila famously vexed Julius Caesar into verbal outbursts, and then, even more famously, helped assassinate him.”

    The name Pontius probably has to do with the PONTIFF i.e. the Pope!

    *Aquila was where the G8 meeting took place during the Obama Administration due to an earthquake.

    Coincidence?

    There is a lot of different kinds of pressure being used to get people to hospice and our country should stand against it in every way. Our vets have been abused as well as their families who fought for our freedom putting faith in our government and our government succumbed to evil especially during the Obama Administration for Islam hence the RCC, using enticements, trickery, dishonesty, and some very hard things to understand  (impersonations) to get people to try it as guinea pigs in a way, but we should stand against it anyway. IN this age there are plenty of ways to get people to do things they would not normally do via drugs (not marijuana but other kinds mentioned in my posts) such as Dragons/devils breath (grown in South America) making slaves of people for long periods of time and making them forget etc. and I think using the Eucharist. We should not allow Hospice to occur in our country ANYMORE if we want to be blessed in the future which means no more silence for starters! All the stunts and acts ain’t gonna stop the future from coming because it is here. Heed the advice in Revelation! IT’s talking about the RCC! The wall should be built, but whether it happens I don’t know because I’m not a prophet….just trying to warn ya for the sake of our families on earth and in heaven. What my sister did was horrible but I don’t know if she knew what she was doing. I don’t know. She had some memory lapses and some strange changes occurred in her after she got involved with the BGEA women and she had some hard stuff to overcome and I think the BGEA screwed her thinking somehow. What my ex did IMO was horrible but he doesn’t seem to get it that it is not recommended by Jesus at the Sea of Galilee after he had risen which is a sign, of course. Foreknowledge is power and my family is trying to give it via their experience and through me as a witness, in a horrible way but how else can I reveal it and I hope you try to learn from our experience. I think it is why it happened to us…. for you and π®obably because I found out about the mustard seed debacle and put it together with other information from other people. Nobody warned my parents or my family in total. Maybe the same for you but if not you are getting information now and all the stunts and bullshit aren’t gonna stop the truth. I’m still planning on a family reunion in the next day for a thousand years. You should read what happens to the RCC in revelation. NOT GOOD, not good at all. Every pleasure is not found in it ever again including music and other things and you should divorce it in spirit and in the flesh regardless if the flesh is weak and it is because no flesh could understand how evil evil is. we didn’t. When i say I’m a political /religious prisoner besides my  brother-in-law and I presume my older sister Lori Kircher married to him told my parents to isolate me so I would come back to the fold during the family turmoil because of molestation by him in the past waking me up in the middle of the night with his hands on my groin and boobs while she was next to me as if asleep and many other infractions and grabbing my butt and accosting me at the office which is a sue-able event since it is considered sexual abuse on the job and is worth ALOT OF MONEY and he and she were my boss  and possibly molesting his own girls which I witnessed one uncomfortable moment in his daughter’s eyes (and his son when he grabbed my thigh in the car in front of his son who was the driver learning to drive with his dad up front with him on the passenger side and I was in the back seat so it was a bit of a stretch to grab my thigh and NOTICEABLE with his other hand holding a beer and it was hard for his son to see so I jumped out of the car and made a stupid ass of myself for his son – it was all I could think to do on short notice while Gary’s wife my sister and his mother was in the house talking to clients doing her job. I did not want my nephew to be embarrassed or hurt by the fact that his dad was an asshole especially when drinking and his dad was disrespectful of females mostly of his wife, her sisters, their daughters and mine, our family, his son and my parents and others. I have enumerated some events in my posts about his harassment: You don’t expose your penis at a family gathering if you have respect for the family that is gathering but it was intended for me and I showed my little sister as well by nudging her and then all hell broke loose and my older sister drank some poison Calodryl in the dark and I think the next day OJ was in his van running from the law after nearly beheading his BEAUTIFUL WHITE BLOND ex-wife in her yard while her kids slept with candles lit. IT was ridiculous and it didn’t just happen once Gary exposing himself but you never knew when it would happen and I was not going to give up my family reunions because he was a stupid dick reminding me of the past molestations in essence he was harassing me and had for years and used Christianity and his family stature/reputation in the oil business and money as his veil/cover for many years abusing me sexually and in other ways a well as if he was possessed. It was not easy to deal with but I still tried to handle it nicely for everyone’s sake until I could not tolerate it anymore and the lies that went with it. SORRY. “We’re so sorry Uncle Albert if we caused you any pain.”  Paul McCartney was at the airport in New York at La Gardia I think on the tarmac at the time when 9-11 occurred. COINCIDENCE? When his wife died of cancer or some disease I don’t think he was very respectful in song. Not sure why probably something demonic. IT’s my opinion but it is prevalent in society towards women. I guess he was a worm as well. People do odd things grieving so I don’t want to judge his disrespect but I think the reason him and John Lennon split were probably pretty good reasons having to do with religion and the great deception. Both good song writers but John was my favorite most of the time and soon gunned down in New York. Death does a number on us. The spirit of death. Degrades men and women terribly. Later Paul McCartney married a one-legged woman and she did a number on him. I think he deserved it. All John said was something about being more popular than Jesus and the whole world overreacted like the world has reacted about the mustard seed not being the smallest of seed. INSANITY EXPOSED! I noticed Billy Graham’s voice was involved somehow (sometimes with an english accent) as he was involved in the death of JFK. You can read about it on my site called Merangue’s Blog.

    We are all subject to influences that aren’t good not realizing it even in song.

    Most flies got’s three legs but I got one?

    From Paul McCartneys album about dogs, flies, and rams.

     I heard actually overheard Gary once talking to his son about women and it wasn’t nice. I can’t remember what he said but it was during the time his son was golfing and Gary went with him and I suspect filled his head with nonsense and tried to take credit for his talent as well. I can’t be specific in anyway about what he said but I knew his motive. I was dealing with someone who was demonic or demon possessed some of the time. We were friends as well so it was hard. I didn’t call him to chat on the phone with him or anything unlike my older sister his wife did to my sister’s husband whom she dreamed about kissing: He was well off. I did not have dreams of kissing Gary. I had nightmares. It was an untenable situation some of the time but I loved my family. It was a difficult problem to handle and then abuse because I didn’t handle it well enough, abuse by my sister and him in various ways and times and their friends as well and coworkers and bosses. I was fucked. so if I seem crass I have a right to be. I almost died because of it a few times. To them it was my fault. I was affected by it physically, mentally, psychologically, sexually, spiritually deep within when he went too far and the other things I have elaborated on in the past on my posts it was like the admitting nurse at the hospital asking if anyone had ever abused me in front of the ex sitting with me in the admitting room at the hospital when the hospital has records of my confession about the abuse I have received via the ex to the people who investigate these kind of things their social workers and she knew it and I saw it in her eyes and in her expression as if it was a fun thing to ask that she knew she was asking something she shouldn’t at a time she shouldn’t ask which I think is also a suable situation WORTH ALOT OF MONEY.  I hope God returns the favor in her life very soon. I responded “NOT RIGHT NOW.” She should at the very least be fired and at the most: I don’t know. I don’t know her name and I wasn’t thinking well because I was sick at the time or I would at the very least include it her name in my post at this very moment. Her expression was like my sister at times as if her spirit had entered this female nurse. IT WAS SaDISTIC and without a conscience what she did during her job as if she were enjoying my plight and both my ex and my older sister hospiced their mothers and when my sister told me what she had done to my mom she said I LOVE YOU, …  IT was without conscience. Not sure of the term but she was either a sociopath or a psychopath admitting nurse giggling about something very serious. UNBELIEVEABLE kind of abuse. I was taken aback by her boldness and didn’t know what to say but what I said at the time. If I had known she would ask it in front of the ex i would have come up with something more appropriate to say. It was the best I could do at the time. As far as my sister is concerned it was like she was displaced/possessed. Her Christmas letters usually about 10 pages long single spaced became triple spaced and only one page or two with snap shots. It was like someone took her place so I’m hoping it wasn’t her because she loved my parents, I thought. Maybe demon possessed  but I know my parents loved her and I think they are important to GOd and will succeed in getting and taking their loved ones through the emerald door. somehow. She did give me a sign but won’t say what it was at the time she was surrounded by her friends who IMO weren’t really friends. SO I know these are the end times and not long for this world so you had better prepare for it. Some of you with a great deal of money won’t get to take it with you and some of us will. That includes your kids, your parents, and your families and friends and even your pets and your possessions: Everything you love.

    The Bare Necessities [Jungle Book]And for those who are deaf:

    The Bare Necessities
    ALL YOU GOTTA DO IS
    Look for the bare necessities The simple bare necessities Forget about your worries and your strife I mean the bare necessities Old Mother Nature’s recipes That brings the bare necessities of life
    Wherever I wander, wherever I roam I couldn’t be fonder of my big home The bees are buzzin’ in the tree To make some honey just for me When you look under the rocks and plants And take a glance at the fancy ants Then maybe try a few
    YOU EAT ANTS?
    HA HA YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT
    AND YOU’RE GONNA LOVE THE WAY THEY TICKLE
    MOBLEY LOOK OUT!
    The bare necessities of life will come to you They’ll come to you!
    Look for the bare necessities The simple bare necessities Forget about your worries and your strife I mean the bare necessities That’s why a bear can rest at ease With just the bare necessities of life
    Now when you pick a pawpaw Or a prickly pear And you prick a raw paw QELL Next time beware Don’t pick the prickly pear by the pawWhen you pick a pearTry to use the clawBut you don’t need to use the clawWhen you pick a pear of the big pawpawHave I given you a clue?
    GOLLY, THANKS BALOU!
    PAWPAW, OF ALL THE SILLY GIBBERISH
    COME ON BAGGY GET WITH THE BEAT!
    The bare necessities of life will come to you They’ll come to you!
    THEY’LL COME TO ME!
    THEY’LL COME TO YOU!
    So just try and relax, yeah cool it Fall apart in my backyard ‘Cause let me tell you something little britches If you act like that bee acts, uh uh You’re working too hard
    And don’t spend your time lookin’ around For something you want that can’t be found When you find out you can live without it And go along not thinkin’ about it I’ll tell you something true
    The bare necessities of life will come to you
    Look for the bare necessities The simple bare necessities Forget about your worries and your strife I mean the bare necessities That’s why a bear can rest at ease With just the bare necessities of life
    The bare necessities of life will come to you
    Songwriters: Terry Gilkyson
    The Bare Necessities lyrics © Walt Disney Music Company
    I plan on more than the bare necessities of life when this world is done,
    but for NOW it is worth it.
    And when the people were gathered thick together, he began to say, This is an evil generation: they seek a sign; and there shall no sign be given it, but the sign of Jonas the prophet.
    I just got a sign as I went to the corner market and it said HEAVEN SENT as I got out of my car to enter the little store. I get lots of signs because I ask for signs from God to help me keep going forward or whichever direction I go because those signs help me
    and because I have to tolerate bad people with bad intentions frequently
    and what I’m going through is necessary,
    but eventually I will shake the dust off my feet and enjoy
    the good life
    with those I love and with the things I love and where I love to be.

    After a huge argument with the ex this morning about my NASTY habit (I smoke cigarettes) and his NASTY deed (he killed his mom in abstentia, but pursued her starvation) he said I told him what I write is very important and to take heed and he said he doesn’t bélieve in any of that. HE SHOULD. I have been through a lot of bad things and suffer PTSD and abuse and the ex though he would never admit has tried to kill me and to his chagrin God keeps spitting me back LOL. SO I have a good excuse for my habit and he has no excuse for what he did to me, and others except the excuse that he doesn’t believe in God and he was raised as a catholic so no wonder. The Catholic religion (THE VATICAN) has really fucked up and it is why it gets a special place in it’s future and the same place Obama gets. As far as Trump trying to make America Great he promised to Repeal not replace (I REMEMBER) but at least he is trying to cut middle class taxes which is good. He is a man ….only a man who is trying to do a good job as a President in a very bad state of affairs having had to follow the presidency of Obama and has made mistakes along the way such as overreacting to the disrespect of the national Anthem. He has met more UNDESERVED resistance in his first 6 months as President and even before he picked up a pen or got into the White House than any other President who has served our country for 4 to 8 years. He has been tested more than Obama ever was while Obama wreaked havoc upon our nation and divided us and lots of african americans met their demise so he is no friend to african americans. Trump has a right to be impulsive and paranoid and the more he is tested the more it will get worse. No one even asked anything of Obama because of his perceived color and he deserved to be GRILLED, TARRED, AND FEATHERED for what he did to our country. He ought to be in Prison but he will find out about prison via God the Father who has a special place for him and he knows it and it is coming soon. The Vatican knows their demise as well and it is coming soon. Same place.

    This is where my dad went for two separate years for freedom’s sake and because of the guy who were made to go to war and later in life because of the Vatican and it’s mother fuckers his wife was treated terribly by Hospice and me too because I didn’t get to see her or wasn’t notified until after she died. I loved her and and I loved him. They were so far above the maddening crowd in every way.

    Rare Vietnam Flashback Photos Finally Resurfaced

    You can’t imagine how much I hate the RCC and it’s influence and I cannot wait for it to get it’s reward.

    I recall my dad coming home from Viet Nam and not receiving respect for his service for his country twice in a three year period for the sake of his men beneath him not because of his career. The guys that made general didn’t often times go to battle. So it was not a career decision. You don’t go to a jungle to fight a war for your career. You go to save some american lives involved in a war in a jungle. You don’t go to war eating rations, sweating your ass off, live in a tent, put yourself in harm’s way in a foreign country for a political raise or a career move in the military. Two years of my teen hood I was without my dad and war affected him and all of us as a result. It was an unpopular war. Nixon reacted by getting us out of the Vietnam war and involved with China but I don’t think he had anything to do with unfair trade practices but no telling what he did do in China and maybe China shouldn’t be so OVERCONFIDENT. Overconfidence can be a downfall. My dad had great respect for Nixon. Nixon was one of the very few who exposed Billy Graham as a shill and a hater of Jews. Maybe he exposed China as well in some capacity unbeknownst to many people. He had courage though he seemed paranoid. I would not put it past him. He gave up his career and position as President to expose Billy Graham and was humiliated for it but it was worthwhile. I think he loved his family enough. My dad also fought in the Korean war and just missed being bayoneted to death so I heard but not from him. He never talked about his war experience with his kids. EVER. I tried but he wouldn’t talk about it. My dad was a Colonel and didn’t make general but probably should have but he had perspective who he cared about and his wife later on was hospiced without my permission, my mom. I would not have permitted it because it is evil and because I loved my mom. I would have been with her to love her and stop it but I didn’t know. What got her into trouble was something she said taped by my little sister who said she would send the tape to me about knowing about my art. She already knew about my painting because she taught me but she meant something else. My blogs is what she meant. How she knew I don’t know but I was there when she said it. My sister didn’t send the tape but instead her second husband got involved and lots of weird stuff ensued in between then and the time of my moms death and he was there when my mom died at the hospital. I think he may have hurried her death somehow. IT’s heresy and hearsay from my older sister. I was disowned and other things. Crazy. TOTAL LUNACY and I know it has to do with the BGEA because both were involved in a sick cult who can’t handle the truth and were caught unaware and the cult was exposed as a cult and of purse has to do with Gary as well lots of money exchanged hands but not to me and a lot of pressure to bear as well. My mom did some other things as well during another visit trying to tell me something and kept touching her nose towards me about my brother in law, my sisters, and my brother. She was trying to tell me something without saying it. She smelled like formaldehyde which I thought was weird and her legs looked bad as if tortured and her blood was doing stuff I forget what you call it. Elderly abuse was what was happening. I tried to write letters to lawyers and congress and got nothing. No one would help. Only one response: “It’s not my wheel.” SO I feel a lot of bad feelings towards our government, lawyers who don’t represent citizens ESPECIALLY FEMALES and do it for money only even though we have a US Constitution and BIll of Rights which is dead because it is only as good as the people who represent it and most who don’t aren’t worth a hill of beans.

    I will NEVER FORGET nor relent until I see and witness the end of the RCC and the false religions kissing it’s ass who I believe are involved in HOSPICE: the BGEA, MOTHER TERESA, the MOB etc fucking with our country and other countries and it’s people mostly by CATHOLICs or ISLAMICs FUNDAMENTALISTS and EVANGELICALS.

    I HATE THEM

    VEHEMENTLY.

    I think I will be privileged to see the end of these vultures;) Maybe not but I hope so.

    Including my ex who has collaborated with them because he’s a worm!

    I am tolerating it for now but not for long not because of me but because of them. TRY TO GRASP MY MEANING.

    TIME IS SHORT FOR THEM UNLESS THINGS DRAMATICALLY IMPROVE in a multitude of ways for me, my family, my friends and I believe I’m being helped and spiritually strengthened. I will have my dreams come true and if you assholes don’t accept a morsel of truth you don’t deserve life and nor will your dreams come true no matter what religion, nationality, culture, class, sex or color

    even in football.

    It is time to accept the truth which is obvious.

    There are too many coincidences and signs to ignore at your own risk and a great upheaval everywhere like birth pangs. DON’T BE STUPID unless you have a right to be stupid being born with a great handicap. The above “no matters whats” are not sufficient as an excuse.


    We were entrapped as kids because of some things. However my dad in his travels a lone told us about going to Greece and said to the cab driver take me to theParthenon and the driver said something like you just saw it or something similar. He read quite a bit about history so it was a funny story. My habit is not a good one, but it is not evil. Hospicing is evil. I think the hospice of my mom was done in revenge for revenges sake because of a man who molested me and abused me and I protested which is a lousy excuse. The national anthem was a distraction as there have been many of them since Obama took office because of Benghazi and because of  trying to cover up some man made disasters in Japan and other places (using HAARP and the global warming lies of the Vatican and then Gore to cover it up and to make lots of money on the destruction of our planet, hospice and Obama Care) and because of the mustard seed debacle and hospice was retaliation for the truth about the mustard seed coming out. I have perspective as well. I know what is important and what isn’t. Our country has greatness and has done great things in the past but it has ungreatness and one thing is we should not be under the will and direction of the UN or NATO and need to get our ducks in a row and I think Trump is trying to straighten things out in a very divided country and I think he is trying to be fair minded about it. The reason the press and others are saying Russia had a hand in our election is because Obama tricked Putin in regards to Syria because Obama had some bad things up his sleeve in regards to the sarin gas that was sent to Syria. Obama intended to use it against Israel, if he could he would have. Putin tried to stop it. He is russian but he isn’t stupid and it was his backyard, not ours. Our best chance is with Trump to some degree politically not spiritually and our best chance is without Obama in every degree including any form of Obama Care. He wasn’t an African American in black sheep’s clothing meaning he used it for our detriment as a country and he had evil intent. He was groomed by Kissinger and Kissinger was hired by the Vatican. Okay…. that should prove his false black sheep’s clothing.  It’s a lot to handle as a President of the USA what was put in Trump’s lap and hopefully he will be allowed to try to improve our nation. And the holdouts as far as Obama Care repeal and replace are also doing the same. I don’t know John McCain’s reasons but I think it has to do with elections. I think the others on principles. I hope so. I think by what they have said on camera it appears to be based on principles. I think John McCain’s reasons are not based on principles but lack of principles and to soak up some of their goodness and honesty for his own benefit and rub his bullshit on principled senators. He is an Obama follower and he was playing games on his cell phone during the Benghazi hearings while Hillary Clinton was testifying. Not a good representative of his state of Arizona or our country. He is not fit for any office in the USA. He probably will get reelected because of the CHINESE influence/interference in our elections. The Chinese need him because of North Korea. The Chinese aren’t stupid either. LOL and how they got some control of the Panama Canal and Iran is definitely involved.  But yes his name is Trump and there are 7 trumpets in the bible so take heed and read about those trumpets in revelation. It might affect you and how you behave and where you end up. It isn’t his fault his name is Trump but I don’t think it is a coincidence. It might mean we have only 7 years to go before the next age or stage of life biblically speaking. That’s a possibility to consider and it could be God keeps spitting him back as well for good reasons such as: to reveal (possibly about the powers that be) I certainly can’t do it from my vantage point because of false news, but Trump can to some degree. So when people make fun of assassinating him (actors acting like their characters) I don’t think it matters because God will keep spitting him back because some things are out of our control such as Revelation perhaps the parts of Revelation that are true and not the false parts.

    There is a saying about truth on a game I play sometimes “if you speak the truth you had better have one foot in a stirrup.” I used to live on Stirrup Lane and I am speaking the truth as best I can. Coincidence? And in another post I wrote about 1600 furlongs (1600 is the address of the White House or was) connected to the Vatican and blood rising to the horses bridal between the two. COINCIDENCE? What it means is anyone’s guess, because I DON’T KNOW WHT IT MEANS but furlongs (fuhrer) is some sort of measure and I think people are being weighed in the balance on both sides. GOOD AND BAD. So when I see Rand Paul hold out and the others I think their principles are good since they explain themselves and their reasons for holding out and whyI think there are two or more Trumps since there are 7 TRUMPETS (horns vs a nose of a bird) in the bible perhaps there are 7 Trumps. In any case people in government and in the press and in the world are being tested regardless of what you think of TRUMP. It is hard to know what to think since we don’t get truthful news most of the time and contradicting facts about the tax plans in the news and in regards to other events. I have heard so many contradicting stories of what bending the knee at the game was about. I don’t think the benders even know. Some say it was about injustice in regards to race not even mentioning injustice for females. Some say it was about the flag, patriotism etc. So I figure it is mere distraction from something else like most things we hear and read about in the news and I believe it is distraction in regards to the mustard seed not being the smallest of seed and Faithers freaking out.

    Eurythmics – Would I Lie to You?

    I wonder if the Great Debater Tucker Carlson can do the same. Did he live on Stirrup Lane too? LOL Have a show on the HOSPICE SITUATION, WHY DON’T YOU? I think he is afraid to talk about it. I don’t think you want to get in a fight with me, but do try. You might save your soul and live in a better day if you make it your mission to expose Hospice. IN fact have a bunch of shows about the RCC, Mother Teresa, and the travesties of both. DO SOME RESEARCH INSTEAD OF RESTING ON YOUR MORAL LAURELS BECAUSE yours aren’t good enough. Nah, on second thought don’t do it, I would rather see you cook because I know you and Fox News are acutely aware of the practice of Hospice and are silent about it and deserve death and not life! IT’s called warning others who have not been warned if you even care which obviously you don’t care to warn others. I’m not the only one many others feel the same, I guarantee it. You won’t be able to enter through the emerald door to escape these things because you won’t see the emerald door or any other door to escape.

    God did not ask me to write but I think the things I write are important and I believe He/She gives me signs and I’m trying to use my experience and show how evil works especially against the truth. DIABOLICAL and INSIDIOUS. I was given some truths through my sadness and offer it freely. I hope you take advantage because many people in my family suffered for it besides me

    and YOU WILL PAY FOR IT DEARLY everything you love

    and even with your decrepit souls. so you had better try to muster up some courage and talk about and investigate Hospice and the RCC and it’s evils and destroy it.

    As I recall she didn’t believe so why is she mocking prayer?

    Here is a snap shot from the Christopher Hitchens expose youtube on Mother Teresa and Hospice called Hell’s Angel linked in this post above and who do you see? It looks like BYE BYE a political pundit sitting next to a religious cult leader of the BGEA wearing Mother Teresa’s garb of misfortune and malfeasance. And here is also a snap shot of the hummel figurine Mother Teresa in prayer on display for the Catholic Churches benefit. She really would be a good hummel figurine since I hate Hummel figurines. Both posers in prayer. Where I disagree with Christopher Hitchens is about abortion and perhaps  his demise was because he blew it in some form of trickery against females or maybe someone impersonated him like I think someone does Trump sometimes and others with some kind of technology in order to make or further the inquisition/crusade/degradation/holy war/evangelism/jihad against females and their families who have had abortions using lies for political reasons not moral ones for if the reasons were moral they would be against Hospice murder suicide of the elderly or families of those who have had abortions in retaliation. Also would allow the public to see the videos made famous by nuns of the RCC because the RCC is holding them back hence the videos are bullshit. It’s a ruse. Propaganda is much more useful. MYSTERY of the RCC. Men can’t have abortions so it was UNFAIR and because it was the excuse for Hospice which he exposed. I appreciate his exposes and think he deserves a bunch of credit for his work. I hope he gets his opportunity in heaven because it is possible: anything is possible with God, OUR FATHER IN HEAVEN. He suffered from cancer before he died but his excuse for his atheism is the Roman Catholic Church and their teachings and lies which is a VERY big excuse. I don’t know what he really believed because I wasn’t in his head nor heart but I believe he will be rewarded for his can-door i.e. his truthfulness on a very scary and evil practice and about the CULT of the RCC!  Truth is the way and he was definitely involved with truth and so putting a space between the a and the t of an atheist to a theist:) A believer in the God of truth. In my opinion he is a patriot and an honorable man for what he accomplished for the world. IT TOOK A LOT OF COURAGE. Taking a knee or praying in front of crowds is an eh. Nothing in comparison to truth. Faith is not comparable to truth especially if it is a false faith based on a lie about the mustard seed and men and women who rely on faith will probably be disappointed. How can you trust a lie which is proven to be a lie. It is nothing more than dishonesty and stupidity to trust in faith. We are supposed to pray in private and not mock it in public. Winning a game is not as important as truth TEEBOW and trying to cause a distraction from the truth is scandalous and frivolous. BIG F…… Deal.! A mere distraction and totally mis-useless. Some people like attention even if it is bad attention and have reasons for public displays is merely getting attention to gain notoriety one didn’t have before and in fact wasn’t respected for his lack of talent in comparison to others who had more talent than him and this was Teebow’s sin

     even in the game of football!

    If Teebow had led the “take a knee” debacle during the national anthem I doubt anyone would have followed and the press wouldn’t be talking about it incessantly.  Who sings at these games? Beyonce and other great singers sometimes sing at the beginning of football games the song The Star Spangled Banner. Would these football players have taken a knee then or would they have applauded? The people that have died in war from the USA didn’t die for the flag of the USA. It is only a symbol representing the 50 states. Some died for the freedom of Europe, some died for the freedom of Jews in Europe and for the resulting State of Israel, and some died for the freedom of South Koreans, some died for the freedom of the Vietnamese and others in the area, some died to hold back evil practices and hold back communism and fascism in our country, etc and quite a few were african-americans and catholics and even american-indians and some japanese americans as well in those wars. I’m sure we had some spies as well via the Jesuits. Not sure any of the people were ISLAMIC who fought on our side for freedom. I think it is disrespectful to take a knee at a football game when others died for the freedoms they have enjoyed and the opportunities they received making appalling salaries tossing a ball in the air vs defending those opportunities which are unfair but definitely have helped to raise the status of african americans for their talents and abilities some of which are God given which may be it’s purpose, but definitely should not be fired for expressing their displeasure and discontent maybe for others. It’s like movies if you don’t like it, don’t watch it or pay for it and/or don’t attend. Freedom of expression is a good symptom.

    Bannon’s ‘War’ With GOP Has Only Just Begun

    The fact is all of us have been deceived in many different ways so it is a confusing time for all of us. As a country we need to accede to the facts there is injustice and unfairness to go around and try to do better wherever we find ourselves and in whatever position we are in including the Presidency even though I think it is probably a tough place to be because of the Secret Service, State Department, IRS, Justice Department, CIA, FBI, NSA, some Congress, Federal workers and the unions that protect and threaten them from disclosure and scrutiny and other infected places in our government who can’t see the forest for the trees and work for another allegiance to another government and religion to overthrow and undercut and cause mischief some very serious mischief for their own gain against the people of the USA and it’s elected leaders. We definitely need a more independent press not reliant on the elections for revenue and salaries and political/religious christmas presents like Laura InGraham pursued during the election period.

    SHE SHOULD BE FIRED for her suggestion!!!

    Pope Benedict XVI and His Power of Suggestion

    Perhaps everyone in the game of football should make the same amount of money and have salaries comparable to those who defend our country. Would that make these football players happier and a lot less prideful if there was no free market in football, a communist style football league. How about an ISLAMIC Arabian style football league? No booze, no parties, no endorsements, no tattoos, etc. You preform or you don’t get paid, if you lose you get punished physically and in other ways such as we will cut your wife’s clit if you lose, or you will be sent to a prison camp in Siberia, or you will be mown down in Tiananman Square, or the threat of starvation, no retirement pay, etc. Would it be a better to be playing for Saudi Arabia, the Bathe Party in Iraq, or the Iranians? How about an all white football league? Maybe it would be better if the Feds paid the salaries of football players and allocated the salaries based on the amount each state paid the feds in federal tax revenues. It isn’t the flags fault some people abuse power and isn’t the flags fault that some people make enormous salaries playing a game while others who defended our country don’t. I remember many people clapping when OJ Simpson got off of a murder charge of his wife and her boyfriend because of the blunders of the police and justice system and because of a glove that fit who made a mockery of justice. OJ made a ton of money playing football. Not a good example but I hope he enjoys his new found freedom and stays out of trouble for the sake of his kids and I hope others don’t take advantage of his release from prison for political and religious reasons.

    OJ Simpson released on parole from Nevada jail

    This teaser was on the BBC News site of the article which I will link in a minute and I watched part of his parole hearing of the armed robbery and he was trying to get his stuff back but used the wrong method and the wrong people which was probably a set up of some kind to make him serve time for the earlier crimes. The parole agents who were questioned by the press I noticed and kind of recognized however changing sex and other things they looked a bit different. Hopefully these parole agents aren’t gonna use him for other crimes. It’s plausible!

    I recall reading about people who clapped when JFK was assassinated. So when you complain about justice it makes a difference if you clapped for ISLAMIC style injustice against a LEGALLY divorced woman and her jewish boyfriend and a catholic president who promised to be fair as far as his catholic upbringing as the President of the USA. DOESN’T IT?

    Simon & Garfunkel – The Sounds of Silence (Audio)

    and the people bowed and prayed

    to the Neon god they made…….

    I really don’t care about the server e-mail crap on either side of the political aisle in Washington DC because it’s crap. A false lead. The Vatican’s crap and in particular the Jesuits attempt to control those in our government making the rule in the first place. Even if there were evidence about Hillary passing on classified information it wouldn’t be used against her. John Kerry has a lot to do with what occurred and to the Benghazi witnesses who disappeared and he replaced her and he and his wife Mrs Ketchup/Heinz his money tree met with President Bashar Assad and his wife Asthma for dinner before the false story about sarin gas in Syria with painter’s masks so he should be the center of any investigation about Benghazi along with Leon Panetta a mother fucker FROM HELL who should be tarred and feathered as well and put in prison with a gun and a string tethered to the trigger of the gun and the wall or door of the cell and in his mouth if he moves and the same for Obama. These are evil people. Why the lie detector tests weekly of the State Department personnel after Benghazi? To control information. It’s as much crap as Bill O’reilly, his book titled Killing England I heard the ex say was the title of his newest book a canoe book rafting down the Cahulawassee River of the Appalachian mountains of the movie Deliverance back to Fox News and his discussion with Sean on the Hannity Show tonight. I did not watch the whole show because it was gross. You don’t dish out 17 million $ for nothing said my ex! I agree. However, I didn’t get anything as far as money for my troubles so quiet money isn’t the only testament to the validity of an accusation. O’reilly lost his job because of a multitude of accusations I think which caught up with him. He is a blow hard as my dad told me and a kiss ass as well, in particular Obama’s ass and though he protested about Hillary he was on her side as well you can tell by his shows in the past and I don’t think he ever had a show about Benghazi which is telling since the Jesuits came up with the excuse for Susan Rice… a video tape. He is a liar through and through and if you like his version of history rewriting history buy them but it won’t do you much good if you do. He said God told him to write the book called Killing Jesus and soon after he lost his job. LOL on Fox. So I guess it might not have been God who he heard. LOL. He sees through a dark lens and doesn’t grasp truth. He incites as well based on lies. Never delving deeper for causes of discontent but uses the statistics without the reasons. NUMBERS DO LIE when it concerns human suffering: to err is human but we should not monopolize on it. He monopolized on it and he profited a great deal using numbers. I think he is a Jesuit by the things he has said about them but he certainly has respect for the Jesuit way (I heard him say) which is evil and has caused a great deal of harm worldwide. The Jesuits work for the devil and make a vow to the devil. So why does he respect the Jesuits? He said because they teach discipline. How would he know? Anyway not the right kind of discipline.The military also teaches discipline and does a much better job and gets things done. The Jesuits did not win WWll. The military did.  I wrote about a documentary hosted by Oliver North about World War 2 in the area of Manilla and a Jesuit was in the documentary taking credit when he should not have been. It was so obvious and when it was apparent the RCC had lost their edge when before the Jesuits were involved in the torture (behind the scenes of course) of the population at the time in Manilla. Squeal, squeal, squeal is what you did tonight, Hannity. I guess he isn’t much of a friend to females or he would not have had O’reilly on his show and would have had the courage to decline his appearance or question him about the accusations against him. He didn’t. They glad handed each other. Winston Churchill said men are worms and Hannity joined the club. I hope he can wiggle his way out some day by having courage and wielding it for females and their plights and against the Roman Catholic Church, Mother Teresa, Hospice etc. Sean Hannity needs to grow up and not sideways. Stop drinking O’reilly’s BS, quit kissing ass, and slow down on those cases of beer. The only mountains FAITHERS can move or change is their own BULLSHIT and each others Bullshit and it ain’t enough against the God of truth. It was like watching O’reilly interview O’reilly. A bunch of glad handing as well which is gross. It really is gross to watch. Hannity contradicted himself in one LITERAL hour with the beast on his show tonight. OINK OINK OINKing the night before is what you did with Laura InGraham. It is obvious you are enamored with Laura InGraham and it is sickening to watch. She craps just like everyone else. Does she bleach her anus? I thought you might recall. Laura InGrahams morality is only show. She has no way of knowing it because she has no depth. Someone should teach her but it appears she is the new teacher on Fox taking O’reilly’s place which seems appropriate. Like switching one poop for another and for the worship of BAAL. Dung beetles do the same thing. Roll around balls of poop. Anyway your kissing her ass was like watching Pelosi and the Mayor of Chicago or her protege in Congress Chuck Shumer. False news story says the ratings for the Hannity show increased albeit with a great deal of manipulation like the government does in terms of unemployment/employment numbers, and all the other measures manipulated for the elections, support, salaries, and TON of other reasons as well. 

    Both shows were deceitful and worthless but what can you expect from a worm.
    I don’t believe all mankind are worms and I’m proving it in this post. When you are given knowledge for free and don’t make GOOD use of it you are a worm. You should warn people about Hospice and you should do research about it and about the RCC’s history and involvement in hospice and too many horrible things in the past to mankind only to perpetuate a false religion to force it upon others, and you should warn others! The RCC is no better than Jim Jones of Guyana in fact even worse.

    Saudi Arabia just announced through Fox news Sheppard Smith it is going to allow women to drive next year. Why not now? Saudi Arabia ought to feed the people in Yemen as well NOW. One of the richest countries in the world next to one of the poorest. IT is their duty to feed the people of Yemen and to allow women to drive and much more. Take off the burkas and disallow them as we should in our country. I don’t believe it about Saudi Arabia because if it was their desire to let women drive it would be a done deal. It was the Saudis who attacked New York on 9-11. Oh yea we need their oil even though we have tons of it to last a long long time. Not a good enough excuse to use it against us and to behead people for being gay or different or female. I never trusted or had faith in what Sheppard Smith says because I saw him trying to stir up our country to go to war with Russia over the UKRAINE which I believe was RUSSIA at one time. What the hell do I have to do with the Ukraine. Who cares. We do not have to police the world. Who said we did? the UN? It’s impossible and we aren’t God. But the RCC is everywhere in every country stirring things up and should cease and desist. I believe he also lied about the sarin gas knowingly in Syria which was a false news story to incite americans for OBAMA and his evil intent. He is a tool of evil and he better step up to the plate and start talking about Hospice, the RCC, Mother Teresa and back off about the things he says and does for a great celery. He is a liar through and through. Quit with the false news and little carrots of faith but do it at your own risk if you do. It’s your soul the only one you got.

    Mecca and Medina deserve an appropriate response to 9-11. I think it is coming soon.

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    Officials Investigating Hugh Hefner’s Death Suspect Foreplay

    While i was looking at the HUGE picture on one of the news sites that are most prominent of the Playboy owner who died at the age of 91 Hugh Hefner (I didn’t read it or buy it but saw it a few times) and thought he was kind of handsome in a way in the picture and reminded me of Pope John Paul when younger in looks anyway when I had the thought a picture of Trump appeared with the expression I have seen before as if judging my thoughts. In the New Testament Paul says God judges us by our thoughts. The devil does, though. Hugh Hefner kind of was a modern day SOLOMON with a preference for blondes. Paul wasn’t God so how would he know and said some crazy ass shit about Jesus even such as he didn’t understand the language the people he was talking to at the time sermonizing and yet claiming he was son of God and then promoting every other god known to man saying we could have it all and that if we didn’t worship Jesus we would be anathema. (a curse) He was related to a woman who reminded of perhaps a form of Mother teresa in that her name was similar when he introduces his family saluting each other. You can read about it in the parts of the New Testament involving Paul.

    I don’t believe it nor the words of Paul. He was affected three times by lightning in the same moment. Blinded by the light on his way to Damascus. Supposedly Prince Charles had a similar experience and he’s a FLAMING flake.

     As far as my thought about the handsomeness of of Playboy magazine business man Hugh Hefner (he’s not my type) and the flash of Trumps fare with a weird expression I have many thoughts all at once sometimes. An explosion of thoughts sometimes. It was an AH HA kind of expression on Trumps face yet I don’t think Trump flashed his face. Someone used his face. It’s a psycholological war going on right now using the internet and I’m fine psychologically in that I know I’m not nuts like the press is. Don’t plan to go nuts either even though I have been plagued with a lot of psychological nonsense from something VERY evil. I don’t produce shit on the internet nor try to damage people psychologically with false news about my life. I’m documenting the events in my family and in my life and trying to use it for good.  Evil hates truth. I have seen a story on the press sites about a man in North Korea and his parents are in some interview I want to see whose son was tortured by the North Koreans and deprived of oxygen to the brain via a coma? A form of starvation. The reason for my interest is  because the whole affair reminds me of the James Foley story. He was a prisoner in Syria but was interviewed first by Bill O’reilly

    COINCIDENCE?

    so it must be a Jesuit ploy/tactic. JEALOUS?

    Why the hell would any sane person send their kid to Syria (James Foley) during a war or send their kid to North Korea (Otto Warmbier) as a student of University of Virginia for a five day tour of North Korea. It takes money to do it for one thing.  It isn’t normal.The University of Virginia ought to be sued for not watching the students and keeping them out of trouble and for even creating this ridiculous scenario and controversy. The parents must not have loved their son very much. While intent is important it helps first to have committed a crime to be judged about intent. I haven’t and don’t plan to commit a crime such as sometimes I write about in my passion. I’m being abused but not to the extent of James Foley supposedly who was beheaded and after that a bunch of people were beheaded in front of a green screen hence it was fake news nor this guy who was supposedly a prisoner of the North Koreans being paraded around at least I don’t think it’s true. Not saying the North Koreans are good especially the leader who even killed his uncle to set an example which is crazy similar to Iraqs president torturing people even putting some person in a bath of acid to see what happens to a person in acid torturing his own people. He was a member of the Bathe party. But what about the Saudis? What about 9-11. Does oil production (petrol) cleanse a nation of it’s crimes against humanity?

    I TRIED TO WATCH A VIDEO OF THE MANY INTERVIEWS OF THE PARENTS OF OTTO WARMBIER EVEN BY FOX NEWS AND NOT ONE OF THEM OFFERED ON THE INTERNET IS VIEWABLE BECAUSE IT’S BULLSHIT!

    DISTRACTION PROPAGANDA!

    DIGGING A GRAVE FOR YOURSELVES and you OTTO stop!

    WHY NOT TRY TRUTH for a change and save yourselves and others.

    I think it’s a trick about this man. I want to judge to see if the parents are on the up and up because I don’t think James Foley’s parents were on the up and up from what I witnessed of their grief. It seemed like an act of some kind but why …I don’t know. Ambassador Chris Steven’s mom the victim supposedly at Benghazi who wasn’t the victim at Benghazi also didn’t display grief. This is Catholic related nonsense but I still haven’t seen the interview about their son so plan to see it. I think it is a false news story but want to judge it for myself. I know grief pretty well because I feel it everyday  because of hospice and my mom and seeing my dad’s face at Benghazi half eaten by worms with some weird shit on his eye which is torture of me because I loved my parents. Or a facsimile of my mom in an ad on Fox News. You owe her the proceeds of the ad and a whole lot more and you will pay DEARLY. It’s evil to do that to people as if I hadn’t already experienced a bunch. I have my dad and mom’s DNA and their influence in my life – a great deal of love, fun, and happiness and they still give me strength to push on and helped protect me during the tornado as did my cat Romeo but some assholes laid their hands on him and killed him but I will get him back as I will my parents and others I love because I believe in the God of truth.  THEY ARE THEY THAT TESTIFY OF ME. Chris Stevens mom had no grief in her interview. It was crazy shit talk I saw her display and her husband supposedly said some strange stuff which was ridiculous about not making his son’s death political. His son was an ambassador of Libya so if he died it was political BUT HE DIDN’T DIE AT BENGHAZI. Then the parents and family planted a tree in his honor. Give me a break. So his son was a tree? Did this occur in Brooklyn? It was TOTAL nonsense. Perhaps Catholics are affected in ways causing insanity of some kind. If they would take the advice in Revelation maybe they wouldn’t go nuts. Catholics by their adoration of the RCC are a huge part of the problem and are causing by their adoration of Mary and the Pope patronizing calling him His Holiness etc and advocating by their attendance the evil the RCC has inflicted upon mankind so maybe catholics deserve to go nuts. I’m not God and I know they are victims in a way as well. LEMMINGS i.e. similar to dodo birds and will go extinct if they don’t wake up no matter how many.

    Finally

    got to see a video of the parents on Alex Jones site and it is ridiculous Give me a break!. Do we really need Otto Warmbier’s death to tell us North Korea is not a victim? Fox wants us to think so. His parents want us to think so. Who ever thought any one thought  North Korea was a victim besides the people stuck inside North Korea such as the uncle of the leader of North Korea who was killed. They are victims, obviously. What good would it have done to have gotten a propaganda poster from North Korea. We see them all the time on the news filmed in North Korea. Anyway the dad is wearing his sons jacket in honor of his sons attempt to steal a poster in North Korea. So I guess it was his parents who wanted their son to get a propaganda poster for attention for themselves and to appear on Fox News for themselves. Did they get the poster as a momento?  His mom looks an awful lot like James Foley’s mom in structure and spirit. This is so much BS I can’t tell ya. Why the hell do you think there is a wall between North Korea and South Korea and armed guards, because it’s pretty? We had a war years ago in Korea between the north and the south and we were involved in the war…..REMEMBER? His dad said “We just want you home Tiger boy.” Remember JFK’s warning? Getting eaten by the tiger? His mom said you can call it a coma but you wouldn’t call it a coma….”

    yea it’s called demon possessed and his parents are nuts.

    “Remember that in the past those who foolishly sought power by riding the back of the tiger ended up inside.”

    JFK- Ride the tiger’s back, end up in his belly

    I haven’t watched the whole you tube on Alex Jones but I will when I can stomach it. I think I need a third stomach to do it, though. How many stomachs do cows have? Two?

    “Do cows have two stomachs?
    The cow has four stomachs and undergoes a special digestive process to break down the tough and coarse food it eats. When the cow first eats, it chews the food just enough to swallow it. The unchewed food travels to the first two stomachs, the rumen and the reticulum, where it is stored until later.”

    Who in their right mind would send their son on a college trip to North Korea but an asshole and his asshole wife and Fox news and the University of Virginia and whoever else is involved in this

    RUSE of  TOTAL OBLIVIOUS NONSENSE?

     The Coroner says he died from lack of oxygen and his lower teeth were rearranged: Maybe he needed a Root canal. Perhaps it isn’t their son. Often the way to identify a corpse is via the teeth and dental records.

    North Korea Says the U.S. Is Lying About Otto Warmbier’s Death.

    Here’s What We Know

    It is still crap we are witnessing in regards to Otto Warmbier in every way.

    In any case his dad is a wimp fueling a war he never intends to fight.

    Anyway a coup occurred in Egypt in regards to Chris Stevens, the RCC,  and John McCain and some others in our government involved (two coups) during the Obama Administration, an attempted coup in Syria and then we have North Korea. NOT TO MENTION IRAN. Our country does not need this shit. Anyway we really do need to drain the swamp most of which is ensconced in our government using federal workers who can’t be fired. How ridiculous. Everyone else can be fired why not them? Draining the USA of common sense. UNIONS sucking the life out of our country and of companies and even in the Public schools. It was Reuters but could also have been the Huffington Post. Probably the same person who wanted the press to puff Billy Graham years ago is involved in the Great Deception – the Hearsts of Germany spelled another way. Your time is over or nearly over you little prick and you can still straighten braids for a living. The abuse is getting out of control and legal action will follow so you had better Cease & Desist : “Letter is often times the first step to asking an individual, or a business, to stop an illegal activity. The purpose of the letter is to threaten further legal action if the behavior does not stop.” I’m not talking about lawyers either, I’m talking about God’s legal action as a response to the abuse. I have prayed for it in my way. For we know him that hath said, Vengeance belongeth unto me, I will recompense, saith the Lord. And again, The Lord shall judge his people. It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God. Hebrews 10:30-31

    Revelation 18: (KJV)

    18 And after these things I saw another angel come down from heaven, having great power; and the earth was lightened with his glory.

    And he cried mightily with a strong voice, saying, Babylon the great is fallen, is fallen, and is become the habitation of devils, and the hold of every foul spirit, and a cage of every unclean and hateful bird. For all nations have drunk of the wine of the wrath of her fornication, and the kings of the earth have committed fornication with her, and the merchants of the earth are waxed rich through the abundance of her delicacies. And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues. For her sins have reached unto heaven, and God hath remembered her iniquities. Reward her even as she rewarded you, and double unto her double according to her works: in the cup which she hath filled fill to her double. How much she hath glorified herself, and lived deliciously, so much torment and sorrow give her: for she saith in her heart, I sit a queen, and am no widow, and shall see no sorrow. Therefore shall her plagues come in one day, death, and mourning, and famine; and she shall be utterly burned with fire: for strong is the Lord God who judgeth her. And the kings of the earth, who have committed fornication and lived deliciously with her, shall bewail her, and lament for her, when they shall see the smoke of her burning, 10 Standing afar off for the fear of her torment, saying, Alas, alas that great city Babylon, that mighty city! for in one hour is thy judgment come. 11 And the merchants of the earth shall weep and mourn over her; for no man buyeth their merchandise any more: 12 The merchandise of gold, and silver, and precious stones, and of pearls, and fine linen, and purple, and silk, and scarlet, and all thyine wood, and all manner vessels of ivory, and all manner vessels of most precious wood, and of brass, and iron, and marble, 13 And cinnamon, and odours, and ointments, and frankincense, and wine, and oil, and fine flour, and wheat, and beasts, and sheep, and horses, and chariots, and slaves, and souls of men. 14 And the fruits that thy soul lusted after are departed from thee, and all things which were dainty and goodly are departed from thee, and thou shalt find them no more at all. 15 The merchants of these things, which were made rich by her, shall stand afar off for the fear of her torment, weeping and wailing,16 And saying, Alas, alas that great city, that was clothed in fine linen, and purple, and scarlet, and decked with gold, and precious stones, and pearls!

    (The Roman Catholic Church, Bishops purple, Cardinals scarlet …..)

    17 For in one hour so great riches is come to nought. And every shipmaster, and all the company in ships, and sailors, and as many as trade by sea, stood afar off, 18 And cried when they saw the smoke of her burning, saying, What city is like unto this great city! 19 And they cast dust on their heads, and cried, weeping and wailing, saying, Alas, alas that great city, wherein were made rich all that had ships in the sea by reason of her costliness! for in one hour is she made desolate. 20 Rejoice over her, thou heaven, and ye holy apostles and prophets; for God hath avenged you on her. 21 And a mighty angel took up a stone like a great millstone, and cast it into the sea, saying, Thus with violence shall that great city Babylon be thrown down, and shall be found no more at all.22 And the voice of harpers, and musicians, and of pipers, and trumpeters, shall be heard no more at all in thee; and no craftsman, of whatsoever craft he be, shall be found any more in thee; and the sound of a millstone shall be heard no more at all in thee;23 And the light of a candle shall shine no more at all in thee; and the voice of the bridegroom and of the bride shall be heard no more at all in thee: for thy merchants were the great men of the earth; for by thy sorceries were all nations deceived. 24 And in her was found the blood of prophets, and of saints, and of all that were slain upon the earth.

    Need I say more?

    I think I do.

    The asshole ex said he didn’t hospice his mom tonight after I asked him “do you realize what you did by hospicing your mom?”  Said he didn’t mock me in the poswder room and that his daughter knows he didn’t because she was there at the time. He wouldn’t have mocked me in the Powder room if his daughter had been there at the time so he is using his daughter. She wasn’t there when he mocked. He said he doesn’t remember what he said in regards to my cat Romeo in regards to accepting his offer of taking him to the vet and that he said he hated my guts but what ever it was it wasn’t nice. He said he did not have me arrested when he called the police on me in regards to my daughter attempting to cut my purse the fringe and I was trying to get it from her and he wouldn’t help me stop her and she was in my bedroom at the time acting like a maniac. Yet he paid the bail bondsman quite a bit of money though I had to spend a night in jail sick and thank God some emergency people helped me through it with medication. I did not call them either but they came to me. That’s a miracle. I do have friends in high places one higher than all others. And two friends I love dearly my mom and my dad. He said he didn’t hospice his mom yet it was his idea and he knew how long it would take, he discussed it with me in the car, he was in touch with his brother about it. He didn’t visit her during the time she was hospiced but went to the funeral because it was proper. He didn’t go to cover his ass from responsibility of hospicing his mom. He did it for a car for his daughter and some computers to cozy up to my daughter against me. He told me his mom said she didn’t want to live in an old folks home years ago when working in one as a bookkeeper looking the other way as she received her paycheck for three years or more and used it against her later on and starved his mom to death via hospice.  She couldn’t talk at the time of the hospicing and refused a feeding tube but she wasn’t in her right mind as far as what she needed. I know you can have a feeding tube put in after anesthesia to prevent aspiration and for use during recuperation because I had it done that way when I refused a tube in an emergency situation because it was too painful being crammed up my nose. He was there when I went through it so he knew. He told me after a few arguments about what happened and why he said he hated my guts when I accepted his offer after many times denying it the reason was I divorced him. Denied it again. admitted it again. and denied it again to night. I asked him Do you think God doesn’t know about your lies? He doesn’t give a crap. He is a mental case a mother fucker from hell a collaborator of Mother Teresa and the RCC. A traitor and a woman hater. He slept with his teen daughter for a while and I curtailed it nicely when she wasn’t around by using the internet and asking if a divorced dad should sleep with his teen daughter and read the responses. He stopped doing it but abused me later by entrapping me over a cell phone MISUNDERSTANDING and called the police and I did not have him arrested after talking to the police but had photos taken of my arm being twisted. I HOPE HE DIES A VERY PAINFUL DEATH AND GOES TO HELL with MOTHER TERESA and is forever bonded to her in hell as husband and wife responsible for many many  murders and suicides for the RCC. What is written above in Revelation is for him and his new wife Mother Teresa.

    I know what my dad will have to say to my ex:  “Get lost.”

    and my mom will say “you need to leave.”

    and THEY will have the opportunity.

    My brother will put his hand up to his forehead and it will spell out a letter “L”meaning my ex is a loser and he will have the opportunity as well.

    When my daughters realize he only used them, sabotaged them, lied to them, screwed them over, sold them down the river for his own sake

    they will turn their backs on him!

    The reason I asked “do you realize what you did when you had your mother hospiced” is because he set precedence in this world to hospice by starvation of others who don’t want to be hospiced. He denies he did it again and he sure as hell did. It WAS ALL PAYBACK FOR DIVORCING HIS LITTLE PRICK AND MAKING HIM CEASE FROM SLEEPING WITH HIS DAUGHTER and God knows it. PHIL ROY RODGERS knows it and doesn’t care.

    HE WILL and it will be too late.

    TAKE HEED of REVELATION. IT’S happening and will proceed regardless of taking a knee for whatever reason.

    JESUS SAID FEED MY SHEEP.

     I told the ex “your lies are gonna catch up with you.”

    The lies he has told are not just lies or white lies the lies he tells are EVIL lies meant for the sake of EVIL.

    He doesn’t deserve his daughters and he will lose them when all is said and done and he will lose everything he doesn’t care about and does care about. He is gonna be one sorry mother fucker when he has to answer to God.

    Notice the colors worn by Mother Teresa in her garb and McGlauflin look-alike and Billy Graham look-alike and others in the Roman Catholic crusade of murder-suicide Hospice. Blue and white like the star of David flag of Israel in the pictures above snap-shotted from the Christopher Hitchens expose about the witchcraft of Mother Teresa Hell’s Angel. Is it mocking Israel? Of course it is. Mocking England as well the royalty who say they are related to the King of  David. I wonder why, don’t you?

     It is intentional!

    He added tonight that his mom told all of the brothers her sons not to extend her life and he said she had a severe stroke. I saw her at a hospital and she did not look good at the hospital not the hospital in Michigan where she died but at Parkland and she was lying as well. It was wild. She looked apish and very stupid as if she had devolved evolutionary wise. Not sure why I was given the experience and it was not a vision. But I was for some reason. She was as if she had had a lobotomy and scratching her head as she lied to a nurse who was rolling her eyes because she knew she was an idiot, taking credit for something she didn’t do i.e. warning someone about not opening a door with an alarm which when I witnessed it she didn’t warn the nurse but warned afterwards like an idiot saying I told you so kind of warning and she hadn’t (very Catholic), and talking about a marriage of 35 years which is about how long we were married.

    The nurse who did open the door with the alarm didn’t intend to go through it. She was warning me or wanting me to notice or wanting others to notice. She opened the door to set off the alarm on purpose. I did notice the lie that followed by the nurse guarding me.

    When I had a vision of my mom she was happy, pretty, excited and as I remember her.

    AT HER BEST.

    She looked as real as could be and vibrant like she was often before something exciting like we might be seeing each other soon or before a celebration of some kind.

    At a different time my mom put her hand on my shoulder and said B – OB in a period of three months period sometime in between the time of her death by hospice and before (and I saw it on the walls of the Bail Bonds business a reflection through the window a B and below it OB)  and she said it before I had been falsely arrested via my ex. When I saw it I was taken aback. WOW. She did not look like she had had a lobotomy in my vision in the hallway of my home at the time. My dad was right her behind I felt it when she was in the hallway. As if she had won. So if I were you I would not follow PHIL or the Roman Catholic SOLUTION or you might end up like his mom: a walking vegetable, an ape, and pretty damed ugly as well. I was trying to get some medicine Xanax for my depression and anxiety and had to jump through hoops to get it and when I was asked if I had ever thought of suicide I said yes I had thought about it but would never do it. I write about it as well. I was being honest. The reason I wouldn’t do it is because of my daughters and to not set a precedence that might affect their future. I don’t think it is a good precedence however I know people who had no choice who have done it or specifically one lady I heard about because of great pain and misdiagnosis during the Obama Administration because of insurance limitations and lies about her condition lousy doctors which is a problem that insurance protects lousy doctors and treated badly because she was female and was told it was in her head even though she lost weight and was down to 90 pounds and in a lot of pain and ended up killing herself by shooting herself in the head and she was quite young about 45 years old so it was a tragedy what happened to her and via the autopsy/coroner she committed suicide because of a condition undiagnosed that my uncle lived with for many years called diverticulitis) and because of those who were so depressed and hurt for reasons by this world usually via a cult and other reasons and those kind of suicides are not the same as the RCC solution. She was a Christian and deserved better treatment but she didn’t get it via insurance. There are no guarantees you can count on via insurance of any kind if you get lousy doctors which insurance elevates. It’s inevitable as unions protects lousy workers, as the federal government protects federal workers etc. dumbing down the work force and even in our schools and colleges. IT ISN’T FREEDOM but the opposite and it doesn’t work well and will be our downfall as a nation. It is our weakness as a country and it is being wielded against us.

    INSURANCE IS OUR ACHILLES HEEL!

    (The nazis in World War 2 took the jewish doctors in the beginning of their insanity.)

    Trump’s Tax Plan Is An Act Of Political Domination By The Rich

    is a title of an article I perused. I have no idea because I can’t get the straight scoop what his plan includes because there is so much contradictory reports. As far as the tax bill proposed with no straight reporting on it since most reports about it are contradictory is not a once in a life time tax cut. A consumption tax is a once in a life time tax cut but the one proposed is not simple and is a disappointment and I’m sure will be hacked to death by both sides and compromised by pork as usual. It’s a false hope. A few good ideas but definitely not anything to boast about since it isn’t revolutionary nor a done deal. I’m nót impressed and the middle class deserves much better than what is reported as part of the bill. The USA will not rise to the occasion it deserves, IMO. Democracy isn’t working very well and the congress ought to resign for it’s negligence, cronyism, duplicity, it’s many lies and should pay back the citizens of the USA for it’s (congresses and the many other arms of government) grandiose lifestyles and pay raises and the profits made off their dirty deals behind the scenes at the expense of our countries well being. God knows and you will have to answer to God for those grandiose lies soon. I think I would like to hear from Rand Paul as to what he knows and doesn’t know about the new proposed Tax bill because he has been forthright ie

    TRUTHFUL

    in my estimation about REPEAL of Obamacare as well as the lady Senator Susan Collins who was also a hold out

    vs

    REPEAL AN REPLACE which was not mentioned during the election period. Repeal was mentioned and sold to the American people.

    I realize Trump has to contend with a mess and the special interests of others who have way too much influence but facts are facts so I like to try to give him a benefit of doubt for his attempts to get a consensus somehow but

    the Tax bill Definitely is not a postcard type tax proposal where as:


    If I were Trump who is not a career politician and doesn’t receive a salary for his input he could propose a straight up Repeal of ObamaCare in total and Abolish the tax code and ABOLISH the IRS in total and propose a consumption tax and collect enough federal income tax to fulfill the promises made to the military and it’s needs for the future and build the wall. Put it before the American people to digest. It’s kind of a unique opportunity possible never to be repeated so why not try for the sake of the survival of the American way otherwise I think we are screwed as a nation. The original purpose of federal income tax was for and intended to protect the citizens of the USA i.e. pay for the military. The rest will take care of itself allocating the proceeds of consumption tax for infrastructure. You might lose the next election but you don’t need the Presidency: Forgive the debts of other nations and forgive ourselves our national debt and protect our forgiveness. This concept if born will help our economy in a fantastic way and the countries involved. At the same time take back control of the Panama Canal in order to protect our forgiveness. Short range missiles are far more dangerous than long range missiles. There is a saying about long range missiles: I can’t remember at the moment but saw a clip about the saying by Bill Clinton having to do with mutual detterance or in other words mutual assured destruction and a bunch of others who understand the difference unless of course you are dealing with a suicidal nut. The Saudis use other countries such as Afghanistan to train and even our country was used to train the terrorists in Florida to fly without landing and wreaked havoc and death by not using intercontinental missiles and they wreaked quite a bit of damage in New York. So the Saudis using Iran isn’t out of the realm of imagination as well as Korea being used by China possibly or by the Saudis as well. I KNOW we DO NOT owe China money because of the position China has put the USA into using Korea and THEIR mad man in North Korea. I believe China owes us money and South Korea money for our troubles and theirs so as far as the National debt we should RENIG ON IT (Forgive my unpolitical correctness) but I learned about NIGER in the bible and a friend of Pauls or a relative and via another source and he wasn’t African American or African for that matter yet we have a country called Nigeria in Africa so take the euphemism however you choose but what I mean is we should not be required in our minds and hearts to even care about the National debt nor what China thinks we owe them and others as well.

    CHINA WON’T HAVE A WALL

    if they try to fuck with us.

    GREAT WALL OF CHINA

    Forgive ourselves our national debt and as far as living within our means as a country we ought to try the consumption tax and I think we might be surprised that it will actually raise our funds in the long term and the value of the dollar. These bill boards with the national debt interest rates etc if we got rid of the IRS what would happen? TEAR DOWN THOSE BILLBOARDS. It’s psychological abuse of our country to even allow them in our country and because

    it’s BULLSHIT

    and an excuse for congress and their mishandling of money and worse

    but we don’t!

    Our country doesn’t owe anyone anything.

    Those who collect taxes should pay them. This is simple and revolutionary. Our economy will sky rocket above the rest of the nations and we will make a lot of new friends and have only a few enemies as a result! The rich will still get rich or richer but so will the middle class and the lower class. If we help another country we do it without charge in natural disasters and without tax deductions for our gifts. TRUTH IN CHARITY. No inheritance taxes etc. or double taxation for the rich which will eliminate a lot of crap. No deductions at all. The people of the USA will have power of the purse and consume using their power or not consume using the power they deserve oh yea and get Paul Ryan to tell Congress not to read the bill, just sign it to know what’s in it. and include in the bill No more do not resuscitate forms at hospitals. Outlaw Mother Teresa’s witchcraft from the USA and sue the state of the Vatican and the RCC for it’s trickery.


    Austria moves to ban the burqa

    Trump if he has testicles should follow suit on this one and include nuns habits and RCC collars and a travel ban to include the Vatican and exclude Yemen from the travel ban but very carefully.

     When a country declares war by an army of terrorists such as the Saudis on 9-11 you do not accommodate their uniforms such as hajibs/ burkas/nun’s habits, etc. When the Japanese attacked Pearl Harbor the Japanese Americans were put into internment camps for the safety of the citizens of the USA so disallowing the uniforms of a religion at war with the rest of society isn’t too much to demand. Disallow their religious garb worn as an inciter of religious terrorism and a form of attraction/propaganda by those who are mentally unstable in comparison to internment camps, is it? Which is better internment camps or ban on burkas/hijabs/nun’s habits???? no matter how pretty or dull to help them become better citizens of the USA or Austria or whomever has the common sense to demand some form of compliance to the country they live in. Besides Hijabs and Burkas can hide a multiple of sins such as hidden arms like assault rifles, machine guns, all kinds of dangerous weapons including grenades, mines and even mini nukes to inflict terrorist type damage upon society. “Pull back the veil and you will find only death.” Remember the lady in Afghanistan I think it was who sent a kid with a bunch of grenades in his jacket and she was wearing a hijab/burka and luckily was assassinated by a sharp shooter to save a bunch of military men and women. Im sure it was tough but he had no choice and he was assassinated later in our country so obviously we need to be careful. I think it is a small thing to demand but perhaps internment camps is safer for those who wear hijabs and the like since we were attacked and Austria wasn’t. Not only will it help us it will help the women of a religion at war. It will protect them from having to be used as a conduit for terrorists and terrorism and their weapons by men of the religion that obviously have no respect for women who have no respect for their children because of it.

    U.S. to Pull More Diplomats Out of Cuba After Attacks

    IMO, The Sonar attack of the americans in Cuba was right before the hurricanes which enveloped Texas and Florida including Puerto Rico and were caused by an installation similar to HAARP which is located in Alaska but there are others which uses sound (like the strings on a piano to vibrate) somehow and with microwaves to heat up the atmosphere and ocean to strengthen storms. An installation is probably located in Cuba full of jungles and great hiding places used to cover up the use of this kind of technology probably emanated from CUBA via OBAMA and used to attack our people in Cuba so not to notice the attack on our country and I think computers were involved to attack them in order to create mega storms for devastating areas of interest and commerce, trade and tourism and other assets these cities provide economically and other ways which imo is

    AN ACT OF WAR

    and creating wealth in various ways using global warming as an excuse and to increase donations for religious organizations and help Gore and his religious cultish fiends with their political agenda and religious entities involved (the RCC and Evangelicals the BGEA Franklin Graham (getting tax deductions for their service) who are in collusion and to gain a lot of sick attention and a boon for the businesses involved who sell the water and other essentials who come to aid the victims who are not well respected and to test Trump. To deplete our federal government of emergency funds, stretch out our military to weaken it and to line the pockets of some politicians who allocate the money, etc. who are involved which is evil and to promote the circle of life which is not life but a vicious circle full of vultures and simply put 

    It’s a scam.

    Cuba is first and foremost Jesuit and Oreilly said massacres are the price of freedom. If so, so is the destruction of the

    Vatican,

    Mecca and Medina. 

    What should you do about it?

    You bomb the shit out of CUBA so they don’t do it again.

    First and Foremost

    Cuba is a Jesuit nation

    so what do you expect?

     Give ample warning for evacuation from Cuba to Mexico (a few days)

    disallow any immigration from Mexico for a while,

    drop leaflets for the people of Cuba to head for the mountains of God

    and to prevent excessive loss of life and then

    Bomb their tourist sites, resorts, airports and ports

     luxury places and luxury homes

    so no one will want to visit it

    for a long, long time.

    U.S. To Evacuate Diplomatic Staff From Cuba Following Mystery Ailments


    Phil’s mom loved the RCC because of it’s Latin masses because it was sooooo mysterious. This is dumb. She didn’t understand Latin. She thought the RCC adored women. THE RCC loves females TO DEATH as well! she didn’t even read the bible but had it out on display a big one and told her sons not to read it OR TOUCH IT. The RCC loves Nazism and Fascism as well so I guess she did too. She was taught not to read the bible and this also the RCC solution. IGNORANCE. UNBELIEVABLE.

    BIG MISTAKE!

    It was a surreal experience at Parkland when I jumped through those hoops being interviewed by not one, not two, not three but four people at the same time (could have been three but it was inane) in a little cubicle room taking notes. I bet they were catholic. LOL they were not normal acting. Everyone had computers and the computers were telling them what to do. The doctors and nurses were working in the hallways. I thought it was kind of funny. Computers can be hacked. So beware. I had to do it on the sly because I knew the ex would interfere in a bad way as he had many other times in emergency situations and the false arrest. Such as when my pulse rate was at 145 in a resting mode and I was upset by it and having anxiety my ex said to me “mind over matter” and went to bed. Now that is love, isn’t it? Which is why I say I’m a prisoner religious/political prisoner and he is using me. He could have cared less. Might have been something I ate which he provides often not because he loves to provide but I think I have been poisoned a few times by him. I have reason to believe it, quite a few. And another such as after the tornado while across the bridge looking for supplies we got cut off from our home for 6 hours or more because one set of police disallowed travel over the bridge. We wanted to get back to the house. Were willing to walk the 5 mile bridge I think it is perhaps 2 1’/2 miles but were not allowed to. The ex wanted to but it was raining cold rain almost sleet. I’m sure the ex had some plans in mind for me if we did. After a tornado you do go into shock from the experience. It’s not like some forms of shock but it is a harrowing experience to walk out your door and see the damage a tornado can cause and take it all in besides the experience itself which is scary. One minute it is kind of balmy out but a nice day and the next you are hearing alarms the lights go out and wind picks up and the glass shatters and you hear noises and then a strange silence.  I saw my beautiful kitty in my mind walking down the hallway calmly during the tornado. After the tornado one of our dogs actually my daughters owned each one but one when you walked her it was like walking a Komodo Dragon I think the dog was suffering from DOG PTSD . It was tough and I couldn’t do it it was so hard to walk her. SHe has long legs and her chest was near the ground and her head kept looking up and around suspiciously. HEr claws were struggling and clawing the concrete as if walking up a mountain. It was tough. I couldn’t do it and had to stop walking her but she was right next to the window that shattered during the storm. You suffer some stress and so do animals. Some one was able to get to my cat somehow and kill him because of what I write in my posts. Retaliation. Insane retaliation and abuse to hurt me.

    I told the note takers about the abuse I was enduring and was put into a psycho ward with some others for few hours and served a lousy meal which I didn’t eat. I saw a woman who was catatonic (from India I think. I can’t remember for sure but I think she was in some kind of contraption she didn’t move and her mouth was open and her eyes were wide. In a stupor.) and some odd men as well, mostly Mexican I think. I was sent home high as a kite and it helped while I was at the hospital to overcome the craziness occurring at the hospital and it wasn’t XANAX. The hospital called me later and asked if I made it home safely and I did because I was very careful through heavy traffic for about an hour or more in the worst time of day for driving in the area I was in because I know how. I was familiar with the area and I know how to concentrate when I need to. Talk about weird sending me home high as a kite. LOL  I saw a famous actress as well with her cell phone who was going through a divorce from a catholic actor. She was lying on a gurney in the hallway. Parkland was going through some construction at the time. She was a nervous wreck and way overweight and I wanted to tell her get rid of the cell phone. It isn’t helping you but I didn’t. I didn’t know how to approach her and was dealing with the guard in the hallway: his mom.

    Last night he told me he has three new bids and credits it to his prayer to God. A day or so before saying Where is God etc….and that God doesn’t care about his very abusive lies. Doesn’t think God sees or hears them. I told him as I said earlier in this post or later He does and the lies will catch up with you. Now he is saying God gave him these new opportunities for bids because he prayed about it. He is kind of mixed up and hates my opinions. We all have times of discontent and doubts but his are more against me because of ignorance and no respect of females especially me because  i dared to divorced him. He isn’t very smart in some ways. Neandertholish and a small mans complex. I have tried to urge him to do some things he has the capabilities to do  in the past and he refused then and still does in a weird kind of way thinking he is superior. It’s some kind of mental illness I think. He exaggerates to the nth degree and devalues me to the nth degree. He doesn’t like my spirit. Says I’m not fun anymore, etc but it is because my eyes are wide open now about him.  How you treat your ex is important. I tried to go at it as friends and would not have done the shit he did to me so he has a lot to answer for. Heard about a very good singer/song writer having heart troubles and I hope he clings to life physically and spiritually. Tom Petty was one of the best concerts I ever went to in my life though I really didn’t go to many concerts: my first concert was AQUALUNG LOL and before Aqualung most of what i saw were musicals which I love. He put on a good show, wrote good songs some of my favorites and performed with energy and and gave his audience their money’s worth!˜ A TRUE AMERICAN ARTIST on a par with some of the greatest in the music industry. He might actually be british but I never overindulged myself in their personal lives. lol. I’m sure his family is going through some hard times as those who were caught up in a political/religious massacre for the NEW WORLD ORDER agendas in Las Vegas. Said he was taken off life support, but gotten so many contradictory press releases it’s hard to know.

    72 minute response by law enforcement is a VERY LONG TIME!

    Anyway Laura InGraham is kissing country music ass now with Hannity because of the song God Bless America …then why the massacre? It wasn’t a blessing from God what occurred: it was evil AND AND AND it is supposedly the worst massacre of this kind so how is that a blessing from God to America  I like the song but it is not a sign of patriotism to like the song. (AND AND AND IS REFERENCE TO AKBAR OBAMA WHO SAID OFTEN IN HIS DIATRIBES AND AND AND.  A LIAR’S CONJUNCTIVITIS) I happen to be American so of course I like the song but we turned the wrong corner via hospice.  IS PATRIOTISM MORE IMPORTANT THAN TRUTH? ASK LAURA! OH SHE WOULDN’T KNOW BECAUSE SHE NEVER DARES TO TRY IT for if she did she would talk about Hospice, Mother Teresa, the RCC /Vatican and child porn. SHE DOESN’T! She obviously is in Mother Teresa’s mindset. It’s not like she is ignorant but prideful and stubborn about her morality which is nothing more than shit and she will get to eat it someday. The two ought to co-write a book called Patriotism in Truth and sell it with Oreilly’s book called Killing Jesus and all the others he has written as he belittles a painting of Beatrice Arthurs boobs (HE’S A PUTZ and a loon)  and some of the women at Fox News who sued him and settled out of court for 17 million dollars. A blessing from God to O’reilly. Why would God ask him to write a book called Killing Jesus? He didn’t, it was only O’reilly’s ignoble imagination. Laura InGraham is a fake. She is a political pundit and nothing more and doesn’t know what she is talking about and refusing to talk about the things I know she knows she should. SHE IS A NEW WORLD ORDER adherent. She is as shallow as a tide pool hoping to hold on to a piece of Barnabas for as long as she can and slowly boiling like crab/lobster in a pot of water on a stove top. Probably feels real good right now, doesn’t it? Nice and warm. The problem with saying don’t revive is murderous intents for inheritance and other reasons that are religious and political such as the New World Order. A lot of people have been tricked because there are ways to manage and manipulate people via entrapment to do things they would never do otherwise and to make a patient look in worse condition then they really are. Also one persons idea of hopelessness is different than another person’s perception of hopelessness not to mention there are a few in the business of medicine and in the business of the elderly who enjoy killing because of mental illness or have an agenda of some kind both of which I think Mother Teresa suffered yet lauded and sainted by the Jesuit Pope. I received a message via my dad that he didn’t want to die and that he concurred with my mom that she didn’t either. My parents were murdered insidiously and diabolically. The mob is very adept at murder/suicide using hostages, money, and entrapment and many other ways. The RCC is the mob. One of a few but a very big one. WE ARE AT WAR and my side is gonna win;)

    IT IS WRITTEN.

    People often say “pray for the peace of Israel” but it is getting to the point in America that I feel like praying for the end of all things everywhere so we can get on with a new stage of life on Earth. I want this day in biblical proportions to end to begin a better one because it is disgusting what I have witnessed of other people going through or have endured and what I had to endure because of the NEW WORLD ORDER. The deception is the worst part. I hope those involved burn in hell which includes in a big way the OBAMAS, THE VATICAN, and many others. IT will overtake them when they least expect it. The Obamas, the Vatican and the ones who sowed evil and a multitude of tricks will not be able to escape. I would not want to be them when they get their just desserts.

    It’s pretty inane when the world can’t accept the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed. It’s like living with a bunch of amoebas

    By the way what ever happened to Oprah Winfrey’s boyfriend? Did she eat him? There is something I want to also add. LOL. When Jesus was crucified and before it is mentioned by the writer of the Gospel of John that not one bone was broken. During the Obama Administration there sure were a lot of broken bones. I don’t know if it has to do with breaking bread in some form or fashion but there is a contradiction about breaking bread in the Gospels between the gospels, as I recall. I’m not an expert on the bible but I noticed a difference. I think there is something significant about the distinction in regards to broken bones. I truly do. Someday I guess and I hope we will find out. Seems to me it might be similar to the difference between the Jesuit style of discipline and the military type discipline, though I know there have been anomalies in the military from time to time especially in war time such as people who went nuts like at My lai, Vietnam but not on a regular basis. The US military has rules in regards to prisoners and most abide the rules. Whereas the Vatican Jesuits don’t and are considered an army or the military part of the RCC/Vatican who take a vow to the devil. Most of the time they are in plain clothes to accomplish their evilish deeds. King James Bible And when ye shall see Jerusalem compassed with armies, then know that the desolation thereof is nigh. I think this is referring to the Vatican Jesuits as the armies and it’s cohorts. Why doesn’t it mention the Jesuits? GOOD QUESTION! If they are in plain clothes how would Jerusalem know? Kind of a mock in a way, I think, prophetically speaking which may have to do with a false prophet who also said the mustard seed was the smallest of seed which we have found out isn’t true but is in both the bible (the Synoptic Gospels and the Book of Islam (The Koran) though now I have read somewhere it has fudged a bit on the assertion by saying was instead of is, LOL which to a small minute (MINEWT as in M, LONG I, N, Double O, T) measure is a form of progress however the mustard seed never was the smallest of seed. Maybe the prophecy is actually historical view (kind of like O’reilly’s historical view) when Jesus was crucified meaning the Jesuits were the culprits which kind of makes sense and then blamed it on the Jews especially if Pontius Pilate was a pope in plain clothes and if he were a Jesuit it makes even more sense.

    Marine Corps veteran: I’m thankful I wasn’t offered assisted suicide

    when I was told I was dying three years ago

    If the mayor of Puerto Rico knew that her home was attacked by Cuba a Jesuit Nation on the heels of the attack on Houston I wonder if she would be a bit more patient with Trump’s response since Cuba was Obama’s pet project and testing Trump as President as he has a bunch of times with a bunch of maneuvers since Trump took office creating a great deal of trouble for everyone since he took office before him and after the Dems losing their President and blaming Russia for their loss after swindling the USA with a great deal of deception. The Mayor of Puerto Rico has gotten a good deal of attention and even some dynamic photo opportunities so me thinks the mayor is using the destruction for her own political and possible financial gain. If it were as bad as the Mayor of Puerto Rico said how is she able to be photoed and put on the internet? Certainly not as bad as the condition of people in Yemen. Read she was a Hillary supporter and she was disrupting the aid and supplies she was pictured with with supposedly and also with the help of the teamsters union or being wielded against her, I have no idea of the validity of the accusations.  It would not surprise me since reading Hillary and the Dems are pushing for gun control using Democrat guilt tactics AS USUAL (SO ROMAN CATHOLIC IT ISN’T BELIEVABLE ANYMORE) which is laughable on the heels of the massacre in Las Vegas without any facts or time for investigation, taking advantage of the massacre for their own gain politically.

    MANDALAY MASSACRE58 DEAD; 515 INJURED AT VEGAS CONCERTMACHINE GUN TERROR OVER STRIP

    It is hard for me to believe the Mandalay Bay didn’t have weapon alarms at the entrances and exits of the Mandalay Bay to protect their business. Maybe the weapons came via the rooftop which would mean he didn’t act alone. Sounds like he had an armada in his room and he sure couldn’t have used all of them so why did he store them in the Mandalay Bay? For political reasons? IT isn’t very expensive to have installed weapon detectors so something is definitely FISHY! I doubt he acted alone with so many arms at his disposal on the 34th floor or was it the 35th floor.  32nd floor. You only need one if it’s automatic. I think he is an scape goat. He had a lot of money and it is why he was chosen. ALOT OF MONEY! I wonder if there are shots going off at the same time might might be a clue if the shots or type of ammo used are different and popping at the same time. What happened to the ammunition collected by the woman who had a broken something or other bone in the Obama Administration?

    And a woman gave notice at the concert so it was planned by a group of people. IF he acted alone I doubt he would have told anyone. So this was a political gambit, obviously. The weapons could have been checked into a secure place if the hotel had weapons detectors at the entrances and exits and like in the wild west a sheriff would have taken the weapons so it could not be used in high places on the public which is a good measure for gun control. I don’t know why both sides of this issue are so one sided like amoebas. It’s common sense. Obviously Chicago is a failure having gun free zones that don’t prevent guns from being used by criminals in those zones but at least secure the high places for the sake of the public and I don’t think there was a deer hunting lodge in the hotel. If he had been on the street he would have had less chance of so many dying and wounded and more chance of being ambushed, overtaken, and racked with bullets in return even without the aid of the police.

    So the answer is mine.

    Bannon: It’d Be The ‘End Of Everything’ If Trump Turned Left

    On Gun Control

    Years ago I knew a girl who had a gun in her suitcase by mistake (however it might have been put there to test because she was kind of amazed) and wasn’t caught going via commercial airplane however years later when on a singing tour with a famous country singer Reba McIntyre she died in a small plane wreck I guess the plane rammed into the side of a mountain or maybe it was something else that felled the plane. I never got the details. Half of Reba McIntyres group were killed, I think. I did not know her very well but she was a friend of my ex and they toured together years before and before she went on tour with Reba MacIntyre as a backup singer. Her death kind of had a big affect on me because of her age, her talent and because she was an acquaintance so I painted a picture of her on porcelain with Reba McIntyre though I never finished it in total. Had a hard time painting Reba Macintyre for some reason. It seemed very unfair what happened to her. Now we have contraptions at airports to protect the public and I know they have contraptions for hotels and other high places probably much cheaper than what is at the airports. Anyway it ought to be considered as a good measure for gun control. In the olden days in order to drink in the saloon the sheriff made the drinkers give up their guns to him in order to drink to protect the public.

    And ISIS OF COURSE IS TAKING CREDIT (I wonder if the shooter had help from the russians. Not really. I was not wondering about the russians.) IF ISIS is responsible no one in their right mind would call for the gun control of legal gun ownership of the citizens of the USA. What we need to do is exile ISLAMIC influence in our country which would be a much better idea, don’t ya think? It was reported that the shooter was influenced by ISLAM and his friend was overseas at the time. When the establishment in Washington give up their protection (SECRET SERVICE, CIA, PARK POLICE, POLICE, GUARDS, PENTAGON AND ALL THE OTHER PROTECTIONS OUR CONGRESS AND HILLARY RELY ON andwhen the mayor of Chicago Rahm Emanuel can stop crime in the city he is responsible for as the mayor it might be possible to get a gun control conversation and legislation used for the UN-PROTECTION of US CITIZENS but until then it’s a psychopathic-sociopathic suggestion. IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN to the extent the DEMS would propose. IT’s political ridiculousness and really very childish hoping to gain followers who are mentally unstable or plain ole stupid and kind of cold-hearted YESSA MASSA and hopefully will be evident in the next elections with or without the help of the russians.

    Pastors and others are hoping hope will spread because of  or based on a massacre. Quite the opposite. I haven’t heard anyone suggest what I have suggested such as weapon detectors at the doors of any high rise building and all I can understand from the absence of common sense is some kind of pleasure of hope by shooting people from above like a sport. Get to hear all the heroic attempts is I guess part of the package of hope by creating a sick scenario for those heroic gestures and preventable if we could rise above politics and demand some common sense gun control with weapon detectors at the entrances of these big businesses who tower above the maddening crowds. First it was the airplanes and airports, then the high rise buildings……….

    Fox is helping to get donations….anything it says even 5 dollars etc on GOFUNDME. I’m not gong to donate to this crap, I’ll tell you that much because it is what it is, CRAP. I used to enjoy a really good art program called Poser with which you made human characters called bots and you made or photoed skins for the bots and could use other programs to attain the skins probably including photoshop and others which look real called textures. It’s definitely a scam for raising money and possibly for killing real people. I know what can be done in a sound studio especially using voice samples. On television or computer the bots do not need to be real robots so you can animate very real looking bots for a number of applications such as bullshit, propaganda, and donations. and I don’t want to feed the monster which tests us. I would rather kill the monster. 

    Anyway, THE BGEA is on it’s way with it’s pastors –

    To steal some of the limelight and

    to pray before you

    -so hold on to your purses and wallets and stay clear of them if you can however the BGEA doesn’t wear uniforms very much like the Jesuit army. The BGEA are vultures hoping to enslave more people and make use of the victims! Victims and their loved ones are a human resource to them to be used for profit.

    Trump is in Puerto Rico and in Nevada

    Can a person be in two places at once?

    Does a leopard change it’s spots

    and all the while Rex Tillerson is answering questions about whether he said Trump was a moron and nothing about Las Vegas or Puerto Rico, Florida or Houston is mentioned or asked. Kind of strange and kind or eerie at the same time.

    This Trump is in Nevada with his wife to give solace to the victims and families as the President of the USA and as first lady speaking being shown on Fox News and before him was a politician of  Nevada who said “We must keep the faith” even if it is based on a lie, an untruth, a prevarication, an exaggeration, and based on the false covenant? What do the the people get in exchange for this deal.  I know what you get, but what do they get?

    DEATH? 

    INTENTIONAL Negligence? PURPOSEFUL Stupidity on the part of the government? MOCKERY?

    Ironically, the sheriff’s name resembles the name of Jesuit Fedriko Lombardi however his name is Lombardo. Kind of a mockery which evil loves. EXCUSES, EXCUSE, EXCUSES about Benghazi, BUT WHEN that DAY comes what you gonna do then? You won’t get a chance! Check out the picture at the top of the page because God does work in mysterious ways regardless of:

    “The best laid schemes o’ mice an’ men / Gang aft agley”.

    So the police have a film in their defense from a body cam which isn’t exactly full of information, of course. Most aren’t in the know anyway. Pawns. Some very good ones.

    Revelation is here

    so do what you must. Judas did what he must.

    The shooter has problems more than likely because our government has shirked its responsibilities for years and lived like princes and princesses while the people suffer a slow economical meltdown because of mistakes and purposeful malfeasance such as ObamaCare and hospice not even reading the legislation and signing it so must have been under the influence of something powerful to have done it something invisible and odorless via air ducts which is not outlandish in that it was done in Russia by Islamic terrorists and I believe was how the assassination of JFK was accomplished and both of these events happened quite a few years ago (and i happened to see a guy who looked like Obama at the sign at the time when JFK his arms and elbow and hands to his neck) was incapacitated with some kind of contraption remote control device via the car he was in when he grabbed his throat and the guy sitting next to the sign who sauntered away in the other direction afterwards away from the grassy knoll across the field in his funny looking pants and funny looking shoes calmly and unaffected by the shots fired afterwards. MOB STYLE. He also predicted he would be president when he was a kid or so he says. I also noticed a person who looked like a blind sheik at the airport beforehand at Love Field.) and if it can happen then why not now and have no memory as result of the component used such as Dragons/Devil’s breath which look like hanging flowers as in Hanging gardens of Babylon grown in South America and probably elsewhere and is a component used in or a derivative of sea sickness medicine and is also tasteless.

    Now it is reported the onslaught in Las Vegas happened for 10 minutes and not 7 minutes and another door not the door to the shooter’s apartment caused an alarm to go off so someone obviously got away via the door/entrance or exit who had an escape plan and the person found is the scapegoat, I think.

    Nancy Pelosi should be fired and sued! Just sign it don’t read it, Nancy Pelosi. It is a control drug to control government by a very nasty COUP of assholes. I would not it past Obama to have employed it for his prophet. I know he has used it or something like it because of the reactions of the people against him politically and the press when he arrives late to prepare them to be his yes men so he could be treated like their kitten during many political events because he is EVIL. He was groomed by Kissinger who was hired by the Vatican to be the president. TAKE IT SERIOUSLY.

    And this: Peggy Noonan is a putz as well. A dumb putz.

    The shooter in Las Vegas young picture is not the same person as the picture of the shooter as an older person and he doesn’t have eyebrows in the older picture of him so something is definitely up with the lack of eyebrows. I think it’s a clue, a weird clue but there are cults who do things like it for some reason. It ought to be considered as a possibility. Sounds weird but some cults wear pony tails and and beg for money at airports. Some might shave their eyebrows. etc I’m amazed by the resilience of the man that lost his wife of 32 years who was shot in the head in Las Vegas and two days later appearing on the Hannity Show. Did they skip the funeral and the coroner. Maybe he was the guy shooting on the ground. OR maybe in shock but definitely pro NRA by his testimony on Hannity. I guess the whole Las Vegas fiasco had nothing to do with politics! He said his wife was behind him but I bet he’s lying. Seemed like he was enjoying the attention on the show WAY TOO MUCH and very little sadness. There are killers who get off on attention, getting on a tv show, mocking. Sorry Sean Hannity stooped so low and has a memory of a sieve. I would love to know how he attained this guy for an appearance on the show. I remember when Sean Hannity interviewed the guy who shot Trayvon Martin and he was definitely guilty and Sean Hannity couldn’t see how evil the guy was because of politics. His best interview and his worst judgement. Yea, definitely we are experiencing Revelation and Armageddon all at once. Hannity admitted once he was a Fundamentalist. A Fundamentalist What. THIS MAY SOUND REALLY MEAN BUT IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN BETTER HAD YOU NEVER BEEN BORN! PROBABLY WHY YOU WERE HIRED AT FOX. HONESTLY, YOU REALLY BLEW IT AND YOU OUGHT TO RETIRE AND THINK ABOUT THE HARM YOU CAUSED. REFLECT A LITTLE AND QUIT THE JOB FOR YOUR SOUL’S SAKE AND FOR OUR COUNTRY! WHILE YOU ARE AT IT REVIEW YOUR WORK AT PIVOTAL POINTS (TRAYVON MARTIN because he was a freak and ESPECIALLY, YOUR INSENSITIVITY ABOUT WOMEN) AND TRY TO CORRECT IT IN A DIFFERENT MEDIUM. ATONE. YOU ARE SURROUNDED BY EVIL AND IT HAS AFFECTED YOUR MIND AND POSSIBLY THE PACE OF IT MORE THAN LIKELY HAS BEEN DESTRUCTIVE TO YOU BUT YOU BETTER TRY IF YOU CARE ABOUT YOUR SOUL AND YOUR FAMILY BEFORE IT’S TOO LATE. BECAUSE YOU ARE BEING USED. CORRUPTED. EVIL IS TRICKY VERY TRICKY AND YOU HAVE BEEN TRICKED AND THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH QUITTING AN EVIL COMPANY. ITS SICK. IF it weren’t sick wouldn’t the company talk about hospice, Mother Teresa, the sins of the RCC for 2000 years in order to educate the public about the NWO and what it means to the public if it cared about the public it serves, but not really. It serves itself. Hannity with Newt Gingrich the problem is called intellectual dishonesty on both sides of the aisle. Kiss policeman’s ass for the good ones, but what about the bad ones. ON EVERY ISSUE the same. One way to solve the political intellectual dishonesty is a third and fourth party system. I guess from what I heard Hannity says he doesn’t like Vegas I guess because it is supposed to be decadent but no more than drinking excessive beer on a regular basis and kissing ass. I love the game of poker and all the other ones. I don’t enjoy topless shows but I’m a heterosexual female (in other words I’m not Bill O’reilly- massacres are not the price of freedom as Bill O’reilly says however massacres are encouraged by political correctness and the likes of Bill O’reilly (Jesuits), the RCC (Vatican), Evangelicalism (BGEA), Islam and fascism which loves to test freedom. Remember what Franklin Graham said MORE CHRISTIANS ARE GONNA DIE. Said it more than once. HOW DOES HE KNOW what truly is in a person’s heart and mind and what isn’t and especially from 32 stories/floors away and if the person really accepted Christ or something or someone else the way he evangelizes – “Just ask Jesus into your heart”. Do you realize how many people name their kids Jesus? LOTS and LOTS! HOWEVER IN SPANISH IT IS PRONOUNCED HEY ZEUS.) and they’re only boobs and think we can do better however the big hats and costumes are interesting and Las Vegas is a fun place if you don’t over gamble, see some good shows, and enjoy the buffets. I never went to see the boobs. Cheap flights. Beautiful mountains nearby and some good restaurants in those mountains. Beautiful skies above especially at night. Some of the nicest Christians go there. Tahoe as well and some other places in Arizona and then there is Hoover Dam which is quite amazing. There are even Jack rabbits the size of kangaroos in the desert that like to jump in front of your car especially at night. I don’t know why he has all off a sudden gotten to be so obnoxious about his morals: I guess it rubbed off on his nose with Laura InGraham. We will never know the truth about the shooter because how often has the press been truthful? Not much. The sheriff isn’t being honest. Hiding something, something big. I can tell by his eyes darting around not wanting to look anyone in the eye for very long. He’s involved somehow. His expressions behind Trump when Trump was speaking were interesting as well. 3 times. HOPE… DANGER And something else. I think it’s a false flag of some kind by the way he was acting and at the same time just as deceitful and dangerous. The picture of the shooter with his eyes closed which I’m not sure how he was photoed this way, is kind of like the blind sheik, isn’t it?

    What if this man was under the influence of Devil’s breath? Sending hundreds of thousands of dollars abroad. Kind of unusual. The effects last about a week with one blow in the face.

    AUDIO: VEGAS SURVIVOR TELLS SAVAGE SHE HEARD MULTIPLE SHOOTERS

    The girl in the video says she heard more than one shooter and types of gunfire at the same time and also said someone was on the ground shooting or at ground level shooting people. IF so, having weapon alarm devices at entrances and exits of high-rises is still a good idea. I doubt a shooter on the ground would be so bold without someone above covering him with gunfire.  It’s a military tactic, obviously. The money aspect is kind of interesting sending money for her and her family to buy a home and live in a muslim nation. I think the nation of the Phillipines is and the surrounding area near Indonesia and the other 9 nations of the ASEAN union is very islamic not that all of the people want to be but are forced to be Islamic, I think. The same area where the airline disappeared at a high altitude. Same area where the brother of Kim Jung Un was assassinated. I think prophetically in bible terms/imagery are the ten toes i.e. the ten toes of ASEAN.  TEN TOES OF ISLAM/SAUDI ARABIA I think this was an islamic attack on the USA using a white man. Big deal, it’s not as if islam hasn’t used white people before. Islam uses white people all the time because of oil because Islam thinks they can and because we allow it. Eventually we won’t allow it, from the sounds of it biblically speaking but it will take President with the determination to not be a pawn of Islam and a military to back him up. The odd thing the girl on the tape talking to Michael Savage was he asked her did she tell anyone else the authorities involved and she said no, and he asked why and she said they didn’t ask. Which when a crime occurs you usually can’t hold back the information unless stifled somehow and she was referring to CBS. So it was kind of a funny interview and he told her to slip away into the night because CBS ins’t trustworthy and because her life might be in jeopardy.

    Vegas Killer Stephen Paddock Bought 33 Guns in One Year – $600 Rifle He Purchased on Way to Vegas Is Missing

    LINKED ARTICLE ABOVE BECAUSE OF THE POSSIBILITIES AND COMMENTS

    HAIR-RAISING QUESTIONS ABOUT VEGAS MYSTERY KILLER

    His brother, more than likely helped. He acted kind of crazy! Brother against brother.

    In any case the plane that disappeared with a bunch of people on board, the two girls who used nerve agent on Kim Jung Un’s brother at an airport in the same area, unwittingly, and this murder suicide in Las Vegas are probably interconnected since he sent money to the Phillipines and maybe some sort of reaction in defiance or in collusion with some stuff happening in the area of ASEAN a ten member nation coalition of some other country and it happens to be below and a bit to the right of Saudi Arabia which is a muslim nation and so are the ten nations of the ten toes. Remember the attack on the train station in Japan might have clues as well because they used nerve agent I think. Obama visited a woman who was a national leader in the area and I think he probably is involved as well. Stirring up trouble and little slaves to do his misfortune. Also near Vietnam, Cambodia all the countries we were at war with in the past because of communism. I think the fact that the ten nation conglomerate is muslim/islamic is a clue. A BIG ONE. Before or at the beginning of the Obama Administration the Catholic Church/Vatican wanted to Romanize the catholics of China is another clue. Both Roman Catholicism and Islam religions want to rule the world and indirectly and directly are causing problems throughout the world and the guns in the room of the shooter since he couldn’t possibly use all of the weaponry is propaganda (PURE AND SIMPLE) and he said in earlier in testimony on a lawsuit earlier in his life that he doesn’t do sun meaning I think indirectly he is muslim. A struggle with and against each other. Islam and Roman Catholicism. And I believe since Obama wanted to disarm US citizenry and I think is causing some of the problems here and abroad so the future will belong to those who don’t insult him and of course, he’s nuts. He’s pulling the strings.

    Neither Islam nor Roman Catholicism wants to do the dishes.

    I had an aunt who was kind of funny in some ways. Collected a bunch of magazines etc and wasn’t into cleaning house. Used to fall asleep at the light of intersections when she was older. When coming to my sister’s home for a family gathering attempted to park her car in the circular driveway and ended up ruining a neighbors lawn sprinkler system by running over the heads. Because she didn’t always like to clean up she I heard threw away dishes instead. She was kind of sweet in some ways but kind weird in others. I heard she said on her death bed or near the time of her death she said “Beam me up, Scotty. ” Pissed off my sister who had a reputation she wanted to keep which was difficult because of Gary her husband. I remember spilling something on her couch (it was leather or faux leather) so it wasn’t a big deal and could be wiped up easily but she had a hissy fit about it. It was degrading as if she never spilt anything. Miss perfect. She wasn’t always this way but towards me she often was because of Gary even though I took care of her kids often, taught one to swim when she couldn’t being pregnant, helped them out in many ways to help boost their marriage, saved her grandson from falling off a cliff so to speak, and many other things, etc. Like when her husband lost beaucoups of money of his and his main client on the stock market and they decided to keep it under wraps when you are supposed to relate the loss to the client but he was family etc. Blamed me and I think she blamed my mom because it was her brother because he called me about it and I didn’t tell her that he had called and that he asked a point blank question and I told him. My sister had to move down the totem pole into a 4 bedroom, 3 bath home with a pool and a jacuzzi. It was tough. Then she hospices my mom without telling me for two weeks until she died. I can’t tell you how many times things get spilt or have been spilt in my dwellings and on my furniture besides what pets do to furniture. She overreacted to many things. Little things. The neighbors were nice about my aunt and understood. I don’t know who paid for the sprinkler heads but it was a minor thing and understandable for her age. In fact, I think the neighbors laughed about it once they realized what happened. My grandmother when at the theater someone gave her a hard piece of candy and she sucked on it throughout part of the movie and then complained it was tasteless, and then realized she hadn’t removed the wrapping. At another time she was waiting for my aunt to pick her up at some place and got into the car and looked over to the driver’s side and was aghast when she realized it wasn’t my aunt. It was a stranger because she got into the wrong car. LOL funny stuff. Both lived together: my grandmother did the cooking and dishes and my aunt worked for my uncle’s company doing what she was capable of doing and it all worked out. My sister needs to remember the good things more than the bad but the bad sticks out more like a sore thumb. We had great times together when she and her friends were not on a hell bent crusade to screw me over because of Gary. Her friends truly were not her friends. She should have handled him better. I hope she remembers her family who loved her. The BGEA have ways to try to make a person forget, because it’s the BGEA game to make slaves. Peer pressure is one of those ways. False reputation is another being shills of Roman Catholicism. Entrapment is another and many stinky bullshit type stuff. And of course hospice the ultimate weapon of fascism. As far as wars are concerned if fascism grows and more attacks on our country occur because of stupidity and terrorism more than like likely our military will need to grow and that might include a draft which might include young black men, young white men, young spanish men, including young illegals as well, etc. depending on the size and nature of it and not sure if this time there will be exclusions if it grows large enough.

    Kellyanne Conway’s Rambling Nonsense May Have Broken Chris Cuomo

    BUMP STOCKS IS AN INTERESTING SUBJECT WHICH KELLY ANNE CONWAY BROUGHT UP: REMEMBER WHEN BARACK OBAMA SAID SOMETHING ABOUT BUMPS IN THE ROAD? DARK SENTENCES. GOOD JOB, KELLY ANNE!

    KELLYANNE CONWAY BLAMES OBAMA FOR NOT REGULATING BUMP STOCKS

    White House defends Obama’s ‘bump in the road’ comment | TheHill

    Obama Says Attacks In Libya And Egypt Are Just “Bumps In The Road …

    Obama on Recent Middle East Violence: ‘Bumps in the Road’ 

    HE ALSO SAID IT AROUND THE TIME AND AS A PALESTINIAN WAS BEING DRAGGED TO HIS DEATH BY PALESTINIAN MOTORCYCLISTS IN THE WEST BANK. REMEMBER? AROUND THE TIME OF THE TUNNELS FOUND FROM EGYPT. I DO REMEMBER. BECAUSE HE IS LIKE CALIGULA: GETS OFF ON THE SUFFERING, PAIN AND DEATH OF OTHERS. A SICK SADISTIC MOTHER FUCKER AND HE NEEDS TO BE “HANDLED”

    HOWEVER IT CAN BE ACCOMPLISHED!

    Lack of bump stocks would not have prevented the crime in Las Vegas because of illegal arms etc but might have made it harder. Entryway and exits of high-rises with equipment to detect arms with radar or whatever is accurate for the job would have prevented it from above but nevertheless great clue and jogging my memory of the dark sentences from Obama. THANK YOU! One guest on Fox referred to the Las Vegas massacre as occurring four months ago. Probably a slip of the tongue. Who knows? I ‘m surprised by how fast Fox is able to get the pictures of the victims so quickly of their victim montages. Within a few days. Greg Gutfeld mentioned today high tech type protection might be the best response however I don’t think drones or breaching the privacy of americans need be used. Drones didn’t help at Benghazi and I think we might regret it later whereas like airports type security is the best avenue. IT WASN’T A LONE GUNMAN. Nearby is an air base which could have been used to deal with the window area in matter of minutes this could have been thwarted with the right weaponry. TEAR GAS….etc. could have been used if we had the means such as aircraft to respond quickly which we do: Nellis Air Force Base. I wonder why it wasn’t handled in such a manner. Isn’t it why we have an Air Force? I’m not buying some of the reports because it doesn’t sound feasible the air force wasn’t involved. I think this was a political/religious strong-arming event for gun control vs NRA at the expense of the citizens. A FALSE FLAG sort of gerrymandering for unity when there is none. Someone didn’t do their homework, IMO. I know our government watches those who buy guns they just ignored it or weren’t doing their jobs. Even Putin could have done better and would have done better. He warned about the Boston Marathon; he warned the FBI. One of Trumps appointees knew about the family and wrote a book about the family involved as if studying them yet didn’t help or warn anyone. She was a political/foreign affairs advisor to Fox News. She isn’t very good. What’s her name? She has kind of a funny name, and I think she is Turkish perhaps, probably of the religion of Orthodox catholic, oh yea it’s KT McFarland;) THE BUSINESS OF FAITH. How many minutes did it take for an airliner to be shot down which was meant to either hit the stock market or the white house? Not very many. It helps to have pre-knowledge, doesn’t it? The ex thinks the air force is incapable of finding a broken window on the Mandalay Bay at night and is incapable of handling a terrorist situation, if so, we can kiss our asses goodbye. I think the Air Force is capable (The Air Force ought to be) but perhaps there was a intelligence interference of some kind or something of this nature. Or infighting between government entities for the sake of a massacre. It ought to be investigated though. I guess the ex doesn’t know about night vision. We had our famous arguing because

    WHAT IS a moron?

    He told me the other day about some person he read about eclipses and as signs of biblical things so i asked “did the eclipse make you hospice your mom?” It kind of curtailed the argument after a few insults.

    Rex Tillerson doesn’t deal with that kind of nonsense I think in regards to the insult moron but how does anyone know he said it is what I would like to know but I don’t think we will find out and possibly the moron comment could have only been bait;) War games! This is war – a very important part of war.

    I think Joe Biden would call it “cleaning the stables.”

    UK PM ANNOUNCES ‘EVERYONE WILL NOW AUTOMATICALLY BE ORGAN DONOR’

     I recall Pope Benedict XVl said he would not donate or give permission to have his organs donated. However the church of Rome went into defense mode and said it was because he is the direct descendent of Peter because of his title POPE being elected with signals sent out by smoke rings/signals when one is elected (american indian kind of communication) somehow by virtue of Jesus being born of a virgin and is also an Islamic belief, like the mustard seed and I guess Peter’s descendants are varied German, Argentinian, Polish, etc. Doesn’t really make any sense but sense is not important to either religion.

    See I have been at this a long time because he said it a long time ago.

    Here is an example of the american indian contribution against Fascism in ww11″

    One Of The Last Living Navajo Code Talkers From WWII Has Died

    I don’t have to read the article to know what the article is referring to and it was very cool and shows americans do have some advantages in some ways because of diversity in our ranks using languages at least in the past.I think I’ll read it when I feel like reading something important because it was a big deal in WWll.

    It would be fantastic if there was something invented to make firearms unusable/inoperable in public places but it would take a very creative inventor to achieve those kind of results. Maybe a laser type invention.

    I WOULD CERTAINLY GUARD HOOVER DAM JUST IN CASE!

    Reminds me of the Boston Marathon idiosyncrasies and lies, Sandy Hook Elementary idiosyncrasies and lies, and many others during the Obama Administration. Her voice sounded familiar too. like the woman whose daughter was mowed down recently in CharlOTESVILLE Virginia when she said something about her daughter being magnified. I doubt Michael Savage would manipulate her voice using a sound studio, would he? The turning point in WWll and against suicidal maniacs at the time was the attack on Japan their holy sites and we won the war. And those were short range. It’s horrible but there comes a time when you have to stand up against evil (and at the time Japan was on the wrong side taking advice and being a MOTHER OF ALL martyrs for the Jesuits. Why? I don’t know.) if you want to win the war against terrorism. ISLAM IS AT WAR WITH US since 9-11 and ISIS is an excuse a distraction used by the Vatican and ISLAM. Was Osama Bin Laden ISIS? HE WAS SAUDI ARABIAN and so were his little men. DID the Saudis apologize or pay restitution or build ISLAMIC shit nearby. Terrorism is psychological terror used by a religion as well as physical terror. Dealing a heavy blow to a religion at war is needed for starters. OBVIOUSLY and if you like to win. I like winning. I also resent having to give up my privacy to accommodate a religion at war with the world and it’s whore Roman Catholicsm/Vatican or vice versa. I would like to see my country back to normal with a few improvements but ISLAM is not one of them.

    Media find Vegas shooter’s motive: He’s white!

    Once when I was in Las Vegas with the husband a man who was upset I guess driving the opposite direction threw a beer bottle through our window as we were driving which cut open my husbands arm pretty badly and he had a gig to play having to use his arm to play it. He was white, I think. It happened so quickly it was hard to know but i assumed he was white because Las Vegas tends to be white except for the exceptional singer/artist Tina Turner who played in Las Vegas for quite a while. I’m sure the reason for the attack had something to do with whiteness of Las Vegas, not that african americans don’t like to play poker or gamble. Other famous african american artists also made a killing in Las Vegas after their careers kind of went south and some it helped boost their careers again. Safety net for has beens who still have a lot to contribute. TRUTH BE TOLD! So much for beer bottles. Cut his arm wide open. I had to hold his arm as he drove to the hospital because his muscle was showing underneath cut and bleeding profusely. It was a working vacation. Why don’t both Hannity and InGraham ever bring up hospice and Mother Teresa’s solution? Kind of interesting as the lack of interest about Benghazi by Bill O’reilly. Are they complicit? Do either believe Jesus of the Gospel of John when he said FEED MY SHEEP? HMMM? It’s related to Hospice and a warning even unto you. A 2000 year old warning. Why not some Fox News shows about the Vatican’s child abuse and the Vatican’s child porn? Not interested? Complicit? Or are those subjects OFF LIMITS which means you are agents of the RCC, right, who pays your salary? You wield your religiosity kind of un-fairly.

    The press is not doing their jobs and all of them should be fired. 

    Instead of talking about gun control how about let’s talk about

    BEER and white nosing up Laura InGraham’s ass!’

    This kind of shit didn’t happen when I was 15 an 16 years of age when I had an abortion. This happened in the generation that used hospice on my mom.

    Evil is as evil does.

    This kind of shit escalated during the Obama Administration. The only way to stop this kind of shit is to deal a heavy blow to ISLAM and the VATICAN. A heavy blow both evil cults will never forget. Both do not understand anything but strength. We should know it by now. I do. The flesh is weak etc. It’s time to show both evil occults our strength, flex our muscles,

    and know God will Bless America if we do:

    Merangue’s Blog

    Did you see Gabrielle Giffords on Fox news with her astronaut husband? using her of course and she knows down deep inside and he said “….gun control working towards a/the solution” and she smiled as he said “solution” as in NAZiSM, Mother Teresa, Hospice, etc. is what these people are working towards.

    Murder suicide. 

    The news says Trump is going to criminalize abortion after 20 weeks on Fox News site. IT’S A BIT LATE, ISN’T IT,

    AND Truly

    It won’t save America if he does.

    LOL 

    Leave it to Fox News and Laura In-Graham’s influence to try to drum it in on their Roman Catholic crusade towards death.

    I have heard for years that hair is dead. WHY DOES IT GROW?

    Talk about AN inane response to gun control and a massacre in Nevada. Anyway it may take a military overthrow to set things back in order if Trump can’t come to terms with what he is facing. A moment of silence is rather silly and doesn’t mean anything

    EXCEPT ON THE SABBATH,

    perhaps but he may not have the luxury then as most reporters won’t either. It’s blaming women again. Jesus did not commit to man because he knew WHAT was in man.  A BUNCH OF BULLS-SHIT. and sperm full of little tadpoles that wiggle hence are alive by some standards. Do sperm feel pain? I never asked.

    Human sperm on 1000x 1600x under a microscope

    Stallion semen microscopy

    A MOMENT OF SILENCE IS A BUSH IDEA AND IS NOT A PRAYER. IT’S NOT AN ANYTHING OTHER THAN A NOTHING. LOL

    A MOMENT OF SILENCE EVENTUALLY IS RIGHT BEFORE SOME TRUMPET OR AFTER A TRUMPET WHEN A SEAL IS BROKEN INVOLVING THE VATICAN’S DESTRUCTION. SAVE YOUR SILENCE FOR THEN,

    WHY DON’T YOU?

    BECAUSE AT THAT POINT THERE WILL BE NOTHING YOU CAN DO TO STOP IT.

    (FAMILY JOKE YOU WOULDN’T UNDERSTAND UNLESS YOU KNEW MY MOM VERY WELL.)

    Since most people think the false prophet is gonna help (the one in the Synoptic Gospels who said the mustard seed was the smallest of seed when it wasn’t the smallest of seed) are afraid of ISLAM and THE RCC who are not GOD. Appeasing  false gods before them because of a lack of discernment and a lack of a back bone. Hence worms. There is a verse in the bible about all different kinds of worms and by doing so are giving the go ahead for Hospice and are making a big mistake and it will destroy our freedom in total not only for women but for men who aren’t really men,  but revelation will continue as well which includes AKBAR OBAMA and others mentioned and the business of faith a vicious circle of death. From what I read it has two parts which add up to about 7 years about the amount of time of two terms of a two-term president. So it is doubly hard time ahead for everyone because of their stupidity and making women scapegoats for worms. Go ahead and make fools of yourselves because this day will grow shorter sooner;) which is good for me and bad for you. Besides I don’t think anything is gonna stop Revelation because the cat is out of the bag so to speak and it seems like the ones taking the punishment most of all at this time are the ones following a false god even though the people could have more information at hand being stifled for political religious reasons and financial gain (profit for the false prophet) and those that try to contain/detain/thwart the truth will be heading the wrong directions and will have to answer to GOD for their nonsense and spend time with AKBAR OBAMA for eternity and couple of others mentioned. Black lives won’t matter, nor white lives, nor brown, nor yellow. Those who follow a false god won’t get to take their talents, their assets, loved ones with them however those that don’t follow a false god will when Revelation is finished and a new day begins. The 7th day. At this moment we are in the tail end of the 6th day. Remember the 6 day war? WHO WON? So if you get some truth regardless of the charades, false flags and events, false politics and false religion hold on to the truth which will set you free. Every bit counts. God knows how hard those bits are to grasp and keep because of deception but they will multiply and the opposite for the those who don’t. Life will accelerate for those who don’t and the opposite for those who do even after death.

    The first one.

    It’s my interpretation and my observance and the dead do speak in their way and I receive signs because I have devoted myself to the truth which lead me to believe my conclusions. Sort of a parallel universe going on. I ‘m going for my dreams because they are tangible and I get to keep them develop my talents in the mean while and have something to look forward to where I want to be and with whom doing what I want to do IN THE FUTURE WITHOUT ISLAM (and the RCC it’s whore or vice-versa, who cares? A 69 IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN – BOTH ARE EVIL)

     IT’S FALSE PROPHET, AND IT’S FOLLOWERS AND INCLUDING THE NEW WORLD ORDER. It has to conclude sometime, doesn’t it?

    YES it does regardless of worms.

    “Worms is a city in Rhineland-Palatinate, Germany, situated on the Upper Rhine about 60 kilometres south-southwest of Frankfurt-am-Main. It had approximately 85,000 inhabitants as of 2016.”

    I will continue to write to help those God chooses. God knows our desires and our needs to be happy and content in the new day approaching

    (AND JESUS OF THE GOSPEL OF JOHN SAID OUR PARENTS DO TOO.)

    THE FUTURE!

    HE DIDN’T SAY OUR FETUSES knew what was best for us.

    THE MUSTARD SEED DEBACLE/HOSPICE WAS/IS THE BIG SIGN FOR THOSE WHO ARE INTERESTED IN THE FUTURE. I KNOW I AM!

    FOX IS DEFINITELY AFFLICTED AND HAS BEEN FOR A LONG TIME.

    I’M NOT AFFLICTED THOUGH OTHERS TRY TO AFFLICT ME AND I HAVEN’T BEEN AFFLICTED, NOR EVER WILL BE AFFLICTED BECAUSE I KNOW THE TRUTH AND I WIELD IT VERY WELL. I DID MY HOMEWORK and when I had my abortion I knew it was the right thing to do and so did the ARMY psychiatrist and so did my parents and my sister because I did not want to have a baby. God forgave me and them then when the decision was finalized. He knew ahead of time. WAY AHEAD Of TIME. I Guess you might say my parents with the help of God groomed me even after their death for such a time as this, because I loved them and they loved me:

    Fantastic parents.

    AS STATED EARLIER: My God is not UR God. Mine is better.

    When the ITALIAN restaurant nearby can add more than two pieces of meat to a meal they charge outrageous prices for is when I predict gun legislation in order for her to protect herself from her maddening customers. She should be fired however she owns the restaurant. I hope it goes under. IT’s CRAP leaning on the PISA.

    On Judge Jeanine she had a few guests and one told about the good things Trump did for Puerto Rico before and after the hurricane and I believe her, but Puerto Rico was hit hard, twice in a two week period however not sure the damage is worse than or better than what Houston had to endure. Perhaps the Mayor of San Juan was freaking out but nevertheless check out the you tube about Yemen. I know in africa often times supplies sent for victims and those being abused by warring tribes were stolen so it could have happened in Puerto Rico as well. There are a bunch you tubes about Yemen and the starvation when you go to the you tube to watch and it is horrible.

    I guess SNL doesn’t know Houston very well. Lots of african americans live there especially after Hurricane Katrina but even before. I know because I lived there for a while before Katrina. Houstonites quite a few helped them immensely. They sure didn’t have to and many of them didn’t even deduct it from their taxes. Did it from the kindness of their hearts unlike I suspect Franklin Graham who I guarantee uses tax dedutions for his enterprise called Samaritan’s Purse and uses those who are kind of heart for his own reputation and probably had a great deal to do with the ENORMOUS TAX CODE.

    At least ALEC Baldwin is funny! It helps and President’s expect parody. The other guy in the show wasn’t funny. He should be fired! Oh yea he’s african american, he can’t be expected to think for himself. His act was gratuitous political Bull shit.

    He must be SNL’s Uncle Tom, because he isn’t funny.

    I know whose ass he is kissing. “The future must not belong to those who insult the prophet of islam” is who he is kissing but I guarantee he will wish he didn’t when THAT day comes because he is gonna have to jump through some hefty super tough hoops to get where he is gonna want to be and hopefully will be able to play basketball. Yessir Massa!

    POLLY WANNA CRACKER?

    Uncle Tom is the title character of Harriet Beecher Stowe’s 1852 novel, Uncle Tom’s Cabin. The term “Uncle Tom” is also used as a derogatory epithet for an excessively subservient person!!!!!

    I just learned from an Imam/Iman in Australia that Muslims aren’t only a race but a religion of Islam. I have always been confused by the distinction and there isn’t a distinction.  In order to be Muslim you have to adhere to Islam even though most can’t read nor understand the Koran and those that can read can’t únderstand the Koran without 4 other books to explain the meaning and the guy I heard though I got totally turned off by his demeanor because it’s fake and couldn’t finish the you tube said the 4 books are full of craziness. Sounds like Catholicism, doesn’t it? Similar anyway. Like the aggie jokes about how many aggies does it take to screw in a light bulb I guess the same goes for the religion of Islam for muslims. I remember AKBAR OBAMA saying “the future must not belong to those who insult the prophet of Islam” at the UN and saying something about teaching a lesson they will never forget, etc. Something about something in space and letting it out of the box to stretch it’s legs, etc and perhaps is assisting in the weather anomalies to strengthen storms using HAARP technology. I do remember the bald twins who were astronauts one parading around a Jewish Senator (his wife Gabrielle Giffords) FOR OBAMA in order to try to disarm the citizens of the USA. His wife, Gabrielle Giffords was shot in the head as well as some others including a district attorney and I think he was killed but I recall he was investigating Fast and Furious and possibly the Justice Department and possibly investigating it’s head Eric Holder (in regards to illegal arms) and the district attorney was also at the same Safeway. A teenager was also killed. Does that bother the unfunny SNL skitterer? Did the unfunny skittered ever make mention of it on SNL against the presidency of Barack Obama (AKBAR OBAMA)? OR mention the Hawaiian vacation during the aftermath of the devastating hurricane Sandy? OR THE UNUSUALLY CONVENIENT DEATH OF SEN. INOUYE to accommodate the vacation in Hawaii? You eat his crumbs and for what. Do you think he cares about you? Do you really want to end up where he is heading eating crumbs. The crumbs you are gonna eat won’t taste good and will be burnt to a crisp. I would think of a different strategy for survival if I were you. Maybe the bald astronaut twin is up there assisting. We shall see eventually. Perhaps there is a place in CUBA causing the strengthening of storms in the gulf and on the east coast. Definitely was used I think at FUKUSHIMA if you read his tweets at the time, speaking in dark sentences then and many other times and never ever examined or questioned as to the meaning of those dark sentences by the press somehow. Noone ever dissented or discerned him nor tried to but me. Many many kissed his ass because he was supposedly african american but not FOR african Americans or so many would not have perished during his administration. He isn’t african american. His wife may be but he isn’t. He is using her substance while doing other things. Like Jesus of the Synoptic Gospels who used women and their substance which the bible says i.e. the False prophet and said the mustard seed was the smallest of seed and lied: LOVE IS BLIND as the sheik at the airport demonstrated. BUT NOT ALL!  Why was her portrait at Benghazi holding an automatic weapon in sandals with heals and rolled up jeans not wearing a wig and swollen from facial surgery and it could have been Las Vegas as well and not his portrait? (One, because she is african-american. Two, because she is a female but she is aging and his daughters aren’t or she wouldn’t have had to have plastic surgery before the election. Her daughters are his achillee’s heel.) You have to wonder, don’t ya? LOL. Everyone has an agenda involved in this war, don’t we? Because we are at war, a weird war but just as deadly as any other, but it will get worse. And I think my sides gonna win for a number of reasons.

    ONE: TRUTH MATTERS.

    Not necessarily about our personal lives but about GOD.

    TWO: TRUTH MATTERS ABOUT GOD.

    Obviously, God didn’t mean for us to give away our military secrets in order to beat the enemy.  I doubt it.

    TWO WITNESSES

    Vatican Recalls Priest From U.S. Amid Child Porn Investigation

    “The Vatican declined to identify the priest, but said he was currently in Vatican City and that Vatican prosecutors had launched their own probe.”

    The military does it’s own probes as well in regards to an individual who breaks military protocol and it’s rules usually when serving in a war under duress and usually  under immense stress so there is a difference unlike the Vatican. Obviously the Vatican priests are the Vatican’s military. The nuns are it’s WACs. The military in the USA isn’t a religion but the Vatican is a religion and child porn isn’t usually a military probe. The Vatican has continuously practiced child porn and hide it and often send the guilty to a new parish to continue to hurt kids, OPKs. (other peoples kids) and should never be trusted to run the businesses of adoptions and orphanages. The Jesuits made a vow for revenge when a building was destroyed harboring nazis during WWll so whose side was the RCC on? It wasn’t ours. I included the message by Ian Paisley about it in a number of posts linked on

    Merangue’s Blog

    because of the obvious collusion of the Vatican with ISLAM and Fascism. The Vatican has had a chance to change and it hasn’t and waxed worse and worse. The victory could have been the Vatican victory as well but the Vatican chose not to have victory and chose instead to undermine and desolate with their cohorts for their own asses. It was a great time to change and the Vatican chose not to. 

    Vatican-Vetted Magazine Accuses Steve Bannon of ‘Apocalyptic Geopolitics’

    Why does the Vatican in particular the Jesuits care if we build a wall?

    Is the Vatican really surrounded by walls?

    She might have been recuperating and she might have been in a state of some form of anesthesia not sure. Perhaps she was drugged. Who knows. It isn’t the kind of clothing people wear during a terrorist attack. In her other hand she has a syringe. Did she have plastic surgery in Law Vegas? AKBAR OBAMA was groomed by Kissinger who was hired by the Vatican and to top it off the Vatican or someone who was there said the devil had entered the Vatican about the same time frame as the many broken bones of leaders and his staff and including Pope Benedict XVl (his occurred while taking a bath) who said maybe it wasn’t the Jews who crucified Jesus and also said Faith was the new enlightenment and wrote some stuff about Truth in Charity which I did not read which is not what occurs during these afflictions on the coasts of countries caused by storms since I think these are man made atrocities using weapons of war against us and Japan (poisoning the fish of the ocean especially TUNA, star fish, crabs and some oxygen creating organisms which supply 1/3 of the oxygen to the world called plankton) and the world as we know it using these atrocities to extract money regardless of the loss of human life, animals and property of many people because these assholes have made a business of religion in other words This is the business of FAITH. Lots of tests, and a ton of twists and turns, hostages (political and religious) in our world and some clues in the New Testament as in the Old Testament even some repeating of history though kind of in a disoriented kind of way ever since the earth’s axis was altered by a fraction (but it’s enough to cause serious damage with serious implications) during the tsunami and earthquake which occurred in the Indian Ocean. SERIOUS STUFF!

    I have learned my ex has selective memory or selective memory loss. He remembers my ex sister-in-law he may have met once at the most and doesn’t remember what my parents looked like. I find it interesting and so I know he is part of the deception, in on it. A sick mother fucker.  Which is why

    when the ex meets his maker I won’t care, not one iota. Sad, but true. He earned it. It’s a given, obviously. LOL. Who in their right mind would care?

    The Modern Little Red Hen

    What was meant to afflict me tested him and he failed. He purposefully tried not to look, GUILTY beyond a reasonable doubt. What is the saying about petard?

    “hoist with his own petard,”

    Isn’t Paul Ryan Valiant? I wonder why he married who he married.

    Hmmmmm

    Matthew 6:24 

    No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon.
    I have no idea if the Gospel of Matthew was referring to the Master’s Tournament. But perhaps he was referring to the Master’s Tournament
    but the meaning of
    mam·mon is
    (150 billion dollars=150,000 million dollars given to Iran in the Obama Iran deal or whatever it’s called)
    1. “wealth regarded as an evil influence or false object of worship and devotion. It was taken by medieval writers as the name of the devil of covetousness, and revived in this sense by Milton.”
      Course it is the Synoptic Jesus saying it in the Gospel of Matthew who also said the mustard seed is/was the smallest of seed and was woefully wrong because in part it isn’t.
      Some more gratuitous bullshit in regards to Las Vegas…. Hannity shows a clip of gunfire sounds from the infamous Las Vegas massacre and says policeman do this everyday. Policeman do not do this everyday and I doubt could handle war everyday in the jungles in Vietnam. Policemen get paid handsomely and rarely have a day as was purported in Las Vegas. EXAGGERATION to the Nth degree. This kind of stuff happens to each policeman maybe never and maybe once in a life time obvious since this event is purported to be the 2nd to the worst mass suicide of this type int he USA I guess is the difference. However, it is a dangerous job in comparison to working at McDonalds, but it can be dangerous as well as going to a concert in Las Vegas. Hannity is becoming, slowly but surely, a putz.

      INCREDIBLE MUST SEE EYEWITNESS VIDEO DOCUMENTS MULTIPLE SHOOTERS

      Videos appear to support multiple gunmen theory

      It only takes one sharp shooter to kill even more people in 1/4 the time it took this guy. The ex said it took him 7 minutes? I don’t know but I guarantee someone was on the ground like the guy whose wife was killed, probably, the one on the Hannity show who brought up his support for the NRA gratuitously. Kind of suspicious of him because of how he behaved. Since writing the above about sharp shooters on Fox it is reported a letter was found with numbers and distances calculating in order to maximize the amount of deaths. I think those involved are definitely afflicted. I THINK THIS EVIDENCE IS BULLSHIT AGAIN BY FOX NEWS AND THOSE INVOLVED IN THE FALSE FLAG EVENT in LAS VEGAS: PLANTING EVIDENCE IN RESPONSE TO MY POST and yet he couldn’t hit nor ignite a standing target of fuel. The ex said he was some kind of genius and was figuring out the trajectories for maximum damage is what he read on Fox: Problem with this kind calculation is: what if no one came to the concert. LOL or less people came. What good would calculations of this kind make and a genius would know that. Makes no sense. Next are couple of tweets/comments from the article above I thought were interesting:

       
      “Mandalay owned by MGM (disney)……follow the yellow brick road….find the man behind the curtain. don’t u guys ever learn anything?…..so many examples, ww1, ww2, viet, korea, iraq….on an on…..u r slow.”
       
      “Mandalay as most casinos owned by Iran and Egypt….check sources. CEO of Mandalay ordered staff to donate to CAIR. Ties back to MUSLIM extremists. I heard shooter a gun runner working with FBI.”
      I have no idea of their claims but it is possible and perhaps because I included the comments in my post someone might investigate;)
      Captain Kangaroo appeared on Fox and he said to the effect “applying logic to something so illogical is ……” he was mocking in regards to the Las Vegas meltdown, I think, and gives VP Pence a chance to shine for faith. I think he hopes he will be President and I think others would like it because he is a schmuck schmoozing amoeba, but not Captain Kangaroo. If only Pence had been in Las Vegas at the concert with his mustard seed sized faith he coulda, he woulda, stopped the massacre. A PRAYER WALK: what is a prayer walk?
      Reminds me of the ROMAN CATHOLIC
      stations of the cross
      kind of stuff.
      WHO THE HELL THOUGHT OF IT but to profit.
      Not to mention but I should a bunch of males in white burkas walking around a small tented building in Mecca in one direction. HOW SPIRITUAL. LOL

      Number Of Police Officers Killed By Firearms Rose In 2016, Study Finds

       Vietnam War Deaths and Casualties By Month

      CASUALTY STATISTICS ON SOUTHEAST AISA, by Month Source: Comptroller, Secy of Defense 1966

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      US KIA 196 208 231 245 255 268 277 297 313 342 356 385
      3NF KIA 22 23 23 28 29 30 31 35 47 52 52 53

      CASUALTIES US MILI

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 282 435 507 316 464 507 435 396 419 340 475 432
      DOC 83 55 51 67 90 69 100 74 85 137 149 85
      HOS WRD 721 1444 1626 1320 1589 1527 1291 1370 1473 1206 1639 1320
      NHOS WRD 597 1180 1334 1150 1293 1252 1036 1100 1179 983 1359 1104

      CASUALTIES SVN MILI

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 903 1359 1145 945 961 1185 1006 914 803 844 907 981
      WND 1557 2095 1961 1522 1454 1800 1639 1491 1554 2118 1933 1851
      MIS 450 477 466 121 196 183 242 209 185 216 200 338

      CASUALTIES 3NF

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 74 58 59 30 19 41 32 44 30 63 87 29
      WND 238 138 165 100 68 67 60 138 106 214 201 96
      MIS 9 2 4

      CASUALTIES ENEMY

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 2648 4727 5685 2818 4239 4815 5297 5860 4459 5665 5447 3864

      CASUALTIES CIVILIAN

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      ASN 163 98 153 181 210 134 80 122 135 189 123 144
      ABD 249 519 422 180 187 334 42 303 219 489 503 363

      1967

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      US KIA 403 414 421 436 443 449 458 466 460 467 470 486
      3NF KIA 53 55 54 54 54 54 56 57 59 59 59 59

      CASUALTIES US

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 520 662 944 710 1233 830 781 535 775 733 881 774
      DOC 112 88 142 116 147 99 249 122 119 168 137 181
      WRD 3456 3853 6314 4964 8380 4946 5471 4604 6909 4122 4165 4841
      HOS 1822 2021 3312 2602 4352 2591 2834 2397 3085 2277 2450 2628
      NHOS 1634 1832 3002 2362 4028 2355 2637 2207 3824 1845 1715 2213

      CASUALTIES SVN MILI

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 914 885 1297 1057 1184 981 676 1068 1090 1066 1299 1199
      WND 2035 1125 2786 2490 2930 2118 1945 2281 2416 2344 2982 3095
      MIS 167 154 468 134 148 139 123 131 103 136 281 356

      CASUALTIES 3NF

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 77 95 54 56 112 74 102 90 149 96 98 102
      WND 149 209 192 188 201 163 179 171 329 191 177 169
      MIS 1 1 1 3

      CASUALTIES ENEMY

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 6064 7341 9351 6227 9808 7354 7923 5810 6354 6272 7662 7938

      CASUALTIES SVN CIVILIAN

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      ASN 128 171 181 226 263 439 224 447 444 229 389 565
      ABD 326 334 210 218 344 429 232 467 967 250 587 1005

      1968

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      US KIA 498 506 515 520 536 536 537 537 538 534 538 537
      3NF KIA 61 60 61 61 63 65 66 66 66 66 66 66

      CASUALTIES US

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 1202 2124 1543 1410 2169 1146 813 1080 1053 600 703 749
      DOC 118 169 178 133 147 164 196 134 177 205 141 157
      HOS 7483 9464 11614 9409 11947 9943 6107 6079 6802 4391 5157 4424
      HOS 4004 4955 5591 4645 6687 5046 3312 3374 3339 1816 2107 1923
      NHOS 3479 4509 6023 4764 5260 4897 2795 2705 3463 2575 3050 2501

      CASUALTIES SVN MILI

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 2905 5025 2570 1922 3467 1974 1409 2393 2164 1169 1408 1509
      WND 6819 11451 6060 4530 8569 5244 3441 6495 5918 3631 3929 4609
      MIS 336 1138 158 105 127 97 60 128 170 29 48 64

      CASUALTIES 3NF

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 111 147 88 85 85 92 65 73 58 70 38 67
      WND 252 270 151 157 263 169 123 165 130 125 51 141
      MIS 1 1 1

      CASUALTIES ENEMY

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 15217 17371 24086 6653 12543 8168 9632 9600 39867 12215 10319 15478

      CASUALTIES SVN CIVILIAN

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      ASN 618 543 287 479 568 363 376 917 443 440 355 5389
      ABD 861 1133 828 871 588 529 429 952 430 430 708 8759

      1969

      1969 Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      US KIA 542 541 538 543 540 539 537 510 510 495 480 474
      3NF KIA 68 72 72 72 72 72 70 70 70 70 70 69

      CASUALTIES US MILI

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 795 1073 1316 847 1209 1100 638 795 477 377 446 341
      DOC 160 190 177 174 202 154 159 172 180 212 175 158
      HOS 2292 2457 3589 4401 4029 3851 2945 2712 2463 1397 1469 1335
      NHOS 3277 3509 4315 5325 3606 3780 3054 2579 2993 1525 1762 1551

      CASUALTIES SVN MILI

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 1664 2072 2186 1710 2251 1867 1455 1626 1543 1597 2105 1758
      WND 5154 6167 6781 5425 6501 5937 3904 4832 4919 4500 5738 5398
      MIS 56 78 109 64 130 96 56 36 92 46 93 67

      CASUALTIES 3NF MILI

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 76 85 90 52 92 75 64 74 60 80 62 56 866
      WND 152 168 193 163 241 276 238 221 168 166 108 124 2218

      CASUALTIES ENEMY

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 10955 19805 17443 10237 10369 8747 9936 14086 14539 16825 12373 11639

      CASUALTIES SVN CIVILIAN

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      ASN 389 659 884 598 539 675 410 541 435 284 428 360 6202
      ABD 1387 615 1217 628 323 546 227 429 288 193 282 154 6289

      1970

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      US KIA 473 467 442 428 428 415 404 400 390 374 355 335
      3NF KIA 70 70 70 70 69 69 69 69 69 69 68 68

      CASUALTIES US MILI

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 343 386 449 526 754 418 332 319 219 170 167 138 4221
      DOC 141 171 208 135 166 129 171 129 146 155 133 160 1844
      HOS 1552 1210 1581 1967 2100 1489 1196 1226 86 90 522 585 15511
      NHOS 1597 1138 1731 1865 2191 1483 1489 1279 736 1040 424 459 15432

      CASUALTIES SVN MILI

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 1768 1417 1674 2642 2851 2873 1711 1720 1734 1491 1619 1846
      WND 5599 4423 5495 7886 8080 10020 4766 5321 5252 5090 4480 5190
      MIS 42 40 61 105 160 149 93 76 73 38 47 66

      CASUALTIES 3NF MILI

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 69 36 75 79 58 63 71 63 46 57 48 39 704
      WND 126 180 229 179 234 139 159 158 165 105 92 64 1830

      CASUALTIES ENEMY

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 9187 8828 13063 7861 7183 6446 6138 5549 5607 6185 10335 17256

      CASUALTIES SVN CIVILIAN

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      ASN 411 304 452 785 861 805 492 435 368 381 275 378
      ABD 294 693 800 1131 1069 740 534 384 337 322 330 297

      1971

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      US KIA 336 325 302 230 250 239 225 216 213 196 178 157
      3NF KIA 68 67 67 67 67 66 64 61 60 59 59 54

      CASUALTIES US MILI

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 140 221 272 226 138 108 65 67 78 29 19 17
      DOC 103 135 104 100 63 73 61 48 53 91 102 35
      HOS 572 644 843 922 464 524 262 198 186 154 60 87
      NHOS 400 448 760 766 476 453 235 182 153 184 60 63

      CASUALTIES SVN MILI

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 1616 2435 3676 2198 2091 1846 1389 1488 1607 1574 1161 988
      WND 4792 7170 9882 6345 5467 4863 3400 3565 3999 4418 2602 3320
      MIS 63 294 948 318 198 106 58 72 81 83 32 53

      CASUALTIES 3NF MILI

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 30 48 104 86 50 44 44 32 27 20 14 26
      WND 118 156 214 130 123 91 102 56 73 22 26 37
      MIS 1 1 2

      CASUALTIES ENEMY

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      DHA 6155 19858 9094 7648 6297 6165 6300 5744 4283 4439 11704 10457

      CASUALTIES SVN CIVILIAN

      Jan Feb Mar Apr May Jun Jul Aug Sep Oct Nov Dec
      ASN 326 373 735 397 403 305 241 216 203 192 146 3391
      ABD 454 318 930 683 874 356 338 344 206 285 218 4788

      Those who served in the Vietnam War didn’t get to go home every night and see their kids (but once a year for about a week if they lived) and romance their wives, no home cooked meals, watch tv, ate rations, no donuts, got eaten by mosquitos and slept in tents often and the hospital wasn’t down the street or in the same city and the only way to get to a hospital made of tents were by helicopters who were fired upon by the enemy with automatic gunfire, bombs, mines, and many other powerful type weapons en route and there were not enough helicopters to go around and no FEMALE cab drivers to assist and only the tip of the iceberg of the difference between the police and those who served our country in the military.


      Which is why most politicians and rich kids joined the National Guard instead.


      Get my drift? Comprendez?


      My dad’s first wife married him for his paycheck. Then I heard she wrote a dear John letter while he was training or something but was far away. Not sure of the timing because I wasn’t yet born and it wasn’t something we discussed it was made mention. He never talked about his war experience with me. I never asked him about his first wife, didn’t seem appropriate but I wonder why she married him for  small paychecks for such a short while. I wonder was there some other reason. Probably.
      A lot of young girls were attacked physically early in the Obama Administration for some reason it skyrocketed and Obama said something about carrot seeds having to do with the Vatican. A gift to the Vatican. I don’t know what those seeds were, but I can imagine. EASILY especially since priests (which popes usually begin their career as choir boys then priests) can’t marry and some wouldn’t under any circumstances because of their predisposition and preference, but the lineage comes from someone because in our day there is not such a thing as immaculate conception, however there are other scientific ways to reproduce. Even now Fox station advertises via DNA the service for a fee (I have no idea of the price) to find ones heritage. Of course, it’s a scam for the cause of political correctness but still you have to wonder what he meant about those carrot seeds but some people are easy targets/soft targets for scammers and the Vatican has had a lot of practice scamming.
      Had some car trouble…I think it’s the battery and the ex charged it and we are waiting to see if it works after sitting for a while and with the charger figured out the alternator is working fine but while I was watching him charge it with a battery charger I asked some questions and it really irritated the ex my curiosity about how things work. I told him he would be a terrible teacher because he was so irritated and didn’t want to answer my questions and even said I didn’t need to know. Need to know basis kind of ex. I told him even Gary taught his daughters how to check the oil and water of a car. My ex was offered a job teaching in the past and then didn’t get the job. I can see why. LOL He doesn’t want me to know how to do things for some reason which I think is so I will be dependent for some reason to delay something for some reason, I think. So we went out to check the battery and I asked again about the water and we topped it off and the oil and we checked it and it was super low and the windshield wiper water deal because I haven’t been able to clean my windshield for quite a while so I went to get some water and came out with a pint of water and he laughed at me and said “you’re gonna need way more than that” (I had no idea how deep the container was for the windshield wiper water because it doesn’t say how deep it is and the opening is only about an inch diameter) and he said to get the blue pitcher and fill it with water and he mixed some windex into the pint I had poured. So while I was pouring the gallon of water he asked if I needed help and I said “I can handle it.” He got real nice about it as I was writing this paragraph though he doesn’t read my posts, but says I’m prolific, LOL. So later gonna get a battery and some oil which is kind of convenient to get both at the same time. Know what I mean? He has a screw loose, just not sure how many? Partially a small man’s complex is definitely involved. His dad was a mechanic and owned or rented a gas station and died kind of early in life leaving his mom and the mechanics she went to took advantage of her quite a bit and it made her son my ex very mad and yet……as I have explained quite a bit in this and other posts: SO it’s tough figuring him out. Showed me where the transmission fluid area is and something else which I didn’t ask to know and will need to be reminded because it was too much information so will bother him again about it when we change some new wires for the electrical stuff though it isn’t a dire situation yet. He got really generous about the information, but I still have to pay for the battery however he paid for the quart of oil even though he has said for me to keep my money. “Keep your money,” he said…..blah blah blah. I don’t make much and am hindered from it for a number of reasons as I have intimated. religious/political reasons and something else. Really weird.  Obviously he has made some kind of deal with someone, I just don’t know what or with whom it is.  Funny thing is Gary when he built things for his kids for Christmas, birthdays etc such as swing sets and when he built an old fashioned car via a kit he left the screws loose which the ex used to get very upset about it. VERY ODD. He sold the car to my cousin the son of the man (my uncle) who Gary lost most of his money in the stock market, a lot of money which caused a great deal of harm to our family as if we lost it or were responsible. The other adopted son died kind of at a young age. ODD. Gary also used to be very loose about electrical stuff, wiring, etc. He was like an accident waiting to happen to someone else. He also liked to throw his baby or tot into the air near ceiling fans or doorways to excite the women in the house and the other things I have written about and often. Hated the beach though he went a few times which I wrote about one instance and the shower. The ex came in and said he found a piece of my clothing which I don’t dry because of shrinkage and said he didn’t realize he had dried my clothing and acted like it was a mistake, however he had to have put it in the dryer to dry. DUH. I think I need to teach him a lesson. Find something red and new (yet small) and wash his underwear and dress shirts for him and say oops I didn’t realize there was something red in the washer. LOL
      IS THAT WRONG?

      Glenne Headly in Dirty Rotten Scoundrels (1988)

       FUN MOVIE! However, my situation is extremely far worse of a situation, but I also have a sense of humor to an end and a purpose or vice versa. However, you want to look at it.

      (Problem is he doesn’t learn from me so I won’t waste my time, in other words he is a know it all and he isn’t worth it, however someone else could do it, just not me. Of course he hates my guts is part of the problem because I have courage. Strange situation. A tests of wills. I’m gonna win because I’m right but not without a lot of shit which I think is nearly over from the signs I receive gladly.)
      It’s like the RCC trying to drag out the end hoping the multitude of faith will overcome its adversaries and of course it won’t. Respect for the flag and disrespect for the wife of a colonel who served his country 3 times at war. A man, my dad a very wonderful man and his wife who was hospiced. That is not respect, definitely not honor: it’s evil, but you will get the chance to figure it out soon enough.
      The second commandment is well I think I will let you figure it out but it is the second most important commandment of the Ten Commandments. Nothing was mentioned in the Ten Commandments about a flag. Not even in the US Constitution or Bill of Rights, either. The flag is only as good as the men and women who represent it. The Ten Commandments is as good as the God it represents. So we’ll see!
      Which is more important? The Ten Commandments, The US flag, The US Constitution, or The Bill of Rights?
      A woman on Fox is selling her show called “a question of faith” and wants everyone to see it. DUH OF COURSE SHE DOES. I’M NOT GONNA SEE IT BECAUSE I DON’T WANT TO WASTE MY TIME. Started HER CAREER as a BROADCAST something or other. Need I say more? CAN SHE MOVE A MOUNTAIN FROM HERE TO THERE? HAS ANYONE SHE KNOWS MOVED A MOUNTAIN FROM HERE TO THERE? NO
      I REST MY CASE!
      I’m not gonna tag the name of her book/movie, either.
      But it does make you wonder why Jesus was crucified, doesn’t it?
      Me thinks you messed with the wrong family, though imperfect. Big Mistake!
      Talked to theex about teaching his daughter about the stuff I learned and he said he did but she cops an attitude, which she does and which is partially his fault. He did it once and thinks it’s enough. I told him to do again and again till she learns and I told him Gary did it a bunch with his girls. Then the ex lied and said he did and he didn’t but I think he might. 5 minutes here and 5 minutes there is all it takes until she learns some common sense about a vehicle. Females as a rule aren’t mechanical but they can be mechanical to some degree given they are taught. His dad was a mechanic and he should pass on knowledge to his kids. She had a great voice and he didn’t do anything with it and he should have helped to develop her natural talent but instead fought me about calling me a cunt and other things what ever was good for him and isn’t a sign of a good dad. i tried to get her to write a note to say she wouldn’t etc and he stopped it and took her side etc. A FUCKED UP DAD and a mother fucker as well. It’s like squeezing the juice out of a frog. Have you ever squeezed the juice out of a frog? She eventually wrote a note, lol. She said it again though, but apologized and said it again in regards to someone else and said she’ll try not to say it in regards to females, but females make it kind of hard sometimes which I think is competition plain and simple.
      Once while living on a base a man went AWOL and he stole our Volkswagon. I don’t what happened to him but I think my dad asked him why he stole his Volkswagon (because it was a piece of shit really worn out and old but back then Volkswagons were like ever ready batteries;) but as it turns out the reason he was caught was the Volkswagon itself was nearly undrivable. Volkswagons were easy to steal hot-wire and maybe the young man didn’t know how to shift gears. I don’t think he was charged with theft because I think I would have heard about it, but he might have been charged for going AWOL though I never found out and I didn’t ask. I’m sure the young man had to deal with going AWOL but I never heard the end of the story. I don’t think my dad would have charged him with theft because it was found, no harm no foul. That is how my dad was, he was very cool. He never asked for the name of the young man who impregnated me, nor harassed me about it later, ever. I appreciated it but took a life time to find out so it was nice.
      I guarantee he is pissed off about what happened to him, to my mom, to me, to my daughters, my cat, my dog, to our family and to their family and it won’t pass.

    Nothing I say, write, and do is gonna change what has occurred or what might occur. I didn’t do it. I think it is how we respond which may make a difference. I only examined what I witnessed and read and tried to discern the meaning, the causes and the effects, and wrote about these things. I tried to remember which is important because people close to me had been immensely hurt and so had I by their hurt and mine. I can’t know how others feel in their predicaments but can imagine some but some of the tales are fiction, I think to ridicule, deceive, mock, cause havoc, and pass the blame elsewhere which is a trick the Vatican has perfected to distract and the assault on our people in Cuba sonar attack or something similar seems to me to be a clue occurring right before the hurricanes in Houston and Florida and Puerto Rico and other places in-between. The way we gave up the Panama Canal is also a set of clues and involved hostages in Iran, President Reagan and President Carter (the changing of the guard so to speak), long gas lines and probably some other things not noticed but might be a good idea to try to notice and investigate and of course 9-11 and HOSPICE started by the RCC in India by Mother Teresa and grown worldwide which uses starvation and other means to kill off a multitude of people sadistically and without conscience with very little resistance most elderly or sick or injured and SAINTED by the RCC as a good solution which is SUPREMELY EVIL. The straits two of them on both sides of Saudi Arabia are an achilles heel of the enemy if one wants to take advantage of the enemies achilles heel as the enemy does take advantage of us. Yemen is on the tip by a very important strait and being starved to death by the enemy because of it. At some point our country has to respond in kind otherwise kiss your ass goodbye in fact you might say the end is nigh for everyone and including Russia and China. IMO

    But I have a baptism to be baptized with; and how am I straitened till it be accomplished!
    Not straightened, but straitened. Mocking about the straits and in particular the Strait of HORMUZ.
    Strait – ened / Strait – need / I think it’s important
    What kind of baptism? Till what is accomplished? Kind of vague, isn’t it?
    (Just in case you don’t notice the opposition to I AM is AM I written quite a bit in the New Testament. Pope says it quite often because he is an amoeba. Lots of interesting duplicitous stuff you need to start understanding, which might help those who try to see a spiritual battle going on.)
    Maybe St. Lucia of the Carribean Sea has HAARP type Weaponry? Worth checking it out. The reason for the possible clue is Alva Romanus Baptiste is a Saint Lucian politician who represents the constituency of Laborie[1] for the Saint Lucia Labour Party.[2] Baptiste won the seat at the general election held on 11 December 2006. He also won convincingly in the 2011 general elections.
    Then again Haiti might be a consideration as well. where the videos of kids on a trash heap eating old tortillas are made for whats his ‘name? Franklin Graham.
    PS: I don’t like to exclude possible clues and or threats regardless of implications because you never know especially from a biblical point of view! It’s how I work!
    The first commandment of the Ten Commandments says:
    “I AM THE LORD THY GOD.
    Thou shalt have no other gods before me.”
    MEMORIZE IT!
    mem·o·rize
     
    1. commit to memory; learn by heart.
      It is the first commandment because it is the most important commandment.
      (Not mammory, but to memory.)
      I think all the crap we are having see on the news whether false flag or real is a reaction, some deception and some real is a reaction and distraction and I don’t think it will work this time because of what was said at the Sea of Galilee, in effect to warn us and a warning to those causing it and should take heed to the warning!

      Some of the first lady stuff going on is kind of wild.
      Ivana saying she is the first lady. She is the first wife, but not the First lady. She isn’t. Melania is. I can’t figure out why Trump would ask her for tweeting advise. I imagine they talk about their kids, but tweeting?
      Asthma is/was the first lady in Syria married to Bashar Assad and Obama is blaming Trump for the rise in the illness known as asthma having to do with rollbacks Trump has done on some of Obama’s pollution antics when I think it REALLY has to do with Fukushima nuclear un-accident killing plankton which provide oxygen to the earth (a third of the oxygen.) Trump is married to a fair woman and her name is Melania which ironically could in a weird way be referring to melanoma. Asthma was also fair. I think it’s kind of weird however we’ll see but as the terrorist shooter in Las vegas said
      “I don’t do sun. “
      I don’t think melanoma is exclusively caused by too much sun. My mom rarely went out in the sun (When she was younger she was outdoors quite a bit. I think it is a color blind disease however Sickle Cell Anemia isn’t color blind, is it? Could be a fallacy that it only attacks africans but I heard in the past it was a pretty exclusive disease. I don’t know the true answer to the disease because these days you can’t believe much of what we read especially in the news because it is so politicized but what i did read is oxygen is very important to those who have Sickle Cell Anemia compared to many people) and she got melanoma.
      But what’s in a name?
      Remember the book called “Dorothy must die?
      My mom’s name was Dorothy. I love her name and wish I could change my daughter’s middle name or or my other daughter’s first name now that I have witnessed some things I have witnessed. 
      I read part of the book and I didn’t really enjoy it very much because I kind of IN A BIG WAY resent the title since my mom was hospiced because of a cult’s (BGEA/ROMAN CATHOLICISM) influence in the world.
      My mom was a fair woman as well. My brother said her skin was translucent. I recall Prince Charles with his new wife and his entourage watching someone plucking strings and the song was Somewhere Over the Rainbow and the audience seemed to get a huge kick out of it. I wonder why the you tube was made of Prince Charles (the messiah of the forests of south america) but i think it was a clue of some kind and a mock as well of another kind.
      I think Dorothy is a beautiful name. I didn’t used to think about it for any particular reason till I lost her thru the evils/veils of the business of faith though I know I will have her back again it’s still very hard to take sometimes. I love the way my dad used to say her name. “Dorothy and I”, etc. I called her mom. We all did. I heard my dad spiritually say she was “one of her kind.”

      Jesus of the Synoptic gospels said “life is in the blood” but I don’t believe it because I had a friend who was a hemophiliac. I think it was added to the gospels at a time when people witnessed people bleeding to death quite often in all of the crusades. At one time doctors used leeches as some kind of cure which I don’t think worked. I think it was one of many of “the dark ages” assumptions/presumptions. Maybe he meant life is in the blood for leeches, mosquitos, vampire bats, vampire squid and vampire finch, assassin bugs, lampreys and bedbugs which suck blood of other creatures.  He didn’t explain what he meant so i think it was some kind of nonsense. The ramblings of a  lunatic. I think Steve Bannon is wrong on Drudge report about a 30 per-cent chance of survival from the 24th or 25th Amendment. It’s probably hype anyway. I must have hit a nerve because of the attack ad on Fox: A woman on Fox running for some office in government of some state was bragging she stopped baby parts from being sold. I wonder how? I wish she would exfoliate and elaborate about what it was she did. Who was selling the baby parts specifically and who was buying the baby parts specifically so the US citizens and those of the state she plans to represent might know what the heck she is talking about? OR is she just bragging about nothin’ like so many politicians do. She was blond, sort of pretty in a kind of bitchy way as if she had a hamster up her ass, kind of gangly and very

      HAUGHTY

      God hates a haughty spirit and so do I! You can read about it in Proverbs,

      WHY DONT YOU!

      Watch where you step!

      ALL I COULD THINK OF WHEN I SAW HER AD ABOUT HER DEEDS WAS SHE’S A WITCH FROM HELL: I would love for her to testify in a court of law about her assertions because it sounds like Roman Catholic evangelical (evil angel) harassment based on erroneous BULLSHIT! I like specifics so she should expand upon her, as far as I can tell, bullshit. How many baby parts did she save and for who. What companies were involved and give us some names. THERE IS SUCH A THING AS BOYCOTS BY CITIZENS.  WE MIGHT BE ABLE TO HELP IF WE WERE GIVEN TRUE FACTS. WHAT WERE THE PARTS SOLD FOR, HOW MUCH, WAS PERMISSION GIVEN BY THE FEMALE AND HER FAMILY WHO HAD THE ABORTION, AND FOR WHAT PURPOSE WERE THE PARTS BOUGHT FOR. THESE PARTICULARS ARE KIND OF IMPORTANT TO THE AVERAGE MIDDLE CLASS PERSON Because THEY ARE A BIG CLASS. If she is not willing to extrapolate then she is only tooting her own horn about fiction. One person might boycott a company for a particular reason and another person might boycott a different company for another reason having to do with those particulars (which she obviously isn’t willing to expose because it would expose the RCC) but why not let the people decide and not you since the basis of the USA it’s right to be a free country are the people, but I don’t think she has the nerve, nor the courage, neither the truth in her statements which will backfire on her. Truth makes HUGE difference. The middle class is the most diverse of all the classes and if you stack up the education of the middle class against the lower and/or upper classes, it’s the most educated and the most experienced as well which is why MOST companies and their products, movies and tv usually are targeting the middle class to buy their products. The middle class is even bigger and much more important than Neil Cavuto’s stock market. He likes to romanticize about the stock market as if it is the pulse of the USA but it’s not, as if because things are going swimmingly in the stock market despite the Las Vegas Massacre is a sign the USA is resilient. He is a putz. Has his own laugh entourage, but when he loses everything they won’t be laughing with him. The middle class make more difference to the USA than the stock market though it has some leverage, but when it blows IT WILL REALLY BLOW and believe me it will happen. The stock market reaction to Las Vegas is more of a sign those with too much money don’t give a crap, but when the market crashes it will be as if the shelf on the west coast of Africa fell into the ocean. Ripple effect. Big Ripples and Neil Cavuto will be begging for a ride.

      100 percent Pro-life?

      Twitter blocks Marsha Blackburn’s pro-life Senate campaign ad

      Did she put her name on some kind of DON’T SELL BABY PARTS legislation and considers herself as having saved baby parts or is she harassing women and families (the middle class) and putting her stamp with Mother Teresa (BGEA) and the Roman Catholic Church (despising the middle class and its potential power and female power)

      because I hope she realizes it’s a bad place to put it?

      Just a friendly piece of advice.

      Oh, Marsha, Marsha, Marsha

      Is she for or against Mother Teresa and the RCC fascist solution of  Hospice?

      “Come on out of her my children so you may not partake of her sins.”

      Probably a double meaning the RCC and Mother Teresa.

      Did you ever wonder why the Jesuit/Roman Catholic soldiers

      put a crown of thorns on Jesus  mocking him and then blamed the Jews.

      Ever wonder about the spelling of Gethsemane? Semen seems to be hidden in the word. A garden as in the garden of eden……

      The USA was not born with a birth defect, Condeleeza Rice. but it’s a cute story. Perhaps you could write a children’s book, however, I doubt you could illustrate it. I suppose the Swahilis were born without a birth defect.
    At some point God will shut the door and all hell will break loose. Great devastation worldwide will proceed like we have never witnessed before worse than anything even imagined. Islam and the RCC and its Vatican will not exist but neither the holy places of Islam because both are full of shit: I think it is the baptism by fire. That’s how.
    Is it evil to impersonate others for evil’s sake? I’m not talking about SNL.
    I’m so impressed with Trump’s Press Secretary. I guess intelligence does skip a generation. Just kidding. Watched her as the press went after Trump and Rex Tillerson, mostly Rex Tillerson and she handled them. I think the White House press want to own the State Department? Seems to me, anyway and she owned them as far as I could tell.
    In the bible somewhere it says God puts it into the heart of an army to destroy the Vatican, I just hope it is our army and it definitely won’t be this army:

    The Jesuit ORDER and the NEW WORLD ORDER; how many cults use the word ORDER? NOT MANY!

    ‘CONSIDER YOURSELVES WARNED: HAMAS OPERATIVES WHO TAUNT IDF SOLDIERS WILL TRIGGER REACTION

    However, that was yesterday and today the press conference after Sarah Sanders part goes on with some military guy (a general and don’t know his new name, now I do John Kelly) who reminded me of an old family friend-not, at least I think so. He was kind of a rat and took credit for things he shouldn’t have. “As I said” his idiom, his Hallmark – (mine is “you know what I mean”)……..Me Tarzan, you Jane kind of guy, was stationed in France. and was lost in the jungles of the congo (got a tan) for a while i.e. was MIA and came out as a Bug and a lawyer and wrote books supporting the findings of The Warren Commission which were false findings (liosis) but he was in love with JFK’s wife (Jackie Onassis) and love is blind. Got some DNA out of the deal he made to help his tree and nicknamed my older sister as well. Won a lot of cases as a lawyer, but he exaggerated by one. He wrote books, a plethora of books but one in particular was about the slayings of the crazy Manson cult which made him famous in order to support the Warren Commission with is book about the JFK assassination. He has an agenda as most people do. I know I do. His is her agenda, which I’m not sure is for America (the USA) but for I THINK the Jesuits. His son was diagnosed with schizophrenia and thought he was Jesus. So the DNA wasn’t exactly prefect. He was a dove hunter and didn’t respect women as I recall and especially my mom because she was kind of smart, kind of arty, kind of trying to help his wife become more independent and he didn’t like it. She was only trying to help. She was a better friend than he was a husband and my dad was better man than he was a general.
    The Jesuits are around ya you know what I mean?
    Not a good time for a US embassy in Jerusalem, if you ask me.
    EENY MEENY MINY MO CATCH A TIGER BY HIS TOE.
    A perception perhaps though I trust my eyes to a certain degree and try to discern which might be wrong but I would watch out if I were you, President Trump. Said on the conference with the press some things about some hostages being freed from Pakistan ( a nuclear armed country, isn’t it?), but what about the hostage called Dr. Shakil Afridi and his family? He helped our government find Osama Bin Laden and was double-crossed by our government because Obama used the ordeal for other reasons having to do with Benghazi in a backward kind of way. Why is he and his family not on the list of freed hostages, or is he? Why did Obama blow him off? Playing poetics with Islam? Kissing ass? Trump has mentioned the Iran Deal as a “we didn’t get anything” kind of deal in regards to Obama’s deal with Iran ….DUH what would you expect from Akbar Obama? The deal made with Pakistan isn’t a very good deal since I don’t think he and his family were included in the hostage swap. Not very arty if you ask me and definitely not very trustful, honest ..ie untruthful deal was made and he ought to be #1 in your list to establish “faith” i.e. TRUST BUT VERIFY kind of faith between the two countries of Pakistan and the USA!

    Trump Signs Order To Undermine Obamacare Insurance Rules

    It could create a parallel insurance system for healthy people.

    Didn’t see that coming kind of moment!˜

    Anyway on Fox news tonight, John Kelly said something to the effect of “this spring” (as in the season) on some news clip and he should have said “next spring” shouldn’t he have in regards to something to do with health care, Trump, and the future unless he is going backwards, of course. Kind of an odd slip because it’s kind of a natural speech/language thing to know the difference unless he is not thinking with a normal Judeao-christian order of the seasons (Winter, spring, summer and fall, winter etc) in the english language or he doesn’t care about silly things like that. VERY VERY ODD. He might have said “this coming spring” which would be a correct way to say it since it’s the next year but to say “this spring”? nope, wrong….Perhaps he suffers from kind of something or other (I’m sure there are diseases or mental illnesses that might have trouble knowing the difference)  …. Fox acted like it was recent but you know Fox News aren’t always clear about many things as the other news stations as well. So either his year is different than my year or his year starts and ends at a different time depending upon his faith. HMMMM I don’t know but it was odd nevertheless and I think it was a big slip of the tongue because I think he was in the USA when he said it and it was assumed or supposed to be assumed it was the present time and at this time it is the first part of autumn/fall soooooooooo I guess it depends on the show. There is a story in the OT about twins i.e. born nearly at the same time and one grabbed the toe of the other to follow him out of the womb. The first son hated the second son because of the color of his hair which was red and it sort of seems like a similar story going on here in a weird way. You can learn a lot from the Old Testament.

    Ben Affleck, Roman Polanski, Weinstein, URANIUM

     The thing is Hannity as far as “The Hollywood Morass” (WEINSTEIN and others such as Roman Polanski I have no idea of his guilt or innocence) and the left’s penchant for sexual stupidity, permissiveness, debauchery, and sleeze, etc which isn’t much different than the rights penchant for sexual stupidity, permissiveness, debauchery and sleaze, besides the obvious fact that Roman Polanski resembles Mark Fuhrman in the physical sense to a T;  however 150 million dollar ($150,000,000.00) or so kickback over the Uranium deal is a big deal. It seems like a O’reilly got in trouble and we were not told HOW O”REILLY HARRASSED WOMEN ON THE JOB because it was silenced and he paid for the silence from these women and we were not told HOW OTHER FOX EMPLOYEES/EMPLOYERS HANDLED IT nor video tapes or films to watch in regards to his penchant for sexual stupidity, permissiveness, debauchery, and sleaze towards the women he mishandled, maneuvered, managed, mysogenized, manipulated and don’t even know if the women who accused him got the proceeds (the money) from the lawyers involved but we know they lost their jobs or no longer are on the air and I didn’t see them get invited to come on the air as Bill O’reilly was able to do on the Hannity show to save your job WHICH SENDS THE WRONG MESSAGE AND PROVES SOMETHING ISNT RIGHT at FOX NEWS and Hollywood is now being attacked kind of mischief because most of what I saw on Hannity I didn’t know about until it was aired on Hannity so it must be related to his rubbing O’reilly’s back and vice versa after he was tossed from Fox News for a multitude of sexual harassment accusations and lawsuits and Hannity feared losing his job and also if people laugh at something sexually explicit such as a skit or a joke which is scripted but seemingly reality type TV which is a bit bizarre hence we are guilty of wanting to be molested in our sleep or raped or accosted at the office etc kind of mentality or shot at a concert in La Vegas. I think Greg Gutfeld also has a demon or two by the things he says and needs some work. Demons and demonic forces speak through other people’s substances. Remember Greg mocking someone and saying something about “You who have no teeth” and compare to the New World Order with Teeth warning from Pope Benedict? I have a feeling Greg Gutfeld might have no teeth when all is said and done if he dent watch it. One of the things many people give up is dental health because of the economy. Sometimes out of depression and many other reasons like lack of money and lack of job or mistrustful of the future because of our government and other reasons. My older sister used to grind her teeth at night. My grandmother gave up her teeth to raise her kids when her husband divorced her with 7 kids. My mom didn’t have great teeth (nor do I) but she had a great heart and soul. She had TB as a young mom and she lived through the Great Depression. Her older sister died hanging laundry at 26 years old. She witnessed the Pearl Harbor attack. Was Greg Gutfeld a witness? Just because you sit in a chair on some show in New York or wherever it is filmed doesn’t make you better.  What have you done? You definitely have some problems as we all do.  One: You work for Fox. Would you say to the woman called Lindsey Hubley in the article above about the flesh eating disease she received in a hospital – “You who have no limbs?” Was she insured. I have no idea but I don’t think insurance would have prevented her infection. And I’ll let you figure out the rest! Because guess what, you will eventually!  What about Tom Jones and Elvis Presley. Women used to throw their underwear at him but I doubt they wanted to be raped. Not that he raped anyone but the same kind of idiocracy. Is MGM The Mandalay Bay in Las Vegas somehow related to Harvey Weinstein of MGM and the Hurricane Harvey in Houston? How about the wildfires in Napa Valley; are the fires related to Billy Kimmel and his fraternity style wine joke?

    I DON’T KNOW.

    I do know life imitates art and art imitates life and I appreciate some of what Hollywood has contributed

    I just wish the press would try harder to do a better job because in the last 50 years the press has really screwed up, and in the last ten years even waxed worse,

    except for a few.

    Then Jay Leno appears in Las Vegas in Hannity’s body for a show about I’m not sure but it was a flop in my eyes anyway. I can tell people are scared and I do understand the feeling but still it would better if we got to the truth of the ordeal instead of reassuring ourselves with a lack luster concert. I think Hannity ought to attend a culinary school. Now Sean Hannity has a movie out morphing into Mel Gibson, “Would you consider a new source?” GEEZ. LOL Didn’t O’reilly have some movies made about his versions of history

    Collaborating, huh? 

    “Let not your heart be troubled” which is written about in one of the Gospels said by Jesus as Hannity opines and reports on his show along with other Fox shows and their news anchors-a-way reveal a bunch of conspiracies (never catholic) which all lead to the same place if you read my blog are never resolved correctly or fairly. My heart is troubled everyday, most everyday watching the world go nuts. The etymology of opine is perfectly respectable, too. The term derives from the Middle French opiner (“to express one’s opinion”) and the Latin opinari, meaning “to have an opinion or “to think.”

    Suggestive, isn’t it?

    Dire Straits – Telegraph Road [COMPLETE STUDIO VERSION]

    The power of suggestion. Whether he is aware or not someone is talking in him and inveritably to his audience whether good or bad; judge for yourself. Sometimes each persons thoughts expressed aren’t our own. Here is a post I wrote quite a while ago, but I think it is well-grounded and relevant:

    Pope Benedict XVI

    and His Power of Suggestion

    (And apparently want our beaches as well!)

    Another example of confusion of faces. Morphing. Working day and night to deceive in order to set brother against brother, sister against sister, it’s part of revelation and the Great Deception, in order to fulfill the prophecy of the strife between families and family members because the priesthood needs to be kneaded. etc.  In the past, I had a computer art program in the art of Poser wrapping textures etc. You don’t fool me. Some of the News (including and especially Fox) sponsors are complicit in deception. It will come back to HAUNT you. It’s when you do it off camera without computer technology that really makes THE difference.

    NAPA VALLEY and other California fires

    By the way, I hate to be a jerk during a crisis like in Napa Valley wild fires because it must be scary and horrible but I think the governor needs to figure out a way to manage the land better than he has. This isn’t the first fire that was as devastating and I think some policies need to be re-addressed as far as burning the underbrush or figuring out some kind of chemical that might help to stop fires from spreading or hopping. It makes sense to get smart about land management just in case terrorism was responsible in part or may be responsible down the road. I recall an owl or some animal stopped the common sense land management fighting fires with fires and other types of protections, either that or don’t build homes in these areas. I think Governor Brown is responsible for his own stupidity. I think tall highway nets on the side of the road that automatically lift up during windy seasons might help or nets around neighborhoods, nets that are soaked in fire retardants made of stuff used in ceramics or glass applications which protect against a flame during fire seasons. Fires require oxygen so something that limits the flame to use oxygen. Someone ought to invent it and sell it to Californians. Don’t tell the governor. He might outlaw it for the sake of an endangered squirrel who might actually move it’s residence and probably had to because of wild fires. He should be held accountable! Another idea might be to invent a humidifier for the dry areas of California to prevent dryness in dry windy seasons. You have the ocean nearby so it should be easy to get the water as the source for the humidifier and the winds in the dry seasons to help disperse the humidity. So a good inventor might be able to figure out a good invention to prevent wild fires. Perhaps the lay of the land is part of the problem so build some kind of wall to help keep the humidity in certain areas. In the Dust bowl time part of the problem was lack of tree lines to keep the soil from being blown away by the wind. Another reason was the sabbath concept by allowing the farm land to rest every 7 years for a year. Here is an idea: have fire fighters ever tried flour to put out the fires. Supposedly works for oil fires. Sounds adolescent but it might work. A really good idea would be to have underground shelters to protect against wild fires like the tornado alley people built. Who sold the real estate? Gov. Jerry Brown ought to get his shit together and protect his citizens from bad real-estate deals (high prone areas for wild fires) even though it is beautiful real-estate. Insurance didn’t save lives, did it?  In the OT God says to subdue the earth and I think that instruction is for Californians as well. Land management did a lousy job. There are plenty of options that could have been used and instead some Californians got a bad deal. The first wild fire before it spread should have been met with extraordinary firemen power so it wouldn’t spread. Someone didn’t do a very good job. I’m not blaming the fire fighters who risk their lives often and are a very important infrastructure for many places and times. Underpaid. Don’t hassle people for nothing. Undermanagement put their lives at risk even more than it ought to be. I think it is the Governor of California who failed and should not be re-elected! He has always been putz. He reminds me of a priest.



    What Matters

    This is the real me.

    Gretchen Carlson, Contributor
    Journalist; Author, ‘Be Fierce’
    Gosh, I had no idea how pretty she is.
    I got mad at her early on in my posts because she said: What you gonna do about it? I can’t remember in reference to what subject was being discussed because it was quite a while ago and before the accusations she leveled against Fox. I didn’t trust her possibly because of the job she was in. The news also has edit rooms so it might not be her fault. It has been a tough for me because of what I have been through and what I have witnessed sometimes from a blind spot because I don’t work for Fox but it does bother me when a woman is accosted and is subject to not working if she complains and does what she should do as I think the women who were accosted at Fox did and then to see Bill O’reilly on the air again on the Hannity show is kind of confusing. Doesn’t seem right to me.
    When Fox says live, doesn’t mean I believe it EVER AGAIN!
    I like makeup, and have nothing against false eyelashes, many things women use to enhance themselves, boob jobs, hairdos, fake eyebrows, wigs, or even their skin, Photoshop, and fame,   etc. Not all of us are so blessed as Gretchen Carlson, (however I love my roots a bunch) but I misjudged her possibly because of those things because  she probably is a very fine lady.
    “By me” has a meaning in the bible though it is hard to understand with all the accoutrements to the bible.
     accoutrements
    1. additional items of dress or equipment, or other items carried or worn by a person or used for a particular activity.
      (which includes burkas and habits worn by nuns.)
      Hopefully I passed some of my roots to my kids because I think they are fine as well. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. I have been prevented in some ways from passing IMPORTANT knowledge I acquired because of the New World Order interfering in my life and because the NEW WORLD ORDER doesn’t want the kind of knowledge I acquired and learned because some of it is good.
      The New World Order loves the bad, but not the good and loves to keep females down even using race inequality to silence female inequality even though it is self evident and whatever it takes to demote, defile, demean, belittle, debase, discredit, impair, diminish, weaken, cheapen, dishonor, humble, injure females because the REAL Jesus knew what was in man and it is/was smaller than the mustard seed: the Real Jesus who taught about truth. Hospice is/was also used to silence/scare/and to kill off the truth hence the author of it was sainted by the JESUIT Pope Francis as if those kind of measures could stop the truth and of course those kind of measures can’t stop the truth but only dug a deeper pit for itself by jamming inequality worse so you might as well relax and enjoy it.
      That was cynical of me. Sorry, been through the worst of things in the last ten years. What I mean is you might learn something which might help “your roots.” I think by some Christian standards Chernobyl (nuclear accident, possibly) was a big deal in bible prophecy, but so was Fukushima. Maybe bigger. However the legacy left behind by Mother Teresa maybe even bigger – (THROUGH TRICKERY and WITCHCRAFT.) – hard to know since no one talks about it in the news, etc. Hardly anyone. A few have. THE BIG COVERUP! And OBAMACARE helped not only with Mother Teresa’s legacy but in also regards to Fukushima to cover up the health issues. However, it won’t stop revelation! The majority or a greater part of the book of revelation seems to be devoted to the Roman Catholic Church, the Vatican and it’s end. It’s pretty explicit even to the colors of the garb worn by the bishops and cardinals. However catholics aren’t allowed to read the bible or don’t because of the past teachings as recently as my ex’s mom which is/was ingrained into their victims via  their religion.
      Another interesting comparison is the two nuclear bombs dropped on Hiroshima and Nagasaki. I think MEcca and MEdina are the real intended cities which receive their end as well kind of misplaced in the OT and called Sodom and Gomorrah. I could be wrong but it makes sense to me since I think these two cities are protectorates of the RCC partially because of the Jesuits involvement in WWll and over Japan. WHO were the Morrow brothers who were involved in the press. I don’t know if it’s a clue or not. Maybe hoping for a disguise. I don’t know because I’m not a sociopathic psychopathic religion but I do know the holy books were taken to Rome when a Jesus was crucified and a temple was destroyed in Jerusalem. The person who took the holy books was Joseph of Ari-mathea (tax collector), adopted son of the Flaviuses to propagandize the books (cook the books) but didn’t do a super-duper job and maybe purposefully. He may not have had a choice. I think he was Jewish. There is a time of 130 years I think could be 60-70 years between the destruction of the temple and a revisitation of similar events but I don’t think a temple was destroyed because the 2nd Temple had been destroyed (the veil was torn from twain to twain and not yet built again the second time when an incursion occurred again in Jerusalem who were involved in rebuilding the city of Jerusalem and something about a wall. Some interesting stuff even about OTTO. I don’t now if it’s referring to OTTOMAN EMPIRE /(OTTO  – North Korea) but there was a time of the OTTO rulers in Rome I think (a family rulers but Rome the center of Roman Catholicism also was in a few other places besides Rome – Constantinople etc and in the USA it might be in UTAH!/NSA!/Mitt Romeny?), but you can read about some of these things in the Writings of Josephus, History of the Jews. It kind of intertwines with biblical stuff from a different perspective. A history book, kind of. An interesting perspective and I did not read all of it, but a lot of it because it gets kind of crazy (and boring as well in some parts) in parts but then so does Paul in some of his writings in the bible obviously affected by something (conversion) on the road to Damascus. His family saluting each other in the New Testament not because they were military but something else. Jesuit? The only other person I have heard about in reference to a transformation/conversion is Prince Charles on the way to Damascus because supposedly he had a conversion and then he bio- chipped his kids. Damascus in the bible (OT) is the burdensome stone. Also heard in the past about some angels guarding the border between Syria and Israel and specifically the Golan Heights by the enemy who saw the angels during some war which stopped them. Possibly the Six Day War. Kind of interesting because it is an important border to Israel. Detrimental border. Whose idea was it to have a NEW WORLD ORDER?????? because I think the blame for lots of bad things lies there. I think it was a Jesuit idea because Pope Benedict XVl warned of it and he probably overheard about it somewhere and also George Bush who talked about a thousand points of light and the New World Order. “A thousand years is a day, as a day is a thousand years.” favorite catholic saying said by Peter but my ex uses it whenever we have discussions (not many, in fact, very few because I’m not fun anymore) about the bible because we don’t see eye to eye. I don’t like hospice and I don’t like abuse, etc, oh yea and I don’t enjoy poison, etc. so no wonder I’m not fun anymore. This is serious stuff and while I make some jokes sometimes because humor helps sometimes, but it isn’t fun. I would rather be sitting on a beach with my family and the people I love sipping on a Pina colada watching the sunset.
      I read in the past The AntiChrist and a Cup of Tea by Tim Cohen and it said Prince Charles was (it’s been a long time since I read it) involved in a secret society. a big secret society and also high in rank of course in the society. These societies are infiltrated by evil and by the top dog of evil, of course. Why not? If you were the Devil and Satan, what would you do? Insert yourself in the bible and either create or infiltrate societies to run the world and to confuse the world as well. It’s not rocket science what evil does and it so happens evil hates women. Something to do with the Garden of Eden. God turns the devil into a serpent
      And the Lord God said unto the serpent, Because thou hast done this, thou art cursed above all cattle, and above every beast of the field; upon thy belly shalt thou go, and dust shalt thou eat all the days of thy life:
      Hence, the business in the temple of women eating dust if they were caught or suspected of indiscretion or anything the temple people which was infiltrated by the RCC and ISLAM wanted to accuse women of…. such as abortion.
      (It’s kind of odd because my brother-in-law came at me in my sleep in this manner so my sister wouldn’t see who was asleep on the other side of me. I think he was possessed, in a way, quite a few times and he is/was a christian and usually under the influence of too much alcohol. He collected roman artifacts and nazi stuff as well, his dad was a christian and President of Conoco oil for a while and he drank quite a bit as well. Mixed up dude, but he wasn’t all bad either or noone would have tolerated him. Often he was also a good person in some ways. I’m trying to think about when … ..he had a great sense of humor, strove to be better, when he failed at things he was the type person to try again, etc. Mixed up)
      and of course:
      It doesn’t help when parts of the gospels are lies, does it?
       
      It had a profound effect/affect on my life and my families life that I grew up with and the family I had later and on his life and his families life, etc our relationships, and on our livelihoods
       and
      IN TRUTH
      I don’t think we deserved it. 
      Funny thing, is supposedly the tribe of Dan is the lost tribe of Israel but I think in reality it’s the others that are lost. You should read the Book of Daniel and tell me who was lost. It wasn’t Daniel.
      Remember I told you about a verse in the book of Daniel which was added later to the Gospel of Matthew during or since the Obama Administration, standing where it should not, let the reader understand? I understand! the prophecy is about a verse about a prophecy, not a person, but representing a person falsely i.e. Daniel.
      Anyway a bunch of things about Dan if you look it up in search of the bible being an adder, etc ….
      Dan shall be a serpent by the way, an adder in the path, that biteth the horse heels, so that his rider shall fall backward.
      AND AND AND says AKBAR OBAMA
      ruling from behind
      He is not Dan. Obama is the adder. The serpent.
      I also read the Book of Daniel a long time ago and I was very curious about the meaning of the prophecy because it was so weird and it stuck in my mind above all the others. I finally found out the meaning.
       Obama used Lincoln standing in front of the Lincoln Memorial and he used his feet on the desk when talking to Netanyahu by phone, he used Susan Rice, he used Hillary. He uses everyone. Their substance. He even used his wife though I don’t think she understands he used her because of her skin color and possibly her sexual preference. He uses good people and uses bad people. He is the Destroyer. Read about him in the Gospel of Luke and he certainly is recognizable if you can remember. It’s all purposeful to demean everyone he used and he certainly did but he is always making new friends to cover his ass using tax dollars and then kissing Islam’s ass by saying “the future must not belong to those who insult the prophet of Islam.” BLAH BLAH BLAH. He could care less about Islam. Destruction is his game of everyone including Islam. Islam and the RCC are quite a bit alike.
      Islam will figure it out eventually, but it might be too late.
      It definitely will be too late for the Vatican.

      Revelation 18:15-17

      15 The merchants of these things, which were made rich by her, shall stand afar off for the fear of her torment, weeping and wailing,

      and him

      16 And saying, Alas, alas that great city, that was clothed in fine linen, and purple, and scarlet, and decked with gold, and precious stones, and pearls!

      17 For in one hour so great riches is come to nought.

      I apologize : I did quite a bit of work on JFK’s assassination via CBS News and transcribed the reports of the assassination and snap shotted some pics to help people and catholics understand their dilemma which was on Merangue’s Blog. Anyway someone has sabotaged some of the transcriptions replacing them with the same part a few times obviously something important I noticed someone doesn’t want to be noticed and I’m not doing it again since I did it twice. It doesn’t matter because 17 For in one hour so great riches is come to nought. and there ain’t nothing anyone can do about it.



    Reese Witherspoon Says A Director Assaulted Her When She Was 16

    “I wish I could tell you that was an isolated incident in my career.”

    These are the success stories,

    but what about the ones that didn’t succeed who probably won’t come out or can’t for a number of reasons and are suffering.

    Obviously, females deserve the right to an abortion when needed despite the RCC/Evangelicalism (BGEA)/New World Order/Jesuit Order over zealousness full of shit lies and using Hospice/murder/suicide of their parents (the elderly) and lowering the future generations life spans in retaliation as revenge because of the confusion the faith religions themselves sowed who were deceived or of the right and the left and all the possibilities sandwiched in-between because they can’t handle the FACT that the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed and ERRONEOUSLY based their faith on a HUGE faith lie. Propaganda comes in many forms like the video on Fox internet site of the little girl getting a Teddy bear with her dads voice (her dad is deployed) which is very cute but at the same time is schmaltzy since she is being video taped and knows it and is preforming. Kids know how to preform. Not her fault and I can tell she loves her daddy and mommy but I think it should have been kept for themselves instead of used for propaganda. She is a darling kid, though but I won’t add the cute video. We should have been out of Iraq a long time ago and should have built a wall of some kind on our border at the same time we are being used by Saudi Arabia and the RCC Vatican. Our military is being squeezed and spread out and thinned in order to keep us vulnerable. I don’t know what OIL companies are there and who has stocks invested in the companies but now Iran is our formidable foe and I think it is connected in a duplicitous and insidious kind of way. Maybe her dad will be lucky and won’t need to appear on wounded warriors or need a hurricane offered on Fox News for donations usually around O’reillys hour of Vatican Jesuit bullshit. Instead perhaps we ought to make Iraq the 52nd state of the USA since so much has been invested in the country of Iraq. I think it would be reasonable. But read Puerto Rico is a territory of ours and not a state. Perhaps Iraq is a territory of ours and not a state which means no representation territory wide but I remember when I asked for help for my mom representation wise and the lack of representation I received for her. So …… Mark Levin has detailed explanation about the controversy of Puerto Rico and it’s un-statehood if you are interested which I linked but what worries me is what about Betsy Ross? Just kidding. I’m sorry to say but I’m gonna be frank about it – I’m worried about the the Roman Catholic/Evangelical aspect of the statehood of Puerto Rico and it’s influence which is evil. I know there are some nice spanish people I have met in my life, hard working, some of them but I don’t like the voting block aspect of Roman Catholicism because of it’s evil influence throughout it’s history. I don’t sit around worrying about Puerto Rico but I worry about fascism: roman catholicism and islam and then communism. I like freedom but we have to protect it. The rcc and islam do not protect freedom with the help of many of it’s allies evangelicals and many of it’s daughters. WWll is a great example of why the RCC and Islam cannot be trusted no matter the faith. Think about it, why would the RCC be offended by China’s catholics and demand the Chinese catholics to be Romanized. That’s what you call suspicious, auspicious and over-bearing, sociopathic and psychotic, a pathological nuisance. Can you imagine? China is the size of a continent and the RCC is strong arming them to be Romanized? Why would the RCC demand Japanese roman catholics to adhere to the Neo-Catechumenal way? THE RCC IS INSANE! The reason the Japanese resisted and tried to delay the NeoCatechumenal Way was because of an increase in suicides because of the trial run of the NeoCatechumenal Way and wanted to wait 5 years which is a good reason to resist and delay. Then the earthquake and tsunami and the resulting nuclear accident at FUKUSHIMA immediately after their rejection which poisoned the starfish, tuna and crabs and plankton etc the poisoning of the food chain offered by the Pacific ocean. Possibly 1/3 of the waters are affected which is kind of biblical revelation kind of stuff. I think the RCC is involved in the misuse of technology like HAARP in other places along with it’s closest ally in fascism ISLAM. Probably a Jesuit misuse of Catholicism to protect the Vatican. It’s really stinky and should not be tolerated. IF you think Jesuits will protect us from communism when they don’t protect against fascism, it’s a no brainer. And if you think they give a shit about females, think again. It is how the RCC works in order to attain wealth and power using females in lots of different ways.

    Nothing propinks like propinquity!

    “He often used the aphorism (perhaps originally coined by Ian Fleming in Diamonds are Forever) “Nothing propinks like propinquity,” later dubbed the Ball Rule of Power. It means that the more direct access you have to the president, the greater your power, no matter what your title actually is.”

    Phrase popularized 1960s by U.S. diplomat George Ball who was in the hallway during the JFK assassination aftermath with OSWALD before “the oswald” he was assassinated. Funny thing about it is he is trying to act like a bystander in the film/snapshot I snap-shotted from the films provided by CBS which I included in my blog regarding the assassination of JFK CBS News transcripts which I transcribed and learned a bunch which you can find on my site Merangue’s Blog and my conclusions were Jackie Kennedy shot his head under some kind of mind control, I think, and others were there that should not have been there including Obama who was at the point when JFK’s elbows go up before he is shot in the head when something stabbed him in the back: a contraption via the vehicle he was in and I think it was remote controlled in order to subdue him (which it did) and I explained how it worked because it was the same wound as the supposed bullet that nicked his tie but in actuality it was something sharp that entered his back and went out the same way it entered and nicked the tie, Billy Graham was there in disguise as well, and others and at the airport as well, in the streets, matted in (photo enhanced but ‘an exchange’ has something to do with the matting), I think from what I gathered from my investigation of the JFK assassination and the things said by JFK it had something to do with “the LODGE”

    perhaps inferring masonic lodge/large

    (which possibly has something to do with the assassination of some leaders in Vietnam) and is on one of the White House tapes basically or possibly a confession about it from JFK or a sound-a-like soon before he was assassinated. He pronounced it Large.

    But don’t forget the thing standing where it shouldn’t is not a person……. it is the thing itself: the prophecy standing in the Gospel of Matthew and it used to be in the Book of Daniel and this occurred DURING the Obama Administration somewhere between the pope-ships of Pope Benedict XVl and Pope Francis, a Jesuit. the one who sainted Mother Teresa for murder/suicide called Hospice, but you have had to have read it and I did when it was in the Book of Daniel one of the prophecies a VERY BIG ONE that intrigued me when I read it because it also said “let the reader understand” as part of it’s prophecy, a clue a VERY BIG ONE plus the prophecy doesn’t say he or she but says it. SOoooooooooooooo

    but the way JFK or his sound-a-like said it sounded like “the Large” which I think is connected to a group of people involved with the BGEA and secret religious organizations such a the Freemasons, Skull and Bones, Jesuits, Bildeburgers, and others but all infiltrated but were formed because of the Roman Catholic abuse, the mob, Club of Rome and I think the best way to handle these societies is not to have tax deductions for religious donations etc and to go strictly with consumption tax and let the people decide and then the state and local governments and the state who collects the taxes allocates to the Feds for the military but can also allocate to the military in their state. Each state is different and has different needs security wise, population wise, and location wise and many other social, fiscal, and physical differences as well.

    As far as the sect religious political societies is we are dealing with the devil who can infiltrate people in various ways because the flesh is weak and infiltrated these organizations, of course. The death of the Supreme Court Justice might have been result of one of these groups via the RCC and the devil. Going to consumption tax without donations will keep the devil under some financial control and improve life for everyone. Spread him out as thinly as possible. Same goes for Satan. IF people control the money exchange via buying power we win. Probably less wars and less rapes and murders. less droughts, less mega storms. less wild fires, less mega hurricanes, less earthquakes. less nuclear accidents in response to political or social decisions, etc. Comes down to this if females aren’t allowed to have an abortion when females need one then any man accused of rape, molestation, accosting females at work, or any sexual deviancy or using drugs or alcohol to get laid or telling a sexual joke should have a hot coal on a metal prod shoved into their penis while sticking a broom up their asses. In the past women were scrutinized for any accusation and most males got a free pass which is why females deserve the rights they attained when abortion became legal for their protection against male fraternal dominated religious entities who use females as if they were their slaves as much as Hannity and friends have the right to use the pill or any birth control devices to avoid and avert pregnancy or to plan their own lives and families. The females who had abortions had children later with their husbands because the abortion they received was safe!

    Anyway, you deserve ISLAM and its maniacal evils

    terrorism, mass shootings, hurricanes, tsunamis, droughts, fires, earthquakes, national debt, and a civil war, revolutions, floods,

    even a nuclear war, etc

    if you can’t accept abortion.

    I think the Japanese deserved nuclear war less in WWll than those harassing the families and females about abortions and both are/were influenced by the Jesuit Order. I believe if the Jesuit Order hadn’t existed there would not have been WWl or WWll, nor our involvement in the Vietnam War, harassment of women and their families, and Mother Teresa’s hospice, etc. Sounds mean to say if you can’t accept abortions as an option for females who have an unwanted pregnancy you deserve to be nuked and obviously I think abortions are a necessary part of life! Sexuality is an unusual trait in both male and female and hard to understand sometimes and affects each of us differently depending on our experience, who we live near, our friends, our peers, our up bringing and our parents, siblings, religion, political leanings, whether in time of war or peace and on top of it to be sabotaged for political and religious reasons makes it worse and very confusing to the individuals and especially females who bear the burden as most of us were brought up as little princesses who later find out they are not even close. Ibelieve birth control is necessary and a good option as well and abortion is just one form of the same thing. If females can’t be trusted to have all options on the table I don’t think males deserve females or children. I was raised in a tumultuous time during the Vietnam War and part of the Korean war before it, hippies, freaks and drug experimentation, and during the african american social upheaval and rehabilitation in various ways, etc. Who wouldn’t be a bit confused? I took in the experiences and learned. It’s a part of the human experience to experience and learn. Sometimes we fail and sometimes we don’t. Certainly can’t expect the RCC to teach about the human experience since for most of it’s 2000 year life it prohibited reading the bible and many other stupid antics if you don’t attend you have to babble hail Mary’s with a bead chain of some kind like ISLAM  etc, if you go to another church you are damned and now the RCC wants to unite? PSYCHOTIC is what you call the RCC. Love their morphing crap which is quite deceptive, and yet the RCC continues as if there won’t be recompense. Talk about over confident which is good. Makes them weaker. The anguish and torment caused by the harassment about abortions is unmeasurable by mankind has been immense and deserves a big response. I hope it comes. The lies put forth about abortions via some video tapes no ones gets to see deserves a big response. I hope it comes. The sadness caused by Mother Teresa Hospice and the RCC is immeasurable and deserves a bigger response and I hope it comes as soon as it is understood clearly. I think Revelation will serve this purpose! I’m sorry it has to be this way but it does because of all of the above. TOO BAD. TSK TSK. Not saying the sexual accusations against some hollywood mogul if true aren’t a big deal and are important to the females involved and I’m glad they have raised their voices (from the clips on Fox about Weinstein he sounds really messed up and not in control of himself at all and definitely needs some help and possibly needs an exorcist and maybe an operation to cut off the blood supply to the scrotum/balls to help him out) which might save other females and should be important to the men involved because of their character and their children, future girlfriends and wives, moms and dads, future jobs and/or opportunities, etc, but I don’t think Clinton should have to return Weinstein’s donation however the Clinton Foundation should have to answer for giving away Uranium and have to answer about the kickback but I don’t think they’ll be held accountable even though it might eventually be the uranium that destroys Hollywood or New York or Washington DC.  I saw the clips provided of Ben Affleck and others, and I’m sure he wished he hadn’t nor am I sure of the circumstances, but he was probably drunk. Not a great excuse but people do the oddest of things when drunk or on a dare. I don’t know if the woman involved was offended, surprised, or embarrassed or if it was a mutual joke. Might ought ask him and her. BUT, the press should HOUND THE SHIT OUT OF THE CLINTONS ABOUT THE URANIUM DEAL and get some answers (instead of hounding females and families for defending themselves and their bodies by having abortions which is a human right: a female has a right to determine when she is fit to have a baby or to determine when she wants to have a baby and raise a family) which might save their ever lovin’ asses and possibly millions of other people. ISN’T FOX NEWS THE PRESS? I’m not the press. I’m merely a concerned citizen. MAYBE YOU SHOULD WORK ON IT! Make it your cause and your mission:

    Uranium

    ……As little as 15 lb (7 kg) of uranium-235 can be used to make an atomic bomb.[15] ” The first nuclear bomb used in war, Little Boy, relied on uranium fission, but the very first nuclear explosive (the Gadget used at Trinity) and the bomb that destroyed Nagasaki (Fat Man) were both plutonium bombs.”….. …..”Depleted Uramium…… Due to its high density, this material is found in inertial guidance systems and in gyroscopiccompasses.[“……. “…..The X-10 Graphite Reactor at Oak Ridge National Laboratory (ORNL) in Oak Ridge, Tennessee, formerly known as the Clinton Pile and X-10 Pile, was the world’s second artificial nuclear reactor (after Enrico Fermi’s Chicago Pile) and was the first reactor designed and built for continuous operation……..”

    HMMMMMM

    Mutated pig

    Chernobyl disaster

    Abortion requests due to “mutant” fears


    What does MARSHA, MARSHA, MARSHA BLACKBURN of Tennessee think and what would she have done?

    ONLY GOD KNOWS!


    Following the accident, journalists mistrusted many medical professionals (such as the spokesman from the UK National Radiological Protection Board), and in turn encouraged the public to mistrust them.[179] Throughout the European continent, due to this media-driven framing of the slight contamination and in nations where abortion is legal, many requests for induced abortions, of otherwise normal pregnancies, were obtained out of fears of radiation from Chernobyl, including an excess number of abortions in Denmark in the months following the accident.[180] In Greece, following the accident many obstetricians were unable to resist requests from worried pregnant mothers over fears of radiation. The investigation of the Uranium deal and the investigation of the hundred millions of dollars or more kickback to the Clinton Foundation is a worthwhile mission as is investigating the RCC about Hospice and maybe the two are connected.

    Isn’t it odd: plutonium and uranium

    and then you have small planets called Pluto and Uranus. Maybe has to do with discovery time.  I noticed one of the two is resistant to electrical currents quite a bit. Maybe why it’s attractive to some. Fear of unprotected electrical grid or something to do with the new threat to countries.

    From Hummus to lentils!

     I have my own talents I’m trying to use in a positive way for me, my family, for the present and for the future and for others as well. As far as sources go there aren ‘t many alternatives and none are trustworthy so I have very little faith in our government especially in the recent past 10 years and VERY little faith in the press and a little faith about a lot of things. I believe in God and I believe nothing is impossible with God which leaves me with many options most of which are not attainable at this exact moment, but will be: not every second or minute of the day is my belief an unwavering source of strength because I’m only human! I fluctuate. I think it’s time for US citizens to try to maintain some decency and common sense because things have definitely gone awry as a result of the VERY EVIL intentions and deeds of the New World Order with Teeth (religious and political). Supposedly we are The Great Satan and there are those that would like to see us destroyed, quite a few of those. I have tried to learn as much as possible and offer my knowledge and my experience (some of which is not good) for free but there are those days I have a hard time maintaining especially when I read and watch the news (the press) or have to deal with those who are in denial while at the same time trying to protect my interests.

    The little red pill being pushed on the elderly

    CNN investigation exposes inappropriate use of drug in nursing homes

    The above article about Nuedexta is emblematic of laziness and mismanagement, kind like the drug given to kids to control them usually suggested by teachers because of overactive behavior while using Medicare. Kids and the elderly aren’t usually productive monetarily and I think it is the reason for the treason against both kids and the elderly. Our government has shirked it’s responsibility and promises partially because of the national debt used as a humongous weapon against our country and should be forgotten and forgiven for the sake of the kids and the elderly but our government is in denial and acting subject to other powers it shouldn’t be subject to such as the RCC and other entities it beguiles who are at war with the USA.

    LAS VEGAS SURVIVOR ABRUPTLY DIES DAYS AFTER POSTING EYEWITNESS ACCOUNT OF SECOND SHOOTER

    This eye witness said the shots were following her and her group and I believe the only way that could occur would be via cell phone identification and some kind of code. I believe the same thing happened during the tornado the day after Christmas the storm followed my ex from one part of town to another town a few towns away almost exactly behind him and i think it was via his cell phone identification via satellite in space (kind of a tether type following) and I would imagine possibly using or having access to social security numbers, drivers licenses, computers, embedded chips to keep tabs on some individuals of interest. Twitter and face book are also ways to get people under your WING. “Hashtag me and tell us what you think” crap, as if they care. Which Greta made famous? I don’t know which one but one of them….Probably the one Billy Graham possessed which I wrote about in an earlier post when it occurred. DO hashtaggers ever get responses except from other hashtaggers so this is merely information gathering used in a multitude of ways to control and manage people. Same goes with communicating with your government via e-mail which are limited often to 500-words limit to message your congressman. I have never received anything other than a form letter back in response because our congressmen don’t”réá’d”the e-mails, someone else does, hence this someone else controls our congressmen. I think the BGEA and its affiliates probably are involved. I will never forget when JFK jr was investigating his dad’s death and went to see Billy Graham and Fidel Castro for information and soon after he died in a suspicious plane wreck and at the same time was vying for the Senate seat but Hillary Clinton won because he died in the plane wreck. I’m sure the Insurance business is involved as well since it has béé’ná”bó’né’ó’f’çó’n’té’n’tíó’n”sí’nçé!

    Insurance is the antithesis of Jesus in one of the gospels who said not to worry about the future. There are enough troubles in a day. I think it’s  good advice and makes sense. 

    I’m looking forward to the future and getting prepared for it in some ways because the present sucks in many ways but I’m gonna try not to worry about it because I think the future is gonna be amazing. A dream come true kind of future. God knows what I want etc. I don’t think God will let me down, so in the mean time I will learn what I can learn, etc.

    I wrote a post comparing the gospels about a particular event one where Jesus was in charge and knew what was going on etc and he was leading his disciples/apostles and the other three gospels where his disciples/apostles were leading him, telling him what to do and they were in charge and knew what was going on basically walking him through something that obviously occurred and was being mocked, acting. Priests calling the shots, or trying to anyway because the priesthood is a scam. It’s an interesting comparison which you might enjoy called

    A Desert Place (a Different view)

    kind of like what occurred to Jesus Campos the hallway insecurity guard of

    Mandalay Bay:

    Find out how DeGeneres landed one of her biggest interviews ever/Mark Dice

    Notice his last name? DICE.

    One thing for sure if Mark Fuhrman gets involved in any crime investigation, trial, or comments on or is inserted into the story….there’s a coverup such as what occurred with the man shot in the hallway and was set to go on Hannity and some other shows disappears for a few days ends up on Ellen DeGeneris show who found him, I guess. Maybe Oprah found him. There is a critique of Ellen DeGeneris’es show by Mark Dice with JeZEUS the security guard for the Mandalay Bay and he’s lying. It’s not her fault. I can tell he’s lying and the guy next to him is making him lie, but I doubt Hannity would have done any better of an interview than Ellen DeGeneris. She did get some information, some testimony which can be compared to other testimony and maybe down the road the truth will emerge. Lightning does sometimes strike the same target twice so it can happen again in La Vegas but even worse, it might be Hoover Dam. Terrorism is always looking for chinks in the armor and whittles away at it. Most terrorists aren’t savvy and don’t know a lot about the USA being uneducated and every attack opens up some holes in the armor from lackluster sheriffs and so forth. And if this was a false flag incident mixed with a real incident it still opens up those chinks in the armor. Five days issuing is disconcerting and Jesus was obviously debriefed like the Benghazi witnesses.

    The children gather wood, and the fathers kindle the fire, and the women knead their dough, to make cakes to the queen of heaven, and to pour out drink offerings unto other gods, that they may provoke me to anger.

    Oprah is definitely involved! I have had too many clues as to her involvement with the Obamas. Why wasn’t Oprah’s picture at Benghazi, instead of Michelle? She was in Hawaii with Michelle on vacation after the Hurricane Sandy. She lusted after Akbar Obama for sure. Like The Jocasta complex is named for Jocasta, the fictional Greek queen who had a sexual relationship with her son, Oedipus. I think she may have had a lot to do with the New Hollywood in Alabama or on the East Coast area. I think I noticed her influence on the wife of a shooter in Las Vegas in the side view. She influenced many people in her shows and one of those was an acquaintance of mine who said she had never seen Obama lose early in his career as President at a press conference. I noticed her another movie which was an attempt to say she was god with a friend of mine in the past. I’m sure she had a lot to do with the financing at the least of the movie. I won’t name it, I noticed it. I have friends in weird places. Something about pancakes instead of bread. I noticed her influence a lot. Queen of heaven . I sit as queen, etc. which was in the bible. O-HARP- HAARP – a harpy. Maple syrup etc, LOL. I like pancakes but her dough isn’t good dough. But it doesn’t mean you must refrain from eating pancakes because it’s a spiritual meaning, not physical. I have noticed her kind of spirituality influencing women without any knowledge. The average housewife and I think she tricked them! It’s my post and it’s my take but I definitely think her influence on the everyday housewife has been a disaster – mindless shit.

    har·py
     
    1. a rapacious monster described as having a woman’s head and body and a bird’s wings and claws or depicted as a bird of prey with a woman’s face.
      • a grasping, unpleasant woman.
        No Offense Oprah, lol  YOU. OUGHT. TO. START.RUNNING., but I have to write it as I see it. It’s my duty. I used to like to jog. I liked a lot of things and still do. Loved a lot of people as well that were hurt dreadfully because of OBAMA and the New World Order/Jesuit Order and he will have to pay for it someday because it was not good and so might you. Besides nothing wrong with learning from others like me, my friends, my family, and God even if we aren’t African Americans. It might help you as well. OT’s free.
        Don’t forget about the shelf on the west coast of Africa and remember we all have our chinks, some good and some bad. LOL No offense. Whether or not some is propaganda I can’t say but some of it is experience as well and those friends and family in weird places THAT are helping me as well with God’s direction, I think, and THEY help me. I hope but I have had too many experiences that are definitely of God. SIGNS.
        Hopefully they have as well.
        By the way is there anything stupider than Maxine Waters? Probably. Which is a shame. A big chink! LOL
        I was warned the battle ahead would be fierce: Is that the best you can do Tucker? Compare Weinstein devotion to Hillary and his donation to Planned Parenthood? LOL He probably owed them a lot. Can you imagine having a bunco of little Weinstein’s running around? We’d never hear the end of it and yet O’reilly was invited back on Hannity to save his job on Fox!
        Why don’t you do a show comparing the injustice. HMMMM?
        NEOCat got your tongue?
        The other night I saw you give the eye and the nod to Glenn Greenwald, your mate? It was ridiculous. As if both of you were on the front lines of truth or something, and far from it. I have read some things on his site some good, some not. He is kind of mixed up as well, but you definitely are worse.
        IS THE MUSTARD SEED THE SMALLEST OF SEED?
        Can you answer that small little question, and if not, why?
      • WHATs HOLDING YOU BACK?
        I also have been assured I am in good company
        against a bunch of crazy ass mixed up nuts.
        Just heard about a young 17 year old illegal alien I think from Mexico crossing the border looking for an abortion in the USA and I think specifically Texas and was caught at 9 weeks pregnant and delayed by 6 weeks from having an abortion and obviously was desperate. A woman on Fox said the baby has already developed ears to hear and that is not true, not in a aware kind of way. Sponges react a well if you push one, dry it or wet it. Do you remember hearing your parents in your mom’s belly at the age of 15 weeks? I sure don’t. I don’t know anyone that does remember or even has an inkling what it was like in the womb of a woman. If insurance weren’t involved she could have paid on a payment plan and through paying via consumption tax, but now these people who delayed her will bear the burden – the moral burden they have inflicted upon her whatever she decides to do or is given the right to do. If that baby turns into a kid at age 8 and ends up murdering your grandchild, would that make a difference because of the trauma, etc or maybe too young to be a mom, etc. It’s a tough dilemma because she is illegal. I know damned well on the border there are places that provide abortions because of the towns on both sides of the border a few for prostitution where young all american boys go to get their manhood. I remember seeing a really young kid out very early in the morning when it was dark or late late night in-between the two selling cigarettes out on the street unaccompanied unless his mom was the one in the alley making it with a man. I think you are messing with fire. I don’t know if she’s a prostitute because I don’t know her and have never heard of this case till now on a Fox News SHOW nevertheless if the fence had been built it might have prevented this situation and Mexico should have to pay for the abortion since she is/was a citizen of Mexico and Mexico should possibly pay double or triple what a citizen of the USA would have had to pay because she snuck in, though I don’t blame her for her desperation. I blame Mexico and the Roman Catholic Church and Islam because:

        The Roman Catholic Church

        is only a front

        for Islam.

        Which is why the RCC and Islam were allies in WWll and other smaller wars yet very important wars.

        I guess one way to check on the status of the two religions would be to check out the voting records of Roman Catholic countries and Islamic countries at the UN and see if there is a some sort of pattern. I bet there is a pattern

        especially in regards to Israel.

        I remember when I got very sick the first time and almost died I shared a room with a woman from Central America or South America getting her gall bladder removed and had a newborn a baby at the same time. It was an emergency operation I think though I don’t know for sure but she was in the same area as me but I know she couldn’t speak a bit of english and i think she got a free deal then because it was at Parkland hospital. I guess if the women on Fox who don’t want her to have an abortion are willing to pay for this fetuses livelihood when born until he or she is 21 and all his or her needs, college as well then go ahead and delay her or prohibit her from having an abortion and if they are willing to take responsibility for what this kid/teenager/young male or female does from then on after he or she is born then go ahead and delay her or prohibit her. It’s her body, not yours until you interfered. I don’t want to take responsibility because I have had experience and I was lucky my kid wasn’t strangled to death because the family of this kid lived next door though the kid tried to strangle my daughter and he was only about 8 years old but he didn’t succeed when we went to eat dinner at their home. It’s your daughter at stake.
        And then this kid had the gaul to break a window on our house and sent his 3 year old brother through the broken window in order to steal some things and the kids hid them in our tree out in our front yard. I think they were cuban and seemed very nice at first. That was one of the major reasons I moved from the neighborhood and the others because of people firing their guns into the air on New Years eve and July 4th. What comes up must come down eventually. I had a pan nearby as if it would help protect us from some crazy nuts in our neighborhood. We had some doozies. One who picked up his germans shepherds poop with his bare hands and another who had a metal plate in his head and got into trouble directing traffic because he was nuts. Walked through the neighborhood often throwing a bat in the air and catching it. He used to bring me groceries which had been stored in moth balls by the smell of it to my front door hoping I would invite him in and I never did but I accepted the food and then threw it away. Another neighbor lived between us and he was a peeping tom and I caught him peeping on me when I was in my kitchen. A young italian stallion about to get married to the chick he was living with and they moved out and then gypsies moved in and their kids would enter my home unannounced. So my husband and I looked to buy in another safer neighborhood in another town and they had guns too and shot my dog and killed him over a dispute about a girl between two boys in the driveway of the house arguing because one boy was abusing her next door. Shots rang out and the neighbors nearby shot back after their windows were shot into. One of the boys was hit in the arm, but lived. No investigation either. Never heard about it again but I was home that night with my daughter and we heard the shots and we were lucky we weren’t shot. Checked on our dogs because we heard a yelp and didn’t know one of them had been shot because he hid his pain. He seemed fine because he ran up to us when we called him so we thought he was fine. He died later of infection because it was an elbow shot and didn’t bleed a lot but it was hard to tell on the cement  porch because blood turns brown plus he used to like to lay by the tree. We finally realized that he had been shot because he was so weak one day. We had him cremated. Saw him later after he died and he was with another dog when my daughter and I were on our way to the store in front of the hospital with the other dog which was a ways a way a few neighborhoods away but nearby not too long after he had been cremated and stopped and turned around to check out the pair of dogs because of our dog and my dog disappeared into the night but we took the other dog in and a few days later were able to return him to his owner. My daughter recognized Buck as well so it wasn’t my imagination. I remind her of the miracle and she hasn’t forgotten. We wouldn’t have stopped if it wasn’t for Buck. Sweet lovable dog. Part Black lab, part sheepdog. The reason he was an outdoor dog was I couldn’t train him not to urinate in the house and because of his size and when he urinated it was like a river when he lifted his leg even though he was fixed.  He had a huge neck and little round bear ears, twinkly eyes and soft fur like a shepherd . Couldn’t walk him with a normal collar which would slip off his head because his neck was so big. 60 or more lbs of a dog. Didn’t start out huge. Found him on the street in the middle of the road as a puppy in the old neighborhood. His mate Lady was a german shepherd and used to hide treats from him. We would give both dogs a treat and later found him without his treat or chew-bone because she had buried his treats for herself.  It’s a german shepherd trait. He respected her though. She was the boss. Good watchdog too. She didn’t like one of our neighbors who was married to the woman who said I ought to wrap myself in saran wrap and meet my husband at the door which I pledged in my heart never to do. I’m sure he would have loved it for his ego sake but I wouldn’t have loved myself for doing it. We were headed for a divorce at the time and I knew I did the right thing when he said “I thought I would bury you and you would bury me.” His idea about marriage. He had a vericoseal and wasn’t very sexual at all for years and years and smoked a bunch of pot daily until around the divorce. He says I’m not fun anymore? I put up with a lot of shit and spent many many nights alone while he gigged for free often at least 4 nights a week and no weekend dates and I stayed home with the kids and before I had kids I learned to play classical guitar (had lessons for about a year) and learned to paint art mostly portraits on porcelain with the help of my mom. I didn’t get paid when I worked for him before I had children, but he paid his brothers who were mooching off us when living with us between their divorces. Catholc men both divorced twice and I worked circles around them but they were union guys manufacturing cars up north in Michigan, and I wasn’t. I knew how to work. As far as the sex went between us my husband didn’t really enjoy it unless it was in someone else’s pool or in an empty house he was painting. He liked to sneak it. He didn’t enjoy it for the act itself. I think it has something to do with being catholic. I really do. When we were mooched by one of his brothers my husband hocked his wedding ring, I had lost mine on a trip because my hands were swollen from working VERY hard before a trip up north to see his family and I took it off and lost it. It was a hand-me-down as was my engagement ring from my side of the family. He hocked the silver place settings my parents gave us as a wedding gift to a friend who fulfilled it even more and then bought it back a few years later as a christmas present to me even though it was half mine which them made it mine, all mine. Our van was repossessed during his brothers mooch time and he was a very confused man at the time because of the divorce though he was a terrible husband and a terrible dad. Said he served in Viet nam when he was stationed in Guam or island somewhere where there was not combat at all somewhere like that but romanticized and lied that he actually served in Vietnam and was in combat even though he knew we knew he hadn’t and we had to hear his ridiculous stories. His family never corrected him either. Eventually I had my husband kick him out after he tried to take advantage of my little sister sexually when both went out as buddies/friends but had too much to drink. Found out he was stealing from us that night when my husband opened his suitcase and he was stealing small tools. Before that or the next time we tried to help him our paint rig was stolen and it was blamed on someone else but my uncle helped my husband have it replaced. Our truck was also stolen. He had in between the mooch time lived on the river in the Austin area in the hill country and met some real nice people and I’m sure they were involved but the crime was blamed on a former boss of my husband who had a problem with the addiction of heroin though I don’t think he stole the stuff because he was fairly successful and so successful he hired people other than family. Trained my husband. But he was as good a scapegoat as any. He was mexican american and a really good song writer singer guitar player I think but was off the wagon for a while. He had a daughter and was married to anise lady. His mom was a nurse and he got addicted to stuff in their medicine cabinet is what I heard when he was younger.  I know it was family who had stolen the truck ad rig because he eded up with a new paint rig up north when he moved home very soon after so it was obvious. He actually bragged he had beaten me up to his family (his mom and brother) when he had never had beaten me up but held a grudge I guess. He beat up a friend’s daughter and tried to rape her the one that bought the silver whose daughter was quite young about 18 years old or there abouts and he was in his thirties. He was the oldest of the five boys raised by my mother-in-law for the most part who put the bible out for display but they weren’t allowed to touch it…it’s what catholics don’t teach. I remember sitting and I was reading a book by a pretty good author of christian  books Charles Swindoll which i enjoyed quite a bit a over a period of time collected a group of them one called Esther and one I think called The Jesus You Never knew and about 5 others. I had one of the books or two of them up north on a trip to see his family and his sister-in-law looked at one of the books kind of wistfully as if she was interested, but wasn’t. Curious, but afraid. She was a public school teacher. It was strange the way she looked it over. Charles Swindoll wrote a few books about the Old Testament which were helpful to me. I recommend his books. Started me on my journey because before that I was seeing crap on tv masquerading as christianity while living in the bible belt. I learned quite a bit regardless even by them because I was interested in the gold dust crap and their hysteria or talking in tongues phenomena, etc and then started listening to some radio shows about prophecy one show called “politics and religion” on my way to pick up my daughter at a nondenominational church school but eventually the schools prices went up astronomically and a lot of good people left. I’m glad we left because they weren’t that good since money was their object. Their bottom line. The school really thought their shit didn’t stink. It does as much as everyone else’s. And I started to research on line and even read thing written by catholics against catholicism and the New World Order right around Y2K time when the Catholic church under the leadership of Pope John Paul was threatening to turn Sunday into the day of worship and make it into a law while kissing the Koran
        (QURAN which I think is the “Q” Source and author of much of the Synoptic Gospels and the false covenant which he reneges upon, worms out of, weasels out of, washes his hands of, goes back on his word, and renounces because it was a false covenant to whomever he made the covenant with, I think) and holding a bent cross as his crozier.
        When bad things were said like false rumors or nasty stuff happened my mom would tell us

        “Consider the source.”

        Jesus of the Synoptic Gospels said:

        For which of you, intending to build a tower, sitteth not down first, and counteth the cost, whether he have sufficient to finish it?
        IF he knew how to count and these days with Core teaching 1 plus 3 might equal 5 then it might not depending on who is doing the accounting.
        In regards to finishing what one has started, but many times most people aren’t aware of the snags and the traps which lay ahead so all the planning in the world might be useless because things change, like the wind. There would never have been cures for anything with this kind of BS. The Synoptic Jesus talks about mocking as well in the next verse or so. Overcoming the mocking is the hardest part to continue with an idea to completion. These synoptic verses are mocking in a way mankind/humans. Like the Benghazi investigation which was swept under a rug with some pretty hefty lies and made up stories is an example of how things can go awry. If someone keeps adding and adding more and more controversies in every part of the globe like the new controversy in Niger which started in 2008 during the Obama Administration with people from all over the globe and 4000 French (Hey Maxine Waters pronounced it correctly I think unless it used to be pronounced with a soft g and a short i [no offense] and now on Fox is pronounced Knee-jair, it’s ridiculous. I think Niger is kind of a french colony/territory? Isn’t it?) it is hard to overcome however I have stated some ways to overcome it but it would take someone with some guts and fortitude who knows why these things are occurring to master the hardships and deceptions and curtail it and overcome the crap. I know why these things are occurring. Obviously since it was an ambush in Niger there was  obviously some kind of leak of intelligence of some kind. I wonder who?
        What the Synoptic Jesus was saying is dealing with the impossible knowing or not knowing what lies ahead, but because Jesus of the Synoptic Gospels was finite and shortsighted, false, and didn’t even know the mustard seed wasn’t the smallest of seed (or did he?) and had fallen for his own trap of crap I wouldn’t heed his advice and keep plugging away at your dream believing in God, watch the signs and miracles which help one’s course, sometimes. Stay the course! No one can count the cost of something unknowable from one day to the next, or one hour to the next. Prices fluctuate and things change like the weather. What’s good for the goose is good for the gander and vice versa. So in a way the Synoptic Jesus was very rigid and deceived and inspired a fear of failing. The old saying “if you fail try try again….and learn from it. If we heeded his advice nothing would be built or built upon. Think about building a home and it always is a bigger investment than planned. Or like a party, sometimes. At least from what I have experienced or witnessed. If we knew what we faced in WW11 would anyone have dared to land at Normandy though against a lot of resistance. Or cross the ocean to assist the war fighting against fascism and nazism? Yet we won the war, temporarily. He said these things before anyone knew the earth was round and we overcame the fallacy of the RCC which thought the earth was flat. When people become believers in God they don’t know the trials ahead and if they did they might not forge ahead, or ford a stream, or climb a mountain ahead but stand at a standstill dumbfounded. It does help to know why!  I can’t know what the RCC/UN/ has planned besides a one world government/religion and it has failed, so far,

        hashn’t  it? 

        I also investigated the JFK assassination and came up with I think a lot of truth, but is ignored in favor of the one bullet theory of the Warren Commission very similar to how Benghazi was handled. LIKE SHIT. I read other stuff in-between like the book called AntiChrist and a Cup of Tea by Tim Cohen which was interesting and goes into some of the secret societies and I researched it enough to get the general idea about them and read some stuff by Ian Paisley on this site about Catholicism and The Errors of Rome and it’s MIGHTY HISTORY and then I started comparing the gospels in regards to the question of the Sabbath because none of the things I had read or heard made any sense. Sounded like excuses to me. At this time the Ten Commandments were being disheveled and replaced for the New World Order Religion so we might all get along and it seems to have had the opposite affect. Comparing the gospels and each event if similar was the best route and showed me quite a bit and reading some of the writings by Josephus, son of Matthias adopted son of the Flaviuses. I listened to Walter Veith and he taught me quite a bit being a former Catholic and was pretty honest about his personal experience and the things he investigated and put forth for his fellow man and woman mostly about the relationship of Roman Catholicism to Islam. Great series of DVD’s and you can listen if you don’t like to read in your car on your way to work or home again. Very enjoyable and truthful. Eye opening an might help you if you think you need it and if you think you don’t YOU ARE CRAZY as a loon like former S-o-State John Kerry or D-o-Defense Chuck Hagel – How much wood would a woodchuck wood if a woodchuck could chuck wood,  what’s his name, who never ever questioned Obama’s motive’s which is Rather dumb. I wouldn’t hire him for the NFL as a defensive coach unless you add an oil well or two to the equation. There were giants in those days…So you can see I have had an extensive background when it comes to these things and didn’t take it lightly. While I was also going through some family stuff and tried to deal with it in a christian way and it didn’t work because it’s kind of a toughy. Family stuff usually is, but I think someday when all is said and done we are gonna be okay because even though we had problems big ones and got waylaid and were interfered with where and when angels should havefeared to tread I think we will be doing a lot better than them! In fact, I have been reassured we will many times “through signs and miracles” that my ex likes to denigrate, deny, belittle, cover up hoping I’ll forget or disbelieve, or my kids will forget. Sometimes because of his ways which are psycho I sometimes forget, etc because it’s is mind blowing, political correct, posey nonsense and is hard to overcome partially because it is so pervasive like a group brainwashing and the group is huge and often meaningless like a group hug. He murders his mom via hospice and gets upset if I don’t measures the coffee with a spoon, because he buys it. LOL It is still tough because of those who interfered and made it harder than it had to be and still try but will fail. And it will be harder for them for having done that and not having a whit of sense about who God is and who God isn’t. I found out the reason for the commandment about the Sabbath and it’s a good reason because it leads us to truth about Jesus. Full circle kind of reason which leads us to the Ten Commandments and back again and to the fact that the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed and is in actuality a faith lie or at best a mistake of faith. AN ERROR as in and error of Rome and the bigger error is Hospice (I had no idea he harbored ill will towards his mom and females in general. I thought he loved her. LOL He used her. He uses everybody. Of course when he puts down females or calls them trailer trash and his own mom lived in a trailer in Michigan for a long time a kind of nice trailer! so he’s very mixed up person and in this case it’s his own fault! a pimp. a psycho pimp. A loser. A very stupid person and underhanded and unscrupulous. A real mama’s boy!) which the Roman Catholic Church propped with help from it’s previous ERRORS and will pay a heavy price written about in Revelation and warned about in the gospel of John at the Sea of Gallilee! Honor your mother and your father is the second commandment the 2nd most important commandment and if he believed in God he would have honored his parents, his mom etc. He showed up to her funeral and didn’t go visit her before she died to find out how she really felt and instead I think he got to play the sax for his beloved friends. HE IS FUCKED! He thinks he can fool people which he does quite a bit, but you can’t fool God, however he thinks you/he can. Boy is he in for a surprise. The reason I know Revelations is in the works at this time is it was the last thing Jesus said to Peter as a tipping point, an apex, and a CLIMAX. Meaning the end of this age is nigh, close, nearby and impending. I cannot wait till it ends. I look forward to it.

        I have pondered and pondered about my ex and I think because of the New World Order with Teeth and the RCC wanting to unite religions and their politics to rule the world basically the reason I’m in this predicament that I’m in is because I divorced a catholic and are using me to demonstrate what happens to a female when you divorce a catholic and because of the statements made by the husband at the time of the divorce about burials, lol, pride and prejudice, control freaks. And then I came along with my ideas daring to read the bible and discerning as much as I could by comparing the gospels I was attacked as well as was my family preemptively which is partly why I did the comparisons, a dichotomy of sorts and the study of a dick head, a dip shit, and a dunce head.  Now our government because of President Trump is going to release JFK assassination information which should have been done a long time ago to the place in Dallas which in part is responsible for the coverup as was the Warren Commission for the assassination of JFK fifty or so years later which makes no sense. I researched it and I found out the reasons for it but I doubt anyone will care. IT was about the RCC, The Second Vatican (of many), Ecumenicalism, The Neo-Catechumenal Way, Opus Di, Sunday worship, false worship, wanting to control every aspect of human life to control the world, to remain the biggest cult in the world besides it’s partner ISLAM. Do you take me for a jacobite?

        Jacobitism

        I’m not.

        Cruzes dad was seen at the the book depository and at the luncheon at the Dallas Trade Mart obliquely blaming the guests for the assassination of JFK. Kind of a strange deal and having to do with the Methodist church in Dallas on NW HWY :The biggest congregation of methodists in the world at the time. His dad was definitely involved in the assassination of JFK in some capacity as crazy as it sounds. I did not realize the same man at those two places in Dallas during the aftermath o the assassination was his dad till kind of recently when I saw him with Cruz and Heidi a Ted Cruz elbowed his wife’s face when he lost the election/nomination. Ask not what your country can do for you, but ask what you can do for your country. I did my part and I have given quite a bit of information which should be useful to our country if it had a brain. The other day the ex gave Trey Goudy quite a compliment because he has a lot of confidence in Trey Goudy’s prowess as an attorney. Then why did he refrain from asking the right questions when he had the chance? My ex isn’t very smart, UNDERHANDED, but not smart. I don’t think grandstanding is a sign of a good attorney. Getting answers are a sign of a good attorney. TRUTHFUL ANSWERS. I liked Trey Goudy at first but he slowly but surely wafted into the woodwork of Washington DC as a no-brainer. Believe it or not the smartest of the Republicans left his position a while back as the leader of the Republicans of the House. LOL He at least had some form of intelligence to admit some things about the Republicans he was dealing with.

        Kate Steinle case that led to debate over US sanctuary cities, Trump’s call for wall is under way in court

        The case of the daughter on the pier getting shot in her dad’s embrace by a mexican illegal who

        finds a gun IN A SHIRT (fingerprints wiped clean for planting)

        under a bench at the location of the murder 

        and and and

        BEFORE THE MURDER

        HUGE COINCIDENCE

        and some pills in a trash can nearby.

        It’s called a set up. Entrapment. DUH

        “Investigators have said that the bullet first hit the pavement 12 feet from Garcia Zarate, then ricocheted 78 feet into Steinle. No one saw the gun go off, the prosecutor said, but many people heard it.”

        Does this sound plausible? It’s sounds like the one bullet theory of the JFK assassination, doesn’t it?

        “….a .40 caliber Sig Sauer P226, is known for its hair trigger.”

        Parents are suing and I guess the dad wants to make money off his daughter’s death and to divert and distract from the obvious set up.

        Trump blames her death on an immigrant. But why did her killer have a gun in the first place?

        The gun was taken somehow from a ranger who wasn’t very careful.

        “A BLM review absolved Woychowski of violating its policies, according to KQED. Five months after Steinle died, he was promoted to a supervisory position.”
        Helping the dad cover up his deed.
        Someone should investigate her dad.

        THIS CASE IS A BIGGIE

        considering those wild fires in California
        and and and
        definitely Obama inspired
        Like a minnie WWll involving the invasion of Poland the first invasion, etc
        by Hitler.

        I think the illegal alien was set up and I think the dad is involved too much with his daughter and she was gonna tell or something and he decided his reputation was more important than her and had her shot in the back and it could have been someone else that shot her but it was blamed on the illegal. I wonder how many guns the ranger has and why wasn’t his gun in a safe place so it couldn’t be stolen! I think it’s a case of incest and a demonstration to those females who have been harassed by their own dads not to tell. Sort of a OJ Simpson deal: a lesson for marrying an African american and dating a jew after divorcing him and I bet Mark Fuhrman gets involved as well in some capacity. In this case: incest and the repercussions of telling on your incestuous dad. Then the KNEE Jair incident was formed during the Obama Administration (2008) and blamed on Trump for his lack of condolence and with witnesses who didn’t tape it but overheard it together on speaker phone. I guess those were the witnesses. I still haven’t heard the whole story but it sounds FISHY! I’m sure the story will change like the Las Vegas shooting, the Boston Marathon bombs, the Sandy Hook Elementary shooting, and and and Benghazi. Just watched a few women discussing name calling as if one loses an argument upon name calling because they think they’re perfect. One of them looked like James Foley’s girl and friend (On NBC) the one who was supposedly a sex slave of an ISIS person in Syria and King Abdullah of Jordan bombed the site she was staying in, I think. LOL. because Obama told him to. Weird shit. Not really do I agree with the statement which follows only with the comparison:

        Yes I agree name calling is terrible compared to hospice.

        Remember Rep. Joe Wilson and what he said about Obama to Obama. He said “you lie.” Something like that. He was right.

        I like nuts but not in everything. My dad’s regular diet for breakfast was the cereal called GRAPENUTS except when he made the best Sunday breakfast of scrambled eggs perfectly a little wet, the best you could ever have. IMO He had strong TEETH and still does and he’s gonna eat ya one day and before you know it you’ll be flushed down the toilet into a sewer somewhere and hopefully headed for some kind of cleansing unless he decides to poop you on one of the 7 hills of ROME and if that’s the case we won’t be seeing you someday.
        MUCK MUCK MUCK
        The Seven Deadly sins are listed today as follows:
        • Lust (Latin, luxuria) Lust (fornication, perversion) — …
        • Gluttony (Latin, gula) Gluttony (waste, overindulgence) — …
        • Avarice (Latin, avaritia) Greed (treachery, avarice) — …
        • Sloth (Latin, acedia) …
        • Wrath (Latin, ira) …
        • Envy (Latin, invidia) …
        • Pride (Latin, superbia)
         There will nothing you will be able to say about it then because you have had plenty of opportunity with your big mouth, and didn’t.

        K-LOVE – Crowder “Go Tell It On The Mountain” LIVE

        One new show I like on Fox to be fair is a young british man who seems to be a bit more FAIR than the rest. Though I think a few people are pretty good some of the time. Usually women. Judge Jeanine who sometimes is on the right track and sometimes isn’t but she tries and a few REAL reporters that appear sometimes and I think try to be truthful. The one that reported about the green screens when James Foley (O’reillys guest before he was ISISED) and others were beheading and being beheaded by isis.

        Sanders: Kelly is ‘disgusted’ by politicization of his son’s death

        Ambassador Chris Stevens dad said the same thing about his son’s death and yet his son was the ambassador and was in politics! WEIRD HUH.

        TIME LOOP de LOOP

        Here is another Loop de Loop It’s the world’s fastest exodus since the Rwandan genocide.

        Chilling Photos of the Hundreds of Thousands of Rohingya Fleeing Burma

         The pervasive use of rape as a weapon of war caused a spike in HIV infection, including babies born of rape to newly infected mothers; many households were headed by orphaned children or widows. April 7 to mid-July 1994 – Rwanda genocide near the Congo

        I bet James Foley’s parents said the same thing as the father of Ambassador Chris Stevens. So let’s plant a tree

        and sing

        “We are the world, we are the children”!

        at least they had good intentions.

        Until Obama became President and screwed the world up!

        Obama’s pet project in Myanmar with a woman under house arrest (using her substance) and of course he had nothing to do with the devestation what so ever and it was not love. SO WHAT YOU GONNA DO ABOUT IT, TUCKER, HANNITY, LAURA INGRAHAM? to steal a phrase from the lady in the picture above?

        TRUTH MATTERS

        ‘Are You Trying to Exploit a Tragedy?’ Hannity

        TU DAI Bret Baier is now pronouncing Niger KNEE-JAIR. LOL 

        Kind of funny because of the original pronunciation and the NFL players taking a knee and then a foo dais ago one of the Donald Trumps pronounced Beliefs BAAL-Leaves or bah-leafs. somewhere in there. Hum bugs.

        WIKILEAKS TO EXPOSE HILLARY CLINTON’S TIES TO RUSSIA & SETH RICH, 4CHAN PREDICTS

        I think Russia might be a code word for someone and somewhere else. Why would they need our uranium when it is plentiful and Russia is a big country. Don’t they have enough of their own uranium? I think it may be IRAN or North Korea that needs the uranium.

        I could be wrong

    John Kelly did not command the press room at the White House, he appeased them and the press love it. Main message I got in regards to whether he had been fired or not is John Kelly doesn’t really know and was fishing and then he said for the press to get better sources: DITTO!

    As I said, John Kelly is a liar if he is who I think he is. Women were not sacred and never were to him unless barefoot and pregnant is sacred? Truth was never sacred to him. IF he is who I think he is he’s a traitor and a politician in his field, bought and sold. As I said…. in an earlier post possibly this post because I have kind of extended it – a woman in the 70s who lost her husband in the Viet Nam war was gang raped at the Pentagon by officers after her husband was killed in a helicopter crash doing his duty and I bet he knows about it. It was at the time (late 60’s early 70’s) the Pentagon was experimenting on their own officers and wives without their knowledge using powerful drugs. SPIKING THEM. If we knew about it, I’m sure he knew about it since she was a mutual friend at the time in the same vicinity –

    WHICH PROVE HE’S A LIAR!

    Don’t BS about your sacred heart. He was probably mobbed and was turned him into a slime ball. PERIOD.

    At this moment I have no idea if I have a job or not, if it helps. I think we are on the edge of something known as the future. I asked my boss and he didn’t know.

    Tillerson: Diplomacy With North Korea Will Continue ‘Until The First Bomb Drops’

    I think it depends on which Trump we are talking about and I think Tillerson is on the right track by not listening to rumors such as tweets and the like which can be intercepted. He has a job to do, if he can.

    I on the other hand don’t have a job to do and am waiting for word. My boss told the ex I would know if I were fired because he would tell me and he hasn’t yet said I was fired. Not sure who to believe, but eventually I’ll figure it out. Both could be lying. I certainly don’t trust the ex because he hasn’t been truthful quite a bit in the past and I have no idea about my boss. In the mean time, I will do what I do, whatever it is at a given moment and continue to believe in God.

    It’s kind of a strange situation as I have intimated. But It Wont Last. Kind of like what happened to my invention. Cynical and other things, but it won’t last.

    A woman at Fox News just said

    nuclear war could break out at any moment!

    The NSA, MORMONS, Mitt Romeny, Charlottesville riot, Schmoozing the President, Rejection, …………THIS Is POLITICS

    UTAH (NSA) Mormon Mitt Romeny wanted President Trump to apologize for the Charlottesville riot so he can run for President in 2018 against him because he didn’t get the job as Secretary of State (a very important job especially if you are Vatican inclined and after getting the leader of the BGEA, a cult, to concede to Mormonism (a cult) as not being a cult for the Vatican (a cult) and Rex Tillerson was hired instead after an attempted schmooze job by Mitt Romeny with President Trump which failed and then came the MORON controversy. SOUNDS SUSPICIOUS as was the knowledge of the event about Benghazi during the Presidential run for President against Obama before we even knew what had occurred for the most part at Benghazi during the debates between the two (Mitt Romney and Obama) during or near the time of the plastic surgery of Michelle Obama and her appearance at Benghazi. Got Obama off his stool it was so unexpected.



    I DO KNOW You shouldn’t have hospiced my mom!

    I know Hospice via the RCC/Mother Teresa is a bad omen and a ZEUS-tern that needs to be addressed by the public, the press, and our government besides the fact she deserved FAR better treatment. I believe she was very special to God, special to her husband (my dad), and special to her children and for some reason it is being veiled which makes HOSPICE  even more dangerous and insidious. I believe the BGEA is responsible since those who were beguiled/entrapped seemed to have been involved in the BGEA to some degree before it occurred which is not a coincidence, but a symptom. The BGEA is/was a shill as was Dr. Billy Graham for the RCC and the RCC’s agenda which is UNBELIEVABLY EVIL.
    Insidious definition, intended to entrap or beguile: an insidious plan:
    I can tell no one is taking it seriously. It’s a mistake to underestimate the warnings/signs and the timing, but there is a saying about overconfidence:
    However, the ex did the dishes, lol, something about “cleanliness is next to godliness” a kind of a strange reaction and a catholic dogma to compartmentalize one’s own actions and words. 
     But don’t worry, be happy
    because I tend to get down and dirty sometimes! I don’t believe cleanliness is next to godliness except in a hospital and at restaurants.
    (I cannot verify the above article I found on Fox internet site but thought I would add the story just in case it is true.)

    Hobby Lobby

    Steve Green – Museum of the Bible

    Hobby Lobby President Steve Green on Judge Jeanine’s show on Fox said this:
    “IF life begins at conception as our family believes…….”
    Doesn’t sound like he believes it! OR at the very least it sounds as if he’s not sure.
    Has a museum all about the bible in Washington DC which looks kind of cool from one mans’ perspective. HIS. He talked about his blessings and being able to have this museum built, etc having to do with his success…..
    Does Steve Green believe you cannot serve two masters?
    Does Steve Green believe hospice in exchange for abortion authored and engineered by Mother Teresa and sainted by the pope of the Roman Catholic Church (Pope Francis) expresses life or kills life (murders those who were born)? Is he willing to express the controversy in his bible museum? Does Steve Green celebrate his kid’s birthdays or their conception days?
    Does being born have any meaning at all?
    If not,
    what about being born again?
    Did the definition of the word “conceive” change? I think it has changed. I think it used to mean “born.”
    Word tricks!
    In the past, when a woman had a baby I think they used to say So and so conceived a baby boy or girl. Back then no one knew the sex unless the baby was born nor whether the baby would be born because of all the possibilities.
    What does the genealogy so and so begat so and so mean?
    Where did the word bastard originate from? Term of endearment???
    A sacred term of endearment?
    His museum called The Museum of The Bible in Washington D.C. is like as is the museum in Dallas called The Sixth Floor Museum at Dealey Plaza to see the JFK assassination paraphernalia, etc as is the Tower of London is to see the Crown Jewels and Sleeping Beauty sleeping as is going to Notre Dame to see Jesus as a hologram to whichever city Notre Dame sends its hologram contraption (based upon the picture on the shroud of Turin) with a Shroud of Turin (one of many) as is going to Manhattan to it’s museum. However, Dallas also has the Holocaust Museum.
    In the past, women couldn’t make a decent living, so what were women supposed to do? When Jesus went to Samaria he met a woman at the well who was married five times….I highly doubt she got divorced 4 times and survived. Did Samaria have divorce courts at the time and lawyers who passed the bar exam at colleges that didn’t exist? She was living with a fellow, …..OBVIOUSLY! 



    I believe the truth is next to godliness and I do not have access to more of it than anyone else but I’m trying. Truth might get us out of the pit we find ourselves in. I don’t think health insurance or the tax deal are the right solution given by Trump but possibly the best he can muster having to deal with a do nothing congress spinning their wheels and Obama Care with it’s legacy who can’t seem “to think beyond the status quo” or to put it in other terms “to think out of the box.” Deducting state and local taxes is nothing new and IMO if Trump were serious he would have raised the AMT to the amount of one’s salary because we should not be taxed on what we earn, but only taxed on what we spend and spending would increase dramatically because people would have more money to spend or to invest and the tax receivers should and would then pay the Federal government tax without any deductions except for what is allocated for their state and would demonstrate
    some FAITH
    in the final frontier unless you have none.
    Talk about simple and yet genius.
    Trump says the Insurance Business has MADE A KILLING on the Stock Market which was Hillary Clinton’s career as a lawyer before she became first lady many, many, many years ago.
    As Rand Paul said about the Trump tax plan and insurance plan you might not see the results for a year or so AND the same applies to my suggestions about taxes and insurance which I think are very doable and very simple answers to the mess the USA is mired in and has become enslaved by which have been constantly changing because of the political and religious whims of some maniacs and very much like alms to every election. What happens on the next election? or the one after it?
    New Executive orders?

    Hope Rand Paul recovers fast. Rib injuries are tough and painful AND THE REASON FOR THE ATACK MAY BE:

    RON PAUL: GOP TAX PLAN INCREASES THE MOST INSIDIOUS TAX

    I don’t think Trump is trying to hurt anyone and I think he is trying to take the bricks off your backs little by little as best he can that Obama put on your backs as well as others before him. We have to have a military for the protection of the US citizenry and there needs to be a structure to our way of life and laws but it has become unbearable for many people, mostly the middle class which is the epitome of what makes America great in so many ways. He is dealing with a complex situation and people who for the most part don’t even know how to think out of the box. I do, but I’m not the President. I do not think (and hopefully I’m right) that he has a vendetta which Obama did have for some reason having to do with ISLAM and it’s prophet/profit. He stated it clearly at the UN (“The future must not belong to those who insult the prophet of Islam”) and it was a dark sentence not because his skin is african-americanish but because he is evil. A lot of people have been hurt by his sentence all over the world and many were african americans. IPSO FACTO! Not all, but many. I still believe these are the end times. End of what as I have explained above. Many americans have been through hell and back and hopefully they will have understanding and get through the crises some manufactured right here in the USA by those who pretended to be friends. Meanwhile, Laura InGraham is going to remain pragmatic after her stay of execution as a Fox regular and those who watch will probably hear the word abortion or hear the words pro life at least once every Laura InGraham show. Count on it! It’s her job and it pays well. Hey it’s HER ACHIEVEMENT to have overcome one indiscretion in her life and she plans to use it like a one edged sword. She has a right to her opinion but every time she expresses her opinion I think less of her so I wonder what God thinks. I looked up pragmatism and it is a philosophy that I don’t agree with especially in regards to truth and especially when she never ever opines about murder-suicide by Hospice of the RCC and Mother Teresa and all the other evils of the RCC in the past and never producing proof in regards to abortion organ trades/donors/buyers of those organs taken from aborted fetuses in any depth other than rumors taped. Never ever providing any truth that I have observed so far. So I’m not sure pragmatism is helpful except to her for the time being anyway. I wish she had more perspective but she is deceived and I think she needs an exorcist. Maybe she’s in favor of Rosemary’s baby. She reminds me of a geometry teacher I once had with sort of a mix of a fourth grade math teacher I had which is not a compliment.  LOL and reminds me of a friend of my older sister who wasn’t favored by anyone in the family who influenced her imo dreadfully.  What Xmas present did Laura get and who did she get it from? Git outta here!

    Pragmatism

    When my daughter went on a vacation spring break to a rave concert she and her friends were offered by persons in the next room at the place they stayed a date rape drug. I don’t know the name of it but she did. Of course, the kids declined.

    I think Laura InGraham thinks in her small Christian brain that abortion and those who had an abortion, those who provided an abortion, and those who helped females in dire straits are the reason the world is a mess because she didn’t have an abortion like every man who can’t have an abortion or has knowledge of any female that she knows who had an abortion, BUT it’s not the reason, however typical and pragmatic of the kind of Christian she is. Scapegoating. IS PRAGMATISM HER IDEA OF THE MEANING OF FAITH? Does she think she can serve two masters? Does she still think the mustard seed is the smallest of seed? Does she think the earth is flat as well? Can she move a mountain with the faith the size of the mustard seed even if it isn’t the smallest of seed? We Shall See, shan’t we? She has a new book kissing political ass and was groomed for this occasion in her life which makes this life easy, don’t it? A working class girl who doesn’t much care for other girls even though she’s represented as a populist. Not really sure what populist means so I’m going to look it up:

    “Populists can fall anywhere on the traditional left–right political spectrum of politics, and often portray both bourgeois capitalists and socialist organizers as unfairly dominating the political sphere. Political parties and politicians often use the terms populist and populism as pejoratives against their opponents.”

    Ah, it doesn’t mean anything.

    I can tell she doesn’t much care for other women. It’s in her eyes, sort of spiritually. Thinks she knows more than she does (and maybe she does) and think she is better than the average working girl yet never ever discussing “on air”  the things she should.

    What’s holding her back

    Is it Mark Fuhrman? She had him as a guest on her show with another dumb ass to disscus mental stability and gun ownership and I guess in response to my post about her and him;) What you gonna do about it? IF the AIR FORCE shirked it’s duties what can you do about tit, Laura?What is the smallest of seed?That you can do something about. You can answer that and publicly denounce the mustard seed of faith teaching found in your bible. This is your moment, your chance to stand up for truth. You too Mark Fuhrman. Will she take it? Will he? Also noticed on FOX News film of Trumps entourage trying to drive in the NFZ (No Fly Zone) between North and South Korea and were not able to because of bad weather however there was no snow on the ground, nor flooding, nor sleet, nor rain so I guess it was an imaginary threat but on the heels of my post about the atom bomb. Fox News follows me like dark angels.

    Sting – Why Should I Cry For You? – YouTube

    I WON’T!,LOL

    Besides I have it on a spiritual word/level to not be kind to you! I think it was my mom but might have been my dad but I trusted the spiritual level because I am discerning. I can see an intellectually dishonest scum bag and you are one. I hope others follow in that vein and on those lines. You deserve unkindness and more than likely it will be shortcoming or shortly coming. Snicker, snicker….. Get outta here. As the world turns the weather phenomena in the No Fly Zone in One of the Koreas was fog: The fog of war. They do it in England.

    If our country was at war which in a way we are at war besides in the places our military are involved in around the world at it’s bidding I wouldn’t want to be in a fox hole with her;)

    Saw Miss InGraham had a guest and it happened to be the general (White House Chief of Staff is his status) I said reminded me quite a bit of a family so-called friend general. 4 star. How he got to 4 stars is beyond me but I suspect since his coming out lately it has to do with the POSSIBLE set time for the release of information regarding the JFK assassination and I suspect his rank has to do with being a Secret Service kind of guy, informant, and a traitor (perhaps under duress, but still a liar). No wonder he was on the Laura InGraham show. I didn’t watch the show though except for the part when she asked what he prayed for and of course he said he paraded for world peace. (Hard to believe.)

    PEACE, PEACE and there is no peace.

    Me Tarzan, you Jane.

    which might be the reason for the treason.

    but he brought up the civil war, slavery and Robert E. Lee in order to distract on some show not sure which show and it did by golly spark interest which makes you wonder who is responsible for the initial distraction in Virginia, eh? History is important even if it isn’t the history you want and everyone knows the civil war wasn’t about slaves but a by product of the war was freedom and it wasn’t pretty was it? I mean the freedom wasn’t easy. For a brief shining period of time it seemed like it was becoming cool the relations between african americans and anglos and others and then came OBAMA and ISLAM. There are reasons for it and it isn’t good having to do with a new world order and african americans the majority of african americans will not like it when the charades are over, like the 14 old african american girl in Chicago who went to a concert at the White House (was noticed) and then was murdered in Chicago soon after at a park. Coincidence? As one astute african american girl said “this isn’t about race”, but it is a great diversion. Remember Father Jonathon of Fox news (who never had a child of his own) who went on many other shows to advocate for the death of a young girl in a coma (she happened to be african american) but her mother felt her hand move in her hand and didn’t want to give up on her daughter. The Roman Catholic church was pushing the family around in various ways putting the pressure on for her to give up on her daughter using the tv stations and talk shows and then Pope Francis sainted Mother Teresa for her work. That’s what it’s about…..murder suicide, and hospice and using women’s rights over their bodies during pregnancy as an excuse. They want to own your body and your family planning in every way. What would you have done during Chernobyl? Or after Hiroshima or if impregnated by someone you don’t want to be impregnated by? Politics and Religion are very talented at shrouding the truth along with their many followers. Go ahead and put your head in the sand about race relations and see where it gets ya. These things happened during the Obama Administration. Controlling every aspect of everyone else’s life as far as family planning, etc, divorce, abortion, taxes, and many other temptations of the RCC and using race relations and abortion to murder all because they can’t figure out when life begins (but actually don’t care) and never have which is overstepping their bounds and that is why the RCC is going down soon. It’s a conundrum and is the stone that will grind them (the RCC and it’s power source and followers) into powder. Which is why Revelation says to come out of her (the church is a woman and in this case speaking about the whore of Babylon) meaning the RCC and it’s source. It’s about money and votes: power.

    IF you have ever had premarital sex you are GUILTY as anyone who had an abortion. IF you ever had a miscarriage you are GUILTY as anyone who had an abortion. IF you use birth control you are GUILTY as anyone who had an abortion. IF you ever squirted sperm into the mouth of a person you are GUILTY as anyone who a had an abortion. If you ever spilled sperm on the ground, taxicab, thighs, back seat of a car, in your sheets, in the tub or shower, on a kitchen table in a rubber you are as GUILTY as anyone who had an abortion….Just because you didn’t get caught doesn’t mean you will escape these things the RCC has planned for you and even if all you did was have an affair which I have observed occurs more than it should but there is a great deal of temptation out in the world and times that are hard for people and often entrapments purposeful folly at the expense of others to mess with you and which intercede often etc or perhaps you lusted for someone else besides your spouse, had sex using a magazine, watched porn, or attracted to someone at work or lusted for your children or someone else’s children

    and even if you didn’t do any of the above, etc

    so

    do you want the RCC

    to choose

    your time of death?

    IS THE RCC IMMUNDE? What is lust Is it flirting, eye wink, a conversation, too long of a look, a look in the eye, a blink, your clothing, pictures, art, the way one walks and talks, makeup, attractiveness, unattractiveness, competitiveness, full lips, lip liner, a tattoo, a piercing, hoop earrings, nose ring, over endowed in the hips or boobs and on a man the size or shape of his butt and his hands LOL, an off-handed joke even Supreme Court judges have made, an unaware moment, a giggle or a gaggle, or a gesture made or comment made during a time of drunkenness or tipsiness or high or during an argument with an asshole, how you dance, how you voted, or if you said this or if you said that once in a conversation as if people are objects that don’t change that don’t grow that don’t learn or at their worst which we all have those times and every action a human does can be construed as lust depending on who is doing the judging and when and you sure don’t want it to be a religion or politics making those decisions depending on which way the religious or political wind is blowing. Do you want someone like Father Jonathon (Pope Francises boy) judging you and deciding your fate or the fate of your loved ones, and certainly not your children or the elderly or the infirmed or the unsightly??? Sometimes I get graffic but sex is graphic and sex is how humans get pregnant (but males don’t) so I tend to get graffic and I don’t want to offend but remain objective about it because it is part of the deal. Some people squirm at anything related to sex. Opportunities and jobs help more than hurt the situation. There is truth in the words: “idle hands are the devil’s workshop.” I think we ought to try to pull ourselves out of the gutter as much as possible but not at the expense of a female’s right to choose the time of her motherhood. Females are not ovens. During the Obama administration the statistics of life spans was shortened and that’s an indication his ways and means weren’t good. We used to have the best medical field in the world and then came Obama to destroy it. Life spans don’t shorten unless something is awfully wrong. My mom said she wanted to live to 105 to OUTLIVE HER Grandmother. Instead she was hospiced without my consent during the Obama Administration so I naturally blame to some degree the policies involved and the religions. I also recall a few years back in Rio De Janeiro, Brazil there was a cleanup of kids on the street who ended up dead and in Rome as well before a big event which I think was the G-8 meeting which Obama Attended. The RCC loves OPM so money isn’t gonna save you unless you can produce much more. The latest mass shooting in Texas in Sutherland Springs, Texas (Donald Sutherland?) 26 killed and 20 or so more injured. Fox news said this is the 377 mass shooting this year though I don’t know if he stipulated where…. the World? the USA? But  I sure haven’t heard about 377 mass shootings this year but seems similar to the Egyptian Coptic Christian Churches being attacked in Egypt. I guess there was some one’s mother-in-law receiving threatening texts but from whom? What interests me a little more is the 14 year old daughter of the preacher (Pastor) happened to be out of town. Was it part of the conspiracy? The mother was at church that day but luckily survived. I think it is kind of an odd set of circumstances like the circumstances of the man on a pier in California finding a gun under his seat wrapped in a shirt (fingerprint planting) and a daughter having lunch with her dad without mommie and getting shot in the back. I recall when Obama was installed as President he brought a religious mantle to the Roman Catholic pope (Pope Benedict XVl) as a gift at the time. I think it was a Calvinism Mantle, but not sure. WHY? What does a President of the USA have to do with bringing a religious mantle to the Roman Catholic Pope? What was the meaning and what was the intent? I think it is in one of my earlier posts. I forget what religion but it was not the Baptists (Calvinism is a guess of memory). Did it have to do with the New World Order under the tutelage of the RCC? Also a Russian pope was murdered a little before this offering. Alexis something or other. Was the RCC trying to murder it’s competition because it wa also during the time the RCC was pressuring China about the Chinese catholics and wanting to make them roman. Texas gunman threatened mother-in-law who frequented church where 26 were killed One lady on Fox who is definitely for extreme gun control and uses shame to shame (made me feel bad as if I had been involved) and probably under the right stimulus would ban guns all together hence no one is safe from a bad out of control government of the people which can happen even in the USA because of coups but I did agree with her about bump stocks. (Used to be a big push regarding drunken driving which caused many untimely deaths after one of Reagan’s secret service men was brain damaged. It was called MADD, Mother’s Against Drunk Driving whose wife paraded her husband around to promote her cause. Looks like the bald twin astronaut used the same tactics used about guns when his wife Gabrielle Giffords was shot in the head at a grocery store chain called Safeway in Arizona during the Fast and Furious mystery during the Obama Administration.) Two coups occurred in Egypt as well (Benghazi time) and some of their Christian Churches of the Coptics have been attacked even this year and a few years back as well with civilian massacres of people sitting in their churches. Remember when Obama said there would be many bumps in the road ahead? Makes ya wonder not for joy, don’t it? Obviously it would make it harder for regular citizens to up their ante in shootings if bump stocks were regulated better or outlawed but it won’t control the illegal non citizens from doing the same getting their bump stocks illegally. Was Fast and Furious about Bump stocks?And as far as mental illness I disagree with everyone because I see a lot of nuts in our government: OBAMA was one of them. Mentally deranged as far as I am concerned. People under some drugs can display certain kinds of mental illness that are prescribed legally especially if you mix a few other nasty ingredients to the mix besides alcohol and disgruntleness. Mental illness is not an exact science and modulates in each person due to many, many factors. Chemistry and what has been thrown in your direction when a lot of shit comes your way, either testing you or are trying to destroy you which is usually the case. Definitely want to keep you down. I wonder why the Roman Catholic Churches have been immune, don’t you? Not from mental illness but from attacks on it’s premises. I wonder what the lady on Fox who is very good at shaming would say about Hospice? Is she willing to speak up about it or is mums the word on the Roman Catholic murder suicide flaunted by the current Pope (Francis) by sainting Mother Teresa for her sacrifices using Hopice and the RC’s sacrifices of many people i.e. the blood of saints rising up to the horses bridles. To sign legislation about Obama Care with advice from a Roman Catholic government official Nancy Pelosi to sign but not read it is kind of crazy isn’t it and does seem to be connected to the coup stuff mentioned. In Nazi Germany, the nazis came after the Jewish doctors first and I don’t think the RCC cared (not that we know of anyway). The RCC didn’t complain about it that we know of anyway and may have actually helped. Who or what influenced Nancy Pelosi to say “you have to sign it to know what’s in it” in regards to Obama Care. I have a post called

    The Grace of Anathema Maranatha

    on

    Merangue’s Blog

    and it also talks about a false god people end their prayers with often especially Christians and Roman Catholics and others or use the adage to be in agreement with others on minor things. I did too until I realized it was wrong. It was kind of a habit. Everyone else did it and I didn’t understand what I was saying. I used to do it a bunch in the Episcopal church and chant songs and sayings in the bible of some PSALM book together without thought, nor discernment, and definitely without knowledge depending on the clergy and trusting/faith the clergy who made a business of it.I think beards usually are a clue of osmoses state of mind. Especially scraggly ones that look like the Taliban. A tale tell sign of mental instability especially in this day and age unless you are a mennonite, quaker, or the like but they tend to wear hats and ride horses, walk and/or ride in carriages and usually are not involved in politics or in the world for that matter but sometimes get sifted into world affairs via assholes and the like.. Fuhrer….. Mark Fuhrman came on Fox to give his two cents and it was about worth as much. He was asked by the Fox anchor woman about her concerns about communication between government agencies in regards to the laws on the books about guns which might have prevented this massacre in Texas. Of course, he skirted the issue and got into the mental state of this person who obviously was messed up in the head, but so is Mark Fuhrman. Some people need to be kneaded and Mark Fuhrman is one of those. We didn’t need his expertise on mental stability. Did Fox need his expertise on mental illness? Is he a psychiatrist as well? I thought he was an EX-cop-detective who blew the OJ Simpson case wide open and started a downward spiral of race relations especially with the police departments in the USA. Remember Big Bear Lake?  What happened to Bo Dietl? I trust his expertise above and beyond Mark Fuhrman by a mile.

    Church gunman wore black skull mask during attack; was creepy loner, 

    atheist booted from Air Force

    What does the skull represent? Skull and Bones Society? Is this what the killer was trying to communicate or just a mask left over from Halloween? I think he was trying to communicate something besides hate and was used. Strange reaction by the Pastor of the church and I wouldn’t comply. He wants to destroy the building which might have some clues not yet found. Perhaps he is in shock but it’s kind of early to burn the bitch down, isn’t it. I would like proof a massacre occurred and so far I’m not convinced. Burning the evidence doesn’t seem quite right, logical, nor prudent. though it was done a Big Bear Lake in California and I think Fuhrman might have been involved. A normal reaction would be to make a museum of it in honor of his daughter. ANd in order to understand the event about his daughter he might want to walk it a while and see if there is anything spiritual he could find out via the location to help to understand it and perhaps physical evidence like notes or something left by a victim to relate information. Odd reaction..Anyway one of the people in the photographs put on Fox as to the victims looked like Maureen Dowd in a defiant kind of way. In the eyes and expression: the one who covered her four children and saved two of them as if communicating deception in regards to this event which might be why the pastor wants to burn it down. The expression was like someone caught up in something she didn’t want to be involved in. Wasn’t she the one that was being monitored via computer or something similar. It only looked like her in her eyes. The Air Force admitted to negligence in regards to the person (Kelly) involved in the massacre in Sutherland Springs, Texas. He had been court-marshalled so it is hard to believe the Air Force was remiss in regards to his reputation, but someone in the Air Force was obviously using him and his name and reputation fell through the cracks. an unusual oversight and worthy of an investigation by someone who can get to the bottom of this conspiracy. I say conspiracy because 27 people were killed and 20 people were injured sitting in a church. A pretty harmful conspiracy. I can’t remember in regards to the Aurora Theater massacre if the killer who used a costume as well (The Joker of Batman) was getting psychiatric help which he was but whether it was an Air Force base, or an Army base, or a Marine base but I know it was a secretive military base near the theater and it was determined he was using some kind of drug prescribed to him by the psychiatric doctor on the base. I wonder if this person involved in the massacre in Texas was on psychiatric drugs? PROZAC? But there is a possible nexus, isn’t there? There has been lots of problems with the drug Prozac but also coverups and the same goes for the drug prescribed (usually at the bequest of teachers) to kids who are overactive or uncontrollable, usually boys. Ritalin. Usually men who commit massacres so it makes sense, doesn’t it in order to control them. Use prescription drugs prescribed by psychiatrists so I distrust Mark Fuhrman and his influence, his reputation, his intent and his road to infamy in regards to mental illness. I think he is a verifiable nutcase and a bad influence in today’s news about massacres and the reasons behind the massacres. Massacre…costume, and also the military….3 important factors in the Texas shooting similar to the Aurora massacre at the theater in Colorado a few years ago. (a secret one military or a secret department of the military, possibly Air Force) and wasn’t the Air Force involved in the 9-11 shoot down of the plane headed to the White House or to the Dow. We don’t know, but I do remember a very strange you tube of an emotional Donald Rumsfeld LIVE and the reaction of the Secret Service standing behind him to his revelation about who was responsible for 9-11 and the shoot down and he was viciously attacked politically afterwards by a great deal of people. The reaction of the Secret Service was telling and one of those people (a woman) I also saw in Syria during the Obama Administration incognito as if she was a Syrian. She was in a photo wearing a burka but with her face showing sitting  around the time of the sarin gas debacle in Syria.

    He (Kelly) looks like the guy (Samwise Gamgee, Frodo’s buddy) who played in the movie called The Lord of the Rings, doesn’t he?

    Without a beard he doesn’t.

    Beards are like a mask as are burkas and habits worn by nuns.

    Now it is being reported he escaped from a mental fathility in 2012 by a concerned Neil Cavuto about the amount of mental facilities in the USA. (You could tell by the expression on his face!) How many should we have? A million? When did he join the Air Force? Before or after the escape from the mental institution? How old is person of interest? Did he work for the Post Office as well? Neil you are a nut. It might just work though if you put 300 people in each fathility we might have a dance to overcome the mustard seed deception. Keep your fingers crossed! Maybe Trump will build the 1 million mental facilities under the guise of infrastructure.

    Regardless if you did the above gestures mentioned in this post before the Texas mass shooting (worst in history however ignoring the mass shootings in the beginning of the USA) or not you are gonna get this recompense whether you like it or not so you had better defend women’s rights and fight agains’t the RCC and it’s power source. You should come out of her if you have a thinking cap on your head because we are in the time of Revelation whether you like it or not.

    The RCC chose it’s time with the New World Order.

    Fatima is a very famous Roman Catholic tourist attraction because of three little girls who saw or heard some weird stuff and even floated. Levitated. (I saw the film) One of the girls became a nun. There is some secret involved because of prophecy….probably false prophecy, but the name FATIMA is I AM FAT if you unscramble the syllables a different way and then later the Buddas of Afghanistan were destroyed by the Taliban so I guess the Taliban thought the Buddas were I AM FAT or the author of the Ten Commandments (I AM THAT I AM) which the RCC defamed by subtracting one commandment and making two commandments of another commandment to make up the difference? The RCC is kind of weird. WHY BOTHER changing the commandments if there was not some sort of importance in the change regarding the Ten Commandments? Obviously the RCC plays an important role in the end times and of Revelations and the RCC knows it. Obviously, some of the EVIL things that have been occurring world wide are RCC inspired. Spiritual manifestations of some kind and seem to indicate some mental/spiritual aberrations of those who are Catholic inspired. I think Islam is Catholics inspired and vice versa which has to do with the mustard seed lie about faith in the Bible and also found in the Koran though the Koran says Was and the Bible says Is the smallest of seed and wasn’t and isn’t the smallest of seed. Maybe the hidden prophecy of Fatima is about Afghanistan and also about the heroin trade. The trade of heroin is kind of important to some people (THE MOB). If it weren’t important then why all the movies about the trade of heroin one with the actor named Gene Hackman called The French Connection. Was it inspired by Notre Dame? Were the French involved in Afghanistan? Was Notre Dame involved in the Heroin Trade? Was Notre Dame involved in the Fatima secret? Did Notre Dame film the film? Is Notre Dame a Jesuit organization? The Club of Rome. I know it’s involved in the straits on either side of Saudi Arabia because of oil. Remember the slaughter in France (terrorist attack) and then the Eiffel Tower went dark and the only thing lit in Paris was Notre Dame. Remember? It was symbolic to the French anyway and meant to be symbolic to everyone else, I think. It happened during the Obama Administration. Was Notre Dame (MEANING YOUR LADY as in FATIMA) involved in the decision to go to war in Viet Nam because it was a colony of the French previously, wasn’t it?, and harassed by some bad characters who slaughtered their own people like in Africa and Iraq. I guess it’s like a vacuum if you don’t hold something together well enough (like a country) it goes to hell especially after an invasion.

    VIDEO: TED CRUZ FLEES REPORTERS AT SCENE OF TEXAS CHURCH SHOOTING

    I asked the ex if he had heard anything about this particular crime and he said they were going to burn it down and instead are gonna make it a memorial with hours like the museum of JFK in Dallas. He said they already have filled in the bullet holes and repainted it. (because it is BULLSHIT.) It happened last Sunday and one week later it has been covered up: a scene of crime which has many questions yet to be answered? It seems Roman Catholic inspired IMO. Typical. IF you don’t join Roman Catholicism this is what will happen to ya kind of reminder. I wonder if the people involved are gonna have stations (like stations of the cross) and a souvenir shop as well. Restaurant and what will it serve: swine in honor of Ganswein the pope’s secretary of state of the Vatican or plain hamburgers? Every bit is adding up to a certain point and then…. Do they have photos of the scene of the crime like Bonnie and Clyde photos?

    I sincerely doubt it is gonna be the worst massacre very soon. Then what?

    Why is Ted Cruz scared of THE libertarian media? Ted Cruz ignored a reporter after praying in Texas at the scene of the crime. He prayed like those of the 500 club pray in IOWA at the caucus before presidential elections with the candidates. Laying of hands. (Remember: you will deny me 3 times before the cock crows) You can read about it in the Gospel of Luke – the ACT OF LAYING OF HANDS IN ORDER TO PRAY. ITS SHOWY, THAT’S FOR SURE. DOESN’T MEAN IT HAS A SCINTILLA OF MEANING OR POWER BUT VERY POSEY. HE DIDN’T MIND BEING FILMED DOING IT but HE MINDED ANSWERING QUESTIONS. HE SHOULD HAVE ANSWERED THE INQUIRING REPORTER of info wars AT LEAST ONE QUESTION SHOULD HAVE BEEN ATTEMPTED IN GOOD FAITH but he doesn’t have any, obviously.

    Laying of hands also means capturing.

    (I wonder if Info Wars knows something we don’t about Ted Cruz.) I wish Ted Cruz had answered my email about my mom, the elderly and in terms of hospice and abuse of the elderly. My little sister was acting weird at the time under the influence of her second husband trying to prove something and was going to hospice my mom and I think she was going to do it for the right reasons and her siblings disallowed it because either Medicare or Medicaid that offered hospice free with the condition of disallowing doctors care which is a big condition and VERY insidious (which was my reason to deny her and because she was whispering that it was free and that it did not allow doctors care during the Obama Administration and during the phone call.) only to have my older sister do it anyway months later without my knowledge. I doubt he even got the e-mail but I imagine someone did. A federal employee. I think my sisters second husband married her for her money : the divorce settlement from the first marriage and hospiced my mom for $35,000 which was deposited before my mom was hospiced into a savings account. A pay off of some kind. And we went through a bunch of shit via e-mails about it and about some strange behavior exhibited in the e-mails. something weird was going on and I was trying to get to the bottom of it. My mom wanted to live to 105 like her grandmother. She told me so. I remember it because it was important to her as was her family, her husband and her kids, her brothers and her sisters and her mom etc. The whispering was a tell tale sign to me. My mom’s brochure for her funeral which I received via my daughter pumped my sister up as if she earned it and she didn’t though she was trying under I think some unusual circumstances mostly and especially caused by her second husband. A mother fucker. Another sign was he joked about guarding my sister to her son and he was at the hospital when my mom died. Earlier during a visit wit my older sister to see my mom staying at my little sister’s home he was mad at my little sister for being late for dinner which was funded by my mom via my older sister who was in charge of her estate because my older sister was doing her detail thingy at the hospital during our visit with our mom and after leaving the hospital my younger sister raced in her vehicle upset because of her second husband’s attitude and when we got there to the restaurant one of my parents favorite restaurants the Olive Garden he acted like it was no problem what so ever. Cool as a cucumber. We were visiting my mom at the hospital and it shouldn’t have been a problem but he liked to upend my little sister…a control thing. Keep her unbalanced pleasing him. David Sherman is his name originally from Michigan whom she met him online via a dating service but he was ahead of her. He knew who she was and he wanted the money. I think there is a circuit of some kind (information gained) a matrix in regards to widows and divorcees of successful people with settlements which usually are paid out yearly and eventually end. Her first husband had been written about as one of the top ten businesses in the Houston area business wise in some capacity. Also the guy who kind of started trouble in the first marriage was catholic. They had had troubles before caused by the first husband and he eventually married the chic he met when my sister was with child or soon after he called “his little mouse” a few years after the divorce. David Sherman was too interested in the estate of my mom (the amount) for a second husband to have been. He hardly knew my mom. Put more energy into finding out the particulars than anyone in the immediate family which is unusual and had been married two times before and divorced two times before and one wife already deceased kind of young. Anyway a husband that gets upset for 15 minutes of waiting for people visiting their mom at a hospital isn’t to be trusted and getting a free meal at that and imbibing in a drink or two with her son who was also waiting at the restaurant: Oh, how terrible. (It might have been thirty minutes, but big deal) He knew how to push her buttons and he pushed them. A manipulator. I think its a catholic trait. AN INBRED kind of catholic trait. I think the $35,000 might have been in regards to supporting the ideals of Hospice, but not sure because I wasn’t privileged to have the information as to what it was for. Ever hear about the thirty pieces of silver in the Gospel of John? The BIG CLUE about David is he didn’t use one thin dime of his own money on the home they purchased. Her money from the settlement was what bought her their home. I don’t think his money was used on the pool which was built in ROCK and/or the renovation of the garage to add a guest bedroom by their vehicles. I don’t know if they ever purchased the sports water Kayaks they were planning to get for the lake they lived near but Fox had a report about a woman and her husband who kayaked one of the Great Lakes Lake Erie and the woman pulled the plug on the husband’s kayak and he drowned. Sort of a tell-tale sign of some kind Fox likes to err on their news programs. Just saw a snippet about elephants in India and the people burning the baby elephant with fire etc. I thought India was Hindu and liked animals. JACKIE Bouvier KENNEDY Onassis when she visited India rode an elephant without her husband (with her sister) and visited the Taj Mahal and said she received something she wished her husband could have received as if he were already dead. I think hinduism has been taken over by Islam and probably by the likes of the Taliban. Some clues about India (hinduism) with Pope Benedict XVl at the G-8 meeting in Aquila, Italy during the Obama Administration. India is probably taken over by Islam when Mother Teresa started her Hospice business because she did make quite bit of money doing it by hook or by crook. A crosier (also known as a crozierpaterissapastoral staff, or bishop’s staff)[1] is a stylized staff carried by high-ranking Roman Catholic,Eastern CatholicEastern OrthodoxOriental OrthodoxAnglican, and some LutheranUnited Methodist and Pentecostalprelates. The latest attack in New York the police in charge said he was not going to tell what hospital the assailant was in and a couple of the people who were injured by his vehicle which is good because it would be nice to find out motive. The assailant was there with a few others that were injured via the assailant at the same hospital but Fox news aired the name of the particular hospital as if “a secret message” like at Fatima could have been sent this way and perhaps this wasn’t really a fluke terrorist attack but using cell phone location or locator device of a person of interest who might have been attacked like a hit by the mob. He seemed adamant about keeping the hospital name secret. I’m referring to the attack on New York and the mowing down of some people on their bikes on a bike trail with a truck rented from a hardware store. Cuomo did a nice job to be calm, however we are in abnormal times so it would behoove New Yorkers to become aware of the possibilities of the times we are in and take it seriously and not forget about 9-11 and 12 Saudis who flew planes into NY city killing a bunch of people mostly civilians. Before I saw the reports but heard about the incident in New York of a person in a car mowing people down who were riding bikes on a bike trail I said with my daughter while asking the ex “did the reports say what race the attacker was or did the attacker yell “all a hu akbar.” He didn’t know but I went in immediately after the conversation with my daughter below in italics and on the tv supposedly it is what the attacker said. I asked my daughter what does akbar spell backwards and then I told her Barak. (actually inside out) She didn’t want to talk about it because it is kind of spooky.   I noticed a pause and some obvious confusion when Sheppard Smith named the hospital ON AIR or the area of the hospital right at the moment he said it because it was supposed to be a secret from what I gathered of one of the men who spoke about it after Cuomo gave his advice moments before. (SSmith was on the phone, I think.) Not the mayor (DeBlasio) but the other person who I think was a bigwig in the police department possibly the head of it who was kind of adamant about not telling which hospital when it was asked by the press. I think the press did a bad job by their intentional blurt? I mean Sheppard Smith did a bad job. I may be wrong about the intent but I might not be wrong and on to something. It wasn’t necessary to tell the name of the hospital, was it? Isn’t that how the mob works by small little mistakes- messages possibly? I am very suspicious of the blunder. Now Sheppard Smith is over-compensating b/c he got caught with too much information. LOL specifics and now is on the scene kind of giving many specifics like the War Correspondent Geraldo Rivera. LOL It seems pretentious and that is in my opinion suspicious acting. The guy that is pictured on Fox as the assailant was the brother that was run over after the Boston Marathon attack (Tsarnaev the older brother) similar very similar and also looks like the guy who attacked a movie theater in Aurora, Colorado in a batman outfit and killed a girl who worked for Fox news as a sports announcer. He came in through the exit door with the help of someone. The same girl who was killed had talked to her boyfriend while it occurred using her phone and was with another guy. It was the second attempt on her life the first was when she was at a mall in Canada and some guy started shooting people in the mall and she narrowly escaped and within 3 months she was killed in a theater in Colorado. The theater was located near a secretive military base. REMEMBER??? Same guy different hairdo. He was seeing a psychiatrist on the military base at the time. Taking a prescription as well. Someone is using his face or something. Hmmmm.

    The New Enlightenment

    I found a lie in history *a rewriting of history* probably had something to do with O’reilly and the Jesuits. I forget where I found it but it had to do with the decision to use the atom bomb and the decision of where to use the bombs in WWll. It was said the reason one of the places was chosen and which was hit had to do with the weather and it is not true. The decision of where to drop the bombs was ideologically based and not because of the weather. (Sort of a replacement for Sodom and Gomorrah sites which still have not been found and may not have even occurred yet. I believe referring to Mecca and Medina because they are located in the Wilderness of sin where Abraham of the OT of the bible camped between two cities in the Wilderness of sin.) It was the ideology (religion) we were at war with namely murder-suicide with the Japanese who were engaged in the act and even sending their kids to commit to it when it was clear the Japanese were losing the war and had run out of men: Those fighters were called Kamikaze pilots. The decision to use the bomb saved many lives of american military and helped to end WWll sooner. It affectively knocked out one front of the war and there were three at the time. I don’t think it was an easy decision, but a necessary decision at the time and probably because of the rumors about the German’s weapon ( forget what it was dubbed but it had a name I think). I don’t know how the lie about the decision of where to drop the atom bomb was able to be introduced (except the same thing happened in regards to the prophecy in Daniel standing where it should not was introduced into the gospel of Matthew during the Obama Administration) but I know why. Has to do with the chapter in the Gospel of John, the chapter about the secret follower, the chapter about the wind, and the chapter about faith and the new enlightenment revealed by Pope Benedict XVl. And to top it off Trump is visiting the leader of China named ABE. LOL I don’t know if his name is Abe but has been called Abe. The Fox newsman said the Chinese love him because a bunch of kids are jumping up and down which does not mean the kids love him but are merely preforming for their leader enthusiastically otherwise the kids grow up and might end up on a labor farm somewhere (or their parents) competing with the USA economically sending notes in a bottle about their plight or demonstrating in Tianamen Square getting mowed down by tanks as in the past. It’s called patriotism chinese style. I think his name is Xi Jinping. Perhaps he is different than in the past. Who can tell? Nope the Japanese prime minister is called Abe Shinzo not the chinese. Abe not sure which name is first nevertheless interesting name, isn’t it? Both look very similar as if related. UNCANNILY related. IF it is true that another city was set to be bombed with an atom bomb in Japan in WWll it is interesting that the weather might have made the decision. In the OT the sun was stopped for a day for a battle to be won by the Hebrews and it was an act of God, OBVIOUSLY. WHO ELSE CAN STOP THE SUN. The fact, is the religious areas of Japan were hit which had temples and might have been the reason for the fascism in their country at the time siding with fascists i.e. the nazis who put jews into ovens and gas chambers (perhaps Jesuit inspired) though I don’t know if the Japanese had any idea it was occurring as most people didn’t till later and after the war. So it might have been a prophetic sign from God. I do think God was involved in WWll and even the Six Day War. I think God wanted Israel to exist and to return to Israel which I believe was bought and paid for expanded in recent years for a number of reasons such as the Six Day War and because it carried his banner: the Ten Commandments. Israel is in prophecy of the OT. We used to carry the banner of God as well until the 70’s when atheism tried to get the Ten Commandments torn down from every institution or site that The Ten Commandments stood. Without the Ten Commandments you have nothing as far as rules: God’s rules. We still have some places that still carry The Ten Commandments. In the Old Testament wars occurred and were necessary, but it’s not murder. The 70’s was also the time when the RCC was trying to ecumenicalism and was a tool (one of quite a few tools) to unite the differing religions and unite the religions of christianity under one banner: the RCC banner of who and of which changed the Ten Commandments. One of the commandments is thou shalt not kill I think it is supposed to read murder and not kill. I don’t know if it changed over time or when it changed but it is possible it did change since the prophecy in Daniel changed and was added to the Gospel of Matthew somehow. Possibly the Ten Commandments may have been misinterpreted/transcribed or transliterated/trans-substantiated to read kill instead of murder. There is a difference between the two. Putting people in ovens is murder. Putting people in gas chambers is murder. Both unarmed and were prisoners of war. I think God sees and understands the difference between murder and killing in the war arena and is showing us. Murder suicide is murder as well. Some people (Islam) have been taught about getting a bunch of virgins for their evil deeds of mass murder which is a lie of course. trickery. a false incentive, etc. I have no idea what inspired men and kids in WWll to commit Kamikazi murder suicide but obviously it was a false and was not rewarded since Japan and the Nazis lost the war. I do not even know what religion was practiced in Japan during the time but to side with fascism is wrong however fascism didn’t really make itself known to our generations until the world wars that I know of anyway but possibly in small steps but one is/was trying to get rid of The Ten Commandments or to change The Ten Commandments. I’m not trying to change it but to unravel what has been done if it be the case via the RCC and others intent on ruling the world when it’s not their world. DID THE RCC CREATE THE WORLD? DID ISLAM CREATE THE WORLD? A degree of difference can be a BIG difference. Like the change in the axis of the earth caused by the earthquake and tsunami in the Indian Ocean awhile back and boy did things change quite a bit and not for the better although it is possible some of the changes are good axis-wise and the results might be good but we aren’t at that point yet. I think the RCC (the Vatican) needs to decry their evil pretty soon OR ELSE. It would help if Catholics decried the RCC (the Vatican) to inspire them to decry. Very few have and the same goes for those involved in the religion of MUSLIM/ISLAM. Very few have. So I guess revelation will continue Onward. I think people make a big difference in an interactive kind of way as well and as to the timing: the delays and/or the andelays. I think it was intended the way it was and politically correctly covered up. They only had so much gas. REMEMBER? It was a big undertaking and I’m sure they waited for the right weather conditions so it could be accomplished and because they weren’t on a suicide mission. Let’s get real! Like the documentary of Douglas McArthur in Manilla narrated and explained by Oliver North and the Jesuit Priest inserting himself in the documentary the only one with a religious mantle to make excuses for their torture of the people of Manilla by covering it up and acting like a savior. Whatever you do, do not follow the war correspondent. Happy Veteran’s Day and Happy Birthday to my little sister. I must have hit nerve again because the ex started hoping out loud to me about a couple of jobs and so I gave my two cents and he didn’t like it and said for me not to lecture him. He kind of acted like a crazy person. What he wants is for me to hope but not interfere in anyway. Because while he is hoping he is threatening me if you don’t do it his way we will be evicted etc. I was nice about it so I don’t now what’s up his ass but something is. I was consoling, It was weird.  KIND OF SICK as well. He wants to discuss something with me without my input. Killer nurse suspected death toll rises above 100…

    Murdering involves killing but does killing involve murdering? I do know that most people who serve in the military take killing seriously when at war and when their own lives are at risk or the lives of their troops or their countries safety or existence (which harbor their families) is at stake. A murderer’s life is usually not at risk when a person commits murder and usually the murderer is two steps ahead of the game. The Kennedy assassination is evidence of murder in many ways by many people involved. I think there are differences which God understands however humans have a hard time understanding the difference. I do think we are going to have a better understanding of the differences when all is said and done. So I think it is gonna be kind of a hard lesson for some but I know in my heart abortion is not murder and I know hospice is murder usually with a bribe or a monetary incentive. The fact that it is hallowed by the RCC (The Jesuit Pope), through trickery, proves it!

    Take me for a Jaocobite, do ya?

    As far as getting dossiers on individuals from another country I thought it was legal from a U.N. STANDPOINT and/or LAW. You can’t spy on your own people but other countries can spy on you. Isn’t it the United Nations law? of course it’s Bullshit anyway because obviously the NSA and others got caught spying on their own people as we found out via a few patriots (people that care about their country and it’s people and about privacy). An RCC protection against lawsuits because the RCC are pros at protecting the Vatican (especially in regards to it’s own wealth which it takes like a thief ) and it’s allies. If China thinks it’s okay to be a thief well then it’s okay to forgive ourselves our debt. It’s not tit for tat because it is directly linked to the other and obviously using North Korea and North Koreans ought to get wise because it will be them who are first to be you know. So if I were North Korea I would talk to Trump and work out a deal. What’s the point of having talks with China? Useless. As far as unfair trade goes, I got an idea, let’s not trade but amongst ourselves. Forget the countries that are unfair and not trade with them. That is how simple it is and the DOW ought to have quite a reaction if we do which might be in our favor. HOW are you going to know the affect it  will have to stop trading with countries that trade unfairly, if you don’t try it. Let’s do a study. We could couch it with these words “THIS IS ONLY A TEST” and stop trading with China for about 3 months and see the results and what affect it has on the world stage, their economy, and ours.  We might have more leverage than we realize because of their closed societies which aren’t exactly truthful. Every time Kim Jung Un sets off a firecracker we stop trade with China for a year.

    ‘Trump before Trump’: Laura Ingraham brings populist fire to Fox News lineup

    Last couple of shows though I didn’t watch the whole show of each show because of her lips-Laura’s Lips (she does weird stuff with her lips in an affected way…to aware of her own lips) where she interviewed Trump and another show and I don’t think she mentioned abortion. It’s not the only reason (the lips) but a big one. She is really a deep thinker or she thinks so anyway though kind of hard to watch her intensity because she is so aware of her own thinking, lol and I think she thinks she knows what the heck is going on in the world and I don’t think she does though she seems intelligent and hopeful politically wise. It’s kind of like watching a sensitivity session interview as she gets into whomever’s head she is interviewing like she’s really interested in them but if it wasn’t them it would be someone else. I wonder what she or how she would do with an interview of Hillary. Would she ask the right questions or avoid them like the plague like what occurred at the hearing of Hillary Clinton in regards to Benghazi for 13 hours or so or 11 hours of skirting the issues. Didn’t see one picture which is weird at the hearing by Congresswhich is part of the scam part of the deception in order not to be pinned down to a specific piece of evidence. Same goes with the abortion controversy. NO PICTURES: ITs POLITICAL FOLLY to be used for whatever gets you a PRESS job or a seat in the Senate or a seat in the House of Representatives or in the chair of the Presidency. She didn’t mention abortion on those two shows that I know of but I bet she was thinking it and I bet it was eating her up inside not to mention it. LOL Perhaps it was how she got the job and now she doesn’t need to use abortion to REV UP her career. How weird, kind of like elections. She got elected to the show mentioning abortion every time she could and now she has the job she doesn’t need to brink it up and USING A CROSS. WHOSE CROSS? Well that’s the million dollar question, isn’t it? Food for thought, LAURA IN GRAHAM as in Billy: perhaps Jesus of the Gospel of John when at the Sea of Galilee after he had risen on the shore when he told the people on the boat who were fishing to put their nets on the other side of the boat and there ye shall find after fishing all night and not finding and fish and they netted 153 fish which makes a pyramid using the number 17 has to do with abortion. 17 weeks. It is possible it was the meaning behind the 153 fish caught when he told Peter to feed his sheep. DON’T HOSPICE using abortion as an excuse as Mother Teresa did in India and was her basis for her contribution of the order to murder suicide. A very bad excuse and it won’t fly! Here are a couple of posts I wrote a long time ago questioning the meaning of 153 fish and others and their opinions are included but I think it has to do with the Hippocratic oath. The links included are kind of interesting because it seems the number interested a lot of other people as well trying to ascertain the meaning including me. Pope Benedict XVI and 153 Great Fish153 Hail Mary’s and 153 Hilda (I do think some temples are probably involved as well which were dug up and reassembled.) The last guy Laura InGraham interviewed was some financial wizard (I probably should know who he is but I didn’t invite him and don’t hang out with any financial wizards) who sounded JUST like Bill Clinton and proposing basically Reaganomics, I think. How about some new ideas proposed on this post. Some of what he said made sense but some of it was old ideas which aren’t bad because they are old ideas, but bad because the ideas and the results didn’t last and definitely not simple. I think when someone mentions pay raise for working class people I get turned off because it’s sooooooo trickle down and he mentioned it. I kind of like to think bigger such as working class people starting businesses kind of thinking with the talents they are endowed with and eventually creating opportunities and motion in economics and not a pyramid. DON’T FORGET ABOUT LAYAWAY FOR WORKING CLASS CITIZENS TO HEP THEM RISE ABOVE THEIR STATION IN LIFE A LITTLE EASIER AND ALSO IT HELPS BUSINESSES ESPECIALLY SMALLER ONES SMALLER THAN WALMART, TARGET, ETC. (And helps with equipment sales as well.) People save to get their merchandise and it should be a credit stimulus to compete with banks and their credit ratings reports and be as weighty to help build a person’s financial reputation credit wise since it usually increases sales amounts and an incentive to spend but also to save. Layaway also helps to look nice when you apply for a job or try to get a loan. (It’s like the stock market (Dow Jones) on the day of the Las Vegas Massacre as Neil Cavuto explained about the undying spirit of the American money launderers and also his use of canned laughing, a paid entourage on a regular basis. Not all of us get the bells and whistles to help in a presentation of his stupid excuses and his proclivities. His interview of the mayor of Puerto Rico was a good example. Not offering any ideas, but excuses. It was kind of heart breaking to watch it to see reality hit the face of devastation (the mayor) however it helps to understand his perspective: He could give a shit and kind of like you deserve it but there are building materials that are superior to others and designers/engineers etc. to possibly withstand hurricanes. Politically supporting a religion and it’s shills that uses those means it would be wise to come out of her. A BIG INVITATION! Those attacks on the computers and government officials in Costa Rica or Cuba or where ever it was around the same time period or before is disconcerting and I think suspicious as like a coverup and a veil otherwise why did it happen? I think you have to have aircraft to accomplish some weather manipulation to seed the sky (with some kind of stimulus) and then use HAARP to heat the sky and the water wityh microwaves to create super storms.Reality is what you make OF it, around it, over it, above it, under it, and IN SPITE OF IT etc to some degree and as my mom used to say CONSIDER THE SOURCE and make it in-between.

    Camelot 04: Follow Me – YouTube

    Consider the source especially in regards to technology of H.A.A.R.P. in diverse places affecting weather, rain, mega storms, hurricanes, droughts, fires, and earthquakes, tsunamis with devastating affects! Reving it up.) Monopoly and Back to shopping: Layaway helps local businesses and helps YOUR TOWN. THE ABOLITION OF LAYAWAY CONTRIBUTED TO THE ATTEMPTED TAKEOVER OF SMALLER RETAIL BUSINESS COMPANIES by the retail giants of the working class or workingless-class. It started with the kids. MaryKate and Ashley and the last time I saw them in a picture/photo they were wearing quaker outfits and probably the competition between Walmart and Target contributed as well. I think layaways would increase sales for small retail businesses but somehow either the businesses were  bought out or taken over by some new rule against it and against themselves. I think retail is a tough business as the restaurant business and home building businesses, etc and harder for the lower and middle class to survive and succeed in the businesses and that needs to CHANGE. Without small businesses we are nothing more than COMMUNISM in a way because communism will find a way to possess them and the more businesses the better which means small businesses need some good TAX breaks, incentives, a better percentage of chances to succeed which creates more jobs in those ways as well. Basically Walmart and Target are monopolies. I thought there were laws about monopolies in order to prevent monopolies. Maybe not. I think Trump needs to work on the aspect of monopolies. There are laws to prevent market crashes as well. If you can’t trust the laws against monopolies how can you trust the laws that protect the stock market from crashing. Why were the self employed punished for being self employed? Obviously, there is a motive behind the punishment and has to do with big business and super bad politics because often they go on to create businesses that employ people at least temporarily and to buy products from bigger companies. When there is a bad economy everyone loses not just the working class crime rate goes up, hopelessness increases, people go nutzoid, chaos increases, yet death is color blind. Black lives don’t matter to death. ETC I think the small businesses went to the internet because they couldn’t afford the overhead real-estate prices caused by a bubble in realty which also chased a lot of people out of house and home besides the coastal calamities caused by the things I have stated before having to do with the New World Order and the New World Religion WITH TEETH, etc. The results would be instead of a limited amount of cash flow for the country and for the sharks to feed on and spit out somewhere else the cash flow would be abundant and creating more opportunities for the kids born into this world and for their futures. Instead of using abortion to get a Press job you could get a job on the future of those born without a leg up. Get a job on the success of eventually the curing of diseases that haunt children born into the world and instead of making a killing on those born with debilitating diseases and an everlasting pursuit of contributions and yet no cure only an improved prostheseses (which is important but not the end all) you could actually inspire the pursuit of cures for those children to be born in the future. It would be nice to know what progress has been made to cure the disease besides the improvements in the construction of prostheseses as part of the ad. We used to get cures from those who were inclined scientifically before the scam of insurance which only prolonged the disease because of the contributions. The Shriners ad is cute though I wish The Shriners would use a different kid for their ad once in a while or is he the only one that can preform or the only one with the disease? It would be nice to know what caused the deformities as well (Amniocentisis test? a drunk doctor? An operation on a Friday before a vacation, a drug, a negligent pregnant woman or an abusive dad, contaminated food, Three Mile Island, Chernobyl, bad DNA, inbreeding, religion, politics, Uranium???) which might inspire some to get into the field of science and medicine (I have heard there is a shortage of nurses) and help to educate the public to have better information to avoid whatever caused the disease or deformity in the first place to lesson the burden. To me when I see the Shriner’s ad I think HOW LONG and I don’t want to contribute to the art of stalling a cure using kids. I know the equipment should be cheaper than it is and it would be nice to know how much a prosthesis for a kid actually costs and why and from what company so when you make a contribution to a kid it actually goes to a kid for their prosthesis and not funneled/laundered using a cute kid for the advertisement and for contributions and to float a news agency giving quite a bit of false news and propaganda which of course makes one think perhaps The Shriners ads are propaganda as well since both work hand in hand. (I only see the ad on the Fox station.) like the WOUNDED WARRIORS ads. The Shriners wear a hat with dangly tassles like those hats which used to be worn in Turkey, Armenia, Libya, Morocco Algeria, and other northern Africa states or countries that surround the Mediteranean Sea (See of Peter) and including obviously Pakistan and India and others. Seems to me Fox station uses kids a lot like Laura In Graham as in Billy with a cross used abortion to get a Press job on Fox News. She has the personality of a bully from what I have seen and witnessed using others usually men. Laura is very adept at manipulation of men (and the other M’s which are known as signs of a sociopath and possibly a psychopath) and using others so they don’t even realize it using her charm which is the charm of a snake though Mark Fuhrman knows because he is a psychopath/sociopath and they usually hang out with each other (flock together) but I wonder where she learned her skills? Her religion of grace? Not a skill used for good or will even have good results because her skills will aid and abet evil because she is what she is: a snake. Men don’t recognize female snakes as easily as females do. She had a bit of a hard time hiding her snake hood when interviewing Trump but for a flash it showed and I saw it. Git outta here! LOL Is it getting warmer Laura? A MINORITY VIEW

    Individual ignorance vs. government stupidity

    Laura In Graham as in Billy with a cross apologized for her poor performance on the interviews at the White House by telling her audience she was between 4 or 5 different press conferences and was amid the chaos and excitement. It kind of sounded like an airport. No problem, it was just a teaser. As far as Bernie Sanders election debacle it could be a ploy from the start, a diversion for later leading nowhere because the Dems don’t care and I don’t the think the Reps do either except proving the Dems don’t play fair. We already knew it. However Donna Brazile helped to color it to see the techniques used and I don’t think it was a distraction but a lesson. Knowing government is corrupt isn’t enough. I’m not sure that the conclusions drawn by many people are RIGHT ON because I see things from my viewpoint which is probably quite different than Donna Braziles perspective: Hands on experience. Reminds me of the movie Cable Guy with Matthew Broderick who is dealing with a nutty cable guy Jim Carey at the end of the hallway and it takes forever to reach the doorway. Slow motion terror. Blockades to the truth of something important that our government and the RCC are hiding/avoiding and more. Every little bit of truth helps and sometimes are bigger steps than we realize. Helps to become more knowledgeable. I didn’t read her book but heard ALOT about her experience and in truth I hate politics partially because it’s everywhere.

    Trump got into office about 9 months ago so we’ll see what he is able to accomplish and what the first lady is able to accomplish. So far she has been treated like shit as far as the books she donated, her clothing and her looks have nothing to do with it LOL but behind every good and decent man is a great woman. So I’m gonna wait and see what they are able to do as a team in our government against a ferocious, vicious, voracious, felonious group of people in high places and on both sides of the aisle and ensconsed in our government
    but in the mean time
    I’m offering
    my ideas which are like taking a load of bricks off your back.
    If you try to believe, in truth, you will see results,
    good ones, astounding results. Instead of striving and thriving
    people would be
    living and wouldn’t need opioids.

    OUTDATED SOFTWARE VS NEW COMPUTER OPERATING SYSTEMS


    One great idea I have for some smart entrepreneurs (rich ones) is to buy the rights to earlier versions of software and make the outdated software able to work on newer versions or all versions of computers. Most of the earlier versions of software were better than the later versions of software and some of the art program software are sufficient and should be able to be used on later versions of computer systems. Its like the movies part one was usually the most interesting as in Star wars, The Hobbit moues and most movie series, etc so we get so we get to see earlier versions of movies on later versions of television yet we can’t play earlier versions of software or programs? Are newer computer operating systems too dumb to rise to the occasion or are new operating systems ripping off the consumer? Should we be able to get our money back a refund for the rip off from the companies involved. I think there ought to be a Class Action Lawsuit in regards to this dilemma if software companies and computer companies can’t remedy the problem eventually and start appreciating their consumers. I wonder who would win?

    Not one news story I could find on the main news sites within a few days of the worst mass murder in a church in Texas because of the Roy Moore sex scandals in Alabama except Fox News not even Drudge. “It is not my customary behavior””said Judge Roy Moore in an interview with Hannity in another location as far as his sexual misconduct towards a 14 year old GIRL and some other GIRL teens who have come forward and Hannity didn’t ask him “is it your uncustomary behavior say when you have had too much to drink? Protecting his favorite vice? “It is not my customary behavior” is kind of a yes answer as was “I will start going to church” which was what my brother-in-law said to me when I confronted him and we had a meeting at their house at my sister’s home and at her request after my first attempt meeting and the shit hit the fan and I received  some unkind words from Gary over the phone later the same day such you fucking liar in response to my meeting with my sister etc though she didn’t attend the second meeting but clanked pots, pans, and dishes around in the kitchen instead as if a clean kitchen was more important than the behavior of her husband towards me. What is kind of strange is my older sister started taking on the characteristics physically of Greta Van Susterne who was invaded by Billy Graham and his son the older she got and the more she resented me and kind of like my mother-in-law as well especially when I tried to show her my invention which was up for a patent by a patent lawyer but never was able to get it going because of a lack of money and interest on the part of my sisters. every part of it was patentable which is quite amazing since it was gonna require quite a few parts which had to be replaced and would have been a money maker but because of the accusations by me about her husband in the past and present and because he lost a bunch of money on the Stock Market and blamed me and my mom it was not gonna to succeed if she had anything to do with it. She lost a lot of herself as time went by and because of peer pressure and other reasons blew it. Hopefully she will reassemble somehow and realize she was involved in a cult a very devious occult which tricks even her and her husband. EVIL IS EVIL. I didn’t control the stock market and nor did my mom so it might have been God punishing him and they took it out on us and so I think its gonna take some time for them to get it together or it was an act of evil to cause more evil to our families using money which isn’t unheard of. She cared more about the loss of money than she did about his bad behavior and it’s affects on everyone else including her kids (mostly her daughters and females – in general) which are deep but it also affected her in a deep way as well. I wish she hadn’t gone to SMU and poured beer on is head so he would remember her in the barn party she and he partied in for a frat party anointing him (his dad was in the oil business- CONOCO and his mom’s name was the same as my mom’s name) but then we wouldn’t have their kids in this world so I guess it was meant to be and eventually it will work itself out (like a bad seed stuck in her intestines) with the help of God.
     By the way, what happened to Andrea Tantaros? I considered her to be the smartest of the Fox News contributors who was on daily (The Five and then moved down to position on the show called Outnumbered, kind of a menage-females, a silly show mocking females, which is what happened to me when I complained about my treatment on the job years later when the uncustomary behavior cropped up again and again and the final straw was the low down and dirty butt grab which I consider to be sexual assault at the office. I was moved down, degraded and debased and even my hourly wage was reduced and obviously the church isn’t help, thug the church could have, but didn’t.). I have read she made beau coups of money on a lawsuit but just because I read it doesn’t mean it’s true. Why doesn’t Andrea Tantaros have her own show like Hannity and Laura In Graham as in Billy? SHe got in trouble during the election period of the many Republican candidates when Fox was making abortion the coup détat of the election, the key to the possibility of the Presidency, and trying to make the candidates react to some unusual probing and stigmas to get a reaction not in order to educate the public but to elicit bad behavior for ratings (sponges react) and she had good reason to let on about it IMO (because of her brother and sexual abuse on the job to degrade her.)  I would believe Fox News is/was a fair news station if I saw Andrea Tantaros and Gretchen Carlson and others using the bully pulpit (the press) fairly and intelligently if I could see it. Is it because Laura In Graham as in Billy couldn’t manipulate Andrea Tantaros but could manipulate Hannity rewarding ignorance and debauchery: “Git outta here.”  Using the Southern Belle approach, eh?
    I say the same when I communicate with my cats if they’re throwing up hairballs, their food, or trying to urinate in my powder room but not the same tone; It’s people like Laura InGraham as in Billy with a cross on who indulge sexual predators (an RCC double-standard) because it makes her sick not the indulgence but the truth. She can’t even handle hearing about one of the incidents she’s so squeamish which more than likely is an act, git outta here. How was she able to give birth to a kid…. via an inner tube, osmosis, a virgin birth, intravenously? How the hell did she get a show about the news, mostly political news but with some of her religion? Will Laura In Graham as in Billy with a cross on interview Former Judge Roy Moore running for the Senate and ask the right questions or is she not smart enough. It’s not like they’re related, or is she? I don’t think she has an iota of courage so I doubt she will ask the right questions even if given the chance. I guess we shall see, won’t we. I’m sure he would attend.
    Fox News Sunday is blaming Steve Bannon saying something like “that’s what happens when you let Steve Bannon…incumbent….etc” I didn’t stay to listen but I thought how did Steve Bannon get in this debate? Maybe he did entice the Judge to run for the Senate? I don’t know. Did Steve Bannon know about the young ladies 32 years ago? OR Did Fox News know about the young ladies. How did Fox News know and when? The press is trying to take out Steve Bannon (because people like him….something about his hair) for some reason and using Judge Roy Moore to upset something or other in Trumps administration and their relationship.  How weird can it get?
    According to Carly Fiorina who says “everyone knows” would mean that Steve Bannon knew about Judge Roy Moore 32 years ago. Most people uninvolved in the event don’t know unless are told and depending on the information have to determine what is reasonable and what isn’t reasonable depending on their boundaries. I doubt most of the potential voters knew beyond reasonable doubt. I think she is wrong but she is vehement in her disdain for sexual harassment and probably a victim of it to some extent because most woman face it (especially in the Obama dynasty) and probably feels she was screwed out of winning the nomination. Being against abortion to the extent she was against it is what made her lose, IMO. Using videos no one has seen of proof of the allegations about body parts being sold and livers the size of a grain of sand being bought and other things she rumored with many others is why she lost the nomination but she can blame Trump if she wants to as Hillary blames Putin and the communists for losing the election. Obama made Hillary lose the election with the help of John Kerry and the event in Libya called Benghazi and her responses. “What difference does it make?” ONe thing I think it is good to have the conversation in the public arena but what can be done to change it and she didn’t have a clue.
    WHO reported the story about Judge Roy Moore’s and these young ladies trysts first ONE MONTH BEFORE AN ELECTION? Steve Bannon? Trump? Putin? Judge Roy Moore? or Fox news?

    Called LOGIC! and not to mention but I will

    Hoisted by One’s Own Petard’

    NOW Judge Roy Moore is gonna sue the Washington Post. Did the Washington Post call Shepard Smith of Fox News in regards to the massacre in New York City when he blurted out the name of the hospital (which was supposed to be off limits to air on the news) that was caring for some wounded and caring for the assailant (still alive) who mowed down some bicyclists on a bicycle path with a Home Depot truck?? Who was on the phone with Shepard Smith when he made his blunder? The Washington Post? Wasn’t it the Washington Post who were made famous by two reporters in regards to DEEP THROAT in the past during the Nixon Administration in order to exact revenge against Nixon (who got us out of the Vietnam jungles)

      in order to have him impeached for taping Rev. Billy Graham saying in regards to the jews “They don’t know how I really feel about them.”Is Fox News affiliated with the Washington Post? Is the Washington Post affiliated with the Vatican? WHO IS MEDDLING WITH THE AMERICAN ELECTIONS? WERE THESE YOUNG LADIES MANIPULATED TO COME OUT AT THIS TIME TO AFFECT AN ELECTION AND WHY? Who was it that steered the press to PUFF BILLY GRAHAM in the first place? Why? To shill for the Roman Catholic Church. I think it was William Randolph HEARST a publishing mogul at the time and is he related to the Secretary of State of the Vatican?  Secretary to the Popes. Ganswein. There was a movie about William Randolph Hearst called Citizen Kane starring Orson Wells which had a kind of a funny ending regarding the name Rosebud which is the translation of the original name of Mother Teresa, mother of a death cult called Hospice which murdered my mom and boy was that a mistake!!!!. Not to mention the car rental of Hertz for funerals. There is a saying about things you can be sure of in life but it’s not life…it’s death as is the Vatican. He looks an awful lot like a relative of Secretary of State (Vatican) GEORG Ganswein. I think the name Hearst is the same name but in Germany it is spelled Hurst with two dots above the “ü”. There is a castle in California called the Hearst Castle which I have seen from afar near Los Angelos. I wonder if it’s related? A propaganda hub? or a museum?

    William Randolph Hearst III on ‘Citizen Kane’ and the Meaning of “ROSEBUD”

    Not only did “ü” fuck with the wrong family I think “ü” fucked with the wrong country and more than likely “ü” fucked with the wrong countries. Would it bother the lady on Fox if Jesus were a bastard, or if Jesus didn’t have a belly button? Which would be worse? Would it bother the lady on Fox if Jesus lied about the mustard seed being the smallest of seed? which is worse: he lied about the mustard seed, he didn’t have a belly button, or he was a bastard. The lady on Fox reminds me of a friend who had a brother who thought he was jesus because he was a schitzophrenic, and she was quite deaf, not attractive at the time, and she never married and a GOOD friend of my older sister who hospiced my mom without telling me till it was done whose dad was a major general in the army who was an MIA in the Congo for a while who came out of the Congo as Bugilosi who supported the Warren Commissions findings about the JFK assassination and was in love with the President’s wife at the time (Jackie) and would do anything for her and such as support of the one bullet theory which is outrageous as is whether or not Jesus was born a certain way as if it makes any difference. What difference does it make whether Jesus was born a virgin? He was born a virgin, but of a virgin. I think she was a virgin and I guess that makes her special because no one wanted to marry her as the daughter of the general until……she became a fox correspondent, I suppose, the one with the dark hair with a slight speech impediment which comes out sometimes ( I recognize it) due to being quite deaf for quite a while and used hearing aids and who liked GARY my sister’s husband too much who called me the day I left my parents home super early without a word because he was harassing me the night before to tell me to talk to my sister or brother-in-law in order to confront them which I did when they came home from their visit. And she lied to my parents and the lie took on a life of it’s own. Her name was Nancy and her maiden name is RAT as in TAN. I saw her brother or his image in Syria for some reason a while back. The other older brother. I was nearly deaf but I didn’t need hearing aids and was cured on the advice of a good doctor who deterred us from having some kind of operation and my parents took the advice and we moved not to FRANCE where the RATS moved over but to England. Take this however you should JOHN 3:16FOR GOD SO LOVED THE WORLD………

    So Long Farewell from The Sound of Music – YouTube

    Anyway she was dribbling on air about the bastardization of Jesus which offended her having to do with Judge Roy Moore…I have no idea how it got to this point but it has or what one had to do with the other. Normally I like her input but she is too politically correct and then I recognized her impediment one day while watching her on one of the appearances and I guess it slipped out and then I recognized her. IS it because she was a virgin for so long which must make her feel kind of special like her brother a schizophrenic who thought he was Jesus. I wonder if some of it was in her too. THE VIRGIN DNA of schitzoidphrenia. Some schizoids actually do see things we don’t see like the one in Africa at Nelson Mandela’s funeral/wake who saw angels as he was signing for the deaf. She could have been a nun except she masturbated at least she told me so. Did her brother or Gary convince her she was MARY in carnage? By the way what did you do for Andrea Tantaros. Did you stand by her in court? Or did you replace her? Have you ever mentioned Mother Teresa’s Hospice via the RCC as being evil on Fox? Which is a bigger miracle ADAM or JESUS? EVE or JESUS? The Roman Catholic Church or the World we call Earth? Did John 3:16 say, “For God so loved the Roman Catholic Church………or For God so loved the world that whoever had faith in him……or For God so loved the world that he gave his only son that whoever sacrificed in him….or For God so loved the world that he gave his only son that whoever believed in the virgin birth……or For God so loved the world that he gave his only son that whoever believed that conception is the beginning of life…….AND WHO IS HIM? God and/orJesus. Is it necessary to be born of a virgin? A lot of people are born of a virgin, but does it make them god-like?: Islam, hinduism, buddhists, etc. What about his brothers? Were they older or younger? There seems to be quite a few hims in the gospels whose personalities aren’t the same. It isn’t hard to tell when you compare the gospels and especially the accounts given on the same event. Some sound like lunatics and some don’t. I believe the one that isn’t a lunatic and think he was trying to talk sense to people about blind faith. Doesn’t mean God does’t care for you too because He knows there are a plethora/multitude of liars enough lies to build many third world/countries. And since we have learned the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed (PHYSICAL EVIDENCE since the microscope was invented which it wasn’t at the time) and Jesus of the Gospel of John would not commit to man because he knew what was in man (sperMATocyte smaller than a mustard seed) we ought to try to put the dilemma into perspective and “Consider the source,” as my mom would say. And was the meaning actually born of a VIRGO? OR born in August or September the virgo time between August 23rd through September 22 or was his mom a virgo? Later when I was with my family including Gary etc and was with my sister’s best friend in my parents town at a party in some club I noticed she kind of flirted with Gary and I thought ‘How weird’ because she knew about him when she called me that morning. Thinking about it today I think she just liked him as everyone did because he was likable and humorous. His kids liked him, their friends (the kids friends) liked him, our family liked him, etc. and not because of his family heirloom. I liked him but I didn’t want to have a sexual relationship because he was my brother-in-law and because it wouldn’t sit well with his wife (my sister) and I sure wouldn’t feel right about it but I wasn’t gonna punish myself for being her sister and I guess the same for her friend. My sister was her best friend growing up. His manifestation was spiritual as well and usually got out of control when drinking, but not always. It wasn’t his customary behavior. It was a tough situation sometimes between the two and especially when it became apparent she and he were entrapping me for their reputation’s sake. I didn’t handle some situations very well as I wish I had but I didn’t have a handbook telling me what to do in certain situations and what not to do in certain situations and not knowing what he had in his mind or when he would pull something. We were all very close knit. When their friends got involved to help my sister it made it even harder in order to blame me when THEY KNEW he had a problem and so did everyone else as well. My family did the best it could under the circumstances. My brother came from California to visit to try to mend the family and his way was to keep it in our generation which was NOBLE for our parents sake and for the kids and my relationship with my parents because Gary wasn’t about to admit it and was even fishing when my brother stayed at their home in regards to the meeting knowing what the meeting was about but acting like he didn’t which my brother told me about at the meeting. He was a lawyer and he ought to know and he did. So we tried his way. My sister wouldn’t adhere to his way or he didn’t tell her his way because she made a big effort to have me watch the movie about a girl who lies about her sister’s husband having raped her and ruining their marriage for many years in the movie called Atonement. I didn’t know what it was about when it was suggested and she rented it for us to watch but she did because she had seen it and Gary went to bed instead of watching it because I think he knew what it was about. He often went to bed early anyway. I watched it and I didn’t know what to say in return. It was like GEEZZ. She eventually bought the movie and tried to force it upon the family for a family reunion when visiting my mom and every one luckily turned her request down for something else which was like GEEZZ. It’s a kind of movie you only need to see once but she imagined herself as the character Keira Knightly played in the movie and then at another time or may have been the same night said something about the guy at the office who married someone who looked like me while we were in the car probably on the way  getting the movie to watch. I didn’t even ask nor did I want to know. I was hoping to get past it: the mess at the office and in our lives and she wasn’t ready to get past it, I guess. ONE of the visits she sat in the only chair in the living room and then there were two couches. Everyone sitting on the couches and one seat left was next to Gary when I walked into the living room. So I purposefully turned my back his way and it was also convenient due to the physical locations of family on couches to chit chat and after a long time she finally had him come over and sit beneath her sitting in the chair so she could rub his neck or back. So I had the whole couch to myself, lol and I felt much more comfortable. She could have offered me the chair so she could sit with her husband on the couch, but didn’t. She should have learned how to handle the deal as she expected us to handle the deal which would have helped everyone involved a great deal. She was punishing me and him in a weird way. She had told me in the past about something that happened with him and his sister but I never really got the scoop about it (she told me early in their marriage) but I knew changing one’s first name is kind of odd. Lots of things in between happened but very hard to regurgitate for this post over and over again. He had a hard time with boundaries especially when drinking as most people do but we had a past situation when he molested me in my sleep next to her. He was into risky behavior as well such as rubbing his feet on my LITTLE sisters feet under the table at dinner out with the families or showing his fireman’s cap above his shorts on the floor where he laid while watching a movie together as family on a family reunion with kids from most of the families and grandparents seated and some on the floor as well. I think it was to harass but the same night my sister drank the calamine lotion. Risky behavior besets risky behavior such as one of their daughters driving 100 mph down a road in South Padre with her boyfriend and his two children from a previous marriage as a reaction to something that triggered her to react which she would not normally do which is why it is important to handle sexual abuse correctly. I don’t think most people have figured it out and if we keep quiet about it the person who comes out looking like shit is the abused reacting to something unwanted. IF we don’t discuss hospice (Mother Teresa) we are collaborating, IMO like many did during the nazi generation in many countries across Europe. NO it does not make one more tolerant of bad behavior to discuss it. IT empowers victims and helps them overcome and belittles the assailant which it should and makes them less likely to do it again and to seek help to change their behavior and helps other people in similar situations. Secrecy and lies do the opposite. Silence of the lambs hurts the lambs and helps the wolves. Silence puts the wolf at an advantage and the lamb at a disadvantage for later abuse in various ways to sully their reputations with entrapments, enticements, bribes, putting them in situations they would not understand or know how to handle with premeditation by the wolf and the victim (lamb) is re-victimized making them even more afraid to speak out and puts their families in jeopardy. Psychopaths and sociopaths are made in this fashion. It is a learned behavior. It can be unlearned as well. The catholic adage “silence is golden” is not a good adage unless you are planning a surprise party. My daughter planned one for herself when she was a kid without telling her parents and even made invitations and gave them out and I found out either the day of or the day before and had to (even though it was cute and precocious) upset her plans and disinvite her guests to teach her otherwise I would have created a monster eventually if she persisted and if I had complied. Gary’s mom from what I heard would serve her sons steak for breakfast. She spoiled her sons, IMO. and not to mention the thing about his younger sister and I’m sure there is more I don’t know about in regards to how he was raised but therein lies the sea of troubles in our family, IMO was how he was raised by his family who were in the oil business. Our family reacted not always in the correct way but we didn’t cause the trouble nor did we understand the plea for help from victims and even the abuser and the abused wife but we tried a few avenues which weren’t sufficient because the devil fools with the best laid plans even my brother’s plan which was a good plan and meant for good to keep it in our generation however his intent wasn’t the problem (because he wasn’t a sociopath or a psychopath) and because our family exposed the lie about the mustard seed with other people who have done the same but ours was instrumental in regards to the exposure of the smallest of seed and the meaning of life: “a work of art in progress as my niece informed me. I have read that hell is paved with good intentions but I don’t believe it just because I read it somewhere: Hell is paved with bad intentions. How did anyone get there before cement? So it’s only an adage and meaningless. However lies such as gaining 70 or so virgins by martyring oneself in order to kill a bunch of people using murder suicide tactics is a road to hell. It’s a pretty bad lie. Sarah Palin says sexual harassment doesn’t happen to her because she is packing I think she means she owns a gun or has a gun (Franklin Graham) and has a carry license but she doesn’t realize she was taken in by Franklin Graham and now our food chain has been poisoned to the nth degree but luckily tuna helps detox even mercury in the ocean. My brother got sick with some debilitating physical condition and I think it was because he loved tuna to the point as a teenager eating a loaf of tuna sandwiches for lunch which he prepared a specific way which was unusual. KETCHUP, WORCHESTSHIRE sauce, AND A-ONE Sauce. Every time I eat tuna and I love tuna my sciatic nerve acts up – a coincidence I have learned from. I don’t know how long it will take for the oceans to clear up but I think it will. I don’t think red crabs and starfish are lining the california beaches lately so it’s a good sign and I think radioactivity measurements have lessened since the tsunami in Japan and the nuclear accidents at the nuclear sites in Japan as a result when the starfish were noticed (starfish have one nerve and it includes its mouth and a bunch of starfish starved) and the red crabs were photoed moving up the western coastline dead on the beaches looking for food because of the lack of a critter called plankton which provides oxygen to them and to whales and other mammals in the ocean (and also provides 1/3 oxygen to the earth) but we should have warning in regards to when Japan decides to vent it’s nuclear waste (because it has to vent the nuclear waste from time to time) so people (especially vulnerable people, the elderly or those who have asthma or certain conditions) can avoid the beaches affected for a season or two and avoid eating tuna and sushi for a short time to avoid health problems and sciatic nerve problems which can be very painful and debilitating and possible DNA alterations that could have a lasting affect on future generations which in this case truth is VERY important affecting our health situation. The wave crests and the tides eventually clean things up with abrasive salt-PH balance and sand to help the wounds hopefully and because of tuna and ocean life like it. Here is a question for Sarah Palin: Will your son be packing when you are gone? If the NWO persists which the BGEA is for because power loves power and the BGEA obviously was involved somehow with the NEOCATECHUMANaL WAY because it is a Roman Catholic cult within a cult and being a shill for the RCC hence the New World Order. In Nazi Germany people like your son didn’t pack and I don’t think he took you under his wing for your son however useful in the mean time but because of HAARP technology located in ALASKA, your state or was until the election at the time. A good infrastructure because of nuclear power would be to provide radioactive type measurements taken daily in a bunch of vulnerable locations and recorded and chronicled available to citizens via internet, tv, and cell phone in order to make decisions about what they eat and where they travel for a period of time. Instead of fish chinese or japanese style people might eat chicken meals (japanese or chinese style). I know the additive that oriental foods usually include in their meals to enhance flavor or to keep fresh fruit and veggies from browning called MSG affects people with asthma detrimentally sometimes unto death and I imagine affects people with conditions such as COPD and other breathing type ailments especially due to the shortage of plankton in some areas which eventually will increase and due to things like listeria and other type food contaminations that happen from time to time and other limitations. Maybe a graph type with numbers information which might save a bunch of money in various ways (health) but would affect business for short periods of time. I think it is necessary because of the benefit health wise and to the mortality rate of our country to compete and hopefully be the best in the world and prove our respect for nuclear power as we should respect our oceans and the reason for it’s abundance. CLEAN ENERGY? Someday we might figure out a good way to dispose of nuclear waste which doesn’t affect anything on earth. Somewhere uninhabitable like the sun. It sends solar flares we ought to reciprocate in kind. I think it is powerful enough to destroy it. Scientists are following a moth’s eyeball because it absorbs light at night and doesn’t reflect keeping them safer from predators by not reflecting the light from their eyes unlike deer and cats and using it as an example for solar energy (getting the most out of solar energy which must be flailing or they wouldn’t need to change the design of the solar panels and where as flat solar panels reflect 40 percent of the light (energy?) instead of absorbing the light and are not conserving energy by 40 percent which is a big percent, but I have to ask why don’t you see moths out in the day? Maybe moth eyeballs could absorb nuclear waste? Just kidding. Does a solar panel no matter what design or how large have the capability and/or the possibility of providing all of the energy needs to a big city full of citizens and illegals for months as does one lightning bolt? Noticed a technology about disintegrating trash, waste and even coal (the bad stuff left over) called gasification and thought a lightning bolt could do the trick if you can attract it to the point or place needed for gasification. “The ocean covers more than 70 percent of the surface of our planet. It’s hard to imagine, but about 97 percent of the Earth’s water can be found in our oceans. Of the tiny percentage that’s not in the ocean, about two percent is frozen up in glaciers and ice caps.”


    I don’t mean to be mean, but think about it with the information provided here and elsewhere and reflect about the possibilities and why sometimes things happen to good people.


    I knew it was a spiritual manifestation because when I was at the hospital for my 6 week checkup and still had holes in me from surgery the surgery I had when I nearly died the first time and very sore a man in the waiting room (a man I didn’t know) harassed me about my back while I was in the hallway attempting to protect myself from his companion and him after his companion nearly attacked me with her HUGE cane and blamed me for his outbursts in the waiting room (everyone had waited about 6 hours to see a doctor during a doctor shortage at the hospital and were getting along quite well even so) and I didn’t know her either. Next time I saw her after seeing the doctor she didn’t even recognize me. It was before the incident at my sisters home in regards to the couch but it wasn’t the first time I gave him my back for my own comfort zone. I do remember sitting next to him at a mexican restaurant with family earlier and he acted like it was a big deal and excited him for some reason. It wasn’t. I was trying to act normal and no matter what I did it wasn’t normal. No one could have handled it better than our family handled it and it still went awry because it was a spiritual manifestation and not just risky behavior but something else was afoot. It was something she and he had to work out but never did as far as I know and the situation got worse when she got involved with the BGEA going to a women’s retreat in North Carolina. GOT NASTY and CRUEL and ridiculous as well. I was expected to handle it while he wasn’t expected to handle it and she wasn’t expected to handle it, etc. It was a weird deal. I kind of knew something wasn’t right when I first met him. I think I was about 12 or 13 years of age and at the airport to pick him up to go to a yearly army picnic and he looked me over too much but I was too young to understand. I even remember the shorts and the color pattern of the shorts I wore that day and they were long shorts the style at the time that’s how much it stuck with me. I don’t remember what he was wearing. During the picnic I was into eating hotdogs and hamburgers for free and volleyball and being a kid. I have no idea what they did during the picnic. As far as four females coming out a month before an election 32 years later in regards to Judge Roy Moore it could be it was delayed for political purposes but perhaps they thought they were doing the right thing civically by coming out at the time they did before the election however I don’t know the intent of others involved. Probably a mix of things. Politics, religion, and other factors. Michelle Malkin has lots to say about false accusers on the Hannity Show and obviously she is right that each accusation needs to be investigated and judged on a case to case basis but in sexual crimes which seem to be rampant usually the criminal has it’s personality which leaves clues  especially when there are more than one victim and probably psychologically deep inside want to be caught in order to stop spiritual manifestations controlling the action, entertainment, or activity. However a signing of a yearbook though I don’t know what was written ties him to a victim but doesn’t necessarily prove anything. I think their stories are more important and should be valued by whomever is evaluating it in regards to his run and their lawsuits. Fox showed his lawyers just now who are going to deal with the possibility of  forgery in regards to the yearbook and making it public. One Fox news woman thinks it shouldn’t be for public consumption but it already is in the public so the lawyers have a right to pursue for their client the truth about the yearbook and do it in public. WHO made it public to begin with incessantly? I sure didn’t know about it till I heard about it on Fox News. She ought to hold Fox news to task, not the lawyers. I think there is a Fox News and press hatred of southern accents a BIAS against Southerners as if all Southerners are slave holders or all Southerners are backwards, etc. and Steve Bannon also has an accent. I think this may have come out because of the press dislike of Steve Bannon AND TRUMP using someone else who may or may not have a problem, or two, or three, or four AND USE as a distraction as well politically against TRUMP via Bannon via the judge and now the lawyers. Fox didn’t have to air the news conference but it’s their folly on the heels of the firing of Bill O’REILLY and near firing of Hannity and the Kuerig nonsense and Judge Roy Moore and ESPECIALLY Sheppard Smith’s blunder CAUGHT on air in regards to a mass murder in New York City of some bicyclists and pedestrians with a Home Depot vehicle and while attempting to dis-seat Jeff Sessions as a communist (RIDICULOUS) and appease him with a Senate Seat somehow? Kind of like the GORE trade blaming the wrong things and making a lot of money doing it and global warming to climate change was originally a Vatican idea as are most calamities which are Vatican inspired. PRE-KNOWLEDGE of the self fulfilling type. SOMETHING BIG IS GOIN ON’! WHY? If it is forgery and one person is lying does it mean the other three are lying? It’s a possibility the evidence was produced to discredit the real victims. I noticed on the Hannity show all about Clinton and his detractors (the daughter of the Senator of Arizona referred to them as bimbos) someone that looked like the lady who was bowing to the pope (Pope Francis) in regards to abortion videos making accusations of selling baby parts without any evidence as of yet in the public who looks an awful lot like Juanita but not the same person who was raped by Clinton and I noticed the one that was supposed to be trailer trash who said “I’m not that kind of girl” after he dropped his pants and he doesn’t rape her as he did Juanita. Obviously the circumstances were different but didn’t sound like he was too serious about getting it on with Paula White, I mean Jones, whereas he bit the lip of Juanita after raping her and was totally belligerent with her which rapists generally are belligerent which made her fear for her life as MANY of their friends did after some unusual deaths in their circle of friends. (Vince Foster, Ron Brown, Ed Willey and many more

    The List of Clinton Associates Who’ve Died Mysteriously. Check It Out …

    Not saying it was the Clintons who killed them, but someone murdered lots of people who did not deserve to be murdered and made them out to be suicides and or accidents which is usually a mob type activity. (MAFIOSA) which is italian for mob. (CABAL, GANG, FRATERNITY, FACTION, LOBBY, SYNDICATE, COSA NOSTRA, GANGSTERS, RACKETEERS) Doesn’t sound like the same person dealing with Paul White, I mean, Jones and Juanita. The one that raped Juanita I think is the same one who messed with Kathleen Willey who both knew him to some degree beforehand whereas Paula White, I mean Jones, didn’t know him. I think the suicide/murder of Willey’s husband is also important and good reason to be afraid of the Clintons or whomever is/was controlling the Clintons which I believe is part of the mystery which is imperative to figure out. Monica Lewinsky was in love with him so it was totally different. By afraid I mean because obviously a lunatic is involved in some of these political liaisons, deaths, suicides, entrapments, discrediting of victims, etc. I don’t think Ron Brown or Vince Foster or Ed Willey and the others who were murdered were bimbos. Was Mary Mahoney a bimbo? Was Mary Jo Kopechne considered to be a bimbo? Senator Kennedy was given the cold shoulder by Pope Benedict XVl during his last days. I wonder why. And then pictures erupted on the internet of Pope Benedict XVl portrayed as the son of Stalin in his youth and replaced by a Jesuit pope when he retired.  Hmmmm The Clintons publicly prayed with Rev. Billy Graham and he was remembered for saying ‘he wished he hadn’t gotten into politics’ as his son has also done but isn’t necessarily the Presidential advisor (press advisor-Greta, Laura In Graham as in Billy wearing a cross, and others) as I think Billy Graham was to quite a few presidents politically and religiously ….but not Truman who said he knew Billy Graham was a charlatan., but Billy Graham was also a shill for the Roman Catholic Church and the Vatican puffed him in the news at the direction of and by the powerful press mogul William Randolph Hearst. “The devil entered the Vatican” said one bishop or cardinal, someone high up in the hierarchy of the Vatican. I saw Kerry’s previous employee on Fox at my Patent lawyers office playing secretary very similar anyway. She’s not the only secretary I recognize! Do you recall Chandra Levy? She and Gary Condit (House of Representatives) were kind of involved somehow (sexually) and she ended up strangled in a park. She was an intern for the Federal Bureau of Prisons in Washington DC. (I think found her bones in the park)!˜) There is a swamp in Washington DC full of all kinds of critters which is why we should go to Consumption tax which would prevent a lot of troubles. A Sea of troubles and we still haven’t heard neither seen hyde nor hair of the witnesses at Benghazi. 30 or more witnesses taken to Germany via Senator John Kerry who took over the State Department replacing Hillary Clinton and desperately tried to get us involved in a war in Syria for Obama and the witnesses were silenced at the State Department. Only thing we heard is one was at Bethesda hospital afraid as we heard from Lindsay Graham during the time of the two coups in Egypt during the Obama Administration. By allowing vulnerability in our federal government because of income taxation and unfair trade and a multitude of lobbyists affecting our government and sexual temptations because of character weaknesses or bad marriages has caused the deaths of many people using money that isn’t there  … CREDIT. I believe consumption tax would alleviate a lot of the troubles plaguing Washington DC and our country which stands for freedom yet often doesn’t but if we went to consumption tax there would be no reason to lobby or less reasons to lobby and less reasons for temptations and/or entrapments. Percentages could be used for the taxes to the places the collected consumption taxes needs to go and if the representatives stayed in their state where their constituents are located they might actually have more success in their states and less partying in Washington DC with a bunch of lobbyists and those who want to control or destroy the USA and the representatives. SIMPLIFY and DECENTRALIZE! Fox News is reporting via some reporter that Rand Paul is gonna vote for the tax bill and wants other fellow Republicans to do the same however like the Secretary of State Rex W. Tillerson said in regards to Trump:

    Let him speak for himself!

    Especially since he was attacked recently by a neighbor and now has broken ribs. I think it would be wise to listen to RAND PAUL SPEAK to make sure he isn’t being mischaracterized by Fox. If he is being mischaracterized we got a BIG PROBLEM with Fox. I was impressed by Al Franken’s press conference and I bet he feels better as well. Hopefully he can mend some relationships he kind of messed up or misunderstood.  He obviously feels he can or he wouldn’t have made himself available to be questioned. I bet the people on the shit list and the shit list maker and the treasury person who paid the women off aren’t feeling the same, hopefully. It also might embolden more women and shame more men which might help the situation at hand. He showed leadership in his attempt to come clean. I think his press conference was in earnest (though I don’t know him) and he set an example for others in the same boat because the list (I have a felling) is gonna unfold


    (Sort of like complaining about a business to the BETTER BUSINESS BUREAU which affects reputations of businesses and the public has access to the information as we should in government and we should call it the Better Government Bureau which will inform people and government of the people, by the people, and for the people who in government is vulnerable to blackmail and bribery and publish the information and send it to voters during the main elections (every two years) using the Voter Registration Administration Office to send in the mail and leave it up to the voter to read or to ignore and/or to discern the complaints some of which might be frivolous and some might be serious (as the complaints against Al Franken grew in a matter of days. I hadn’t heard about the butt grabbing till I wrote this but it could be rumors as well but let me say Fox does tend to report something and it grows so when you write responding to their news the next day it looks like you responded to newer news when you hadn’t even seen or heard the newer news….kind of a trick and I think it is purposeful if you ask me so people will respond and then they add on more like sometimes happens in sex scandals of piling on to make liars of everyone or to make people capitulate whatever it is Fox is trying to accomplish in order to steal the chickens like foxes do. I have seen it a lot by the press including FOX in regards to other subjects as well which is suspicious! It’s kind of persuasive in it’s intent since I know it is purposeful.) I do know some of the press is influenced by evil in some of the things said or done like watching the lady with cats living in a tent as if threatening others INTENTIONALLY as if the press controls the future of those who criticize the press and guess what – the PRESS isn’t in control though the press thinks so! I think the press will soon find out they aren’t. IN the bible in REVELATION it mocks the press GOD’s WINE PRESS because the press is DRUNK on the blood of saints and who makes saints? Who made Mother Teresa a saint? A volcano blew its top in Bali about the same time as the show about a female camper Bali is located in a cluster of small countries (islands) that make up the CONGLOMERATION called ASEAN. IT is a conglomeration made up of ten countries and I think it represents biblically and prophetically speaking the Ten Toes, however Bali is on the edge and is not one of the countries included in the ten country conglomeration. Recently Trump visited Indonesia and before that so did Obama BURMA/MYANMAR.

    “The Maya civilization occupied a wide territory that included southeastern Mexico and northern Central America. This area included the entire Yucatán Peninsula and all of the territory now incorporated into the modern countries of Guatemala and Belize, as well as the western portions of Honduras and El Salvador.”
    “Blood was viewed as a potent source of nourishment for the Mayadeities, and the sacrifice of a living creature was a powerful blood offering. By extension, the sacrifice of a human life was the ultimate offering of blood to the gods, and the most important Maya rituals culminated in human sacrifice.”

    I think the TEN TOES has been Islamicised as was attempted during WWll by the Jesuits who also took credit for the freedom the USA offered during WWll. Noticed on a documentary their tricks of the trade via Oliver North’s documentary about Douglas McArthur in the Philippines during WWll and the Jesuits inserted themselves to take some credit and coverup their misdeeds:torture and it was OBVIOUS where the problems in the Phillippines emanated from (Roman Catholicism, SPACIFICALLY The Jesuits because its their Modus Operandus and always has been to assassinate leaders both political and religious and cause havoc worldwide.). ASEAN is a very important area and near Vietnam as well. A plane disappeared in the oceans nearby pinging during the Obama Administration suspiciously disappeared of course and I think it is gonna play an important role in Revelation. I don’t think the TEN TOES plays a good role, but perhaps BALI will. See how close the straits are and how important those straits are to many countries. Is India Islamic? Is China Islamic? Is Australia Islamic? IS Saudi Arabia hindu or islamic?  The ten toes of ASEAN are predominantly ISLAMIC and eventually will be only ISLAMIC. Who prays using rosary beads? It’s a LUKE-RATIVE business, you know. Roman Catholicism and ISLAM as far as I know. Walter Veith a former Catholic raised as a Catholic has a wealth of information about the covenant (I think it’s the false covenant or one of the false covenants) between Roman Catholicism and ISLAM worth watching his videos on the subject matter at hand and also his other videos and sermons, but mostly imparting knowledge. He isn’t really a preacher or a priest but an educator. He is a very real teacher, unlike O’REILLY who thought the Jesuits were good disciplinarians if you like sadists, make a vow to the devil, and are into torture and burning people alive in ovens or burning them on a stake or in churches or at the World Trade Center in New York on 9-11!

    216 – The Islamic Connection / Total Onslaught – Walter Veith – YouTube

    The Islamic and Roman Catholic Connection By Walter Veith – YouTube Volcanos can do a lot of damage and I don’t think we can control volcanos. The Sundai (Sunda) Straits is nearby and played an important sign about 100 years or so ago with an eruption and it was felt all the way to Portugal. I wrote about it in one of my posts. The Volcanos I was writing about was called Krakatoa (Krakatau) and the son of Krakatoa (ANKrakatoa or ANAKRAKATOA)) which grew and erupted.  How far is Indonesia from Portugal? Quite a ways. It’s amazing what a volcano can do. Anyway it caused a great deal of damage in Portugal at the time. DUNG THEIR BELL(BAEL). Portugal at one time (more than one) was involved in torture of non-catholics and catholics as well, but mostly non-catholics, probably then. Also I presume the ten toes are of some kind of creature and since the islands have succumbed to Islam the creature could be Saudi Arabia and because of the straits and oil distribution. Toes are usually on feet, aren’t they? also heard a while back water was gonna be a bone of contention and I think that is evident by the hurricanes and dead crabs and dead starfish, dead plankton, etc so including beaches which are tourist attractions.  I think it has to do with the Sabbath dispute: Sunday vs Saturday which I have also written about the reason for the dispute I think had to do with the Ten Commandments: and the Jesus who represented the author of the Ten Commandments vs the Jesus who said the mustard seed was the smallest of seed (and used it as an example of faith and turned out to be a new innovation, inspiration, tool and as Pope Benedicts XVl said faith was the the New Enlightenment (probably a Roman Catholic ploy to gain followers) and turned out to be false since it isn’t the smallest of seed. It’s small and smaller than an acorn but it isn’t the smallest of seed even in the plant world. A woman of Fox on the news the other day BRAGGED she was a woman of faith ( I happen to like her but nevertheless she said it and it was kind of perplexing: WHICH ONE? ISLAM? ROMAN CATHOLIC? HINDU? BUDDHIST? ASHTORETH? Molech? The Volcano God (threw virgins into the volcano to appease the gods) THERE ARE A TON OF FAITHS SO WHEN SOMEONE says what she said you have to wonder not for joy what the hell she means or is she appeasing the gods of Fox News, THE WINEPRESS OF GOD, and not the only one? It has become a cliche and kind of limiting and demeaning, I think. KEEP THE FAITH BRO, crap.  In the Gospel of Luke Jesus says something about being straitened: not straightened.

    But I have a baptism to be baptized with; and how am I straitened till it be accomplished!
    I don’t think the author of the Gospel of Luke or the author of the passage in the Gospel of Luke is talking about water baptism. I think he is talking about baptism by fire.
    Doesn’t say I AM but says AM I antithesis of I AM that I AM.

    I have written about the Strait of Hormuz and the other strait on the other side of Saudi Arabia which has a lot to do with oil distribution, trade, and shipping, (I think) as does the Panama Canal. It’s related. How far is North Korea from Indonesia?

    INTERESTING TIMES, huh?
    YOU can check out my posts about I AM THAT I AM vs FAITH on

    Merangue’s Blog

    Both Hillary Clinton and George Bush made videos wishing Happy Birthday (their 100th anniversary) to the religion of the 7th Day Adventists who had some prophecies that did not come true given by some woman who I think may have started the religion? Or she misdiagnosed prophecy which isn’t hard to do. I’m not a 7th Day Adventist but anyway it was kind of unusual that both made videos obviously mocking the religion (both intensely influenced by Billy Graham (a shill for Roman Catholicism) and the founder of the religion. Kind of like Obama bringing a religious mantel to the Pope at the time. During the Bill Clinton years a bunch of people were killed in Waco because they were accused of arms collection and child abuse and were involved in a possible cult called the Branch Davidians and many were burned to death including a bunch kids and young people because of the enthusiasm of the government to resolve the assembly (FREEDOM) quickly with tanks: What about Roman Catholics abuse? It happened in Australia as well. A bunch of people were burned to death and even in California. But then came an earthquake which destroyed the Church of Christ sect and its assembly places. And then lately in Egypt and about ten years ago in Egypt as well to Coptic Christians. So you see politics is about religion, isn’t it? What religious country is in almost every country in the world? Calls itself a state and I believe SPONSORS state sponsored terrorism: ROME i.e. The Vatican and in particular: THE JESUITS using federal taxes funneled in a myriad of ways and means.


    and it should be accountable using tax dollars to pay off women who have been assaulted or sexually abused and/or harassed in the workplace and an obvious device for blackmailing our representatives in Congress as well which we need to straighten up. This is the USA, not Afghanistan! IF you believe women deserve respect you will want the list to unfold for the sake of the representatives involved and our government and for the women involved and those women in the future who will have to contend with the consequences of sexual harassment, sexual abuse, sexual assault and all the other nuances in-between to make a better society as a whole if we contend with it NOW and RISE ABOVE IT but Geraldo Rivera THE WAR CORRESPONDENT doesn’t want us to go down this road which is why we should! Maybe he is originally from the country of Columbia where Devil’s Breath is harvested but his main claim to fame is finding a tunnel which supposedly had treasure stored by a mobster and made a big show about it and it was empty – I guess it was warlike to have accomplished the scam in his mind’s eye. I imagine he might have something to hide or knows of some of the  hindrances to women in government and probably uses it because he is a kind of person who would. No one is trying to decapitate our representatives but trying to improve our government by un-encumbering them to the enemy of freedom and to learn to respect females because it is our responsibility to try and he doesn’t want us to try which is kind of what you call a COWARD and a little man WITHOUT COURAGE and definitely should not consider himself a WAR CORRESPONDENT more like a WAR DESPONDENT, DESPERADO, DEFUNCT OF COMMON SENSE. AN IDIOT and probably the worm in the picture below with a hood.   Lynch stood for the national anthem of Mexico while dissing the USA anthem yet I heard from a friend that once a year someone is beheaded in Padre which is on the border of Mexico and I guarantee it isn’t a United States of America tradition but Islamic. A bunch of students died in Mexico recently during the Obama Administration so the border is important and so is the wall. I still think army bases dotted on the border of Mexico with the USA would be very helpful to help curb illegal immigration and help with the economy on the border and help protect Americans and help ICE agents, help the Border Patrol Agents, etc and those serving on the border as agents of some kind. The Islamic lie about 70 something virgins gained if you terrorize (murder suicide) is a pretty bad lie. I was kind of harsh about Hannity having a show about the Clintons because it seemed flashy and because of the show before it not asking the judge “is it your uncustomary behavior…” but I’m kind of glad he did so I could see some things I had forgotten or not noticed (especially after seeing the you tubes making accusations about abortion sales of livers, organs and baby parts without any evidence to back it up) and since I have learned a few things about politics/religion and a lot about evil especially during the Obama Administration and having to do with the Vatican and Islam and some troubling things in the present administration. I think it was Billy Graham. He prayed with the Clintons PUBLICALLY and I think he is the bad seed and was a shill for the Vatican. The pictures of him and his son praying as if alone yet photoed is kind of damning, IMO. DEEP THOUGHTS kind of pictures which are on my other posts somewhere and are ridiculous because both knew they were being photoed and acting like they were being spiritual and acting as if they were praying alone. Now Al Franken is confessing and I never thought he was good material for the Senate. He didn’t have any good material even on Saturday Night Live but he made a joke about sexual molestation of someone asleep. FUCK YOU! HE IS A LOW LIFE AND UNTIL HE TRIES TO RISE ABOVE HIS NATURAL BULL SHIT SELF HE IS HEADED FOR HELL AND HE WONT LIKE IT AND I’M SURE HE WILL EVENTUALLY WISH TO CHANGE AND TURN AROUND.

    Neil Young – Comes A Time (Live at Farm Aid 1995) – YouTube

    My mom used to say “RISE ABOVE IT” when bad things are said about you or rumors abound or someone tries to destroy you. She also used to say “Rise and Shine” in the morning to wake us up and she also used to say “Consider the source.” Good roots IMO and a good teacher though she never was paid to teach and a GREAT MOM. But I bet he was drinking when he made advances to the woman he made advances to and she is quite beautiful (looks like a person from SNL) but it usually goes hand in hand making stupid advances to a woman under the influence because it gives him the added boldness he wouldn’t have otherwise. I have been slobbered on as well in the past and drinking was involved lots of it except for the first kiss I had when a boy slobbered on me on a bus in the church parking lot, the one that burned down. My first kiss. I don’t even remember being interested in the kid who did it and I don’t even remember his name or what he looked like. I don’t even know how I got to the bus in the first place but I remember wanting to throw up. The bus should have been locked. I remember when on school outing a christian school outing (Scofield Christian Non-denominational School) the kids found a needle on the bus and passing it around, inspecting it. I was one of quite a few moms who were chaperoning the kids for the outing. I got the needle from the kids worrying it might be a heroin addict’s needle and possibly infected with aids. I gave it to the person in charge and never heard about it again. (It wasn’t a school bus per se it was borrowed/rented however the school should have been more careful about it and inspected the bus first before the kids got on the bus but kids tend to find things adults don’t notice. The needle was in the seat but might have been in the crevice between the seat and the walls of the bus. The kids were sort of amazed and handing it around to each other when I noticed what they had and the kids were seated in front of me. Could have been a diabetics needle but it didn’t have a note with it. Buses should be locked up no matter what kind at night when not in use.  I do think school buses should have seat belts to avoid the things that occurred during the Obama administration on a bus when kids beat up some other kids and the bus driver was charged with negligence. It would have helped to avoid the problem and to protect kids lives if there is an accident. I think it should be the law that all school buses kids need to be seat belted. Because one witness is bad or two which is possible for the sake of piling on and/or for the sake of disbelief of the others which are true perhaps and to deter other women from coming out because of the public discourse and the mockery of the women preceding them and politics/religion which is in my opinion what happened in the gospels. Piling on and adding things that aren’t true to the gospels such as the mustard seed error of Rome to taint the other evidence which is true in the gospels and in Old Testament. Pope Benedict XVl said faith was “the new enlightenment” which had to do with the mustard seed obviously tied together via the Synoptic Gospel accounts of the mustard seed and faith to unite Catholicism with Islam and Christianity and probably the reason for the new enlightenment (but it didn’t work, did it? because it’s a lie) and because Jesus did not demonstrate moving a mountain (because there is no miracle of mountain moving in the gospels) so it must have been added later…piling on like the movie The Englishman Who Went Up a Hill and Came Down a Mountain. (GOOD MOVIE) THE BIG QUESTION I HAVE IS HOW DID THE WASHINGTON POST FIND OUT ABOUT 4 SEPARATE CASES OF SEXUAL MISCONDUCT BY JUDGE ROY MOORE? WHO TOLD THE WASHINGTON POST? THE FOUR FEMALES? THE LAWYER INVOLVED GLORIA ALLRED? HOW DID THE WASHINGTON POST FIND OUT ABOUT THE LIST OF REPRESENTATIVES WHO WERE SEXUAL HARASSERS AND THE AMOUNT OF MONEY PAID OUT? IS THE WASHINGTON POST RESPONSIBLE FOR THE LIST AND THE PAYMENTS MADE USING THE TREASURY AND USING TAX DOLLARS TO OFFER THE WOMEN WHO PURSUED LITIGATION AGAINST SEXUAL ABUSER REPRESENTATIVES IN WASHINGTON DC? IS THE WASHINGTON POST RUNNING OUR GOVERNMENT? OR THE VATICAN? THE SECRET SERVICE? THE FBI? THE CIA? THE STATE DEPARTMENT? Nancy Pelosi? I saw her interview about John Conyers and was not impressed with her excuses which made me think perhaps she is involved in the list and/or the pay offs. Would not surprise me: If you want to know what is in it you have to sign it, crap. How in the world did the representatives who signed it without reading it get elected? They had to have been drugged on something invisible, odorless and tasteless and as dangerous as Devils breath. (the hanging gardens) It’s the only excuse I can imagine possible and also in regards to those who were in the Senate and House of Representatives applauding the death of an unarmed woman shot to death (5 times in the leg?) with a baby in her car shot by the Secret Service and the Washington Park Police at the gates of the White House during the Obama Administration and during the Government shutdown reported and filmed by Fox news. How did Fox News know to be there at the time to film it and who in particular filmed it or how did Fox News acquire the film and the information about the applause? DEEP THROAT OF THE WASHINGTON POST? It was kind of random event wasn’t it and yet it was filmed the get-away/escape of the woman in the little car and reported and yet no one was charged with murder as far as we know. A HOLE in the Fox News reporting. “Foxes have holes, the birds of the air (heir/air as in tv transmissions) their nests, but the son of man hath nowhere to lay his head.” No more information except she was from Connecticut (Greenwich, Connecticut:WINDING LANE PERHAPS?) and her family didn’t know why she was at the White House or how she got there 0r what happened to her baby, nothing. I think those were the federal employees who can’t be fired who were told to stick with him by Obama like a cult leader similar to JIM JONES of GUYANA who poisoned his followers by the hundreds, about 900 people (mostly african american) tricked into drinking kool-aid full of poison. The questions posed are good questions and the answers might lend a hand into understanding why Trump is draining the swamp in Washington D.C. Nancy has since apologized to a victim of the icon: I had no idea he was an icon. I have a picture of her in one of my posts provided by Fox News which looks like a photo taken of my sister in her teen years and I will try to find it to compare and to prove my point. I didn’t throw away my pictures of family. But I wasn’t the only one in my family with this photo. My mom had one and both my sisters had one and my brother had one (I think) and hopefully I have one and I guess the second husband (David Sherman) had one via my sister or via the warehouse full of my parents belongings near my sister’s home in the country. I think the new man on the totem pole may be responsible for GET READY AMERICA! Mr. How much wood would a woodchuck wood if a woodchuck could chuck wood. Chuckie baby, Department of Defense of the Obama Administration, ring bearer for the Queen of England at the Queens’ Jubilee celebration and anniversary celebration, Andrea’s new incestuous dad and his new shame queen of the Las Vegas massacre and Fox guest contributor for disarming Americans or in regards to bump stocks on normal weapons which are  usually acquired illegally. I will try to prove my point in this regard but I’m not going to frantically search for the proof, because I have enough proof that YOU GUYS ARE FUCKING GRAPE NUTS and my dad will eat you for breakfast with the help of God. He has really strong teeth and he will do it for my mom and for me and our families so you had better be looking over your shoulders…..  and asking how high or how low, how far and how near, etc. It many not be considered sexual harassment but it is evil harassment AND JUST AS damaging to your own souls. I read a title to a news article about shaming men as if it was impossible. I don’t think so. I think if you believe in Judeo-Christian values or have been brought up with Judeo-Christian values you can be shamed which isn’t a bad thing, but you can over do it like Jimmy Swaggart or Tammy Fae Bakker. By Judeo-Christian values I mean including the TEN COMMANDMENTS which many faiths of Christianity ignore as if the Ten Commandments don’t exíst or the Old Testament is not longer valid because of the New Testament. Make new friends, but keep the old; One is silver and the other’s gold. I think the Old is Gold meaning more valuable or without God there is no son/sun.   I don’t think you can have the New Testament without the Old Testament however I think you can have the Old Testament without the New Testament. That’s how important the Old Testament is/was and ever will be because of the Ten Commandments. Like trying to grow a tree without roots. This photo was taken from the Drudge Report and is supposed to be Matt Lauer with the title/header of his site: I don’t know Matt Lauer so I couldn’t say it is him or not because on the video he doesn’t have a 10:00 o’clock shadow and I don’t know him personally at all nor know the photo message’s meaning. Cut throat with electric tape, or a Roman Catholic priest, or a Playboy bunny? I couldn’t say but he looks kind of defiant. I would link it  but can’t for some reason. I don’t think my message is a popular one, but important nevertheless. Geraldo on Drudge says News is a flirty business  FLIRTING WITH WHAT? DEATH? Every business is flirty if there are people involved in the business. Saw a snippet of the Matt Lauer video and he sounded like a total dork. GO away Geraldo nobody likes you, FRIEND. Geraldo is likened to an old rubber on the street that didn’t work. In any case I think the way to solve this crap is to have a female DOMINATED work force. Put boys in the military for training for about 4 years or more after high school. Mandatory military service for boys. I think that would work out some problems in our country and if at war the boys go to war.  No exclusions. Might help to weed out the dorks or whip them into shape. I don’t know the date he said what he said to Katy Couric or whether it was before or after her husband was decapitated by terrorists on film (actually I think his throat was cut on film about 20 years ago) but perhaps he said it because her husband was a Jew and she was Roman Catholic???????? A spiritual manifestation of some kind. He also supposedly said it to Meredith Vierra as well. ( I don’t recall who she is) Reminds me of my brother-in-law the one who nearly or may have raped a girl (her dad was an older friend of my husband at the time) and telling his family up north he beat me up ( I found out from his younger brother), when he hadn’t beat me up but probably dreamed about it LOL because I kicked him out a few times: he was mooching off us and stealing from us and trying to make it with my sister, etc. (His younger brother also said years later that my sister was old enough to take care of herself…yea but she didn’t know some things about him which I did and she was drunk at the time. (IPSO FACTO not the time to take advantage)! The same brother who when slow dancing with him at a gig my husband played at for a short time who wanted me to dance closer to him and complained to me about it. I had had some bad experiences in the past so I was only trying to keep my distance not because of him but because I was trying to protect myself having had some experience with my other brother-in-law. Damned if you do and damed if you don’t and no wonder I experienced some panic tracks from time to time. Of course he had had too much to drink. Eventually I stopped going to the gigs and stopped enjoying them and became “not fun” as my ex says of me and started to teach myself classical guitar until I had kids of my own while he gigged. Every band he got involved with was a problem in some way or another. It got old. The scene. He never or hardly ever went on vacations with me and my family because he was gigging on the weekends and other days and rarely was willing to give it up for a weekend for a vacation plus he had a vericoseal, LOL so we grew apart not because I was not fun but because of the circumstances. He was like a frigid woman most of our marriage. It was a tough situation. We bought a tent and never used it except in the backyard for the kids to play in once or twice. It was a total downer. The only time he was interested in me is if another man was interested in me other than a brother in law and it became ridiculous. A game I did not want to play. OR if we were at someones home who was out of town and they had a pool. He needed extra incentive to sneak around. I think its a Catholic trait or something. I wasn’t raised Catholic. I didn’t need incentive. My other brother-in law knew I had this problem as well because my sister knew which emboldened him. SICK. LOL. The husband was not a romantic type and rarely did we go out so my kids were my thing. I don’t know if all marriages are like this FRAGMENTED but I would never do it again however I love my kids. I was raised differently than him and had higher expectations because of how I was brought up. I should have divorced him immediately after my second child was born but I didn’t know the future if I had it would have happened. My kids did not get what i got as a kid and suffered when I suffered. Our marriage and our divorce later in life was hard on them. The family situation was hard on them as well as it was on me. The best times for them and for me was with my mom and dad at their home or at the beach and my oldest daughter loved playing in the sand and never got burned. She loved the ocean like I do. My aunt who had perfect skin all her life I remember said something to me about my kids in the sun but I had a beach tent and was diligent about sun screen etc. I don’t know why she made mention of it but I don’t know why she called me the day she did when she never did before when our family was at its worst going through some very hard stuff. Maybe because my older sister made a big deal about some china I didn’t need or the elephant I didn’t have to have even though my dad bought it in Hong Kong during his tours of duty. There was some kind of friction between them and I think it had to do with the money Gary lost on the Stock market which caused a lot of strife for everyone. I don’t know why she said “Beauty is as beauty does” when someone noticed a picture my uncle had on the shelf of me in her home. It was a weird thing to say and she was my GODMOTHER? Obviously heard some rumors or something probably having to do with my abortion years before. I sure didn’t tell her and I know my parents didn’t tell her. She wasn’t nice to my mom either and yet my mom introduced her to her cash cow my uncle who was successful and loved her. She dropped her engagement a week before marriage to someone else to be with my uncle and had two kids and a good marriage, I think. She was a tea totaler. Proud of it yet her son a bible scholar in some respects didn’t understand what was going on when the RCC started their NEW WORLD ORDER SHIT. Became kind of like he was brain-washed acting. My uncle who inherited via his wife the money Gary lost who was an alcohol whom she demeaned sometimes behind his back and so did Gary for that matter became her best friend when he inherited the money Gary eventually lost. Money talks, doesn’t it, even to tea totalers? Anyway, I left the beach tent with my brother in law because the ex wanted me to leave it with him because we didn’t have space in the car even though it was collapsable at his beach home on the east coast which he lost soon after and I never got it back. Really pissed me off.  It was like a dirty trick every time I turned around. I can’t explain it but it took going through it to notice something ain’t right and it isn’t me! LOL. The older brother in law often bragged he was in Viet Nam and he was in Okinawa or the other place nearby (where Kim of North Korea has threatened in the middle of the SPacific, I think it was Guam) and not in combat and he had degrees and he didn’t, etc. A total liar. Military didn’t help him learn not to lie his ass off either but I think he truly had a desire to be in combat and was jealous of those who actually were so he lied to act like he was tough stuff even though we knew he hadn’t gone to Viet Nam….this was during or after his 2nd divorce and the divorce was all his fault. Perhaps the military can try to teach their boys not to lie unless in enemy hands and to know the difference since his family wasn’t able to teach him. Recently heard North Korea shot a ballistic missile in space does not mean Kim Jung Un can hit any place in the USA which was reported on Fox News. Remember Sheppard Smith reporting on the Ukraine. Tried to get the war drums beating at the time…..WHY? I think because he doesn’t have skin in the game for one thing and because he isn’t a good citizen. KAPOW, BOINK, WHAM, SPLAT, etc. or a nice person and full of himself and I think he is Vatican/Jesuit inspired. My ex and I were talking about North Korea in reference to what can be done about North Korea (threatening everyone because he isn’t right in the head and he thinks he’s a god which means he could be a schitzophrenic) and I thought of a few options: one is dropping a bunch of dead frogs (millions) over his palace and the places he likes to go like in the Old Testament when Moses and God were dealing with the Pharaoh. It sure would stink, wouldn’t it? I know Israel has the IRON DOME which takes out missiles coming down after launching into space on the way down to it’s destination but I think we ought to expand on the idea and hit missiles going up over the place where the missile was launched which would be much more effective. SO WHY HAVEN’T WE? Seems Fox wants or is prophesying that Rex Tillerson is going to be replaced by a CIA director Mike Pompeo and the some dude named cotton (Peter Cottontail?) will replace Mike Pompeo at the CIA but seems like pomp and circumstance type propaganda. What happened in 79 AD? Discussion was on OUTNUMBERED as if they know because of SOURCES. How does Fox know this stuff- SOURCES-. I guess they aren’t happy with Rex Tillerson? He is dealing with a nut as far as North Korea is concerned and a very untenable situation and North Korea has been an untenable situation for many years. Why? Probably because Rex Tillerson said “Let Trump speak for himself.” He didn’t want to characterize something or be Trump’s mouth which can be infuriating to people who are fishing for information or trying to start a fight which the first is the job of the press however the second isn’t. Like playing musical chairs in government which I think is to get a tax bill through.  For the first time I heard one lady on Fox ask why to one of her guests (Harris Faulkner) and was impressed she asked why to a response her guest gave to one of her questions. I don’t know if she got the answer but it’s a good question. I think it has to do with “the source. “The Q source” is the author supposedly of the first three gospels. I wrote a post about the Q source and what I had found out about it through other sources at the time I wrote it. LOL. which is linked and is on Merangue’s Blog. All of this is due to the ONE WORLD GOVERNMENT/RELIGION attempt called THE NEW WORLD ORDER (A HUGE FAILURE) and the RCC having to be accountable but are not allowing accountability on their part for child abuse, hospice (Mother Teresa), etc. and making everyone else pay for their abuse and getting help via evil manifesting itself in others, I think anyway. CONSIDER THE SOURCE as my mom would say. Probably the Jesuits are their source and Rise Above It and RISE AND SHINE! In 79 AD there was an eruption. POMPEII (Pompeii) Maybe Fox shouldn’t hope for a replacement or may be Fox should but I don’t think Fox will be happy if Fox gets it’s way. I doubt Fox is going the right way. WOULD Fox have had O’reilly as their main sex offender for years and knew it if they were going the right way? I have noticed some extreme haughtiness on some of the women of Fox  including Harris Faulkner as if pissed off by something especially in the last couple of days, yesterday in particular: Well, I’ll let you figure it out. It’s obvious. Like their foundation beneath them is dissipating as if art imitates them and Haley nor the UN can save you. I don’t know why she was chosen to work with the UN but then I can’t understand why we care about the UN. Saw Brit Hume talk about Foxes power the other day and of course saw him a while back tell how Fox began: Bill Clinton and Monica Lewinsky.

    Proverbs 16:18 [Full Chapter]

    Pride goeth before destruction, and an haughty spirit before a fall.
    Ring around the roses….

    K

    Neil Young – Alabama – YouTube

    The way I look at it which may be wrong but we had a very bad president for two terms (THE DESTROYER written about in the bible) and many people died and if Russia helped us find new dna for a president, I’m glad. Pretty familiar sounding if you read it in the gospel of Luke. I believe Obama tricked Putin in regards to Syria (destruction of sarin gas) because of the Golan Heights and used Senator/SOS John Kerry. I think there is a trove of information to be had in regards to John Kerry about a lot of bad things that occurred during the Obama Administration in order to weaken and destroy America, distract Americans and strengthen the Vatican not in our interest but in the EU’s interest which is good for the Vatican and not good for the EU.  I don’t think Russia affected the election illegally but with information such as was provided to the FBI ahead of time warning about Tsarnaev family before the bombs planted at the B0ston Marathon and affected the election much less than the Vatican affected our elections ILLEGALLY and with tons of disinformation. The Vatican has attempted to destroy us because we won WWll and defeated FASCISM at the time with the help of RUSSIA. It’s complicated, but true. The axis was altered because of the tsunami earthquake in the INDIAN OCEAN PHYSICALLY THE AXIS OF THE PLACE WE CALL EARTH and I think politically as well because it was quite a shake up. The place hit the hardest was a hub of child prostitution that was hit the worst and during the attempt by the Vatican under investigation for child abuse/prostitution of other peoples kids and Islam to rule the world. However there were no nuclear site accidents, luckily. AXIS of Earth: angle between an object’s axis of rotation and its orbital axis, perpendicular to the orbital plane. Earth’s axial tilt is about 23.5 degrees. axis. Noun. an invisible line around which an object spins.Dec 5, 2012 When it occurred I had almost died in August cut in half and poisoned (Septic) and on my way up north for Christmas with my now ex’s family and had to drive through a blizzard in Kentucky and over one lane icy bridges over cold water rushing as if a flood without barriers on the road two times and my sister and her family were in the Caribbean on a cruise and I think it rocked their boat as well. That is quite a strong earthquake/tsunami to have affected our country (all the way from the Indian Ocean) and it’s weather and affected the Caribbean as well and of course altered the Earth’s axises physically and politically. I wanted to change my name as well in August and September (My first name but remembered my roots and my Roots were not to blame. I was named after my dad’s mom and my mom’s family tree wasn’t responsible either.) Sure made me reflect as did the attack on our country in New York City by twelve Saudis and my mom being hospiced without permission from me because of something she said (I think is the reason and some other sad things she had nothing to do with) that she knew about my art and of course my physical art she trained me but she was talking about something else: my posts and someone wanted to shut her up and BELIEVE ME she was important to our family and to my dad (and vice versa) who had died earlier in a strange way at the hospital on the day he was coming home because he was well and someone gave him a pill which he was given at the hospital which he couldn’t swallow is what I was told. He aspirated on it and they didn’t know what to do, I guess, even though it was a hospital and were able on the show Mash to give an emergency tracheotomy. I think he was murdered. The dove outside his window which was dying was a tip when my little sister and I arrived before he died. I moved the dove to the shade. And then a bunch of other shit later at the funeral which I noticed was to debase me and my dad, and afterwards as well. We were attacked without warning. PREEMPTIVELY attacked in many ways. Not to mention but I will a picture of my dad at Benghazi on the internet his face half eaten up etc but it’s him and pictures of family in places they shouldn’t be and have no idea who is doing it but I am suspicious of a few places/groups of people who might benefit. Anyway the FBI paid an informant 7 million dollars which is a lot of money to pay an informant about Benghazi who might not be truthful. I heard it wasn’t believable. The person doesn’t even look like the person in the picture but Michelle Obama does whether she was under a spell of some kind it looks like Michelle. WHY? I don’t know. I bet he makes a good fall guy for Michelle and for whoever is behind it which would be OBAMA who boasted of “leading from behind.” The picture holding the syringe in one hand and a rifle of some kind in the other in high heel sandals and rolled up jeans? Femalish male and it looked like it was during a time when she had facial plastic surgery without a wig sometime before the election. I don’t know it’s her but if you look at the features it’s her other than the swollenness which we know she had. Jesus in the Synoptic Gospels used women and their stature and reputation and I forget the word used but is written about in the bible. Kind of like Susan Rice was used to put out false information.  SUBSTANCE was the word used in the bible. Someone used my dad and someone may have used her or she was there. I don’t know what Michelle’s substance was: perhaps her race, she could dance? Susan Rice: her husband’s business in the oil business? ETC You should never have to pay for information if you want truthful information and doubtful anyone in the area of Libya or EGYPT wants to help the USA get truthful information. THE two coups in Egypt are evidence of stupid politics/religion and inspired by the Vatican using US tax dollars. I don’t think it was appreciated when Lindsay Graham threatened the Muslim Brotherhood of pulling out money given to them (TAX DOLLARS) if they overstepped which the muslim brotherhood did of course which was the first coup from the original President Mubarak as if the Muslim Brotherhood cared what Lindsay Graham said. And then there was another coup after it. LIKE I SAID YOU SHOULDN’T HAVE FUCKED WITH US BECAUSE YOU SHALL SEE. Hannity with the help of some of his friends are equivocating about his interview with Judge Roy Moore saying it (the catastrophe interview) was due to “presumption of innocence.” and now the entry of a yearbook has presumed Judge Roy Moore’s un-innocence which can be forged so I guess the possibility of forgery is considered un-presumption of innocence. Hannity didn’t ask Judge Roy Moore if it was his uncustomary behavior to screw with young females and he should have but IMO was protecting the behavior of people (republicans) under the influence of alcohol because Hannity likes to drink mass quantities of beer nightly but so do democrats as well. It was political folly because he was a republican and screw the young teens (females) who complain about it, right? That kind of stuff has a lasting affect and is why it sometimes takes time to come out. I can tell you it affects behavior especially when you are targeted for religious and political folly for a number of reasons USUALLY CULTIC REASONS. I KNOW THE SUBJECT MATTER MAKES PEOPLE UNCOMFORTABLE BUT IT’S IMPORTANT! I was uncomfortable many times. ONE incident when in the woods with a friend to swing on a rope swing over a creek seeing a guy behind the tree hiding obviously masturbating.  We left the area and he followed us in his car. I think I was 13.  I was uncomfortable when my brother ran out of gas on the freeway and cops picked him up to get a gallon and left us in the car (my friend and me) and a guy stopped his car behind our car and got out to talk to us so we got out thinking it would be safer if people saw us who were driving down the freeway and he walked with us and talked about cherries. I didn’t understand the conversation but knew it was dirty, scary because he was a stranger and lots older, and it was dark, spiritually dark. It was like the day turned into dusk/night and the cops came back with my brother who was only a teen and the weirdo left the scene in his car and so did the cops without asking, “did the guy in the car say anything to you?” I was about 13. Later in life it did seem like a set up of some kind. I knew it was an odd event at the time. My friend was 12 though fully developed but he was talking to me. I had recently been inducted into the Episcopal church using animated films of Jesus where the animation didn’t move I didn’t learn much however I did learn quite a bit from a few movies I enjoyed The Greatest Story Every Told and few others which interested me in the subject of Moses and Jesus, etc., I sure didn’t learn it on Fox News or Watter’s World:

    Institution of a Minister, Letter of | Episcopal Church

    “During feudal times in England, a Letter of Institution from the bishop was part of the legal process of induction of a priest to a parish.”

    Obviously an offshoot of the Roman Catholic Church or an infiltration technique. 
    The church was struck by lightning a year or so later after I was inducted but not really and burned down after changing rectors and buying a new organ.  I guess it was a bad decision.
    Both my brother and I used to get physically ill at church when we went as a family. The people at the church were kind of snobby and we didn’t get to know them nor did we did we try. Basically used a hymn book and rattled off in unison some stupid stuff and never heard a sermon worth hearing. Never learned a damned thing.
    My friend during the occasion by the Potomac was the one that said to me that my dad looked like a bull dog. My dad was a handsome man but she saw him painting our house in-between his tour of duties in Viet Nam. I said this in another post but I never met her dad in all the time I knew her. Her mom was no spring chicken though at the time I didn’t say it and looked an awful lot like a famous press woman in the 70’s, but worse. ( I can’t remember her name but was I think on 60 minutes or some other famous news panel programs at the time and has had a bunch of plastic surgery since to look prettier) At the time she was haggard and scraggly (like a witch), but her children were very pretty. I think she must have been divorced but I didn’t really ever ask. Her daughter (a cheerleader) and son (the older ones) I remember hearing the group called The Temptations often in their home. You give up a lot when you have kids which is part of the bargain. My parents gave up a lot of as well especially when we were young but took us camping often to see the world and visit family in different parts of the USA and my dad planned these excursions to the penny and to the mile and using maps. Woke us up in the wee hours of the morning to get prepared to travel. Mom made swiss cheese sandwiches in the car as we drove, etc. They didn’t have a lot of money, no inheritances etc but were adventurous and wanted to teach us and show us the world. Good parents. We sang songs together as well: “Let us sing together, let us sing together, one and all a joyous song. Let us sing together let us sing together one and all a joyous song. Let us sing again and again. Let us sing again and again, let us us sing again and again, one and all a joyous song” and we harmonized, played traveling games and read magazines. These trips were a bigger share of my memories and were good memories, for the most part. It brought our family together. The older siblings had to build the tent (which I don’t think they appreciated but it was their duty as the older siblings) and we did a lot of exploring.  In England, when on a family camping trip while my older sister and brother were erecting the tent I ran into a swan with very sharp teeth that stood up and was HUGE flapping its wings I guess warning me about it’s nest with cygnets nearby which I didn’t know was nearby. Freaked me out. We had great adventures. One in a boat and dad with the oars vigorously trying to keep us from the nearby waterfall he didn’t know about till it was nearby. Or driving down the highway the wrong way and one time when my little sister played a joke on my dad and put her hands over his eyes from the back seat while he was driving (no seat belt laws at the time). The first time I saw the ocean (or remember seeing the ocean) and had to board a ship to cross the ocean because I had ear problems and couldn’t fly, an eight day trip because my dad wanted us to experience something different, I think, on our way to England. Got to see the movie Bambi on the ship and cried a bunch when the mother deer died and was killed by hunters.
    HOSPICE.
    These were SIGNS as well but we didn’t know it at the time we were experiencing our lives. Maybe my dad did, I don’t know. Maybe my mom did, I don’t know. But I know now these were signs and i think they do too because of the things that have occurred since they died and have communicated to me of life after death. They are they that testify of me.
    I was uncomfortable in many situations such as a bunch of boys in a car with a lasso trying to lasso me as they drove by. I was uncomfortable when seeing gangs of boys and I was alone looking me over because boys do that when they’re together to demean girls however aren’t often that way when on their own. PEER PRESSURE. I was uncomfortable being gang raped in college by three arabs (with no car to get me home) and I had been drugged via a beer. I think I was anyway I don’t remember it except being dismounted and in front of a window a window with a bench as if I was on display and my friend sitting on a bench asleep totally out of it and I woke her up to get the hell out of where we were. The arab boys (I think) were uncomfortable as well for some reason as if not in their right minds and realizing it. I could tell. Perhaps victims as well. The shuttle school buses weren’t running anymore shutting down at about 11 at night. We found a ride eventually from a friend but had to walk quite a ways super high to the point we didn’t know what to say but he helped us. So handle it. I was uncomfortable on a family trip but my dad was somewhere else (in another country-Greece) and the other family we were with their dad put his hands down my pants on my bare ass and I was between 7 and 9 years old. He had young daughters but I know he knew I wasn’t his daughter. He took advantage of me knowing my dad wasn’t there at the time, I think, and possibly to insult my parents in a sick way. The Gummersons. I didn’t say, “I’m not that kind of girl”. It isn’t/wasn’t the point. As far as the Clinton unwanted sexual allegations are concerned did any of the victims besides his longterm girlfriend receive any monetary benefits? If not, it’s suspicious.  When I was about 14 or 15 the church behind our home was struck by lightning after investing in a new organ and burned down to the ground in the same area as all these things except for the college experience occurred in the Virginia area near DC. Many, many more things happened here and there and some of it is unavoidable but having an abortion was something I could do in order not to have a kid out of wedlock and when I was too young to have a kid. I deserved it. I was an adventurous person and liked to explore brought up in such a fashion and I’m glad because it made me more of a lot things that help me to be strong in my position and to weather the storms which came my way I just wish I had directed it better things might have been a lot easier for me and my family. You can learn a lot in the Gospels but don’t be afraid to compare the Gospels to each other and to the Old Testament where you can learn even more and some of it is prophetic some is self fulfilling prophecy and some real prophecy and some false history and some real history and lots of spiritual stuff as well. LOL Some of the history I think might be prophecy so don’t discount the possibility and probably vice-versa and sometimes things happen over and over again like a bad lesson or a lesson not learned and then some of it is plain old false in regards to the mustard seed. Either Jesus of the Synoptic Gospels was unaware of the size or he lied or was in a strange way wring us about the new enlightenment by using the suffixes (a lesson in suffixes) and/or there is more than one Jesus written about in the Gospels and one who didn’t even mention a mustard seed to compare faiths. Whatever you do don’t destroy your kuerigs. BFD How about discussing the evils of Mother Teresa’s Hospice on air, Hannity! What a waste. Talk about a ridiculous reaction that affects none. I hope someone collects the parts of the broken Kuerigs and dumps them via a plane on top of your house as you are on your way out the door going to work, “but let not your heart be Laura In Graham” as in Billy with a cross on. Probably would be a total of two Kuerigs in your yard if any at all. Now regurgitating the Clinton affairs though important it seems kind of weird right now. I thought we did it already.
    France is blaming Russia and Kazakhstan for nuclear splitting atom material usually found in nuclear reactors clouding their country and in between them and Russia and Kazakistan are about six to 10 countries away. Only affects their mushrooms and other food items. What about those expensive mushrooms….truffles? Will it affect them as well? There goes the french cuisine. (I’m a french food lover though I have never tasted a truffle. I love the sauces and flavors most of all in French cooking and I think the language is a very pretty sounding language compared to many others.) France has 58 nuclear power plants in operation and one under construction but the French never make mistakes, right? Terrorism isn’t a problem in France, is it? I read a little about the two worst disasters in nuclear energy. Chernobyl and Fukushima and one of the things that struck me is the threat of terrorism. I think Chernobyl was not an accident (sabotage like the sabotage in India made famous by Mother Teresa) and I think Fukushima was an accident due to a man made disaster called a tsunami/earthquake which happened to coincide with the desire of the Roman Catholic Church to force the NEO-Catechumenal Way upon the Japanese Catholics who resisted because of the trial run which produced many more suicides amongst the young and who tried to delay it by 5 years and some zealot of the Roman Catholic religion used the power of HAARP (microwaves) to push it through and it caused a a few Big problems with the nuclear sites in the country and caused nuclear poisoning. One of the prelates of the church said they were “already the MOTHER OF ALL MARTYRS!” (not sure in what respect? WWll? which also implies the tsunami/earthquake wasn’t an acçident, IMO. and Obama tweeted another was on it’s way and who was heading towards Japan? Franklin and Billy Graham’s organization and I don’t know if there were any other tremors or quakes but more than one nuclear site was affected and the ramifications to the food chain was affected (tuna, starfish, red crabs, plankton which provides 1/3 of the oxygen to the earth and it’s life (livelihood) causing sicknesses having to do with oxygen which affect the things people expect from a piece of food (vitamins and nutrients).
    Japan is divided into 43 prefectures and 2 urban prefectures.
    “A prefecture (from the Latin Praefectura) is an administrative jurisdiction or subdivision in any of various countries and within some international church structures, and in antiquity a Roman district governed by an appointed prefect.”
    Dividing of the land (worldwide) is part of revelation but I think found in the OLD TESTAMENT as a sign for us to warn us.
    Who wants a Catholic Prelate overseeing where you live LORDING OVER THE PEOPLE especially if you aren’t catholic but even if you are and/or in a time of war such as what occurred in Japan. It’s common sense to resist their influence and LORDSHIP!
     
    You can read about the sicknesses, risks, and advantages if you read the pros and cons of Nuclear energy. I do know many people got leukemia (mostly children) because of living near electrical power lines usually more than one which is why eventually some were put underground.  I think the zealot/shill for the RCC was Billy Graham/Franklin Graham who took Sarah Palin under his wings during an election for the Presidency and after who happened to be the Governor of Alaska at the time where HAARP is located is related. Obama Care was to cover it up i.e. the health ramifications and affects and using hospice as well invented and implemented by the RCC and Mother Teresa and Nancy Pelosi who should be ousted and put out of her office (besides the fact she has been talking out one side of her mouth and has lost some synapses activity in her brains.) Also a big altercation between the cults of Roman Catholicism, Mormonism, Evangelicals, and Islam and some faiths in-between in order for a one world government with teeth or the NEW WORLD ORDER with a thousand points of light. Why else would President Obama present Pope Benedict XVl with the mantle of a Christian religion if it weren’t to possess it and give as a gift at the G-8 meeting in Aquila, Italy? A BRIBE? Lots of broken bones during the time as well (including Pope Benedict XVl) and recently such as Rand Paul. I was also a victim though no bones were broken (however I had a chipped wrist as a kid because of bicycle accident in the past and problems with my foot raising the two door garage door manually after jumping on a nut an unripe acorn when jumping out of my truck at the time barefoot) and it is a very real threat (physically) by the prophet of Islam brought on spiritually in those infected by it. Everything kind of went berserk when OBAMA became the President of the USA because he is the deceiver and the destroyer written about in the Gospel of Luke and you can tell it’s his personality in parts if you read it and then of course you have the prophecy in Daniel moved to the Gospel of Matthew standing where it should not ( A HUGE BIBLE PROPHECY CLUE AS TO THE TIMES WE ARE IN) occurring during the Obama administration which I explained earlier in this post. What person said at the UN: “THE FUTURE MUST NOT BELONG TO THOSE WHO INSULT THE PROPHET OF ISLAM”?
    That is damning evidence! It’s also a ridiculous claim. Here is an insult to the prophet of Islam:Fuck you!˜
    Obama was groomed by Kissinger to be the President and Kissinger was hired by the Vatican because of child abuse claims a multitude of abuse claims in the past and present. THERE IS NO HONOR AMONG THIEVES. In my opinion, as I have stated before in regards to the Wilderness of sin where Mecca and Medina are located needs to learn a lesson in civics. A lesson it will never forget! It will have a GREAT affect if done properly without hesitation for many, many years to come! THE EXISTENCE OF MECCA AND MEDINA (the two holiest sites) eggs the terrorism on as if it is the END ALL especially after destroying other holy sites of other religions such as the Buddahs in Afghanistan and terrorizing the females who attempt to educate themselves. I’m not a buddhist but it was a sign of some importance and then flying planes into NEW York CIty buildings and the Pentagon. Why not the Secret Service Monstrosity in Maryland? Monstrance?

    THE FOXES HAVE HOLES

     said Jesus.

     ON Huffington Post article about who knows what titled “IF There is a Crash, Where will It Start?”  
    ” ….after a very curious Veterans Day….Bonn, the old West German capital, where the UN Climate Summit is underway, where the unofficial American delegation headed by California Governor Jerry Brown has essentially supplanted the Trump-appointed crew of climate change deniers officially representing what is now the only national government on the plane to renounce the 2015 Paris Climate Accords.”…..
    Oh Gee is it related to the cloud over France?  Probably Europe
    Let’s also have courage and go strictly to a consumption tax. When people don’t buy in order to save money they are usually saving to buy something else, something not so inexpensive or something more permanent or a better deal on the product they desire. The way it is now we are in essence a fast food economy and we need to change it so small businesses and talents can be allowed to be nurtured in order to have a better economy down the road and for the benefit of a better product (made in the USA or elsewhere) and for a better result. Everyone pays and no deductions. We, the people, get to make the decision during the exchange or trade, yes or no. Those who collect taxes pay the taxes straight up what tax is collected. That’s SIMPLE. MIght avoid unnecessary laws about favors because usually those favors have to do with deductions tax wise.  Why doesn’t someone do a calculation via a computer to see the difference it makes but I don’t think a computer could calculate nor fathom the difference consumption tax makes, that’s why. I think this is the reason for the fear of governments (especially free societies) because a computer can’t calculate it.
    The deal is if we went to consumption tax more taxes would be collected but the powers that be wouldn’t get to determine who is successful or which businesses will succeed (THEIRS and their friends) and the accountability factor with tons of ridiculous deductions and rules no one really knows what is going on which why Paul Ryan selling the idea by this kind of selling point: “you get to keep more of your money” reminds me of Obama saying “you get to keep your doctors.”
    IT’S BULLSHIT.
    If there wasn’t federal income tax you would get to keep all of your money if  you want to.
    Products and services labeling as far as local, state, and federal taxes could be helpful to the buyer and seller (for competitive pricing) as far as food goes prepared foods should taxed such as tv dinners, etc. Plain products would be free of tax such as flour, rice, sugar, some canned foods, meats, cheeses and dairy, fresh fruit and veggies and school supplies should be tax free and of course medicines and health supplies including exercise products or anything related to improving one’s health (not the clothes unless sold online without the luxury of trying it on having to return it for a different size and the hassles that can occur.) Cake misses would be taxable but eggs would be free of taxes. Food stamps for those out of a job or making less than what is considered livable and not used for prepared foods or foods that are taxed and not for marijuana, alcohol, beer and wine. Sort of back to basics kind of economy and usually people that need food stamps need to be getting back to the basics until they’re able to make a better living and/or are able to invest in their talents for their future or the children’s future and I bet more americans would be more willing to do lots more kinds of work for a wage or salary as well unless they’re not able to work because of joblessness in the area and or physical ailments, disabilities, and age. Each state and local area should be publishing their needs and shortages of talents such as nurses, firemen, police, teachers, etc and their pay-scales on FOX NEWS or some tv station (tv menu) and internet and offering training for less for the talents localities and states are in need of. Experience required isn’t helpful for many who aren’t experienced in every field and should be prohibited as part of selling a job. Most people with experience end up being retrained to a new company anyway and often have to forget former training and often inexperienced is better unless it has to do with safety (hospitals and nuclear sites) at least for the citizens of your locality (town, city) and or state. As far as immigration instead of asking for skilled people to immigrate we might attune our own citizens first to keep things balanced and giving citizens first chance and more credit labor wise showing PROPER respect for the citizens of the United States until we are again the best country in the world to raise a family safely, to start a business, to maintain a business, and the best standard of living (in all the ways possible) and the best mortality rate (longer life spans) because of excellent health care which can only be done if we don’t protect the bad doctors and nurses, health care workers using insurance as a double standard so the best can succeed and not the worst but not to the excess of living castles but by making their workload less to be more competitive and to enjoy their labor, their talents, and not having to worry about competing with the worst with a hedge and uplifting our standards worldwide for our reputation is at stake. Those who come to our country to be trained should go back to their countries and train their countrymen unless they are unable to go back because of war, fascism, or finances or the many extreme reasons mainly because of the New World Order.
    Of course if the prohibition on marijuana was exorcised (same rules as alcohol, wine and beer) it would help bring in more taxes especially in the interim as far as adjusting to the new form of taxation and having bigger paychecks which is like a pay raise for both employee and employer. Financial privacy would be enhanced. Just collect the federal consumption taxes more frequently (monthly) to make up for not having access to income taxes 4 times a year.
    Internet should remain free of taxation because of the postage, delivery which in itself is kind of taxation of it’s own, but more private and because of the competition to remain competitive and because it takes a great deal of work to maintain a site and interest and to maintain customers while protecting their information thanks to computer hacks (CHINA, lol), etc.
    If I think of anything else I will add it like a good citizen who would like to see the United States of America actually be the land of the Free and the BRAVE!
    Here is another idea used products could be free of taxation as well, including homes and cars, big ticket items etc if the taxes for the home, car and big ticket items have been paid off FIRST.
    No inheritance taxation because the government should not have unprivileged information at it’s fingertips to sell off the unwary (to those interested in taking advantage of american citizens from afar or near) which getting rid of income taxation would also assist in the privacy of the finances of individuals and their families. It’s a safety factor and a privacy issue because IMO It’s a chink in your armor detector and puts people at risk even some who don’t have a lot of money (sort of a chink) or are debt ridden (sort of another chink), unhealthy (a chink), abused (a chink), old or feeble (a chink), unhappy (a chink), I could go on and on but also at certain times in peoples lives  (like the 7 year itch/change of life, pregnancy, party times, when achieving success (NEW MONEY and without experience and naive to the basest of people with a lower ethical or spiritual bar than imaginable such as using abortion as an excuse to hospice/murder/suicide as Mother Teresa explained when in reality it was a religious/political vendetta/vengeance for the monstrosity of the ROMAN CATHOLIC AGENDAS which usually are not good and usually have bad results like Nazism and Fascism and crimes against humanity worldwide) and by leisure which by the way is part of revelation as a way to ruin someone depending on the type of leisure and the amount of leisure and with who and with what etc),  but are only a peripheral chink but that is how evil works and finds your chink/s and whittles away at it until the chink/s becomes a big hole and an avenue to second chink closer in, etc., (Excuse the cliche but it has more than one meaning) via friends, neighbors, and then family, and then the business or the inheritance making it not double taxation but triple or quadruple taxation via the penalties and the probability of charlatans (mobsters and the like) tampering in various ways (entrapping usually) often ruining a marriage or relationships in a family for the money and/or business and creating havoc and often those affected the most weren’t the target but a tool.
    Foreign investors should have to pay more than citizens of the USA for everything sold in the USA. (What’s good for the goose is good for the gander.) however it can be done legally etc. Non-citizens should have to pay more than citizens by some kind of margin and in taxes (local, state and federal). PERIOD. IT will help to alleviate the over burden of non citizens on the economy which at this time is kind of fragile and the backlash it causes in various ways usually hurting the citizen in various ways and putting them at a disadvantage when they should have the advantage OBVIOUSLY.
    Depending on performance in local state and federal governments and agencies and public schools a person/employee should be fireable no matter what their status if legitimate complaints are filed and determined to be legitimate or true for a better running country and a moratorium of pay raises for congress and government agencies until the standard of living of the citizens (the middle class) is competitive with their salaries and including their benefits (free this free that – meals, products, gifts, travel, hairdos , cosmetic surgery, hotel stays, clothing, computers, etc and have access to information not available to citizens until it’s too late and every last benefit given to government workers and government employers should be deducted from their salaries and every transaction should be public information on a monthly basis and accounting for expeditures accounted for as well in simple terms not written in lawyerly language and written in ENGLISH to be understandable to the citizens who are interested in keeping up with what their congressman and women are doing and who they met each day while on the job whatever is government hours because they too have a private life but the congressmen do work for the citizenswhile on the job or while doing their job so we don’t have to count on the press who are for the most part busy unveiling love affairs or propagandizing. A government channel of it’s own and an internet channel by date and time-clock with the information one can find and to compare to the news we receive via the press on daily basis and chronicled and archived understandably and also how much time is devoted to the press by the congressman and their appearances if they talk about their job in any capacity as well on tv news and how much they are paid for their appearances and by whom and for what purpose/categorized. Each congressman should have equal access and time to the press in the halls of congress.  Every bill sent from the House of Representatives to the Senate to the President should be chronicled as it is occurring like cameras for policeman and sent back chronicled. As far as cameras catching people in a crime need to improve so you can identify the person involved. I know we can do better. This photo is not better as if taken from a North Korean satellite tumbling into earth’s atmosphere. (It could be a worm dressed in a hooded jacket as far as I can tell):
    It’s pretty bad when a Senator doesn’t know what is in a bill he or she has to vote on the day of the vote or even a week before and its not smart since one or the other might be able to assist with knowledge if they knew, etc. so that the debacle of Obama Care doesn’t happen again. There ought to be cameras in the Senate and House so the public can see why they do the things they do such as applaud when an unarmed woman with her baby in her car is killed by the Secret Service and Washington Park Police outside the White House grounds at the gates trying to flee from something possibly illegal going on in Washington DC during the Obama Administration. REMEMBER? Sort of a cult hit, if you ask me and a cultic reaction as well. I would like to know who applauded. By the way coincidentally she happened to look like my sister the photo used to depict the woman was a photo I remember almost in every way except for the color of her skin. This happened during the Obama Administration who had a thing about coloring and using it and abusing it. So it is not unimportant to me or frivolous of me to be concerned about it and the many terrible things that occurred during the Obama Administration far worse than any other and definitely delusional and deranged kind of propaganda going on and obviously has ALOT do with THE GREAT DECEPTION which eventually ends. I think it will end good for me and my family and its roots because I don’t think God will allow otherwise.
    Hearings on important subjects like Benghazi should not be limited in time to 5 minutes per congressman as if performing a show WHAT’S MY LINE? and no show boating should be going on either complimenting and/or kissing ass should be eliminated and straight to questioning and the public should be involved and be able to ask questions as well of the witnesses after the congress has their turn because sometimes the INTERESTED public has more insight (KNOWLEDGE) than congress or the press and so we know our government isn’t white washing because of an upcoming election, or playing politics and preying using religion, or just passing the time etc. and chronicled and archived as well for the record without redaction of both the questions and answers by the public at large and the witnesses and reactions to the answers as well for the public for perusing later if desired using some form of communication device via the tv, internet, and cellphone. Questions by the public and Answers by the witnesses could be answered before the hearing for a week and afterwards for a week and reactions included since we know many government hearing witnesses are lawyers and they know how not to answer a question which needs to be answered and because many congressman (questioneers) know how to skirt an issue by not asking the right questions and some play games on their cellphone instead…like the Senator from Arizona John McCain during the Benghazi/ Hillary Clinton hearing. I would have liked to ask some questions not only to her but to Leon Panetta and Senator Kerry her replacement and even a few underlings at the State Department like the guy who said he “was ashamed.” It would help build a healthy public relation (TRUST) between the people and the Federal government without the veil of the press and it’s sponsors.
    Just watched a bit of the Tucker Carlson Show with someone taking his place as the host ( I think he’s from England the one who said curiouser and curiouser reflecting on the mass murder recently) talking about the Las Vegas Massacre and later in the show to a woman (similar in looks to Margot Hemmingway or one of her sisters) who I guess represents the Girl Scouts teaching the girl scouts not to force girls to hug and/or kiss family members on Thanksgiving to stem the incest and victimization of females putting the onus back on the female, even the girl scouts as if it will prevent molestation, incest or sexual abuse. She rattled off some statistics which were NOT believable NOR reliable in any way. I didn’t watch the show closely but seemed to me he might have just stepped off the bus. He acted like it. It won’t make a bit of difference because incest and victimization isn’t caused by kissing family members or hugging them on the holiday called Thanksgiving. The very attractive woman probably has a book to sell on the subject and I doubt will help one soul but probably how she got on Fox had a lot to do with her attractiveness and nothing more. Both would probably make a good pear until one or the other gets wise. Ted Danson starred in a tv show I thought was well done on the subject of father daughter incest but I don’t remember the name of the show (made for tv) since I saw it quite a while back as well as did the child actress singer guitar player now an adult actress who recently defended Weinstein who also starred in an insightful program about the subject. Each case is different. Can’t remember her name and will add it when I do but thought it was well done. Lindsay Lohan is her name. Hollywood ought to do more movies about it and less vampire and less mission impossible type movies because I think it helps to get real sometimes. She reminds me of Elizabeth Taylor because of her eyes which reminded me of a movie in the past starring Elizabeth Taylor which was interesting as well in which an irritating young woman played by Shelly Winters (reason enough for her demise, imo, JUST KIDDING. An excellent actress and a beauty in her youth) gets pregnant and later is murdered (dumped in a lake while pregnant) because of the attraction of her boyfriend (Montgomery Clift who made a mistake with the first woman by impregnating her) to a beautiful woman he meets (Elizabeth Taylor) who had more to offer the young man. I think the movie is called A Place in the Sun. Even comedies could be produced if done right in the subjects even though the subjects are serious. It would take a good writer to not blow it but for awareness sake (maybe using Maureen O’Hara’s daughter (at least I thought she was her daughter?), Catherine O’Hara (the movie Orange County star) as a wife of a sex addict or the beleaguered victim years later, or family member involved, etc and many of the SNL females could also do the same) and perhaps help those who do impregnate avoid murdering a woman and ending up in a prison cell or to show other options like abortion, divorce, etc., unless you have succumbed to the errors of Rome (a zillion of them and believe Dire Straits – The Man’s Too Strongsince life does not begin until a person is born otherwise we would be producing movies and going to movies, hiring and firing employees or searching for a job, dating and marrying, taking vacations, going to school and college, celebrating birthdays and Thanksgiving, creating and manufacturing products to sell to the public or making trade pacts with other countries, shopping, playing, running elections and having presidential debates, and insuring seeds (spermatocytes 100000000 million of them in a teaspoon), embryos, and fetuses in the womb against malpractice, pursuing cases of female and male negligence resulting in miscarriages and social/religious and governments negligence in regards to the development of seeds, embryos, and fetuses in the wombs of females resulting in miscarriages, deformities, debilitating physical ailments of all kinds in a court of law and making a killing in the field of law by doing so. 
    GERALDO RIVERA CHECK IT OUT. DID YOU FIND ANYTHING IN THE TUNNEL>>>NO, BUT THESE MEN DID. I GUESS YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN THERE BUT YOU WOULD HAVE NEEDED MORE COURAGE, I THINK. STOP CALLING YOURSELF A WAR CORRESPONDENT
    IT’S EMBARRASSING.
    Hey, Bret Baier: Wasn’t Nixon somehow related to Eisenhower? Didn’t Nixon expose Billy Graham’s dis-love for the jews?
    Dip shit with a few daughters on Fox on the Saturday show about Hits and Misses said Taylor Swift knows her business (songwriter and performer and has a lot on her plate) because she had no opinion on politics or something to the effect of staying out of the fray in the last election period. I have no idea if she voted. She isn’t yet 30 years old as far as I know, I think unmarried and I think has no children I doubt her parents were hospiced yet and lacks experience in many ways though very pretty and very talented. Not to mention propaganda and many lies that occurred during the election period. More than likely, that’s why, you asshole. What a put down to women. She probably has plenty to say in her songs but I bet he doesn’t listen to her songs and I bet he definitely doesn’t listen to his daughters. I didn’t vote because I couldn’t trust the press and it’s news. Kind of a third party non-voter because my non vote with many others made a difference and might affect you soon. You would be surprised of the affect the entertainment industry has on GenerationS and how it will effect you and it might hurt you one day and/or help you one day but definitely the entertainment industry (movies, made for tv shows and songs) has more pull than you and your friends on Fox and for a longer period of time. Who is gonna watch the show on Saturday 10 years from now? NO ONE. She said something once and I appreciated her inspiration at the right time when I needed it and I will never forget it.

    Kate Steinle and Garcia Zarate

    The alleged killer of Kate Steinle was I guess you call it acquitted of murder. I think the jury did a good job because I think he was set up because of his 6 or 7 illegal entries into the USA and the other reasons I have written about. Why didn’t the Federal officer of Land Management press charges of gun theft? Because whoever stole the gun is probably the killer of Kate Steinle or an accomplice to the real killer and the Federal agent could be charged with negligence at the very least. Probably, because it was a set up. My brother picked up my brother-in-law’s gun he kept under the bed when at their home and it went off and he almost shot his foot off while talking on the phone in their first home when they were out of town. Some triggers are hair triggers. Before that my brother-in-law kept it under his pillow with my sister sleeping next to him. Heard there was a lot of political pressure going on at the time about safe zones (sanctuary cities) and obviously there aren’t any safe zones or this wouldn’t have happened. I think it was a set up father against daughter for the reasons I have mentioned in another post before this one and possibly somewhere above in this post as it has kind of lengthened. We ought to build the wall as was promised. It reminds me of the one bullet theory of the JFK assassination. SUPER DUPER FAR-FETCHED. Anyway some weird things involved like pills in a trash bin nearby, etc. I think she was killed purposefully by someone else and used Garcia Zarate as their fall guy. I worry about his life with Ice agents but hopefully he will be in custody of a good ICE agents since some or one was killed recently in the line of duty in some strange situation in the area of South Texas at a place my brother camped a long time ago called Southbend. (I think it is called)  Land management of California ought to do a better job and use common sense so fires don’t get out of control in California ever again. I highly doubt she said what was purported to have been said if a bullet had just ripped through her aorta/heart. Did JFK say anything after he was shot or when he was stabbed in the back as I have alleged? NO! What was supposedly said by Kate Steinle to her dad was to garnish EXTRA sympathy to the daddy (because he has lots to hide) as if he loved her and I don’t think he did or as if she loved him which she probably did. I don’t agree with Jeff Sessions either even if he went to the anniversary of her death to meet the dad. WHY did he meet with the dad? Does he know him? Seems contrived. Did he meet the dad because of S_I_M_I_L_A_R POLITICS? IS the dad using politics to cover something up? I think so. The ex said he saw the video of Zarate at the scene of the crime but I never have so I don’t know what he is talking about. Did the video also show Kate Steinle say “Help me daddy?” or was the camera only aimed at the fall guy? HOW CONVENIENT! Maybe Jeff Sessions should recuse himself from this event. I know what it is like to go into shock or near shock because of a leg injury being crushed between two cars and on a less severe example of a childhood accident falling off a bike and having the wind knocked out of me and I couldn’t talk. I don’t think she could talk. I could grunt. I just don’t believe she could have said it after being shot in the heart. Is there any corroborating witnesses who say she said what she supposedly said? What caliber of gun was it? a 22? B-B gun? Even people wearing bullet proof vests can’t talk immediately after being shot in the area of the chest though protected. IF it was a revolver from a Federal Agent I imagine it was a pretty strong caliber revolver and it would have knocked the wind out of her as it ripped up her heart. Has anyone else in the history of humanity (other than Caesar when he said “Et tu, Brutus?” after being stabbed a bunch) said anything after being shot in the heart? Please enlighten me. I think it is a physical impossibility. Did Jesus say anything after he was pronounced dead until after a few days? Maybe she said it spiritually, but not physically. I have never heard of it in my lifetime, HAVE YOU? The fact that her dad said she said it makes me SUPER DUPER SUSPICIOUS of the dad involved and politicizing it a year later??????.I think the reason for the lack of charges against theft of the revolver may have to do with where Zarate may have been at the time of the theft of the revolver from the vehicle of the Federal Land Management Agent. Perhaps he was in jail or on the other side of the border and the possibility of negligence on the part of the Federal Land Management Agent for allowing his revolver to be assessable to anyone while having a meal out. That’s Negligence. Did he know the dad? I think an investigation into the theft of the revolver used and the meal out of the Federal Agent ought to be investigated thoroughly for it was the weapon used to kill Kate Steinle. Perhaps the person he had the meal with had someone steal his weapon while occupying him at a meal? HE SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER. Sounds to me like corruption of some kind on a federal level and/or stupidity. Turns out this is a biggie, bigger than I thought initially. I think before the feds get high and mighty they ought to clean their own stables. How was the gun allowed to be stolen? I think it’s the feds using the state and the state using the feds to manipulate and maneuver the people however they want undermining decency and freedom for people mostly (FEMALES) who might have known something or learned something as Kate Steinly did, possibly? Possibly using her death to mire the DOJ from Benghazi information: USING KATE STEINLE’s SUBSTANCE. Makes sense to me since it happened during the OBAMA Administration as well.
    Watters World’s Jesse Watters (more like squatterS) and Laura In Graham (as in Billy Graham with a cross on) are fuming because they are deceived. Jesse Watters Harassing Democrats….not Republicans such as Bill O’reilly a Jesuit obeisant who said he was INDEPENDENT (who fucking paid him his salary?) the kind of people who make a vow to the devil for the Vatican because of the bar which is high in regards to sexual harassment on the job and O’reilly paid out 17 million dollars to hide his multiple infractions against females on the job (and I think it has since been multiplied) and JESSE WAS SILENT while using his popularity because no one realized how decrepit he is (except those who took his crumbs like Jesse Watters and others who looked the other way because of their salaries. Turn your collar back down Jesse and reveal who you really are and get this through your thick skull: IT ISN’T YOUR WORLD! I don’t know why he selected a few of the people he chose to harass but he did on the show on Saturday night, Maybe he knows something I don’t know? HOW? I don’t know. Anyway he brought up Kate’s law and is trying to force it upon America Watter’s Way which is the wrong way and he better watch his Ps and Qs because he might end up on the wrong side of the law harassing and have to pay out beaucoups of money as did Bill O’reilly who was on the wrong side of the law in regards to sexual harassment. DO YOU REMEMBER RACHEL’S LAW? Correct me if I’m wrong but she stood in front of a bulldozer and was killed because she didn’t move and the driver didn’t see her during her ROMAN CATHOLIC DISPUTE WITH ISRAEL brainwashed into thinking it’s not their land and about building on their land. DO YOU REMEMBER? This is clearly using the substance of females wrongly and as using Kate Steinle’s substance. All you have is the testimony which I believe is probably false in regards to her dad about what she said and why she and her dad met on the pier when they met on the pier with out her mom and his wife and there is definitely way more to the story than meets the CATHOLIC EYE i.e. the Catholic SEE which if you read in Revelation DOES NOT SUCCEED. Roman Catholics want it both ways. The evangelical  way (which is catholic) and the catholic way and it is not God’s way. Yea Zarate should not have been in the USA to begin with and crossed the border multiple times because of the Roman Catholic Way in Mexico or wherever he is from south of the border. You have your own religions to blame in all aspects of this tragedy. Why doesn’t Laura In Graham with a cross on and Jesse Watter’s (O’reilly’s son in waiting) harass the Federal Agent whose gun was stolen and used in this tragedy and ask why he didn’t press charges? Because he has something to hide, that’s why! Possibly not his fault but it was negligence on his part in how he stored his revolver which brought on this tragedy to it’s current status. Some Roman Catholics think they are the chosen ones and they have been brainwashed into thinking such foolishness. God chose the Hebrews to free from such foolishness and to make famous the TEN COMMANDMENTS and what did the Roman Catholics FAITH try to do to the Ten Commandments? ALTERED THE TEN COMMANDMENTS to fit their lifestyle (living like monks) and their deceptions which are ENORMOUS: THE ERRORS OF ROME and growing by LEAPS AND BOUNDS. COME OUT OF HER MY CHILDREN BECAUSE HER SINS HAVE REACHED UNTO HEAVEN AND DO NOT PARTAKE OF HER SINS which both Laura In Graham as in Billy Graham Graham with a cross on and Jesse Watters as in Bill O’reilly’s Jesuit mentored boy are doing and share in the punishment of the Roman WHORE of BABYLON and the many errors it has PROPPED UP such as HOSPICE: MURDER SUICIDE of many innocent people using the personal decisions of young girls, ladies and women who decided to have an abortion as a reason FOR TREASON OF THE ROMAN CATHOLIC DOGMA against innocent people. Do either ever mention Hospice or Mother Teresa but both mention often their distaste for abortion. Why don’t either mention and/or investigate hospice and the incentives used for Hospice and the possible misuse of Hospice?
    IT sounds like a set up of Zarate and a set up of Kate Steinle since her dad and some other guy visited her. I do not believe the dad of Kate Steinle because his testimony about what she said because she could not have said it but it made him look innocent by her saying it which she didn’t or couldn’t have, IMO. I was not in the courtroom to hear the testimony but I know something stinks and I think it’s her dad protecting his own reputation. Everyone feels for the dad because his daughter is very pretty and looks like a very sweet girl like many girls/females and she didn’t deserve what happened to her but not all dads are good dads. In some faiths the dads kill their own daughters  for the sake of their honor called HONOR KILLINGS usually for falling in love with someone ELSE or having sex before marriage with SOMEONE ELSE etc. In this case I think it’s because of incest because I think the dad is lying. Saw the video of his explanation to the public and it was definitely NOT CONVINCING. SPOKE IN a very funny way: broken english and wore sunglasses to hide his unemotional-ness in other words HE WAS LYING and I’m not impressed with his UNVINDICTIVENESS because of his FAITH. (Seems eerily familiar like the kids who lost their older sister at Sandy Hook Elementary and were talking about her and the brother looked ashamed because it was BULLSHIT.) Also watched his emotion in the courtroom talking about his daughter and it still was unconvincing. IF he didn’t know why she fell yet he heard the gun go off???GIVE ME A YOU KNOW WHAT which starts with F and ends with BREAK. No way she could have spoken after being shot in the heart. At war have you ever heard of anyone shot in the heart who spoke to anyone or was able to speak? We have had plenty of wars and I have never ever heard of a case where someone who was shot in the heart was able to speak and I think we would have heard if there was one case of someone talking after being shot in the heart for the sake of  PATRIOTISM during wartime.
    Whose body is the female’s body? My body is my body: It’s not Rome’s body and it TRULY is not Jesse Watter’s world though he may boast it”s Watter’s World but then Bill O’reilly boasted he was watching out for you and turned out he was watching out for himself at the expense of a few women and their character and their jobs and eventually he lost his own as he should have. You would have thought the women who filed suit against against O’reilly should have kept their jobs but instead he kept his for quite a while afterwards and the women lost their jobs instead. THAT IS UNFAIR and proves something is wrong with those who prop their faiths or hide behind a cross (like Laura In Graham as in Billy Graham with a cross on) and doesn’t stand up for their fellow female or co-worker and instead slinks in to replace a Fox employee to badger and berate females for having had abortions even though they use birth control as if it makes them more honorable and it doesn’t. Laura InGraham is a bully and very disgusting and if she knew what God thought of her she would step off her bully pulpit and apologize to the many women and their families for her part in the Roman Catholic Inquisition going on in our country and for the Roman Catholic killing fields of HOSPICE/MURDER/SUICIDE which when she dies she will have to answer for her part in the Roman Catholic Inquisition to GOD HIMSELF I guarantee it and probably for the death of Kate Steinle as well. Laura InGraham as in Billy Graham with a cross on thinks her shit doesn’t stink because she wears a cross on her chest but her shit does stink and she mocks the cross. She should not be wearing it and doing what she does on air. Merry Christmas Laura…..I hope the lip injections were worth it.
    My mom was hospiced without my permission for two weeks before she died and I was not told until she died and I loved her dearly. She was a wonderful woman, a great mom, a fantastic wife, and a very talented person and you could never measure up to who she was and is and I hold your FALSE faith personally responsible. IMO you are a bitch from hell!
    And Jesse Watters is a fucking fascist for trying to push Kate’s law which is an abomination to her and to any decent person. You don’t put someone in jail for 5 years for crossing the border illegally. Would you put a North Korean in jail for 5 years for trying to escape from North Korea into South Korea? Remember the american who was put in jail and chained to a cot in Mexico? Jesse Watters ought to instead be insisting that a wall be built as was promised. When in South Padre our family crossed the border into Mexico to eat at a restaurant late at night. Do we deserve five years in jail? It’s a dumb law and Jesse Watters should lose his job at Fox for being an ignoramus but I think it’s a prerequisite in order to get a job at Fox. *Just kidding but you do have a few rotten apples which can spoil the whole bunch and Laura InGraham as in Billy Graham wearing a cross and Bill O’réílly are rotten apples rotting the others. I think making Mexico and countries south of the USA border ought to pay for the expense of the wall or pay for the expenses of the people that have crossed illegally or both and the troubles that have occurred because of the crimes and the freebies they get in the USA. By the way it is ROMAN CATHOLIC DOGMA that wants borderless countries so it is this kind of inspiration that prompts illegal entry into the USA so the Vatican ought to have to pay also for the expenses incurred by illegals since it is the Vatican’s fault.
    Build the wall and make those south of the border cross the border legally. It is our responsibility to make it hard to cross illegally and because it is our border.
    If you have a home without a fence and someone walks across your yard would you have them imprisoned for 5 years for “J” walking? We have solicitation laws/rules at peoples doors and yet bible thumpers do it and they don’t go to jail for five years. Fines might help as well in regards to illegally crossing the border which would deter many from trying. MONEY TALKS.
    Noticed that Zarate was very skinny compared to earlier and I think is being abused in the circus of justice going on by both sides.

    You Don’t Own Me – Bette Midler, Goldie Hawn & Diane … – YouTube

    It’s probably confusing to those transitioning from the Democratic party to the Republican party or whoever is in charge majority wise and who is President as to what is right and what is wrong. I don’t think Flynn should have lied to the FBI but before Trump was in office Obama relied on everyone lying to every branch of government and to every part of government.

    DOMINOES

    Bill O’reilly gets knocked down and it sort of domino-ed, didn’t it? I think the dominos are still doing their thing knocking out a lot of people in the domino chain and I think Jesse Watters may get domino-ed as well somewhere down the domino road A REPEAT OF HISTORY, by the way. I wonder if there is a connection to the downfall of BILL O’reilly and the others on….THE LIST probably for kicking the can down the road in regards to Benghazi a subject Bill O’reilly stayed clear of for some STRANGE reason. I guess it didn’t help.
    Is the list Jesuit inspired and using american tax dollars?
    “GOOD FENCES MAKE GOOD NEIGHBORS”

    Mending Wall by Robert Frost | Poetry Foundation

    (The Most Dangerous Countries in the World To Be a Journalist)

    Bret Baier asked McMasters if Americans would be safe in Seoul Korea for the Winter Olympics? McMasters seems to thinks so. I think probably as safe as the Jewish wrestling team was in Germany during the Olympics and as safe as the concert attendees in Las Vegas, and as safe as Garcia Zarate and Kate Steinle were in a sanctuary City in California, and as safe as the people living on the coastlines, and as safe as the community in California in the wine country (LAND MANAGEMENT DEBACLE) and as safe as the people going to work on 9-11 in New York, in other words, there are no guarantees because we are at war and have many enemies of Freedom.
    I SURE WOULDN’T ATTEND even though usually the Olympics provide  good protection but in Seoul Amerians are definitely more noticeable but I don’t think terrorists care about who terrorists kill.
    Maybe Bret Baier ought to ask the UN Ambassador Haley what she thinks. LOL
    “UTTERLY DESTROYED?”
    Talk about mixed messages.
    Heard Russia has been expelled from Seoul for the Winter Olympics and heard a reason but did not understand the reason. Started with a “D”
    A NEW COVENANT ( A FALSE ONE)
    has been made sometime or other and the ingredients in the possible order are: virgins, incest, abortions, hospice, terrorism, and some other things using OTHER PEOPLES KIDS AND THEIR FAMILIES TO TAKE THE FALL FOR THE ABOVE IN PLACE OF THEM AND THEIR DAUGHTERS CALLED REPLACEMENT THEOLOGY – I will add more when I get a REVELATION at least I think it is a revelation….. It might have to do with relationship of Roman Catholicism and Islam: a covenant between them. Or perhaps between the Jesuits and the Neo Cats, Opus Dei, and other secret parts of Roman Catholicism not the lay people obviously who are the victims as well often like African Americans were predominantly the victims of the FALSE AFRICAN AMERICAN PRESIDENT BARACK OBAMA and I think Barack OBAMA actually represents the leader of those secret parts of Roman Catholicism handing over a mantel of a religious organization to the pope as a gift or was it? There is a saying: Beware of strangers bearing gifts. I can’t remember which religion, but I think it was Calvinism. I thought it was strange when it happened. A mantel of a dead guy a leader of Calvinism (or whatever religion it was) but it represented the whole shebang, not just the leader.
    The False Covenant maker breaks the covenant because it was false to begin with and it coincides with the prophecy in Daniel standing where it should not….moved to the Gospel of Matthew A BIG CLUE about at least as old as the Book of Daniel (A little later than possibly 605 BC) and only the reader would know it because it was a very strange prophecy which it’s relocation occurred during the Obama Administration and probably the burdensome stone (Syria) because of the Golan Heights and Israel, the NEW WORLD ORDER which includes the same key players in
    WORLD WAR ONE
    as in WORLD WAR TWO and the THIRD REICH
    and others like KOREA, ASEAN and 
    OBVIOUSLY SAUDI ARABIA
    and coincides with
    the false teaching of the mustard seed being the smallest of seed whenever it was implemented, published, and taught in regards to
    faith (a mistake based on a lie), fate (Que sera…, WHAT ever will be),
    fatah (conquering)
    and a plethora of lies.
    and last but not least
    CHOICE.
    I hope things turn around.
    Jesus did not commit to man because he knew what was in man.
    CAN YOU SEE WHY?
    (I believe my dad and mom when they said “You’re in good company” after they died and were able to communicate spiritually!
    THEY OUGHT TO KNOW and I think referring to females and their families caught up in this dilemma which comprises many elements. Some very good elements which Might be even smaller than the mustard seed’
    like perhaps
    The God Factor.
    BELIEVING, the GOD who authored THE TEN COMMANDMENTS
    and the JESUS who said I AM THE WAY, THE TRUTH, AND THE LIFE
    which takes time and patience!
    Think about it HOW LONG AGO was it when mankind discovered that the earth was roundish and not flat and I think quite a few people are given the distinction of the discovery BUT NOT THE VATICAN until the Vatican had to relinquish it’s authority on the matter. You ought to read the next link because its kind of funny:

    When did the church accept that the Earth moves around the sun?

    I think it was Galileo who kind of in a big way settled the matter with irrefutable evidence prompted by other scientific geniuses who preceded him who investigated probably spiritually introduced things induced by deception and STUPIDITY that led up to the discovery in search for the truth.

    Mitt Romeny and Steve Bannon.

    Mormonism is a cult but was delegated by the Roman Catholic Church as being on equal terms (but not really) as the RCC/Vatican which is a cult. The RCC certainly avails itself of the information gained by the mormon religion because its useful in its present INQUISITION and at its location and the utilities available nearby.  I had a friend who was mormon and she told some things that occurred to some females (bully tactics) very cultic before those utilities were available as we have heard about of other cults involving control freaks. Most religions are cultic as far as females are concerned however not to the extent of Jim Jones of Guyana. I have no problem with the Mormons enjoying complex marriages if necessary as was its beginnings. I don’t consider it to be a cult because of complex marriages as long as females are treated fairly and are in on the bigamy and not victims of it. BIG OF ME, ISN’T IT? Solomon had a bunch of wives (over 100 wives and also coined the phrase ALL IS VANITY).

    Ecclesiastes 1:14 KJV

    14 I have seen all the works that are done under the sun; and, behold, all is vanity and vexation of spirit. I guess it wasn’t the life of Riley! Probably similar to being the fastest gun in the west. A curse.

    I’ll be your huckleberry/huckle bearer?

    Love the expressions of Doc Holiday in Tombstone.  and the tweet by Laceymediclady28 “Val Kilmer can play a Doc Holiday that makes a man with tuberculosis (“consumption”) look badass!!” and Roger Dee on the same page. Funny. A good movie, but berry berry violent etc.  The expression the temple veil being rent from twain to twain is also an interesting timeline and having to do with Israel vs Palestine. IMO Bigomy helps to grow a religion quickly. Some people are not satisfied with one spouse. I think the hierarchy is the problem with Mormonism. I did not study it’s tenets but I heard some believable rumors about some bad treatment of females. There was quite a to-do about Mormonism between Romney, Billy Graham/Franklin Graham (BGEA), and the RCC/Vatican during the Obama Administration and I think involves Benghazi as well and then a bunch of shit started occurring which created a lot of deception in our country and while it is hard to overcome it helped me to realize how deep the deception runs. Obviously, the Vatican is using the Mormon religion because of their rumor mill which can be attained when privacy is tossed to the wind for security sake so I know these entities walk hand in hand. It’s the times we are in when Trump acknowledges/recognizes Jerusalem as the capital of Israel as if he needed to but apparently does upsetting a ton of people but how can one who is educated not recognize Jerusalem as the capital of Israel. Obviously Rome is the capital of Italy with a state within a state – the Vatican. Before we try to force a two state solution on Israel we ought to do it to Italy as well but the Vatican will try to use their two state solution (a state within a state) as an excuse for the two-state solution it want’s to force upon Israelites. There are peaceful Palestinians living within Israel and there were peaceful Palestinians living in Egypt until the coups occurred and the Palestinians were quite happy in Egypt before the two coups which involve as well what occurred in Benghazi, Libya. I know there is a prophecy of someone moving their tabernacles between Jerusalem and the glorious sea (Mediterranean Sea or the Sea of Galilee) but not sure of its meaning. Is it talking about the Mormon Tabernacle, Notre Dame or the move of the US Embassy from Tel Aviv to Jerusalem one of which is already there: Notre Dame and some controversial items contained in Notre Dame at least for a while such as the Shroud of Turin and its propensity to cause false worship (using technology of the vision kind like a hologram of the Shroud of Turin which is a death cloak) since it’s false, a fake. It’s false because in the Gospel of John Jesus was wrapped in two cloths not one (one for the head and one for the body. might be referring to the Jesuits as one cloth in a spiritual sense for a sign which makes sense since Jesuits make a vow to the Devil for the sake of the Vatican to retain power deposing people in power using a myriad of tactics as well as using the mob and secret societies as has been going on for a few thousand years) Supposedly and prophetically the vision (hologram) will also speak. Could be talking about the possibility of a new temple the third one or the fourth one but first the DOME OF THE ROCK would have to be removed which was visited for the first time by a pope of the vatican when Pope Benedict XVl visited it on a Vatican tour of the Holy lands (2005 I think) and transported something very large to the area via a BIG MAC TRUCK. I think it was The Alter of PACIS but still not sure of the contents in the truck. Many people think that the thing that stands where it should not prophecy of Daniel is the Dome of the Rock (the third holiest location of ISLAM: how many do you have to have before you are satisfied/satiated?) which might be true but I think it was the prophecy in Daniel being moved to the Gospel of Matthew during the Obama Administration which was the fulfillment because it said also “let the reader understand” so you had to have read it meaning it was something written but could also be a dual fulfillment or quadruple fulfillment of prophecy with the self fulfilling type of prophecies which tend to occur as well but definitely should peak our interest because it’s kind of prophetic of something BIG having to do with false worship which is basically the subject in the Book of Daniel and forced false worship beset upon the people. The tabernacles are supposed to be placed between a mountain and a glorious sea. Recognizing Jerusalem as the capital of Israel is a no brainer however the reaction is quite remarkable and proves how important Israel and Jerusalem is to the world but more importantly to God: The apple of his eye, the belly button of God. (I THINK because of the Hebrews and because of the Ten Commandments.)  Some say a way to a man’s heart is through his stomach and the way to God’s heart is as well and Jesus of the Gospel of John said FEED MY SHEEP. I guess fasting isn’t as important as some think unless you need to lose weight for obvious reasons and Hospice isn’t a good idea, nor smart. Eating was also important at the Last supper and was not the Last Fast. Fasting can cause hallucinations as happened I think to Peter who lived with a tanner in the Book of Acts which might be an invitation to spiritual manifestations that are not good. Food helps the mind think reasonably. There are other places as well in Jerusalem and in Israel that fit the description of some tabernacle but I don’t know the name of one in particular I’m thinking of which I had read about and seen pictures of but it included the NEOCATS of the Neocatechumenal Way in some form or fashion. I don’t know when it was built but it was there before the visit by the pope to the Dome of the Rock. INTERESTING TIMES. Anyway to some extent I agree with Steve Bannon about the comments and interference of Mitt Romney and it’s intent. He obviously would like to see Trump ousted out of the office of the Presidency and would like to be the President or he wouldn’t have run for the office when he did but one good thing he did during his run for the office against Obama was clue americans in on the Benghazi situation as being unusual which hadn’t been noticed sufficiently during the debate between him and Obama and Obama got off his stool immediately because it caught him off guard, but HOW DID HE KNOW? I think it had to do with the state within a state in UTAH. I think most of Mitt Romney’s interjections some good and bad as is usually the case is definitely POLITICAL FOLLY and Religious as well. Of course, I don’t know everything involved in his opinion of Mitt Romney but since Trump got into office he has been met with an amazing amount of disdain the likes of which I have never ever seen, unwarranted and I think UNPROVOKED except in a thought kind of way and perhaps because he has challenged the powers that be and hopefully constructively. The Jesuit Pope Francis is using the UN as his excuse (THE MODUS OPPERANDI of the Jesuits EXCUSES AND SHIFTING BLAME such as Abortion is the excuse for Hospice blaming females and their families) because he is not happy about Trump’s bid hoping to wield UN pressure on Trump as Obama did in regards to the UN when he said “the future must not belong to those who insult the prophet of Islam.” –  stirring up trouble and is doing it concurrently. Funny how the Vatican protects itself and yet doesn’t want countries to protect themselves on their borders because it keeps the Vatican FAT and the people poor and most importantly IGNORANT: barefoot and pregnant because it’s their bread and butter. One lady on Fox asked if we move our embassy from Tel Aviv to Jerusalem will it prompt other nations moving their embassies to Jerusalem? If it does there won’t be any room left in Jerusalem. Is it necessary? I don’t think so, but I do think recognizing Jerusalem as the capital of Israel is necessary because it’s true that Jerusalem is the capital of Israel. DUH. The reaction to the old news that Jerusalem is the capital of Israel reiterated by Trump really has gotten VINDICTIVE by those of some very INSANE faiths.   Have you not seen, nor heard, neither entered into your hearts that Jerusalem is the capital of Israel and yet Trump recognized it?

    HOW IS IT THAT YE DO NOT UNDERSTAND?

    Rome is the capital of Italy and Paris is the capital of France. I still have trouble remembering the capitals of the 50 states of the USA but I somehow learned these other facts. Anyway I think I will check out the atlas and see if it is true and that I haven’t been brainwashed into believing something which isn’t true.  Yep, Trump is right: the red star in the map is indicating that Jerusalem is the capital of Israel and above it and to the right a little bit is a little orange star indicating that Amman must be the capital of Jordan. This is called a map and maps are often used in the science of geography. Maps are often times used in history books. Cartographers use maps to illustrate where places are located such as Jerusalem and Ammon, Israel and Jordan. The little red dots indicate other cities. Some maps also include topography so you can know if there are mountains, hills and lakes, rivers, seas, oceans which are blue in this case, etc Mountainous area are displayed kind of green grey. There is a little white box on the left bottom corner of the picture called a map which topographers call either an insert or inset to indicate a correlation between the topography and the color displayed on the map as in the above picture called a map. Sometimes there is an insert or inset usually a small box somewhere on a map to indicate distance in miles so if you have a vehicle you might know about the distance from one place to another and see how many hours it might take to travel from one place to another depending on how fast one drives and other variables. Map makers are called cartographers and sometimes in order to draw maps cartographers hire surveyors to measure the land to divide it in to parcels of land in order to build or sell and buy real estate. Some maps have road and highways included so you can have directions on how to get from point a to point b so you don’t have to wing it or just in case you can’t wing it. I have never been to Israel and used to want to see it but I don’t believe God is only available at the inn or in a temple or in Jerusalem or Rome or in Bethlehem. I would rather go to the ocean or the mountains and not worry about it. I believe God was and is in my parents, my family, and my children in their experiences and our experiences the good parts so I don’t have a stake in whether or not we put our temple there or not. I don’t think we should unless it helps Israel and I don’t think it will. Recognizing the capital is the capital of Israel is important and recognizing the state of Israel as Israeli seems a no-brainer to me. Problem for the Palestinians is they allegedly don’t have a state of their own. So give them part of Saudi Arabia and let them build and make the dessert bloom, if Palestinians can, and prove themselves worthy. I have no idea if the article below is true or not but the article is about a FEMALE journalist who was murdered trying to expose the truth about the mob. Malta is an island in the Mediterranean where Paul with the help of Luke got people on the island to believe he was a god somehow recounted in some books after the 4 main gospels. I think Paul who was previously Saul was a pope because he had a ton of money to travel as he did at first hunting christians and then infiltrating the churches after a run in with a bolt of lightning… and/or a flash of light…..on the road to Damascus. There might have been two of them posing as the other. Same as Peter and same as Jesus and who knows who else. The island looks like a bee. Malta also was where a shipwreck occurred carrying jews, I think. It was a strategic location MILITARILY and important for trade in biblical times (human trade as well) and probably still is for some.

    HAVE YE ANY MEAT?

    Malta arrests 10 over journalist’s killing that shocked world… would imagine a lot of money is laundered there. Kids are hard to teach because they don’t know how the world works (I’m still trying to figure it out) especially these days which are complex as our government is amazingly complex and have to rely on their experience, rely on GOD, rely on THEIR PARENTS  and learn not to trust peer pressure which takes an enormous amount of time to learn in various ways sometimes even up to old age. I think a good infrastructure improvement would be to erect the Ten Commandments in places in each city, town or local or in government buildings or public buildings or town squares and let the Ten Commandments speak for itself as a reminder so when a kid or an adult is curious might see the Ten Commandments and ponder the importance of the Ten Commandments, it’s historical relevance and spiritual relevance, and the meaning of the rules of the Ten Commandments depending upon their circumstances and or situation the kid or adult might be in. I think The Ten Commandments located even in abortion clinics would be good without disallowing abortions depending on how a person views God and how a person views an unwanted pregnancy, mistakes, their religion, their personal feelings about all of the above, etc because it is a personal decision as is our relation ship with God and our parents. I know that when many fought against the Ten Commandments in the 60’s and 70’s  prompted by the dilemma of the separation of church and state we made a mistake and went too far and it is affecting the situation in our country and it’s dealings with the world at this time in a bad way. I think we need the Ten Commandments even if we don’t understand the Ten Commandments fully or agree with the Ten Commandments in every aspect because of religious differences and because of non religious differences. Learning about God is a long process if a person desires to learn about God or even notices God depending on how a person is raised. Myself I don’t think God is against abortion anymore than against normal birth control however some religions are against abortion. I think abortion is a human right and since government and religious entities kill all day long and everyday all over the world and if judging females and their families for abortion ought to look at their own sins in regards to the politics and religions of killing and murder and the difference between the two and the causes of WARS, rape, incest, promiscuity usually brought on by sexcal harassment and lack of respect of females, rape and incest and religious competitions of many sanctimonious assholes who use women and GIRLS as status symbols, sex symbols, often or as objects instead of as equals. The US constitution and the lawyers who defend the constitution and at the same time disregarding the Ten Commandments especially the first and the second commandments are huge examples of US Constitutionalists disregarding females and parental rights over government and religious rights which is also a BIG mistake and I think will come back and bite you very severely: Did God mention governments, religions/faiths, priests, popes, or the US  Constitution in the Ten Commandments but he mentioned parents and their children as most important to God, but not embryos or fetuses and I’m sure God knew of the difference however Peter and Paul in the Book of Acts and in the other epistles afterwards didn’t. Peter and Paul never mentioned it.

    Tracy Chapman – Subcity (1989) – YouTube

    I think Reagan was President when she wrote or made famous this song and the trickle down economics which didn’t actually trickle very far down the pyramid or we wouldn’t be in the situation in this country as we are in at this time ecumenically and economically and hopefully Trump can see that government is ridiculously cumbersome and intrusive and abusive and for the most part evil and full of of some very bad people and most of them live in the Washington DC area because of the power it wields often against it’s own citizens instead of the enemy whom I think I have exposed.
    “Tear down this wall” wasn’t interference in the politics between Russia and Germany by the USA?
    The acceptance of Hospice may be the last straw as far as Jesus is concerned and as far as God is concerned. Take heed.
    Is Russia or Germany promoting Hospice in our country in reaction to WWll – the results of WWll. We know the Vatican is promoting Hospice/Murder-Suicide since it sainted the author of Hospice/Murder-Suicide using a sabotage of a chemical plant located in a neighborhood of India in India isn’t suspicious? What occurred in Syria the sarin gas attack vs poisoned rice shipment to a neighborhood in Syria (shipment of rice via China through India) and a military official of the Syrian military being overheard by Germany’s intelligence and taped as dropping a sarin gas device on a neighborhood in Syria isn’t suspicious (fakey) especially with women wearing painters masks instead of proper protection and walking kids through the area of contamination without any protection in a alleged sarin gas contaminated location with people suffering from poison of some kind in the same room and  it isn’t suspicious and Sen. John Kerry (Roman Catholic Secretary of State) transporting 30 or so witnesses of the attack at Benghazi taken to Germany never to be heard from again isn’t suspicious? Maybe the wall between the two Germanys erected because of Fascism/Nazism vs Communism and Russia should have remained as the wall between South Koreans and North Koreans so things mentioned above wouldn’t be occurring. As far as walls are concerned, I guess it depends on if a wall is a good wall or a bad wall and how it is enforced which is kind of iffy because of politics and religion which tends to change like the direction the wind is blowing at any given moment. What is the objective of a good wall? To gain votes? To keep families apart? To weaken our borders? To allow illegal arms trade? To allow entry of terrorist factions? To allow human trade? To allow sex trade? To grow agricultural businesses? To undermine the middle class? To get freebies to undermine citizens and veteran privileges/RIGHTS? To Romanize/Catholicize/Islamicize our country? To rape, plunder and pillage? To destroy our country for the sake of the Vatican?
    I wrote a bunch more stuff I thought was good but lost it trying to save it to this post because of some technical problems but perhaps it is just as well: I think I have said enough and given enough warning in this post and others for the present time at least.
    But apparently not:
    NOT SO FAST, FRIEND!

    “SLOW DOWN, YOU MOVE TO FAST you’ve  GOTTA MAKE THE MOURNING LAST Just, kicking down the cobblestones   ……. looking for fun and feeling groovy”;)

    Simon & Garfunkel, Feeling groovy, stereo – YouTube

    Fox (Neil Cavuto) is promoting a kinder and gentler work place environment not affected by the backlash of females because of the numerous sexual harassment claims one week after it all started. Under-exaggeration (two weeks), but remember Chandra Levy, Mary Jo Kopechne, Kathleen Wiley, etc.,  It’s been hostile environment against women for a long time even by other women and those who would appease for beneficial treatment for themselves and for the reputation of the station who started it messing with females and their families with extra-deceptive PROPAGANDA in regards to abortion and using it as an excuse to murder/suicide (to punish those of a different belief) using Hospice. History ought to be a teacher: don’t forget Ann Boleyn, etc. It sounds really cool to say “Don’t go there.” (Eric Holder- DOJ), or “let’s not go down this road.” (Humble Geraldo) Wouldn’t it be nice if it were that easy to forgive and forget, etc., usually the victim doing all of the work. PRETTY SLY! Take for instance the ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH and it’s abuse of a lot of people and it’s reaction and using abortion as a litmus test for 12 candidates VYING for the Presidency on FOX and NOT condemning Hospice, NOT condemning Mother Teresa, NOT Condemning Jesuit Pope Francis, NOT CONDEMNING The Roman Catholic Church who hired Kissinger to Groom Obama as President and the attack on our embassy in Benghazi, Libya and NOT CONDEMNING his UN speech about the prophet of Islam and the future and Jesuit loving O’reilly never talking about Benghazi (allowing others to do it for him) and NOT CONDEMNING his sexual abusesat FOX called ENVIRONMENTAL HOSTILITY FOR OTHERS especially women (ex:Beatrice Arthur) and getting exposed (17 million buckaroonies) and then everyone else on the DOMINO Road, but not the Dominican Sisters of Mary (virgin guests of Lora In-Graham as in Billy with a cross on). LOL
    As my mom would say: “Consider the source and I think she was very wise!

    PRETTY SLY, NEIL!

    NOW KNEEL!

    Randy L. McClave-The Brown Noser

    General Jack Sprat of Fox admitted a day or two ago when he said “we took out Ghadaffi.” That’s mighty interesting. Who is we?

    a clue. Last I heard Ghadaffi’s palace was bombed (killing one of his kids) by one of the George Bushes in reaction to findings (evidence) about the Lockerbee Scotland airplane crash caused by a bomb then later younger George Bush said he wasn’t gonna hit a camel in the ass in reaction to 9-11 and then Ghadaffi went to Rome for a visit with a bunch of European heads of states around the time of the G-8 meeting in Aquilla, Italy and was awarded Chrysler or some part of Chrysler by OBAMA and then saw pictures of him being dragged around nearly beaten to death by a gang of Libyans (looked like it anyway) on the internet during the Obama Administration so I have no idea what the general is talking about unless he misspoke or is misleading about the army because believe it or not the US army has rules about POWs but the Vatican does not have rules or maybe he isn’t the normal kind of army general and got mixed up or some kind of senility took place and he confessed for having killed Ghadaffi by the Vatican as their general because he does often seem to have the Vatican’s interests over the USA’s interests in his DNA or and I hate to kick a man while he is down but I have never understood how he made it to be a general and perhaps I haven’t seen nor witnessed whatever it is.

    DEEP THOUGHTS
    Wouldn’t it be ironic if the Fox News O’reilly settlements paid to the accusers was paid via the list of sexual predators in Congress somehow? I did not expect Al Franken to resign. I didn’t expect a divorce between my  brother-in-law and my sister over my accusations, I expected a change of heart. Neither occurred mostly because no one knew what would work and all the variables of all the people involved or how to handle it to the satisfaction of everyone involved or on the peripherals of the deeds. I loved them as a couple and I loved their family:
    I think the list should be published and an investigation into how the list came about and why it came about and it’s objectives and whose idea it was to begin with. A congressional hearing about it would be wise. People have died for less: Chandra Levy,  et al and even men have died. Maybe Al Franken should be thankful, however I was hoping he would rise above it and be thankful.  BE A LEADER but there are stages of regret as in many other hard things in life we stumble upon. I had no idea about his strange sense of humor *except at SNL  and the things that have been rumored via the press and never would have if it wasn’t for the press. In my family it festered and created more problems down the road because of the lie done in haste and took on a life of it’s own IMO: It ain’t over till the fat lady sings!

    Luke 20:17-19KJV

    17 And he beheld them, and said, What is this then that is written, The stone which the builders rejected, the same is become the head of the corner?

    18 Whosoever shall fall upon that stone shall be broken; but on whomsoever it shall fall, it will grind him to powder.

    19 And the chief priests and the scribes the same hour sought to lay hands on him; and they feared the people: for they perceived that he had spoken this parable against them.

    Governor Brown has Californians back and was quoted as saying on Fox obviously  referring to the wild fire situation and the smokey dense air in California is “the new normal” to put it another way the NEO Normal because he supports the idea of Global warming (originally a Vatican idea, neocatechumenal way and recently changed to Climate Change because of the other areas which didn’t react similarly and actually got colder) and can’t figure out how to change it but there is name for a better normal called BETTER LAND MANAGEMENT. You have an ocean nearby and you would think it might be able to help you if you could only access it and make it moisten the land in dry weather and desalinated it for drinking water as well. The Jews did it in Israel. I read one of the signs of the return of Christ or Jesus was the deserts would blossom or bloom. That is why Mark Twain’s observation about the land of Israel when he visited it and wrote about it is so interesting. Israel was driven from their land and it was later called the Land of Palestine and he observed it was a wasteland and the Jews returned to their land and made it blossom (His writing about it is more illustrious since he is a writer). The words used about Jesus when he was crucified in one of the gospels I think it was the gospel of John said the veil of the temple was torn (rent) from twain to twain and I think Mark Twain represents one of those twains in a prophetic sense, as a witness. Supposedly the veil was very thick (dense) and would have taken a miracle to have pulled it apart. Not sure which one but probably the last one however California isn’t Israel. I know Jerry Brown isn’t doing right by his state and has become WORLDLY pleasing the VATICAN. A change of attitude might help towards Israel and towards BETTER LAND MANAGEMENT standards as was done in the past but chucked for GORES way using excuses and using those who would take advantage profiting from it plundering and pillaging the land and robbing the people living on the land. Al Gore is a war profiteer and a liar using Vatican propaganda. Do you remember Gore as a veep. He wasn’t that good and he was embarrassing to watch posing behind the president always trying to be in the spotlight and his speech the way he talks is very obnoxious as well. I have a feeling he stands in front of a mirror daily or even minute-by-minute over pronunciating/pronounciating/enunciating with over-affective gestures especially with his mouth like Mr. Ed. (a vexation of some kind but I’m not sure what kind of vexation to qualify it or to name it but possibly related to the vatican but I guarantee his wife got sick of it. How long does it take for someone like him to express his feelings. I bet she said to him : you killed the moment, turned over and said goodnight eventually moved to a different room.) Which ought to be a clue about his penchant for over reacting to weather anomalies and weather patterns. I bet he has a bunch of mirrors in his homes. You can’t look good every minute of the day though he may try. He isn’t smart enough to have come up with the ideas he came up with and I hear it’s bad science being used which is typical of the Vatican in the past so why not NOW? Gore is in the bible in prophecy though I think in one of the two books that starts with a Z. Only a blip. His followers, believe it or not, are in a religion, a cult of the RCC and basically are only pawns taking advantage like those who take advantage in wartime- war profiteers.  The Popery is basically a striking a pose and rarely does anything good. Burning people at the stake isn’t good just in case you didn’t know and basically is what is occurring in California, isn’t it? Is Jerry Brown catholic? Is Jerry Brown a Jesuit Catholic like O’reilly the Independent, LOL.,cic? I wonder not for joy. He reminds me of a priest. I don’t know why he just does. I guess saying what he is quoted as saying reminds me of a priest. Going to Paris won’t help California. By the way Paris is your competition in fashion, movies, and the arts so why would Paris help California. If he is a Jesuit I hope he disavows his vows because the vows are evil. Maybe Israel can help California with the problems of fires and better land management. When the worst hurricane to hit Louisiana occurred and George Bush was President we were attempting to divide Israel or Jerusalem. I think it’s important to remember. Maybe it’s not a good idea. I forget the name of the process but having to do with pacifying a bunch of nuts who still to this day don’t know how to read a map and cowering to peer pressure in regards to the capital of Israel. Unless you like regressing into the dark ages or to the time of the missing link you have to forge ahead and not cave to the pressure by the lowest common denominator because the lowest common denominator doesn’t want to learn, because it’s catholic and specifically jesuit (spiritually). The truth is the Jesuits know Jerusalem is the capital but the Jesuits don’t want you to know so the Jesuits can control you and control every aspect of your life and keep you down because your ignorance is like a veil and covers the sins of the Jesuits distancing themselves from their maniacal and methodical madness. CONTROL FREAKS,  SOCIOPATHS, AND PSYCHOPATHS. Honestly do you want to have to wake up every day and every morning and through the day and night and have to listen to the virgin Dominican sisters of Mary and see their bright smiles smiling down at you telling you to put on your burka or your alter boy flock and mop the floor for them so the floor will be clean enough for the pope to grovel to whatever he grovels to? It would be like having to listen to Obama’s favorite music and having to bow to a HUGE SET OF LIES. I think the pope grovels to the peer pressure to grovel because of the people watching him grovel are cardinals, bishops and priests and a photographer of course to make sure he grovels. He also CONFESSED he took a necklace from a dead man I wonder if it was the leader of the Calvinist religion. He did it to gain the courage of the person who died and of course you don’t get courage by stealing a mans necklace or dog tags. Probably had something to do with Benghazi because it was around the time of Benghazi and the change of popes from Pope Benedict to a Jesuit pope. Back to pillaging and robbing the people: It’s like having to pay a doctor or a vetinarian for an office visit when you know what’s wrong and only need the medicine and not an extra fee far more expensive than the medicine itself basically a surcharge for medicine that should be available to the general public not allowing the public to think for itself or for the pets the person owns. IS IT FREEDOM? NOPE It’s a racket!!! It’s not like a person can’t think back on experience and use it and double check if need be to go back to the doctor to confirm their conclusion, etc. It’s like walking in to a Target store and having to pay Target 100 bucks to walk in their doors to buy something for school you know you need. It’s unfair and it’s robbery. In mechanics when a person knows how to keep a car running because of experience but is forced to go to the dealership and pay for a 500 dollar key to have access to the area that needs oil or some kind of treatment. Hence delaying medical help to only get worse and far more expensive because of the delay and then saying if you had had insurance……..which is also a racket protecting bad medical advice. How about allowing people access to medicine at the drug store and veterinarian drug store. Do we need a priest at every point in life? or can we converse with God and our own minds and experience to figure things out and do as doctors often do: GUESS. Instead of having a ton of tests one doesn’t need for often the same conclusion. In this case experience is a plus but not if you kill (using Hospice) those with experience who have learned from their experience. Often people from the USA went to Mexico and vice versa to attain drugs for their ailment because our government didn’t give it the okay for one reason or the other (for the Republicans or for the Democrats). I wonder how many people have died not having access to a drug because of our government. I bet a lot of people have died this way and still our government doesn’t listen and plays their RCC election games. Don’t talk to me about abortion any more. I believe Trump in regards to the sexual allegations he denies one in particular the sexual assault on the plane doesn’t seem reliable AT ALL but I think these women might have had an experience with someone that might appear to have been Trump. One of them looked like she was under duress, ashamed and as if forced to lie.  I had a friend who thought her dad did something to her but only did she say so after I told her about my experience with my brother-in-law so I wasn’t sure if I could believe her story because for one thing she had a miscarriage late in pregnancy (after 6 months) I think before her second marriage or at the beginning of it and had her first marriage annulled and the story seemed contrived and she never argued with her second husband she told me. He was a person who resembled Steven Colbert and was the most obnoxious person I knew at the time. She wasn’t very nice to her mom. UNAPPRECIATIVE. It all seem so unbelievable and implausible. I think sometimes people dream up things in their head maybe while asleep the enemy sowing bad seeds in defense of bad experiences some of us actually have. Implanted memories or dreams. Also there are drugs that make a person without any defenses called Devil’s Breath and other drugs like date rape drugs. Psychological manifestations which even though aren’t real seem very real. However mine were real. I got a no-fault divorce (even though it was a dual fault in reality divorce but there isn’t such a thing in legal terms except no fault) and I had an abortion. Oh yea I forgot to mention she was Orthodox Catholic – an inconvenient truth. I still remember her in other ways fondly when she was freer. If a person is a sinner should a sinner be allowed to vote?  The case of Judge Roy Moore and the alleged accusations one of which was not good since she dated evidence (Tampaxed with evidence) making the other accusations less damaging and most of all hurting Gloria Allred’s reputation which I think was the target because she champions women’s rights in the workplace. I don’t think it will affect the election in Alabama and I don’t think whether or not he is elected will affect Trump’s agenda one twit. The first husband of my friend who had her marriage annulled he was part indian and his last name was Allred. Saw Don Lemon for a beef moment and his guest said Judge Roy Moore had something to do with the Ten Commandments. I have no idea what he is talking about because I don’t follow Alabama’s political history (but I assume he stood up for the Ten Commandments?) I don’t have time to allocate to every election in our 50 states. I don’t know how I would vote if I were a resident of the state of Alabama. I didn’t vote in the last election because of all the turmoil and all the lies however I think my no-vote and others non votes made a difference sort of like a third party. Hopefully a good difference but these are not normal times.

    We are in the Great Deception times

    aka

    The Great and Terrible Day of the Lord.

    I like to leave it to the voters and their perception as to his history with Alabama and their population and to make assessments as to his character however I don’t think it is sinful for a 30 year old man to date an 18 year old female if it’s on the up and up. Lots of men are very immature until the age of 45 or so and are more engaged with younger women so they can mold them instead of females molding the men they date or plan to marry and sometimes it’s plain ole chemistry. Lots of older men marry younger women and it isn’t evidence of a crime to have dated a younger woman. Changing evidence is not smart and probably why she got in trouble in the first place, possibly. I know when I was young I was pretty stupid and did stupid stuff not realizing the problems I created for myself though it isn’t a license to rape or to molest in one’s sleep or to grab my ass at work since I didn’t grab his penis at work. Still I think Gloria Allred was the victim in this episode of political/religious history. PRETTY SICK. I don’t believe Gloria Allred would alter evidence though she might exaggerate sometimes as all of us do to protect her clients (or poker face it, bluff as lawyers tend to do) but if a client lies to her lawyer it causes problems. (One thing I didn’t do is lie about it or change the evidence. I didn’t exaggerate about my experiences.  I didn’t try to take pictures of him in the act of doing something stupid because I never knew when he would do something stupid and I wasn’t into photography and it wasn’t my goal and I didn’t file suit but would have loved to have filed against the company that harassed me as well an boy did it play some dirty tricks on everyone: I loved my family and he was part of it.) Family is different than peers. A lot is forgiven in families and as my brother told me you don’t sue family and he is right but doesn’t mean I will roll over for family and let myself be demeaned, degraded, lied about, molested, abused and all the other things that happened to me which nearly killed me nor be silent about the treatment of my parents.(I didn’t throw a bottle in the air and stand beneath it which my brother did or run into the one tether ball pole in the middle of a HUGE field and crack his head wide open. Talk about ruining a great sport/game. I loved tether ball and was good at it and probably would beat him to this day if we had a chance to play or almost any other game other than Chess and Trivial Pursuit. The things boys do – you gotta wonder.) I did not set out to make life miserable for my sister and her husband. I tried to do the opposite. She and I were best friends, very close and she changed quite bit as if in some kind of cult especially around the time she went to some religious female retreats or a retreat in North Carolina and became my nemesis to be more accurate my

    (MENE-SIS or I hers  But,

    Neil Young – Comes A Time

    and he and she chose the time, not me. I did my best under the circumstances. My sister and her husband sought my talent to work for them, not the opposite. Both came to my house and told me their deal and I accepted the deal but the deal was not the deal they told me about. Working for family or with family has it’s own set of problems which could have been overcome if some stupid people hadn’t gotten involved but “fools rush in where angels fear to tread.” in this case I think it was actually evangelical fools, but did more harm than good. LIKE HOSPICING MY MOM without my consent and possibly murdering my dad and I believe it did not go unnoticed by GOD HIMSELF. SO WATCH OUT what you do and what you say because it might have immense repercussions! I hope it does. I have deep feeling about what occurred, the confusion that ensued and some very strange things occurred. It was like a war on my family and a whole bunch of deception.  You can’t imagine the love our families shared but because of it it might be the end of some very bad things such as the RCC and it’s bullshit. I certainly plan to help it along however

    I BELIEVE TRUTH IS THE WAY!

    And it seems to be working. LOL

    I found some having to do with the mustard seed

    and I don’t think it should be ignored.

    I found other truths as well.

    I’m for strong borders with humane and sensible stipulations or contingencies depending on the persons circumstances which probably will entail quite a bit of resources on the border which is why I think the military could BEST handle it with the expertise of ICE and other personnel and possibly could be a helping hands to both as far as security and happiness is concerned and good for the border area on both sides of the border business-wise and good neighborly-wise and I think would do a better job because of it’s experience with families and ordinary people better than the FBI keeping up with the illegal/legal border crossers and their location and the other details that are involved and the FBI can keep up with crime as is it’s job. Having the army and other military on the border is wise especially on the southern border since the military is in charge of securing our country and has a keen eye for terrorists and terrorism. The southern border in some areas is quite formidable and kind of wild but could be the New Frontier for business and for people in the surrounding areas and also for areas surrounding the surrounding areas and could clean it up in some ways. Could be a good thing for both the USA and Mexico making good use of past unusable and unsustainable areas and used and abused people or people on the precipice looking for a better life. It was the military who succeeded in changing the status quo of african americans successfully in a multitude of ways besides quotas (Colin Powell) which weren’t successful but for better or worse at least the military attempted the change when other businesses and parts of government resisted though it was not easy for the best and the brightest but we all bleed the same. Just saw the last of the pre-election media madness at I guess it was Judge Roy Moore’s Ranch and a few horses the press were spooking and some rally with his wife and the people had signs referencing Bret Baier with signs saying “Whose your daddy, Bret Baier. …”I have no idea of the meaning, only suspicions which I won’t reveal but he is a loser especially in regards to the attack at Benghazi and the book he helped to cover up the attack which was BULLSHIT and the allegations by some women in Syria who smothered themselves which is highly unlikely and almost impossible in order to remain virgins in the area of Syria near the Turkish border and he believed them. I think he liked the attention. I guess the voting is over and the results will be in but this reminds me of when Kennedy was assassinated and the leader of the largest methodist congregation in the world subtly blamed the people that showed up for the luncheon JFK was supposed to attend but instead was assassinated. Religious blackmail of some kind. The whole ordeal reminds of the shenanigans as to the Alabama race seemed like some kind of test of the people of Alabama as if they were to blame for the shenanigans. Politics stinks. IT is too bad it has come to this but it has. I also believe abortion is humane unless it is done farming for organ transplants or upon delivery sucking brains for some ingredient to help someone who fell off a horse (Christopher Reeves-starred as Superman and another movie a love story about a ghost filmed in Michigan on an island/Upper peninsula of Michigan) for some kind of brain liquid which has to be gotten using partial birth and with a syringe, because it is a slippery slope. I’m sure there is a better way and I thought it was already illegal to do so a long time ago. I don’t believe the reports on Fox about abortions.  Show proof. I’ve asked and asked for proof and yet none except a bunch of nuns/lousy out of work actresses and spurious allegations to float the Vatican a little longer as if it has moral high ground and the bible Revelation in particular tells another story and basically states it’s the whore of Babylon which makes sense. If the Vatican and Fox News is sure of the proof then show it. Has Fox News seen the proof? We got to see the beheading of people by ISIS/former catholics abducted and turned into Islamic nuts in prisons. I’m not a full fledged Trump supporter in all of his agendas but he has some good qualities we need as a country especially after the Obama Administration and the others as well. NOBODY IS PERFECT. The RCC is trying to exonerate themselves by blaming everyone else. Specifically, The Jesuits who have caused great harm world wide for centuries. There are such things as work permits and timed visits to see family, for medical treatment, for an abortion, and other legit reasons to allow entry temporarily and to give someone time to file for a legal entry without having to marry someone temporarily and I think the Army could do it and keep up with absentees and get Ice involved or the FBI when illegal alien visitors go AWOL or absenteeism occurs. I think the Army would be less threatening to the visitors, etc. Consumption Tax would make us the most powerful, the most successful, and the most sought after country in the world if only we had brains.

    Did I mention happiness?

     It’s time to let our country rest. We have been through too much and more than we can handle and it’s time to let go of the strings and let the people prosper otherwise there are going to be a lot of dead congressmen and women, and all other Vatican owned government entities etc etc etc because eventually our country is going to implode from the stress!
    Representatives need to play Civ-1 and figure out about happiness which isn’t a warm gun but detrimental to the success of a state or a country otherwise there are revolutions that occur oftentimes such as what occurred in France and the top 10 percent were beheaded or the revolutions that have occurred in Russia or in China or in every country when the upper echelon are punished.  It is getting pretty bad for people all over the world but we should not be like them, we should be free and we are not free. And if our country doesn’t have the ability to then faith is and has proven itself to be faithless and a pile of dog shit.
    In God We Trust has lost all meaning.
    If you trust God let go of the purse strings and let the people prosper without a zillion roadblocks in their way because you may regret it soon. You create terrorism by your stupidity. Fuck the national debt forgive it and move on. IT’S THAT EASY!  GO TO consumption tax ONLY because you know what? You in government and the press are not the temple: You are worse than the rest of us in the population and do not deserve the blood, sweat, and the tears on earnings only the tax on the consumption (if at all) and the decisions of the people making a purchase. You definitely don’t deserve the salaries you TAKE wasting it on another RUSSIAN paranoia trip (Hoover?McCarthyism?) as was done in the past before WWll using blacklists and stupid hearings asking stupid questions you don’t want answers to in the first place. It’s like a time loop except I don’t recall California burning (but looked it up and it had some problems) but we had bad land management issues The Grapes of Wrath kind of land management problems called the Dust Bowl in the Southern Plains (lack of trees making the soil dry and loose because of the wind) and the Great Depression. Might also have something  to do with the oh I’m afraid I might offend but having to do with the Sabbath or the meaning of the Sabbath and who it points to and who points back to the Ten Commandments in the gospels. Allowing the land rest for a year or 7 years or something like it. SIMPLIFY and GO HOME otherwise every damned one of you is gonna wish they had not accepted a position in government or run for office! 3 percent growth isn’t enough. I’M NOT IMPRESSED.
     NO TAXATION ON EARNINGS IS THE RIGHT STUFF!
    and might save your own necks.
    Otherwise, a day could be only a year of a day for each of you and we might be on the verge of something like WWll, but worse.
    But, beloved, be not ignorant of this one thing, that one day is with the Lord as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day.
    I did take Russian history in college, so I realize the possibilities.
    (One thing I have noticed about these time loops is the loops seem to only represent an earlier time characteristics but not in all ways and usually limited in time plus we have some factors (safeguards) to not allow a depression to occur as it did then however we have other factors we didn’t have then which might counter those safeguards. SO I think it

    Simon & Garfunkel – A Hazy Shade Of Winter

    Why haven’t evangelicals or catholics spoken up about the FACT that the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed? Why haven’t Evangelical and catholics spoken up about the Fact that HOSPICE IS EVIL? Why haven’t evangelicals and catholics spoken up against the pope and Mother Teresa (rosebud)? Because evangelicals and catholics don’t care about the truth however both love grace, grace, grace for themselves and there is no grace or why the persecution against families and females who have had abortions? Why the litmus test for presidential candidates in regards to something most of them don’t have anything to do with such as the personal decisions females sometimes have to make. abortion this and abortion that:  WHY NOT ASK each candidate DO YOU THINK IT IS RIGHT TO STARVE SOMEONE TO DEATH USING HOSPICE WITH PERMISSION OF FAMILY MEMBERS AND DO YOU THINK IT IS RIGHT TO HOSPICE SOMEONE WITHOUT PERMISSION FROM FAMILY  MEMBERS? I NEVER HEARD THE QUESTIONS ASKED, DID YOU? ONE REASON IS BECAUSE OF GEORGE BUSHES BROTHER (JEB BUSH) WHO WAS GOVERNOR OF FLORIDA SENTENCED ONE WOMAN TO BE STARVED TO DEATH IN HIS STATE WHILE HE WAS GOVERNOR OF FLORIDA AGAINST HER FAMILIES WISHES AND WHO WAS RUNNING FOR THE JOB OF THE PRESIDENT. HOW ABOUT THIS QUESTION: DO YOU THINK IT IS RIGHT TO ALLOW 12 SAUDIS TO TRAIN AS PILOTS IN THE STATE OF FLORIDA WITHOUT LEARNING TO LAND A PLANE? THOSE WERE THE PILOTS WHO TERRORIZED NEW YORK ON 9-11 KILLING OVER 2000 AMERICAN CIVILIANS. WHY DIDN’T THE PRESS ASK THESE QUESTIONS AND IN PARTICULAR FOX NEWS? Maybe the 12 Saudis were told Jeb Bush would land the planes or someone on the planes said use those tall buildings and the Pentagon to slow these planes down like is done on aircraft carriers. and you will have 77 virgins if you do. Perhaps the planes were under some kind of assimilation control.

    “During the 1990s, Mossad discovered a Hezbollah agent operating within the United States in order to procure materials needed to manufacture IEDs and other weapons. In a joint operation with U.S. intelligence, the agent was kept under surveillance in hopes that he would betray more Hezbollah operatives, but was eventually arrested.[11] Mossad informed the FBI and CIA in August 2001 that based on its intelligence as many as 200 terrorists were slipping into the United States and planning “a major assault on the United States.” The Israeli intelligence agency cautioned the FBI that it had picked up indications of a “large-scale target” in the United States and that Americans would be “very vulnerable.”[12]However, “It is not known whether U.S. authorities thought the warning to be credible, or whether it contained enough details to allow counter-terrorism teams to come up with a response.” A month later, terrorists struck at the World Trade Center and the Pentagon in the largest terrorist attack in history.[12]”

    Believe me I’m not the only one who has noticed the persecution and no proof yet we have proof about the mustard seed and still SILENCE. I bet it feels like your world is falling apart and it should because of your silence in regards to truth. You ain’t fooling anyone, but yourselves. What about the children abused by the Catholic Church? GRACE GRACE What about the money laundered by the Roman Catholic Church? GRACE

    You killed Grace by Hospice.

    You will notice!

    DO YOU REMEMBER JESUS SAYING MANY SHALL BE OFFENDED?

    Is it because the size of the mustard seed is offensive or the size of faith to move a mountain offensive or because of the MALE sperm’s responsibility when it comes to

    unwanted pregnancies? INNIEs vs OUTIEs

    WINSTON CHURCHILL was right when he said WHAT he said about mankind.

    I would estimate 99 percent of males are worms and cowards. Luckily, my dad was a man, a good one which is why my mom married him and both were by my side at a very scary time for me. THE US ARMY DID, TOO.

    Perhaps we are also in ARMAGEDDON.

    Look it up. There are different ideas as to it’s meaning but you shouldn’t ignore their views and might gain some morsels of truth in the one’s you look up but it’s up to you whether you want to have a clue what might be on the horizon. You might learn something. I did.

    WHY DOESN’T SOMEONE ASK PRESIDENT TRUMP ON AN INTERVIEW ON CAMERA IF HE SAID THE THINGS HE IS ALLEGED TO HAVE SAID ON THE BUS ABOUT GROPING WOMEN? Instead the press used his wife. REPEAT WHAT IS ALLEGED TO HAVE BEEN SAID AND ALLOW HIM TO HEAR THE TAPE AND THE FILM ON CAMERA AND LET HIM SPEAK FOR HIMSELF? IT SOUNDED LIKE HIM BUT I KNOW ABOUT VOICE TECHNOLOGY AND WHAT IS POSSIBLE BECAUSE MY EX IS/WAS A SOUND ENGINEER. I KNOW THE DEMS ON THE PANEL TODAY QUESTIONING SOMEONE (ROSENSTEIN, a friend of mueller and who cares) AND USED IT AS A REASON TO ENTERTAIN US ON FOX and he believes all of the women because he is mexican, I THINK and wants us to think he isn’t biased against women a GERALDO WANNA BE. By the way some of the allegations don’t sound quite right besides the allegation on the plane. SO ASK TRUMP NOT SOMEONE WHO HAS NO EARTHLY IDEA ONE WAY OR THE OTHER.  

    BEATING AROUND THE BUSH and wasting time and money.

     OTHERWISE< I think TRUMP INTERFERING IN THE MADURA POLITICS  in ARGENTINA/VENEZUELA IS WARRANTED UNDER THE CIRCUMSTANCES IF INTERFERENCE IN AMERICAN POLITICS IS ALLOWED BY LATINOS. I certainly don’t believe latinos respect women IN THE WORKPLACE.

    AT HOME MAYBE and in an alleyway for few pesos or lira with kids watching. LOL

    *It’s like a time loop of the times of the Great Depression, McCarthisim, The Dust Bowl (land management problems), etc …California wild fires etc and we have some safeguards against another depression however there are other factors we didn’t have then we have now which might counter the safeguards against a depression. We have had other time loops as well in the last 10 years to 15 years (probably more but I wasn’t watching) however the loops aren’t identical yet similar and shorter. I guess to reveal a pattern. Revelations type reveal. Patterns are often found by criminologists in order to find criminals (serial killers) and all of the above led to some very big wars so big they were called WORLD WARS. I think the Jesuits fit the description of a serial killer. Revelation isn’t necessarily all bad because we learn the truth which I think is the reason for Revelation. This is just a footnote for evaluation but I think it’s a pretty damned good one. The other guy won the Alabama election probably because people didn’t vote because of the shit going on and because of the lies for entertainment’s sake, for hypocrisy sake, etc. Fox or Cnn reported that Trump didn’t think the Judge would win and yet we heard otherwise, didn’t we. Fox reported that Trump said Trump’s agenda depended upon the Judge winning, which it doesn’t. It was only a test. A sick one. Not sure Trump had anything to do with it because it’s sort of a Caligula kind of entertainment which reminds me of OBAMA and his sick mind. There is more than one administration and a lot of lies probably to affirm Jesus in the Gospel of Matthew who said even the elect will be fooled and even so it can have a lot of meanings  including those already in office and those in HIGH PLACES. Two woman will be grinding at the mill (RU-MOR), one will be taken and one will be left. Politics and the religions of Roman Catholicism vs Islam and all the others sandwiched in-between which are mene. Let’s get it strait everyone is a hypocrite in some form or fashion but Jerusalem is the capital of Israel. It wasn’t the capital of Israel during their travels but it is now and it was before their travails. Handle it.

    The name Jerusalem in the Bible

    Also try to comprehend that the Vatican will not survive the onslaught and a few other places as well (I have a few ideas but I can’t be sure until it happens but I think my ideas are probably not too far off the mark). So travel, spread the wealth and learn to read a map while you can. Women are religions/politics in bible prophecy but also women. Jesus in the Gospel of John did not commit to man because he knew WHAT was in man. LIES, BULLSHIT and sperm and because Pontius Pilate said WHAT IS TRUTH which it isn’t. The left won’t allow Trump to be President and can’t seem to give up the reins and the same with the right. I am against you OG AND MAGOG. (in-og-ur-ation). Me too. I’m sick of it. Don’t eat tuna for a while BUT IF YOU DO Try it with a-one sauce, ketchup and Worestershire sauce which might cut through SOME of the poison.

    The Washington Post is an American daily newspaper. Published in Washington, D.C., it was founded on December 6, 1877. … In 2013, its longtime controlling family, the Graham family, sold the newspaper to billionaire entrepreneur and Amazon.com founder Jeff Bezos for $250 million in cash.
    Steve Green, President of Hobby Lobby, here is a question for you:
    Is the mustard seed the smallest of seed?
    What does circumcise mean? How many heads are there?
    I don’t mean to be mean and ironic 
     I’m glad Senator Rubio held out and hopefully he will do it some more. I think 3000 per kid and after 4 kids the price goes back down to 1000 per kid. That way it isn’t a catholic deduction but a reasonable deduction based on a normal size family otherwise promoting in town gas guzzling vehicles, global warming, over population, negligence and ignorance (the kind that leave a baby or kid or dog in 100 degree weather inside a car with the windows rolled up and plenty of other examples) or perhaps a graduated kid deduction the more children you have the less you can deduct at some sort of a tipping point and I think by figuring out the average size family (the mean size family) in the USA would be fair to base the kid deduction amount upon.
    There is some science that says the sperm of a male and the egg of a female have an age degradation as to what one produces later in life if they over do it but with an exception of someone who has twins, triplets, quadruplets, quintuplets etc.
    or we could go to consumer tax and not worry about it . 
    I like Sarah Sanders Huckabee because I think she shoots straight: I do not like Laura InGraham because I think she doesn’t. I saw Laura InGraham get sandwiched a few days back by a few lawyers very nicely done though and it could have been worse because she deserves it. I think it may have helped her a small bit to get off her high horse and I think it surprised her. I hope she gets more surprises and not just for Christmas. Everyone needs it once in a while however I think Laura needs it about once a week.
    Saw a snippet of Chicago’s Rahm Emanuel offering some new scam for illegals and the timing is kind of coincidental. Jesus in the gospels said ” be wise and do no harm” which might be kind of a warning. Unscramble RAHM and you get HARM. SO BEWARE. And now I have learned he wants Chicago to be  trump Free zone and wants to bring in the UN to settle things in Chicago. He wants a veil.
    I could be reading into things about the HARM and RAHM, but on the other hand the times we are in it’s possible it’s a word anagram and definitely against TRUMP, IMO. By the way Jesus uses the word lambs and says I send you forth as lambs meaning as in born because he sure can’t send forth lambs as in the unborn. But also said be as sly as foxes in the past and now it says be wise as serpents in the gospel of Matthew.
    A possibility is Armageddon may actually be spelled with an H. Harmageddon….. a silent H.
    Heard there is a ban or some kind of word language directive not to call a fetus a fetus by Trump. WHY? Because of Mueller? Or because of Cardinal Comey? changing the severity of words used as far as Hillary Clinton is concerned? The book of Acts? (The feet of them?) reigning terror on the people and using a WOMAN as an example while the guy faked it. ANANANANAIAS Tricked his wife IMO to make her lie for her husband like a constitutional right we have these days not to testify against a husband yet he screwed her over as her husband BUT USED HER SUBSTANCE (like SUSAN RICE and others and their substance.) Below is a picture of Obama at Petra where a commune occurred to escape the invasion in Jerusalem, I think and didn’t escape. He was probably born in Petra a short version of petrified. Peter petrifies. with the type of weaponry available these days Petra would not suffice against the enemy. It would not have kept the Nazis away as illustrated below. )
     James Woods pegs Barack Obama: ‘He’s a Muslim’ IMO he’s evil. The Destroyer. Anyone who supports Hezbollah is evil. What good has Hezbollah accomplished? Destroyers and  nothing more.
    which is OKAY for Peter as an example IMO for a commune in order to rob and to steal and to scare the crap out of everyone to make telling the truth unattractive but being entrapped is okay and it isn’t. The couple had a right to hold back a little information just in case it was a cult and OBVIOUSLY it was. Lying to the holy spirit as if Peter or whoever it was acting like Peter probably in PETRA as if he was the Holy Spirit more like a ghost a DEADLY GHOST. A DEMON messing with people and whoever was assaulting Jerusalem and crucifying Jesus which obviously Pontius Pilate and others were involved in the crucifixion. SICK STUFF.  Pope Benedict said MAYBE IT WASN’T THE JEWS WHO WERE RESPONSIBLE FOR THE DEATH OF JESUS and I think is the reason he was replaced by a JESUIT POPE. Petra was said by many people in the religious business to be a place of escape for Christians in the future but I think it was the past or why the statues? What about Jesus plying women with wine? Was it supposed to keep her virginity or to loosen her up to dance? There’s lots of controversy in the gospels probably hoping to spark interest and to show controversy and to make people think. The gospels do not harmonize.
    WE ARE DANCING, AREN’T WE? 
    in the bible talks about 1600 furlongs which I have written about n some posts might be referring to the address of the White House 1600 Pennsylvania Ave when Obama was in office  but uses the words “a  space of ” which Obama used as well a few times. Remember when Obama wanted to teach a lesson they will never forget and something about let it out of the box to stretch it’s legs and the king of Jordan bombing Syria? etc. The distance from Megiddo to Petra is about 209 Kilometers. Some people referred to 1600 furlongs as a space of 200 miles. I wonder if this is the connection? and instead of writing kilometers wrote miles. I think there is a connection. Here is an article about Armageddon with some interesting propositions, whoever wrote it can’t spell, but just because one can’t spell doesn’t make them stupid. Einstein failed math…  he just needed a little more time and to get bigger and gain some weight to make him stronger and to exercise his brain and he came up with the equation: E = mc2
    What if he was wrong? What if he didn’t fail math and everyone else was wrong and he was right?
    Obviously there were some frauds acting like Jesus at the time or later or on the road to Damascus and Petra or in the writings for propaganda’s sake as there are now.
    But the RCC didn’t allow people to think by not allowing the bible to be read by Roman Catholics for a long time about 2000 years and look what it has caused.
    ARMAGEDDON. 
    Maybe in the past Petra was Megido?
    Correct me if I’m wrong but Megido was a place where I think the jews committed suicide because they were trapped/entrapped(romanced) by the Romans and some kind of evil rather than be tortured to death. For example binding a group of prisoners – jews with their hands behind their back and tossing them in the Dead sea to see if they would float. Salt was a commodity at the time a preservative for meats, fruits and veggies, perishables. In WW11 some prisoners were only given bread to eat obviously to see if they could survive on bread alone written about in a book called Night by Elie Wiesel. Some kind of loop there if you ask me testing God or Jesus who said I am the bread of life. The captors lost the war. Little men are gonna lose the war against females. IF you compress and compare some of the things written about in The History of the Jews and some of the other writings by Josephus son of Matthew adopted son of the ruler at the time Flavius, Josephus was also hired to write propaganda as well for the Romans when the temple was destroyed and the holy books were taken from Jerusalem which I think occurred after the veil was rent from one of the the twains of the twain to twain which I think has something to do with the times when they tried to rebuild Jerusalem 70 years later. It’s pretty explicit and as it progresses in some of the writings it seems to get to some kind of madness/craziness and compare to the times of the bible or compare to events in the bible it gives a more realistic hedonistic perspective of how horrible it was in those times for the jews by the romans which is why they were dispersed. I think it might be happening to the romans the ones that are perishable not like the romans that count such as (suckass)Neil Cavuto. NOT YET ANYWAY. I think his time comes when the Vatican is destroyed and all of it’s powers are eliminated. The bigger they are the harder they fall but don’t be jealous of him because he is unaffected. HE WILL BE. As a friend of my sister a lowly banker’s wife said to her one day sitting outside on their patio as she was seething that her husband lost a bunch of their money and their clients money on the stock market trading options on some kind of scheme he had cooked up and lost in one day in October and quite a while later the clients found out because he withheld the information from his client/s she said “it is harder for those who had money to lose it than those who never had it” and soon after had liposuction on her thighs and butt) and years later under the influence of the BGEA a cult she called me and said my mom had died and that she had hospiced her for two weeks before she died and that she knew my mom would not want to live that way and then said she loved me (kind of in a weird way like Greta talks when talking about some gory story about a missing person or murdered person and said I Love you Bea.) without telling me at the beginning of the two week period obviously without my consent proving her former sweet mate and friend to be full of babel. Indirectly the stock market killed my mom by hospice in retaliation for a large loss in options trading. I have no idea if it was a legitimate loss or if the stock market cheated him. I don’t know the particulars and my mom didn’t trade on the stock market. The company he worked for was connected to the same company at the World Trade Center and the whole set of people in the company at the location were killed that worked for the company at the World Trade Center in NYCity. My sister and her husband were also friends of the Bushes. Not close or anything but knew of each other and even went to where ever it is up north they vacation as guests because of his dad in the oil company who was President of the oil company for quite awhile. They went to the same golf tournament once a year which only a few people are allowed to go by invitation only and even took my dad one year as their guest to the famous golf tournament held once a year where Tiger Woods made this reputation. The Bushes knew quite well the leader of the BGEA Billy Graham as did many other Presidents except Truman who thought he was a charleton/a fake. I also read somewhere 95 percent of people trading options lose. It’s like going to Las Vegas and playing on the slot machines. I’m sure Billy Graham doesn’t appreciate finding out the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed. LOL Billy Graham was a shill for the RCC/Vatican. IF only 5 percent of people come out ahead in trading then it’s a ROYAL rip off and its FIXED to take money from clients and from traders. Those are bad odds. I believe it. You would do better playing 21 in vegas than trading options. However the show about poker on TV I watched a guy cheat his ass off, an alien looking asian guy. He was cheating big time. He waited every time for results announced of other peoples hands and then made his bet or folded etc. IT was obvious he had a listening device somehow he was using and I think the people that film i.e. the Producers of the show knew it. HE made sure one chick lost her ass and that was the point. ANTI FEMALE. Teaching her a lesson or something and SADISTIC. LITTLE MEN trying to put down women. Only little men do it. Only little men would try to devastate women and I hope Trump tries not to sink to the level of little men. I hope he has more courage than the tax bill exhibits but I do know the EXCUSE is the other little men in Congress and I hope he doesn’t use women like Obama did because if he does well I don’t know how long Armageddon will last and neither does JESUS only God knows but he may not survive it himself or come out the way he would like. He may be being tested as well. Leave the name fetus, okay because it is a fetus until it is born. DO NO HARM to women or you will regret it. You can’t change the rules mid game. rules as in measurements.
    IT was so obvious…the cheating in the Poker show (POKE HER SHOW) and this was during t(he Obama Administration. She wore a reddish brown short leather jacket. It was sickening to watch and I thought this must be the new entertainment fucking over women. (Sorry for the cussing but it was over a hundred thousand dollars she lost and it was mean spirited.) I have a pretty good eye. It may not be pretty but I see things and I’m not any more delusional than the episode of the large van when Trump entered before he was elected and said some weird stuff yet didn’t?. Other people lost money as well but she was the target. Insiders. By the way, We don’t like you Chris Stirewalt. No one in their right mind would feel assured by your nonsense. Go home.
    IT WILL END! EVENTUALLY LOL
    I thought this was kind of interesting, however I’m not sure of the meaning but perhaps it has to do with faith, the mustard seed and HYPOCRISY and I wonder why Hypocrisy’s last two syllables are CHRIS-Y:

    THE TEMPTATION OF CHRIST

    (and a thousand Peanut Butter Sandwiches)

    Saw the Pre-Christmas Eve Special about Scott Peterson and his deceased 7-1/2 month pregnant wife Lacey Peterson who was allegedly murdered by Scott Peterson and tossed into the San Francisco Bay: basically it was a synopsis directed/narrated by Kimberly Guillfoyle of Fox News of the end of both their lives: Scott and Lacey and their fetus she had already named which is kind of odd for a first born because most people aren’t sure about naming the first go around till usually around the 9th month or later but according to the report he was an 8 month old fetus, Scott said 7-1/2 months named Conner, however it could be a family name but when does life begin?) and thought how weird that Life Insurance wasn’t given the credit it deserves for the cause and effect/affect of the murder of Lacey Peterson. The SPECIAL was called “Interview With A Monster.” I think it was a 250 thousand dollar life insurance policy he had taken out on his wife, but not his son. Isn’t it odd we got to hear about people who are less social and introverted as the cause of the murder by someone who is a full of shit made for TV entertainment psychologist as the cause and effect/affect because Scott was out and about having an affair so he wasn’t that introverted WRONG ANALYSIS and the effect/affect of being in debt up to his ears in the fertilizer business and enticed and tempted by an opportunity of making 250 thousand dollars and lured by the possibility of a better life with his new beautiful girlfriend debt-free. Boats don’t kill and neither do suitcases. I wonder if Life Insurance kills or is it a policy that merely tempts?
    There ought to be rules about Life Insurance. DID LACEY KNOW? Did Lacey’s parents know? 
    Making a bet on someones life or death.
    If you can’t take out Life Insurance on a fetus should you be able to take out Life Insurance out on the mother of the fetus? Should you be able to take out Life Insurance at all? Lots of plane tickets include some sort of life insurance for it’s passengers spur of the moment though not all plane tickets are bought spur of the moment and makes you wonder if some airplanes are doomed. Lockerby, Scotland airliner, John Kennedy Jr. (JFK’s son and pregnant wife), 9-11 planes and victims, covering up murder with a catastrophe involving others and make money at the same time like the mob, terrorists and others. Rev. Wilkerson was instructed or had some kind of message to make 1000 peanut butter sandwiches for firefighters the night or so before 9-11. So someone knew it was gonna occur before it happened and religion is involved besides ISLAM. Wilkerson’s last message on his blog was telling and left some signs as to who might be responsible and soon after he made the post on his blog he was killed in an auto accident involving a truck with lumber in some kind of purposeful accident in Texas. The sign he left on his blog was the motto of the BGEA. I can’t remember the exact motto at the moment but something like WHATEVER IT TAKES which I wrote about on my posts about JFKs assassination because Billy Graham was involved in the assassination though he wrote in his book JUST AS I AM (thinking delusion he is God) his alibi and was on the radio at the time of the death with some other people but conversations can be pre-recorded and then wrote about the visit from JFK jr in regards to his dad and soon after JFK jr and his pregnant wife died in a plane crash in the ocean. JFK jr also went to see Fidel Castro before he died and also was vying for the same seat as Hillary Clinton was vying for in the Senate and she won –  COINCIDENCE?
    Weird power outage : The Atlanta Georgia airport was closed and traffic diverted because of a power shortage-outage of some kind and causing all sorts of havoc in the airline industry. Were the tickets insured?

    Atlanta’s Hartsfield-Jackson airport restores power after crippling

    and a train derailment on the west coast because of something on the track and speeding an inside job and an outside job to make sure it derailed as Trump was giving his speech or right before he gave his speech about infrastructure investment We have some spies in our government working with others outside our government causing harm and I don’t think the spies are communists, I think the spies are nazis. Reflect: what and who were the two earlier world wars about? How about the 6 day war? The spirit and the body are two different things:The flesh and the spirit which is why we see things differently especially thru – the media and evil uses the body but the body exists in other times as well. Remember the secret follower and his friend? The one who begged for his body in the gospel of John ? to copy and to deceive I hit a nerve. Often when I hit a nerve the media attacks me and my family in very odd ways (usually on Fox) but at least I know it. The TV media often is the delusion as well as the deluded. If it were correct in it’s copycat stuff like using Poser and or CHATBOT or even mind control drugs it would be correct in all ways and isn’t…I can tell the difference. Just enough off the mark to be a fake. It isn’t just the tone of voice or the facial similarities there are other contributing factors such as mannerisms, style, spirit etc which help to delineate the true from the fake. Not to mention but I will: intent and timing. Before or after the assassination JFK’s wife went to India to the Taj Mahal and to the reflection pool. Mentioned she wished her husband could have been there and that she received something she wished her husband could have received. I have no idea what she received but she was the one who shot him in the head (mind controlled possibly) after he was stabbed in the back by some contraption of the limo he was in to keep him in his place in order to make the head wound and because it was or has been suggested the head wound had to do with something to do with the healing of the head wound in Lateran Concordant of 1929 and 1798 and the year 538. (I think the assassination of JFK was an attempt to make a different conclusion and turn it around on the USA and it’s presidents and not the Vatican but of course the USA hasn’t been around for nearly as long as the Vatican in fact I think the USA kind of came about fleeing Vatican Persecution because the Vatican has lots bad habits and a litany of persecutions and the latest is Hospice one of the persecutions inspired and lauded by the Jesuit Pope because of the pact (false covenant) with the devil to protect the Vatican. Neither the Vatican nor the devil like freedom/liberty/experience to learn because ignorance is their bread and butter and does not like the USA or Russia because of WW11. I had a very good friend who worked in the French Underground and lost her dad because he was taken away one day by the Nazis. She never saw him again but I guarantee she is with him now.) The thing that stabbed him in the back was remote controlled and nicked his tie when his elbows were raised and retracted out of his body as soon as the deed was done. There was a person at the scene of the crime by the sign of Stemmons Freeway who might have had something to do with the remote control.

    Tell No Man

    I wasn’t going to mention OJ (trying to be fair) but OJ also had nicks/cuts on his hands probably from getting into his golf bag looking for his hair pick. LOL Tee’s are hard to get out of the soil sometimes and you need a knife to dig them out or he cut himself on the zipper of his golf bag putting away something or other. Apparently the Vatican never learns. Maybe Laura In Graham as in Billy with a cross on doesn’t either. She brought up abortion again in regards to females in Mexico coming to the USA for abortions and now is trying to use abortion as the excuse and the reason for illegal immigration. Abortion, abortion , abortion. Does she have any other crusades besides her crusade against other females? I guess she wants to be # 1. Is she an only child or the first born of many children? She has got a problem and it’s me. Would Laura Graham rather females bleed to death in an dark alley and never have children like her? Would it thrill her to watch females suffer? Does she get off on it? Maybe it would have been better if she had never been born. She must be following my blog. Cot ya. GRACE GRACE AND SHE HAD NO GRACE not for other women and their families only for herself a woman of an immaculate reputation. You should not wear a cross! I knew she couldn’t resist. Do you think you are better than my mom and dad and my family and their family? Let me assure you that you are far worse and a shill as well for the RCC, the Vatican and the Jesuit Pope a devil’s advocate and a follower of the devil and it’s persecution of a company of good people a VERY LARGE COMPANY of good people who will eventually put you down and out of your misery for others. Are you feeling warmer Laura? Laura needs another sandwich. A knuckle sandwich please a little harder than the last soft doughy one LIVE on air. Your new nickname will be Laura IN-Graham the immaculate.

    Can’t Take My Eyes off You – Frankie Valli and The 4 Seasons

    Why is the pope wearing a tit on his head?
    Don’t you wonder what he is really thinking while he is being photographed!
    GREAT SPEECH by Trump as if he speaks softly but carries a big stick. My parents would be proud, in fact, I think all of us would be proud – all of our family even the democrats. Sounded sane to me.
    IF FOX NEWS IS HEAVEN I’m sorely disappointed.
    I think we ought to find a FEDERAL RESERVE CHAIRMAN who is FOR AMERICA and who is against GLOBALNESS and who is against the NEW WORLD ORDER
    which has proved to be ANTI AMERICAN AND ANTI ISRAEL.
    IT MIGHT PROVE TO BE HELPFUL IF WE DID.

    IS IT POSSIBLE?

    Is there such a thing without destroying other peoples economies who actually truly puts America first so we can have a faster track to a successful country. 

    U.S. GDP by Year Since 1929 Compared to Major Events

    In regards to the UN vote about Jerusalem: Peer Pressure is an amazing THiNG not THINK. So Erdogan thinks he’s smart? No wonder his name starts with an er…where’s the other r? I guess it’s silent.

    Peer pressure makes mice of men.

    I BELIEVE GOD is taking names, too.

    I don’t think the UN is relevant anymore.

    (billions of wasted dollars.)

    It’s the first place I would cut off funds because it’s a waste of time and cents because the UN has no sense. It’s ILLOGICAL and FUNDAMENTALLY FLAWED.

    $,$$$,$$$,$$$,$$$.cc

    It doesn’t really matter what it thinks.

    You ought to put some ice on it.

    Before we got to meet Bret Baier’s family for Christmas. I guess it’s what he does on Christmas is shows off his family and his stunningly beautiful wife, his mascot. He’s selling a new book he wrote …like O’reilly used to do but this book is about Eisenhower. So quaint. Using his family to sell himself. I was walking by the tv and I have no idea what channel the tv was set at but noticed about 5 tall beautiful women dancing seductively, very seductively and I noticed the one on the very right a blond and it was Laura Ingraham the immaculate smiling seditiously and sadistically. I said out loud, “Hey, there’s Laura.”  The Immaculate who angles because she’s an angelic being. I also saw Trump’s face but I can’t say exactly explain how but with a look on his face …it’s hard to explain but it was not a nice look however I have no idea in reference to what but only for a split second as a suggestive kind of moment. There used to be a tactic used using the technology of film to suggest without the watcher realizing it in between the frames of a film putting in a suggestion, but I saw it. I was meant to see it. Probably how Fox employees like O’reilly were able to sell their products like his books that he said God told him to write his killing series he was inspired to write by God, of course he also had the luxury of selling his books every night he aired his show so no wonder his book was number 1 on the best sellers designation. After Bret Baier did his business in regards to Benghazi I’m sure he is now receiving his reward. I hope it’s worth it kind of on the same road as O’reilly except for the Benghazi propaganda and Bret helped with the pr which came in handy. I came back soon after doing something in the house and turned to Fox News to see some propaganda but the debater was on (Tucker Carlson) with a quizzical look (which is not unusual) on his face. Very weird. Of course, some would say I’m delusional but I didn’t air it …. the tv did, I just noticed the games being played. The war games. I had written about are we dancing already in my post when I saw Laura InGraham the Immaculate angling on the tail end of her dance. Not sure why the split second expression and suggestion of Trump but like I have said either in the post I’m writing or the one before it the idea of Trump’s name is kind of interesting since in Revelation there are 7 trumpets. Perhaps there are 7 Trumps or years. Also his son’s name is kind of suggestive as well. Barron or something like it. I wrote a post called Blessed are the Barren quite a long time ago so when I noticed his son’s name I thought it was kind of interesting in lieu of my post written a few years before:

     The Fig Tree – Blessed are the Barren *

    THE GREAT AND TERRIBLE DAY OF THE LORD.

    In Russian history there was a famous person named IVAN THE TERRIBLE however I think we are dealing with Nazis in our government, politics, and religion just like in the past… a time loop. I think Russia was at war with fascism as well even though Russia/Soviet Union was and I guess still is a communist form of government. Either Germany was in the middle but was Hitler in the middle? The RCC definitely was involved even though Hitler wasn’t Catholic he made a deal with the RCC as did many others. I think as in Global warming which was not Gore’s idea it was Vatican inspired probably specifically Jesuit inspired so was World WAR ONE and TWO and the Third Reich so obviously it really was a third world war then and we are in the fourth installment NOW. The Germans used a gas called mustard gas as in the mustard seed of faith written about in the bible mostly the first three gospels called the synoptic gospels written by the Q source which I also wrote about in some posts on Merangue’s Blog.:  The mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed of course even in the plant world. As far as barren is concerned I think it was meant in the bible as those who never bore a child probably having to do with Hospice of the parents which is Vatican inspired as well using the excuse of Abortion for their tirade and persecution and the Vatican via Pope Francis put his stamp on it and on Mother Teresa (Tertius I think, ROSEBUD) a member of  Paul’s family introduced in one of the books later on after the four gospels as part of his family and PETER was warned 2000 years ago at the Sea of Gailee. So lots of stuff to consider confusing as it is I wouldn’t ignore it if you get to read my posts. Please when you go to Merangue’s Blog if you have the privilege most of the posts are written in the order I wrote the posts so I was evolving and sometimes devolving as well (learning amongst the deceptions going on at the time during Obama’s administration) but there is a TON of good information in the posts regardless and also some very good links in the posts written by other people with inquiring minds, even catholics who obviously were unsatisfied with the information they had been receiving and had been not taught. Learning as well. ‘A modern Jewish settlement’: How the Nazis tried to fool the world by turning a concentration camp into a fake town to convince Red Cross visitors the Holocaust was not happening In regards to the mandate of Obamacare being trumped by the President, the Old Testament refers to mandrakes and is kind of interesting having to do with Rachel I think and using a drug to attract. I think it might actually be prophetic and disguised as well to stand the test of time. Also I have wondered about the sign put on Jesus at his crucifixion: Jesus of Nazareth, King of the Jews. What if Nazareth means Nazi arrest of Jesus, King of the Jews. Something to think about. Don’t you wonder why Sen Kerry/SOS Kerry transported a bunch of witnesses (20-30 witnesses) from Benghazi to Germany never to be heard from again? Did Robert Mueller have anything to do with it? Is it because he brought no bread?

    The Main Line elitist who is investigating Trump: How upper crust Robert Mueller, the son of a DuPont executive, went to a Waspy New England prep school where he was John Kerry’s lacrosse captain

    How is it That Ye Do Not Understand?

    Check out Merangue’s Blog for some interesting comparisons and some funny posts as well like the one above. I think it has to do with denial.

    China, China, China As far as unfair trade with China and possibility of China helping North Korea we cannot allow ourself as a sovereign nation to be blackmailed into bow wowing to China or North Korea but on the other hand we cannot assume the evidence is true caught on camera of ships trading supplies with North Korea. Too bad there aren’t any people on the ships which might help to identify who they are. Think about the phantom ships before the Viet Nam war. I think we should do what is good for our country trade wise and not allow China’s desire to be number one at all costs (slave labor etc) deter us from being fair to ourselves and/or deter us from raising tariffs on Chinese products if needed or some other possibilities trade wise (disincentives) in order to put America’s interests first IN OUR COUNTRY which is the duty of our President to accomplish if possible… and it is possible. The world, nor did China, neither Russia elected Trump. Trump is not the President of China and Xi is not the President of the USA. Perhaps it will be good for our economy and be good for the Chinese economy as a result in their adjustments if he protects the rights of citizens and small businesses, medium businesses, large businesses, and corporations and all the rest of the business entities on our soil and in-between our borders and entices businesses to come home. Investigate the photography and the intel about the ships and countries doing business with North Korea. Could be another time loop we are dealing with. Let China do what it feels is right to do in response to the trade imbalance for their country. I, for one, do not want to be bullied or ham-stringed by a bunch of ne’er-do-wells and we should never allow it under any circumstances. Let the chips fall where they may. Does it mean a trade war. No, it means fairness. Does it mean all out war? Depends on China, doesn’t it? Or does it depend on the Vatican who wanted to Roman Catholicize the Chinese Catholics about 10 or more years ago??? I think China ought to investigate ROME and the Vatican ties to the troubles China faces and so should we and anyone with common sense and instinct who cares about the future for their children and their children, generations to come, and cares about their parents. Consumption tax would alleviate a lot of sorrows for many people and in the end relieve us of the greatest sorrow of them all and the fomentations of its dubious and deranged allies in our government and in other governments around the globe controlled and steered by

    the abomination of desolation’s

    FRONT

    known as the THE VATICAN

    using the UN and vice versa and other entities in our government that the founding fathers never intended to develop but warned us of the probabilities one in particular the IRS.

    WHO IS WATCHING THEM? GOD IS WATCHING THEM.

    Fox News just reported a day or so ago about the UN’s concern regarding Yemen and the starvation going on A BIT LATE and hard to fathom

    WHY

    NOW

    BROWN

    COW?

    Lusty Month of May – YouTube

    I think it helps to see a map once in a while to see what might be influencing Chinese policy and policies of IRAN, Pakistan, India etc. I know a bunch of Islamic influence/pressure in the ASEAN countries as well and both Pakistan and India. Remember the Iran Hostage Crisis with American prisoners during the Carter/Reagan years? I think the Islamization of the area is causing problems where it shouldn’t. Like turning the bumble bees and honey bees into killer bees and the importance of the bumble bees/honey bees role in agriculture which is gonna be the subject of my next post;) I think. Remember 9-11. NOT A SMALL INCIDENT! I think it’s related. Oh yea and don’t forget about the relationship of the religions of Islam and the RCC/Vatican (Jesuits) presented by Walter Veith. Is the Vatican using Islam or vice versa and on the heels of the decision by Trump to recognize Jerusalem as the capital of Israel which is LOGICAL and SOUND because it is the capital of Israel. Seems like China is getting swallowed up by Islam and Roman Catholicism from the looks of the map. In bible prophecy imagery according to Politics and Religion Irvin Baxter the tiger is Germany in reference to the four headed beast with four different animal heads. I used to listen to his show his radio show years ago on the way to pick up my daughter from school. Sorry he was talking about the leopard but the tiger was replaced by the leopard in Germany supposedly (their tanks): Something to do with the Holy Roman Empire. Probably fascism which has been big problem for a long time. I wonder if it is a Jesuit symbol? Daniel 7? Does a leopard change it’s spots? Does a woman ride the beast? Women are religions in the bible as well symbolically.…..Two women will be grinding at the mill one will be taken and one will be left. Can you catch a tiger by it’s tail or it’s toes? In any case Chancellor Merkel was pretty chummy with Obama. So were a lot of people for money. Bible imagery is very hard to understand. I don’t spend a lot of time doing it but I do remember SOME history especially in the last century. I still don’t know with any certainty what the Bulls of Bashan means. Is it talking about the stock market? The Bulls and the Bears. Bashan I think was in Iraq and then there are the bulls used in Spain for show for the conquistador sport using a red cape usually to piss off the offering to make the bull see red: Obviously not color blind..

    Psalm 22

    “Bashan is a biblical place first mentioned in Numbers 21:33, where Og the king of Bashan came out against the Israelites at the time of their entrance into the Promised Land, but was utterly routed.” WIKIPEDIA After WWll and the whole fascism thing, the Jews returned to Israel. I tend to trust the last one being the most recent and the immensity of WWll  and I think is to be trusted as an example of the bulls of Bashan. 6 million jews, etc,. and the reaction to the obvious recent announcement by Trump about jerusalem and recognizing it is the capital of Israel. Fox news has definitely… well some in Fox News have tried to get us to go to war with Syria, Russia, Ukraine and some to go to war with China. Mostly Robin of Batman and Robin: Sheppard Smith: The RED SCARE kind of stuff as occurred before WW11. It seems like a loop of some kind. Distractions and a overly abundance of deceptions. False news etc. (He reminds me of Agent Ready who was looking at the school book depository as a decoy and a diversion during the assassination of JFK and the Ukraine cirisis with Russia. Same exact position. and if it was so freakin’ scary why didn’t the Russian tanks just annihilate him but they didn’t. Believe me Russia is aware of who Sheppard Smith is and who Fox News is.) They would have if it were actually a war. Using a lot of propaganda and hurting families the most which is a mistake. Entrapping and lots of other tricks. Hospice is a big tip and the words of Jesus at the Sea of Galilee which I believe will bring down the RCC and it’s insanity and innate hatred towards women oh yea and the lie about the mustard seed being the smallest of seed has had it’s affect/effect and has a lot more coming to shut it down F O R E V E R. Sainting Mother Teresa? HOW SICK and DEPRAVED! A grown man kissing a baby doll? GEEEEEZ. If your mom had been hospiced without your consent or knowledge you would be pissed off too …THAT IS if you honored her i.e. loved her. I will be positive when I see the destruction of the Vatican in total. Until then I will be doing what needs to be done: Exposing the whore of Babylon to it’s end. Revelation predicts it’s end so It’ not like I have to wait too long to see it. Big stuff happens about every 2000 years or so and it is due. It’s end is just and around the corner and then I will be positively …………. and lots of good things will come my way. I have seen some VERY good signs in regards to it’s dwindling power all over the world poetically, politically, and personally as well. A few bad ones which I don’t deny but are only temporary glitches in the scheme of things. I know I’m on the high road on the pursuit I have chosen at least most of the time because I try to be on the high road. I KNOW the BGEA (Billy Graham Evangelical Association) is involved as well shilling for the RCC which is a huge mistake and screwed up a few people I love and hopefully they will eventually see the truth.

    Hells Angel (Mother Teresa) – Christopher Hitchens

    I don’t believe being on the cutting edge of technology is the most important thing and kind of destructive in it’s pace. I don’t even use a cellphone especially since Benghazi and seeing the photo of a man with a cell phone in his mouth and obviously using passwords from the State Department.

    The Trumpet and the Crumpets

    I have seen so much false news and even the advertising for the shows on Fox (not surprising of course. I didn’t order Omaha steaks because of the size of the steaks LOL I would have to eat 4 of the steaks to be satisfied or at least two of them in the same meal when I could go to Chilies to get a good steak dinner or any steak house and not have to cook it myself however went in on a pillow for the ex because he has trouble sleeping; he should but thought it might help him. (I had an acquaintance who was catholic and grew up without a pillow all her life until she grew up. She was married to a friend and they had 5 kids and got divorced. Both his parents died of brain cancer a year apart. Strange deal. He had a sound studio and sold it to the ex eventually and tried to get us to live in a huge building in New York state on a river to open a sound studio for recording that used to be a Masonic lodge in a Catholic town. Even had it’s own temple. Very eerie. Looked like the building from the movie The Shining without the maze garden. We went to check it out not knowing the details about it and boy it was kind of strange but we didn’t succumb to his desires. Met some strange people at a bed and breakfast paid for by the friend of my ex who donned a picture of himself playing a trumpet in their stairway/well of the doctor who was also a trumpet player. The picture was about 8 feet tall. He was a terrible husband to his wife and she forgot one morning to cook breakfast which was okay – I think we overheard them arguing the night before but I didn’t really enjoy her breakfasts anyway. Crumpets were kind of very hard and she was so unhappy though she had a cute children’s bookstore in their back yard that she loved and was proud of. He was very egotistical. The house lacked air conditioning. An old house. In fact the whole trip we just wanted a good hamburger and couldn’t find one. We searched. Even went to a gathering of our friends at their farm while they were still married and their hamburgers were tasteless. The sugar was tasteless fluff. I spent most of the trip feeling like WHAT IS THIS SH.T? Food is important. The morning of the trip the ex had an accident in the fog with a man from India who ran a red light and ran into my husband who spun out of control and ran almost into a gas tank at a gas station and totaled the car/van. The man from India blamed the ex but he obviously ran the red light and was going too fast in the dense fog. It was kind of like two trips in one as the one we took to Michigan. Crazy stuff. However the country side was pretty which made the trip worth going. It was free or we would not have gone. We did not pay for it. We finally got a burger we could tolerate from McDonalds however I’m not a fan of McDonalds burgers unless I’m starving or on a road trip but I used to love their burgers when I was a teenager because of the price and could eat a cheese burger, sometimes two, a fish fillet, a big mac all in one meal because of the size and price of the burgers with fries. LOL something like it anyway and I weighed only about 108 pounds or less until I had kids later in life. Obviously Masons and Catholics are of the same religion. It was kind of an educational trip for the reason stated previously and I think the reason for the trip without my knowledge at the time so I might connect the two later in life. The empty building towered over the catholic town. Kind of like ghosts, almost a ghost town, and a ghost building. The ex got his sound studio after his friend went nuts. Above the building he worked in was a microwave tower which I think was the reason. Something about those waves and which is part of the technology of H.A.A.R.P., I think. In the building a lot of people that worked in the building in the studios thought they saw ghosts usually at night. I didn’t see any ghosts however when working on the outside of the building after a friend/acquaintance of ours drowned in a lake under unusual circumstances I felt a gust of wind come up the long drive way and went right through me swirling around me the leaves and it was not October or during the fall but I knew it was unusual since it was only one wind. It was a sad day. He had polio as a kid and had a physical impairment as an adult because of it and was on a boat with his wife and other/s and was teaching some kid how to swim in the lake and the boat went it’s way without him. His wife didn’t know how to handle the boat. It was what we were told. The kid kind of made him drown by freaking out. The kid survived and he didn’t. The kid was not a kid but a young man. I thought the story was kind of odd. He was a carpenter. It was a lake which had a reputation for drownings: Obviously you don’t teach someone to swim in a lake. I think the group had been drinking and I think something was going on with the kid and the wife, but I don’t know for sure because I didn’t know either of them. I guess the boat lacked life jackets? The whole deal didn’t make any sense unless you were drunk, I suppose. I kind of remember there might have been one life jacket and the man who died gave it to the young man who was kicking him but not sure of that aspect of the story however the whole story sounded very odd to begin with. We got it in bits and pieces. Fragments. Reminds me of the stuff going on these days such as the Las vegas massacre, and many other massacres which don’t make sense and the investigations make even less sense as if no one has any common sense and sounds more like a multitude of coverups like the one bullet theory that was proposed for the assassination/murder of JFK. )   but I guess the sponsors of terrorism  – psychological terrorism of Fox News and the other stations as well so relax and enjoy what is coming your way. Of course I don’t know why the sponsors of terrorism do what they’ve done but I think some on Fox News know and I think are propped up by the Vatican and others (BGEA) and feel it is their right to do so, but it isn’t. NOT GREAT BUT GRETA type shit and I don’t believe it for a minute and you will REGRETA it. Very sick shit and I wouldn’t do it ANYMORE if I were you but I’m pretty positive you will continue as you have in the past and will wreak your own demise. Happy New Year! I’m not your enemy yet I have been attacked in MYSTERIOUS ways as were my parents attacked which are not my ways and not their ways either.

    Everyone touts peace, but at what cost? I dare say I bet more people have died during peace with evil than have died at war with evil.

    And upon her forehead was a name written, Mystery, Babylon The Great, The Mother Of Harlots And Abominations Of The Earth.

    Ash Wednesday

    What a dumb idea and whose ashes are on the foreheads?

    Those the RCC burned?

    papal conclave is a meeting of the College of Cardinals convened to elect a Bishop of Rome, also known as the Pope. The pope is considered by Roman Catholics to be the apostolic successor of Saint Peter and earthly head of the Roman Catholic Church. … A two-thirds supermajority vote is required to elect the new pope.

    What color is the smoke when a pope is elected?
    White Smoke, Pope; Black Smoke, Nope: How Conclave Smoke Gets Its Color. The world waited with bated breath for the election of a new pope, with all eyes fixed on the tiny chimney perched on the roof of the Sistine Chapel for a sign of either black smoke or white smoke.Mar 13, 2013

    How the Vatican investigates miracles

    A heap of lies because the vatican is insane and it has to go. Fox talking about a contrarian idea in regards to Iran and it’s people which Obama gave 150 million dollars and probably a ton more which didn’t get to the people for the Iranian deal which didn’t do anything good in retrospect?: Don’t give them money….GIVE THEM FOOD. DUH but don’t send it through INDIA if you can avoid it. We watched it in Africa and the hoarders took the food from the needy. Watched it in Syria and the people in a small neighborhood were poisoned by a rice shipment from China THRU INDIA and blamed on Assad via German INTEL which happened to be at the right place and at the right time to record it and to film it of a small neighborhood in Syria as if they knew it was gonna happen at the moment it happened as if they had prior notice and good equipment and obviously GPS: nuns wearing painter’s masks and blame it on saran gas. By the way just in case you are watching I know my ex is messed up. I try to figure him out but he is so cagey it’s ridiculous. There have been so many incidents and strange things I have encountered I don’t know where to begin except I know it is a spiritual problem to begin with and God only knows the rest of the story.

     Why would anyone follow a nun from Albania? Do you remember their rulers (their ruling family) and what happened to them? A bunch of murderers. I ask why would anyone follow a nun from Albania, OR ROMANIA, or WHEREVER THE HELL SHE CAME FROM but I mean anyone in their right mind. Why would anyone in their right mind follow a nun from Albania or Romania?
    As far as North Korean ships getting supplies from Chinese ships we heard about one ship and then it became 30 ships yet we didn’t hear about the first 29 ships till we heard about the one ship.
    Was doing some online reading in regards to the Vatican and it’s wealth and no one seems to have any inkling about it and I guess is a mystery and read lots of totally contradictory opinions. I came upon a verse said by Jesus which was a quote from Deuteronoy 15:11 about the poor. Had been reading how the poor you will have with you always for some reason and honestly I forgot why i got on to the subject of the poor. Perhaps the news about Irans inner crisis and the money that was sent by Obama for a deal on the nuclear arsenal I think Iran is building and the money he gave to Iran which is probably only a hint of the truth and how the people aren’t getting food. Jesus in the Gospel of Matthew, Gospel of Mark and surprisingly also the Gospel of John said “For ye have the poor always with you, but me you have not always.” and then have two different versions of where Jesus was and who he was with and what was done to him by some woman.

    Ignorant Christians need to STFU about ‘the poor you will always have with you’ until they can be bothered to understand what Jesus actually said

    I read a few things about it and the guy who wrote this article or post above in regards to the verses in the gospels said by Jesus or quoted as having been said by Jesus while watching in between some very funny snippets of skits from the Dick Van Dyke Show and Andy of Mayberry and other shows of the sixties which were very amusing. Forgot how funny they were and simple as well. Simply funny. Anyway I read Deuteronomy 15:11 in context and different versions of it in regards to this article/blog post about the poor. Quite an interesting statement in other ways as well but most people think he meant there will always be poor people, hence don’t worry about it or this guy’s version – don’t be a miser, hand it over you greedy bastard, etc.

    LOGICALLY

    Since Jesus didn’t recite all of deuteronomy and just said the verse  and since most people have not read deuteronomy, I think he would have added all the rest of it from Deuteronomy if it was what he meant. I don’t think it was what he meant. I don’t think he was poor. I have a feeling he was middle class, hence the war on the middle class. Makes sense to me. Additionally if he did mean to direct people to Deuteronomy 15:11: Since most people have not read deuteronomy I think he may have been talking to catholics when he said this verse because for centuries catholics have not been allowed to read the bible to discern for themselves until recently. Deuteronomy 15:11 in context does refer to the sabbath as well and financial forgiveness on the seventh year in the ways written in Deuteronomy to neighbors and family and then adds others depending on the version you read which may be what he was referring to as well but I think definitely referring to what was said to Peter at the Sea of Galilee when he said three times Feed my sheep….FOLLOW ME. (depending on the version you read said feed my lambs twice and feed my sheep once etc.) No telling since even prophecy of Daniel was moved to the Gospel of Matthew during the Obama Administration and during Jesuit Pope Francis’s popery at the Vatican who puts on a show of humility yet steals a dead man’s necklace (a martyr) and is proud of it to gain courage he doesn’t possess and brags about it as if it’s cute and lives in a fortress full of stolen masterpieces and many other things such as fingernails, etc. I bet there’s money there and we ought to insist upon the investigation of their illegal banking practices and the many other illegal activities that seem to point to them.

    Anyway a parable is an allegory,

     I think the verse about the poor is an allegory/parable . 

    Every country the Vatican invades usually end up poor after it pillages, plunders, and rapes everyone and as in Israel in biblical times of the crucifixion the Vatican/ROME and more than likely Islam came back again after the first invasion when the jews tried to rebuild the city 70 years later and destroyed it again. I can’t help but think of what was said by the comedian Bill Cosby a few years back during the Obama Administration and during the papacy of Jesuit Pope Francis and the nuns he encountered via his catholic wife said “and they mean business” in regards to the nuns and to his donation for a building, etc. Obviously, he was being black mailed. Kind of a warning and a plea. This was before a few women complained about his sexual advances using drugs which is kind of interesting, I think. How did the nuns know? It’s a mystery to me. However, I think my first inclination is on the money and the verse about the poor since Jesus did not recite the rest of Deuteronomy. At the very least he meant he was not poor, IMO. I think Capitalism depends on the middle class and without middle class business/es (i.e. a healthy economy based on fair trade) the nations will deteriorate into communism, fascism, or worse:

    TOTAL DESTRUCTION.

    Deuteronomy and Numbers I have read is some kind of parting of the ways in the Old Testament like Bill Gates and Steve Jobs or Paul McCartney and John Lennon. I think the countries of the world are grappling with what works best for their societies and all of them still haven’t figured it out. Like a bunch of Social experiments going on all at once and I don’t think a World Government/religion with or without teeth is capable of handling even their own country especially since each one is competing with everyone else no matter what form of government/religion is in charge. I think ours is the most promising if we understand mobility of social classes needs to be protected and that without the middle class you have no mobility and usually end up in anarchy and the destruction of people and property. We have been experiencing Great Distress in our country edging closer to anarchy and had better try to protect our country FIRST AND FOREMOST while protecting TRUTH in History as well because it is a great teacher. I haven’t witnessed so far any Congressional Hearings which have ever produced anything truthful. If we were able to use truth detectors in the hearings it might help (they are used in the State Department to keep people in line) but some people are phenomenal liars i.e. SOCIOPATHS and especially in the Press establishments. It was pathetic to watch Trump having to pat Jesse Watter’s of Watter’s World on the back at his last interview with Trump. I felt like poor Jesse did you really have to ask the last question? It was embarrassing. The guy is driven by limousine and makes a great salary (I have no idea how much or how much he depends on it) and he still needs a daddy figure to tell him he’s doing a good job. He should know if he is doing a good job or not and if he had been raised by a good father figure he would realize it but he must be suffering from some kind of bad conscience about what he does for a living asking dumb questions on the street and not making an iota of difference in the world and ignoring some intimidation going on at his workplace towards women and non catholics and never ever discussing murder-suicide (of Mother Teresa and the RCC sainted by the Pope) of probably millions of people, innocent people some who fought wars defending his freedom to be a dumb dick so he could go to the beach and ask dumb questions. IMO.) I think someone ought to break an egg on his head and cook it and I hope Jonathan Livingston Seagull spots him from above and dives down for shot at him.

    What do you think of this? It’s an anagram.

    HE NEEDS the PRESIDENT to PROP him up. What did you expect him to reply? What about the women who lost their jobs at Fox for sexual harassment. Shouldn’t they get their jobs back? Could you not have asked his opinion about the women in your workplace. We know why: You wouldn’t have a job not because of Trump but because of Fox News and most if not all of the news organizations.

    I think Jesse Watter’s deserves a medal of honor for bravery and courage. NOT REALLY! Obviously IT’S NOT YOUR WORLD! Anyone could ask the questions you ask on the street not knowing the answers but looking them up beforehand and make others look stupid. Who Taught You THIS NONSENSE, O’REILLY? I don’t think I would be proud of you if I were you. I think you can do better. You might have to downsize a bit and make some changes but you shouldn’t let it stop you. Perhaps start your own news agency with some others who are dissatisfied with the status quo. I bet most of the people at Fox are dissatisfied and in other news agencies as well. Can you imagine what would happen if you did it all at once. Great advertising as well.

    A pres coup.

    Civility is impotent but you should still be able to ask important questions that are relevant if you were of a Free Press and were living in a Free Country but you are not suffering, other people are suffering. I think you ought to push yourself a lot harder and surprise a few people and it might actually do some good for you and for others and you might have gotten a cool answer as well if you had tried a little harder instead you got what you got. BS.

    Is Legalized Assisted Suicide (Oregon) and increased volcanic activity off it’s coast interrelated?

    I would think it is.

    Every month we have civil defense alarms either on the first Tuesday of every month or the first Wednesday of every month which sound off because it’s only a test and also used if there is a tornado nearby. Kim Jung Un says he has a nuclear button on his desk and Trump says his is nuclear button is bigger and he doesn’t need Congresses approval. I have two buttons which are not on my desk and I don’t need Congressses approval either.) What do you want to bet if there is a nuclear attack it will be on a Wednesday because Wednesdays’ child is full of grace but since it has been changed to Tuesday as the child of grace who knows.  I think we ought to start a market with stocks and bonds based on the odds of either. If it happens my bet would be on a Wednesday, Ash Wednesday. On Fox News Steve Bannon allegedly says in his new book though written by  called “Fire and Fury:Inside the Trump White House” that the Mueller investigation is about money laundering, Josesph Biden says its not a game, and my ex says Steve Bannon is an alcoholic, and Sarah Huckabee Sanders describes it as trashy tabloid fiction and it hasn’t been even released. Makes you wonder who wrote it. In any case back to my argument about whether or not Jesus meant the poor will always be with you and whether or not he meant it in regards to himself being poor as well and in reference to Deuteronomy 15:11 the bible hadn’t even been published until 1611 which was done in England and the gospels were not written when he said the verse in the Gospels of Matthew, Mark, and John regarding the poor and regarding himself. The Torah hadn’t been published (except to a very few people via carving in stones or on papyruses) in the 6th century BCE and women were not allowed to study the Torah till the movie with Barbara Streisand called YENTL. The Holy Books had been stolen from the temple when he was crucified and taken to Rome to be vandalized and used as propaganda. Supposedly there was a version in Alexandria (not Virginia)

    Dating the Bible

    which also talks about the fragments which were preserved somehow or another probably passed out to individuals when Jesus fed some people his bread. As far as the excerpt in the new book about Trump in regards to John Boehner saying, “Who’s that?” does not bother me one bit and explains why his daughter came to help him at the White House for nothing but to help her dad preform what he does best. Trump inherited a BIG MESS as the President and obviously has done a great job so far. So he had a short term memory loss: Big deal. Even young people have moments usually when overworked/overwhelmed or their mind elsewhere. He doesn’t get a lot of sleep and should not have to campaign so much. Doesn’t mean he is not able to be a good President. Anyone remember how Reagan acted? TEAR DOWN THIS WALL he said and now look at the troubles we’re having and we need and want a wall. What if  Reagan had said the same thing to the South and North Koreans. I bet we wouldn’t need nor want a wall if Reagan hadn’t erred on the wrong side of history. Carter gave away the Panama Canal and it was a huge mistake historically, IMO. I doubt we would need a wall if we had kept the Panama Canal under our control. My mom was born in Panama.

    I don’t know if Reagan made his mistake (IMO it was a mistake) before or after he was shot but it may be why he was shot either as a response to the mistake or in order to make the mistake……. and the same goes for JFK.

    A TIME LOOP.

    What both had in common was Billy Graham as did all the Presidents after WWll.

    The signing of the Reichskonkordat on July 20, 1933 in Rome

    I think the book might serve us well and Trump as well and sometimes being in the center of the activity at the White House isn’t the greatest of places to make a BIG difference and his observations aren’t necessarily a bad thing (he noticed something important while he was in the center of activity) and to have noticed means he was paying close attention and to have written about it isn’t wrong, IMO. I watched  CNN report about the books allegations and some of the allegations were true though the guest who was interviewed didn’t like the allegations regardless and I think whoever is investigating the allegation is checking it twice to see who has been naughty or nice. Might actually help in the long run. Everything isn’t perfect all the time and nor are people. I don’t think it was disparaging to have written what I have heard was in the book so far which is basically the statement about John Boehner which Sarah Huckabee Sanders said is the most ridiculous statement and doesn’t want to itemize all the others. I don’t think it’s ridiculous in fact I think  it’s normal for someone who might be busy or thinking about something else or not great of hearing. I remember while being on the phone talking to someone ( I don’t remember who but it was not someone I knew) and my sister walked through during my phone conversation while she lived with me during her divorce and said “Can’t you multi-task?” because I didn’t respond immediately to her request nor hear what she said as she was traipsing through the living room. FLIP FLOP FLIP FLOP in her flip flops. I think she wanted to know where the laundry detergent was or something mundane and silly, but it was kind of a bit of a reach because I do often multitask. As a mom…. it’s imperative. She was in a bad mood, in a hurry, and I don’t think she enjoyed her predicament (living with us and going through her nasty divorce because of the lawyers involved screwing her over and did horrendously and called themselves Christians and advertised themselves as Christians. She ended up with different lawyers after the Christian lawyers created a mess and took advantage of her and her ex. Took them to the cleaners because it was all they cared about was the money – OPM!) and something ticked her off I guess beforehand but I was taken aback by her question while I was on the phone and I wanted to say something in response which naturally was on the tip of my finger, instinctively. However, I controlled myself this time. When on the phone I don’t listen very well to two conversations at once especially when on the phone with someone I don’t know. It was silly but I’ll never forget it because it was rude. She was living in my house in dire straits and showed her lack of respect for me in other ways as well calling me darlin’ as if I was some pip squeak. It is what southern women do to other women they don’t respect and want to manipulate and belittle, or think they can diminish. She was my little sister. I was not hers. I never treated her in such a manner (except when we were kids and shared a bed and I drew a line on the bed and stuff like that but not as an adult.) There are other instances as well which were hard to take but I took it and they were unnecessary, frivolous, small minded, rude, and bizarre at best. I didn’t drive through an ATM lane and nearly demolish an ATM machine in my RV. She did with me as a passenger. I didn’t TWICE back out of my garage on two different occasions with my trunk wide open to scrape on a garage door. Later, a few years later I was referred to as Satan and the Devil and I’m not either of those things. She said in an e-mail I want my sister back. The last time we talked I sent an e-mail saying if you think your sister is Satan or the Devil why do you want her back? Something similar because she was acting weird via e-mails and we never talked again or wrote to each other again (except when I had heard she was in a car wreck with a truck and her husband had announced it to her friends on Facebook and my ex told me about it calling her his “dear wife.” never mentioning she was actually knocked unconscious from the accident which she REITERATED. He minimized her and the severity of the accident. Unconscious is pretty severe. I was using psychology in regards to the Satan/Devil stuff.) She lived with us for a year and a half maybe close to two years part of it off and on in-between living in her RV and taking over my daughter’s bedroom. When I went through my divorce she blew me off because she was newly married to a dick head who was using her and her divorce settlement and was at the hospital when my mom died by hospice, I was told. She met this dick head online via a dating service. Probably the ELITE dating service. Just kidding but she copped an attitude about herself.

    Anyway now Sheppard Smith is talking about the President repeating the same stories. How many times have you read the bible? And somehow you get something out of a particular verse or two differently each time or notice something different you hadn’t noticed before because of different circumstances evolving or have new facts to make the same story more interesting or intriguing. Like an open edition.

    “Open edition prints are fine art painting reproductions that do not have a limited print run.”;)

    Same goes for story telling more than once or twice. Would it make a difference if the stories were occurring in Czechoslovakia vs Indiana? In the summer of 65 vs in the winter of 2025? At night vs in the morning. Two people in the room vs three?

    When you take a walk on a familiar road does it always look, feel, sound the same?

    Why have books at all if you can’t read them again. Shall we burn them once read? TV sitcoms? Good movies?

    CARTOONS?

    (The cartoon above is pretty funny as are kids cartoons repeatably depending on your mood.) Every time I see the cartoon above a get a good laugh! Hannity had a repeat show about whether Trump would be President and all the naysayers including Obama and then Ann Coulter who was laughed at harshly because she thought he would be the President and was proved to be correct and Hannity was competing as a news program (obviously an old portion of the show) but on CNN one lady and her sources did double fact check the Wolff book on a few people who substantiated that some of the stuff is true while the guest was denying the fact checking.

    “Not a creature was stirring not even a mouse” story gets repeated on a regular basis every Christmas eve.

    Why do some women/men marry or date the same kind of assholes? Because they haven’t learned a lesson well enough. There were times in our family when my dad took off to see a movie by himself because he knew it was the best thing to do because his buttons were being pushed sometimes for good reasons and sometimes not, but he removed himself and went to some matinees to watch the old guard movies all by himself and it helped him, my mom, and us.

    I think Steve Bannon  removed himself as did John Boehner as I recall however it’s hard to know because of the news False news. Doesn’t mean they aren’t still married. LOL

    I don’t think a cease and desist order is the right thing to do. I don’t know what else was written or said by Bannon because I have not read the book by some ghost writer named Wolff. It sure isn’t freedom of the press if it is prohibited from being published. I think some people don’t want to hear about another book “Hacks” by Donna Brazile, head of the DNC? I think we need to hear more about it!

    Donna Brazile’s book accidentally reveals what the Democratic Party really thinks about women

    I think she is a force to be reckoned with from the interviews I have seen, very few. People talk about Elizabeth Warren as a female threat to the presidency and I think those people are nuts, Sorry Liz, but I think Donna Brazil might actually be the next candidate. A good one if she has the backing at least 7 years from now though I don’t know anything about her beliefs.

    I think the lawyers are the trouble with Steve Bannon and the President. But I guarantee the book is gonna sell because of the brouhaha about it. But I’m not gonna buy it. Like the JFK books after he was assassinated. A way to make money on BS. Using cadavers for advertising is pretty rotten, isn’t it? Cadavers that were not paid. Fox does it.

      I’m not a fan of Hillary Clinton or Bill Clinton but I think the reason for the private server was obviously to hide information from our government which isn’t ours anymore. I think it had to do with Billy Graham and Franklin Graham (BGEA) and the RCC (VATICAN). and probably OBAMA (he was mentored by Kissinger and Kissinger was hired by the RCC (VATICAN) because of money laundering and child abuse and the BGEA are shills for the RCC (VATICAN) so obviously the RCC (VATICAN) is GUILTY of a lot of this-shit going on in our country and other countries as well. I don’t know what they were hiding but probably has to do with Benghazi the only hearing she has ever had to testify about which is how important it is/was what occurred and what did not occur and somehow Mitt Romney (NSA-Mormons-UTAH) was aware of it. So many lies it’s ridiculous so obviously something there when 30 witnesses are transferred to Germany via Sen. Kerry Heinz never to be heard from again and he replaces her as Secretary of State and in the interim she has some kind of head injury to stop her (or delay her) from testifying about Benghazi while other Senators (John McCain, Lindsay Graham threatening the muslim brotherhood leader in Egypt about US tax dollars if they didn’t behave themselves and probably others) are funding the Muslim Brotherhood in Egypt (a rift between Mubarak – because he spent US tax money on tourism or a castle and tried to stop a Muslim Brotherhood coup in his country – and someone else?) and elsewhere during the Obama Administration. And then came the tunnels from Egypt to The West Bank or to some where in Israel to attack Israelis. And a rift between Billy Graham and the BGEA, the Mormons and the NSA, and the Vatican and the Jesuits, the Masons, the Neo-Catechumenal Way, Opus Dei and the New World Order in regards to whether or not the mormons are an occult. UN buildings used as staging points for the missiles launched against Israelis in Israel. Global warming/climate change/cooling is the warming – Al Gore fanatics who are actually trying to keep afloat a Vatican premise to make money selling us lies. What about places like HAARP (seeding storms and heating the atmosphere and heating the oceans and  heating the lands with microwave technology. Very quick cooking. And you wonder why there are people like Rachel Maddow and Joe Scarborough in the world. Their brains were cooked probably in some storm or something caused by microwaves or HAARP. WHY DOES THE CHICK NEXT TO SCARBOROUGH LAUGH AT EVERY INANE THING HE SAYS? IT’S TOTALLY ANNOYING. HE ISN’T FUNNY! HE SHOULD BE ON THE STREET AND OUT OF A JOB. HE IS EXTREMELY UNTALENTED and he looks like he has a carrot for a nose, lol!) causing the MEGA storms, hurricanes and tsunamis and earthquakes, wild fires, massacres, and nuclear accidents to help float the premises of the Vatican to keep it afloat. And the Muslim Brotherhood has been such a good influence knocking up a bunch of young girls, EBOLA and then ISIS and a lost nuke on the coast of  the Carolinas during the Obama Administration who was mentored and promoted and given a thumbs up and his stamp of approval during Obama’s run for the presidency by Kissinger who was hired by the Vatican. Religious persecution of women and their families via the news (mostly Fox) who have had abortions in the past used as an excuse to hospice (also a Vatican premise), illegal immigration to thwart attempts to build a wall because of the Vatican premise – “a world without borders” not to mention 9/11. A time loop: the Japanese attacking Pearl Harbor and the Saudis attacking New York. Was Kissinger who was hired by the Vatican meddling in the US election then? Which would mean the Vatican was meddling in the US election, wouldn’t it, and all we got was SHIT during the Obama presidency. Was the Vatican pulling his strings? And still a few slurs from the Immaculate Laura InGraham with a cross on in regards to abortion any chance she can get. You ought to read what often happens foster kids. Can the Immaculate Laura InGraham fix it? Can she re-foster all of the foster kids in the past who fell through the cracks? THOUSANDS of kids. WHERE THE HELL DID FATHER JONATHAN of the Vatican of Fox News disappear to who wanted to pull the plug on a kid in a coma and made many appearances on LIBERAL talk shows and on Fox News shows at the time to bully the mom to give up on her daughter (not son). We never heard the end of the story. Did he go where O’reilly went? Is it because Fox cares? Is it because the Immaculate Laura InGraham cares? Did the Vatican pull the plug? Was the Vatican successful in it’s pursuit? Why haven’t we heard anymore about the girl? Talk about meddling by the Vatican, why don’t you! The Vatican seems to be the reoccurring ingredient and it’s premises in most of the troubles we face as a sovereign nation. It’s sobering isn’t it? The revolutionary guard of Iran’s flags sure look similar to Italy’s flags. IMO And now POTUS (I realize its meaning) is involved in the WOLFF/BANNON publishing thing. WHO THE HELL IS POTUS? IS IT THE SECRET SERVICE IN MARYLAND WHO HAS DAILY BRIEFINGS with the President and MAKES SUGGESTIONS ON TALKING POINTS EACH DAY FOR THE PRESIDENT (at least for Obama). You wonder why the President chirps on a daily basis? Probably to tell us how he really feels at a given moment depending on who or what is squirreling/swirling around him which more than likely is POTUS, the Secret Service.

    The President has an ego and you ought be glad he does otherwise he would give Iran 150 millions  more dollars.

    There is a saying about taxes and death attributed to Benjamin Franklin:

    Was it a prophecy?

    I looked up the costs of death i.e. the business of death and found if you donate a dead body to science and then cremate it’s much cheaper. I’m gonna suggest it to my children for their daddy when he dies. Then I thought I might find four canning jars and send them to his brothers and suggest a few polluted rivers to dump them in Michigan. Forgot he only has three now. 3 jars. WHATEVER. and then take a vacation on the savings.

    Consumption vs Income Tax: Which has a Larger Impact?

    I have heard you can’t take it with you when you die but I’m planning on taking what I have earned in a blink of an eye or in a twinkle in the sky.

    I think a healthy combination might be

    the Border wall with Army bases, Consumption Tax, DACA, and the Panama Canal. 

    The Building of the Panama Canal

    Why did we give up the Panama Canal?

    “Clymer explains that Carter’s reversal came after Henry Kissinger and Sol Linowitz, Carter’s point man on Latin America, advised him that further delays in the treaty would cause irreparable harm to U.S.-Latin American relations, with Mexico even willing to dispatch troops to Panama’s aid in the event of conflict.”

    A MAN, A PLAN;THE UNINTENDED CONSEQUENCES

    (OF GIVING UP THE PANAMA CANAL.)

    God’s Ambassador Advises World Leaders

    Newly released White House tape reveals one of Billy Graham’s

    toughest talks with Richard Nixon

    If you read the articles above God’s Ambassador wasn’t truthful, was he?

    How did Rev Wilkerson know to make 1000 peanut butter sandwiches for the 9/11 fire fighters the night before 9/11 occurred? He was an Evangelical as was Billy Graham and under his spell. President Carter was an Evangelical and a born again Southern Baptist as well. Gore was also a Southern Baptist. Obviously Rev Wilkerson had a conscience to give us a clue and I think he was killed because of it. He left a message on his blog his last post before he was killed in an accident in Texas about the BGEA and the “Whatever it takes…” motto at the time. Billy Graham (Billy Graham head of the  Evangelical Association) was a shill for the Roman Catholic Church and probably had him killed.

    Idon’tthinkit’stherightway.

    Let me just make a connection besides the obvious connections above. We handed over the Panama canal in President Carter Years and I have no idea if it had to do with the Iran Hostage Crisis.Then we had the Oliver North Iran Contra problem in Central America, the collapse of the Soviet Union in the Reagan years, and then we had the Clinton years changing the farming practices in Central America and now we have an excessive problem with illegal immigration from Central America and all these Presidents were spiritually advised by Billy Graham, a shill for the Roman Catholic Church.

    MAYBE WE SHOULD DO SOMETHING HEROIC LIKE TAKING BACK THE PANAMA CANAL: CAN TRUMP HANDLE THE ART OF THE BAD DEAL?


    Life is rough for Meryl Streep wow – how courageous. I love her acting and I love art as well but she enjoys what she does for a living based on the courage of others in real life and death situations: funny how people change, not always for the better. POMPOUS IN HER SPLENDOR

    Are you sure it wasn’t Alec Baldwin or someone-else you thought you saw?

    MCGOWAN: FAKERY FOR WEARING BLACK AT ‘GLOBES’…

    I didn’t watch the awards show but read a little bit about it and the man in black from the movie Men in Black, Tomuy Lee Jones and the Meryl Streep conversation that she recounted reminded me of the conversation Nancy Pelosi had with her grandson a few years back. If you read the excerpt about the movie Men in Black it talks about some agents and a secret plot to assassinate 2 ambassadors from opposing galaxies in New York City. Fox news is filmed in New York City, isn’t it?

    Let me tell you a story: When at the apex of our family conflict:my sister called my mom and my mom called me about a phone call message she received  by my girls to my sister and her husband about telling the truth and my sister said I was in the background coaxing my kids in their defense of me. I had no idea they had done it but my mom somehow was convinced I was in the background because of what my sister said and possibly she might have played a trick on my mom. It was extremely upsetting to me. I thought it was cute of my kids. It was an unbelievable time for our family, for my parents, because my sister lied her ass off and so did her husband. This is the kind of stuff my family was dealing with and it was horrible. Another time my sister snapped a picture of me and my other brother in law while I was in a bathing suit at a family gathering around his pool and he was in a suit coming home and hugged me as a greeting and she produced this photo to me and my husband as if I and my little sisters husband  had done something wrong and had an evil glare in her eye as if she had produced some sort of proof. There were about 10 other people around some in bathing suits in fact I think all of us were but my little sister’s husband….it was family. Nothing happened. It was merely a hug and yet she told my little sister she had a dream about kissing her husband (the man in the picture) and some other stuff. It was unbelievable the trouble she was causing and made no sense as well over a long period of time YEARS so it was hard to know when something was gonna happen. I think it was an attempt to black mail me. Where as her husband would show his penis at the oddest of times. I told my little sister about the picture and she told me about the dream she was told about. My big sis was in denial but I didn’t realize how bad she was though I had a mountain of clues until she hospiced my mom for two weeks without telling me. That’s bad. VERY BAD! Not to mention but I will she hung a picture I painted on porcelain  in her entry way without asking that I had given my mom. Didn’t say a word when I saw it before a trip we took together to see my mom. I was like wow. I had already given her a picture a beautiful one on porcelain but I guess she liked my mom’s better. I must admit I had improved my talent but both were still good. A painting I gave my sister-in-law was hidden downstairs in some room. I had spent months painting it of a little girl on some steps outside with some kittens because my sister in law loved cats. It reminded me of her. I don’t think she liked it for some reason. Never did hear whether she did or not. I guess she didn’t like art or my talent maybe because my mom taught me how? However she was a good mom and made my brother happy. Usually when someone paints something really nice you usually hear something about it. I think she was my older sister’s slave. My older sister had no respect for her (if she only knew) and I did. She talked down to her. I tried to show her respect because she was my brother’s wife. I realized later in life just about everything my older sister did was for show. She would cry at church. That’s showy. She used people, even my parents. Every gathering we had we had to look through a multitude of pictures of her family, hundreds. It got old. I imagine her photo bill was outrageous. I bet she kept the photo shop/business in business. She bought a designer dress a day dress for over a thousand dollars and I think I saw wear it once if that. She was compensating for her lousy marriage I think is the reason. Every designing decision she made in regards to covering furniture, wall paper, etc we had put up with her samples and give her our opinions ALOT, etc. At one point in her life she was bolemic. Obviously, she was showing signs of something or other. Around the time my little sister saw Gary at White Rock Lake with another woman in his Lincoln Continental. She also had a picture painted (oil) of her and her oldest daughter as a tot about 8 feet tall in her entry way and then in her dining room. IT WAS RIDICULOUS. She looked good sitting in her Queen’s WICKER chair but her daughter looked like a toy out of perspective/proportion but it did not bother her. What mattered was how she looked. Anyone in their right mind would think ISN’T THE PAINTING A BIT MUCH? Her christmas letters were sometimes many pages and I knew what was happening in her life so I didn’t read them because it was a chore. But she changed and suddenly we were getting christmas letters one or two pages long double or triple spaced and it wasn’t my sister anymore around the time she showed me a letter (christmas) from her daughter about the devil visiting them. We had a long struggle to get my painting back and then she wanted to trade me over it. Give her something the same worth and the only thing as nice was a vase my mom painted of the seasons etched in gold as well and I wasn’t gonna give it up.  I had painted the painting she had for my mom and my sister did not deserve it. Finally got it back and she then said it wasn’t worth fighting over. She was mean spirited and even called my brother pathetic because he didn’t want to sue someone. She was stirring up trouble. I didn’t agree with him because it was food poisoning and my little sister almost died (she told me but I wasn’t there to see it because it occurred in California) but she meant it because he considered the people involved his friends. He didn’t want me to sue her or the company and she didn’t call him pathetic then. His reason was sound and I complied for the sake of the family THOUGH THE COMPANY DESERVED IT. She was a user. But she sued to get a boob job and new stuff, french doors etc and I think a chin lift, etc. She had a nose job earlier under the guise of a deviated septum problem but had the nose designed like my little sister’s nose. My little sister told me my older sister was competing with her and I believe her now. She even lied to her kids about her alterations as if they couldn’t see the difference in earlier pictures to the present ones at the time. She played people like a good BGEA-er. IT WAS PATHETIC. It is a cult and it is devastating to people and family. I love her and I want her back as she was without going through what she was going through silently and maliciously.  When she had my mom hospiced and finally told me on the phone she said I love you and never called back again. I love her but it is extremely hard to forgive her for the last thing she did.  Not until I see my mom and dad again the way I remember my parents will I forgive her because then I know they will have straitened her out.

    Instead of Oprah Winfrey I think Phil Donahue should run for the Democrat ticket and give away North America while we are at it.

    Or did Oprah eat him, too?

    Just wondering: Does Oprah sing?

    Watched the President in a cabinet meeting about DACA, Illegal Immigration, Border Wall and Security, Chain Migration, Drug Trafficing, etc. Kind of interesting. A few people not very willing such as Diane Feinstein to connect the two (possibly not  realistic kind of person): DACA and Border Wall and Security. One of the men said that most illegal drugs are mostly coming through ports of entry. ships and airlines HOW DOES HE KNOW? Probably an assumption, a good one in terms of illegal drugs and illegal human trafficking etc. This is what I think: I think Illegal drugs come in any way the illegal drugs can come in which is why we need control of the Panama Canal. I couldn’t even bring on a plane with me some creams in a bottle once while traveling in the same state. A few small gifts down the tube and I don’t think there were drugs in the bottles of cream. I didn’t have time to argue about it having to get on a plane. If you read the article about the Panama Canal you will see by boats and ship how drugs might be distributed in a wholesale fashion from California to the east coast and vice versa via the Panama Canal. Someone mentioned a 20 yard line approach vs a 1 yard line approach: The Border wall and still not sure what he meant. For the marijuana industry in North America it is extremely important to have Border Security and control of the Panama Canal which I believe is part of the problem because Illegal drug makers who don’t want legalization in our country because the illegal drug market loses money and human trafficking and prostitution and access to children and child abuse/prostitution, exploitation, and pornography using their drugs including marijuana to entice young kids. I do think another problem area is the postal service and other postal areas which will make it harder for legal marijuana to travel to other states where it is still illegal but also where illegal drugs get through. A double problem in a way for those who would like their states to be legal (and should be legal not necessarily production wise but distribution wise depending on the states representation of legal merchandise otherwise we might start making avocados from California illegal in New Hampshire) and those who want to keep Illegal drugs competing with legal drugs making them less profitable to put them out of business. The illegal drug business is the problem for DACA: NOT PRESIDENT TRUMP. We should not have to worry about the legal drug market of marijuana going to and fro from one state to another state in our country by vehicles of those who travel to Colorado etc. We need to worry about the ports of entry and I don’t think the airlines are doing a bad job. TRAINS MIGHT BE A PROBLEM and TRUCKING as well LEGAL Merchandise (AND WITH ILLEGAL MERCHANDISE)  from one country to another or from one state to another. THE SUPER HIGHWAY FROM MEXICO TO TEXAS, AND SHIPS/BOATS using the Panama canal to gain access to the other side of the country. If we really care we ought to be realistic. Another possibility but might offend some is through the churches and their merchandise if related to the RCC, BGEA, ISLAM (Not all of the people involved i.e. the innocents) but I think regardless if marijuana is legalized for legal marijuana from the states growing it in our country will help a lot with the problems we have and we need to find a way to distinguish between the two. legal and illegal. LIKE WINE or BEER and ALCOHOL. I think she has lost her mind, LOL now though I’m not sure she has one or ever did. I’m not a fan of hers but putting that aside I heard what she said in the meeting and she was not flexible. I think she is over-reacting now. BLACKMAILING.

    Dianne Feinstein Releases Transcript Of Fusion GPS Co-Founder’s Testimony On Russia

    I didn’t read it but the timing was interesting. Maybe later. I have things to do and I am so tired of the RUSSIA – MCCARTHYISM however some parts may be true and some not but I saw how Obama dealt with Putin and I was not impressed by OBAMA and I think he did a great deal of harm at the UN and spoke in dark sentences as in the BOOK of Daniel taught about the man of  LAWLESSNESS, etc THE DESTROYER and if you read the GOSPEL OF LUKE parts of it IT DESCRIBES OBAMA’s personality in regards to talents and sowing where he did not sow (THIEVERY) not because he is African American because he isn’t.

    I don’t think Trump should SIGN anything that comes to his desk in regards to DACA/Border Wall and Ann Coulter is right but perhaps if it’s a dumb compromise he might change his mind. I think he has the right to do so as the President. But the group still ought to try to come up with something good instead of sitting on their asses. LOL They’re getting paid to work on it. But didn’t it kind of sound like a VERY BAD neighborhood association? LOL A few good people but lots of whiners especially FEINSTEIN. I think she needs to retire, don’t you? She reminds me of Sally Rogers /Ann Marie (with a bunch of the Bush family tucked in her somehow) of The Dick Van Dyke show and wears barrettes the same way. It’s kind of disconcerting.

    I THINK SHE’S A RUSSIAN SPY.

    With the cameras rolling sometime someone ought to ask her a yes or no question in the Russian language and see how she responds when she is in or on a tare. OH yea Ted Cruz already tested her, didn’t he.

    ANNOUNCED ON FOX NEWS BY SHEPPARD SMITH about JOE ARPAEIO running for the SENATE:  STATE SENATE :  Joe Arpaieo should not be allowed to do anything. He’s a sadistic ASSHOLE. ANOTHER BLACKMAIL by another TRUMP, I THINK, or blackmail by SHEPPARD SMITH! I saw an article with him and a cat stuck in a garage door at the top to intimidate others (me in particular) my beloved cat had recently died and it was the same coloring, SIKC persons. IS HE A BGEA person in disguise? I don’t know what else he was accused of in order to be pardoned by Trump but he reminds me IN A BIG WAY of the Pope’s (POPE FRANCIS) side kick Jesuit priest the one who provided the excuse ( A VIDEO TAPE) in the OBAMA ADMINISTRATION in regards to Benghazi the Jesuit priest called Federico Lombardi. IS SHEPPARD SMITH A JESUIT? I THINK HE IS DEFINITELY SADISTIC. KABOOM, PROBABLY A SOCIOPATH: he acts like one.

    50 Of Robin’s “Holy” Sayings From “Batman”

    I didn’t vote in the last Big Election and I doubt I ever will again for a NUMBER of reasons. False News, Intimidation, Psychological terror, Propaganda, Psychos, The insanity of others mostly in the Press, REVELATION, ARMAGEDDON, and many more….BUT you better bet your bottom dollar I will add my true common sence and affect things if I can.

    I will say this: one of my uncles and his 3rd wife were drunks not all the time but quite a bit and marijuana got them off the drunkenness. He was definitely a hazard on the road. I remember being in the car with him when he was drunk and him looking back at the backseat for too long talking. VERY, VERY SCARY. I think it might have been after a gig. He was a bass player and great singer. As far as namedropping he even sang with Frank Sinatra, that’s how great a singer he was. He and his wife lost a ton of money on the stock market because of my brother-in-law. It was a cagey deal, both ways and it was a trap and lot of people suffered who had nothing to do with the StockMarket, the money both sides had, or the loss on the stock market. ALOT of people suffered. When he lived with my mom and the family when my parents separated for about a year some pretty bad looking guys came to the house and he wasn’t home at the time. They looked like mobsters or the type of guys you see at the door of a strip joint. Bouncers. Older men together which is kind of odd. I think he might have owed them money or something. I didn’t ask.

    Nancy Sinatra – These Boots Are Made for Walkin’ – YouTube

    Here’s a dare, if you dare:

    A good idea might be to invite President Putin to a LIVE press conference and have the press ask Putin questions in regards to Trump, FBI Mueller, and other left overs such as Senator John Kerry and in regards to the UN, NATO, ISRAEL, WTO, NSA, CIA, Secret Service, The State Department, the IRS, RUSSIA, JAPAN, CHINA, KOREA, IRAN, SAUDI ARABIA, UKRAINE, SYRIA, Turkey and Jordan, SARiN GAS, The CDC, WORLD WAR 2, HOLLYWOOD, Bill O’reilly and his body, Sharon Stone, GORBACHEV, THE BGEA, THE RCC, STOCK MARKET, THE PRESSES and news outlets online, the Obamas, the Bushes, the Clintons, the Reagans, etc. THE SPACE PROGRAM and about God and TRUTH, Faith and Love and see what the press asks….Let’s judge the presses to see if they are in their right minds by the questions they ask and how they report it later. Limit it to an hour or two. Or two hours with a break for about an hour for the press to quell the thrills up their legs and regain composure.  Or perhaps a 5 day visit one hour conferences with each News organization each day and one with Hollywood. MIGHT ALLAY SOME UNFOUNDED FEARS and might help with relations. Probably be quite interesting and we might actually learn something new!

    I remember an interview with Putin and George Bush at his ranch and Putin got one over on Bush. It was kind of funny but I think they were still friends. It caught George Bush off guard. I will try to find the you tube to add the interview in this post. To be fair Putin had been President  a lot longer than Bush or any other President. ANOTHER GOOD IDEA FOR CONVICTED SEXUAL HARASSERS OR OFFENDERS RAPISTS ETC. THERE ARE VEINS IN THE BALLS OF MEN AND BOYS AND YOU CAN TIE THEM OFF LIKE WOMEN DO hysterectomy wise later in life often to not get pregnant later in life: VOILA THOSE MALES WON’T WANT SEX IF YOU CUT OFF THE BLOOD SUPPLY TO THE BALLS! IT’s VERY EASY TO RECTIFY A SIMPLE PROBLEM and it doesn’t have to be permanent. The RCC should have insisted it for the priests and cardinals and bishops who had a problem. Supposedly take vows of celibacy so why not prove it if caught abusing kids sexually. Instead sent them to different parishes to abuse other kids. Not like the RCC didn’t know about the scrotum.


    It was a tough situation dealing with my older sister and her husband and no matter how hard we tried it got worse. We tried a lot of things as a family and individually and nothing worked. UNTENABLE situation. He got kind of belligerent when drinking, Grabbing my thigh in front of his son, taking video of my thighs going to the his daughters new car to see it. Needless stupid crap and degrading as well. It wasn’t nice and I had to watch it and wondered why she or he didn’t erase it. Many other things as well. We tried to bury it under the rug and she wasn’t even willing to do it and it was to her benefit and did not benefit me but I went along for the sake of the family and for the kids and my parents. So it escalated again playing her fucked up games. Let’s watch “Atonement” was her little digs, a fraction of them. Not just once, but s few times. She bought the stupid movie. Her husband was in the national guard in order to avoid the Vietnam war. He slept with a gun under his pillow while sleeping with her EARLY in their marriage. I think I was the one who told my mom about it because I thought it was dangerous and he started hiding his gun under his bed when my brother almost shot his foot off playing with it while he was talking on the phone to his girlfriend or someone. He was multi-tasking. This was before I had met my husband and before I tried to tell her what had happened was advised to tell her what happened years before when he snuck up on me in my sleep next to her and molested me. Not similar whatsoever to the movie Atonement. Other very bad things happened but I don’t remember them well enough to repeat and I don’t want to because I can’t be sure about them but I suspect which is not enough. When he had a retail business and weighted his merchandise he leaned on the scales to make it more expensive for his customers. WHen the health department came to call and made him put a drain in his business he made a hole but it didn’t drain. It was a fake hole with a drain top to look like it drained. Some how it passed. He talked shit about women to his son luckily his son had enough good sense to discard his nonsense. I saw him tickle his oldest daughter and she got up quickly and was kind of upset. I saw it in her eyes. She was fully developed. His other daughter had some troubles. BIg ones. Cutting herself, shaving her head, tattooed a bunch of her body with scripture, a Mohawk at another time. But both loved their dad. Rumors at their school about a dad and his daughter, etc. A very prominent elite school for girls. SO my sister had her hands full and so did we. SO many things he did that were mentally psychologically off the wall. I have written about most of the stuff in other posts and it’s hard to get over because of what happened to my mom. She was a sweet lovely woman 99 percent of the time.

    IMO there are more than one Trump. May sound funny but from the news I have watched and reactions it isn’t not plausible. There are 7 TRUMPETS. I don’t know why but THERE ARE. I wouldn’t get too comfy if I were you.

    Why don’t you bring up the subject of Hospice,

    Mother Teresa, and the RCC, etc?

    It’s also a big sign. A VERY BIG SIGN!

    I can write about it in so many ways but I don’t think anyone comprehends it. WWlll

    What if there is a war and nobody Comey.

    It’s a religious war. A thought war as well. A VATICAN PREMISE WAR.

    Right after …the day after I wrote about my doctor experience with the family doctor my ex complained about him. We haven’t talked about him in a long long time (YEARS POSSIBLY) because we moved and in the interim got a divorce and moved again and go to a different doctor in a different area so it was kind of weird and right after listening to a little bit of corporation evils with Tucker Carlson about alleged Google blacklisting on Fox and Laura InGraham came on soon after and I asked the ex to turn the channel I didn’t want to watch her because I can’t stand her BS and sick of her man game (Hannity and whoever leads her into her program), we watched a bit about the singer songwriter David Bowie who died kind of recently who allegedly didn’t care about attention (fame) yet did and the ex told me that when this particular artist wrote his memoirs he asked permission of his wife Iman what he should or should not write about or include in his memoirs which had not aired on the program as of yet so he must have seen it before. (The couple were still married and he still respected her and her him at least by the looks of it, I guess). I kind of lost interest in the show after the comment about Iman. I don’t think my ex would approve of what I have included in my posts but they aren’t really memoirs and I doubt Iman would approve of my posts either but I didn’t ask her. I’m not sure anyone approves of the posts but it’s my blog posts and my outlet. I know no one approves of the mustard seed business but I didn’t make it up. Someone else did. As far as Googles alleged blacklisting or gender/race/religion problems the same can be said about our government local level, state level, and the feds depending on who is in charge an doing the hiring and firing or not allowed to fire which is an abomination as far as the federal government is concerned which is why small and medium businesses are important. Without small and medium businesses I’m not sure we will have a country or a world anymore. Who you gonna sell to: the people on welfare or other corporations and for what? WHY NOT JUST BARTER. If the war against the middle-class keeps on that is what we will do. THERE IS A LIMIT! I know David Bowie didn’t ask me what he should or shouldn’t include in his memoirs.  These are my memories and I’m speaking to myself working it out and to my parents because I know they know what I’m writing and to God and whoever wants to read what I write. You don’t have to, that’s for sure. I’m not forcing anyone to partake of my thoughts and prayers. They are they who testify of me. I want my parents to see the possibilities of what went wrong and why to help them in their pursuits for our families because I KNOW they care and they make a difference to me and for me. I think Fox News is insane. Showing clips of a woman being manhandled/arrested and treated roughly by the cops for asking a superintendent about a raise of 30,000 dollars. It’s a big raise. She had a right to ask about it, didn’t she??? ARE QUESTIONS NOT ALLOWED ANYMORE? but Fox doesn’t say yea or nay but entertained by it on the morning show. Who the hell is the superintendent. Fox news didn’t say. We are in ARMAGEDDON and hopefully she will be okay and the cop will get what he deserves and the superintendent will get what he deserves soon AND FOX  NEWS WILL GET WHAT IT DESERVES. We all watched the TRUMP cabinet meeting and each of us have a different perspective on it – different perception because it was edited for some and it wasn’t live at the time it aired. The tricks of Fox News and television.  GOD KNOWS and so do I. Let me warn ya what is coming your way — isn’t good – NOT BECAUSE OF ME.

    AND THEN FOX BACK TRACKED. IT’s RIDICULOUS.

    I think Fox News ought to hire the sheriff running for the senate in Arizona. PROBABLY ALREADY HAVE, EH?

    DEMONIC and POSSESSED I’m not a fan of Peter Doocy either and I hope he has to swallow a few dicks at once with a couple of USED tampaxes up each nostril and chokes to death: HE’s ANANANAN EVIL FUCKER I find him extremely irritating, frivolous, stupid and UNTALENTED as his son as well.

    THINK OF THIS

    ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE

     it would be like me loving you

    That’s how much I think of Peter Doocy and his FAMILY TREE and my ex as well.

    EXTINGUISHED FOREVER because you are so distinguished.

    ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE WITH GOD!

    Trump is very nice about Oprah but I don’t like her, her relationship with the Obama’s and thought her show was dribble and a waste of time (I would rather play wow instead any old day) but she is a good actress. I don’t like the movies I have seen her in but that doesn’t take away from her talent because she starred in some real DOOCY’s, DOES IT?. LOL A hawaiian vacation that cost millions and millions of TAX dollars using the death of Sen. Inouye as an excuse is inexcusable, DISGUSTiNG, and convenient and only a few miles away people in New Jersey were suffering because of Hurricane Sandy, however Michelle OBAMA sent her heart and it wasn’t enuf and will forever sear her heart. No i’m not a fan of hers! IT WAS DISGRACEFUL! I think she ought to get back on the bottle of maple syrup where she belongs. I think she’s a muck! Jeremiah 7:18 The children gather wood, and the fathers kindle the fire, and the women knead their dough, to make cakes to the queen of heaven, and to pour out drink offerings unto other gods, that they may provoke me to anger.


    When I was a kid and camping and staying in some hotels here and there the thing about Europe I enjoyed was the differences between the countries when you crossed the borders. The place I least enjoyed was ITALY (except for the art) it was uninteresting at the time, dirty and polluted and full of pidgeons and pidgeon shit. Rome was where I got lost for a while (and coconut fountains for some reason? a memory of some kind). Then France because it was unfriendly towards americans at the time, distrustful but colorful. I enjoyed Spain because of the beaches and the landscape but not the bathrooms, which were holes in the ground but we were camping. I got to see some cool dancing (FLAMENCO with castanets.) My older sister almost drowned in Spain. England was the most civilized and pretty as well with lots of imagination. Magical. We saw the queen on her birthday etc and her sister in a crowd etc but it wasn’t the queen as much as the place. The english like parades. I don’t remember much about Germany but I think it was where the flower was that my mom picked to make a point to me, a lesson which I wrote about in an earlier post on a blog. I think it was a fascist lesson though I’m not sure of the flower but it was a moment of devotion between us. I think the unification of Europe will destroy Europe eventually and take away the desire to travel to Europe if it continues and will destroy it’s tourism business which I think is important. It will destroy it’s charm without the borders.

    Freedom of religion in Italy

    Instead of growing up the RCC went sideways. Lateran Treaty like a mandrake.

    Judge Jeanine, Uranium and Molly 99

    Just heard something about MOLLY 99 via Judge Jeanine. I had never heard of it before. (The illegal Uranium deal with the Clintons) I guess she has cancer but I was wondering if Russia is suffering from a cancer epidemic which might have something to do with the disaster of Chernobyl’s long term affects which occurred in April of 1986)? My doctor, a doctor I thought at the time who was really great because he sometimes helped with medication free samples and was a family doctor (who took care of the family not just the one patient for a doctor’s visit price and IMO he was a genius in his profession- PRO FAMILY and a christian as well and had red hair sometimes. A great alternative to social medicine!) when I lost a bunch of hair due to too many cat scans at a hospital (some unnecessary and neglectfully done without the proper medication because of a nurse who didn’t care except about her schedule – get it done regardless even without the disgusting drink even after being told. The hospital was a great hospital which saved my life, especially the ER doctors, but not everyone in great hospitals are great. The day before I was diagnosed incorrectly and taken off the anti biotics my doctor had me on and all hell broke loose in my body because of the mis-diagnosis and I could tell the guy who misdiagnosed me a t the hospital didn’t care and I could tell the 2nd set of doctors did care maybe because of the first diagnosis but I think it was more than that.) My doctor suggested Vitamin D because of the multitude of cat scans, and of course BIOTIN and using Horse shampoo. I think Vitamin D helps fight cancer and/or exposure to radiation type stuff. I don’t know why but it helped quite a bit but is still a slow process. He noticed my hair falling out as we were talking and as he was trying to squeeze out the pus from my belly still infected at the time telling me to tense up even though  I had a 14 inch incision and very deep to the organs so it was difficult to tense up my muscles which were cut in half no matter how hard I tried to tense up. I had septic poisoning via the operation which spread to all of my organs even my skin etc along with a peritoneal abscess and I had some infected holes still causing problems. Could have been two different visits.) I’m sorry she has cancer. Chernobyl is located in the Northern Ukraine near Belarus. It supposedly spread it’s poison through Europe as well on the crops, soil, livestock, waterways and people etc via acid rain and was supposed to have long term affects? Did the Clintons have anything to do with Chernobyl? He wasn’t president at the time but I think Chernobyl was like the chemical disaster in India (Bhopal) which wasn’t an accident (IMO) and where Mother Teresa and her sick revenge and hatred for truth got her fame and following and eventually quite a bit of money. I think both incidents might have been terrorism (sabotage) and I think the nuclear site (Chernobyl) is still a problem.


    Now I have other health problems and vitamin c with calcium helps with phosphates for bones like teeth which I think because of the other problems caused problems such as medication overload over a long period of time and heredity sort of like when you take antibiotics can cause problems with digestion or can cause Thrush. Or if molested in ones sleep by a relative makes one act out sometimes in ways that are not healthy or good. Everything has an affect/effect called cause and affect/effect. or like economics supply and demand vs demand and supply. We had a problem with tuna for a while because of the Fukushima poisoning the oceans and Japan’s need to let off some of it’s nuclear junk from time to time because of it. And so I rarely eat tuna anymore because it caused problems with my nerves the sciatica nerve causing pain. It seemed to coincide every time I ate tuna (and I love tuna) which cleans up the ocean of mercury and why pregnant women are only supposed to eat it twice a week before we had the Fukushima disaster so I would do it less if I were pregnant. Fukushima killed a bunch of starfish on the west coast because they only have one nerve and it includes their mouth so they couldn’t eat and killed bunch of red crabs on the west coast who were migrating north searching for plankton which is very important providing oxygen (1/3 of the worlds oxygen)- something to do with phosphates. And for some reason Obama didn’t like clean dishes. I don’t know if it’s the reason for the change in dishwasher soaps, but could be. Something to do with phosphates. Not sure if either are related. but Vinegar helps once in a while for the dishwasher) So Vitamin C with Calcium helps along with a daily vitamin to help with oxygenating your body. I sure wish we were alerted when Japan does let off the nuclear junk but I’m sure Japan is resentful because the nuclear disaster caused by a tsunami coincided with the RCC wanting to enforce the Neocatechumenal way upon them even though they declined it because of a rise in suicides during it’s trial period. I know they have a big market in fish and I’m sure it affected their livelihood. In WWll Japan attacked the USA at Pearl Harbor and I still can’t fathom why and we reacted and we won the war. I think Japan was influenced by the Jesuits. I smoke. I’m addicted and have many reasons to continue because of the attempts on my life and living with a person who isn’t right in the head IMO but I have no choice for the time being. I have written about it in my posts enough already but let me add he had me arrested falsely and I spent the night in jail however luckily and kind of a miracle some people came to my rescue and sedated me. It helped because I was panicked and panic leads to problems. He paid the bail bondsman because he was guilty as sin of being a lousy dad. It’s a catholic thing. He hospiced his mom by starvation  for a computer and a car and did not visit her until she was dead. So I really need it and as a rule smokers need more vitamin C and it has helped but I still have the effects of too many x-rays  and I can’t have cat scans anymore because I almost died having one but we don’t know why but I still can eat shrimp. I went into respiratory arrest for three days and it was because of the cat scan or the injection for the cat scan  or something given to me before the injection which is possible because of the dream I had. I think I was poisoned but I can’t prove it. My posts upset a lot of people because of the mustard seed affect. A spiritual war. Just because I’m paranoid doesn’t mean I don’t have a reason to be paranoid. I have many reasons. Our world is kind of FOCKED up. A lot of other miracles have occurred as well and I’m thankful however I do not enjoy my predicament nor the things which happened to my family (BGEA and the RCC) such as my mom being hospiced for 2 weeks without telling me which is TERRIBLE, and supremely EVIL, IMO. I cry about it almost every day. It was revenge of some kind BUT I KNOW

    THE VATICAN (and the BGEA) WILL PAY DEARLY for their

    FALSE premises.

    I know I sound full of myself giving advice etc but it is stuff I have learned via experience. Obviously, I wish I could get over smoking. I do know everyonce in a while marijuana helps if it isn’t too strong with my attitude. I would love to exercise but every time I try like walking a dog I get harassed. I was walking a few miles a day usually at night which helped me. By the way the person who harassed me lost his home in a tornado. Or if I have access to a pool it is taken from me or workout center it makes new rules or closes to keep me out. etc I feel persecuted in many ways and I don’t appreciate it. I don’t make much money. I know it’s purposeful. There are so many other examples but maybe in my next post as well as some miracles to offset the persecution and the subject I alluded to about the bees and other good stuff. There is a lot of evil in the world because of silence for one thing and false precepts.

    The mustard seed is not and was not the smallest of seed and I don’t hear anyone defending the size of the mustard seed as being the smallest of seed anymore

    but there is something out there that is TO THE NAKED EYE and it’s gonna

    destroy the Vatican.

    Perhaps the God Particle?

    I have not read the book, but it’s inevitable……

    (my brother was supposed to send it to me but never did. He kind of dared me to read it. He hadn’t finished reading it and perhaps it wasn’t such a good book after all. He was also at the time a follower of Al Gore. I bet he isn’t follower of Gores global warming/climate change/cooling is warming, now. )

    Dog enjoys the snowy weather

    Dog goes sledding.

    Amazing. Truly amazing.


    Just heard on Fox on the show called Fox and Friends since writing this whole post a few days back which has taken eons to write and is kind of long because of the amount of propaganda all over the place that there is another book being sold called by the same name as the one written by the the guy named Wolfe (and referencing a bunch of stuff allegedly said by Steve Bannon) which has nothing to do with what is going on now in the WHITE HOUSE or TRUMP but is about World War 2 called Fire and Fury (and I guess the assault on Germany by America?) being sold somewhere (probably Amazon). Love to hear more about it to know if it is a good book. Also heard after raking PETER DOOCY of Fox and Friends over the coals earlier in this post that some illegal immigrants were caught being transported via a Catholic Charity truck and the guy named Brian Kelmeade said “You can’t make this kind of stuff up” on Fox and Friends. I guess you could if you wanted to, but why? Senator Feinstein has a bad cold or the flu and is why she might have released some FUSION GPS SOMETHING OR OTHER HAVING TO DO WITH Russian Dossier shit right after a cabinet meeting having to do with DACA and THE BORDER WALL meeting televised a day or so ago with TRUMP (after I suggested a press interview/conference with Putin might help however not sure that is the reason but timing is kind of coincidental. Either the Trump cabinet meeting about DACA and the Border wall or suggesting Putin be interviewed. IT’s one or the other and perhaps she had some stuff weighing on her conscience or it was a way to release it. Biut Ieven though she has a cold I bet if feels good to have it out in the open) I don’t know BUT maybe  A PUTIN PRESS CONFERENCE might cause problems FOR EVERYONE? In any case, the former Pope  before the Jesuit Pope FRANCIS named Pope Benedict XVl wrote a book called TRUTH IN CHARITY about 10 years ago (I have not read it) and perhaps it was a prophecy or perhaps he had knowledge of some kind of JESUIT ROMAN CATHOLIC CHARITY DECEPTION

    on the

    WHORIZON

    having to do with transporting  illegal aliens/illegal immigration (possible illegal drugs, possible illegal human trafficking, possible illegal sex-trafficking, possible illegal pornography, possible illegal undermining our country and it’s sovereignty, possible illegal trade of other merchandize to undermine our products made in North America, possible illegal traitors of our country, and possible money laundering as well) and having to do with the THREAT of a NEW WORLD ORDER WITH TEETH and have just been CAUGHT RED-HANDED and shown on FOX AND FRIENDS this morning a film showing illegals getting off of a Roman Catholic Charity truck (I think it was white truck) to force the Vatican’s perception of the future and the world upon us ILLEGALLY:

    a world without borders.

    He did warn us about a World Government with Teeth.

    Teeth as in the BGEA.

    Then later reported with film on Fox News someone killing a truck driver in a white truck purported to be a pentagon film (I have no idea) and our own military. Could be then again maybe it isn’t, but seemed mobbish. A hit. The man shot at didn’t seem to swerve so maybe the gunmen missed. Interesting news and press conference at the White House with Mnuchin and after with Sarah Sander Huckabee. He is kind of a strange one, but very smart. I would love to see who made him.

    Reminded me of the Otto incident who allegedly was in a coma and Fox never showed the part of him on a stretcher till recently. All we saw was Otto walking around looking confused and his head down with a couple of alleged North Korean officers the little guys on either side of Otto and why I asked, “Does it look like he’s in a coma if he’s walking around?” And about two days ago showing someone on  stretcher. This happen quite a while ago. Might have been him but might not have been him on the stretcher. Why would North Korea send him home at all? It’s unbelievable and so is the Disneyland excuse about why Kim Jung Un’s brother was killed. Embarrassed because he was caught trying to enter Disneyland – another unbelievable tenet of Asian thinking – COLOSSAL CRAP like many GODZILLA movies out of sync and it took this incident to get him killed even though Kim Jung Un had been planning it for a many years and then kills him at an airport? Why not at Disneyland to make it more believable. I guess it was the agent vx (a deadly nerve agent that killed the brother but it was a Japanese cult that tried to kill a bunch of people with same deadly stuff at a train/subway rail station fifteen or 20 years ago. So obviously Japan is producing this stuff somewhere in Japan and breaking some big international laws.)

    Teachers and CORRUPT SUPER INTENDANTS

    The video you tube of the woman teacher arrested has me upset a bit as others in our country and I watched The Five talk about it on Fox and regardless if she was released after being booked it probably was still a horrible experience and embarrassing and no one helped her. Not that I know of anyway. Reminds me of the young blond actress who was arrested and later we heard she was schizophrenic and cops rolling their eyes at her as if she was crazy (adding fuel to the fire and they should not be able to act so disrespectful without some kind of demotion) and other false arrests during the Obama administration. The thing that is super bad about this incident is it will make other women even more afraid to speak up. Other teachers. Public Schools are run by unions, are they not?. Teacher’s Union. How does a superintendent get a $30,000.00 dollar raise? Who gave him the raise? the UNION? Unions are known to use mob tactics and sometimes are actually THE MOB. I think she did a good thing to raise her voice about his raise because it is outrageous. The cop who arrested her and manhandled her should be arrested, doubly man handled and fired. (There’s a Police Union which why we keep losing good cops to bad cops and he’s a bad cop! Possibly stupid.)

    WHAT DOES A SUPER INTENDANT OF PUBLIC SCHOOLS DO? He didn’t do anything and should have stopped the PIG from arresting her.

    During the Prohibition there were lots of problems due to the unions, cops and the mob. I think Trump ought to insist on the cop losing his job and his salary. Give him a job at a strip joint as a bouncer. I think Trump ought to insist that the Super-Intendant lose his job as well and get himself a night job guarding a car lot with a sign that says Beware of dogs. I think there ought to be a HUGE investigation and a background check on the super-intendant. It doesn’t look good for the Republicans to allow this to fester. NIP IT IN THE BUD! Teachers are important and don’t make nearly the amount of money they should. She should get a huge check from our government such as the raise the Super Intendant got instead of him getting it on a yearly basis for what she went through she should get it on a yearly basis for acting like a GOOD american citizen. She didn’t do anything wrong and she wasn’t violent, but i saw the audience and they looked rather dumb-founded. I think Trump ought to award her a medal of honor and at the same time demote the cop and the Super intendant publicly for all to see and to prove to americans that THINGS ARE GOING TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER. THIS PARTICULAR INCIDENT WOULD BE A GOOD CASE IN POINT. It’s one thing for businesses to be getting a better deal but teachers are really important and more important than illegal aliens because she is an AMERICAN citizen teaching kids – a good teacher, and especially good teachers should be rewarded for their dedication to kids and the higher calling and super intendants are worthless at least this one was. He should have stopped the arrest. He didn’t teach anyone anything nice, did he, except to be afraid to ask questions, legitimate questions, disrespect for teachers, disrespect for a fellow american citizen in the same field, and taught the kids she may have to teach in the future to disrespect her, disrespect teachers, and females in general. There should be an apology sent from our Federal Government to her signed by Trump to add some value to it. Weren’t the proceeds from the LOTTO supposed to fund our public school systems and make them better and it sure doesn’t seem like it is accomplishing it’s goal. I had in an earlier post I published met a friend who was a school teacher and had a child in the school system and twice I met her at the store 3 months apart and both times she said the same thing about how everyone was crying all the time (teachers and students) about the school system during the Obama Administration. Bullying and the core teaching, etc. Her daughter was adopted and part indian I was told. SARAN WRAP? NO THANKS. TRY IT YOURSELF. AND SHE DID I WAS TOLD. People like to take credit when people shouldn’t but do it anyway and I don’t think it will pass the test in the end. There is more to the story about her but I don’t wan’t to go intuit and is connected to a bunch of stuff BAD STUFF and some skullduggery: MAJOR SKULLDUGGERY. I’m not unaware. I took my daughter out but I wasn’t a teacher depending on the salary of the public school system. My daughter was being bullied and the principal said it would take 6 weeks to investigate. RIDICULOUS. A lot can happen in 6 weeks. It should take a day to figure it out perhaps even a few hours. It was a strange loop because it was almost exactly the same place in the same store and the same complaint. What happened to the LOTTO funds? I still see people buying lotto (I do too sometimes and never win. I MEAN NEVER!) and yet teachers don’t get paid well enough and super intendants get a $30,000 raise? That’s a LOTTA money. So who is stealing the money from Lotto? Maybe we should ditch the LOTTO idea. Is the lotto money used for super intendants only? I don’t think it’s going to the right places. What happened to text books? Did Hillary’s and Bill’s Charity sell the text books to Russia? I also think it should have a caution on each ticket about the odds for each lotto sale as it is being bought the odds at the time of the purchase and inform the buyer where the money is actually being used. Since computers can be hacked all the way from CHINA or RUSSIA obviously so can lotto machines in each 7-11 store or convenience store that sells the lotto tickets. As of yet Trump hasn’t said anything about this incident of the teacher being arrested. I think the teacher incident was at a time in the Obama Administration reloaded in Trumps administration to show similar tactics of local governments and local unions and federal unions locally and to confuse.

    I AM GONNA TO STOP WATCHING THE MORNING SHOW WTH PETER DOOCY ON FOX AND HANNITY. MY NEXT GOAL. I HAVE SUCCEEDED in NOT WATCHING LAURA INGRAHAM. I HOPE AMERICA AND IT’S CITIZENS TRY TO DO THE SAME AND IT WILL HAVE A BIG AFFECT/EFFECT ON THE PRESS OF FOX NEWS. As long as you let them into your head by watching them shows it can really screw you up, hence them is out of my life and my head one by one from this day forward.

    One of my favorite movies and song is from the movie about a teacher with Sidney Poitier. The song is really beautiful.

    To Sir With Love

    Peter Doocy and everyone at Fox, it is Armageddon! ARMAGEDDDON IS A WAR and includes propaganda as do all wars in every way the enemy can invade our country. I can tell Peter DOOCY has no light in him and he probably will get worse.

    I HOPE HE GOES BLIND SOON.

    I really do because I think he’s sadistic, and a tricky bastard. He’s enjoying himself too much at the expense of others.

    Fox is like the game Labyrinth.

    “The foxes have holes, the birds of the air their nests……”

    Very much like Laban of the Old Testament. UNTRUSTWORTHY and UNTRUTHFUL ENTRAPPERS, LIARS, and THIEVES! Tricksters and possessed. 

    UNWORTHY.

    Where as Hannity i think wants to inform but is getting bogged down by diversion/ intentional diversion because of all the twists and turns making one’s head spin (which the RCC has perfected) which is a consequence of the feds being invaded by the enemy; THE RCC and it’s employees who insert themselves into our government at the expense of the citizens to control and undermine citizens and cannot be fired which ought to be changed by TRUMP if he really cares about the USA and prove it by firing federal employees. A SLEW OF FEDERAL EMPLOYEES OUGHT TO BE FIRED.WHAT LAW SAYS YOU CAN’T FIRE A FEDERAL EMPLOYEE and how can it be reversed in order to do what republicans have opined endlessly about making government smaller. If you can’t fire federal employees how can you make government smaller? Please elaborate!

    21,995,000 to 12,329,000: Government Employees Outnumber …Manufacturing 

    “Sep 8, 2015 – There were 21,995,000 employed by federal, state and local government in the United States in August, according to BLS. By contrast, there were only 12,329,000 employed in the manufacturing sector.”
    Those numbers above should be the opposite of the numbers cited at thievery least.
    There are 323.1 million people in the USA and if you divide the number of federal employees to the citizenry you get for every 14 people in the USA there is 1 federal employee. ISN’T THAT A BIT MUCH? 14:1 ratio How many federal employees does it take to screw in a light bulb in the USA? The answer is 14. I think Trump ought to try to improve the ratio in any way he can except for the military.
    74 million people in the population of the 323 million people living in the USA are kids under the age of 21.
    So 289 million is actually the population minus the kids so the ratio is even worse:
    13 adults to every federal employee meaning for every 13 people out and about there is a federal employee lurking about. Probably not doing anything but lurching. so the ratio is 13:1.
    These numbers do not include illegal aliens and no telling how many there are since we don’t know so the number of federal employees since most of the illegal aliens are Roman catholic might actually be approximately 11 million more federal workers. Add 11 million people to the 21,995,000 people and you get the number 32,995,000 federal workers in the USA which makes the ratio 8:1 : for every 8 people there is a one federal employee.
    However there may actually be 50 million illegal aliens (dreamers) and it gets worse which equals 71,995,000 or to round it off 72 million federal workers (including  illegal aliens and dreamers) which makes the ratio about double 4:1 for every 4 people there is a federal worker lurking about, and maybe more and pretty soon 2:1 and then 1:1 and then none.
    WE NEED A WALL or grow some balls and take over
    MEXICO AND LATIN AMERICA.
    “In military strategy, a choke point (or chokepoint) is a geographical feature on land such as a valley, defile or a bridge or at sea such as a strait, which an armed force is forced to pass, sometimes on a substantially narrower front and therefore greatly decreasing its combat power, to reach its objective.”
    THE PANAMA CANAL.
    I learned about choke points in a battleground on WOW (The Game)
    ALTERAC VALLEY.
    One of my favorite BG’s. But it didn’t have a canal and it wasn’t real. However it is obvious to the naked eye what needs to be done. If we can’t even do the obvious as revealed by the naked eye we are not great as a nation. LOL.
    In fact, I would add we are
    “dumb as shit.”
    as a nation
    and should not expect it to end well. The way to get people to be really patriotic….make them fight a war on our side of the world or in their own backyard. We’ll see what happens.  I feel we should let Europe fight it’s own battles until we get support from Europe that Europe received from us. Let’s take care of our side of the world for a while. Let Willem Dafoe defend Europe. Sorry, I mean Gary Oldman. Let Gary Oldman defend Europe for a while.
    In religious war well it is written about in revelation. Might have to do both to contain and maintain a civilization. Perhaps take down the Statue of Liberty while we are at it. LOL and send it back to France and set it up in the Mediterranean Sea.
    Man·i·fest Des·ti·ny
    noun
     
    1. the 19th-century doctrine or belief that the expansion of the US throughout the American continents was both justified and inevitable.
      Changing the laws about language will also help.
      Consumption tax would help a bunch as well vs income tax.
      Revelation might have to happen first….I don’t know.
      THAT IS self explanatory/self evident. IT WOULD Help with the MORALE, I would think, both ways. 
      There might be a huge sucking sound from American businesses across the globe to move back to the USA as Rush Limbaugh might say if he could or had his mental fathilities still intact which I don’t know because I don’t listen to his radio show (often he is common sensible but takes an awful long time to get to the point so I would rather read his stuff then listen. It’s his style but not my cup of tea.) and I can’t go to his website anymore..
      Remember what Israel did against all odds.
      Remember what happened in WWll against all odds.
      God even stopped the sun for a particular battle in the Old Testament for the Israelites and it actually might be a loop for the USA. A GOOD ONE.
      You have to believe you are doing the right thing.
      I KNOW I AM.
      My vote would be take over of Mexico and Latin America via the Panama Canal and figure out the rest later (SOUTH AMERICA). Try to make it a fair country fairer MUCH FAIRER  than Mexico and Latin America in the sense of economics, business and families in order to avoid becoming a BANANA republic vs a REPUBLIC. Decision time is NOW. I think Trump might hopefully have the balls and belief in God to accomplish it. I am hoping he does with the help of others like my mom and my dad in a spiritual sense. Certainly had the balls and brains to recognize Jerusalem as the capital of Israel. That’s a good step forward. A necessary step forward.
      I heard one spanish man in government on Fox. I think he is in our government but kind of a handsome older guy and will add his name when I figure it out (-IT IS DEFINITELY NOT GERALDO) he had an accent who mentioned the terrible things going on in Mexico but didn’t say what those things were and did not elaborate but I do recall a bunch of students disappearing into a mass grave, etc. not too long ago during the Obama Administration and obviously a mob type disappearance. I’m sure there is more we don’t hear about. Propaganda is trash and most of the time it is easy to spot but the problem we have is the amount of trash. I’m not equating illegals as trash but disenfranchised and disenchanted peoples – pawns in a power play. If it was so great in Latin America and Mexico why do people from Latin America and Mexico come to North America. Obviously, things are not good down south so I think there might be a silent but powerful AND LARGE help down south of the border if we take some course of action which might help.
       Hannity should make a POWER POINT presentation about his allegations about the Clintons and put it on his website so people can investigate the allegations in their own leisure and time if they have an overwhelming desire to do so. I don’t. I think it’s obvious some shit happened that is illegal and lot of mob shit going on.
      My ideas are better in how to handle the mob as I have elaborated on quite succinctly, IMO. In fact, I think my ideas are GENIUS comparatively, a conglomeration of ideas from others but I think I put it together rather well and made the connections and came up with a very good plan. I get a lot of information in many ways but I also discern as best I can and try to simplify clearly. 
      If I listen to Hannity every night about the Clintons my head will turn to mush and I will not allow it to happen.

    But as for the wooden game with steel balls it’s a fun one to have on your table or fireplace for kids to learn coordination skills. I enjoyed playing it at my aunts house where it was introduced to us when I was a kid. BAAAAAAAA

    I like Brian Kilmeade. I hope he leaves the show. Peter Doocy is very much like Laura InGraham. FUCKED. I reload my hopes and wishes for him twice as much. I want to see FOX NEWS annihilated and off the air by it’s own petard.

     How is it you do not understand?

    I guess Hawaii had a big scare and the emergency sirens went off for 38 minutes supposedly and was a false alarm. This morning I woke up to the TV on with the Fox morning show on. I turned it off and asked the ex if he turned on the tv and he denied it. Said he wasn’t up. He was up before me and feeding the cats. Weird. He doesn’t normally turn on the tv in the morning but said the tv was on when he woke up at 2:30 this morning and normally he would turn off the tv. Last I saw was a late replay I think of Judge Jeanine and someone I didn’t particularly like (not Jason Chaffetz who was on her show earlier who thinks the Hawaiii incident should be investigated and Jason Chaffetz doesn’t believe it. I like him because generally speaking I think he’s kind of truthful IMO. Definitely politically driven but most people are especially in this day and age when news is on 24 hours a day competing to be number 1 : day and night.) so I turned it off. Small details but someone wants to make a liar of me. LOL. BUT WHY? Perhaps it turned itself on. The masturbation of the morning show of Fox news with Peter Doocy. Anyway I turned it off and am going to watch a NETFLIX show/documentary I have been watching called ROTTEN. I watched part of it yesterday and found it kind of interesting since part of it is the subject of my next post if I ever write it. Bees. Honey bees and other subjects and parts: one about farming nuts and another about garlic farming and another part about chicken farming so far. Pretty interesting. A documentary sort of show. I asked the ex to set up NETFLIX for me today (so I could continue to watch the documentary sometime today). Anyway the ex upgraded the tv because the TV told him to upgrade and I asked how did it ask you to upgrade if it wasn’t on? And he mumbled something. He is missing a wire in order to make NETFLIX available to me where I can just turn it on via the remote. Doesn’t want to buy the wire either of course because he’s a penny pincher. Not your average penny pincher. He likes me to request his help. He’s a little trickster like Peter Doocy. I plan to take notes on the documentary later on because of it’s information and because i plan to write about honey bees but I want to watch it and get an overall idea of the message which is pretty diabolical. Reminds me of what happened to people during the building of the railway tracks two hundred or so years ago but even worse. Interesting dates as well I want to investigate a little more. The year 2006 to be specific. I remember who it was on Judge Jeanine when I turned it off: It was the Sheriff. The cat abuser. Weird thing is I didn’t know Peter Doocy’s morning show aired on Sunday morning! I don’t think it does. I mentioned this to the ex and he said he did not have anything to do with it. (Hawaii was where JFK went before he was assassinated in Dallas, Texas and got a tan said one of the reporters reporting about it on the CBS reports about the JFK assassination when he got off the plane at Love Field in Dallas.) Anyway what is interesting to me about the chicken farming debacle in the movie documentary called  ROTTEN is how convenient it was for the oriental/asian guy to show us how he loved his job and how he took care of the chickens on his farm before the sabotage of his farm LOL and the sabotage of the other farms or we might not have known how much fun chicken farming was and what is involved in the business of farming chickens to a lot of people which means there were probably two people involved in the sabotage or more. One with the cell phone who was caught and one without a cell phone and who knows who else..As if he and the filmmakers had foreknowledge of the sabotage or was it a reenactment? ….. I like seeing the natural chicken farming way better as well and think it is superior to the other kind of farming and I think if it was popular to some (NOT ME) to get into the business of chicken farming there might be a true competitive market for the chickens raised somewhat naturally where the cost isn’t 3 times as much to buy but might have thinner chickens without the feet a popular snack for some people. (NOT ME). VOODOO-ERS use chicken feet in voodoo as well. I think the natural way is better for the farmer and not just better for the chickens. What I would like to know is if this sabotage of chicken farms occurred before or after the Fukushima disaster or before or after the Clintons told the Central Americans what to farm changing their traditional farming quite a bit of the people in some frail, fragile and vulnerable places probably under the spiritual instructions and guidance of Billy Graham and the RCC. He likes to take advantage of vulnerabilities of others for the RCC and for himself. Remember what happened to some marines left to die in Yemen many years ago. I think it was Yemen. Clinton sent them there on a mission and didn’t back them up and blew them off. I can’t remember if it was Chechnya or Yemen but occurred while he was President and then of course what happened to the people in Waco. BURNED ALIVE.

    The Waco Siege

    Now there is a new movie coming out about the Waco siege to save face more than likely for stupidity and some kind of fear. Patience is a virtue. Whoever was in charge lacked patience. Janet RENO of the Clinton administration was involved. Like everyone walking around the box at mecca in the same direction and fasting losing their minds. Lemmings can be dangerous if you are following a lemming. I guess the chicken farmers (Pilgrim’s Pride) who were sabotaged didn’t lock the doors to the chicken habitats making it easy to sabotage. and it’s why sometimes people confuse Armageddon to the Apocalypse. and I don’t think they are the same thing. One takes a thousand years and one takes an hour (with the beast which can be 10 years biblically speaking or an hour depending on some factors and particulars), I think. One reveals and one hides. Sort of a learning vs tricking and thievery. 

    Why Michelangelo Didn’t Paint the Last Supper

    I think the word Apocalypse came from the saying “a pox on both your houses” and ‘the apostles’. Sort of a mix. There had to be 12 to go with the number of tribes of Israel but I don’t think each one of the 12 apostles represented those tribes. Cleese calls them the disciples but I haven’t heard about DISacalypse or DISarmegeddon. Though the RCC would love to see the USA disarm themselves in order to mass slaughter anyone that disagrees with them. Anyway it’s replacement theology, I think. And Obama was for disarming and arming the enemy to the USA and everyone else. Twelve times 12 is 144 equals a bushel. Supposedly there will be 144 thousand saved. Sort of prescriptive numerology of some kind. I think the Neocatechumenal Way are supposedly part of the 144 thousand in their estimation. I recall reading an article a long time ago about some catholics in Israel at some catholic place in Israel thinking they were part of the 144 thousand around the time the neocats started their crusade before the Japanese debacle at Fukushima. I don’t think God works this way. If you don’t make the grade (144 thousand) you are screwed. (Sorry you are number 144,001.) I don’t believe it. I think there is a German god called OD a Hitler god and obviously an RCC god but I don’t think it’s God. I think sometimes war is necessary and sometimes not. Obviously WWll was not necessary had Hitler not tried to overcome the world with his solution. It was necessary to fight WWll  because he was a madman. Tyrant. OUT OF HIS MIND and murder suicide was a HUGE problem the USA had to overcome as we do now. Hitler married some chick and then they committed murder suicide. It’s crazy. Of course he was losing the war and would have been tried and hung if he had been caught but he took some with him to hell. If he thought he was doing the right thing would he have committed suicide regardless of getting caught? Yea I made some calculations above but I don’t have the REAL numbers because I don’t know the REAL numbers of the population and the amount of the influx of illegal immigrants but most of the illegal immigrants are being used against our country by no fault of their own AND USED AGAINST THE MIDDLE CLASS. Black mail not as in race. It’s a mob (mafia) thing. An RCC thing (a Vatican/Jesuit thing). A BGEA thing. A VERY BAD THING FOR EVERYONE

    The government of Mexico and other governments are corrupt and under the influence of the RCC which acts as a front for the mob/mafia. It’s a deep problem, IMO. I think we need a wall to control our borders. Just like so and so needs a fence to separate him from an asshole neighbor sometimes or a lock on one’s door to keep out people you don’t want in your home. I think territorial fence would be better about 50 mile wide called the Panama Canal and we built it. I think our government even sometimes as stalemated between the parties as it is is far better than those south of the border for the people. Even if we have a border built on our border as it is now we still need the Panama canal to keep us safe. And even if we get the Panama canal back in our possession I still think we need a border wall as well. Double wall. Double the protection for the citizens of the USA.

    I think Nancy Pelosi is a peanut and doesn’t have a grasp of the situation. She doesn’t want people to read like the RCC an she should be outed. She is catholic, no wonder.  Not all catholics are stupid, mostly uninformed obviously but Nancy Pelosi is bad for the USA and she is bad for the middle class.

    I think the Panama canal since President Carter (the peanut farmer) gave it away has been used against us and we can’t ABIDE THE DISUSE AGAINST OUR COUNTRY UNLESS WE WANT TO SEE THE END OF THE WORLD sooner rather than later. We have been misled for many years but if we don’t try to fix our mistakes WE LOSE.

    During the Carter administration there were long gas lines.

    The Panama Canal is God’s architecture. IMO

    Like my mom was for my dad.

    My ex’s favorite saying of the bible which he doesn’t read is “a thousand years is a day as a day is a thousand years.” Something like it and it makes him feel better but he might be wrong. The Apocalypse might occur during Revelation sometime or other. I have no idea but a lot of people are unhappy and have a right to be unhappy. Watched another part about dairy farming. I think their problems would be easy to remedy and then I watched the part about fishing and seems to me it is fairly complicated but I would put a cap (LIMIT) on the big guy on what size of fish he can catch which ought to be big and the weight limit and amount and let the medium businesses and smaller businesses catch the medium fish and small fish because it is a way of life for them. I’m sure there’s a ratio that would work depending on the small fisherman and median fisherman to limit the big fisherman. I bet Mnuchin could figure it out if he wanted to.  I figured out a part of him could be GORE because of his mannerisms with his mouth and I bet he knows how many fish are in the sea. If I knew how many fish were in the sea I would put a daily limit and whoever gets there first is the winner. Give them a bonus for winning the daily fishing competition in each category (large, medium, and small) and have a second place winner and a third place winner awarded to those who make it back to their port first and the fish weighed in by the fishing boss. Make it fun. The bonus could be free beer for a week, football tickets, baseball tickets, free dinner and movie tickets, or perhaps a few cents (tax free) more profit by the pound of fish caught for the next week, free equipment/appliances for boats or homes, hobby lobby gift cards, dress shop gift cards, bicycles, toys, free groceries, free dental implants (dental checkup,whitening etc), free computer, or software, a free vacation for a family, different attractive items from the surrounding area of the ports, or a combination of prizes for those on the winning boats. INCENTIVES. Also could gain reputations for workers and boat owners. Bingo night at the weeks end for the families and townspeople while the judges determine the winners. Then I don’t think the fishermen would mind the limits too much having a fair chance to win each day if judges with integrity were judging the competition each day and week: a different judge name pulled out of a jar of potential judges or voted on by the participant shipping boat owners. Or pull three names out of a jar and then voted on by the participants (boat owners) in the race. Once the judge has had a week of judging he can’t be a judge for a year. (Kind of like jury duty but more fun.) Only one vote per person (boat owner) and no gambling on the side. Make it illegal. And last but not least a free vehicle or an RV or a Camper at the end of the year for the boat that has the most wins for the year and if there is a tie then 2 vehicles awarded at the end of the year one to each winner. Every three to 5 years award a yacht for the winner of the three to five year period. Could have a bazaar once a month and weekly visit by area farmers with fresh veggies and fruits.

    GREAT ADVERTISING and LOCAL TV COVERAGE if desired.

    Capitalism is competitiveness and people like to compete we just have to figure out ways to make it less corruptible. Earlier I had included we could make bets on the side who the winners would be and realized this is where it gets corruptible to the nth degree on other peoples backs. Then some mobster would come in and get someone to cheat either to win or lose in order to win a bet. And the food business isn’t the place for mobsters. IMO

    You ought to care about the little business guy and the medium business guy because if what happened in Hawaii had been real or caused a nuclear exchange you might need that little business guy and that medium business guy for your next meal and whether you are rich or not won’t mean a thing.

    The mob has been in the fishing business a long time. Remember the movie with the actor Marlon Brando in the movie called On the Waterfront who said

    “I coulda been a contender”

    The kid in the movie who suffered because of unpasteurized milk was faking it to some degree. Don’t know why, but he was. His PTSD was a bit put on later in life. When you are really really sick as in unconscious, it’s the people around you that are suffering. His mom suffered. I think the higher the risk of the milk the less it should be protected business wise. The pasteurized milk business ought to be subsidized when things in the market go awry – WITHOUT INTEREST. I think they work very hard and it was very impressive to watch their business and how it works and seems quite natural too…. a way of life. I suspect the guy who had a natural milk business got screwed and I think obviously there is a market for natural milk but he is in competition with EUROPEAN natural milk so there ought to be some kind of recompense/reimbursement because he seemed like a straight shooter and did his homework and pin pointed the problem. I wonder what happens in Europe when the natural milk europeans sell causes sickness in kids? (Oh yea it’s Russian nuclear emissions and never their own nuclear emissions.) Europeans have a superiority complex. I don’t know why but many of them do. Can’t imagine their natural milk is of much value anymore because of the nuclear emissions. I don’t think plastic is a good cover against nuclear emissions. Course we used to hide under our desks as school during drills in our country. Heard what the blond chick on MSNBC said; the french are embarrassed by Trump. Eh, FUCK EM or, in other words,  my mom would say “Consider the source” which is a classy way of saying what I wrote just now. Perhaps natural milk ought to be frozen instead of heated like fish are stored to kill some bad stuff in the natural milk. I put my fresh spinach in the freezer and bananas (because bananas are so perishable before the bananas turn to mush) for smoothies and put it under water to peel off the peel for the smoothie and add the spinach to good recipes like Chicken with Artichoke hearts or soups to give it some gusto (IRON) like Popeye eating a can for strength when dealing with his nemesis. I wonder why no one cans bananas? I have a bunch of frozen bananas in my freezer.

    The Effects of Temperature on E. Coli | Healthfully

    “Freezing foods infected with E. coli stops the growth of the bacterial population for as long as the food remains frozen. At temperatures of 0°C (32°F) E. coli bacteria are unable to divide, keeping the population stable. At temperatures of – 18°C (0°F) E. coli begins to die.”
    I have no idea if this is true but worth investigating
    by natural milk producers/farmers,
    Then there is the case of stagnation in lakes (fresh water) causing illnesses at a certain temperature sometimes (warm or hot but not boiling), illnesses like MD. Shaking the natural milk might be the key. I know in the cheese business for good ripening cheeses you have to turn the cheese over daily to care for the cheese to ripen correctly.

    Waterborne diseases

    People used to drink straight from the cow on the same day so natural milk might have to be treated because it doesn’t exactly get drunk on the same day as the milking. so imports of natural milk might not be a good idea or over producing natural milk might be a bad idea. Heredity also might be a problem. The peanut problem is a very strange deal. Some people can’t even get in the vicinity of peanuts without a severe reaction including death, probably because the peanuts are too liberal like Jimmy Carter who gave away the Panama Canal (DUMB) because of political shenanigans of the Iranians or to UNDERMINE the USA and later helped to build housing for the poor to make up for his blunder/plunder. Like George Bush bike rides and his blunders for the veterans who were injured. A metaphysical reaction to their politics like 9/11 and a thousand peanut butter sandwiches made the night before 9/11 for the firefighters. His policies might be the underlying reasons for 9/11.

    Did President Carter fix the peanut problem?

    No, Carter built houses for the poor expecting more, I’m sure.

    Perhaps peanuts need to be Cuaterized.

    “”Cauterize definition: to burn with a hot iron, electric current, fire, or a caustic, especially for curative purposes; treat with a cautery?”

    Perhaps cauterized two times, once in the shell and once out of the shell. (peanuts are a very soft shell compared to other nuts.)

    There is another part left to watch but I screwed up the connection somehow pushing some button on the remote (there are a bunch) so I have to wait and then will re-watch the part about bees and take notes this time only as a reference for what I think is going on besides a great amount of thievery and deception.

    Anyway I think the documentary part about fishing is starring the actress (a bit part) from the movie Berlin Syndrome Teresa Palmer which is kind of interesting. I was trying to figure out who she was while I was thinking aloud and realized I recognized her which is why I was thinking about it. So I called it to myself out loud a docufuckumentary or fuckudocumentary I can’t remember which but she looked and looks familiar. So I guess it’s some kind of game, but she doesn’t play games on Fox advertising for a date. “Come find me.” Not really sure what is going on with this triage. Who could?

    She’s the rage. ANKH

    The jacuzzi kid I wrote about when she grew up had an ankh tattooed on her

    ….. on her…..on her arm. I know she loved my dad in a good way and he loved her.

    The fishing problems can be worked out but gotta change some laws for the sake of the fishermen and their plight. Perhaps we ought to not accept imports or/import/ exports at all and go it alone. We are a big economy on our own. We have a vast amount of consumers in the free world and shouldn’t necessarily vie for the other parts of the world which want to do us in. Take care of our own and build it up. The world would love to sell us their stuff because we are mostly consumers and need to get back to producing our goods for ourselves and get out of these regulations that hurt our economy and other economies by following

    the Vatican’s

    deplorable and depraved ideals.

    What is good for one is not good for all. IT’s a ridiculous premise on it’s lack of merit. Base less. What is good for our country isn’t good for another country so why would world government be good for everyone: OBVIOUSLY, IT ISN’T GOOD!  

    Why do Muslim Louis Farrakhans wannabes complain about the language used by Trump? Ridiculous how these guys imitate him as if it makes them muslim even the rhythmic cadence of how they talk. There is no other word to describe it but RIDICULOUS. Kind of like the Rhodes scholar talking points thumb.

    AFFECTED and possibly infected.

    I think my dad is the king of fierce countenance who understands dark sentences and  stands up against evil written about in the book of DANIEL. I saw him warning about Obama care, at Benghazi, and in Pope Benedict XVl and in other people and other places, etc. He does have a fierce countenance and was part of the 101st Airborne Division for quite a few years. He loved his family and he fiercely loved my mom. He believed in God and in truth and in the USA as well. And they stood up for me!

    The ants go marching one by one song – YouTube

    THIS IS WAR and I think FOX IS GONNA LOSE THE WAR.

    My dad!

    IS HE FIERCE LOOKING? 

    As far as the mustard seed of faith, the seed that is not the smallest of seed, nor was  the smallest of seed, neither ever will be the smallest of seed: Have you ever played the game called CLUE? We used to love playing it as a family growing up with my parents. Its about a murder mystery and you have to figure out who did it, what tool was used, where the murder took place using cards and DEDUCTION techniques. There are 6 characters, 9 rooms, and 6 weapons.

    The names of the characters are: COL. MUSTARD, MRS. PEACOCK, MRS. WHITE, MR. GREEN, MISS SCARLET, and PROFESSOR PLUM. The rooms are: THE DINING ROOM, THE KITCHEN, THE HALL, THE CONSERVATORY, THE LIBRARY, THE BILLIARD ROOM, THE STUDY, THE BALL ROOM and the LOUNGE. The weapons are: THE ROPE, THE CANDLESTICK, THE REVOLVER, THE LEAD PIPE, THE KNIFE, and last but not least THE WRENCH;)0

    These were the original components of the game called CLUE.

     A GREAT GAME.

    MY DAD WAS A COLONEL.

    My mom’s Great grandmother was WHITE and a member in our family married a White as it grew.

    My mom wanted to live to 105 because of her grandmother who lived to 105 but she was hospiced instead without my permission.

    My dad’s birthday was October the 5th and he concurred with my mom (10:4) about a lot of things and we still communicate and we are in ARMAGEDDON whether you like it or not. I think he may have meant he wanted to live, too. I remember that day and the circumstances. He was supposed to go home that day because he was well and someone gave him a pill he choked on (aspirated) is what I was told. He lived through the Korean war and the Vietnam war two times and the hospital couldn’t save him from a pill he couldn’t swallow WHICH the hospital gave him? I know there are ways if one wants to find one to help with choking. So our hopes were dashed for him coming him that same day and I had to go back to my parents town to see him. While my mom was out of the room my siblings discussed what was best and I said “I want him to have every chance he can have” but apparently my siblings didn’t, two because the two were easily swayed (BGEA indoctrinated), but I think he was already in septic shock. the other because of being a Gore enthusiast and something happened to him from the time of the meeting with my brother and sister at a hotel while he stayed at their home. He changed towards me and at the time staying with them maybe something happened but he thought what was best was to keep it in our generation for the sake of the family. (the problem of sexual harassment and the problems that ensued because of it). I know he meant well and I tried his way but my buttons were pushed in a multitude of ways by my sisters who were under the influence of the BGEA and peer pressure, noses were out of joint having to do with their reputations and probably aspects of their own lives were at stake to some degree and both in denial. He couldn’t have understood what I was dealing with and what was to come. I couldn’t either. I know he wanted my relationship with my parents to be mended. I saw it in his eyes, words, and emotions but something happened from that time onward to him. Like he didn’t trust me anymore. Not sure what but something deeply disturbing happened (not just one thing but some things.) Someday I’ll find out. I know he loved my parents and our family. Like the Uma Thurman article below where a lot more was involved more than one incident and other people as well as I have explained. I prayed with my dad to remember MOSES and crossing the Red Sea quietly. I think he heard me. There was a dove outside his window dying in the hospital yard. I think he was murdered. It was a sign. In either Acts or some other book thereabouts Paul gave a sermon and I guess one of his followers fell out of a window. Strange story. Paul was Saul and had a conversion on the way to Damascus a few times because each incident had minor differences so must have been more than one conversion. When he was Saul he hunted Christians. Then after the conversion he infiltrated Christians. REMEMBER? It was an opportunity knocking. Not the same kind of opportunity as playing in the Super Bowl but more rewarding. Somewhere in the bible it says not to give undue or excessive respect for athletes. The Winter Olympics are on the horizon. At least because of people like my dad and my mom football is still allowed and enjoyed in the USA, but for how long? I guess we will see.

    HOSPICE HAD A LOT TO DO WITH WHY WE ARE EXPERIENCING ARMAGEDDON!

    I THINK IT’S THE REASON.

    For this season.

    And because I still hear from my parents in their way I believe

    “they are they that testify of me.”

    At the funeral of my dad my sister played some of her cards and slighted me as if I was baggage and as if her family was so much more important to my mom but mostly to her, of course. My mom was not aware at the time of some things and was grieving severely so she didn’t see. Weird shit but my older sister couldn’t help herself from making her digs when she could even at a funeral of our dad. Later trying to get me and then me and the family to watch Atonement. It was a supreme dig since her husband had a problem. A big problem. Even he didn’t want to watch it. LOL A deal doesn’t work work one way. If you make a deal about moving on or getting over it for the sake of the family the other side has to do it too and she was not ready to move on or get over it. I was more than ready but I still felt feelings, fears, paranoia, and I had a right to have those feelings by the things she did. Just because you are paranoid doesn’t mean you don’t have a right to be paranoid if someone is trying to upend you and screw you over and over and over again. The last thing she did was hospice my mom without telling me (for two weeks) until my mom had died and then called me to tell me about it. I had a right to be paranoid, OBVIOUSLY. A lot of things happened between my mom’s death and my dad’s but I don’t think you can get any dirtier or crueler than what she did to me and my mom and my dad. I don’t think he appreciated it for a number of reasons. She started her uppityness when going to college at SMU and I guess after meeting her future husband and flying in their private jet on a trip around the world with the Kirchers before both got married in a huge wedding and reception at a very expensive place, probably one of the most expensive places to have a reception in the area at the time with lots of bridesmaids and groomsmen. He was President of Conoco Oil at the time. At her daughter’s wedding years later she displayed her talent: HAUGHTINESS.

    Pride goeth before destruction, and an haughty spirit before a fall.
    Anyway I’m sure God can handle her and I’m sure my parents will be involved in correcting her because I believe THEY CAN. She developed a lot of hangups, but it wasn’t our fault. When you’re having family meetings about someone even flying from another state quite a bit a ways away on how to cope with it, you know you have problems and we tried. I tried earlier and often in many ways and it was not attainable to our family to resolve it. It is the kind of problem that takes more than just family to handle it but we did not invent it the problem. The church failed miserably and was only a veil for her and her husband and their family and the Kirchers. Not saying I don’t have hangups or my brother didn’t have hangups or my other sister didn’t have hangups or my parents didn’t have hangups but this was a BIG HANGUP and caused a lot of hangups amongst us. I think it will work out in the end. The thing is we loved each other…I think. I did. I know my parents did, too. We had wonderful times together even so.
    It started in their family with their daughter and Gary sometime before Gary went to college when their daughter was only 14 years or less so I would imagine Mr. Kircher and his wife by the same name as my mom has work to do besides entertaining with the Saudis.
    I get why the trip around the world happened,
    very succinctly and why my sister was tempted to steal a pearl in Hong Kong on the trip around the world and told me about it. And I understand why my sister received $250,000 or more per year to spend for nothing as the stakes got higher. And I understand why to some extent why Gary and his family got lost in the Ozarks but at the time I didn’t understand. Who would have thunk it?
    NOT I, SAID THE LITTLE RED HEN.
    I guess everyone is gonna have to bear with us as we sort it out.
    WE WILL SORT IT OUT.


    Anyway I looked up the word Parable in regards to the parable earlier in the post by a few feet and read  “Psalm 78:2 I will open my mouth in a parable, I will utter dark sayings of old.” So in the parable about the poor you will have with you always, and me you will not have with you always” is a dark saying. Obviously, evil as well. MATTHEW 13:13: WHOEVER HAS WILL BE GIVEN MORE AND HE WILL HAVE AN ABUNDANCE. WHOEVER DOES NOT HAVE EVEN WHAT HE HAS WILL BE TAKEN AWAY FROM HIM (a warning possibly and/or has been misinterpreted in the past? to coincide with the vaticans desire to rule the world as if it is theirs and Islam’s desire to rule the world.) SO THAT A PROPHECY CAN BE FULFILLED BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT TO FULFILL A PROPHECY IN ISAIAH THOUGH SEEING THEY DO NOT SEE AND THE REST OF PAUL’S NONSENSE.  IN ANY CASE THE PROPHECY IN DANIEL WAS MOVED TO THE GOSPEL OF MATTHEW STANDING WHERE IT SHOULD NOT LET THE READER UNDERSTAND. I DO. THE FALSE PROPHET TO PROMOTE FALSE WORSHIP! I UNDERSTAND VERY CLEARLY THE NAZI SOLUTION TO A WORLD GONE MAD. Perhaps they have Mad Cow Disease: Creutzfeldt-Jacob (German felt- Jacob) disease:

    Bovine spongiform encephalopathy

    (What we feed our food (chain) makes a difference.)

    MY DAD I THINK UNDERSTANDS AS WELL. WE ARE ON THE BRINK OF NUCLEAR WAR AND THE WORLD PROBABLY WONT SURVIVE. WE ARE IN ARMAGEDDON. WE’LL SEE WHO WINS THIS DARK BATTLE BUT I DON’T THINK DARKNESS WINS IN THE END. IMO as I recall the false prophet ends up burning forever in an unquenched fire as Chernobyl (Chernobyl means noble love and i’m not inferring russia as the scapegoat it is only an example and a name of a nuclear site which I believe was sabotaged and at the time fighting terrorism as we are but could have been human error but since the chemical site in BHOPAL India Pronounced BO Paul was more than likely sabotage to further the career of Mother Teresa for the RCC (who practiced murder suicide) forever and ever because of always. Saul’s way, Paul’s way ….etc. the one that utters dark sayings of old. I guess he was rich and not poor, nor middle class, neither good. I think Paul falls. The Fall of Saul Paul as in WWlll The Rise and fall of the third reich. Mother Teresa was part of his family and I think her name was Tertius or something like it introduced in I think the Book of Romans or one of his books who said you can have it all: a bunch of gods disregarding the first commandment of the Ten Commandments.

    Thou shalt have no other gods before me.

    Teresa = TER REE SAW TARE eee saw ESAU = EEE SAW Israel blesses Jacob because Jacob puts on a fur and acts like Esau a hunter who had a hairy chest. (IS THAT YOU ESAU?) DOES IT MAKE ANY SENSE AT ALL? It’s a ridiculous story. An old wives tale, so to speak. (like Bret Baier believing some chicks in Syria of some tribe saying some of the isis captive women smothered themselves under their blanket in order not to be raped by ISIS because they were virgins. As if they are more virtuous than other women. Bret Baier believed them when more than likely they were smothered by the women telling the story to save themselves like what happened in death camps in the past etc because sometimes people in a horrible place or a horrible situation don’t always handle it well and get mentally unstable. Not everyone is a hero. HE IS AN IDIOT but because he went along with all the propaganda about Benghazi he gets to sell history books like his predecessor Bill O’reilly.)  Jacob’s wife was the one that told Jacob to put on an animal skin to fake out Israel who was blind. TIS CRAP. Who in their right mind would believe this story? HITLER maybe. Bret Baier maybe. It involves murder/suicide, doesn’t it? The story about Jacob is similar to the story about Hansel and Gretel and the witch. Read the story and compare to the story about Jacob and Esau when Jacob receives a blessing from Israel. An allegory is a story, poem, or picture that can be interpreted to reveal a hidden meaning, typically a moral or political one. More than likely the story about Jacob is some sort of allegory but is it TRUE? There are a few allegories when it comes to the stories about Jacob and Esau and I think one is kind of at war with another and it was then. The truth makes the difference. Sometimes parents don’t see their kids very well and sometimes children don’t see their parents very well or have understanding of their parents or their children because of things that happen out of their visions but eventually the truth catches up. Still it doesn’t mean its over till the PHAT lady sings when it comes to your children or your parents because nothing is impossible with God. But I wouldn’t necessarily accept the interpretation or hidden meaning of someone like say Franklin Graham of the BGEA or some other cult. I think I found the hidden meaning about Mother Teresa selling her birthright by accident, of course. Anyway Franklin Graham says he believes everything in the bible. Not everything in the bible is believable. When people are hungry they don’t act right sometimes due to their bodies affecting their minds. Lots of different reasons depending upon the individual and why Jesus said feed my sheep. Fasting can cause hallucinations. Starvation can cause hallucinations. High blood pressure, Diabetes etc. These days we have tv and movies and some are good and some aren’t. Reality tv is another new invention which can cause harm sometimes depending on the subject and the producers and if trying to serve you propaganda. Makes it difficult for some people sometimes to judge between what is real and what isn’t real. Fake news is the same thing. It can be very harmful and why Jesus said in the Gospel of John: I AM the way the truth and the life. Talking about the Ten Commandments, IMO.

    Hansel and Gretel

    a fairy tale about two kids in the woods who get lost 

    the witch fattens up Gretel so she can eat her and Gretel tricks the witch.

    Mother Teresa is crap. Her solution is crap. It’s happening but it’s crap. Like following a lemming.

    WHAT IS A GOREALLEY!

    GORE IS ALL, PAUL, SAUL and obviously related in spiritual sense to Mother Teresa via the Vatican. Both made quite a bit of money and both are causing a lot of problems with false precepts. THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL IS MONEY.

    Parabolic is a measure in stocks and currency fluctuations to make decisions regarding value to invest in or divest in etc parabolically and DIABOLICALLY which is why the USA is not doing well especially since manipulation of the values is occurring to fulfill the prophecy of Isaiah: self fulfilling prophecy.. I think we will stand though if we use some common sense and take care of things gone INSANE such as world economics, world government, world religion because in the end it does not stand. I think as a nation we will stand. I hope. we stood against nazism years ago I hope we do it again because I think we will win again. Recognizing Jerusalem is a good start. I noticed also the 1967 war in Israel also known as the 6 day war which Israel won against all odds is also the same year that the EDF (FED) began which has caused many troubles and tied our hands and no one else’s hands. Environmental Defense Fund. AN overreaction to the Six Day War’s results and also caused a great deal of HIGHWAY ROBBERY of the way of life for many people (fishermen, farmers, ranchers, middle class and the lower class chances for mobility and their small businesses and median businesses in favor of BIG BUSINESS AND BIG GOVERNMENT, people making a living off the backs of other people) using quotas, sabotage, hospice, taxes, etc.  Matthew was a tax man. TWO DIFFERENT IDEOLOGIES working against the people. Not everything it does is bad or it couldn’t hide behind the good to do it’s evils using the substance of good people and/or decent people but a lot of it is over-managing, over-manipulation, the three M’s of a sociopath and possibly a tool and symptom of a far worse result: a psychopath. Billy Graham was a tool of the Vatican. AUL Gore definitely was a tool of the Vatican. Hospice was a tool of the Vatican. …… which is why it gets destroyed in Revelation in one hour. We are in a war. A very strange war, but it is war. The other M is over-maneuvering and I bet there are more OM’s those are the ones I learned when I first got sick years ago about a sociopath when I looked it up. Probably some other M’s having to do with the slip slide into a psychopathic behavior. Language:

    São Paulo is a place in Brazil and uses a circumflex accent over the vowel

    The accent circonflexe ˆ (circumflex) can be on an AEIO, or U. The circumflex usually indicates that an S used to follow that vowel, e.g., forêt (forest). It also serves to distinguish between homographs; e.g., du (contraction of de + le) vs  (past participle of devoir).

    forêt

    Foray is a sudden attack. Moray is an eel. Homograph is a word IMO like SAUL AND PAUL AND AUL AND FALL… LOL

    Just a little information to contemplate because language is important and hides many things. In french I was told while studying when I asked why about language oddities of the french language and the response I got was because it is so. Meaning don’t ask why –  it is what it is…I think it is wrong. I have a right to think it is not true and isn’t right because of what I have seen and experienced. Why not put the s where it belongs instead of hiding it? I think like contractions we use to save space. The French also use double negatives Non, nes (not necessarily?)

    Negative Number Rules – Math Forum – Ask Dr. Math

    I will continue to ask why and I hope others do as well otherwise we might be considered to be fascists, IMO, depending on the circumstances. I think our country was attacked besides and including 9/11. My family was attacked as well and we need to get our ducks in a row and fight back to a better situation and a better place otherwise we will fall. The end of all things will come sooner if we don’t.

    In the English language in America the last letter of the Alphabet is Z (sounds like Zee) in England the last letter of the alphabet is Zed. These things have meaning at least to me. I think the next post will be fun and interesting but will take a while to gather the information partially because of deceptions amongst the treasures of truth which will set us free. Anyway ROTTEN is a good show to watch and learn from. Doesn’t mean everything in it is true but there is a lot of substance and realities we need to address as a country and a people of many colors. Starting to watch another documentary called Food,Inc and the same rules apply. Not all of it is true, but some of it is. So far a pretty good show but caught some derelictions as well in the show/documentary.


    I think the SIMPLE answer might be INDUSTRY is great for making cars – things

    but not for making food.

    A car doesn’t have to be fresh to taste good or to be healthy.

    The second documentary called Food Inc is a bit of a mock of the first documentary called Rotten, but some good information still. LOL

    Truth has a way.

    My dad told me chicken had a lot of fat and he was right. I don’t usually eat the skin and defat it as much as I can and do not like dark meat of a chicken because I had it once microwaved and it sucked and made an impression upon me (like rubber), however chickens get fat because of how they are grown so it makes little difference so is probably still fattening. Some people could not handle chicken farming obviously: I’m one of those people but better for the farmer and chicken if it is done naturally for the people who panhandle it. Room for both HOWEVER Big Business has been getting the breaks where as small and medium businesses haven’t.

    A possible remedy for the Chicken farmers might be:

    The Big Chicken Farmers should be limited to the franchise restaurants and fast food businesses where other people cook the food and the small and medium chicken farmers get to sell to the grocery chains and local food markets where the people cook their own meals and to the individual restaurant businesses who come buy the product or deliver to the business depending on the business involved.

    A possible remedy for the Fisherman. 

    The same thing for the fishermen: The big fishermen could sell to the franchise restaurants and fast food businesses where someone cooks the fish for the people only and the medium to small fisherman could sell to the grocery store chains and local fish markets where people buy the fish to cook their own meals and to the individual restaurant businesses. Let the franchise businesses and the fast food people regulate the Big Fisherman. (with Federal government help) etc State and local government help to regulate the medium to small business men and women and the medium, and small fisherman.

    Make sense! COMMON SENSE.

    Watched a small business guy get investigated on his small/medium boat in the first documentary by the Coast Guard (I think) and I guarantee the big boats are off limits to the laws others have to abide by because of the power (money) and the fear by the law people to get involved with dealing with the mobster’s boat. It was disgusting. Might as well not have laws if the big guy doesn’t have to abide the laws and only pick on the small and medium guys which is why there is a problem with the people who represent the law overcome by lawlessness because of the big guy hence it would be better to only have small and medium businesses vs Big business. Let the franchise businesses and the fast food businesses regulate the Big chicken farmers. (with Federal Government help) etc.  State and local government help to regulate the medium to small business men and women and the medium to small chicken farmers. Do the same for the egg businesses and egg farmers and the BEEF businesses and BEEF Farmers! I think it could actually be a good model for all food businesses and food farmers and would create jobs all over our country and better organized and fairer competition. The mock partially is against subsidizing small dairy farmers I think in the first documentary nevertheless still some bad information about Big Business vs good small businesses. I would rather see cows in the grass, pastures etc etc etc. I have no idea why the cows chew their cud but I’m sure there is a reason. Not sure why the cows have two stomachs or four compartments. (I bet the misuse of the cows is UNSUSTAINABLE over the long haul. When nature turns against industry, why not make mechanical cows.)

    HOW DOES EATING A LOT OF CORN AFFECT COWS?

    Think about the pasteurization process helped to protect the population from germs and cows were in the pasture. Stalling cows constantly as if they are not animals of the pasture and you get Stalinization i.e. Stalin.-  a bad solution “Pasteurization or pasteurisation is a process that kills microbes (mainly bacteria) in food and drink, such as milk, juice, canned food, and others. It was invented by French scientist Louis Pasteur during the nineteenth century.” A good solution I use to love seeing farmlands driving by and the the smell etc like I used to love seeing horses in the pasture when I owned one and the smells of a horse stable (leather, hay, and manure, horse sweat, etc) or ranch except when trying to halter my horse which was a hassle but worth the hassle in order to ride. I cleaned my horses stable for quite a while as a kid and it didn’t hurt me. It was part of the deal in order to ride and own a horse at least at the stable I did it at other stables stable hands did it. Depended on where you kept your horse. It was the French who made a meal of the horse, wasn’t it? One of the most beautiful animals in the world and so important as well in history. Like reading The Book of Acts after reading the Gospel of John.

    A TOTAL LETDOWN!

    TOTALITARIANISM

    Blaming immigration on food marketing and food production however some of it is true but HOW about blaming MEXICO and the RCC : WHO made their people think it is wrong to use birth control, or have an abortion, or tie a man’s worms for a while to circumcise them in order not to get girls pregnant or an unmarried women pregnant.  WHY? so we have to feed more people when most people don’t want the most people (even the ones that have the kids and leave them in a car to roast or put them in car and dump them in a river for a better life with someone else, or drop them on their heads at Sam’s on a cement floor taking care of someone else’s kid, or leave to abandon them or leave green snot all over their faces parading them around and no mother would do it to their own kid. [I know my mom would use her own spit or clothing to clean my face] ) especially Mexico dumping their people and their immigrants on us like little chickens. supply and demand inversions, conversions and MOST OF ALL diversions from the false precepts of the RCC and ISLAM GONE MAD wanting to rule the world and to judge it as well. It isn’t God who hospiced my mom. (It was my sister who had had two abortions tubular pregnancy in her marriage and one before she was married) and did it because of money her husbands loss on the stock market and blamed us for being truthful and to get back at me because her husband had a sexual problem which is not a good reason. It’s ridiculous. It’s insane but something drove her towards it and I believe it was the BGEA (shills for the RCC), pride, reputation, occultic shit. My little sister somehow ends up with 35 thousand dollars. and her new husband trying to find out what was left in my mom ‘s estate etc and living off of her divorce settlement. I think he may have written the funeral brochure by the sounds of it. It was incorrect for one thing and patting my little sister on the back as if she earned the money and mocking my mom in weird way and my dad. GARY lost the money on the stock market, not us. I think in the millions but I don’t know but I know it was a lot of money. Spending oodles of money on a wedding for their daughter whose marriage lasted about a year because she married a nut who enjoyed killing cats and sort of in-between a Mark Fuhrman and a Gary. HIs mom was divorced and married to a bible scholar of some kind and his dad and mother-in-law committed murder suicide a few years after they were married. But somehow they got some land out of the deal. Then she remarries in Colorado and goes to Rome? Strange stuff. In=between marriages has a run in with a bear in the Ozark mountains with the family (her mom and dad and siblings ) and they get lost in the Ozarks, and changed quite a bit. Yea, the devil visited them, for sure and it wasn’t me who caused it. It was the BGEA. What a weird story. Who the hell goes to the Ozarks and gets lost separates to find a way out and runs into a bear? My little sister and I as kids went with my dad camping and backpacking up the Appalachian Trail and we didn’t get lost because my dad wasn’t a fool.

    Still I think we can handle the problems as stated above. 

    You should watch Auschwitz on Netflix. It’s hellish what happened and I think elevation is the problem with some people: like Hospice became numb to it and you cannot compare hospice to abortion since being born is the difference nor use it as an excuse. We eat eggs but we don’t eat chicks if that helps. In Auschwitz was another story and Nazis ate chicks: those that were born.

    “Totalitarianism is a political system where the state recognizes no limits to its authority and strives to regulate every aspect of public and private life wherever feasible. … Totalitarian regimes are different from authoritarian ones.” Basically what happened to the Nazis was sociopathy turned into a psychopath. Murder/Suicide seems to be the nexus. HOSPICE is another form of AUSCHwitz.

    What is an authoritarian system of government?
    Authoritarianism, principle of blind submission to authority, as opposed to individual freedom of thought and action. In governmentauthoritarianism denotes any political system that concentrates power in the hands of a leader or a small elite that is not constitutionally responsible to the body of the people.
    “Although totalitarian regimes have existed in other nations including China, North Korea, and Iraq, they began in Europe and were characterized by leaders with strong personalities, such as Hitler in Nazi Germany and Stalin in the Soviet Union” and OBAMA in America who was suckled by Kissinger who was hired by the Vatican to save face ….who was suckered by the devil himself? which is why we have an immigration problem in part. But until we do something about the RCC and ISLAM the problems will escalate. You have to be determined to avoid the Nazi solutions which are very nasty. It helps to believe in truth. My ex doesn’t.

    Revelation 12:9 The great dragon was hurled down–that ancient …

    But woe to the earth and the sea; with great fury the devil has come down to you, knowing he has only a short time.” Treasury of Scripture. And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceives the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him .

    Which is why there is so much false news and propaganda and Why ObamaCare happened and all the things that are not believable and confusing as well. Saw the movie/documentary about the gold treasure found in the ocean somewhere (The Indian Ocean) and tons of it in the form of false gods from an alleged shipwreck being displayed in Milan, Italy Venice, but it’s BULLSHIT with some shells stuck to it. LOL IT’s futuristic characters mixed with crap, renderings….kind of like the golden calf. The ship was called UNBELIEVABLE.
     But somehow I guess tourists come to look at the stuff, like people go to see the House of Wax.

    I think I figured out why JFK was allegedly assassinated through a window at the Text Book Depository in Dallas which is debatable since his wife (under some kind of mind control IMO) killed him with the help of a one bullet theory and why the world trade center was bombed in New York City while George Bush was in Florida at a school reading a book to kids when it occurred and why most schools public schools don’t use textbooks anymore or the kids take them home for 9 months but use work books instead is to change history whenever it is expedient. Like changing the bible. I wonder who is behind changing history text books would probably be the same entity who changed the bible. More than likely to change public opinion and further propaganda. It would have to be the Vatican and the Secret Service. IMO – POTUS

    To smote us.

    I was and still am trying to figure out why Japan attacked the United State on December 11, 1941 at Pearl Harbor. Saw a few books on the subject but have not bought nor read them. They must have been building up for a while because ships, submarines and airplanes take a while to build. Doesn’t happen overnight. Since Germany declared war 4 days later obviously Japan and Hitler were allies and so was the Vatican considering what happened in regards to Japan recently relatively recently when trying to delay the NeoCatechumenal Way imposed upon them *(the Japanese catholics) by the Roman Catholic Church because of a rise in suicides the Japanese tried to resist it by 5 years and then the earthquake/tsunami and nuclear disaster occurred as a result. Pretty wild but a relationship exits of some nature beneath the surface. I think it’s Italy since IT/ITALY declared war on the USA the same day as Germany (HiTler). Italy is where the State of the Vatican (what sponsors terrorism) resides and where the Jesuits reside as well. Some reside in many other places but they’re hard to identify like undercover cops and make a vow to the devil. Oliver North’s documentary about General Douglas MacArthur included a Jesuit (SAVING FACE) in regards to the Philippines and the torture endured at the time of the people in the Philipines (by the JESUITS who have a reputation that proceeds/precedes them because of the Jesuit past in world history) during WWll.

    NOT MERRILY A COINCIDENCE.

    You want to know something really weird my mom had a checkup at some point later in life and the doctors were amazed because she was missing some kind of artery somewhere in her body near her heart. It wasn’t the aorta OBVIOUSLY, but some kind of artery or a part of the aorta a branch. She had tuberculosis as a young woman which may have caused damage to her blood traffic around the time when my dad was in Korea fighting. I think she was in her 60’s at the time may have been in her 70’s when she had the gall bladder removed when it was discovered. It’s been a while and I wasn’t paying attention. It was the 70’s when Carter gave up the Panama Canal. I didn’t know what I know now then.  She was born in Panama and my dad was born in Montana. In the mean while: Also could mean those with peanut allergy perhaps should have their gall badder removed which might help. It helped me. I don’t have a peanut allergy but had other digestive problems: Please contact your doctor before doing it to make sure it’s a good idea.

    Zechariah 14:4-6

    And his feet shall stand in that day upon the mount of Olives, which is before Jerusalem on the east, and the mount of Olives shall cleave in the midst thereof toward the east and toward the west, and there shall be a very great valley; and half of the mountain shall remove toward the north, and half of it toward the south. And ye shall flee to the valley of the mountains; for the valley of the mountains shall reach unto Azal: yea, ye shall flee, like as ye fled from before the earthquake in the days of Uzziah king of Judah: and the Lord my God shall come, and all the saints with thee. And it shall come to pass in that day, that the light shall not be clear, nor dark:

    I think the mountains are referring to the Ten Commandments in Truth spiritually.

    We should try.

    (clear might mean transparent and dark as in dark sentences.. I don’t know)

    But I think I figured out what the missing link is: It’s the URL

    Beautiful People – Melanie

    Saw a show on Netflix (a documentary) recently, only the beginning of the show because it was stupid giving credence to the Taliban for defending Afghanistan’s heroin crop because it only used only one fifth the water to grow heroin as would take to grow normal crops (food). I guess the documentary was trying to RE-define the Taliban as good even though the Taliban were not good. Being molested and manipulated doesn’t define anyone. I have no idea why the judge (Rosemarie Aquilina) of the Dr. Nassar’s alleged US Olympic gymnasts victims gave such stupid advice to the victims except to validate and RE- define that digital (as in the finger) penetration is molestation whereas there are other kinds of molestation as well. Nassar was President of Egypt before Anwar Sadat (a peaceful man) and Nassar elementals may have been responsible for his demise. Anyway it was televised on a few news stations, the sentencing of Nassar by the Judge, and I thought she was astoundingly inferior and boring but everyone on Fox thinks she was G_R_E_A_T. I’m not so sure about the sentence or the accusations and didn’t hear about it other than what I saw for a few minutes of Reality tv sensation and have only read snippets about it on the internet. He reminds me of Colbert of comedy. Defining someone by an affliction (abused by someone else is silly but politically correct kind of language).

    Gymnast = digitally penetrated or molested

    I had a bird who was a gymnast and liked to contort himself. I called him Bantam I called him Bantam before I knew he was a gymnast. He did somersaults on his bar. Really cute parakeet, green. I thought Bantam meant wild bird because it did mean wild bird, once. I dropped the cage, actually the bottom fell off the top of the cage on the porch of our apartment by mistake, and he flew away like a wild bird. I tried to find him but couldn’t: like trying to find a needle in a haystack.

    Don’t let molestation, manipulation (DIGITAL PENETRATION)

    define you

    JUDGE ROSEMARIE AQUILINA

    now that you have THIS feather in your cap

    Yankee Doodle Went to Town

    I guess silence wasn’t golden?

    It was a display of warped ideals but read on and get a sense of how warped it was! (political correct Roman Catholic bullshit)

    I can do anything better than you

    definitely!  (and I was bottle fed and raised on the go. Must be the DNA!)

    This is why Uma Thurman is Angry

    In Munich Germany (West Germany) during the 1972 Summer Olympics eleven Israeli wrestlers were taken hostage by the PLO (Black September) and stabbed to death.

    Munich massacre

    “Shortly after the crisis began, they demanded 234 prisoners jailed in Israel and the German-held founders of the Red Army Faction (Andreas Baader and Ulrike Meinhof) be released.[7][8] Black September called the operation “Iqrit and Biram“,[9]after two Palestinian Christian villages whose inhabitants were expelled by the Israel Defense Forces (IDF) during the 1948 Arab–Israeli “ “The attack was motivated by secular nationalism, with the commander of the terrorist group, Luttif Afif, having been born to Jewish and Christian parents.[10] German neo-Nazis gave the attackers logistical assistance.”

    Luke 23:27-31 King James Version (KJV)

    27 And there followed him a great company of people, and of women, which also bewailed and lamented him.

    28 But Jesus turning unto them said, Daughters of Jerusalem, weep not for me, but weep for yourselves, and for your children.

    29 For, behold, the days are coming, in the which they shall say, Blessed are the barren, and the wombs that never bare, and the paps which never gave suck.

    30 Then shall they begin to say to the mountains, Fall on us; and to the hills, Cover us.

    31 For if they do these things in a green tree, what shall be done in the dry?

    Who was occupying Jerusalem at the time? THAT IS THE QUESTION!

    I recall someone using the word O-C-C-U-PY quite often,

    Was it a dark sentence with a dark meaning?

    Who was he talking to?

    The Mnuchin age?

    What is the smallest of seed? Don’t let it define you!

    You know what I think scares Nancy Pelosi and others about the State of the Unionn Speech President Trump gave is what President Trump said at the beginning of his speech about federal employees. Why? Because it’s their ace in the hole.

    It is also the ties that bind them so instead of being afraid might welcome the potential freedom: INDEPENDENCE

    The woman who was a mom of one of the 126 or so gymnasts penetrated and interviewed on Fox a few days back her voice was very VERY familiar and reminded me of possibly someone who had something to do with the Sandy Hook Elementary massacre. Not sure but when I figure it out I’ll let you know. Very distinctive original quality in her voice in her sorrow so me thinks something strange about it and the fact that I recognize her voice/signature – Copenhagen Syndrome. But I remember her voice from something nasty which occurred during the Obama Administration. A lot of bad things happened in those times to my families and friends (the one I grew up with and the one I made and to other people I know) so I know he has something to do with it. His remarks at the press dinners are kind of  revealing as was his UN dark sentences.

    COINCIDENCE? I DON’T THINK SO.

    The way Nancy Pelosi acted during the speech as if caught redhanded (who wasn’t going to show up for the speech, I heard earlier, but did anyway) at something. The train wreck with a substantial group of Republicans the next morning was kind of weird as well. Did she know about it beforehand? How would she know? How could she know? The pictures of the train wreck near a delapidated baseball park seemed kind of coincidental as well since the ambush at a baseball practice for the Republicans practicing a while back kind of near her home when a Congressman was shot by a nut (a lone gunman). She acted unusually upset and extremely nervous at the speech in which she wasn’t going to attend and I don’t think it’s a coincidence. On a normal basis she is kind of neurotic acting but not to this extent. So why did she attend? Was she forced to attend? Not saying she caused either incident but I think she had knowledge or perhaps pre-knowledge because she sure acted freaked out by something.

    DEMOCRATS BOO AMERICA

    (Ann Beautiful Coulter)

    The weird thing is and I wasn’t gonna write it but a few nights before the JUDGE Aquilina rendered her verdict on Fox and other news networks about the 126 or so gymnasts who had been penetrated by a coach/doctor (was he their gynecologist??? I wondered not for joy) I had a wet dream and I enjoyed it with no one in my mind and was sleeping. Later on in a prayer sort of in passing I thanked God for it (the dream because I think I needed it) not that God had anything to do with it but perhaps it was a sign of some kind. I don’t know. Maybe to prove to me ahead of time I’m not a dry tree but I did spend most of my life married to one. I was a trooper, you might say. But

    Tell No Man

    And he charged them that they should tell no man: but the more he charged them, so much the more a great deal they published it;

    If Kennedy is a Kennedy of the past his great granddad (Joe) might have had him lobotomized. I saw the beginning of his attempt to degrade the speech by Trump as I think he is accustomed to doing and I turned my attention elsewhere to more important things going on because what he was saying at the start of his response to the speech sounded very dumb. I think he was spiritually manifested by OBAMA and has some issues he ought to work on or needs to work on desperately and found him to be a bit discombobulated.

    The Untold Story of JFK’s Sister, Rosemary Kennedy, and the Disastrous Lobotomy Ordered by Her Father

    Another thing what bothers me is how many congressman like the one with the wide eyes (SCHIFF- usually see the white of his eyes on top of his iris always kind of alarmed looking as if he is being poked with a cattle prod) tend to always have a small number about 5 or more people standing with them during interviews by the press, people who don’t say anything but are around them. Like a block of some kind. Why are these people there? Probably lawyers. Seems like the lawyer might as well speak for himself instead of using the congressman as his spokesman. I kind of feel as if I was watching a Ventriloquist using Adam Schiff. Maybe the lawyers can’t talk. I remember when thinking it while watching Adam Schiff in an interview the guy to the right of him started swallowing a bunch as if very nervous when he wasn’t even doing the talking so I thought to myself maybe he is a ventriloquist for Adam Schiff. Since then on Fox has have covered the person up i’m talking about with some kind of whitish layer photoshopped over the film. Partially why I think we are in Armeggedon/Apocolypse and Revelation is occurring before our eyes. Doesn’t mean I don’t have hope for a better time for our country. I don’t discount the 7 Trumpets of Revelation and the fact we have a president named Trump and the president before him was Obama whom I think is/was the destroyer (man of lawlessness) and represented in the Gospel of Luke (in part of the gospel) because of the things he himself said kind of gave it away though I don’t think he thought anyone was watching/noticing. I was and so was my dad and I think God is watching as well. I think a few things that are gonna stun some people will occur. Big things, but I think God cares that we have understanding of why and knows our frailties as humans to comprehend because of the many delusions and deceptions going on. There are reasons for the deceptions and delusions but mostly not our fault as a country. Many people compartmentalize in order to overcome fear and confusion in order to keep going. Sort of a ‘move along’ kind of thing. But it doesn’t really help except to extend the inevitable. Shocking and Awing. 9/11 was no small event and we need to get a grip on the facts involved and ‘figure out’ who was behind it besides the obvious and contend with it but we haven’t done it so far however I think we will

    if The Book of Revelation is true.

    “I don’t care whose kids they are….”

    WHITE HOUSE TRANSCRIPT – 2009 DINNER SPEECH

    As far as the FISA dossier could Bill Jesuit O’reilly be involved?

    Could he be Deep Throat?

    What is the basis of my hypothesis? OR what are the premises of my hypotheses? SUSPICION, TIMING, HISTORY, PAST PREFORMANCE, REVENGE, INTIMIDATION, A Plethora of Lies, TO ROB AND TO STEAL

    and many other deplorable and devious things similar to the mafia:

    WHAT IS THE POINT OF THE JESUIT SOCIETY? WHAT IS THE POINT OF A SECRET SOCIETY in the ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH?

    TO MISLEAD< SPREAD PROPAGANDA<

    TO PROTECT THE VATICAN

    NOT THE USA

    WHAT DOES THE VATICAN MAKE A VOW TO? THE DEVIL

    which has an innate hatred for women, fe-males, and girls and

    DAUGHTERS

    and will use them.

    So I think it’s a pretty good guess.

    (Before James Foley was imprisoned in Syria, then became a follower of Islam i.e. indoctrinated, then was beheaded and then began beheading people himself,

    he was on the O’reilly Show.)

    COINCIDENCE?

    He probably knew something disgraceful going on.

    Then the multitude of female employees and lawsuits. GEEEEEEEEEEZ.

    I don’t think George SOROS had anything to do with it though my roman catholic ex would not agree.

    But I bet LEON Panetta had something to do with it as he did in regards to Benghazi. HE IS AN EVIL PERSON TO THE NTH DEGREE and NOT TO BE TRUSTED BY ANY MEANS NOR BY ANY COMMITTEES NEITHER HIS TESTIMONEYs

    and I am not being sarcastic, but he is. Sarcophagusly sarcastic.

    There was a picture of my ex with band members during a tumultuous time a very bad time and he had an expression of Leon Panetta’s smile on his face and it was gross.  I threw it away because I recognized the smile a very despicable smile during the Benghazi hearings and around the time I saw the picture of LEON Panetta in front of a painting of a WHITE ish horse possibly a dappled horse I think taken at the White House. I might have ripped up the photo in little pieces. My ex was doing some bad stuff and I think possessed at the time and still is sometimes and in GREAT DENIAL most of the time. Can’t remember except I was pissed off and upset and had every reason to be upset and to destroy it. At the time I wanted to destroy his computers and put holes in his tires but I held my temper and got so bad I even wished a broom stick or a mop would enter his anus and many other horrible things. He did terrible things to me and his kids. Sold them down the river as far as I’m concerned to save himself by selling them down the river I mean as far as the rights of women and girls on the job against sexual harassment or sexual assault on the job and in their wombs anywhere and anytime until they are ready to produce and raise a child in their own body, mind, spirit, and heart (otherwise producing bad fruit) and via being a proponent of HOSPICE which is selling everyone down the river. Like disarming the public and their right to bear arms or not allowing Trump as the President of the USA to build a wall to protect his country or disallowing agents on our border from expelling a criminal MS 13 gang member and expelling an UNWANTED illegal immigrant intent on causing harm which is sometimes hard to detect in short order as are unwanted pregnancies sometimes hard to detect or comprehend or preventing the incarceration and proper interrogation of a terrorist.

    To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
    Anyway abortion isn’t mentioned in the Ten Commandments and if you believe in God  you must know God would have included it if he was against abortion. Not like God couldn’t tell the future, nor have a grasp of language, neither understand the heart of man in general. Jesus said feed my sheep not starve them using hospice as the device and abortion as the excuse, nor starve them of the truth.

    My ex has another thing coming but not from me but when he faces his maker whenever that may be. He won’t even capitulate that the things he did were unnecessary and terrible. I don’t apologize for destroying the picture of him. I think at the time he was sleeping with his daughter which I explained about somewhere in this post or another one. It was unnecessary, weak spirited, and STUPID. Trying to manage, manipulate, control like a boss who never walks away. A control freak and not a good one. Small-minded. He also mocked me in the powder room but said he would never do that and he did. He lied his ass off over and over again. I handled it nicely and I won the good fight in that regard though I had to go to jail over night soon after but he paid the bail because he knew he caused it but being a big man in his own depraved mind thought he was paying to control me and there is a commandment for what he did and failed miserably but I received a sign from my mom spiritually that God allowed for my sake and for her sake. A reflection on the wall at the Bail Bondsman place of business which reflected on the wall from the light outside into the store and it was B   OB (the B on top of the OB) and this sign was given to me BEFORE I had been arrested. Falsely arrested. The sign helped me. I also was given care at the police station and taken to a hospital and sedated for the occasion which I appreciated and did not seek but needed. It was given to me. Later a man ( a very kind man out of the blue) at the hospital on another occasion told me he would go to jail for his kid to teach his kid right from wrong. We had the conversation in front of the ex and I think he might have noticed however it didn’t seem to sink in very deep. Compartmentalized. As I recall even Jesus threw over the tables of the money changers/launderers. He wasn’t compartmentalizing. Of course the Vatican has been righteously accused of money laundering and child abuse and abuse of their moral authority since the RCC has none and I think began without it. Sometimes anger is warranted. The expression in the picture was kind of as if he thought he had my handle or had me handled. NOT TRUE! I’m still fighting the GOOD fight and I hope each of you who have a chance to read my posts or are experiencing some bad stuff do as well. I’m not gonna look for it or search my blogs to prove anything except

    I know Leon Panetta is severely evil, sarcastic, sardonic and

    IMMENSELY UNTRUTHFUL.

    Puts on a good act.

    He should not be allowed in our country, IMO.

    EVER and FOREVER!

    Definitely needs to be probed harshly and possibly hung for his part. I’m sure you know what I’m implying.

    Here is an explanation of the prophecy which I think he was mocking about in the picture with the horse OIL painting however I cannot validate it’s content since most people don’t really have any idea about anything in regards to prophecy or biblical precepts and I don’t feel like reading it right now.

    What I do know is the whole FISA debacle is like a train wreck and a diversion from the truth about Benghazi and no one even got close to the truth so what makes anyone think we will now in regards to the FISA rigamarole. Notice how everyone ignores the Vatican yet every country leader goes to the Vatican and you can’t say that about any other state giving them moral authority and the RCC has none.

    I don’t wonder why…. I know why.

    The picture of Leon Panetta had to do with the following:

    Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse

    I put it in one of my posts on one of my many blogs. Even the past president of Iran believed the prophecy and I saw him exit the DOJ (Eric Holder) under Obama in a hurry as he was bowing to Obama at some big event. Kind of like a layer inside the DOJ (Eric Holder) spiritually. I think my eyes saw what I needed to see like the signs that have been given to me. So if I were the President I would look into the DOJ a little closer. Sure don’t want Iran in charge of justice in the United States of America at any level. HINT HINT. Might still be some Hold-overs causing trouble, if you know what I mean.

Suppressed Details of Criminial Insider Trading Lead

Directly into the CIAs Highest Ranks

Evidence for Informed Trading on the Attacks of September 11

Same goes for swapping cash (trading currency) on the Forex Trade Market. As Michelle Obama intimated “when they go up, we go down.” using tax dollars squandered and stolen by them to intimidate and to manipulate to hurt her enemies. It’s what she was talking about. The Forex markets. I’m sure she and her husband and friends have invested in the Forex Market directly or indirectly but I would imagine it might be a GREAT place to investigate the OBAMAs and their friends. I’m sure of it.

The Apocalypse which coincides with Armaggedon.

She may have pretty arms but so do those who take drugs for muscle enhancement.

Her arms will not stand. (The Black Madonna.)

Pretty arms don’t win wars.

“We have to do it for our children” she said with President Xi Jinping at an outdoor political rally in the USA.

DO WHAT? Hospice?

Pope Francis Likely to Sign Deal on Chinese Bishops

Apocalypse probably has to do with the attack on the Senate and the House of Representatives during the Obama Administration using ObamaCare which set the USA back quite a bit by it (besides 9/11) but I think we are catching up.

A pox on both your houses preemptive attack

WINDSWEPT HOUSE – MALACHI MARTIN

of the Vatican, by the Vatican, for the Vatican.

We have a Malachi in our family as well.

I think but I don’t know however I have good reason to believe there is gonna be a confrontation between the two: The Apocalypse and Armageddon. A BIG ONE.

A response.

ONE that actually WORKS.

The first Noel

Maybe there is a second noel?

My main blog with many links that will take you on a guided tour of my other blogs if you read the articles/posts or if you are interested.

Merangue’s Blog

A few vatican related posts written quite a while ago and includes China. 10 years or so ago when the Vatican was trying to force Chinese catholics to be romanized. What difference does it make?? I don’t know, but it does to them! ESPECIALLY NOW:

The Bohemian Grove, the Vatican and the NWO-Revised

The Vatican-The Family Business-The Vatican City

The Fruits of the Vatican

(LOTS OF BAD FRUIT and only the tip of the iceberg)

I know what I would do: I would de-romanize the Vatican and send it on it’s way into oblivion.

Who is LIVI? I read some stuff he wrote and you might find it interesting as well.

Look it up. (LIVY)

Deduct B OB from Barack Obama, then unscramble. What do you get? KARMA

Who in HELL would send their son to North Korea for a school outing. Bill O’reilly? Supposed OTTO died from botulism which is caused by a bacterium called Clostridium botulinum and is supposedly the most potent neurotoxins known to mankind.

A picture of Otto Warmbier when he is at a desk sitting and turned to the camera looks eerily similar to Rev. Wilkerson in the eyes (when he was possessed during a time right before the assassination of JFK which is in my posts about the JFK assassination on Merangues’ Blog linked below. He was a BGEA person as well and resisted before his death outing Billy Graham and the BGEA before his death in his last post) looks possessed almost dracula-like or DRACONIAN as if he wasn’t in control of himself at all. ON METH? ON DEVIL’S BREATH? Hungry for blood kind of look. I saw the look before at a restaurant of all places of someone I didn’t know who was with his family –in laws and wife — who kept staring at me and I had to tell my daughter so she would see and be a witness, She turned around to check it out and it freaked her out. Scared her. It was scary. It wasn’t just me or my fantasy. Some of the time he was okay and then he would turn his head looking towards me and give me the DARK stare of someone possessed as if someone was inside him, HUNTING. It’s like the eyes of a previous Mayor of Rome, which I have written about a well like the priest in the exorcist movie. SIMILAR. Mayor Gianni Alemanno. (Not sure of spelling) who has something to do with the deadly wound that was healed prophetically in regards to the Vatican and was the mayor of Rome during this time of the G-8 I think. Wears a celtic type cross. Watched him talking to the union (cab drivers) and talked about I can’t remember the word he used but basically it was dark having to do with power from the grave and using it. I remember now the word used was invoked which is talked about in some posts below. It also is in one of my posts about him and others, a you tube. He is a fascist, too and I think a protectorate of the Vatican and the religion of Roman Catholicism. Lucifer kind of weirdness. Paul talks about him when at the island between Libya and Italy the island that looks like a bee. Strategic place, at least in the past. The name is Giovanni Allmanno. Something occurred with a cardinal or bishop and I can’t remember his name and with the Mayor Giovanni Allemanno and a celebration or anniversary in regards to the prophecy about the deadly wound that was healed having to do with Napoleon and later Mussolini near the time of the G8 meeting below. It was a prophecy about the Roman Catholic church.  Maybe he was trying to prove something? I don’t know but I think the problems with the religion are very deep problems. The pope was given a few signs  during this time. Later his son ran for some position in government in France. Before the G-8 meeting a young female was raped and killed a gypsy girl and I guess he may have had something to do with cleaning up the mess probably for his son’s sake and to look like a good city to live in or trust unless you are a young female gypsy girl, but then came the earthquake and Aquilla was chosen as a site to conduct the G8 meeting to help it reconstruct because of the damage. Lots of this is illustrated in a few blog posts I wrote near the time it occurred.

I remember his name now BERTONE, CARDINAL BERTONE. Here is the article about it hidden away in some posts.

The Seventh and the Eighth Pope of Revelation- Benedict XVI

but a lot has happened since then so BEWARE!

“ALE means: Type the WOVEN FABRIC you wish to transfer of the body of a saint the Lower World. ale MANNO means: ratio, modus NO means: to swim, float, fly, sail” Josephus adopted son of the Flaviuses in the books he wrote included someone by the family name of OTTO but when I read parts of it I kind of got bored because it was maniacal in it’s writing and was interested in other parts I had read before the OTTOs having to do with similarities to the gospels. I just remember the name was included in his writings. I have a feeling it is more than a first name, but like our last names. The Ottos were rulers of some kind. Not sure about the coincidence of the Ottoman Empire but the Ottos were leaders/rulers in a succession of different kings and things. The Ottoman Empire is “The Ottoman Empire was an empire founded at the end of the 13th century in northwestern Anatolia in the town of Söğüt by the Oghuz Turkish tribal leader Osman.” Perhaps having to do with the Old Testament writings the two books called kings1 and 2 and I think the kings are evil in the eyes of God.

Below is a map of Anatolia.

Compare the map to this one below. Constantinople is Istanbul.

so why not change last names to first to confuse which I read is what the HOLY roman empire does. I think the HOLY roman empire has it’s own divisions/demarcations.

The vatican sucks.

Pope Benedict XVI and Gianni Alemanno

Courtyard of the Gentiles

Affliction and the Time of Testing

Was Pope Benedict XVl trying to communicate something?

The ex went to the store (Walmart) for a few things and one was cereal. He came home upset because the choices were so limited for a regular box of cereal. Most of the boxes are now family size boxes for twice the money and twice the box. Sam’s closed out I heard and thought maybe Sam’s was converting their goods to Walmarts since one is owned by the other but I could be wrong. I was in a rare mood and said he was being ridiculous for being so upset about it and should have bought the family size box. Pissed him off so I said why don’t you go in on it with a neighbor. LOL. Later I thought of the word surreal for the lack of choices in regular sized cereals. Did some deducing and came up with the word Surce (Cersei Lannister) from the movie Game of Thrones and then the word curse.  Looking forward to the Game of Thrones sometime this year. Have really enjoyed it for it’s originality, animation and cinematography. Seems like some of what most of us have had to deal with especially in the last 10 years is karma and the films twists and turns seem to illustrate it. I don’t think you can ever get even because of the other perspectives and because it’s sort of the escalating feature of karma. Similar to the mafia. During the popeship of Pope Benedict XVl he is pictured with a woman from India, I think, and a bunch of other women (wives of the leaders at the G-8 meeting in Aquilla Italy) and she is the only one wearing a color, green. I don’t believe in third generations having to suffer for the sins of the grandparents or vice versa because it is senseless and no one ever learns but probably the purpose of karma is to confuse and to cover . a veil. To continue doing it because it helps the RCC. Obviously the Roman Catholic Church has taken the wrong course but it’s not unusual for the RCC to go astray because it keeps them afloat. MAYHEM I  heard the devil had entered the Vatican by some article written by a cardinal or bishop one who I think was the official exorcist. As you can see from the articles above linked about the Vatican there is nothing new under the sun. It’s their MO. The Devil was always at the Vatican from it’s conception, inception, and deception or why would the RCC need an exorcist. Lately in the news the Democrats have been under fire for FISA or is it Trump but the intelligent news lady kind of put it into perspective of a circle eating itself. An the incept has been repeated by others in the press. The curse in the garden of eden is similar. Her name was Catherine Herridge who coined the concept first as I recall. 

Like oral sex and then kissing

er

Amazing how the ex can’t seem to compartmentalize a box of cereal and yet hospice he can. Whether or not his mom wanted to be hospiced as he claims, my mom didn’t. She would have wanted to have seen me so I know it was murder. I blame those involved to some degree but I think they were tricked and how it was used as revenge, but I know who is behind it and how it progressed and have explained to some degree and I know why:

because of the mustard seed lie.

Every 2,000 years something BIG happens biblically speaking. It’s due.

The church can’t handle the truth and such a small one.

I know it is EVIL

but

Tell No Man

I AM AGAINST THE VATICAN for this reason and many other reasons and because the VATICAN is UNREASONABLE. Like the T-REX. IT HAD TO BE DESTROYED.

THE VATICAN HAS TO BE DESTROYED. THERE IS NO OTHER REMEDY

IMO

and The Book of Revelation’s opinion as well.

(This is for South Carolina, Trey Goudy……”a foreign power interfering with our democracy”…../republic, but the Vatican is a foreign power and a state sponsor of terrorism, is it not?)  Instead of kissing Paul Ryan’s ass as you are exiting prematurely why not 

Sixpence None The Richer – Kiss Me (She’s All That official music video)

sometimes it’s better to be on the outside than the inside.

Anyway, the demolition of the Vatican will happen probably quite soon from the signs I have seen, by hook or by crook, which is the crux of the matter.

By the way the ad on Fox is disgusting. NEVER MORE READY TO FALL IN LOVE AGAIN though catchy it’s still disgusting. DOES she have her settlement?

To Mitch McConnell – sequestration is not the worst damage dealer to our armed forces. Hospice was the worst damage done to our armed forces and not honoring the deal made to our service people who joined the armed forces (obviously for the politicians inspired by the Vatican to hide the truth and manipulate politicians and our leaders.)

Hospice was the ultimate betrayal of our armed forces and veterans.

YOU BETTER GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER!

Sequestration will hurt you and not our armed forces.

Our armed forces are pretty strong and wants the best for the USA.

Many of the people in our armed forces have fought in wars and they can handle it even though federal income tax was created SOLELY to equip and strengthen our military to protect our country and it’s people and not for a bunch of federal workers wasting those dollars on pet projects in order to siphon off and suck off (LIKE TICKS laundering those dollars in a multitude of ways) of the american tax payers and patriots (veterans and our armed forces)

for the VATICAN (its people and its workers whom it betrays) instead of the USA

and betraying the USA.

General Mattis doesn’t doesn’t agree, didn’t think… he wood. He doesn’t understand mutual deterrence and thinks Russia is the greatest enemy on earth and is short sighted  about his own lusts. Obviously doesn’t think we have a strong military though it could always improve IN THE RIGHT WAYS and thinks terrorism isn’t as much of a threat to the USA as Russia. I don’t think our military is paralyzed because of politicians like MATTIS, but I could be wrong.

DID RUSSIA DESTROY THE TWIN TOWERS IN NEW YORK or did MATTIS?

If Russia is responsible then tell us about it?

I think Gen. Mattises first allegiance is probably to the Vatican and/or the Saudis or trying to curry favor. The Vatican doesn’t like Russia either OBVIOUSLY. Constantly trying to get us to confront PUTIN. What happened to the days Putin was hanging out on the ranch in Texas with the Bushes? Trump isn’t even allowed to talk to Putin by the standards of McCarthyism these days and the things that occurred before, during, and after WWll of the war against fascism, Nazism, Hitler, and those who betrayed their own people and everyone else and even each other. It’s Vatican related type shenanigans.

Brother against brother etc to fulfill prophecy and

KEEP AFLOAT

the Vatican boat.

Not just idealistically, but financially. The Vatican needs those tax dollars and salaries paid by those tax dollars and probably from countries all over the world.


President Trump some GOOD advice:

GET RID OF GENERAL KELLY

otherwise

it won’t go well for you.

AS I SAID

He is a troublemaker and causing trouble. He works for the Vatican and Notre Dame and doesn’t give a shit about anyone nor about women its a game and only cares about himself.

Everyone in your administration is gonna suffer because of Gen. Kelly.

He is a sneaky bastard.

I would not be surprised if he wasn’t one of the men involved in the rape of the woman at the Pentagon whose husband had just died in Vietnam. He liked to take credit for the work of others or for their information  etc which is I think how he became such a high ranking general. What I knew of him which wasn’t much but my impression from my experience growing up with his family in some of the places we were stationed his family was a bunch of duds LOL sorry but true. I didn’t hang out with them except a few times but my sister was friends with their kid as tots.

The guy I knew who I think he is used to walk in on us going to the bathroom when we were on the toilet. It was a joke in our house because he had habit of it. He did it to me and I could tell it wasn’t an accident but we should have locked our doors in our home when he was there for parties etc. More like he caught us going to the bathroom. He is a fucking nut. Under the calm exterior is something else and it isn’t good. I saw his son in Syria. Why he was there I have no idea but I recognized him. His son came to visit me in college once to check on me which I thought was weird and we walked to the grocery store together because i had no car and had to walk quite a ways to get there and back and we conversed platonically as pseudo friends and we really weren’t friends at all as far as I knew. the only thing we had in common were our sisters and our age. How he got to my  house was weird as well. I have no idea but somehow he appeared to check on me. Why? I have no idea. His daughter was friends with my older sister and his parents friends of my parents being in the same branch of the military and because of my older sister. My sister went to visit them in France while we were stationed in another country. He nicknamed my sister as well and we called her it for most of our life. WHY? I DON’T KNOW. I haven’t ever figured out why she didn’t have a middle name. She is the only one in our family without a middle name. If I could name her a middle name it would be Sapphira  from the Book of Acts. She loved sapphires and because of the things that occurred. Then at the office she wouldn’t let me call her it (her nickname) for some reason, after many many years and then his daughter on Fox news….wow how weird. I could tell she had a speech impediment is how recognized her. She had been deaf for the  most of her life and talked the way this woman who made an error in her monologue fell back into for a brief moment and then I realized who she was. It was Nancy. He proceeded to tell me I looked like Moe of the three stooges sometime during our walk. I had bangs. He was a real winner himself. NOT!!!! I was kind of surprised by his visit. I was going to night school in order to get into day school and the place I was raped by a gang (three guys). Drug induced rape. I went for a beer with my friend after work who stopped by and since we didn’t have a car walked to a nearby place on the strip and I woke up in a room with a big window my friend slouched on a bench in the room fully dressed but out of it and I got her up and got out of the place. FUNNY COINCIDENCE.  She had a short cut at the time like Moe but she was beautiful naturally a dancer and mine had grown out but I don’t think I looked like Moe. I was asked to be in an advertisement, nothing phenomenal but I bit and did it for nothing. I was picked out for my stunning beauty. NOt really but they didn’t pick me out for my lack of it. I was approached. It was only an experience for a couple of hours of silliness. I wasn’t interested in getting in the business of modeling having tried it once and failed not because I wanted to but because my mom took us when I was a ki to an agency and we weren’t tall enough or pretty enough or whatever it was the agency wanted but Washington DC isn’t known for beauty or wasn’t till plastic surgery made it’s mark. Very few come by it naturally and even less deserve it.

I would have defended Sapphira of the Book of Acts and her husband in the Book of Acts because they were dealing with a cult and testing the cult and had a right to test it!

I wrote in another post either on this blog or another I think her husband fucked her over in the Book of Acts in order to put the fear of God in the people in Jerusalem at the time and that is not right. Jerusalem was occupied meaning at the time of the death of Jesus in the Book of John Jerusalem was occupied by those who were fascists and occupying the city and people do horrible things when fascism is in control in order to survive or save their kids or to get by. Not given all the proceeds from land the couple sold is not a sin especially if it’s a gift. Obviously the people involved in the scam of Sapphira and possibly against Ananias if he was on the level which I think he used Sapphira and the cult was taking things to the nth degree as far as truth goes for monetary gain. How did the person who accused them of lying about the value of the land sold know they had lied? It was a trap or entrapment and instead the cult stole the land and killed Ananias and Sapphira. The Book of Acts occurred after the Gospel of John and is in this order in the bible because whoever killed Jesus was lording over the people afterwards threatening them and had already killed Judas who had no choice because of who was occupying Jerusalem and causing havoc and is why Jesus came to help some people who were in the crosshairs of the church of Rome and the religion of Islam. Jesus the one who said truth is the way would not have killed the couple, but the church of Peter (the RCC) would especially if the occupiers were Jesuit who take a vow to the devil. Benedict XVl I think wrote a book about Truth in Charity but I doubt he would kill over it. I think he was replaced by Pope Frances who is a Jesuit because Pope Benedict XVl let out a few truths such as faith being a new concept or he called it the new enlightenment employed to inspire which happened to be islamic and probably because of Islam hoping for a partner and because of fear and Pope Benedict also said that maybe the jews were not responsible for the death of Jesus and tried to turn the RC Church around for the sake of the people. He also warned about the World Government with Teeth. After, he was replaced by Pope Frances and he was mocked as well and on the internet and mocked as being the son of Stalin during the Obama Administration because in the Jesuits mixed up version of Jesus he was considered a traitor to the church of Rome hence the name Benedict as in Arnold though he may have chosen the name for a different reason, but could be a sign. I think the Book of Acts was an attempt to mock Jesus who spoke about truth after he was mocked and killed. Thousands can be wrong and the whole is not more important than the sum of it’s parts as Obama tried to infer who mixed up a lot of people and I heard the artist who painted the picture of Obama also painted pictures of people decapitated. Why would he choose an artist who makes money painting pictures of decapitation as if it is good? were the decapitated heads not important? It’s a part of a whole. He must be islamic inspired. If I were to paint an animal i wouldn’t paint one eating it’s prey. Nature is sometimes harsh.  As far as Michelle’s painting all I can say is the dress is a bit much but so was she and the depiction of Michelle is not flattering but many an artist don’t like to flatter females especially in the past. In the past male artists were allowed to paint anything and females in the past were not and males did not flatter females for some reason but did flatter men. I think Michelle was prettier after her surgery so maybe the painting was painted before it. Maybe it’s a sign. She wasn’t an eye sore before her surgery but a big difference occurred in her looks after her surgery between terms and around the time of Benghazi. He flattered her a bit much too and it is a bit yucky. She’s so HAWT. He is so SWORMY/SWARMY. As for the paintings I agree with the commentator on Fox about the paintings (the Obamas) and the paintings of them will be a joke someday and I bet will be urinated on as well in the end possibly shit on too as it should be and then burned. I saw a picture in National Geographic of a female queen of Egypt supposedly the last female to rule and she has this thing on her chin but I think she had her head on an object and was beheaded on the object on her chin. She probably was lying down and then a cult emerged with weird objects on their chins. Either the cult meant female as slaves from then on or in remembrance. But we don’t know as of yet, do we. I think Obama used his wife like the false Jesus used women and their asset what ever it is: I forget the word used in the bible but he used them just like Obama used everyone especially women. It is written about in the first three gospels. Obama used Michelle because of her race. PERIOD

I hope she figures it out someday

unless being called HOT

is all it takes

for her to be

his

slave.

The devil hates women. WHY? because they have a sense gifted to them by God. Instinct but have to learn it via experience which takes a lot of time and experiences to learn and because the daughters of the RCC (offshoot religions) broke off from the RCC having learned some things about the RCC. 

The real Jesus meant that the Ten Commandments is the way the truth and the life and the God who inspired the Ten Commandments who called himself I AM and told Moses to tell the Hebrews I am that I am and they followed Moses.

.


I’m not a fan of Gen. Mattis or the other General often invoked lately. He reminds me of someone who got lost in the Congo. MIA and I think he and his betrayed my family for Rosemary’s baby. He wasn’t into women’s rights or the rights of females and liked to take credit for things “AS I SAID or As I say” earlier in a post before this one I think. He liked to keep females subservient and in the dark. I saw his son in Syria and the other son thought he was Jesus (Schitzophrenic). IT MUST BE IN THE DNA. He hasl had polio as a child so could have a nexus.  Not all the time just when he was in a bad state of mind. I guess. The general goes by a different name now. Once it was BUGLIOSI who made lots of money defending a one bullet theory for the assassination of JFK. What did he get but sold lots of books and won many cases EXCEPT ONE. One of his daughters works for Fox News and is against hitting. I wonder what she thinks about incest..father daughter sex and I wonder what she thinks about hospice with permission or even why she thinks at all. Maybe she likes it. Funny because her dad was for it as in the hit of JFK. Appears he got his reward and so did she for the time being but for how long is the question. She was for molestation as well, it appears, and for sexual harassment. She was used by her dad and others. IN THE DARK so to speak and making excuses as we write. He is the one that nicknamed my older sister who was best friends with his younger daughter for quite a while, the one who called me that fateful day and gave me her advice. General Kelly. His new name. General Kelly should have learned  a lesson from my dad what to do when someone is angry and in an altered state (too much alcohol in a frustrated state of mind) and pushing your buttons to go out remove yourself from the arena and situation and go to a movie or two. He learned this by going to meetings of how to deal with an alcoholic he loved. My mom had some issues such as her sister dying at age 26 hanging laundry (the one whose husband tried to manipulate her body to induce a miscarriage by driving her down a bumpy dirt road earlier and after her death while hanging laundry to dry and breaking her neck from the fall off the roof of the building with bleach in her body found via an autopsy and he took the kids to Georgia and remarried. Her sister was her best friend.) and before this event her own dad leaving the marriage to her mom and family of 7 kids for a rich woman who had no kids when she was only 14 years old, being accused of racial prejudice as a real estate agent even though she hated the word nigger often used by people and during 60’s and 70’s in places lie Georgia, Alabama and Texas.. She had prejudices as everyone does but she tried to be fair and wasn’t a bigot. She was exonerated. Many people have biases but in business they try to be fair. My uncle was like that. There is nothing wrong with having a bias unless you drag someone down dirt road or hang them for their color. I have not met one person without a bias and usually biases. Judging a person based on biases is dangerous but it happens all the time which is why we have laws to protect against racial and gender bias but as you can see those laws don’t always work because of those biases. But some people like to take it to the extreme. For instance: When working for a company a transvestite wanted a job at the company I worked for. She/he approached my boss and myself while on the street and not very nicely and then approached me for a job. Two separate incidents. I sent she/he to the boss. She/he had really hairy legs and wasn’t right in the head at the time or she/he wouldn’t have approached us the way she/he did on the street. I think she/he was in transition at the time and mentally unstable. She was not hired and I knew she/he wouldn’t be hired. I had a good laugh about it sending her to the boss but not outwardly though because of she/hes feelings and because it put my boss on the spot, but I wasn’t in charge of hiring she/he. I didn’t really know what she/he was but the business was the kind of business where the clients were attracted to the place by the product and the presentation of the product. I don’t know the population of she/hes who are in transition but probably a lot less than one percent. She/he was kind of an angry person by the way she/he approached us on the street. It wasn’t our fault. Threatening. I don’t remember what she/he said but we felt threatened. Kind of like a Looking For Mr Goodbar kind of threat. That ain’t no way to get a job. She/he could have been a cross-dresser….not sure. I wouldn’t expect to get a job from a transvestite or a cross dresser. I wouldn’t even try but I sure wouldn’t hang he/she from a tree or drag her/him down a dirt road. I didn’t raise she/he and nor did my boss. I wouldn’t prevent her/him from getting a marriage license or from having an operation she/he needed and I would have baked her/him a wedding cake. There are limits. As far as having a separate bathroom I would expect the locality of the person and the school to handle the situation nicely. Doesn’t mean you have to build a separate bathroom but you can devote a separate bathroom or allot a time to a bathroom. Usually schools have more than one set of bathrooms. I think expecting extreme condolences/conditions one must also expect extreme reactions but some people like undue attention for the wrong reasons. Political/religious folly. Funny because as far as the rights of african americans in regards to bathrooms or water fountains or taking a bus in the past was kind of the opposite range. I was attacked by an african american female in a bathroom but other african american females supported me when I attended a school in an african american neighborhood when the infamous bussing experiment occurred. She stood in front of the mirror when I was brushing my hair threatening me. I stood my ground and asked her nicely to move and she pushed the brush towards my mouth. She was a bully and I was the only white girl in the bathroom at the time. I didn’t start the confrontation. I survived and didn’t go to the principal because it was a small thing and I had much harder things to overcome. It didn’t even occur to me to go to the principal because my life was not threatened. There was harm, mostly emotionally because I was a little shook up by it, but not overly harmed. I remember it but it ended well.  Sort of a quick exchange. It hit my face. She was a twin and a big girl but she did it because I was white and in her neck of the woods. She never bugged me again, but other people did. The other girls made the difference, I think. Their reaction which was not huge, but nice and sort of peer pressure kind of way in the right way. I think their reaction made her feel guilty or something but I had previously befriended a few of the girls sharing cigarettes when we smoked in the bathroom and was  also taboo. I was also molested in the hallway but it was a very crowded hallway and I didn’t know who did it and I was wearing hot pants and was able to get away from the hands. I was offered heroin and asked out on a date by an african american guy who offered me the heroin and I declined nicely. I was pregnant at the time and freaking out about my plight and I didn’t want to overdo it with my parents who didn’t know at the time and wouldn’t have dated a heroin addict and at the time an african american. I was a kid. We didn’t really date. I wasn’t an adult. My best friend at the time was sleeping with the Math teacher and my Art teacher was kind of testing me because he knew. I could tell he knew either about my friend or me or both. He was friends with the Math teacher. Both of them were white. I would as an adult depending on the person date an african american or any race but I’m too old now.  I was being tested by those other people. I went along with the program of bussing. I didn’t have a choice. I understood the point of it. We didn’t discuss bussing a bunch at our house but my parents brought us up to think fairly. I don’t think we discussed it at all. It was expected. The worst part of the busing program was the half hour drive to and from school on a bus seemed more like an hour and might have been an hour which cut into free time which I spent up to no good with my peers other than ballet class once a week. I had given up my horse the year before for the sake of the horse and because we couldn’t cut him in half between families whom we shared the horse with because of the expenses and because they had a ranch and moved to Texas with my horse and also had a couple of twins who were very young who would enjoy a gentle horse and also because the last stable we stabled him was not sufficient for my horse or me for riding. It was next to a public park and lots of traffic though a pretty area. When I rode in the park people wanted to ride him and it was kind of dangerous for him and for them. He wasn’t always predictable. The first stable we had him he liked to run away with me on him over golf courses the fairways and over golf greens nearby when spooked so we had to move him to a ranch about five -10 or so miles away for the sake of the golf course. Other than that he was gentle. The only problem with the ranch was the distance for my mom and the prairie dog holes and it was kind of lonely. The people were different. Sort of like ranching on a ranch owned by Chuck Connors. VERY VERY ranchy. It was a nice ranch and nice family who were cordial but stuck to themselves as I did but I learned to jump my horse at their ranch near their rose ring and in their horse ring. He was an arabian thoroughbred and had one blue eye and one brown eye. The ranch was near a bunch of corn fields. Fetching him from the pasture was a bit of a game an a chore because he liked to play games with you when you tried to halter him. He was with the other horses and didn’t want to be ridden.  You would get within five feet or so and he would run off and eat grass with his eye on you ready to run. He was an intelligent animal and had a sense of humor at my expense.

While in real-estate it was a time when people were being tested and my mom never would purposefully exclude an african american from their rights. Her friend was gang raped at the Pentagon soon after her husband died fighting in Viet Nam whom she took under her wing. If you ask me I think it was horrendous what happened to her. A betrayal. My dad didn’t make general though he deserved the rank but he took a back seat for a while for african americans in the military and quotas even though he fought the war twice and for young girls and for women/females who aborted an unwanted pregnancy. Sending money to her mother every month as did her siblings to help her survive. My mom was what you call a periodic alcoholic and did not have problems most of the time just every once in awhile had to let it out. Her frustrations. We had few brawls but we overcame them. She was worth it and as a family we were worth it. She had a right to be frustrated but our reactions were not always measured. I remember her with a bottle in her hand walking behind me in an altered state and it scared me but she didn’t use it. (She was not her gentle self when on alcohol.) She was afflicted spiritually sometimes because of the above but we handled it. We were afflicted too but not because of her and him. Because of the shit going on in our country. Backstabbing shit. Political shenanigans even in the military. Male skullduggery. A lot of her friends and especially the woman married to the MIA was a mouse and she tried to help her be a woman because her husband was an asshole. A know it all! Loved to take credit of others. A prick and probably why his son was so afflicted.: her sister didn’t die falling off a roof or her mom and her siblings weren’t abandoned for a rich barren woman, etc. Eventually my mom gained control of herself when frustrated because she had a rock, my dad who loved her and she loved him. Very passionately. Entertainment comes in handy sometimes and actually prevented some bad interactions and he learned some wisdom and so did I by his example and by her example. I am thankful they were and still are my parents. It’s not easy raising kids in this world and takes a lot of patience and experience. They took us camping a bunch of times to show us the world the beautiful aspects of the world and it made us stronger in some ways and closer. We didn’t know how to handle a problem beset upon us via marriage to my older sister though we tried different things but I think my parents are working on it as I write and with God’s help I think they will succeed and our family will be better off for it in the end as we know it because of their priorities THAT were in the right place. Some people don’t cooperate for one reason or another. So it takes longer. Alcohol usually was Gary’s problem and sneaking up on females when they were asleep. Not sure what it is called as far as the verb. It’s not necromancy. It made his advances successful to some degree until the person wakes up and realizes it’s not a dream. I have no idea if on other occasions he wore a ski mask but there was a rapist in the area that did use a ski mask to hide his identity around the time I had my first meeting about the molestation as if spiritually whatever was afflicting him was pissed off.  If it wasn’t him it was something else (or someone else) going on in the same area but they moved soon after. We don’t have ski slopes in Texas but the Kirchers enjoyed a ski vacation about once a year for a while around the same time frame. About 5 women were raped near the church they attended. Within 2-5 miles of their home and the church. The rapist was never caught. I think it was a white male and middle income women in the area in the $150,000 to $200,000 homes. I think the rapist probably snuck up on them as is usually the case. Sneaking up on your victim while they are sleeping next to his wife (my sister) to molest me is very brazen and unusual to say the least. I didn’t know how to handle the situation. I was pretty young when it happened and they were still in their apartment pretty newly married by a few years when the first molestation occurred. It was during the time my sister started studying real estate and going for her license when the rapes occurred and the meeting I had with her because I didn’t like how he was acting at my parents house when we stayed with my parents for a family reunion at a party they had suggesting he wanted to carry me to my car etc , I declined the offer (but he liked to make my sister jealous I guess and me uncomfortable) I got to my car and he had followed in front of my sister and family (REALLY DUMB) but he had been drinking so I left early in the morning without notice because I was upset and I didn’t want to explain at the time. I wanted to sleep and soon after I met with her after my sister and her husband returned home to inform her of the problem and it went into warp city after this meeting and told me she wanted to tell my parents I was attracted to Gary (as the excuse as to why I left) so I left her home upset at the result of my meeting with her and then a phone call the same day from Gary calling me a fucking liar after he got home from work kind of upset and ranting and I hung up. IT WAS VERY HARD! It took a lot of courage for me that day to attempt to talk to her about Gary and it wasn’t like I wanted to (I didn’t put the rapes together with Gary or associate the rapes with Gary going on at the time but I did later on. I didn’t know the women and the police and the press don’t give out much information in regards to crimes as the crimes occur especially in regards to rape to protect the victims, but I don’t think it protected the victims but instead protected the assailant plus I was young and wasn’t watching the news but I was aware of the rapes in the area with very little detail ) and before she joined a company quite a few years later. They house hopped quite a bit even in the same neighborhood but they were receiving quite bit of money at the time from his dad all of a sudden supposedly because of a change in the law about inheritance money and not being taxed at a certain level if given to the beneficiaries but the timing was weird  and my sister got to spend it. He didn’t really spend money, but she did. At the meeting with them that my sister arranged to calm down the family (my sister stayed in the kitchen) he said he would start going to church. An admission, kind of. I accepted his admission, kind of. I tried to be nice about it. I wasn’t after blood and I wasn’t after money, nor a divorce between them, but I was concerned for her children. I had no idea the shit my sister and her husband would pull later on, which I could not have predicted.  I was hoping for the better because I loved her. It was not too much to ask under the circumstances. I thought she loved me. For a long time I thought we had fixed the problem. I made myself clear by ratting on him to her. What else could I do? Have him arrested? Later she would still invite me to spend the night which I thought was kind of weird. I may have tried to do it once but had one eye open so never did again. Before the molestation when I was on the couch sleeping in their apartment he snuck in and was masturbating and pacing the floor around me and she yelled at him from their bedroom and said, “Gary get back in here.” I was super relieved and I was concerned but thought he might have been sleep walking and the next day didn’t bring it up. It was embarrassing to me and I knew it was to her and then later the molestation happened. We went on vacations together with family. Most the time my husband didn’t come on family reunions because he was gigging, but he did pick me up early that morning before my first meeting which was a 5 hour drive. He was at the meeting. But he wasn’t very forceful, pretty silent as well and my sister was clanging pots and pans in the kitchen at the same time a few rooms a way avoiding the meeting she insisted on having. I had already had the meeting with her. He probably felt inhibited and intimidated by my family. Gary started calling him Philly-pone kind of regularly (Pone was kind of silent at the end) and I told my mom that I didn’t like it and it made my husband feel uncomfortable for a few years and he stopped.  I’m sure my mom had something to do with it. She had a way and it was good but I think it put her in peril as well. Resentment type peril by my brother in law and my older sister. It was when I still cared about him and was still married. I defended his honor at the time and his name. He was kind of weak in some ways and didn’t want to rock the boat, but he probably should have however it was family. Tough situation. Gary trying to emasculate him to me and him plus via my sister I’m sure Gary knew of my husband’s problem. ASEXUAL for the most part While my little sister bragged having sex 3 and 4 times a week. I was having it about every 6 months. He had a vericocele and a saxophone. My little sister and her husband ended up divorced anyway so the sex 3 and 4 times a week wasn’t the problem nor the thing that makes a marriage long lasting and besides they also were attacked preemptively as well. They lost their granddaughter who drowned in the pool in the backyard on her third birthday celebration and don’t think anyone was at fault that they knew however there is one person who might have been the reason why because she had a daughter the same age (inheritance because of the success of her in-laws) but I think it was spiritual manifestation attacking for her. She sang like an angel and kind of very pretty blond and worked at the church and complained when her husband ignored her as she sucked his dick during a foot ball game he was watching and she complained to her in-laws about it a few rooms away which flabbergasted my little sister that she was so weird. Licentious and brazen as well. Who in the world would do it but it is what my sister told me she did. She caused mega trouble in the marriage of my sister and her husband. My little sister thought she was a bit much to deal with and imo she broke their marriage up. She had a lot to do with it. She had her eye on the money of the business they owned which my sister helped to some degree to grow. In fact started a new aspect of the business and was her idea which brought in a whole new set of clients. She also took care of kids while her kids were young to bring in extra money which helped her husband in his new business. The daughter in law was the one at my nieces first wedding who said I had something in my eye when I greeted her. Kind of jealous acting and was sitting with my older sister when she said it.  She didn’t say hi that I remember she just wanted me to know something was in my eye. I think she meant I had a beam in my eye, lol. I looked pretty that day for me anyway and had been going through a bunch of shitty shit at the office but was trying to maintain my composure and had shopped with my older sister for bridesmaid dresses for the kids who were in the wedding and for my older sister’s dress which took a long time to find because she was particular to the nth degree but I helped her as much as I could and she didn’t help me when i needed her help. I went shopping the night before the wedding for myself. I think it was the night before and found something on sale which happened to be pretty and didn’t have time to hem it but wore it anyway. I sued to baby sit her kids so her husband and her could have time together away from the kids have a break and go to hotels etc dates etc and sometimes vacations. she told me when I had kids she would do the same and didn’t except once or twice. One for a short date on my anniversary for a couple of hours but her kids did the work. When the wedding pictures were taken of the families involved and bride and groom it was kind of gross. HAUGHTY. The marriage lasted a short while so it was all for show anyway. My niece divorced and before the divorce or maybe after her divorce her in laws committed murder suicide, some land was involved as a wedding gift or a gift from the in-laws before they committed murder suicide. He started killing cats in their yard with a gun or rifle and so my niece divorced him and remarried another guy from St. Marks named HEB in Colorado and I couldn’t afford to go to the wedding at the time ….then they had their honeymoon in Rome. It wasn’t about the wedding anyway it was about the honeymoon.

I think everything kind of messed her up a bit.

I don’t blame her for being messed up a bit just like she didn’t blame me for not going to my mom’s funeral even though I wasn’t invited and her mom who was in charge of the funeral had my mom hospiced without my knowledge or consent. I have no idea if my sister’s kids knew about it when I didn’t. I have no idea. I do know the last time I saw my mom when she was sick at the hospital but better my older sister used her laptop or computer book to visit with my niece so my mom could see her on the laptop and I felt at the time it was a burden for my niece by the way she acted kind of put upon and was doing it for her mom being her mom’s puppet. Performing her duty. Compliant. Kind of like when kids are expected to do a skit for the family at reunions kind of thing. But she had a kid of her own so she wasn’t a kid anymore. I have no idea who in my family and their families knew my mom was being hospiced for two weeks which is quite a long time and didn’t bother to tell me even though I had a right to know since she was my mom, not my grandma, she was my mom. 

 At the very least my niece should have told her mom to tell me,

if she knew.

But then at the funeral of my dad a few years before it was their family in the limo with my mom, not me. Kids and all which is not how it is supposed to be.

Normally the immediate family is with their grieving mom in the limo. My niece wasn’t with my dad when he died. The immediate family was with him. My niece wasn’t with my mom when she was in the hospital except via video cam which doesn’t count. I was with my mom with my sisters and sometimes my brother though he lived very far away so he couldn’t be there as often.

I was placed by my older sister in the third or fourth limo with my aunt and cousin – the aunt who did not like my mom so I chose not to ride in the limo at all at the funeral of my dad.

This was the problem with my family.

Talk about UNCLASSY ELITISM.

Not like the kids were not adults at the time and should have known better and should have said something or offered their seat to me,

but didn’t.

I was raised differently or learned better than my older sister. My sister was OVERBEARING, MANIPULATIVE, AND A SOCIOPATH and everyone was afraid of her even her friends because she was a bitch and there was nothing she wouldn’t do to be number one. She already was born first, isn’t that enough? She got to go to a high dollar university, isn’t that enough which my mom financed via her talents for the most part She had a huge wedding which cost a bunch of money and her reception was at one of the highest costing and most elite place in the city to have a reception. She took a trip around the world with the Kirchers on their private CONOCO plane?

My parents didn’t teach her to be this way.

THE KIRCHERS DID.

MR KIRCHER IS RESPONSIBLE

and he played his manipulation games even on his son and turned him into what he became using jealousy. I saw it and heard about it as well. Because Gary wasn’t a doctor like MARK his older brother and Mark’s wife:UNITARIANS.

Mr. Kircher wasn’t a doctor. He was a SAUDI ass kisser.

The country that attacked New York City and killed thousand of americans

and we ought to teach Saudi Arabia a lesson

not because of the Kirchers

but because Mecca and Medina is

 Sodom and Gomorrah

which is why we have not found the infamous places written about in the bible, because it hasn’t happened yet and we should do something about it because Saudi Arabia is who was behind the attack on New York City and behind most of the problems we have and until we do so worse things will happen to the USA and to Europe and cut it’s control of the Vatican who does it’s bidding and vice-versa. The Vatican is a front for ISLAM.

My little sister and i had a talk about it years before but near the time I had the first meeting. We didn’t want to burden our parents because of my big sister who demanded most of the attention. She took photos thousands of photos hundreds on a weekly basis which takes money to develop.  A lot of money. At reunions she insisted on showing us her photos of her kids and her or videos of an event we attended hours before until it was sickening. Even the ballet teacher knew because my niece sent her pictures and videos of herself (I think it was of the first wedding and honeymoon and expected the ballet teacher to sit down and watch the video of her even though she attended the wedding and she didn’t watch the video. My niece called her about it and I guess didn’t understand why she hadn’t taken the time to watch her videos. She wasn’t her mom and my niece wasn’t her kid. It was ridiculous but she was taught that everyone should watch her videos and flip though her pictures. Other family members complained about this problem of having to watch videos and look at photos. Usually when family comes in town you want to visit them. Make memories and not watch memories of something everyone saw a few hours before. My niece was a great dancer and wanted to see her self (critique herself etc) which is normal but not more than once the same night. etc. At her wedding showed videos of me in the worst light which is not normal either. It was purposeful and I think she did it for her mom. I took it. I accepted it and tried to forgive her for it but I didn’t forget. Her dad took a video of my thighs with my baby on my hip walking to see his daughter’s first car which she was excited about. I saw the video later and hoped it would be erased. and I saw it again and it was still there. He acted like it was mistake but it wasn’t. It was to rub my sister the wrong way and their kids the wrong way towards me. It was sick shit. But they edited their videos of them but not me same goes for pictures. I’m not dumb. Her marriage lasted less than a year or so and she didn’t get to marry the man she really loved who loved her. I wonder why. He suffered depression but I think he would have married her if there weren’t these kind of family problems in their household and I’m sure his family knew some of the rumors. Blame it on rio. They also had a reputation at stake. Maybe someday if we get our shit together. I was married too and did not expect anyone to be interested in my wedding pictures but myself or my children and didn’t force it on others or even my children. My older sister liked to consume my parents and was ridiculous and they tried to be good to my sister hanging material on her walls for free because they knew how and many other things at they home etc when we came to visit, but it had to do with Gary and his family what he did to my sister, to me, to his kids, to the rest of the family and even to his own sister who changed her first name because of what occurred (before the age of 14 or at the age of 14) from Elizabeth to Jessica. She went through some of the same things the Jacuzzi kid went through to the point the Kirchers had to hire bodyguards to protect her when she went to college in Texas. We thought before we knew the connection (which I can’t say we do know the connection for sure but more than likely) it was because of the Kircher money. It wasn’t. It was because she had been violated by family and was being harassed by criminals. I think it was to control her under the guise of protecting her. My sister told me something happened between Gary and her and that Mr. Kircher did something he was caught at by the company he worked for CONOCO Oil for something he was very ashamed of doing. I didn’t ask what it was and if I did ask I wasn’t told. My older sister told me. Jacuzzi kid went through the same kind of thing when she went to New York and lived in Brooklyn and beaten up by a guy after she left home and watched 9/11 from a rooftop the same semester. Her first semester away from home. Weird stuff. It was a reaction I had I wanted to change my name after my operation but it was a family name and wouldn’t have changed a thing, except my name. She got out of hand and everything she did was like a person who had DEEP SEATED problems. She was the one who need a psychiatrist if anyone did.

It was a Kircher manifestation beset upon the family I grew up with.

Obviously, a pattern emerged before I came into the picture. We just didn’t realize it because it was kind of emerging as we were living through it. Something to do with CONOCO OIL, the SAUDIS and

Something About Gary.

Before the second wedding to HEB the family went on a backpacking hike camping trip in the Ozarks and got lost met a bear and the kids separated from the parents to find their way and told us about it when they came home. Very weird story. Very weird family by this time. I think it was Christmas when my sister had me read a letter written in a card for christmas by her other daughter about the devil visiting them during this time around the time my sister was going to North Carolina for women’s retreats with some BGEA people. I think her daughter meant the troubles we had had but could have been saying something else as well. The last thing my sister did was hospice my mom but so much in-between which was really raunchy stuff which I have in my posts and will continue to write about it till I’m satisfied with the results. Needless stuff she did for her reputation. Mean spirited and evil as far as I’m concerned and as far as my mom was concerned blaming us for her husband losing money on the stock market. SHE ASKED FOR IT!

The PeripheralFriends of the kids

The peripheral is sometimes very important but unnoticed because it is on the peripheral. Friends of the kids. Mine and theirs. The girl who gave me the information about where my cat was when he had been lost for 7 weeks and she saw him in the grove of trees and in the bus lane gutter. She was an adopted indian girl to a family that lived near us whose mother said I should wrap myself in saran wrap like she did for her husband thinking I wanted to encourage my husband and the one whose mom I met at the store two times saying the same thing 3 months apart about the school and how everyone was crying about the curriculum and the new rules (teachers and students) and was a teacher at the school having progressed from being a substitute teacher to a real teacher. It was at the same place in the store even where we ran into each other 3 months apart. A TIME LOOP. I thought it was absolutely weird having a conversation about the same thing in the same place twice with the same person but I tried to tell her to leave the school. This happened during the Obama Administration. A lot of bad stuff happened to my daughter at the school and I tried twice to talk her (the teacher) into leaving the school she was complaining about for her daughter who was supposedly being harassed. She didn’t though. She needed the money which I understand. She had never earned much money as far as I know but I didn’t know her very well. She supposedly had an older brother I never saw. Her adopted mother’s voice is the voice I heard when the adult female was hit by a car by a mad person in the Carolinas or in Virginia wherever it happened recently who said something about “magnifying her daughter” because of the death of her daughter that was in the news recently which is a unique reaction and especially since it is what Mary of the bible in the first three synoptic gopels supposedly did about Jesus was to magnify him in her heart. So I think the killing was about the gospels since she referred in a weird way to magnifying her daughter in her death being run over by a car in a crowd. It was her voice I heard (the mothers voice) and then an Iranian filmmaker friend of the kids in my sisters household who we met and seemed nice but was on the peripheral.  She was learning to be a film maker. Very similar. I think there is something to it. And for some reason I think of Sarah Huckabee. I like her as a presidential spokeswoman. Maybe it’s a resemblance suggestive kind of thing – coloring etc. I don’t know. Maybe and maybe not. The reason I brought it up is the peripheral things going on around Gary when I had my first meeting. The ski mask rapes and the peripheral things going on around Gary’s family the daughters of the man who fell into the Grand Canyon at another time. The family appeared out of nowhere in a way. A veil. And yet it sort of sticks out to me. The swirling. One of my nieces friends had some problems. Wanted to be like my niece and Gary made some i don’t know if it was advances but he was a bit funny around her and she him. Nothing you could put your finger on but it was in the air. Which would coincide with what Jesus said about daughters of Jerusalem don’t cry for me, cry for your children, if they do this in a green tree, what will be done in a dry? I was with my kid at the time so it wasn’t just me experiencing it. Anyway Gary was nicknamed the GOLDEN BOY by my cousin who was married to a guy named Crusz who was in the oil business and said he was responsible for finding some oil in the business he worked for by some kind of technology which I think he was lying because he also said we dated and we didn’t. He never asked me out on a date: I had my engagement pictures taken by him because he was a photographer and pretty good at it and my mom asked if he would take them and paid him not a lot because he didn’t ask for a lot. It was good deal. He wasn’t a professional photographer but he was good. I also had had another set of pictures taken by him of me before I had met my future husband which my Aunt said “Beauty is a beauty does” when the picture had been commented on at my uncles house by a family member where I guess he had it on his counter between rooms: Not sure of the comment by her but she didn’t like my mom and I guess she wasn’t a fan of mine yet she was a stunning beauty in her time. Blond hair, angelic almost looking. Earlier my mom wanted me to go out out with him but I declined. She was kind of a match maker but not a professional matchmaker. She matched my uncle and my aunt who blew off her engagement a week before she was to be married when she met my uncle via my mom.  LOL She knew he would be successful and only trying to be a good mom. He was very good friends with my younger sister. Very close and they were Billy Graham sort of followers via the Baptist church she was indoctrinated at and was baptized. The leader of the youth group in the church fell in love my little sister for a while and got a divorce during the time he was their youth group leader of the church and his kids as well. My cousins husband Crusz dad really liked my younger sister as did many older men because she made them laugh, could tell a good joke, good sense of humor, and had a pretty smile and caused some problems of jealousy between my cousin and her husband Crusz though not sure she meant to she was just possessive of their friendship. My sister even got  jealous for some reason. She didn’t want to date him but she was friends with him previously via the youth group and they went to the same school together and had some other friends between them one who was quite a big liar. Stretched the truth for no reason or maybe she had her reasons but kind of silly ones. My older sister warned me about their lies and my younger sister warned me about my older sister’s jealousy. Their relationship before the marriage came between them. At my fortieth birthday surprise party she was comparing my body to hers to her husband and I overheard it because they were sitting next to me. Bizarre. I couldn’t believe I was dealing with jealousy and we never dated. I told her we didn’t date not then but on a few occasions because she said we dated via what her husband had told her and probably during the times she used to call me when she was upset about her problems and I tried to help her often hours sometimes and build her mom-hood up as much as i could because she was a good mom and her kids were fine but the school and the church were trying to convince her they were not fine. They were different, but they were fine. Individuals. Good kids as far as I know. SMART KIDS. Her mother-in- law was hard on her too and was also an atheist. I liked her when I was around her (twice) but I didn’t like what she was doing to my cousin and I think it was to make her feel inadequate and not worthy of her son. Later, her husband liked to get her drunk on wine. He got into wine tasting and boy did they taste a good deal of wine which is why I called them winos in another post. By the third bottle her lips and teeth were purple etc I went out with them and definitely could not keep up and I don’t enjoy being drunk that much. I enjoy tipsy sometimes. Bottle after bottle. He was keeping her drunk I think for some reason. I don’t know if it is because she had attempted suicide but it might have been for this reason which she told me a little about. I never have committed or attempted to commit suicide however as most people who go through a bunch of shit often do. I thought about it but my kids and my parents even though they aren’t here help to stop me from overdoing it in my mind. It’s not an unusual thought when things are shitty, but it’s stupid and does not honor parents or kids. I’m not Juliet of Romeo and Juliet and have heard a lot of stories about suicide. Recently (a few years ago) a girl who shot herself in the stomach and regretted it yet died because of a boyfriend who broke up with her and it was sad and people said basically the same thing “You are in our hearts and in our prayers” as they do when someone is killed too often. Doesn’t it get old? It’s what is said on Fox news all the time and other news stations as well and I wonder how long are these victims in your hearts and prayers. It has become a cliche. If it was truly meant I don’t think Hospice would be so prevalent. I know suicide is contagious with kids and it is a corner our country should stay clear of as much as possible and clear of Hospice as well which is murder suicide. It teaches the wrong thing. It is a constitutional right to bear arms but you have to be careful even with knives. I keep sharp objects in a drawer with other sharp objects though I don’t lock it. My sisters boyfriend whom she dated for quite a long time had a younger sister who had kids and her son died on the firing range by accident and both were kids of a religious christian man and leader of the Presbyterian Church. 3rd generational sin? I don’t believe in it but faithers do. Guns are serious business. I don’t think I have ever held a gun but I believe in the right to bear arms but if you do own a gun you better know how and better be careful and get trained, not just practice and better be sober when you do hold one. It’s a big responsibility.

I think faithers need to teach

the Ten Commandments

as much as possible.

though it’s not easy these days.

I believe war is sometimes necessary, I believe in the right to bear arms

and I think The Ten commandments will help

as an added barrier/border

like the border wall.

The Ten Commandments are the basics. Like learning the ABC’s.

Maybe because she found out we did not date or to keep her drunk I think they may have had some problems under circumstances of their marriage I can see why and I’m glad I didn’t date him even though he was talented. He was younger than me and not my type. There was no chemistry.

Gary hired the youth group leader as a manager.

Anyway my cousins husband Crusz was a geologist by diploma, told me earthquakes are impossible in Texas even though I experienced a small quake in Texas and it is part of the crust of earth so it isn’t impossible. He also prevented his wife from helping me when the tornado hit but I was okay anyway. People lost homes in the neighborhood and nearby lost their lives. The 8 foot 4 inch beam hit my window but it didn’t go through my window. Another small stick barely missed my car and stuck right in to the ground like a little tree.  It was a helluva tornado. The beam kind of exploded the window hitting it but it was a big window with a bunch of panes. So we taped up the window for the time being. The dogs were deeply affected and one started walking like Kimoda dragon afterwards.  Said if she got a flat tire he wouldn’t help her even though she offered the offer to my ex either on Facebook or twitter so everyone could see. Obviously she didn’t mean it. My parents and her parents would have come to check on me since we had no electricity the next night during the freeze. My mom would have come without my dad if he acted like her husband but my dad would have been with her and he would have driven and so would have her dad and her mom. I toughed it out and worked on my hobby using a lantern and kept a fire burning while my ex was on a gig. Kept myself busy. He called the police and they came – a man and a woman and he asked if my ex lied to them. I told them I have no idea if he lied but I’m okay. It was their job to check on people after the tornado. Part of the job, isn’t it? The lady cop was laughing, snickering behind the brick entry of my front door so I knew they were up to something fishy and seemed a bit overdone but tornados have that affect on people who go into shock a bit and lose their minds. It was surreal after it hit to go outside and see the damage done. I think taking the lie (but it was more of a plea) “business” to nth degree was a bit much and cultish acting and all he wanted to do was go to his gig, LOL.

I was kind of a burden. Certainly made me feel like I was a burden

and I didn’t ask him to do it or them. I was being burdenized.

Honestly, I told him I would be fine and he made a big deal about it and it resulted in a bunch of shit. Like I said earlier in a post written a while ago it was like the tornado followed him like a tether from his job to home. I’m pretty positive it was following his phone. ET PHONE HOME. Like he was gonna save me no matter what to make him a hero. Like the L bracket on the garage door device he noticed above my head had been cut. He was able to fix it to save me. Like the impromptu fire (quite a while before) which caused a fire in the chute of the fireplace yet I had seen the firewood hours before because I tripped on the fire wood and knew it wasn’t  impromptu. It was planned.

This is cultish behavior.

My sister had showed my cousin a picture of Gary dancing on a table naked at a frat party obviously drunk she told me about when she did come to my home after my first operation. I have no idea why my sister showed her a picture of her husband in college I guess to see if it was okay? She had a hard time making decisions about people and many other things and probably amassing her allies against me. I don’t know. I would watch a movie and my older sister would ask me what something meant and it was kind of odd because it was obvious and not due to not hearing but probably due to not watching and paying attention. “What does it mean?” kind of questions. I would try to explain ruining it for others round us. Like she had turned the corner or something or was in the process of turning a corner. Some films are hard but not the ones I’m talking about. Gary’s favorite movie was Back to the Future and he watched it a lot. I wonder why he was so infatuated with it. It is the kind of movie once is enough possibly twice ten years later or so or to show someone else. It was on a lot at their home.

 Back to the ….

saran wrap teacher

Maybe more to what occurred than meets the eye as far as this neighbor is concerned. I can not say. Probably has to do with the BGEA, more than likely.

The Saran wrap suggestion was laughable at the time and was not my intention nor ever will be my intention, though I didn’t laugh. I don’t think I did anyway. I thought she was weird but she had a sense of humor not that I understood it and if I had done it which I wouldn’t it would not have accomplished much except make an idiot of me. We weren’t very close obviously and our conversation was unhelpful at the time but it occurred. I was on the verge of divorce. My dog did not like her husband for some reason. He almost got bit by my dog when he came to our house for some reason but she was an old dog. I didn’t know him at all, but her voice was recognizable to me. We had talked often about the problems of the HOA in our neighborhood which was a curse and nothing more. Insurance vs kids having fun in the summertime which the neighborhood didn’t mind for their kids when their kids were growing up but not for ours and no one had ever drowned in the neighborhood pool. ASSHOLES. Because of my operation and septic poisoning it affected every organ in my body and took me a long time to recuperate, lost a lot of hair, weakened me, and the poisoning affected my brain as well. my skin. It takes a while to overcome. I also suffered PTSD. Not just because of the operation but because of the things that were happening. Shock and Awe kind of stuff while still going through it because it continued. So I’m still remembering things, small things but making sense of my life and family and the turn over in our country and the world. I think I have gotten quite far in the puzzle of life probably farther than most. Writing helps. There is much more but it’s not my place nor my desire to share it. I have tried to connect what I think is important to my understanding. I can’t write it all because it would take eons for me to do and some things are better left unsaid because I know what is behind it and I won’t take the responsibility for it. I don’t  have to.

GOD KNOWS.

I saw things others didn’t and sometimes when I thought I was alone I wasn’t. I saw shadows and others around some trying to hinder me and some to help me. I kind of know who and why to make me look bad, etc. but I saw them. I learned a lot about what is behind it. Learned about my enemy and how far the enemy will go since the enemy has no rules to live by. It’s a mind bender to understand it. However the rules still apply whether the enemy knows it or not. The enemy doesn’t want us to know that. We have a ton of rules in our country but I’m talking about in a spiritual sense and in God’s eyes and makes a difference for me and my family tree, my parents, my kids, and the family I grew up with etc. Eventually it will work out if we stay the course. I have had some very strange experiences but each day I have a better sense of it and a better understanding even though the deceptions are alarmingly huge and complex. I just have to keep my eye on the ball and maintain my composure as much as I can. It is so easy to give up and so hard not to but I remember the good we had as well. remembering helps and will help my parents and my kids. I have to get over the bad first and it takes a lot of work. I’m sure they do too. My older sister and I hung out together often and had fun together for many years. We went on vacations with the kids without the husbands and had a great time either to my parents home or to my little sister’s condo at the beach which she rented out cheaper for us because I think they had to charge something because it was part of their business. I helped with the kids etc. And later weird shit happened. Little bites/cuts from him and then her. I think she was trying to keep it together and so was I but then the girls grew up into teenagers. He started acting out and exposing himself usually when drinking. I have no idea what was going on at their home front when I wasn’t there. Not sure of the purpose of the acts of exposing himself but I wasn’t doing it, he was. I guess it was to harass me. But so many clues for my sister to realize it wasn’t me that had a problem. It was him and she needed to handle it. He didn’t want his daughter to go a psychiatrist but to leave her alone to work it out. It should have been a clue to her and she was the one who told me and expected me to react and she told me about a father daughter situation at the school the girls attended incest was the main theme but only told me briefly about it because it was hush hush though I had the luxury of learning about it however I don’t trust psychiatrists either. It was a rumor she got wind of. I guess the daughter had asked for help and silence at the same time from the school and the school complied with her wishes. These people were rich people WITH BIG REPUTATIONS going to a very high dollar private school. I can’t say whether my sister was fishing for a reaction. I already did my part as far as I was concerned though I wanted to protect her kids it wasn’t my job. I wasn’t there in the wee hours of the night and morning to know what was going on. I knew one of the girls was troubled having cut herself a bunch with a razor, shaving her head, and other signs, wearing  a ton of make up, angry and introverted, the jacuzzi incident, speeding with the kids in the car about 100 mph in Padre, showing signs of anger, wearing a mohawk which we were warned about to not act surprised, and i wasn’t, an enormous amount of tattoos one a scripture on her back of Ephesians I think but it was a long one and covered her back, an ankh (red) on her arm a big one which she babied at her wedding because I guess it burned and she was blowing on it (I have never had a tattoo so I can’t say for sure except eye liner one time on the lower lid and it was unpleasant and never went back which you are supposed to do to make your eyes pop was what I heard and I was thinking about learning it for cosmetic reasons, a gift from my little sister, however I changed my mind but not against it reasons more like a lot of shit was happening at the time), etc.Weird stuff was happening to them as well around them and around the family. Swirling around them. One was of a family with two daughters who went to the same school. Their dad died in the Grand Canyon walking behind them. He just disappeared and later found dead down below. Then sometime later the wife found a letter or something that exposed his affair with another woman so it made her less grief-stricken by his death. I really think we were dealing with something huge attacking everyone. Probably has to do with the mustard seed and my persistence later on but preemptively attacking him, her, my family and me in a spiritual sense because a lot is riding on the lie about the mustard seed church wise. religion wise. priest wise. Pope Benedict XVl said faith was the new enlightenment(HOW NEW? which makes a difference) and seems to me faith is riding on a mustard seed lie. SOOOOOOO I think it must be a big problem for the church. We didn’t make it up, someone else did but we got caught up in some nasty tactics using us and confronting our spirits, causing havoc because a lot of money has been made on FALSE faith. We were victims of the lie as many people all over the world are by the RCC and it’s nerve center the Vatican where we get an awful lot of false INTEL, deadly intel. A race against humanity and common sense. A race against the truth but I don’t think its will win no matter how fast lies are created.

REMEMBER:

THE RCC THOUGHT THE EARTH WAS FLAT

and people lost their lives over it. Later:

After 350 Years, Vatican Says Galileo Was Right: It Moves

Witch hunts in Europe:Timeline

I think we should have an FBI parade!

I wonder how the members of NATO regarding the countries of SYRIA, RUSSIA, CHINA, North Korea, and IRAN if the USA quit NATO. Probably a lot different. Like BREXIT I think we should USEXIT.

ASAP

Anyway Former Pope Benedict says he is preparing for home.

What I have learned while being attacked is it is not easy to do good or to be fair in this world!

I think truth helps, but it’s not easy and believing in God helps and why it is so hard because a lot of people don’t want to believe in God and some who would do anything for God thinking God told them to accomplish something like Bill O’reilly rewriting history the Jesuit way as an independent press person and former history teacher and he thought God had told him to write a book called Killing Jesus in his herptology or nonology of killing books. I didn’t hear what he heard, but I doubt it was God however he had the right to write the books. :

What do you call 9 films in a series? 

Jun 16, 2008 – A Nonology is 9 in a series: • 2 in a series = Sequel or Duology • 3 in a series = Trilogy • 4 in a series = Tetralogy • 5 in a series = Pentalogy • 6 in a series = Hexology • 7 in a series = Heptalogy • 8 in a series = Octology • 9 in a series = NONOLOGY • 10 in a series = Decology • 11 in a series = Undecologies”
to undermine the masses and do the work for the Cult of the Jesuits. I’m sorry the ORDER OF THE JESUITS.

They shall put you out of the synagogues: yea, the time cometh, that whosoever killeth you will think that he doeth God a service.

Used to say a service. IT does now though. LOL It didn’t awhile ago. back and forth kind of thing like a ziggurat. I should have quit smoking a long time ago. I picked a bad day to quit smoking.

I think the Ten Commandments are helpful, but not to the letter of the law since our knowledge is so fractured by a lot of road blocks and set backs and time and lots of interference by those that either fear it or hate it, and even by those that don’t.

It doesn’t help to have verses in the bible like

Mark 8:35: “Whoever wants to save his life will lose it but whoever loses his life for my sake and the gospel will save it.”

SINCE the gospels had not been written yet!

This is a lunatic. Like saying whoever wants to earn money won’t and whoever wants to steal money will. It’s insane. Anyway the Ten Commandments is much more common sense than Jesus of the Gospel of Mark. Whoever wants a christmas present isn’t gonna get one but those that don’t want a christmas present will get a christmas present. I could go on and on but I won’t OR WILL I? (I was reading a little about Aquila and Priscilla followers of Paul and this verse came up as his kind of insanity. The reason for looking up Aquila is because of those 160 something digital penetrations of girls who only wanted to learn how to be gymnasts. Aquila was a native of Pontus and was married to Priscilla. Pontus was a greek orthodox area located by the Black Sea in Turkey. Aquila and Priscilla taught Apollos “the way of God more accurately.” Apollo was a god in greek and roman mythology. Apollos is short for Apollonius. )

If you have a roomful of 100 people and 99 of them think this way, it can be problematic. Or if you are on a boat with 500 people and 499 of them believe in this nonsense chances are you won’t make it to the shore.

I have heard you have to read things in context which is reasonable but you also need to take things out of context to isolate the BS and compare to other similar settings by comparing the gospels and similar situations or versions of the same account and there is quite a bit of  differences. Gary proposed to my family to isolate me so I would return to the fold. Our family now was my older sister and Gary’s fold. My little sister told me over the phone his idea in secret. She was keeping me abreast of the situation to some degree and suspicion was growing in my family. Then I heard that my my dad thought I was blackmailing Gary which is what Gary thought the Jacuzzi kid and her husband were doing to him which sounded REAL fishy when I heard it and when I heard that my dad thought I was blackmailing Gary. He might have been trying to bring forth more information as well and playing him or didn’t know what to say at the time dealing with a few lunatics. It is/was hearsay. He never told me he thought I was blackmailing the Kirchers. This was before the meeting with my brother and sister about Gary which is how bad it got. Crazy stuff.  I think that may have tipped a few people off however it was probably too late.  We did have the meeting and before the meeting Gary was fishing then. Obviously the BGEA was part of the problem. Billy Graham proposed to other preachers and religious leaders to refrain from criticisms of each other. Same kind of shenanigans. Recently a congressman said basically the same thing about other politicians and reminded me of Billy Graham. I think it was an uncomfortable situation for the family to cope with him and my sister and I can imagine the undertones when this was said at my parents home when the family was together while I wasn’t there. How to deal with it was really tough as well as other things going on at the same time. Anyway my family and I for a while did reunite with my parents but I think their lives were shortened because of this cultish nonsense we were dealing with. Mine was definitely damaged and it affected my health and relationships and my overall disposition. It affected theirs as well. But after Gary proposed to isolate me my brother and my little sister and I met for a meeting to try to contain the problem for the sake of my parents and my relationship to my parents and for the kids. I’m glad we did but it didn’t stop the trouble we faced. Lots of twists and turns. Unmanageable. Strange occurrences which really screwed us up. Sort of otherworldly. My older sister and her husband were not complying to contain the problem and may not have actually agreed to the standard my brother hoped the family would try to abide by. I know Gary had hinted about the meeting to my brother because he told me he was trying to find out what the meeting was about before the meeting occurred. Obviously he knew what it was about but was acting as if he didn’t know. My brother was a lawyer a good one and he knew Gary was fishing and he told me how Gary was acting before we actually met at the meeting so it concerned him to some degree. He was staying in their home at the time. He changed after that meeting so something happened to him and I still don’t know what occurred but something did. Something bad. After my dad died I started studying and comparing, learning about the bible, the gospels, some of the old testament to understand what I was dealing with so it did not overcome us in total and I gained some knowledge for their sake and for mine and started posting my views and my findings and I think it is affecting everyone now and it needs to in order to get a positive affect because we are at war. A very unusual war but we are at war and it’s called ARMAGEDDON, THE APOSTACY and REVELATION. My family is gonna win. We didn’t ask for it, and it wasn’t our idea, but we will win the day but being isolated I falter as well like today and on a  daily basis. My mom was extracted from me by Hospice without my consent or knowledge and it was and is hard to imagine or understand the kind of person who would do it because of someones sexual propensity or as revenge and try to make me atone for it. She wasn’t raised to be a shit but shit she was. She wanted all the respect and love and got it for a long time and it didn’t help because she hung out with a bunch of shits who thought their shit didn’t stink. It wafted on everyone else. She eventually personality wise scared people to cross her. I did anyway and I crossed him too. Still am crossing them by writing about it but it’s my kind of therapy.

Whatever we were dealing with did not win and will not win the day.

Ain’t plant life good? Flora Obama presented his portrait by a very good artist for their LIBARY. I think it would have been more appropriate to have portraitized him with a de-scepter (he brought it up WHICH IS WEIRD) because of his overwhelming propensity to deceive (IMO) but the portrait was good as far as art is concerned which isn’t always truthful. I didn’t watch while Michelle’s portrait was showcased on TV on Fox News so will check it out some other time and comment. I suppose she is gonna be Fauna Michelle or Merryweather Michelle? When I get a chance to see the portrait I’ll add my two cents. I added it above and it may seem harsh but so were the Obamas to our country and very good to our enemies. It’s kind of funny because I’m sketching my dad at this time trying to improve the portrait I had done years ago and doing more portraiture which I stopped for a long time because I got into some other things such as writing, my therapy, and the things I found out about via reflecting on the past events. Sometimes it seems like I’m repeating myself even in this post but trying to put it together again coherently. Sometimes one memory brings another forgotten piece of the puzzle and pertains to the subject I’m working on and is necessary for me, not necessarily for anyone reading my perception of what is occurring these days and in the recent past but hoping my parents see the things they didn’t see while alive from my perspective even though they have died because I know they see things I don’t see and are able to communicate to me. Not as in a ouiji board but spiritually. Been watching a show about climate change and about the national park which was visited by Obama while in office of the President, Yellowstone Park documentary on NETFLIX which is really interesting and shows how climate warming in the area has helped the herds grow vs the wolves which at certain times are shot because they get too big in number and harass the ranchers herds, etc.  So not all change is bad. I think it’s supposed to change, kind of like the seasons. I went to Yellowstone as a kid with my family and we camped it and had a lot of fun. Had a run in with a bear when picnicking who came to our site so we had to run for the car and we fed it cookies out our windows. You are not supposed to do it but at the time we didn’t know. I don’t think it was a grizzly but dangerous. Saw a mother bear and her cubs on the side of the road as we entered the park which stopped traffic and for photography by the other tourists and we filmed it as well. I think the bears were black bears which can be very dangerous as brown bears and other kinds as well. We fed wild chipmunks raisins which was a really good memory as a kid and was a fun activity. These are my memories. Also met my cousin there who was my mom’s old sister’s (the one that broke her neck) daughter as a young adult. Played soft ball with her near the Grand Tetons. Kind of strange she was there. It’s not like Yellowstone was nearby her (she lived in Georgia) that I know of but it must have been planned to meet her by my parents. We nicknamed the Tetons TEE- TWAN-TEE-TONE because the area stunk. I don’t think the mountains stunk but for part of the trip it seemed like it, beautiful though, because of the gurgling emissions probably from the geyser OLD FAITHFUL or the pools nearby wafting into the mountain campsite we were at. Smelled like sulfur. Spoiled eggs. It was a great trip and worth doing. Smelling campfires and hearing people near bedtime camping and the smells other than the sulfur, the sounds, the views and the skies. A lot to take in. Absolutely beautiful place to vacation and a ton of things to see and do. I last saw her (with my daughter as a tot at the time) with my mom for lunch and then heard later she left on a Christian missionary trip to Russia which at the time was the Soviet Union. Not sure where in the Soviet Union she went somewhere in the south, I think, but she died in car wreck on the trip. She was also named after my mom by her sister. We didn’t see them very much in our lives but my mom corresponded with her and kept in touch as much as she could which was her talent, one of many, and for a short while we lived near her in Georgia. Her last name was HURD. My husband and i bought a 6 person camping tent and what did we use it for? Well we never went camping with the kids. We used it in the backyard for a weekend. He gigged so we never did much as a family and my kids missed out on a lot of things. We did go to the beach and my first daughter loves the beach as I do and she never got burned because I was a good mom and bought a tent, a beach tent, which my husband left at the last vacation we took before the divorce and he owes me one. About ten years ago was my a last vacation. It was foldable tent but he left it anyway at his brothers temporary home in North Carolina and he didn’t bother to send it back. He got a divorce, his third but it’s okay because he’s catholic and the divorces were not his fault but the fault of all the women he married. Alcoholism had nothing to do with it and nor did double standards, lol. I’m glad I divorced him though we live together out of necessity it isn’t easy. He promised I would get it back and lied his ass off again. A natural behavior for him.

I want to bury you and you to bury me kind of guy. I wish I had known that to start with but I love my daughters and they are worth it. However if I had had foresight I would have left him the moment my second daughter was born and divorced his ass. I don’t want to bury him or him to bury me. I’d like to skip it, thanks. GEEEEEEEZ.

Please help me God.

The crux of the matter is Hospice is why we have had the problems in our country for following a gigantic asshole church and it will get worse if it is ignored but lemmings are hard to convince. Oregon is the first state to have legalized assisted suicide WHICH Salem is Oregon’s capital and I don’t think it is merely a coincidence.  DO YOU?

Symbolic, yes, but it’s not a coincidence.

To be honest I had forgotten the capitals of the USA some of them anyway but remembered about Oregon just now. I don’t often think about the capitals unless I have to because there are so many other things to think about and I certainly have done my share and shared it.

In any case Jerusalem isn’t in Oregon.

Thought it was odd when the Senator BILL NELSON from Florida commented on Fox about the massacre at the school in Florida that he had been hunting with his son the same day. What is really weird is Senator Nelson resembles Billy Graham as if he shears his DNA.

Talk about reprehensible and CALLOUS to mention hunting on the same day. Where was he hunting? In Broward County? I think so. Does he sleep with his eyes open?

A valentines gift? It is also Ash Wednesday.

Senator Nelson makes a lot of money at what he does and whatever happened to the saying

THE BUCK STOPS HERE?

It’s estimated he could be worth as much as $323 million. How about donating his worth to the families he failed for ASH WEDNESDAY to show his love of God. THE RCC and THE MORMON CHURCH DUMPED HIM and OBAMA PICKED HIM UP and oh boy talk about being between a rock and hard place.

Said he was for the constitutional right to bear arms but not in this case. Duh. Said the kid was of age hence he could get the death penalty and  Kind of jumping the gun and serving justice before he had real facts. Obviously politicizing the massacre to make inroads on gun legislation. I thought it was a bit early but he must needs votes. I don’t appreciate it because it makes me think perhaps massacres are caused by politics and those who would use kids for a political movement even at the expense of their lives. It happened in Broward county, same county as the hanging chads. The Senator sounded a little slow as if he suffered from some kind mental disorder. Perhaps he needs some help. TOO OLD FOR THE JOB because his age is showing. Not everyone shows it the same way but he certainly displayed it. I think he’s Obamas man. My bet is he’s an evangelical and part of the BGEA. If I were a Floridian I’d vote him out of office and shut his piehole. It’s unnatural that it is located on his face. Must be a genetic disorder and must needs to be RECTIFIED.

(Isn’t it funny how senators of states for some reason don’t bear responsibility for what happens in the state the senator represents, as if he had nothing to do with it? I think he ought to take some responsibility for this crime! )

Rushes idea about illegal aliens and not having voting rights for 25 years is a great idea (saw him on Fox for a brief shining moment) or perhaps never having the right to vote but have the right to live in America and strive. Women went without the right to vote for a long long time and perhaps illegal aliens need to earn it even more so to know who their allegiance is beholden to. Is their allegiance to the USA or to Mexico and to the RCC and to learn how to be American. Is their allegiance to what purpose and is it because of ignorance as Pope Francis said he was prone to and as most popes, cardinals, bishops, and priests are prone to as well to float their own boat at our expense and everyone else’s expense using hospice because the RCC is lacking and found

wanton.

Define wanton: merciless, inhumane; having no just foundation or provocation : malicious 

Looks like dumpling’s but isn’t, it’s dough wrapped around some pork in a broth.

Ritalin Side Effects

Later heard that the kid might have been on some kind of —-trophic drug (didn’t hear the beginning of the drug name type) which might be the problem as well. Perhaps he was on Ritalin which has been pushed on families of overactive boys mostly to control them  but also has major side effects which could actually cause massacres or weird murderous behavior caused by bullying or being a bully. Put the link above for you to read about it. I don’t think schools and churches should be in the mental health business but the schools and churches did play a part in some of the problems kids face today because there are teachers who aren’t very good teachers and would prescribe ritalin to the parents of an overactive boy for a natural tendency in some boys in order to not have to teach boys but of course their hands have been tied by the public school system because of a few as is jumping the gun. Sounded as if the school knew the kid was a problem ahead of time and didn’t do their homework such as the superintendent, the principal, and others. 6 weeks is a long time for an investigation into bullying which could be done in a day, even a few hours but this is how my kid was handled and we didn’t want to take a chance for 6 weeks of laziness by the principal. If every parent had to take 6 weeks to settle problems in the home we wouldn’t have families but perhaps this is the intent of those 6 week delays. I think the school should take the blame for this incident since they had warning and obviously let their guard down and someone took advantage of the laxity and very bad communication between the teachers, students, and those that might have made a difference, but didn’t. I’m surprised he had a job if he was so unstable. Also isn’t it weird but rarely do females cause these kind of tragedies. I wonder why. Does the pope or Laura InGraham ever bring up this fact? OR are massacres of school children or adults a result of abortions as well. I guarantee some of the girls at school had one and I bet some of the people in 9/11 terrorist attack in the twin towers had an abortion. However abortion is used as an excuse by Mother Teresa for the NEO practice of Hospice/murder-suicide/assisted suicide but not always by choice which is the problem with hospice. Inheritance is a great motive for some and for others REVENGE (like mother teresa) and so is more funding for public school and the unions a motive for massacres at schools.

THERE is SOMETHING Amiss with Public Education

IF this is like Sandy Hook Elementary which I think was a false flag and so did a lot of other people then this massacre also could be a false flag as well. Possibility of using code to communicate using names of assailants etc. Cruz /Texas, Las Cruces/New Mexico, or Cruise Ship/Lollypop. The reason I say this is because we never see the blood or anyone getting shot just hear it and hear about it. Also the rumors about the kid responsible that students said he would be the one who would commit a crime like this etc and we hear about it on the news by the press that teachers and students felt this way yet didn’t do anything about it and we never hear the students say it nor the teachers say it. Just the press. Second and Third hand information. Take that into consideration. Since everyone is commenting on it including Hollywood and politicians perhaps it’s an audition to see who can act the most terrified.

why false flag events? I heard on one news report people are going to the fund me pages. I watched the graphic video and I am still not convinced especially since it shows police in the area at the time of the video when the video could have been taken before the police arrived of the area I watched on video in the classroom. The video is quick as the kids are being led out by the room through the hallway but there was time to take video before the police arrived in the classroom and for some reason who ever took the video didn’t take video until police arrived. Only a few feet away. So I think its fake news not that in itself it isn’t a serious situation if people are being forced to take part in fake news. And if not forced volunteering to take part in fake news it is still a serious situation but par for the course. Here is the video I saw and I have seen plenty of hollywood movies to know better. The pictures of mob hits in the past on Valentines day were far better and clearer over 70 years ago or more. The video is blocked out and fragmented so we can’t tell on purpose. Laura InGraham  said the security cameras were on a ten minute delay at the school and the ex told me that one of the police man wouldn’t enter the school more than likely didn’t want to partake of the farce. These are big clues. It was a set up and I really doubt the boy had anything to do with the security cameras. Also when I was about 16,  I went with my cousins wife who worked for kids with mental disabilities and he looks like he has a mental disability which is often evidenced by their eyes. So I think this incident is something else other than a massacre. I recall the woman fox news who had a brother who was taken away and died.

NSFW: GRAPHIC FOOTAGE DEPICTS FLORIDA MASSACRE AFTERMATH

The police telling the kids to put their phones up is a sure sign of a coverup. More evidence is better evidence for the police if they wanted better evidence.


The kids are gathering via black and white buses in Tallahassee and I guess deception is supposed to be a way to empower kids? How fakey can you get, using kids.  HOW SICK! Watched kids laughing in their lie-down protest this is how serious it is. LAUGHING– The kids get off and out of school for a day. It’s like a snow day with your chums…a field day marching, chanting, for 17 minutes symbolic gesture allegedly for lives that were taken and carrying signs NEVERMORE ridiculous: older adults presumably chaperones and teachers taking pictures of themselves on their cell phones and smiling. Sheppard Smith says Tallahasse ‘voted against the bump stock legislation’ on the very same day a few days after the alleged crime which is NOT verified. Fake news. I don’t blame the kids…Public School sucks and is only a baby sitting institution for federal workers working and sucking off the citizens of the USA. Spying on their fellow man and woman. Only a few teachers actually know how to teach and make a difference. THANK GOD FOR THOSE FEW. The curriculum stinks and there aren’t any choices. They have a ten minute after the bell rule about going to the bathroom for girls but not for boys. Girls aren’t allowed to stay home during menstrual cycles enduring pain oftentimes and menstrual accidents. They could learn ten times as much self taught but instead have to learn bullshit and false history and propaganda for the teacher’s unions who could earn money teaching their way by kids without the unions and the families who think highly of their talent if they are talented could hire them to tutor their kids or a group of like minded kids. Kids could learn instead about their CHOICE of talents and INTERESTS at home or at their choice of school. One kid gets the other kids sick because they have an attendance rule which is based on money not on the health of the kids or teachers. Save lots of money on health and have fewer outbreaks of any kind and in this age of terrorism it would be WISE. They could learn at their own pace. They wouldn’t have to endure a 6 week bullying experience when they make a legitimate complaint about bullying because the principal or those in charge don’t want to deal with it in a timely fashion. (One hour or two) Their parents wouldn’t be nickeled and dimed throughout the year for supplies tax dollars should actually cover not to mention the LOTTO money. They could use supplies of their choice to learn what they deem is appropriate for them when they want to learn it and not for the whole student class.  They could wake up at ten in the morning and spend 4 hours or less a day learning at their own pace what it takes teachers in public schools to teach in half a week or more. Kids could even wait till night time to learn their courses because some people are night people. Not all people learn the same way. Wouldn’t have to worry about terrorism targeting kids in a gun free zone which schools are, aren’t they which makes them even more vulnerable to terrorism? All kinds of terrorism Biological, physiological, psychological and combat terrorism. It’s getting to the point we need to train them as potential combat ready in order to go to school. Parents would have to learn to engage their kids or find their talents with the kids and not leave it up to the state to engage them and not waste so much time and money and parents would have to learn to discipline their kids and do so while earning their livings together as a family. Save money in the long run in all kinds of ways. Could save umpteen probably a zillion dollars on electricity bills used on lighting, air conditioning and heating the schools by staying home and save the environment as well and not have to

eat shit for lunch.

Besides aren’t the schools actually built for voting sites anyway?

Hope they are enjoying themselves today. LOL

THEY DESERVE IT.

How much diesel do those buses use and emit into the atmosphere? at least those buses have seat belts unlike school buses because our country cares about kids.

One boy at the White House said he was in the room next to the shooting and

“it all seemed so fake.”

because it was fake but nevertheless we are in some dangerous times.

If it was fakery it’s still sick and if it isn’t fakery it’s sick. Why put kids at risk?

NOW IT”S FIVE PEOPLE OUTSIDE THE SCHOOL WHO DIDN”T GET INVOLVED BECAUSE AR RIFLES TEAR YOU UP  ACCORDING TO A LT COL WHO OFTEN GIVES HIS OPINION ON FOX NEWS. GAVE A LTTLE HISTORY OF AR RIFLES AND ABOUT WHEN THE 2nd AMENDMENT WAS WRITTEN WHAT ARMORY WAS LIKE. I THINK THE 2ND AMENDMENT HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH EQUALITY OF ARMS.

I STILL THINK MY ADVICE, my tip is better than yours given below which is LEAVE THE SCHOOL. 

Marjory is a name of my ex’s family. I think the sister of his mother though I never met her. You all take care of your kids if you can’t listen to good advice to heck with ya. Why not try some lie detector tests on the witnesses starting with cops, the teachers and then the kids? If the witnesses are willing of course. Ask them questions only about the school shooting. It was done to keep the State Department employees in line under the Clinton leadership during the and after Benghazi why not in this school shooting? If the kids and teachers were duped or not duped you still might find some information worth finding otherwise a great amount of people won’t believe them. Have them write about their experience without pressure and send it to Trump because I think the kids are under some kind of pressure politically and religiously and possibly parentally maybe someone they love is a hostage. All kinds of nefarious possibilities in this world.

Was it an all white school?

I think it was Sandy Hook Elementary where a majority of the people were federal government employees of some kind. CIA or of one of the departments. Very Catholic. NEWTOWN but it was during the Obama Administration. Broward County is where we had the hanging chads which changed voting requirements having to do with paper trail of voter ids vs computer voting. This is definitely politically motivated putting pressure on the NRA and probably religious type pressure on this area. 39 previous visits by policemen to the house where he lived is suspicious and a scheduled practice drill is also suspicious which seem to be a precursor to an alleged real event and for the alleged killer to have killed a bunch of kids YOUNGER than him a year later is also suspicious. The family he lived with seemed to think it was not his personality to have done it. and the cop waiting out side. Now its five as the press releases a little here and a title there like the press does. The vote about arms a few days later. Definitely a conspiracy. Don’t guns cost quite a bit of money? Working at a dollar store is not the type of job to have made enough money to have bought expensive hardware. Ar rifles cost over 2000 dollars. Who taught him how to shoot or handle an AR rifle. Not like bb gun, you know. Did his foster parents know he had guns? Did his friends know? I think the whole thing is BULLSHIT not to mention but I will Trumps notes as if he can’t remember. The President gives one hour and two hour speeches without notes why would he need notes now? Not that his speeches weren’t a bit redundant but he was playing to his audience.  Obama needed help with his speeches. Used POTUS screens and towed the POTUS information provided by the Secret Service and when the light shone in his eyes via a flash from a camera in his eyes while running for the presidency the first time as he couldn’t talk without sounding like he was on a basketball team (no offense) and he doesn’t play basketball too good as he demonstrated one weird day in his presidency. A lesson in redundancy of lunatics? Now black women are coagulating into a voting block or threatening to as one mindset but didn’t that happen when Obama became president and all it took was a cell phone bribe a cheap one not that the choices were top notch choices. THE RACE CARD IS GETTING VERY OLD and I think it’s gonna lose it’s shirt. Now the kids and families of the school shooting at Marjorie Stoneman School in Broward Florida not known for it’s honesty (hanging chads, bribery of Al Gore by the Vatican) are all pissed at Trumps reaction:  the young man sitting next to a mom who wasn’t crying but he was crying talking about her loss and looked to be sitting in a pew was the worst acting I have ever witnessed. Was he a FOSTER CHILD? These kind of events started during the Obama presidency and seems to be Obama inspired. He wanted to disarm the USA and it isn’t gonna happen and is very immature of him to think it will. Still haven’t seen any REAL TEARS. Crocodile tears, but not real tears. Why we have to deal with this kind of shit is beneath my imagination or anyone else’s imagination. It’s like reality tv gone to the local diner next to a truck stop. I think it might be helpful to find out the occupations of those involved and other helpful information such as church affiliation, sort of a sociology kind of inspection and investigation to get all the variables to do some real thinking and see if there are some common threads. The kids interviews by the press don’t seem to be the same kids at the White House and some good points  by the guy on Alex Jones in the next link. No offense to any of the kids as far as my reality diner truck stop slur but it seems teachers were the targets. My conclusion is the press is messing with us and this incident is actually two incidents mixed together and an attempt to make the military look bad.  How the army got involved is odd. The bodies they threw in a pile under a mat and in a truck probably were fake bodies for the drill. So hopefully Alex Jones will check out what army bases are nearby the school and who the drill participants were scheduled to be involved and the timelines of the autistic kid and the timelines of the drill. I certainly don’t have the assets to investigate but since he did such a good job of interviewing  David Gergen of the press and the other participants for the Bohemian Grove picnics he investigated in the past. Don’t forget how the military was treated when fighting in the Vietnam war by the press and many civilians and yet the military didn’t start the war: POLITICS and RELIGION started the war. LBJ and whoever was upset about the French colony being overtaken in Vietnam and the phantom ship stuff that occurred in before the war or in other words apparitions the catholic kind

Gulf of Tonkin incident

like the sightings of mary which are called apparitions because only a few people actually see it where as others don’t. Possession type stuff/manifestations. Maybe some type of technology like people that aren’t really there 3-d stuff technology used to make the shroud of turin (one cloth) life like or 3 dimensional looking even though there were two cloths in the tomb one for the head and one for the body.

List of shrines

Here is a list of shrines in the world I think ought to make one ponder not for joy. The press did the same in regards to the attack on the the World Trade Center 9/11 attacked by  a bunch of Saudi Arabians with box cutters which should have been overcome easily so me thinks they had guns and yet we attacked other places instead because of some press attack. False INTEL and a bunch of false witnesses such as the Solicitor General Ted Olson and his wife (Barbara Olson) who worked for the press who died on the plane seen later in Poland. 

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So we have a collision in a way of witnesses and apparitions some real and some not. Mary statues weeping tears of blood isn’t real yet have been given credence by the roman catholic church but its tough to deal with delusions of grandeur -type religions. I have also witnessed some things that other people saw as well having nothing to do with religion which I have written about in other posts. I have seen things in the sky move faster than we know about in our technology so far. I also was visited by something before I got pregnant the first time after 14 years of marriage. My husband at the time was there and it was like a helicopter shining lights without the noise into our room and between our house and the neighbors house. Nothing happened. Hard to explain. A bunch of condors or some kind of huge birds flying over our neighborhood with shadows on the roof tops HUGE and hundreds of them and only in our neighborhood of a hundred homes searching for something hunting and came out of a cloud I guess (I didn’t see the cloud) and a few hours later the birds disappeared when my cat was missing and I found him soon after. People stopped on the road in their cars because it was fascinating and my ex said it happens often. He stopped as well when we went to search for my cat where we saw the birds roost in the creek by our neighborhood before the birds disappeared because I was worried my cat would be found by the birds. and obviously to him it was not a normal event or he wouldn’t have stopped. I never have ever seen it happen before or since but because he read it happens a bunch therefore it is which it isn’t sorry I don’t buy it.  I have traveled far and wide and never saw anything like it in my  life. But I wouldn’t say it was a religious sighting.  It was something else and had no religious markings. I woman I ran into walking in the neighborhood told me about a dead cat and seemed like she wanted me to give up. She wasn’t too sensitive. (Not what you want to hear but she seemed kind shitty anyway and I kept on and didn’t give up. And yes there was a dead cat at the pound and I checked out the dead one and it wasn’t my cat luckily. ) No one told me the fatima secret or anything but I did get my cat back for some time for a few years and was able to get him home and show him to my kids who loved him too. It was a miracle. I don’t know if one had to do with the other – the birds and the tip from a girl in the neighborhood -the one whose mom I met at the store twice and had the same conversation with about the school who said the kids and teachers were crying all the time (3 months apart in the same spot in the same grocery store…UNCANNY) because of the curriculum and the rules or whatever was going on…bullying mostly. A lot of kids were reported being bullied in schools during the Obama Administration reported on the internet a bunch. I had been as well and it was spiritual harassment as well and manifested in physical ways against me. Trying to control me and it didn’t. It hurt a few times. My kids were attacked as well.

My advice to her was to leave the school. Two times, I told her. But she was able to teach at the same school her kid was attending so was able to have an advantage other kids and parents don’t have when they send their kids to school.

The tip I got was my cat had either come out of or gone into the gutter flood drain in the bus lane at school under a grove of trees so I went a few times to find him earlier in the day and then later and there he was the second time in the gutter drain because cats come out usually around dusk and he was very weak and could barely come out. He bit me in the nose he was so happy. A cat love bite. It was worth it. I bled a small bit. Then my car wouldn’t start so I had to walk him home covering his eyes and holding his paws because of traffic. He was very sick and had been starving and had liver damage but he healed and we had him for quite a while after wards. About 5 or more years. When he drank water out of the faucet he would bite the water like he was gonna eat it. Really cute. In the mornings when the kids were getting ready for school he left hair rubber bands down the hallway for the girls for their hair. He was like a kid. A very sweet kid.

A Tisket a Tasket

a green and yellow basket.

I don’t think she was on the up and up and since she magnified her daughter in her death being run over in a crowd by a vehicle is you have to admit pretty psycho. Her husband delivered newspapers and for some reason my dog did not like him, though he seemed nice. I think they were in the cleaning cement business…sidewalks and driveways etc. The whole neighborhood was kind of screwed up …the oldest neighborhood in the neighborhood. Sort of like watching the Trump meeting recently about school shootings and their ideas, our neighborhood was kind of similar and full of shit. The neighborhood was mostly using septic tanks for plumbing and changed over to real modern plumbing. When my other cat died because of the noise. freaked out, because of one BIG BANG which shook everything and I think hid in my car transmission and I thought I saw him on the road burned up while driving home taking someone else’s kid to gymnastics. His name was Oliver. How we got into this scam was my husband at the time had a great desire to live in the neighborhood his dream home via gig somehow someone told him about the house at the gig and I helped him and then he went bankrupt because it meant so much to him. I divorced him beforehand.

It was a culling kind of neighborhood,

literally.

I will never forget it, nor her ridiculous advice – I don’t think motherhood was her culling. I think the tables are turning. Seems to be as far as I can tell. In time, I bet everyone will be spilling the beans and should. Writing is a good way because you can add to it as you remember fill in the blanks because when something happens that shocks you it takes a while to understand the significance of something you see or hear and might be important. I’m sure those kids now suffer PTSD of some kind if it really even happened. Kind of like Hillary Clinton witnessing Benghazi though she ended up with a bump on her head to stall her testimony and she happens to be a lawyer. I don’t think it was accidental.  Just like the death of Sen Inouye wasn’t accidental. Nor was the death of the POW friend of Sen. McCain. It was to reward evil and to scare everyone else to DEATH and to keep their mouths shut.

IT DID for the most part but isn’t going away. I’m not going away and nor are my parents and if you care about YOUR kids you ought to start talkin’ and find an alternative to public school for their sake because what I heard in the meeting ain’t gonna fix it.

The genius Trey Goudy (my ex’s description but how would he know) who was in charge of the Benghazi hearing isn’t a genius. He’s a lackey. A coward. SORRY. He has as much skin in the game as the flap on his dick taken when he was a few months old. If he has kids he ought to worry about their future. I think he has kids but I don’t know him ( he could be barren) but what I saw and heard during the hearings he was involved in he seemed to beat around the bush quite a bit with gusto. I think he’s a dunce. I didn’t used to think so because I put my hope in him as he started his charade.

I don’t think you can outrun this time.

 Just as is –  ISSA ought to be put in charge ….

I beta he would a – should a – could a handled it.  JUST KIDDING about ISSA.

HE’S A COWARD TOO.

I think everyone in Washington DC ought to lose their access to bathrooms so you can piss and shit on each other,

including the press,

Including and foremost

the Vatican

instead of pissing and shitting on us.

You deserve it.

It was her voice (the mother at school that I met at the grocery store twice by accident and had the same conversation ) I heard whose daughter was killed in a wreck a person ran his car into the crowd in the Carolinas and she magnified her daughter in her death recently. Weird. But her daughter did not look similar at all and did not live in the Carolinas. One was indian adopted and the other was not. She lived in Texas.

I dare say the public school system is dangerous to the mental health and physical health and well being of the children and makes them sitting ducks to madmen in office and out of office whomever organization madmen belong to such as the Jesuits and the Masons Opus Dei, Neocats and all the other secret societies in and undermining politics and religion. Pretty soon there will be a four to one ratio of students per federal employee if we don’t get our shit together.  We are very close to it now. It should be the other way around 1 to 500 ratio but how many idiots does it take to screw in a light bulb. If a kid is good at tennis they practice every day during school hours or if a kid is good at ice skating the same. If a kid is good at farming or chemistry or inventing or art or acting or manufacturing or managing or tailoring or printing or all the other talents businesses use they could devote themselves to their gifts from God and even create new ones and small and medium businesses would flourish and kids could use their natural DNA and their gifts from their parents who care about their kids. BENJAMIN FRANKLIN wasn’t public schooled neither were all the GREAT INVENTORS and SCIENTISTS, DOCTORS and TEACHERS and PARENTS who made a difference for each of us in the USA and made the USA a competitive nation. THEY HAD CHOICES.

We could be on the verge of

a GREAT AWAKENING

a NEW AGE OF ENLIGHTENMENT

with a multitude of happy kids who learn to love learning and growing up

OR AT THE END OF IT!

IT’S A CHOICE.

Sister Sledge – We Are Family

Trump is talking about the school incident as if it happened after listening to beaucoups of people and wants teachers armed and combat ready. But what about the kids? When a teacher takes advantage of kids as teachers sometimes do shouldn’t kids be armed as well? So one thing is for sure we can’t do nothing. We either go his way or my way or both but we can’t do the same thing we have been doing. Maybe we do need to be combat ready. I believe we cannot give up our rights to bear arms or we will be sitting ducks to many examples in the past when people did this and were slaughtered but our federal government and the one world government needs to back off of the family units and the family unit choices or the politicians and the religious clergy will need to be trained and combat ready because there are more families than politicians and clergy.

DO THE MATH not the meth.

IF God has anything to say about it and He does – families will win.

I know Mine will WIN!

Pope Benedict XVI and Gianni Alemanno

Many of the linked articles in this post (which I wrote quite a while ago) are gone now because the church (RCC) works day and night to erase evidence (when the RCC gets caught on a lie which is often) on the internet which is prophesied to occur and using kids, the naive and the ignorANT like the GRAHAM CRACKERS.

TO EMPOWER KIDS : START BLOGGING AND RECORD AND LINK YOUR ARTICLES TO SUPPORT YOUR FINDINGS…. REMEMBER and keep track AND NOTICE. IF YOU WANT TO TRULY BE EMPOWERED INSTEAD OF THIS FAKE CRAP but hey school outings are fun, aren’t they?

DO YOU HAVE A CHAPERONE? I’m sure you do. 

Yingin’ and Yanging  and the priests say amen.

The Stones of Amen

Maybe the 2nd amendment is responsible for hospice, the massacre, and abortions.

Maybe the mustard seed lie is responsible

for mixing everyone up

about the

truth.

What if it is the underlying problem? What if the lie about the mustard seed being the smallest of seed is causing the troubles we face today. Wouldn’t it be loverly to find out it had the opposite effect on mankind/womankind? Whoever lied about it might be responsible for a lot of death and destruction. It was taught by Jesus in the Synoptic Gospels. The mustard seed of faith being the smallest of seed was also taught in the book of Islam, the Koran. Could there be a connection? Could he actually be the FALSE PROPHET prophesied about in the bible?

The next time I saw the clip of Rush Limbaugh on Hannity because they played it a few times and the next day he replayed the clip and left out the part I agreed with Rush about in regards to illegal aliens not being able to vote for 25 years. Isn’t it interesting it was edited out. It is to me. I guess I should say “Our hearts and prayers go out to you” but I’m only human. I do sometimes pray, I pray often but my prayers are kind of private. I’m glad to have witnessed the editing game and know even more so that I’m on the right track.

Notice no response to the idea proposed by Rush Limbaugh in fact I would call it a defining moment ADAIR because it isn’t about citizenship,

it’s about ROMAN CATHOLIC ILLEGAL ALIEN IGNOR ANT votes.

Armed guards at schools is a great idea and so are metal detectors for arms (knives and guns) and alarms.

Perhaps backpacks are a bad idea.

REMEMBER THE BOSTON MASSACRE?

THE TWO YOUNG MEN HAD BACK PACKS.

I just heard that he wasn’t allowed to carry a backpack but the other kids were for some reason but NONE OF THE KIDS SHOULD CARRY BACKPACKS BECAUSE ONE KID COULD BE AN ACCESSORY. SAME GOES FOR TEACHERS. Same goes for senators. Kids should carry their books like we did when we were young especially in the age of terrorism until terrorism is overcome because some assholes like to use kids, like Billy Graham who didn’t know the truth, nor wanted to, but was only a shill for the RCC. NOTHING MORE. A pawn. This was a terrorist attack, obviously. It would be a good job opportunity for those who have experience with arms such as military vets or retired vets and retired police officers and could be trained for dealing with kids and problem kids to guard the schools. I think the parents and teachers should insist upon it at a local level but not the kind of police officer who would  arrest a teacher for bringing up the $30,000 salary increase of a superintendent as happened at a school union meeting recently. I bet the two incidents are related somehow. Don’t you? Some kind of CHARLETANISM going on. Whoever it is should not belong to a union because he or she might have some angsts union wise and favoritism.

COMMON SENSE.

Galileo Galilei

I think some prophecy is helpful too if its truthful but it often has many meanings because of all the above. It does help me hang on and notice. Like nature. The order of the Ten Commandments I think are detrimental to our understanding of God. IMO. I think the commandment about rest and the sabbath lead us to Jesus in the Gospel of John and back again to the Ten Commandments but there has definitely been some footwork and some shenanigans (purposeful deception) in regards to the bible by some who don’t subscribe to that order, however most people love their families because it’s nature. To honor is a tall order but love with truth has a lot to do with it. The other gospels do not lead to the Ten Commandments as far as I can tell but are helpful in comparison to weigh. Because something is false doesn’t mean it isn’t interesting in the scheme of things but as my mom would say “Rise above it” or “Consider the source.” Sometimes both. I must admit I thought it was a cop out some of the time but it rings true now. I wasn’t prolific then. Just kidding.  My dad would say “Fly right and fly straight.” (not necessarily politically but in our own lives do our best and keep trying if you fail and everyone fails.) i.e.. try to get your shit together because life is not perfect and at the time he wanted me to live because I was very close to death at the time and at the time he didn’t understand I had been lied about a bunch. He expected the truth, I’m sure. He didn’t know I had been treated terribly and he didn’t know it was purposefully done and I was also being entrapped but I think he figured it out before the meeting. Some sick stuff.

I like their parameters.

My brother would add remember the concept of self-preservation

having shirked the blame a few times

and allowing me

to shoulder the blame which I wrote about.

My little sister would add “Pray for Zachary,” referring to a boy who is or was sick and possibly to the book of Zechariah without realizing it and my older sister would say, “It’s not worth fighting over,” referring to my artwork after throwing roadblocks in my way to get a painting I gave to my mom which I painted back so obviously it was. She had us go in on a diamond ring for my mom which I helped to pick out and I bet she is wearing it.

Siblings are tough cookies.

The next morning my mom would wake us up with a glass of orange juice and say

“RISE AND SHINE.”


The next post will be my last….I Hope.

I think I will include in my post about bees what I have learned about Global Warming to Climate Change and the use of Aqueducts and underground water pipelines from Florida and other flood prone places to California and other drought prone places as a solution. Seems like a no brainer to me. Infrastructure type improvements with the wall and perhaps use the salt extracted from the oceans waters (desalinate) to preserve meats instead of using freezers because of air quality hydro…..carbons or whatever it was said to have made holes in our upper atmosphere (Ozone). Salt can also preserve some vegetables and fruits instead of freezers. Might help to stabilize parts of our country or counter some greenhouse effects that need it such as Florida, Louisiana and California and figure out other ideas for other areas in the meanwhile as we solve terrorism, terrorists who are using technology, drugs, pharmaceuticals, devils breath the wrong way with the help of their friends and allies to as Mahmoud Ahmadinejad past President of Iran who by the way believed in the Four Horseman Prophecy said about Israel and driving the nation of Israel

into the Sea

or SEE,

Do you SEE? SEE as in HOLY SEE AS IN ROMAN CATHOLIC HOLY SEE

“The Holy See, also referred to as the See of Rome is the ecclesiastical jurisdiction of the Catholic Church in Rome, the episcopal see of the Pope, and an independent sovereign entity.”

as in “C”

as in Catholic

or as in

“the Church”

THE HOLY ONE

and the CATHOLIC or THE CHURCH, or “C”, or SEE or SEA isn’t holy.

HOLIER THAN THOU but not holy.

I THINK WE ARE THE NATION. 

(People in the middle east and in western parts of Europe and many other places didn’t recognize Jerusalem as the capital of Israel so it certainly is possible we are the nation.)

Boy did I hit a nerve. WHOOOOOOOO

but I proved my point, didn’t I.

Had an argument with my daughter who thinks I’m a nut because of the alleged massacre in Florida at a school because I think it is quite possible it is like Sandy Hook Elementary and the Boston Marathon fake news stories. Has the same ear marks such as a practice drill, a backpack, etc. she thinks is real. Pressure cookers are missing but it might be a clue. A real one. All of them had cell phones…. microwaves. I don’t use a cell phone.

Somehow we talked about the Ten Commandments and she kind of flipped out about it and I asked her what is the first commandment which she knows. She doesn’t know all the commandments but she knows that one. Probably menstruating or premenstrual and got mad at me for suggesting it. She came over kind of haggard looking compared to how she normally appears. So I said I wanted my purse back she borrowed as if it is hers.  It’s possible it is now, but I can’t remember how many times we have squabbled about the purse. It was a 40 dollar purse and real cool but I don’t use it. Possible I gave it to her in a weak moment and she knows the first commandment but having trouble believing in God at the moment. We all do. We all have those moments. She found a Salisbury Steak TV dinner in the freezer and cooked it, ate it, and left. LOL but in the meanwhile I went into the other room and asked the ex do you know the first commandment? He waffled. (He is part Belgian) He didn’t know it but says he knows the Ten Commandments.

I said, “No, you don’t.”

TRUMP GOLFS OVER DEAD BODIES OF SCHOOLCHILDREN IN BIZARRE JIM CARREY ART

I watched Before the Flood starring DiCaprio and Jesuit Pope Francis and the secretary Ganswein to get a picture not of the hypocrisy because there is plenty to go around but their reasoning however the last two characters I didn’t know would be starring in the film till nearly the end of the film. Read who it was funded by but I dare say it’s probably via taxation and money laundering. Obviously this is a RCC dogma a-typical of the RCC. What I found interesting was the woman from India blaming the USA for it’s electrical power for the pollution in their country (and worldwide?) and for the floods and at the same meeting with DICAPRIO wanting us to provide electricity to India countrywide. (I’m glad I watched it just for the part said by the woman from India. SPOKE VOLUMES.)

The Painting over DiCaprios head as a baby (as if he remembers being a baby?)I don’t. Do you remember being a baby? I remember ONLY because of home movies. I remember riding a horse in a costume competition I won first place as a princess. The costume was made by my mom. (Fr. Leavenworth) and walking through a field after I followed my brother to school one day as a tot and sat in his class and the teacher called my mom and when my dad broke his back somehow and a pole in the middle of the room but could be because of home movies and later as a young child a picture/portrait of a boy named Peter (I think it was a picture of Peter wolf) and it scared me because his eyes followed me around the time I thought I could fly like Peter Pan but I don’t think it was Peter Pan. I could move an object (which I still have, a small bronze statue) with my mind which scared me, however flying didn’t scare me and also around the time I saw a hobo in the woods with a dog and a knapsack behind our house and so did my little sister which scared us: she saw him and she flew with me. I vaguely remember being a baby in the hospital because I had kidney troubles but I don’t know how old I was and we didn’t have movies of it but my parents told me about it. I don’t remember being born or drinking milk from a bottle and I don’t think DiCaprio does either.  I think he’s lying;) but he is a talented actor, I’ll give him that much. I think he might have been acting when he went to the UN and when he went to the Vatican for the global warming/climate change speech and the meeting with Pope Francis and his gift and presentation of the book with the picture and his role in the film. He was probably a tot when he remembered seeing the picture over his crib. He probably has his reasons for

his part:

“If I wash thee not you will have no part with me.” Jesus said to Peter. LOL

My interpretation is Dicaprio was chosen by the Vatican

to promote their nonsense.

Sort of like

Rosemary’s baby kind of symbolism

His name stands for Capricious.

given to sudden and unaccountable changes of mood or behavior. impulsive, unpredictable. characterized by or liable

IS IT REASONABLE TO ASSUME SOME CRAZY LOGIC IS AFOOT. I THINK SO.

Perhaps drunk on their own petard?

And of course MOTHER TERESA and hospice has nothing to do with GOD’s JUDGEMENT against THEM. REMEMBER THE TSUNAMI IN THE INDIAN OCEAN the one that dung the bell of the world altering the axis of the earth PHYSICALLY (and Politically). IT WAS A WARNING, a very big warning about hospice, the RCC, and global warming/climate change shenanigans and ill thought ideals. I do not think the USA caused the TSUNAMI in the Indian Ocean nor caused global warming (perhaps some strengthening of storms, seeding them and screwing with the oceans, tornados, droughts) via microwaves using HAARP technology in ALASKA though we are not the only ones with this technology) neither caused climate change. I don’t believe the tsunami in the Indian Ocean was our doing but the tsunami in Japan was a reaction to it which I do think was done purposefully to accept the Roman Catholic Neo-Catechumenal Way to Catholicize everyone JESUIT STYLE and to defy the God of the Ten Commandments during Obamas administration. His tweets were kind of interesting during the aftermath and one of the Grahams was on his way and OBAMA said “Another is on it’s way.”

(Jesus at the Sea of Galilee said “Another will gird thee, follow me.” after telling Peter to feed his sheep three times. My ex hospiced his mom by starvation. My mom was hospiced without my permission for two weeks!)

And boy did it change, didn’t it?

The tsunami in the Indian Ocean occurred about 3-4 months after my operation so I suspect incest has something to do with it as well.

PROBABLY A LOT OF THINGS.

I had heard that the area which was hit hard was a haven for child prostitution but I have never been there. Watched the part about the ocean ecosystem dying in the area as well. It’s not an accident. 1/3 of the oceans are affected in Revelation because of the spiritual morass so India needs to get it’s shit together and hope for something better. Hinduism is not better, nor is Roman Catholicism, neither is Islam. I remember a story about a boy and his mom. Her boyfriend or husband threw acid in her face and she was permanently scarred and blind and her son was really sweet to her and led her around. I think it was India. I don’t think every part of the world is meant to have electricity. I think plumbing would be nice and is more important or rather a good starting point. I saw a show about Africa and how during a flood some big crocadiles got loose from a crocodile farm and were killing the people in some areas of Africa when they went to get water to drink, or went to the river to clean, or to wash their clothes. All these informational shows were on documentaries which really are helpful but not all the information is true but some is true. What I mean – the conclusions aren’t necessarily WELL thought. The JFK assassination documentaries are definitely far from the truth but there are snippets of truth. Billy Graham was involved and didn’t warn JFK because he had a cold. He definitely was involved. He wrote some books giving his alibis for some very bad accidents. JFK’s sons death. I hope you read my posts about him linked in this post and there are others on Merangue’s Blog. Billy Graham was dirty old man BUT HE GOT GEORGE BUSH OFF ALCOHOL. Some information I received from other films I found intriguing. I think the film industry has done quite a bit of good things and the movie industry requires electricity. I think it is up to the country such as INDIA to provide it for themselves and I don’t think the technology is a secret. Plumbing really is something people need and should have access to water, hopefully clean water and sometimes can’t do it without help. Some films (series) are fantasies or science fiction and other types but still pose good hypotheticals in their performance such as a few I have really enjoyed The 100 and the movie Game of Thrones however a few places in the last film overdo it and leave nothing to the imagination which is important because imagination is important when it comes to love and sex even though they are fiction ESPECIALLY LOVE in movies and would help to promote privacy, IMO. However I have been quite open about some things because these things have caused problems for me but still can be overcome, IMO. Fuzzy area of what is appropriate and what isn’t. But there is an adage if you don’t like it don’t watch it. Close your eyes which we all do with our kids when something comes up in films we don’t want our kids to see but we want to watch the films with our kids. A really funny series by Tracey Ullman. VERY FUNNY  and some of it I don’t understand  as funny as Faulty Towers AND HELPFUL TO ME FOR PERSONAL REASONS AND I WON’T FORGET IT EVER.! Love the Angula Merkel skits. I’m not a a good actress nor a good speaker. I would rather take a zero grade than get in front of people to give a speech or a report as I did when I was in high school. I used to put my arm over my eyes when I was embarrassed. Naturally shy, kind of. I would pee on myself if I had to sing or speak in front of people. Much of what I have written couldn’t have been effective without a lot of talent I don’t have. When the shit hit the fan and I was being tested a lot mostly by the ex so I drew an eye on a ping pong ball and when someone would test me I would use it to help me and use the eye on the ping pong ball to represent  “I” until I learned to tell the truth effectively and with strength. Example: Did you break the vase? and I would use the ping pong ball and say “Eye didn’t: even if I did break the vase. LOL which I didn’t. The ping pong ball took responsibility for the false statement. Kind of like crossing your fingers or a white lie. It takes practice to be truthful but sometimes people are forced to lie, like the kids at the White House the other day in regards to the school mass shooting. Without truth we will never overcome the problems we face as a country and as individuals and the lies will slow us down from being an independent nation. 2 plus 1 does not equal 4 which is basically Core teaching and is intellectual dishonesty. The world challenges us and me. You can’t conduct a war nor win the war while telling the enemy your plan which is a form of truth. So obviously there are sometimes reasons VERY GOOD reasons to lie but sometimes there are bad reasons as well and often lack of courage is another reason and all of us experience it.

GOD KNOWS THE DIFFERENCE.

I believe Billy Graham was a very bad person

and I have proof in my life of

his evil and in other places and in people I have witnessed

and I think his intent was evil as well.

VERY EVIL.

You can read some posts I have written about him on

Merangue’s Blog

 which demonstrate how evil he is but evil doesn’t advertise it in order to do evil.

Teen Vogue’s Lauren Duca rips ‘evil’ Rev. Billy Graham:

‘Have fun in hell’

Supposedly her tweet said bitch afterwards and I don’t know her intent or what she meant because I don’t know her. It doesn’t matter to me because I’m using her fame for my blog post to help me get my message a cross. The world is such a better place for Billy Graham having been in it, isn’t it………or is it? I don’t think it is – I think it’s worse because of him and yet he reached so many people with his message. So how could it be the world is a mess? Ask his son or his daughter or many other sons and daughters he fathered/sired. Ask William Randolph Hearst or Ganswein. Ask the the RCC or the pope. Why is it wurst?

Ask the Secret Service. Ask the Presidents. Ask the State Department. Ask the military leaders. Ask world leaders. Ask the clergy of all the religions who honor him. I have seen so many videos of him saying God Loves You (but which one?) especially the day of his supposed departure on the internet and on tv and the condolences etc  and reminds me of a doll I had as a child which I think ended up in the trash or the street after it stopped working. It was my Chatty Cathy doll when I  pulled the string on her neck or back and there were a lot of Chatty Cathies produced for kids.

Billy Graham’s body is on IT’s way to Washington DC from Charlottesville, North Carolina. I WONDER WHAT IS GONNA HAPPEN NEXT. He certainly left his calling card on the presidents of the USA and many others IN A BAD WAY except for George Bush. EH? Why not leave him in Charlottesville? WHY IS HE BEING TRANSPORTED TO WASHINGTON DC?

DOESN’T MAKE SENSE or duz it?

He didn’t leave his calling card on TRUMAN. Truman knew Billy Graham was a charlatan. My ex used to call people he knew with last name of Root pronounced it RUT.

Maybe it’s in ALAbama.

Other news is saying his body is at the Rotunda in Washington DC on its way to Charlottesville. Others saying it is in North Carolina somewhere. Doesn’t seem to be a consensus of where it is.

(It isn’t here, it isn’t there, it isn’t anywhere. LOL) 

I also watched duh movie about Volksswagon duh new version with duh NOX emissions. Shows how small deceptions can have big consequences.

“Dirty Money” Hard Nox (TV Episode 2018) – IMDb

Some countries aren’t meant to have the power of electricity.  I think we are. ELECTRICITY was invented in AMERICA, not INDIA. 

You can understand why, can’t you? MOTHER TERESA, the RCC and HOSPICE. IT’s one thing to donate your own kidney for money, but its another to take it from someone else without their permission.

I think we should worry about our own country and let the rest of the world worry about their own countries problems because group think isn’t working and we are the scapegoat even after freeing Europe from Nazism and FASCISM for some decades with some help from our friends. LUST IS THE REASON for the trickery because we happen to be quite a formidable country and have had some shining moments in our history worth fighting for.

The last good thing we did was recognize Jerusalem as the capital of Israel,

but only a fool wouldn’t.  OOOOOOM didn’t. and what was weird about the flood from the tsunami in the Indian Ocean was the way the women with long hair were caught in the branches and drowned as in Hari Krishna (not sure of the spelling) but I’m not against stretching yoga style or long hair but it represents the hindu goddess I think I am against hinduism and hinduism is only a step away from Islam. Falling for Mother Teresa and his antics was a big mistake.

Benny Hinn – Billy Graham’s Little Ant – YouTube

Billy Graham and The Synoptic Dilemma: The Beast

The World Government and World Religion with teeth is bad and probably why a lot of bad things happen.

Thou Shalt Not Tempt the Lord Thy God

Page 2 of Thou Shalt Not Tempt The Lord Thy God

Billy the Graham cracker died. The world still has to contend with his son and his daughter both of which. Fox News says he never got political but was the charlatan who gave advice to quite a few Presidents and said he wished he hadn’t gotten political was one of his regrets as a protestant evangelical baptist reverend leader of the BGEA (evangelicals) and shill for the roman catholic church.  I thought he died a while ago … about 5 years ago. Check out the posts about him and get a better viewpoint than the non political viewpoint of Fox news. Self serving ass hole.

Foot of the Statue of Peter worn down from kissing and petting the foot.

My ex learned the first commandment but he doesn’t like it and he doesn’t like me.

I WON!

A few days later he remembered to buy an onion for chile which he has forgotten to do for a long long time. Is it because he learned the First Commandment? I don’t know.

He said he likes me to be quiet. I’m a quiet person as a rule, but not about the stuff I have witnessed. He wants me to respect him and I don’t. He isn’t into truth and I asked him why am I here?

Says I’m a burden.  I told him he made a deal with the devil and is getting caught up in it I won’t be your burden for long

(and I think he sold his kids down the river IMO and a lot of other people mostly females as well! twisting the meaning on purpose.) Just told me he gives his daughter 10 dollars a day and turns out he means today. Big difference. One is 300 dollars and the other is 10 dollars.

It’s like pulling teeth:

The day Billy Graham allegedly kicked the bucket

my ex learned

the first commandment.

One down and I don’t know how many more teeth to go.

I dont know about you but I have never enjoyed it when dentists drilled my teeth.

Billy Graham wrote a book called Just As I AM so probably trying to take credit for the Ten Commandments or my ex learning the first of the Ten Commandments. He’s the type. LOL

Anyway he is in a video honoring Mother Teresa with McGlauphlin of

The McGlaughlin GROUP.

BYE BYE

I wonder if they were at the place of the skull known as GOLGOTHA or headed there.

In the video about Mother Teresa it says they were at the Island of knock or something called Knock but there is a place called Knock Shrine in Ireland which is a roman catholic pilgrimage site and supposedly a place where “observers saw an apparition of the blessed virgin Mary, saint Joseph, St. John the Evangelist, angels, and Jesus Christ (the lamb of God) in 1879.” However I don’t think the observers wrote about it and I’m sure the observers had ink or fountain pens and paper. It must not have been believable or I think the observers would have written about it and didn’t. Probably false witnesses but what matters to the RCC is the RCC. “A similar apparition reported by another teenage girl at Lourdes, France, in 1858 had been well publicised across Ireland by 1879. In 1854, Pope Pius IX promulgated a bull proclaiming the feast of the Immaculate Conception for the Universal Church and brought a renewal in Marian devotion.

Knock Shrine

Weird name, but probably where the saying he knocked her up or she got knocked up etc. came from.

Probably has something to do with the three woes of Revelation. More than likely in a hurry to fulfill Revelation because he thought he was god and Hospice was a tool for his cause trying to get a head start.

Now an evangelical preacher on Fox is saying “we are all sinners” because of an allegation against Trump by a prostitute in defense of Trump (but which one?). I think Robert Jeffries is his name. Where was he when females were being maligned on a daily basis on Fox news for abortion – (BIRTH CONTROL)? Where was he when a boy Catholic priest named Father Jonathan was trying to put down (MURDER) a young girl in a coma even though her mother felt her hand move? Where was he when a woman was put down (MURDERED) in Florida and starved to death against her families wishes? Where was he when my mom was hospiced (MURDERED) against my wishes and without my knowledge?

GOLGOTHA?

GO FUCK YOURSELF… I mean it in the kindest way.

“Jesus did not commit to man because he knew WHAT was in man.”

I’m sure he knows this verse. Was O’reilly there too?

My ex says I’m CONDESCENDING. Also said he knew it the first time when I asked and wouldn’t and couldn’t say it so either he is lying or he isn’t but chances are he’s lying. If I were to bet on this one I think I would say he is lying and I think I would win. He has lied so much.

I did a lot of work and looked things up and I think I coalesced some interesting perspectives and I think I solved some mysteries worth reading to have a better understanding of the problems all of us face and why. A lot of the younger generation have not been taught well enough purposefully.  I’m hoping what I have uncovered will help me to have what I want someday. My reward. I think you have to go through it to see, to hear, to smell, to notice and other innate verbs but some help goes a long way especially if done in a truthful way and believe it or not our parents are helping even though they are in a different dimension for us to find out things we didn’t know and they didn’t know… a second chance and I don’t know how many we get but the Ten Commandments offers the chance to Honor your parents and your children. The second Commandment like the second amendment helps to protect us as well. The enemy would love us to be without protection to defeat us. Defeat our families. Some of us see or hear the other dimensional type visions, apparitions, voices, noises, signs and some of us fake it. I don’t fake it. Not that I haven’t in the past but not what I have written about. Such as I cheated on a test in high school and stole a candle once with a friend. Real dumb stuff. Rifled change for cigarettes as a teenager. I could go on, but I won’t…maybe on the last blog post, maybe not. Peer pressure is quite powerful a gang mentality kind of powerful. I saw my sisters act pretty badly when with peers and so did I with my peers at times while growing up. You do things you wouldn’t normally do to impress or to go along. I think the church was part of the problem. Fakery.  Dishonest. A front, a veil. Never very deep. On the surface. I think it bears a great deal of responsibility for what happened to my oldest and younger sister. Really screwed them up and a lots other people I know. The church is loveless. Meaningless tripe oftentimes. Climate people are a church as well. Started at the Vatican. The church was Gary’s veil. Analyze this:

Georg Ganswein probably has his tennis outfit on underneath.

This is who Georg Ganswein really is. COLD AND CALCULATING.

I don’t think his religion helped him overcome himself or his purpose. I think he’s very lethal. I also am and have been suspicious he is the son of William Randolph Hearst. “His life story was the main inspiration for Charles Foster Kane, the lead character in Orson Welles‘s film Citizen Kane.[3] His famous mansion, Hearst Castle, on a hill overlooking the Pacific Ocean near San Simeon, is now a State Historical Monument and a National Historic Landmark.”

William Randolph Hearst was responsible for the puffing of Billy Graham and his son is probably responsible for the puffing of Mother Teresa (ROSEBUD) and I think he runs the Vatican and controls the popes and responsible for an immense amount of false intel which should not be trusted NOT EVEN ONE LITTLE IOTA, jot or tittle:

the business of death and taxes which invariably hurts

Hearsts

(HURTZ with two dots above the U)

quite a bit

President JFK was assassinated in Dealey Plaza and went to Parkland Hospital.

Wrote a blog post about the limo JFK rode in (he was pinned down by a remote controlled contraption installed in the limo and his elbows went up at the time he grabbed his chest neck area near his tie which was nicked by the apparatus in the limo around the STEMMONS FREEWAY SIGN (aka HWY 35 where two men were sitting on the curb nice and close to the limo and one of them walked, sauntered away, in the opposite direction of the grassy knoll and he was the one who had the remote control) the sign to the highway the limo was about to take him to the World Trade Center in Dallas when Jackie Kennedy under the influence of some kind of drug or mind control shot him in the head and then climbed to the back of the limo to get the spent cartridge to the bullet rolling around on the trunk of the limo. the gun was hidden in the roses Jackie received at the airport with the lamb chops puppet and something was in or on her hat a hat pin or something and later opened a museum in Manhattan because she thought she was ISIS the goddess or Nefertiti. The whole incident was nefarious as some remarked at the time. The artifacts were given to her by Egypt as a thank you to her. Her apartment overlooked the museum which held some big artifacts having to do with temple entrance obtained from Egypt having to do with the dams built in Egypt the Suez canal which uncovered the artifacts. There were others as well given to a few countries. Spain was one of the countries. A formula of some kind having to do with the number 153, 135, 351, etc.  SOME SORT OF ORDER. The number 153 has something to do with a pyramid – pyramid scheme?/Reagonomics? etc (and other things as well which are interesting which might really be EVEN more significant which I included as well in the post on Merangue’s Blog abut the number 153 obviously and the amount of fish caught at the Sea of Galilee which I wrote about on some blog posts the significance of the number which others have written about a well because of the weird significance of it.  Anyway one of the places was rebuilt in the wrong order. A trick or something. I think these are the waters beneath. The only other things I can figure about waters other than water itself if there are springs beneath the earth but other liquids would be lava and oil which might cause the oceans to rise. Perhaps. I read about this stuff and the comments made during the assassination and watched some of the things that occurred soon before and after and very very cultish stuff. NOT NICE either and a result of winning WWll, a retaliation. A coup to recoup power. Honestly to think she was trying to get a piece of his brain on the back of the limo is a bit much and very stupid to swallow since it rolled like a tube of lipstick on a moving vehicle –  it moved sideways. Brains don’t do that. So if you think some of what I have written is hard to imagine, think again about physics a little and I think my conclusion is far more reasonable at least about the cartridge. Billy Graham was a mother fucker and I’m glad he is dead and he is not in heaven. I’m not sure how much time his family has but I don’t think it’s long. Just a wild presumption in my part.  “Isis was one of the oldest gods or goddesses of ancient Egypt but her origins are unclear. She is sometimes thought to have originated in the Sinai but is is also likely that she was first worshipped as a fetish in the Delta area of Lower Egypt around Busiris, the location of the oldest known cult center to Osiris.”

LBJ supposedly was a builder of dams and later named or awarded Billy Graham

the Big Brother award.

I liked mine better!

The Nile had a great deal of significance depending on which way the water flowed and access to water (flooding droughts etc) which has to do with some kind of power or power source and affects the Mediterranean Sea (Sea of Peter) and access to oil. There is more to it but I’m not a scientist. Salinity and acidity etc the PH balance and I think affects the oceans as well at least the oceans nearby. Affects the height of ocean water, I think. Pretty wild stuff to take in but I read about it and thought maybe its some sort of access to some kind of artificial intelligence  portal type stuff as weird as it sounds. Pharaoh type stuff. But I have seen weirder things. but is mentioned in the bible something about the waters beneath.



When you add ice cubes to a cup of water and it melts

the amount or volume is the same.

“Question”

“Assume there is an ice cube in a glass of water. When the ice cube melts, will the water level have risen, fallen, or remained the same? Why?” “In the first state, we have an ice cube of mass m floating in the water. If it is floating (in equilibrium), it will have to displace enough water to support its weight. How much is that? It is just Volume = m/d , where m is the mass of the ice cube, and d is the density of water. “… “In the second state, where the ice has melted, it turns into water of volume…. Volume = m/d! exactly the same volume as it displaced before. So the added volume is the same, so the level of the water will not change.”… equilibrium is a state in which opposing forces or influence are balanced, a state of physical balance, or a calm state of mind. However I don’t know if it is the case now because of the earthquake in the Indian ocean which caused the axis of the earth to be off a bit perhaps a shift of some kind and perhaps why there have been some pretty hefty earthquakes in recent years to even things out. Supposedly the earthquake in Sumatra sped up the rotation of the earth….and supposedly the earthquake in Japan shortened days by a fraction but in the bible it says if the days had not been shortened there would be no man left. I think some scientists are taking sides politically and religiously and attributing some results to the wrong quake but what else is new. A fraction is mentioned in the bible: one third. 1/3 but I cannot say what it means I/3 of  a day and a third of the night as far as the sun and the moon and the location of where it affect/effects. Obviously affects India.

So climate change or global warming does not make the oceans rise but the waters beneath might. I linked the above if you want to check it out.



Back to the assassination if JFK: The re-designers of the limo, the company involved which was used to control quite a few world leaders is in on it. The limo was called the beast and I suppose represents the beast. Jackie Kennedy married a greek tycoon in the business of shipping and a mobster as in mafia (ONASSIS) who I’m sure discovered the properties of Devils Breath a drug used to control people a week at a time which is also used as a drug to control sea sickness in a smaller dose for those in the shipping business and for those ships to gain access to countries via canals to keep the Vatican afoot and afloat. Her looks change such as her calves after her trip to the Taj Mahal, I don’t know why but they get bigger and for some reason she wears white gloves a lot. I hope you read the post (I think it’s called Jackie Kennedy and Then Came Lot and a few others about Nellie Connally, the Secret Service, Rev. David Wilkerson, and others as well linked on Merangue’s Blog ) sometime because it’s kind of interesting all those books written to cover up the assassination and who was behind it. You can find the blog posts on Merangue’s Blog. I suspect the drug is used in a wafer as well in small doses to control the masses, their bread and butter: The Eucharist often made by RCC nuns – a mock of Jesus who said he was the bread of life but I think he actually might have said or meant the breadth/breath of life. In any case the drug is derived from a flower grown in Columbia pictured above in this post (the Kennedy’s visited Columbia and the BLOOD diamonds and the mines and the workers used and paid about a dollar a day for quite a long time to make those diamond rings for marriage mined in many places besides South America and in Africa as well) and represent the hanging gardens of Babylon as in the hanging chads. Connections and I have connected it for you to discern how the congress got into the mess we are in today with illegal immigration to Obama care medicare/medicaid to promote Hospice murder suicide at a cheap rate for the Vatican to control information, the leaders and the people. And then other people follow along not realizing the person they are following is a lemming for the Vatican. Its insidious and evil and it is happening in our country and among other drugs causing massacres and stupid legislation HEARTZING a lot of people and day and night we get to hear about the mess everyone is denying as in DE-NILE and blaming weapons when the real weapon is stated in this very long and ted-ious paragraph. Problem is the people are gonna forget because of the drug called Devils breath. The 13th disciple after Judas was hung  was called the Son of Consolation, meaning to forget (Barnabas): TWISTED. We were twisting when we got the NOOSE about JFK’s assassination dancing and enjoying a twisting party for kids held at our home in England.  I remember.

My older sister was at a frat party held in a barn when she attended SMU and poured beer on Gary’s head anointing him with beer in order for him to remember her and he did.

I rarely drink beer though not  tea totaler

but I suppose something is in beer causing people

to forget. 

The Main Ingredients of Beer – dummies 

Specifically, beer is made from these four primary ingredients: Grain (mostly malted barley but also other grains) Hops (grown in many different varieties) Yeast (responsible for fermentation; based on style-specific strains) Water (accounts for up to 95 percent of beer’s content)
PSSSSST:
I think we’re headed for a major change world wide, don’t you?
I don’t think the universal church is gonna succeed!
Don’t tell anyone.

Anyway my ex was watching the show The 100 and saw the part where the evil son was killing his dad and acted surprised by it which was utterly weird since he hospiced his mom a thousand miles away but was in on it and said she wanted it by something she told him many years before about not wanting to be treated like the patients she had witnessed in her job as a bookkeeper for an old folks home. He wanted me to be in on it too by telling me about it in the car but I didn’t make the decision and I had nothing to do with the decision, then acts like he is against abortion yet screwed a girl in a tub with a gang of guys in high school and when I asked what if she got pregnant would you marry her and he said no she would have gotten an abortion because in his eyes she was the slut….not him. DOUBLE STANDARD. To demonstrate how much of a slut she was he said he fell out of her because he wasn’t obviously the first one. A girl he knew in high school. Posturing like so many do politically for business reasons. The airlines etc. He didn’t go to see her while she was alive and waited till after she had died to to go to the funeral because it looked proper, IMO It’s not easy teaching kids in my family because of the political and religious  fallacies, but I am counting on God and my parents to help me and the rest of the family as well in these horrible times. How can kids even understand what is right and wrong with a double standard like his. Nearly impossible however it’s isn’t impossible with God. Roman Catholicism SUCKS which is the reality we face. IF the RCC can’t control who is born but instead want to control who dies and happen to be preferential against women. having never raised families of their own without a lot of laundered money to aid and abet child abuse and prostitution of everyone. The devil is in the details and there are a lot of details so have honed trickery and lots of other evils. Its a business and morality isn’t even involved. The RCC has had a few thousand years or more to perfect their trickery and is why the RCC will be destroyed. COUNT ON IT.

I worked my ass off on my blogs and on my posts as far as being condescending that is my answer. I worked my ass off though it’s still there. If I could tell everything I have been prevented from doing or having and how it was accomplished I could fill many books. I look forward to being with my parents and my kids and my cat and other pets and for the  people I love etc. but hang on for the ones still here. I have my reasons and the reasons are good, good enough unlike others I see in politics and religion who have NO EXCUSE. I think they are gonna need some excuses before I finish with my work and my last post after this one whether you read it or not. The press is the wurst. Anyway what happened to the lost nuke? Did anyone find it? We never got word about it. A news story which faded into the sunset.

Someday he will regret what he did to me. Hopefully soon.

As far as Trump getting rid of bump stocks is a great idea except anyone can saw off an assault weapon. It’s not like anyone legally sells them this way is it? SO its fake news. OBAMA said there would be many bumps in the road, didn’t he? DARK SENTENCE, one of many WRITTEN ABOUT and is A PROPHECY. DO YOU THINK HE MEANT BUMP STOCKS OR RAPE PREGNANCIES IN AFRICA? Helps to have a memory. It helps me anyway and it will help my family too and secretary Ganswein can kiss my ass when his final day comes and it will come like a thief  in the night. CAN’T WAIT because it’s a prophecy too in regards to a pigs wine.

LOOKING FORWARD TO IT BECAUSE

IT IS FINISHED.

Maybe we should follow Israel’s lead as far as bump stocks and/or AR15 rifles are concerned. Put an age requirement because a lot happens between the ages of 18 and 27 and might help young people to learn to be careful, cautious, and responsible or more responsible and handle situations and give the FBI and other departments in our government some room to do their jobs.  Israel is in a tough neighborhood and seems to be handling it quite well compared to us. Separate the men from the boys. Not sure the significance of the age of 27 but as far as assault weapons like the AR15 it might help to prevent mass murder in seconds in high schools and require training and psychological assessments before allowing anyone to purchase AR15s. How they handled those years as far as their records are concerned with the stipulation of whether mass murders in high schools and public places continues and weather anomalies continue. If mass murders continue then change the age back again. Or if weather anomalies continue then change it back again. Sort of a test of the other side who want to totally disarm the public. IT’s getting to be kind of a sport against kids on both sides. Caligula kind of sport. Do it in three month intervals to test the resolve of those in favor of the disarmament of citizens in the age range cited for AR15s and see if it can be handled or if it is out of their hands and whether they are just pawns for terrorism because of fear, blackmail or hostage type situation or if it is political/religious folly. Get a reading on it. Maybe monthly. Weekly, if need be. A presidential power depending on the political/religious climate results. Sort of ADAIR like the Rush Limbaugh’s illegal immigration voting rights ADAIR. See how much it means to them in REALITY or if it is a PELOSI RC TRICK – like the nonsense about OBAMACARE a few years back but this time have a

TRUMPstipulation clause.  

Rush Limbaugh’s idea was rejected by those who control the press. Let’s see if the TRUMP stipulation clause in regards to AR15’s will be rejected as well

or even introduced.

Put it on the table to the citizens

to let the citizens of the USA see and understand the times we are in.

IF it works GREAT. But IF it doesn’t TERRIBLE.

The Great and Terrible Day of the Lord kind of test.

At least you will have attempted to be truthful if it is introduced if you care about your own souls and their souls. Otherwise it doesn’t look like you do. Suggest as well the kids get their education elsewhere as a possible alternative.

I don’t think you do care but you will.

In Revelation it says to come out of her my children, do not partake of her sins meaning the Catholic church, Mother Teresa (hospice) and I think it is time to come out of the public school system as well. The public schools makes money on attendance but where does it go and all the rules and regulations are centered on the attendance because of the money it gets from the federal government. Our federal government has been breeched quite a bit by the woman spoken about in Revelation and so have the churches small churches turned to mega churches in hopes of creating the universal church (with teeth – grahams and the hearsts) representing: THE RCC.

why? her sins of murder suicide disguised as hospice

If you haven’t done it yet …DO IT NOW!

The Billy Graham Crusades began the journey towards the goals of the RCC. after WWll because the RCC lost WWll in 1945.

“The first Billy Graham evangelistic campaign, held September 13–21, 1947, in the Civic Auditorium in Grand Rapids, Michigan.”

Looks like a mega church to me.

So be thankful he is gone and pray for his soul in KNOCK.

1957 crusade

Sure are a ton of people: reminds me of the Beatles or the Pope.  I wonder if the people who attended were mostly Catholic. Probably, and brought their friends and acquaintances with tons of media coverage to assist.

Well, I was a radio.

Noticed on Fox the boy called Father Jonathan was a guest on the day of the funeral of Billy Graham and talking about Billy Graham as a great christian pastor spreading the gospel obviously he was a shill for the RCC and a shill for hospice.

Turkey’s president sparks outrage after telling crying girl she will be honoured if she is ‘martyred’ after spotting her in a military uniform

Ergodan is a sick mother fucker and I hope he dies today but before he dies someone cuts his dick and his tiny balls off and stuffs it in his mouth. He is a asking for a nuke right up his ass. It happened to Japan when Japan used kids in warfare from the top down. Hopefully she will disappear into some loving arms that washes her face from his slobber.

The above link is an example of persecution of females. WHERE DID IT BEGIN? Probably a religious persecution of females because of their plumbing

but none wants to admit it.

It is hard to understand but I don’t think it will pass this time. Its real hard to understand because it is so evil. This is the country the EU needed for its union. CRAZY. We are dealing with evil like the abomination of desolation.

don’t think  faith is gonna help because it is misplaced and based on a lie. The mustard seed lie. What kind of parent would let their kid go back to school when you can not count on anyone in the schools outside of the schools around the schools. LOCAL or Federal agents. You can’t believe the press because they edit the truth out, you can’t believe the government because of the false intel and none knows who to believe. Was the cop told to stand down did the chief tell him to stand down or did someone else tell him to stand down. Were there two shooters or one? etc etc etc

It appears NOONE DID THEIR JOB for a long time – kicked the can down the road.

Why would anyone place faith in our government institutions on any level when they can’t even solve the JFK assassination and tried to float the one bullet theory which is FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE? If it’s faith you can keep it to yourself and ignore the truth at your own peril. It’s not like the first time we have had a school shooting and you didn’t listen to the truthers who asked legitimate questions and were ignored and ridiculed for asking legitimate questions and obviously you didn’t solve it either because it happened again allegedly not because of access to arms but because of

stupidity –

Politics and Religion –

Universal Politics and Religion-

with two faces like a coin

because you don’t know

what

to do.

I believe the answers are on this post. Governors meeting with some senators and others including Trump about mass shootings at school in particular the one in Broward County I think ratings are great for pre-viewing movies and tv shows for parents to prevent desensitization type stuff to kid’s minds but did it or will it prevent terrorism?  Watched the sensitivity session at the White House and it seems very stupid: Would a rating system have stopped Hitler, Mao tse tung, Stalin? Did a rating system stop 9/11? We had a rating system. (Mature Content type of warnings Did it prevent the President of Turkey from humiliating a little girl?  GET A GRIP! Did it prevent prostitution, child prostitution, and child abuse, incest, etc?  The mental problems this kid had (if he was one of the shooters) in Broward County which may have caused a mass murder (if it actually happened) the ratings system didn’t stem the child abuse by the Vatican, did it? Stupid is as stupid does: the meeting is stupid attended by stupid people. Teaching people to martyr themselves might be the problem. Anyway we already have a rating system so why was the woman in the meeting making a stupid redundant suggestion? (Wasn’t she the governor where the nuclear material URANIUM was sold to Russia? I think it was the state she governs.) To get votes by stupid people so she can rob them blind. We had a rating system (basically only had family shows on tv) and it didn’t stop the assassination of JFK, did it? Didn’t stop WWl or WWll. Didn’t stop the slaughter of jews, russians and europeans. Naivety isn’t a defense, it’s an invitation. Did it prevent slavery? Should we discontinue teaching sex education? In some countries sex education is evil. Why is she in office? Why are any of them in office? It’s a front. Bullshit angelic acting crap with a southern accent. She is a gold digger and an angel of death: she is an Obama person and was an Obama follower and did his bidding while he was in office. Guarantee she is at the forefront of Hospice/murder-suicide/martyrdom? Will the RCC and Fox News and other news stations reprimand the President of Turkey? Demand he is ousted out of office? WHY NOT? What is holding them back? The European Union? There is nothing new under the sun. Watched Jeffries on an advertisement for the Baptist church on Fox News using the hand gesture used umpteen times by Bill Clinton to make a point. Why anyone would listen to Jeffries is beyond my imagination. I think it is taught as a talking point kind of gesture a Rhodes scholar kind of stuff or some kind of public speaking  type education both received somewhere. ANYWAY I think it was edited out since my observation with a new ad which is similar but addended/augmented.  I suggest dancing as the South Africans do to really get a crowd pleaser reaction. It seems to exhilarate the masses in an interactive kind of way. Obviously some perceived injustice has occurred. The video shown on Fox news about Donald Trump sitting next to Feinstein and at the end of the table was a female governor from the state where the Uranium (given to Russia) was heisted is gone now because its BULLSHIT.  The governors meeting was nonsense and shows our government is FUCKED UP as is the PRESS. SO LET UM. Drink up while you can. Might as well. As I say….Supposedly the General ….General John Kelly (Gen RATTAN) MIA in the CONGO  because he’s a dumb ass is gonna do something cause he doesn’t have the answers and things is falling apart around him. He deserves it.

How Long Can John Kelly Hang On?

“Last year, Democrats and Republicans alike agreed that if anyone could bring order to the Trump administration, it was the retired four-star Marine general. Were they wrong?”

Just moments ago on Fox News one of the President Trumps is announcing the military is either going to the border or is at the border to stop the caravan of Hondurans. Guess what happened next … I went to the car and there was my twenty dollar bill in the car next to my seat as I opened the door.

I did pray a short prayer while standing and looked at a picture of my dad and said “They’re testing me.” before the announcement by President Trump and before I found the twenty dollar bill. He smiled back and he said….Not really, he didn’t say anything but I noticed the twinkle in his eye. This little part I just wrote should be under the part below but it fit so well right beneath  the stumps with no reason because of what I had witnessed about the military resignation story below and what the show on Fox called Outnumbered Overtime were saying Congress should do in regards to the Hondurans. I think there are more than one Trump like there are more than one galaxies. Like there were more than one Jesus and more than one Saul…Paul, etc. I think we are living in different spaces and times and some possible multitasking as well and some fast moves to quell some peoples. A news conference is about to begin with one of the Trumps acting as president with a bunch of diplomats and leaders some from Latvia and from the Baltic states and others etc. in a reaction of some kind about to be aired on Fox News. Jesuit Gen. Kelly is gonna be there too, is it any wonder? I don’t know if Roseanne Barr is gonna attend or not. It was not mentioned but she has been mentioned quite a bit on Fox News lately… a phenomenon of sorts. If you read the accounts of the bible of the resurrection after Jesus was put on the cross there were some MAJOR GENERAL differences in each gospel as most of the events that occurred and were written about enough it should make you stand up and question the validity of some accounts. In this news conference this Trump said he would like to have a good relationship with Putin and that the press would know before he knew if he did have a good relationship with Putin. Does it sound normal? Wouldn’t Trump know first whether or not he has a good relationship with Putin before the press knew? Usually that’s the case so why would he say what he said? Hmmmmmmmmmmm Sounds like a press puppet to me or Gen. Kelly’s puppet bending his tongue like his bows for lies as stated in the verse above cited from the book of Jeremiah 9:3 and a reaction by the order of the military to the border stated minutes before by President Trump. Some call it diplomacy. LOL All it takes is one shot fired to start a war so beware.

Shot heard round the world

By the rude bridge that arched the flood, Their flag to April’s breeze unfurled, Here once the embattled farmers stood, And fired the shot heard round the world.

− Emerson, “Concord Hymn” John Bussey on Fox is laughing about the caravan of Hondurans. Was John Bussey laughing when Oliver North was in Honduras or did he have something to do with why Oliver North was involved in Honduras during the Iran Contra affair? It was a civil war in  Central America in a jungle. Was it funny then? Was he laughing then as well? This is RCC fucking with us time and the RCC is gonna get fucked instead and so will FOX News and John Bussey will be fucking each other, I hope in a jungle and will he be laughing when he gets it up his kazoo? I WILL LAUGH. I don’t like the Ying Yanging by those in the press and on Fox. And you wonder why people take drugs? Because of evil mother fuckers like John Bussey who didn’t say anything about hospice killing our vets by deceiving them. I will have the last laugh on you. COUNT ON IT. Take this morsel of advice and eat it and savor it: There will be no more Jesuits in Jerusalem or anywhere else when I’m through.

Roman Catholicism wants borderless countries and the trek by the Hondurans is Roman Catholic inspired. It was their idea to start with. Not the left nor the right. It’s called making everyone Catholic and this is how it is done so the RCC can continue it’s persecution of the USA and it’s citizens it considers to be it’s enemy in WWll. We are. and the other reason is to make us heel to their whims sociologically speaking and to make us their banana republic. PERISHABLE on a Popes whims or the mobs whims and we can’t let them.

Homeland Security Kirstjen (CURSEDJEN)  Neilson is on tv hacking seriously and reminds me of Nicki Haley. Very, very similar. Anyway the Trump she represents wants to send the National Guard to our borders. The National Guard is not the military by any means and have little if any experience. Most people that join the National Guard in the past did it to avoid the draft into the military and Gary avoided the draft. A weekend job. He slept with a gun under his pillow next to his wife and was a nazi and a roman at heart. He collected nazi artifacts because he liked nazism. Made fun of african americans imitated them (though it was funny) and harassed women (it wasn’t funny though sometimes you had to laugh when he stood naked stroking his dick by his bed at the condo for me to see while walking past their room to go to the balcony to have a cigarette so as not to contaminate the condo while the shower was on so his wife would think he was in the shower but at the same time it wasn’t funny it was tedious and malicious and really stupid and I guess I don’t really know what to say about it other than  it got to be very old and you wonder why someone would go to such lengths with his kids in the next room with my parents and his wife). Sort of similar to sending the national guard or for any matter bothering to join the national guard other than to avoid doing anything substantial in regards to illegal immigration or protecting our country. Why not just get a bunch of ladders and  give the ladders to the hondurans. Which reminds me about Joe Rodgers my other brother-in law (Phil Rodgers oldest brother) who worked for us and stole a ladder from our client out of his garage and told us and so we had to make him return it. Our client was jewish. He liked to fake working but got paid for it and I wasn’t paid. Then he stole from us and tried to rape a friends daughter about 18 years old and stole our rig and our truck. Said he fought in Vietnam and he didn’t. Beat the shit out of his son right in the face because of an expression on his face. Not because of anything he did, just his expression. He is dead now honored by the military for nothing. Married twice and divorced. Tried to sleep with my sister as well because she was drunk and I intervened and he didn’t get to. Like I intervened for my daughter to stop my ex from sleeping with her. He told everyone up north (his family) he had beaten me up and he hadn’t but i’m sure he beat someone up but it wasn’t me. I don’t think in truth he liked me very much telling such a tall tale and it was ridiculous and a joke. I heard about it from his other brother who told me I should have allowed him to sleep with my sister because she was old enough which she was but she was drunk and incapacitated and wouldn’t have otherwise in a clear mind but it’s what it was like being married to a catholic having to deal with his family from time to time. Nubby is a loving good nickname for his mom. Not pretty but I tried to tell her she was even though now i think she is ugly especially what I saw at Parkland when she looked like a missing link scratching her head lying to a nurse about how she warned another nurse about a door alarm because i watched it happen and she warned the nurse after it happened but instead of saying don’t open the door the alarm is gonna go off if you do she said I told you so when she hadn’t warned anyone. It was what she got paid to do guard a patient who came voluntarily. Like the national guard. The nurse rolled her eyes having to listen to this woman guarding me from myself coming to the hospital for help. Like much of the people who work in our government doing nothing but getting paid which is what the National Guard does on a daily basis until called for duty which is rare. It should be interesting. It’s a joke and a response to the taunting and tease by the man about the hondurans not being anything to worry about. A jesuit joke and so is she. Anyway it will be unsuccessful as is the Homeland Security and a ridiculous response. If Homeland Security were worth a shit many of the things that have happened wouldn’t have happened because it’s bullshit and a waste of money

but

it was a just

Joseph of Arimathea (A JUST)

(an inside joke biblically speaking)

make no mistake about tit

on Fox News.

Read the article above if you have learned to read regarding Joseph of Arimathea.

So Long Farewell from The Sound of Music – YouTube

LOL

Chances are there will be shots fired if the National Guard is involved

probably by accident.

My newest post:

Mother Teresa, Hospice and some BELIEVABLE Witnesses

Geraldo Rivera another mother fucker

Geraldo is full of shit and he is one person I will enjoy when he dies an undignified death. He is not a war correspondent except for the Vatican. He has no talent as far as I’m concerned. Everyone knows people are being used even Hondurans but Geraldo will you pay for the people who lose their jobs and their retirements they won’t receive because an illegal alien received it instead? Will you pay the price for the death of my mom because of the church you support and it’s INSANE ideals. I am gonna make sure you do. Will you replace the lives lost on the border because of illegal immigration and for those trying for a better life being used as sex slaves even kids. Will you pay for it? I think you will. You should. Why don’t you improve the RCC and make it change. You can’t because you are so embroiled into it and make your living helping to destroy lives of the citizens of the USA. Geraldo Rivera, you are nothing more than scalawag and a carpet bagger. Why don’t you go and improve Mexico and Central America and fix the evils in the governments that fuck over their people who move north to the USA for a better life with some terrorists in their ranks!  WHY? Because you are a coward and unscrupulous and you can’t do it because you don’t have the wherewithal to change spanish speaking assholes in their pompous  places,,,,but I think it is possible Trump could. It’s possible. Brazil was caught killing little kids (about 7 year old and up to the teens) in the streets to clean it up because of the crime and to get rid of them because they were a nuisance and because of ROMAN CATHOLICs INSANE ideals for overpopulation, birth control, abortions, etc and parents not caring.  This is what Roman Catholicism does. I’m glad your family had some problems on the island struck by a severe hurricane.  You shouldn’t be here in the USA. You should go to South America and do something about it since you are a Roman Catholic fuck down deep inside your ugly face. Don’t change us, change them then everyone will have a chance to be content. You don’t give a shit but only about yourself. You are a fake and a fraud. You will be remembered for your correspondence about the tunnel of a mobster looking for an empty vault and insulting a great actress and your pathetic apology. Everyone is Geraldos’ friend….WRONG. How many asses do you kiss each day? Probably many. I know your kind of personality and you use it like a schmuck. Every time you get on a panel on Fox you use it and it is sleazy. This is how history will memorialize you. A STUPID PRICK who doesn’t care about his own soul and less for everyone else’s. GET THE FUCK OUT of the USA. DO US A FAVOR. I don’t think you have seen, nor heard, nor has it entered into your heart what God has in store for you and it isn’t good. When the shit really hits the fan and it will maybe not this time but sometime and probably soon  I bet you will be found in a tunnel hiding. I think you are the enemy of our country. You sure act like one with your self deprecating bull shit. I don’t believe one word out of your mouth nor should anyone else.

There is a lot more horrendous crimes because of illegal immigration more than there should be and it is because of your religion and because of schmucks like you. The crime rate has increased exponentially since I was a kid. Why don’t you take charge and fight the RCC’s money laundering, Hospice, child prostitution, persecution of christians, persecution of everything uncatholic and persecution of women like you should. You are gonna end up in the terrible day of the Lord, I guarantee it and you will get to kiss Mother Teresa’s ass and her ugly face kind of similar to yours on a daily basis and live in her world in hell.

How do you defeat an ideology

a man pondered

on Fox News?

YOU GET RID OF IT!

THAT’S HOW. 

HENCE Revelation.

And the Lord hearkened to the voice of Israel, and delivered up the Canaanites; and they utterly destroyed them and their cities: and he called the name of the place Hormah.
HORHAM

Care for an Hors d’oeuvre?

Kind of eerie, huh.


General Kelly and Vincent Buglliosi (General RATTAN)

I might have to dig up some pix of the general if I can find one. He wasn’t a favorite of ours but I might still have one or from a video my parents made or in the vast amount of pictures I still have which I did’t throw away to hide evidence

VINCENT BUGLIOSI who wrote HELTER SKELTER about the manson murders and about the one bullet theory of the assassination of JFK and supported it

General Kelly of the Trump administration who came to Jesuitize it.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Brought order to the white house meaning the Jesuits.

He has had some cosmetic surgery obviously and some eyebrow work done as well

but the same stooge. Remember how Michelle Obama looked as a lawyer and the work she had done cosmetically and how she looked later and also back in time.

The future doesn’t belong to them. tSK tSK

I will try to find the picture of Gen Rattan. I may still have one in the vast collection  of pictures but I never took one of him because he wasn’t my friend he was my older sisters oldest best friends daddy of ill repute. a stupid dick.

However the connection I found is quite amazing. I found something pretty big after having a huge depression and a fight spiritually within myself. It’s about mass murder but saving it for my next blog post though it’s VERY UGLY. I was transcribing some stuff about mother terse and kept wondering do all albanians have little bodies like Mother Teresa. She has a very weird body but then so did Charles Manson and I found the connection between the two.


The McKinley statue


AQUEDUCTS and the WALL

We could always decorate the aqueducts and the wall

with art work by american artists

and a thousand points of light or more for that matter?

Vegetables such as runner beans and cabbage are also often preserved in this manner. Salting is used because most bacteria, fungi and other potentially pathogenic organisms cannot survive in a highly salty environment, due to the hypertonic nature of salt.

Why Does Salt Work as a Preservative?

I don’t mean to be obNOXious but work is good for the soul!

Music is also helpful. And my favorite is the following song. INSPIRES ME. She reminds me of my daughter. I have been playing it over and over again because it is such a great song.

Melanie – Lay Down (Candles in the Rain (1970)

melanie full album

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